A Woman-Hater

第20章

TherewasnolatedinneratSomervilleVilla。Indeed,ladies,lefttothemselves,seldomdinelate。Natureisstronginthem,andtheyarehungriestwhenthesunishigh。Atseveno\'clockZoeVizardwasseatedatherdesktryingtowritetoLordUxmoor。Shesighed,shemoaned,shebegan,anddroppedthepenandhidherface。Shebecamealmostwild;andinthatstatesheatlastdashedoffwhatfollows:

"DEARLORDUXMOOR——Forpity\'ssake,forgivethemadwordsIsaidtoyoutoday。Itisimpossible。Icandonomorethanadmireandesteemyou。Myheartisgonefrommeforever。Prayforgiveme,thoughIdonotdeserveit;andneverseemenorlookatmeagain。Iaskpardonformyvacillation。Ithasbeendisgraceful;butithasended,andIwasunderagreaterror,whichIcannotexplaintoyou,whenIledyoutobelieveI

hadahearttogiveyou。Myeyesareopened。Ourpathslieasunder。Pray,prayforgiveme,ifitispossible。Iwillneverforgivemyself,norceasetoblessandrevereyou,whomIhaveusedsoill。

ZOEVIZARD。"

ThatdayUxmoordinedalonewithhismother,forawonder,andhetoldherhowMissVizardhadcomeround;hetoldheralsoaboutthebull,butsovilelythatshehardlycomprehendedhehadbeeninanydanger:theseencountersarerarelydescribedtothelife,exceptbyuswhoavoidthem——exceptonpaper。

LadyUxmoorwasmuchpleased。Shewasaproud,politiclady,andthiswasajudiciousunionoftwopowerfulhousesinthecounty,andonethatwouldalmostcommandtheelections。But,aboveall,sheknewherson\'sheartwasinthematch,andshegavehimamother\'ssympathy。

Assheretired,shekissedhimandsaid,"Whenyouarequitesureoftheprize,tellme,andIwillcalluponher。"

Beingalone,LordUxmoorlightedacigarandsmokeditinmeasurelesscontent。Theservantbroughthimanoteonasalver。Ithadcomebyhand。

Uxmooropeneditandreadeverywordstraightthrough,downto"ZoeVizard;"readit,andsatpetrified。

Hereaditagain。Hefeltasortofsicknesscomeoverhim。Heswallowedatumblerofport,awineherarelytouched;buthefeltworsenowthanafterthebullfight。Thisdone,heroseandstalkedlikeawoundedlionintothedrawing-room,whichwasonthesamefloor,andlaidtheletterbeforehismother。

"Youareawomantoo,"saidhe,alittlehelplessly。"Tellme——whatonearthdoesthismean?"

Thedowagerreaditslowlyandkeenly,andsaid,"Itmeans——anotherman。"

"Ah!"saidUxmoor,withasortofsnarl。

"Haveyouseenanyoneabouther?"

"No;notlately。AtVizardCourttherewas。Butthatisallovernow,I

conclude。ItwasaMr。Severne,anadventurer,afellowthatwascaughtoutinaliebeforeusall。VizardtellsmealadycameandclaimedhimbeforeMissVizard,andheranaway。"

"Anunworthyattachment,inshort?"

"Veryunworthy,ifitwasanattachmentatall。"

"WasheatVizardCourtwhenshedeclinedyourhand?"

"Yes。"

"Didheremain,afteryouwent?"

"Isupposeso。Yes,hemusthave。"

"Thenthewholethingisclear:thatmanhascomeforwardagainunexpectedly,orwritten,andshedismissesyou。Mydarling,thereisbutonethingforyoutodo。Leaveher,andthankherfortellingyouintime。Alesshonorablefoolwouldhavehiddenit,andthenwemighthavehadaCountessofUxmoorintheDivorceCourtsomedayorother。

"Ihadbettergoabroad,"saidUxmoor,withagroan。"Thiscountryispoisonedforme。"

"Go,byallmeans。LetJannewaypackupyourthingsto-morrow。"

"Ishouldliketokillthatfellowfirst。"

"Youwillnotevenwasteathoughtonhim,ifyouaremyson。"

"Youareright,mother。WhatamItosaytoher?"

"Notaword。"

"What,notanswerherletter?Itishumbleenough,Iamsure——poorsoul!

Mother,Iamwretched,butIamnotbitter,andmyrivalwillrevengeme。"

"Uxmoor,yourgoingabroadistheonlyanswersheshallhave。Thewisestman,inthesematters,whoeverlivedhasleftaruleofconducttoeverywell-bornman——arulewhich,believeme,iswisdomitself:

"Lebruitestpourlefat,laplainteestpourlesot;L\'honnetehommetrompe\';s\'e\'loigne,etneditmot。"

Youwillmakeatour,andnotsayawordtoMissVizard,good,bad,norindifferent。Iinsistuponthat。"

"Verywell。Thankyou,dearmother;youguideme,anddon\'tletmemakeafoolofmyself,forIamterriblycutup。YouwillbetheonlyCountessofUxmoorinmyday。"

Thenhekneltatherfeet,andshekissedhisheadandcriedoverhim;

buthertearsonlymadethisproudladystronger。

Nextdayhestartedonhistravels。

Now,butforZoe,hewouldonnoaccounthaveleftEnglandjustthen;forhewasjustgoingtobuildmodelcottagesinhisownvillage,upondesignsofhisown,eachwithalittleplot,andapublicwarehouseorgranary,withdivisionsfortheirpotatoesandapples,etc。However,heturnedthisoverinhismindwhile。hewaspacking;heplacedcertainplansandpapersinhisdispatchbox,andtookhistickettoTaddington,insteadofgoingatoncetoLondon。FromTaddingtonhedroveovertoHillstokeandaskedforMissGale。TheytoldhimshewasfixedatVizardCourt。Thatvexedhim:hedidnotwanttomeetVizard。HethoughtitthepartofaJerrySneaktogoandhowltoabrotheragainsthissister。YetifVizardquestionedhim,howcouldheconcealtherewassomethingwrong?

However,hewentdowntoVizardCourt;butsaidtotheservantwhoopenedthedoor,"Iamratherinahurry,sir:doyouthinkyoucouldprocuremeafewminuteswithMissGale?YouneednottroubleMr。Vizard。"

"Yes,mylaud。Certainly,mylaud。Pleasestepinthemorning-room,mylaud。Mr。Vizardisout。"

Thatwasfortunate,andMissGalecamedowntohimdirectly。

FannytookthatopportunitytochatterandtellMademoiselleKloskingallaboutLordUxmoorandhispassionforZoe。"Andhewillhaveher,too,"

saidshe,boldly。

LordUxmoortoldMissGalehehadcalleduponbusiness。Hewasobligedtoleavehomeforatime,andwishedtoplacehisprojectsunderthecareofapersonwhocouldreallysympathizewiththem,andmakeadditionstothem,ifnecessary。"Men,"saidhe,"arealwaysmakingoversightsinmattersofdomesticcomfort:besides,youarefullofideas。Iwantyoutobeviceroywithfullpower,andactjustasyouwouldifthevillagebelongedtoyou。"

Rhodacoloredhighatthecompliment。

"Wells,cows,granary,realeducation——whatyoulike"saidhe。"Iknowyourmind。Beginabolishingthelowerordersintheonlywaytheycanbegotridof——byraisingthemincomfort,cleanliness,decency,andknowledge。ThenIshallnotbemissed。I\'mgoingabroad。"

"Goingabroad?"

"Yes。Herearemyplans:alterthemforthebetterifyoucan。Alltheworktobedonebythevillagers。Weeklywages。Webuymaterials。Theywillbemorereconciledtoimproveddwellingswhentheybuildthemthemselves。Herearetheaddressesofthepeoplewhowillfurnishmoney。

Itwillentailtraveling;butmypeoplewillalwaysmeetyouatthestation,ifyoutelegraphfromTaddington。Youaccept?Athousandthanks。

IamafraidImustbeoff。"

Shewentintothehallwithhim,halfbewildered,andonlyatthedoorfoundtimetoaskafterZoeVizard。

"Alittlebetter,Ithink,thanwhenshecame。"

"Doessheknowyouaregoingabroad?"

"No;Idon\'tthinkshedoes,yet。Itwassettledallinahurry。"

Heescapedfurtherquestioningbyhurryingaway。

MissGalewasstilllookingafterhim,whenInaKloskingcamedown,dressedforawalk,andleaninglightlyonMissDover\'sarm。ThiswasbypreviousconsentofMissGale。

"Well,dear,"saidFanny,"whatdidhesaytoyou?"

"Somethingthathassurprisedandpuzzledmeverymuch。"Shethenrelatedthewholeconversation,withherusualprecision。

InaKloskingobservedquietlytoFannythatthisdidnotlooklikesuccessfulwooing。

"Idon\'tknowthat,"saidFanny,stoutly。"Oh,MissGale,didyounotaskhimabouther?"

"CertainlyIdid;andhesaidshewasbetterthanwhenshefirstcame。"

"There!"saidFanny,triumphantly。

MissGalegaveheralittlepinch,andshedroppedthesubject。

Vizardreturned,andfoundMademoiselleKloskingwalkingonhisgravel。

Heofferedherhisarm,andwasahappyman,paradingherveryslowly,andsupportinghersteps,andpurringhiscongratulationsintoherear。

"SupposeIweretoinviteyoutodinner,whatwouldyousay?"

"IthinkIshouldsay,\'To-morrow。\'"

"Andaverygoodanswer,too。To-morrowshallbea_fete。"_

"Youspoilme?"

"Thatisimpossible。"

Itwasstrangetoseethemtogether;hesohappy,shesoapathetic,yetgracious。

Nextmorningcameabitofhumannature——aletterfromZoetoFanny,almostentirelyoccupiedwithpraisesofLordUxmoor。ShetoldthebullstorybetterthanIhave——ifpossible——and,inshort,madeUxmooraheroofromance。

Fannycarriedthisintriumphtotheotherladies,andreaditout。

"There!"saidshe。"Didn\'tItellyou?"

Rhodareadtheletter,andownedherselfpuzzled。"Iamnot,then,"saidFanny:"theyareengaged——overthebull;likeEuropaandIforgotwho——andsoheisnotafraidtogoabroadnow。Thatisjustlikethemen。

Theycooldirectlythechaseisover。"

NowthetruthwasthatZoewastryingtosootheherconsciencewithelegantpraisesofthemanshehaddismissed,andfeltguilty。

InaKloskingsaidlittle。Shewaspuzzledtooatfirst。SheaskedtoseeZoe\'shandwriting。Theletterwashandedtoher。Shestudiedthecharacters。"Itisagoodhand,"shesaid;"nothingmeanthere。"Andshegaveitback。

But,withaglance,shehadreadtheaddress,andlearnedthattheposttownwasBagley。

Allthatday,atintervals,shebroughtherpowerfulunderstandingtobearontheparadox;andthoughshehadnotthefactsandtheclewIhavegiventhereader,shecamenearthetruthinanessentialmatter。ShesatisfiedherselfthatLordUxmoorwasnotengagedtoZoeVizard。

Clearly,ifso,hewouldnotleaveEnglandformonths。Sheresolvedtoknowmore;andjustbeforedinnershewrotealinetoAshmead,andrequestedhimtocallonherimmediately。

ThatdayshedinedwithVizardandtheladies。ShesatatVizard\'srighthand,andhetoldherhowproud,andhappyhewastoseeherthere。

Sheblushedfaintly,butmadenoreply。

Sheretiredsoonafterdinner。

AllnextdaysheexpectedAshmead。

Hedidnotcome。

ShedinedwithVizardnextday,andretiredtothedrawing-room。Thepianowasopened,andsheplayedoneortwoexquisitethings,andafterwardtriedhervoice,butonlyinscales,andsomewhattimidly,forMissGalewarnedhershemightloseitorspoilitifshestrainedthevocalchordwhileherwholesystemwasweak。

NextdayAshmeadcamewithapologies。

Hehadspentadayinthecathedraltownonbusiness。Hedidnottellherhowhehadspentthatday,goingaboutpuffingherasthegreatestsingerofsacredmusicintheworld,andpavingthewaytoherengagementatthenextfestival。Yetthesingle-heartedJosephhadreallyraisedthatcommercialsuperstructureuponthesentimentsshehadutteredonhisfirstvisittoVizardCourt。

Inanowheldaprivateconferencewithhim。"Ithink,"saidshe,"Ihaveheardyousayyouwereonceanactor。"

"Iwas,madam,andaverygoodone,too。"

_"Celavasansdire。_Ineverknewonethatwasnot。Atallevents,youcandisguiseyourself。"

"Anything,madam,fromGrandfatherWhiteheadtoaboyinapinafore。

Famousformymake-ups。"

"Iwishyoutowatchacertainhouse,andnotberecognizedbyapersonwhoknowsyou。"

"Well,madam,nothingis_infradig,_ifdoneforyou;nothingisdistastefulifdoneforyou。"

"Thankyou,myfriend。Ihavethoughtitwelltoputmyinstructionsonpaper。"

"Ay,thatisthebestway。"

Shehandedhimtheinstructions。Hereadthem,andhiseyessparkled。

"Ah,thisisacommissionIundertakewithpleasure,andI\'llexecuteitwithzeal。"

Helefther,soonafter,tocarryouttheseinstructions,andthatveryeveninghewasinthewardrobeofthelittletheater,rummagingoutasuitablecostume,andalsoincloseconferencewiththewigmaker。

NextdayVizardhadhismother\'ssablestakenoutandaired,anddroveMademoiselleKloskingintoTaddingtoninanopencarriage。Fannytoldhertheywerehismother\'ssables,andnonetocomparewiththeminthecountry。

Onreturning,shetriedhervoicetotheharmoniuminherownantechamber,andfounditwasgainingstrength——likeherself。

MeantimeZoeVizardmetSeverneinthegarden,andtoldhimshehadwrittentoLordUxmoor,andhewouldnevervisitheragain。Butshedidnotmakelightofthesacrificethistime。Shehadsacrificedherownself-respectaswellasUxmoor\'s,andshewassullenandtearful。

Hehadtobeverywaryandpatient,orshewouldhavepartedwithhimtoo,andfledfrombothofthemtoherbrother。

Uxmoor\'swoundedpridewouldhavebeensoothedcouldhehavebeenpresentatthefirstinterviewofthispair。HewouldhaveseenSevernetreatedwithahauteurandasortofsavagenesshehimselfwassafefrom,safeinherunshakenesteem。

Buttheworldismadeforthosewhocankeeptheirtemper,especiallythefemalepartoftheworld。

Sad,kind,andloving,butneverirritable,Severnesmootheddownandsoothedandcomfortedthewoundedgirl;and,seeinghertwoorthreetimesaday——forshewascompletelymistressofhertime——gothercompletelyintohispoweragain。

Uxmoordidnotreply。

Shehadmadeherselection。Lovebeckonedforward。Itwasuselesstolookback。

Lovewasomnipotent。Theybothbegantorecovertheirgoodlooksasifbymagic;andasSeverne\'spassion,thoughwicked,wasearnest,nopoorbirdwasevermorecompletelyentangledbybird-limethanZoewascaughtbyEdwardSeverne。

TheirusualplaceofmeetingwastheshrubberyattachedtoSomervilleVilla。Thetrees,beingyoung,madealltheclosershade,andthegravel-walkmeandered,andshutthemoutfromview。

Severneusedtoenterthisshrubberybyalittlegateleadingfromthemeadow,andwaitunderthetreestillZoecametohim。Vizard\'sadvertisementsalarmedhim,andheusedtoseethecoastclearbeforeheenteredtheshrubbery,andalsobeforeheleftit。Hewassoparticularinthisthat,observingonedayanoldmandodderingaboutwithabasket,hewouldnotgointillhehadtakenalookathim。Hefounditwasanancientwhite-hairedvillagergatheringmushrooms。Theoldfellowwassostiff,andhishandsotrembling,thatittookhimaboutaminutetogatherasinglefungus。

Togiveareasonforcominguptohim,Severnesaid,"Howoldareyou,oldman?"

"Ibeninety,measter,nextMartinmas-day。"

"Onlyninety?"saidourAdonis,contemptuously;"youlookahundredandninety。"

Hewouldhavebeenlesscontemptuoushadheknownthatthemushroomswerealltoad-stools,andthevillagecentenairewasMr。JosephAshmead,resuminghisoriginalarts,andplayingGrandfatherWhiteheadonthegreengrass。

CHAPTERXXV。

MADEMOISELLEKLOSKINGtoldVizardthetimedrewnearwhenshemustleavehishospitablehouse。

"Sayamonthhence,"saidhe。

Sheshookherhead。

"Ofcourseyouwillnotstaytogratifyme,"saidhe,halfsadly,halfbitterly。"Butyouwillhavetostayaweekortwolonger_parordonnancedume\'decin。"_

"Myphysicianisreconciledtomygoing。Wemustallbowtonecessity。"

Thiswassaidtoofirmlytoadmitareply。"Theoldhousewillseemverydarkagainwheneveryoudogo,"saidVizard,plaintively。

"Itwillsoonbebrightenedbyherwhoisitstrueandlastinglight,"

wasthesteadyreply。

Adayortwopassedwithnothingtorecord,exceptthatVizardhungaboutInaKlosking,andbecame,ifpossible,moreenamoredofherandmoreunwillingtopartwithher。

Mr。Ashmeadarrivedoneafternoonaboutthreeo\'clock,andwasmorethananhourwithher。Theyconversedveryearnestly,andwhenhewent,MissGalefoundheragitated。

"Thiswillnotdo,"saidshe。

"Itwillpass,myfriend,"saidIna。"Iwillsleep。"

Shelaidherselfdownandsleptthreehoursbeforedinner。

Shearoserefreshed,anddinedwiththelittleparty;andonretiringtothedrawing-room,sheinvitedVizardtojointhemathisconvenience。Hemadeithisconvenienceintenminutes。

Thensheopenedthepiano,playedanintroduction,andelectrifiedthemallbysingingtheleadingsonginSiebel。Shedidnotsingitsopowerfullyasinthetheater;shewouldnothavedonethatevenifshecould:butstillshesungitout,andnobly。Itseemedamiracletohearsuchsinginginaroom。

Vizardwasinraptures。

Theycooledsuddenlywhensheremindedhimwhathehadsaid,thatshemuststaytillshecouldsingSiebel\'ssong。"Ikeeptotheletterofthecontract,"saidshe。"Myfriends,thisismylastnightatVizardCourt。"

"Pleasetryandshakethatresolution,"saidVizard,gravely,toMesdemoisellesDoverandGale。

"Theycannot,"saidIna。"Itismydestiny。Andyet,"saidshe,afterapause,"Iwouldnothaveyouremembermebythatflimsything。Letmesingyouasongyourmotherloved;letmeberememberedinthishouse,asasinger,bythat。"

ThenshesungHandel\'ssong:

"WhatthoughItraceeachherbandflowerThatdecksthemorningdew?DidInotownJehovah\'spower,HowvainwereallIknew。"

Shesungitwithamazingpurity,volume,grandeur,andpower;thelustersrangandshook,theheartswerethrilled,andtheverysoulsofthehearersravished。Sheherselfturnedalittlepaleinsingingit,andthetearsstoodinhereyes。

Thesonganditsinterpretationweresofarabovewhatpassesformusicthattheyallfeltcomplimentswouldbeanimpertinence。Theireyesandtheirlongdrawnbreathpaidthetruehomagetothatgreatmasterrightlyinterpreted——averyrareoccurrence。

"Ah!"saidshe;"thatwasthehandcouldbrandishGoliath\'sspear。"

"Andthisishowyoureconcileustolosingyou,"saidVizard。"Youmightstay,atleast,tillyouhadgonethroughmypoormother\'scollection。"

"Ah!IwishIcould。ButIcannot。Imustnot。MyFateforbidsit。"

"\'Fate\'and\'destiny,\'"saidVizard,"stuffandnonsense。Wemakeourowndestiny。Mineistobeeternallydisappointed,andhappinesssnatchedoutofmyhands。"

Hehadnosoonermadethisprettyspeechthanhewasashamedofit,andstalkedoutoftheroom,nottosayanymoreunwisethings。

ThisburstofspleenalarmedFannyDover。"There,"saidshe,"nowyoucannotgo。Heisveryangry。"

InaKloskingsaidshewassorryforthat;buthewastoojustamantobeangrywithherlong:thedaywouldcomewhenhewouldapproveherconduct。Herlipquiveredalittleasshesaidthis,andthewaterstoodinhereyes:andthiswasrememberedandunderstood,longafter,bothbyMissDoverandRhodaGale。

"WhendoesyourRoyalHighnessproposetostart?"inquiredRhodaGale,veryobsequiously,andjustalittlebitterly。

"To-morrowathalf-pastnineo\'clock,dearfriend,"saidIna。

"Thenyouwillnotgowithoutme。YouwillgetthebetterofMr。Vizard,becauseheisonlyaman;butIamawoman,andhaveawillaswellasyou。Ifyoumakeajourneyto-morrow,Igowithyou。Denyme,andyoushan\'tgoatall。"Hereyesflasheddefiance。

Inamovedonestep,tookRhoda\'slittledefianthead,andkissedhercheek。"Sweetphysicianandkindfriend,ofcourseyoushallgowithme,ifyouwill,andbeagreatblessingtome。"

ThisreconciledMissGaletotheproceedings。Shepackedupacarpet-bag,andwasupearly,makingprovisionsofeverysortforherpatient\'sjourney:airpillows,softwarmcoverings,medicaments,stimulants,etc。,inalittlebagslungacrosshershoulders。Thusfurnished,andequippedinauniformsuitofgrayclothandwideawakehat,shecutaverysprightlyandcommandingfigure,butmorelikeDianathanHebe。

TheKloskingcamedown,apaleJuno,intravelingcostume;andaquarterofanhourbeforethetimeapair-horseflywasatthedoorandMr。

Ashmeadinthehall。

Theladieswerebothready。

ButVizardhadnotappeared。

Thiscausedanuneasydiscussion。

"Hemustbeveryangry,"saidFanny,inahalfwhisper。

"Icannotgowhileheis,"sighedLaKlosking。"Thereisalimiteventomycourage。"

"Mr。Harris,"saidRhoda,"wouldyoumindtellingMr。Vizard?"

"Well,miss,"saidHarris,softly,"Ididstepinandtellhim。Whichhetoldmetogotothedevil,miss——ahobservationIneverknewhimtomakebefore。"

Thiswasnotencouraging。YettheKloskingquietlyinquiredwherehewas。

"Inthere,ma\'am,"saidHarris。"Inhisstudy。"

MademoiselleKlosking,placedbetweentwoalternatives,decidedwithherusualresolution。Shewalkedimmediatelytothedoorandtappedatit;

then,scarcelywaitingforaninstant,openeditandwalkedinwithseemingfirmness,thoughherheartwasbeatingratherhigh。

Thepeopleoutsidelookedatoneanother。"Iwonderwhetherhewilltell_her_togotothedevil,"saidFanny,whowasgettingtiredofbeinggood。

"Nouse,"saidMissGale;"shedoesn\'tknowtheroad。"

WhenLaKloskingenteredthestudy,Vizardwasseated,disconsolate,withtwopicturesbeforehim。Hisfacewasfullofpain,andLaKlosking\'sheartsmoteher。Shemovedtowardhim,hangingherhead,andsaid,withinimitablesweetnessandtenderness,"Hereisaculpritcometotryandappeaseyou。"

Therecameatimethathecouldhardlythinkofthesewordsandherpenitent,submissivemannerwithdryeyes。Butjustthenhisblackdoghadbittenhim,andhesaid,sullenly,"Oh,nevermindme。Itwasalwaysso。Yoursexhavealwaysmademesmartfor——Ifflyingfrommyhousebeforeyouarehalfrecoveredgivesyouhalfthepleasureitgivesmepainandmortification,saynomoreaboutit。"

"Ah!whysayitgivesmepleasure?myfriend,youcannotreallythinkso。"

"Idon\'tknowwhattothink。Youladiesareallriddles。"

"ThenImusttakeyouintomyconfidence,and,withsomereluctance,I

own,letyouknowwhyIleavethisdear,kindroofto-day。"

Vizard\'sgenerositytookthealarm。"No,"said,"Iwillnotextortyourreasons。Itisashameofme。Yourbarewilloughttobelawinthishouse;andwhatreasonscouldreconcilemetolosingyousosuddenly?Youarethejoyofoureyes,thedelightofourears,theidolofallourhearts。Youwillleaveus,andtherewillbedarknessandgloom,insteadofsunshineandsong。Well,go;butyoucannotsoftentheblowwithreasons。"

MademoiselleKloskingflushed,andherbosomheaved;forthiswasastrongman,greatlymoved。Withinstinctivetact,shesawthebestwaytobringhimtohissenseswastogivehimagoodopeningtoretreat。

"Ah,monsieur,"saidshe,"youare_tropgrandseigneur。_Youentertainapoorwoundedsingerinachamberfewprincescanequal。Youplaceeverythingatherdisposal;suchaphysicianandnurseasnoqueencancommand;achoirtosingtoher;royalsablestokeepthewindfromher,andladiestowaitonher。Andwhenyouhavebroughtherbacktolife,yousaytoyourself,Sheisawoman;shewillnotbethoroughlycontentunlessyoutellhersheisadorable。So,outofpoliteness,youdescendtothelanguageofgallantry。Thiswasnotneeded。Idispensewiththatkindofcomfort。Ileaveyourhousebecauseitismyduty,andleaveityourgratefulservantandtruefriendtomylasthour。"

Shehadopenedthedoor,andVizardcouldnowescape。Hisobstinacyandhisheartwouldnotlethim。

"Donotfencewithme,"saidhe。"Leavethattoothers。Itisbeneathyou。Ifyouhadbeencontenttostay,Iwouldhavebeencontenttoshowmyheartbyhalves。Butwhenyouoffertoleaveme,youdrawfrommeanavowalIcannolongerrestrain,andyoumustandshalllistentoit。

WhenIsawyouonthestageatHomburg,Iadmiredyouandlovedyouthatverynight。ButIknewfromexperiencehowseldominwomenoutwardgracesgowiththevirtuesofthesoul。Idistrustedmyjudgment。IfearedyouandIfledyou。Butourdestinybroughtyouhere,andwhenIheldyou,paleandwounded,inmyveryarms,myheartseemedtogooutofmybosom。"

"Oh,nomore!nomore,pray!"criedMademoiselleKlosking。

Butthecurrentoflovewasnottobestemmed。"SincethatterriblehourIhavebeeninheaven,watchingyourgradualandsurerecovery;butyouhaverecoveredonlytoabandonme,andyourhurrytoleavemedrivesmetodesperation。No,Icannotpartwithyou。Youmustnotleaveme,eitherthisdayoranyday。Givemeyourhand,andstayhereforever,andbethequeenofmyheartandofmyhouse。"

ForsometimeLaKloskinghadlostherusualcomposure。Herbosomheavedtumultuously,andherhandstrembled。Butatthisdistinctproposalthewholewomanchanged。Shedrewherselfup,withherpalecheekflushingandhereyesglittering。

"What,sir?"saidshe。"Haveyoureadmesoill?DoyounotknowIwouldratherbethemeanestdrudgethatgoesonherkneesandscrubsyourfloors,thanbequeenofyourhouse,asyoucallit?Ah,Jesu,areallmenalike,then;thathewhomIhavesorevered,whosemother\'ssongsI

havesungtohim,makesmeaproposaldishonorabletomeandtohimself?"

"Dishonorable!"criedVizard。"Why,whatcananymanoffertoanywomanmorehonorablethanIofferyou?Iofferyoumyheartandmyhand,andI

say,donotgo,mydarling。Stayhereforever,andbemyqueen,mygoddess,mywife!"

"YOURWIFE?"Shestaredwildlyathim。"Yourwife?AmIdreaming,orareyou?"

"Neither。DoyouthinkIcanbecontentwithlessthanthat?Ina,Iadoreyou。"

Sheputherhandtoherhead。"Iknownotwhoistoblameforthis,"saidshe,andshetrembledvisibly。

"I\'lltaketheblame,"saidhe,gayly。

SaidIna,verygravely。"You,whodomethehonortooffermeyourname,haveyouaskedyourselfseriouslywhathasbeenthenatureofmyrelationwithEdwardSeverne?"

"No!"criedVizard,violently;"andIdonotmeanto。Iseeyoudespisehimnow;andIhavemyeyesandmysensestoguidemeinchoosingawife。

Ichooseyou——ifyouwillhaveme。"

Shelistened,thenturnedhermoisteyesfulluponhim,andsaidtohim,"Thisisthegreatesthonoreverbefellme。Icannottakeit。"

"Nottakeit?"

"No;butthatismymisfortune。Donotbemortified。Youhavenorivalinmyesteem。WhatshallIsay,myfriend?——atleastImaycallyouthat。IfIexplainnow,Ishallweepmuch,andlosemystrength。WhatshallIdo?

Ithink——yes,thatwillbebest——_youshallgowithmeto-day。"_

"Totheendoftheworld!"

"Somethingtellsmeyouwillknowall,andforgiveme。"

"ShallItakemybag?"

"Youmighttakeaneveningdressandsomelinen。"

"Verywell。Iwon\'tkeepyouamoment,"saidhe,andwentupstairswithgreatalacrity。

Shewentintothehall,withhereyesbentontheground,andwasimmediatelypinnedbyRhodaGale,whosepiercingeye,andinquisitivefingeronherpulse,soondiscoveredthatshehadgonethroughatryingscene。"Thisisabadbeginningofanimprudentjourney,"saidshe:"I

haveagreatmindtocountermandthecarriage。"

"No,no,"saidIna;"Iwillsleepintherailwayandrecovermyself。"

Theladiesnowgotintothecarriage;Ashmeadinsistedongoinguponthebox;andVizardsoonappeared,andtookhisseatoppositeMissGaleandMademoiselleKlosking。Thelatterwhisperedherdoctress:"Itwouldbewiseofmenottospeakmuchatpresent。"LaGalecommunicatedthistoVizard,andtheydrovealongindeadsilence。Buttheywerenaturallycurioustoknowwheretheyweregoing;sotheyheldsomecommunicationwiththeireyes。TheyverysoonfoundtheyweregoingtoTaddingtonStation。

Thencameadoubt——weretheygoingupordown?

Thatwassoonresolved。

Mr。Ashmeadhadhiredasalooncarriageforthem,withcouchesandconveniences。

Theyenteredit;andMademoiselleKloskingsaidtoMissGale,"ItisnecessarythatIshouldsleep。"

"Youshall,"saidMissGale。

Whileshewasarrangingthepillowsandthings,LaKloskingsaidtoVizard,"Weartistslearntosleepwhenwehaveworktodo。WithoutitI

shouldnotbestrongenoughthisday。"Shesaidthisinahalf-apologetictone,asoneanxiousnottogivehimanyshadowofoffense。

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