下载辰思小说免费APP
"Iwasthinkingthat,asyoucan\'tdomuchwiththosehandsofyours,diggingandshoveling,andnotmuchwithyourfeeteither,overploughedground,youmightdosomeinsidework,thatwouldpayyoubetter,too。Youmighthelpinthediningroom,settingtableandwashingup,helpingmaandme——thoughIdon\'tdomuchexceptoverseeing。Icouldshowyouwhattodoatfirst,andyou\'dlearnquickenough。Ifyousay\'yes,\'I\'llspeaktopato-night。He\'lldowhateverIsay。”
Therageandshamethatfilledhisbreastchokedeventhebitterlaughthatfirstrosetohislips。Ifhecouldhaveturnedonhisheelandleftherwithmarkedindignation,hewouldhavedoneso,buttheywerescarcelyhalfwayacrossthefield;hisstumblingretreatwouldhaveonlyappearedridiculous,andhewasbynomeanssurethatshewouldnothavelookeduponitasmerelyaconfessionofhisinabilitytokeepupwithher。Andyettherewassomethingpeculiarlyfascinatingandtantalizinginthesituation。Shedidnotseethesardonicglitterinhiseyeashesaidbrutally:——
"Ha!andthatwouldgivemetheexquisitepleasureofbeingnearyou。”
Sheseemedalittleconfused,evenunderherenwrappings,andinsteppingdownherfootslipped。Reddyinstantlyscrambleduptoherandcaughtherasshewaspitchingforwardintothefurrow。
Yetinthestruggletokeephisownfootholdhewasawarethatshewasassistinghim,andalthoughhehadpassedhisarmaroundherwaist,asifforherbettersecurity,itwasonlythroughHERfirmgraspofhiswriststhatheregainedhisownfooting。The"cloud"
hadfallenbackfromherheadandshoulders,herheavyhairhadbrushedhischeekandleftitsfaintodorinhisnostrils;theroundedoutlineofherfigurehadbeenslightlydrawnagainsthisown。Hismeanresentmentwavered;herproposition,whichatfirstseemedonlyinsulting,nowtookavagueformofsatisfaction;hisironicalsuggestionseemedanaturalexpression。"Well,Isay\'yes\'then,"hesaid,withanaffectedlaugh。"Thatis,ifyouthinkIcanmanagetodothework;itisnotexactlyinmyline,youknow。”Yethesomehowfeltthathislaughwasfeebleandunconvincing。
"Oh,it\'seasyenough,"saidthegirlquietly。"You\'veonlygottobeclean——andthat\'sinyourline,Ishouldsay。”
"AndifIthoughtitwouldpleaseyou,"headded,withanotherattemptatgallantry。
Shedidnotreply,butmovedsteadilyon,hefanciedalittlemorerapidly。Theywerenearingthehouse;hefelthewaslosingtimeandopportunity。Theunevennatureofthegroundkepthimfromwalkingimmediatelybesideher,unlessheheldherhandorarm。
Yetanoddtimiditywasovertakinghim。Surelythiswasthesamegirlwhoseconsciousnessandsusceptibilityweresoapparentamomentago;yetherspeechhadbeeninconsistent,unsympathetic,andcoldlypractical。"It\'sverykindofyou,"hebeganagain,scramblinguponesideofthefurrowasshedescendedontheother,"to——to——takesuchaninterestin——inastranger,andIwishyouknewhow"(shehadmountedtheridgeagain,andstoodbalancingherselfasifwaitingforhimtofinishhissentence)"how——howdeeply——I——I"——Shedroppedquicklydownagainwiththesamemovementofuneasyconsciousness,andheleftthesentenceunfinished。Thehousewasnowonlyafewyardsaway;hehurriedforward,butshereachedthewoodenplatformandstoopuponitfirst。He,however,atthesamemomentcaughtherhand。
"Iwanttothankyou,"hesaid,"andsaygood-night。”
"Good-night。”Hervoicewasindistinctagain,andshewastrembling。Emboldenedandreckless,hesprangupontheplatform,andencirclingherwithonearm,withhisotherhandheunloosedthewoolencloudaroundherheadandbaredherfaintlyflushedcheekandhalf-open,hurriedlybreathinglips。Butthenextmomentshethrewherheadbackwithasinglepowerfulmovement,and,asitseemedtohim,withscarcelyaneffortcasthimoffwithbothhands,andsenthimtopplingfromtheplatformtotheground。
Hescrambledquicklytohisfeetagain,flushed,angry,and——
frightened!Perhapsshewouldcallherfather;hewouldbeinsulted,orworse,——laughedat!Hehadlosteventhispitifulchanceofbetteringhiscondition。Buthewasasrelievedashewassurprisedtoseethatshewasstandingquietlyontheedgeoftheplatform,apparentlywaitingforhimtorise。Herfacewasstilluncovered,stillslightlyflushed,butbearingnotraceofeitherinsultoranger。Whenhestooderectagain,shelookedathimgravelyanddrewthewoolencloudoverherhead,asshesaidcalmly,"ThenI\'lltellpayou\'lltaketheplace,andIreckonyou\'llbeginto-morrowmorning。”
II。
Angered,discomfited,andphysicallyandmorallybeaten,JamesReddystumbledandclamberedbackacrossthefield。Thebeamoflightthathadstreamedoutoverthedarkfieldasthedooropenedandshutonthegirllefthimdoublyconfusedandbewildered。Inhisdullangerandmortification,thereseemedonlyonecourseforhimtopursue。Hewoulddemandhiswagesinthemorning,andcutthewholeconcern。HewouldgobacktoSanFranciscoandworkthere,whereheatleasthadfriendswhorespectedhisstation。
Yet,heoughttohaverefusedthegirl\'sofferbeforeshehadrepulsedhim;hisretreatnowmeantnothing,andmighteventempther,inhervulgarpique,torevealherrebuffofhim。Heraisedhiseyesmechanically,andlookedgloomilyacrossthedarkwasteanddistantbaytotheoppositeshore。Butthefoghadalreadyhiddentheglowofthecity\'slights,and,thickeningaroundthehorizon,seemedtobeslowlyhemminghiminwiththedrearyrancho。
Inhispresentframeofmindtherewasacertainfatefulnessinthisthatprecludedhisoncefreeagency,andtothatextentrelievedandabsolvedHIMofanychoice。Hereachedthedormitoryanditsturned-downlightsinastateoftiredanddulluncertainty,forwhichsleepseemedtooffertheonlyrelief。Herolledhimselfinhisblanketswithananimalinstinctofcomfortandshuthiseyes,buttheirsenseappearedtoopenuponNellyWoodridgeasshestoodlookingdownuponhimfromtheplatform。Eventhroughthedullpainofhisbruisedsusceptibilitieshewasconsciousofastrangesatisfactionhehadnotfeltbefore。Hefellasleepatlast,towakenonlytothesunlightstreamingthroughthecurtainlesswindowsonhisface。Tohissurprisethelongshedwasemptyanddeserted,exceptforasingleChinamanwhowassweepingtheflooratthefartherend。AsReddystartedup,themanturnedandapproachedhimwithacharacteristic,vague,andpatientsmile。
"Alllity,John,yousleepeeheap!MistelWoodlidgehesayyounogowolkeefieldalleesameMellikanman。YoustoppeeinsidehouseealleesameME。Shabbee?Youcometoglubbee[grub]now"(pointingtothedistantdining-shed),"andthenyouwasheedish。”
ThefullextentofhisnewdegradationflasheduponReddywiththisaddedinsultofhisbrothermenial\'simplicitequality。Heunderstooditall。Hehadbeendetachedfromthefield-workersandwastocometoalaterbreakfast,perhapsthebrokenvictualsofthefirstrepast,andwashthedishes。Herememberedhisnewbargain。Verywell!hewouldrefusepositively,takehisdismissal,andleavethatmorning!Hehurriedlydressedhimself,andfollowedtheChinamanintotheopenair。
Thefogstillhunguponthedistantbayandhidtheoppositepoint。
ButthesunshonewithdryCalifornianbrilliancyovertheleague-
longfieldaroundhim,revealingeverydetailoftheranchowithsharp,matteroffactdirectness,andwithouttheleastillusionofdistanceorromance。Therough,unplaned,unpaintedwallsofthedinner-shedstoodoutclearlybeforehim;thehalf-filledbucketsofwateronthenearplatform,andtheimmensetubspiledwithdirtydishes。Hescowleddarklyashewalkedforward,conscious,nevertheless,oftheinvigoratingdisciplineofthemorningairandthewholesomewhipintheskyabovehim。Heenteredsharplyandaggressively。Tohisrelief,theroomatfirstsightseemed,likethedormitoryhehadjustleft,tobeempty。Butavoice,clear,dry,direct,andpracticalasthemorningitself,spokeinhisear:
"Mornin\',Reddy!Mydaughtersaysyou\'rewillin\'totakeanindoorjob,andIreckon,speakin\'square,asmantoman,it\'smoreinyourlinethanwhatyou\'vebindoin\'。Itmayn\'tbehigh-tonedwork,butwork\'sWORKanyhowyoucanfixit;andtheonlydifferenceIkinseeisintheworkthatamandoessquarely,andtheworkthatheshirks。”
"But,"saidReddyhurriedly,"there\'samistake。Icamehereonlyto"——
"Workliketheothers,Iunderstand。Well,youseeyouCAN\'T。Youdoyourbest,Iknow。Iain\'tfindin\'fault,butitain\'tinyourline。THISis,andthepayisbetter。”
"But,"stammeredReddy,"MissWoodridgedidn\'tunderstand"——
"Yes,shedid,"returnedWoodridgeimpatiently,"andshetoldme。
Shesaysshe\'llshowyouroundatfirst。You\'llcatchonallright。Sitdownandeatyourbreakfast,andshe\'llbealongbeforeyou\'rethrough。EzforME,Imustgetupandget。Solong!"andbeforeReddyhadanopportunitytocontinuehisprotest,heturnedaway。
Theyoungmanglancedvexatiouslyaroundhim。Abreakfastmuchbetterinserviceandqualitythantheonehehadbeenaccustomedtosmokedonthetable。Therewasnooneelseintheroom。HecouldhearthevoicesoftheChinesewaitersinthekitchenbeyond。
Hewashealthilyhungry,andafteramoment\'shesitationsatdownandbeganhismeal。Hecouldexpostulatewithherafterward,andwithdrawhispromise。Hewasentitledtohisbreakfast,anyway!
Onceortwice,whilethusengaged,heheardthedoorofthekitchenopenandtheclippingtreadoftheChinesewaiters,whodepositedsomerattlingburdenontheadjacenttables,buthethoughtitprudentnottoseemtonoticethem。Whenhehadfinished,thepleasant,hesitating,boyishcontraltoofMissWoodridgefelluponhisear。
"Whenyou\'reready,I\'llshowyouhowtobeginyourwork。”
Heturnedquickly,withaflushofmortificationatbeingdiscoveredathisrepast,andhisangerreturned。Butashiseyesfelluponherdelicatelycoloredbuttranquilface,herwell-shapedfigure,coquettishlyandspotlesslycuffed,collared,andaproned,andherclearbluebuthalf-avertedeyes,heagainunderwentachange。Shecertainlywasverypretty——thatmostseductiveprettinesswhichseemedtobewarmedintolifebyherconsciousnessofhimself。Whyshouldhetakeherorhimselfsoseriously?Whynotplayoutthefarce,andletthosewhowouldcriticisehimandthinkhisacceptanceoftheworkdegradingunderstandthatitwasonlyanaffairofgallantry。HecouldaffordtoserveWoodridgeatleastafewweeksforthefavorofthisRachel!Forgetfulofhisrebuffofthenightbefore,hefixedhisbrowneyesonherswithanaudaciouslevity。
"Ohyes——thework!Letusseeit。I\'mreadyinnameandnatureforanythingthatMissWoodridgewantsofme。I\'mjustdyingtobegin。”
Hisvoicewasraisedslightly,withahighcomedyjauntiness,forthebenefitoftheChinesewaiterswhomightbelingeringtoseethe"Mellicanman"assumetheirfunctions。Butitfailedineffect。Withtheircharacteristiccalmacceptanceofanyeccentricityina"foreigndevil,"theyscarcelyliftedtheireyes。
Theyounggirlpointedtoadeepbasketfilledwithdisheswhichhadbeenplacedonthelargertable,andsaid,withoutlookingatReddy:——
"Youhadbetterbeginby\'checking\'thecrockery。Thatis,countingthepiecesseparatelyandthenarrangingtheminsetsastheycomebackfromwashing。There\'sthebooktocomparethemwithandtosetdownwhatisbroken,missing,orchipped。You\'llhaveacleantowelwithyoutowipethepiecesthathavenotbeencleanedenough;or,iftheyaretoodirty,you\'llsendthembacktothekitchen。”
"Couldn\'tIwashthemmyself?"saidReddy,continuinghisostentatiouslevity。
"Notyet,"saidthegirl,withgravehesitation;"you\'dbreakthem。”
Shestoodwatchinghim,aswithaffectedhilarityhebegantotakethedishesfromthebasket。Butshenoticedthatinspiteofthisjocularsimulationhisgraspwasfirmanddelicate,andthattherewasnoclatter——whichwouldhaveaffectedhersensitiveear——asheputthemdown。Shelaidapencilandaccountbookbesidehimandturnedaway。
"Butyouarenotgoing?"hesaid,ingenuinesurprise。
"Yes,"shesaidquietly,"untilyougetthrough\'checking。\'ThenI\'llcomebackandshowyouwhatyouhavetodonext。You\'regettingonverywell。”
"Butthatwasbecauseyouwerewithme。”
Shecoloredslightlyand,withoutlookingathim,movedslowlytothedooranddisappeared。
Reddywentbacktohiswork,disappointedbutnotdiscomfited。Hewasgettingaccustomedtothegirl\'seccentricities。Whetheritwasthefreshnessofthemorningairandsunlightstreaminginattheopenwindows,theunlooked-forsolitudeandsecurityoftheemptyroom,orthattherewasnothingreallyunpleasantinhisoccupation,hewentoncheerfully"checking"thedishes,narrowlyexaminingthemforchipsandcracks,andnotingtheminthebook。
Againdiscoveringthatafewwereimperfectlycleanedandwiped,herepairedthedefectwithcoldwaterandatowelwithouttheleastthoughtoftheoperationbeingdegrading。Hehadfinishedhistaskinhalfanhour;shehadnotreturned;whyshouldhenotgoonandsetthetable?Ashestraightenedandturnedthecoarsetable-
cloth,hemadethediscoverythatthelongtablewasreallycomposedofhalfadozensmallerones,andthatthehideousparallelogramwhichhadalwayssooffendedhimwasmerelytheoutcomeofcarelessnessandwantoftaste。Withoutamoment\'shesitationhesetatworktobreakupthemonotonouslineandrearrangedthetableslaterally,withsmallopenspacesbetweenthem。Thetaskwasnolightone,evenforastrongerman,butheperseveredinitwithanew-foundenergyuntilhehadchangedthewholeaspectoftheroom。Itlookedlarger,wider,andlesscrowded;itshardpractical,workhouse-likeformalityhaddisappeared。Hehadpausedtosurveyit,pantingstillwithhisunusualexertion,whenavoicebrokeuponhissolitude。
"Well,Iwanterknow!"
ThevoicewasnotNelly\'s,butthatofhermother,——alarge-boned,angularwomanoffifty,——whohadenteredtheroomunperceived。Theaccentsweresimplythoseofsurprise,butonJamesReddy\'spresentsensitivemood,coupledwiththefeelingthatherewasanewwitnesstohisdegradation,hemighthaveresentedit;buthedetectedthehandsome,reservedfigureofthedaughterafewstepsbehindher。Theireyesmet;wonderfultorelate,theyounggirl\'snolongerevadedhim,butlookedsquarelyintohiswithabrightexpressionofpleasurehehadnotseenbefore。Hecheckedhimselfwithasuddenthrillofgratification。
"Well,Ideclare,"continuedMrs。Woodridge;"isthatYOURidea——oryours,Helen?"
HereReddysimplypointedouttheadvantagesforservingaffordedbythenewarrangement;thatallthetableswereequallyandquicklyaccessiblefromtheserving-tableandsideboard,andthatitwasnolongernecessarytogothewholelengthoftheroomtoservetheuppertable。Hetactfullydidnotrefertotheimprovedappearanceoftheroom。
"Well,aslongasitain\'tmerefinikin,"saidtheladygraciously,"andseemstobringthefolksandtheirvittlesnearertogether——
we\'lltryitto-day。ItdoeslookkinderCITYFIED——andIreckonedthatwasallthegooditwas。ButIcalkilatedyouweregoin\'tocheckthecrockerythismorning。”
"It\'sdone,"saidReddy,smilinglyhandinghertheaccount-book。
Mrs。Woodridgeglancedoverit,andthensurveyedhernewassistant。
"Andyoudidn\'tfindanyplatesthatweredirtyandthathadtobesentback?"
"Yes,twoorthree,butIcleanedthemmyself。”
Mrs。Woodridgeglancedathimwithalookofapprovingcuriosity,buthiseyeswerejustthenseekingherdaughter\'sforamoregratefulsympathy。Allofwhichthegoodladynoted,andasitapparentlyansweredtheunaskedquestioninherownmind,sheonlyutteredthesingleexclamation,"Humph!"
Buttheapprobationhereceivedlateratdinner,inthesatisfactionofhisoldcompanionswiththenewarrangement,hadalsotheeffectofdivertingfromhimthecriticismhehadfearedtheywouldmakeinfindinghiminstalledasanassistanttoMrs。
Woodridge。Onthecontrary,theyappearedonlytorecognizeinhimsomeespecialandsuperiorfacultyutilizedfortheircomfort,andwhenthesuperintendent,equallypleased,saiditwas"allReddy\'sownidea,"noonedoubtedthatitwasthisparticularstrokeofgeniuswhichgainedhimtheobviouspromotion。IfhehadstillthoughtofofferinghisflirtationwithNellyasanexcuse,therewasnownonecessityforany。Havingshowntohisemployershiscapacityforthehighestandlowestwork,theynaturallypreferredtousehisbestabilities——andhewaskeptfromanymenialservice。
Hisaccountsweresocarefullyandintelligentlyrenderedthattheentirecareofthebuildinganditsappointmentswasintrustedtohim。AttheendoftheweekMr。Woodridgetookhimaside。
"Isay,youain\'tgotanyjobinviewarteryoufinishuphere,hevye?"
Reddystarted。Scarcelytendaysagohehadahundredprojects,schemes,andspeculations,moreorlesswildandextravagant,wherewithhewastoavengeandrecouphimselfinSanFrancisco。
Nowtheyweregoneheknewnotwhereandhow。Hebrieflysaidhehadnot。
"Because,"continuedWoodridge,"I\'vegotanideaofstartin\'ahotelintheOakGrove,justontheslopebacko\'therancho。Thecompany\'sboundtomakesomesorto\'settlementtherefortheregularhands,andtheplaceispootyenoughfor\'Friscopeoplewhowanttorunoverhereandgetsetupforadayortwo。Thar\'splentyofwoodandwaterupthar,andthecompany\'ssuretohaveawharfdownontheshore。I\'llprovidethecapital,ifyouwillputinyourtime。Youcanslinginezmuchstyleasyoulikethere"
(thiswasanallusiontoReddy\'sattempttoenliventheblankwallswithcoloredpicturesfromtheillustratedpapersandgreenceanothusspraysfromtheslope);"infact,themorestylethebetterforthemcityfolks。Well,youthinkitover。”
Hedid。Butmeantimeheseemedtomakelittleprogressinhiscourtofthesuperintendent\'sdaughter。Hetriedtothinkitwasbecausehehadallowedhimselftobedivertedbyhiswork,butalthoughshealwaysbetrayedthesameoddphysicalconsciousnessofhispresence,itwascertainthatsheneverencouragedhim。Shegavehimthefewdirectionsthathisnewoccupationstillmadenecessary,andlookedherapprovalofhissuccess。Butnothingmore。Hewasforcedtoadmitthatthiswasexactlywhatshemighthavedoneasthesuperintendent\'sdaughtertoadeservingemployee。
Whereat,forafewdaysheassumedanairofcoldandceremoniouspoliteness,untilperceivingthat,farfrompiquingthegirl,itseemedtogratifyher,andeventorenderherlesssensitiveinhiscompany,hesulkedingoodearnest。Thisprovingineffectivealso,——excepttoproduceakindofcompassionatecuriosity,——hisformerdullragereturned。Theplantingoftheranchowasnearlyover;hisservicewouldbeendednextweek;hehadnotyetgivenhisanswertoWoodridge\'sproposition;hewoulddeclineitandcutthewholeconcern!
ItwasacrispSundaymorning。Thebreakfasthourwaslateronthatdaytoallowthemenmoretimefortheirholiday,which,however,theygenerallyspentincards,gossip,orreadingintheirsleepingsheds。ItusuallydelayedReddy\'swork,butashecaredlittleforthecompanionshipofhisfellows,itenabledhim,withoutashowofunsociability,tosecludehimselfinthedining-
room。Andthismorninghewasearlyapproachedbyhisemployer。
"I\'mgoin\'totakethewomenfolksovertoOakdaletochurch,"saidMr。Woodridge;"efyekeertojoinusthar\'saseatinthewagon,andI\'llturnonacoupleofChinamentodotheworkforyou,justnow;andNellyortheoldwomanwillgiveyoualiftthisafternoonwiththecountingup。”
Reddyfeltinstinctivelythattheinvitationhadbeeninstigatedbytheyounggirl。Aweekbeforehewouldhaverejoicedatit;amonthagohewouldhaveaccepteditifonlyasarelieftohisdegradedposition,butinthepiqueofthisnewpassionhealmostrudelydeclinedit。AnhourlaterhesawNelly,becominglyandeventastefullydressed,——withtheAmericangirl\'striumphantsuperioritytoherconditionandsurroundings,——ridepastinherfather\'ssmart"carryall。”Hewasstartledtoseethatshelookedsolikealady。Then,withanewandjealousinconsistency,significantoftheprogressofhispassion,heresolvedtogotochurchtoo。Sheshouldseethathewasnotgoingtoremainbehindlikeamereslave。Herememberedthathehadstillcertainremnantsofhispastfineryinhistrunk;hewouldarrayhimselfinthem,walktoOakdale,andmakeoneofthecongregation。Hemanagedtochangehisclotheswithoutattractingtheattentionofhisfellows,andsetout。
Theairwaspurebutkeen,withnoneofthelanguorofspringinitsbreath,althoughafewflowerswerebeginningtostartheweedywagon-trackedlane,andtherewasanawakeningspiceinthewaysidesouthernwoodandmyrtle。Hefeltinvigorated,althoughitseemedonlytowhethisjealouspique。Hehurriedonwithoutevenglancingtowardthedistantcoast-lineofSanFranciscooreventhinkingofit。Thebittermemoriesofthepasthadbeenobliteratedbythebitternessofthepresent。Henolongerthoughtof"thatwoman;"evenwhenhehadthreatenedtohimselftoreturntoSanFrancisco,hewasvaguelyconsciousthatitwasnotSHEwhowasagaindrawinghimthere,butNellywhowasdrivinghimaway。
Theservicewasnearlyoverwhenhearrivedatthechillylittlecorrugated-zincchurchatOakdale,butheslippedintooneofthebackseats。Afewworshipersturnedroundtolookathim。Amongthemwerethedaughtersofaneighboringmiller,whowereslightlyexercisedovertheunusualadventofagood-lookingstrangerwithcertainexteriorsignsofelegance。Theirexcitementwascommunicatedbysomemysteriousinstincttotheirneighbor,NellyWoodridge。Shealsoturnedandcaughthiseye。Buttoallappearancesshenotonlyshowednosignsofherusualagitationathispresence,butdidnotseemtoevenrecognizehim。Intheacerbityofhispiquehewasforamomentgratifiedatwhathebelievedtobetheexpressionofherwoundedpride,buthisuneasinessquicklyreturned,andattheconclusionoftheserviceheslippedoutofthechurchwithoneortwoofthemorerestlessinthecongregation。Ashepassedthroughtheaisleheheardtheescortofthemiller\'sdaughters,inresponsetoawhisperedinquiry,saydistinctly:"Onlythehead-waiteroveratthecompany\'srancho。”WhateverhesitatingideaReddymighthavehadofwaitingatthechurchdoorfortheappearanceofNellyvanishedbeforethebrutaltruth。Hisbrowdarkened,andwithflushedcheeksheturnedhisbackuponthebuildingandplungedintothewoods。Thistimetherewasnohesitationinhisresolve;hewouldleavetheranchoattheexpirationofhisengagement。Eveninahigheroccupationhefelthecouldneverlivedownhisreputationthere。
Inhismoroseabstractionhedidnotknowhowlongorhowaimlesslyhehadwanderedamongthemossylive-oaks,hisheadandshouldersoftenimperiledbythedowncurvingofsomehugeknottedlimb;hisfeetstrayingblindlyfromthefainttrackoverthethicklymattedcarpetofchickweedwhichhidtheirroots。Butitwasnearlyanhourbeforeheemergeduponawide,open,woodedslope,and,fromthedistantviewoffieldandshore,knewthathewasatOakGrove,thesiteofWoodridge\'sprojectedhotel。Andthere,surely,atalittledistance,wastheWoodridges\'wagonandteamtieduptoasapling,whilethesuperintendentandhiswifewereslowlyclimbingtheslope,andapparentlyexaminingtheprospect。WithoutwaitingtoseeifNellywaswiththem,Reddyinstantlyturnedtoavoidmeetingthem。Buthehadnotproceededahundredyardsbeforehecameuponthatyounglady,whohadevidentlystrayedfromtheparty,andwhowasnowunconsciouslyadvancingtowardhim。A
rencontrewasinevitable。
Shestartedslightly,andthenstopped,withallheroldagitationandembarrassment。But,tohisownsurprise,hewasalsoembarrassedandeventongue-tied。
Shespokefirst。
"Youwereatchurch。Ididn\'tquiteknowyouin——in——theseclothes。”
InherownfineryshehadundergonesuchachangetoReddy\'sconsciousnessthathe,forthefirsttimeintheiracquaintance,nowaddressedherasonhisownlevel,andasifshehadnounderstandingofhisownfeelings。
"Oh,"hesaid,witheasybitterness,"OTHERSdid,ifyoudidnot。
Theyalldetectedthe\'head-waiter\'attheUnionCompany\'srancho。
EvenifIhadacceptedyourkindnessinofferingmeaseatinyourwagonitwouldhavemadenodifference。”Hewasgladtoputthisconstructiononhispreviousrefusal,forinthenewrelationswhichseemedtobeestablishedbytheirSundayclotheshewasobligedtosoftenthechurlishnessofthatrefusalalso。
"Idon\'tthinkyou\'dlooknicesettingthetableinkidgloves,"
shesaid,glancingquicklyathisfineryasifacceptingitastherealissue;"butyoucanwearwhatyoulikeatothertimes。I
neverfoundfaultwithyourworkingclothes。”
Therewassuchapleasantsuggestioninheremphasisthathisill-
humorsoftened。Hereyeswanderedovertheoppositegrove,whereherunconsciousparentshadjustdisappeared。
"Papa\'sverykeenaboutthehotel,"shecontinued,"andisgoingtohavetheworkmenbreakgroundto-morrow。Hesayshe\'llhaveitupintwomonthsandreadytoopen,ifhehastomakethemenworkdoubletime。Whenyou\'remanager,youwon\'tmindwhatfolkssay。”
Therewasnoexcuseforhisfurtherhesitation。Hemustspeakout,buthediditinahalf-heartedway。
"ButifIsimplygoaway——WITHOUTbeingmanager——Iwon\'theartheircriticismeither。”
"Whatdoyoumean?"shesaidquickly。
"I\'ve——I\'vebeenthinkingof——ofgoingbacktoSanFrancisco,"
hestammeredawkwardly。
Aslightflushofcontemptuousindignationpassedoverherface,andgaveitastrengthandexpressionhehadneverseentherebefore。"Oh,you\'venotreformedyet,then?"shesaid,underherscornfullashes。
"Idon\'tunderstandyou,"hesaid,flushing。
"Fatheroughttohavetoldyou,"shewentondryly,"thatthatwomanhasgoneofftotheSpringswithherhusband,andyouwon\'tseeHERatSanFrancisco。”
"Idon\'tknowwhatyoumean——andyourfatherseemstotakeanunwarrantableinterestinmyaffairs,"saidReddy,withanangerthathewasconscious,however,washalfsimulated。
"Nomorethanheoughtto,ifheexpectstotrustyouwithallHIS
affairs,"saidthegirlshortly;"butyouhadbettertellhimyouhavechangedyourmindatonce,beforehemakesanyfurthercalculationsonyourstaying。He\'sjustoverthehillthere,withmother。”
Sheturnedawaycoldlyasshespoke,butmovedslowlyandinthedirectionofthehill,althoughshetookalessdirecttrailthantheoneshehadpointedtohim。Buthefollowedher,albeitstillembarrassedly,andwiththatnewsenseofrespectwhichhadcheckedhisformersurliness。Therewasherstrong,healthy,well-
developedfiguremovingbeforehim,butthemodishgraydressseemedtogiveitspronouncedoutlinessomethingofthedignityofagoddess。Eventhefirmhandshadthedistinguishmentofcharacter。
"Youunderstand,"hesaidapologetically,"thatImeannodiscourtesytoyourfatherorhisoffer。And"——hehesitated——
"neitherismyreasonwhatyouwouldinfer。”
"Thenwhatisit?"sheasked,turningtohimabruptly。"Youknowyouhavenootherplacewhenyouleavehere,noranychanceasgoodastheonefatheroffersyou。Youarenotfitforanyotherwork,andyouknowit。Youhavenomoneytospeculatewith,norcanyougetany。Ifyoucould,youwouldhaveneverstayedhere。”
Hecouldnotevadetheappallingtruthfulnessofhercleareyes。
Heknewitwasnousetolietoher;shehadevidentlythoroughlyinformedherselfregardinghispast;morethanthat,sheseemedtoreadhispresentthoughts。Butnotallofthem!No!hecouldstartleherstill!Itwasdesperate,buthehadnothingnowtolose。Andshelikedthetruth,——sheshouldhaveit!
"Youareright,"hesaidshortly;"thesearenotmyreasons。”
"Thenwhatreasonhaveyou?"
"You!"
"Me?"sherepeatedincredulously,yetwitharisingcolor。
"Yes,YOU!Icannotstayhere,andhaveyoulookdownuponme。”
"Idon\'tlookdownonyou,"shesaidsimply,yetwithoutthehasteofrepellinganunjustaccusation。"WhyshouldI?MotherandI
havedonethesameworkthatyouaredoing,——ifthat\'swhatyoumean;andfather,whoisamanlikeyourself,helpedusatfirst,untilhecoulddootherthingsbetter。”Shepaused。"PerhapsyouthinksobecauseYOUlookeddownonuswhenyoufirstcamehere。”
"ButIdidn\'t,"saidReddyquickly。
"Youdid,"saidtheyounggirlquietly。"That\'swhyyouactedtowardmeasyoudidthenightyouwalkedhomewithme。YouwouldnothavebehavedinthatwaytoanySanFranciscoyounglady——andI\'mnotoneofyour——fast——MARRIEDWOMEN。”
Reddyfeltthehotbloodmounttohischeek,andlookedaway。"I
wasfoolishandrude——andIthinkyoupunishedmeatthetime,"hestammered。"ButyouseeIwasrightinsayingyoulookeddownonme,"heconcludedtriumphantly。
Thiswasatbestafeeblesequitur,buttheargumentoftheaffectionsisnotalwayslogical。Andithaditseffectonthegirl。
"Iwasn\'tthinkingofTHAT,"shesaid。"It\'sthatyoudon\'tknowyourownmind。”
"IfIsaidthatIwouldstayandacceptyourfather\'soffer,wouldyouthinkthatIdid?"heaskedquickly。
"IshouldwaitandseewhatyouactuallyDIDdo,"shereplied。
"ButifIstayed——and——and——ifItoldyouthatIstayedonYOUR
account——tobewithyouandnearyouonly——wouldyouthinkthataproof?"Hespokehesitatingly,forhislipsweredrywithanervousnesshehadnotknownbefore。
"Imight,ifyoutoldfatheryouexpectedtobeengagedonthoseterms。ForitconcernsHIMasmuchasme。AndHEengagesyou,andnotI。OtherwiseI\'dthinkitwasonlyyourtalk。”
Reddylookedatherinastonishment。Therewasnottheslightesttraceofcoyness,coquetry,orevenrailleryinherclear,honesteyes,andyetitwouldseemasifshehadtakenhispropositioninitsfullestsenseasamatrimonialdeclaration,andactuallyreferredhimtoherfather。Hewaspleased,frightened,andutterlyunprepared。
"ButwhatwouldYOUsay,Nelly?"Hedrewclosertoherandheldoutbothhishands。Butsheretreatedastepandslippedherownbehindher。
"Betterseewhatfathersaysfirst,"shesaidquietly。"YoumaychangeyourmindagainandgobacktoSanFrancisco。”
Hewasconfused,andreddenedagain。Buthehadbecomeaccustomedtoherways;rather,perhaps,hehadbeguntorecognizethequaintjusticethatunderlaidthem,or,possibly,somebetterselfofhisown,thathadbeenburiedunderbitternessandslothandstruggledintolife。"Butwhateverhesays,"hereturnedeagerly,"cannotaltermyfeelingstoYOU。Itcanonlyaltermypositionhere,andyousayyouareabovebeinginfluencedbythat。Tellme,Nelly——
dearNelly!haveyounothingtosaytome,ASIAM,orisitonlytoyourfather\'smanagerthatyouwouldspeak?"Hisvoicehadanunmistakableringofsincerityinit,andevenstartledhim——halfrascalashewas!
Theyounggirl\'sclear,scrutinizingeyessoftened;herredresolutelipstrembledslightlyandthenparted,theupperonehoveringalittletoonesideoverherwhiteteeth。ItwasNelly\'sownpeculiarsmile,anditsseriouspiquancyalwaysthrilledhim。
Butshedrewalittlefartherbackfromhisbrighteningeyes,herhandsstillcurledbehindher,andsaid,withthefaintestcoquettishtossofherheadtowardthehill:"Ifyouwanttoseefather,you\'dbetterhurryup。”
Withasuddendeterminationasnewtohimasitwasincomprehensible,Reddyturnedfromherandstruckforwardinthedirectionofthehill。Hewasnotquitesurewhathewasgoingfor。Yetthathe,whohadonlyamomentbeforefullydeterminedtoleavetheranchoandher,wasnowgoingtoherfathertodemandherhandasacontingencyofhisremainingdidnotstrikehimassoextravagantandunexpectedadenouementasitwasadifficultone。HewasonlyconcernedHOW,andinwhatway,heshouldapproachhim。Inamomentofembarrassmenthehesitated,turned,andlookedbehindhim。
Shewasstandingwherehehadlefther,gazingafterhim,leaningforwardwithherhandsstillheldbehindher。Suddenly,aswithaninspiration,sheraisedthemboth,carriedthemimpetuouslytoherlips,blewhimadozenriotouskisses,andthen,loweringherheadlikeacolt,whiskedherskirtbehindher,andvanishedinthecover。
III。
ItwasonlyMay,butthefreshnessofearlysummeralreadyclothedthegreatfieldsoftherancho。Theoldresemblancetoaseawasstillthere,moreaccented,perhaps,bytheundulationsofbluish-
greengrainthatrolledfromtheactualshore-linetothefoothills。Thefarmbuildingswerehalfsubmergedinthisglowingtideofcolorandlosttheiruncouthangularitywiththeirhiddenrudefoundations。Thesamesea-breezeblewchillyandsteadilyfromthebay,yetsoftenedandsubduedbythefreshodorsofleafandflower。Theoutlyingfringeofoakswerestarredthroughtheirunderbrushwithanemonesanddog-roses;therewerelupinesgrowingranklyintheopenspaces,andalongthegentleslopesofOakGrovedaisieswerealreadyscattered。And,asifitwerepartofthisvernalefflorescence,theeminenceitselfwascrownedwiththatlatestflowerofprogressandimprovement,——thenewOakGroveHotel!
Long,low,dazzlingwithwhitecolonnades,verandas,andbalconieswhichretained,however,enoughofthedampnessofrecentcreationtomakethemtoocoolforloungers,exceptathighnoon,thehotelneverthelesshadthecharmsoffreshness,youth,andcleanliness。
Reddy\'sfastidiousneatnessshoweditselfinalltheappointments,fromthemirroredandmarbledbarroom,gildedparlors,andsnowydining-room,tothechintzandmaplefurnishingofthebedroomsabove。Reddy\'staste,too,hadselectedtheprettysite;hisgoodfortunehadafterwarddiscoveredinanadjoiningthicketaspringofblandlytherapeuticqualities。AcomplaisantmedicalfacultyofSanFranciscoattestedtoitsmerits;asympatheticpressadvertisedtheexcellenceofthehotel;anovelty-seeking,fashionablecircle——asyetwithoutlawsandblindlyimitative——
foundthenewhotelanadmirablevariationtothevulgarordinary"acrossthebay"excursion,andanacceptedexcuseforanovelsocialdissipation。Anumberofdistinguishedpeoplehadalreadyvisitedit;certainexclusivefamilieshadsecuredthebestrooms;
therewereascoreofprettywomentobeseeninitsparlors;therehadalreadybeenaslightscandal。Nothingseemedwantingtoinsureitssuccess。
ReddywaspassingthroughthelittlewoodwherefourmonthsbeforehehadpartedfromKellyWoodridgetolearnhisfatefromherfather。HerememberedthatinterviewtowhichNelly\'swaftedkisshadinspiredhim。Herecalledto-day,ashehadmanytimesbefore,thesingularcomplacencywithwhichMr。Woodridgehadreceivedhissuit,asifitwereaslightandunimportantdetailofthebusinessinhand,andhowhehadtoldhimthatKellyandhermotherweregoingtothe"States"forathreemonths\'visit,butthatafterherreturn,iftheywereboth"stillagreed,"he,Woodridge,wouldmakenoobjection。HerememberedtheslightshockwhichthisannouncementofKelly\'sseparationfromhimduringhisprobationarylaborshadgivenhim,andhissuddensuspicionthathehadbeenpartlytrickedofhispreliminaryintenttosecurehercompanytosolacehim。Buthehadlatersatisfiedhimselfthatsheknewnothingofherfather\'sintentionsatthetime,andhewasfaintocontenthimselfwithawalkthroughthefieldsathersidethedayshedeparted,andasinglekiss——whichlefthimcold。Andnowinafewdaysshewouldreturntowitnessthesuccessfulfufillmentofhislabors,and——
rewardhim!
Itwascertainlyacomplacentprospect。Hecouldlookforwardtoasensible,prosperous,respectablefuture。Hehadwonbackhisgoodname,hisfortune,andposition,——notperhapsexactlyinthewayhehadexpected,——andhehadstilledthewanton,foolishcravingsofhispassionatenatureinthecalm,virginalloveofanhonest,handsomegirlwhowouldmakehimapracticalhelpmeet,andacomfortable,trustworthywife。Heoughttobeveryhappy。Hehadneverknownsuchperfecthealthbefore;hehadlosthisrecklesshabits;hishandsome,nervousfacehadgrownmoreplacidandcontented;hislongcurlshadbeenconventionallyclipped;hehadgainedfleshunmistakably,andthelowerbuttonsoftheslimwaistcoathehadworntochurchthatmemorableSundayweretootightforcomfortorlooks。HEWAShappy;yetasheglancedoverthematerialspringlandscape,fullofpracticalhealth,blossom,andpromiseoffruition,itstruckhimthatthebreezethatblewoveritwaschilly,evenifhealthful;andheshiveredslightly。
Hereachedthehotel,enteredtheoffice,glancedattheregister,andpassedthroughintohisprivateroom。Hehadbeenawayfortwodays,andnoticedwithgratificationthattheinfluxofvisitorswasstillincreasing。Hisclerkfollowedintotheroom。
"There\'saladyin56whowantedtoseeyouwhenyoureturned。Sheaskedparticularlyforthemanager。”
"Whoisshe?"
"Don\'tknow。It\'saMrs。Merrydew,fromSacramento。Expectingherhusbandonthenextsteamer。”
"Humph!You\'llhavetoberathercarefulaboutthesesolitarymarriedwomen。Wedon\'twantanotherscandal,youknow。”
"Sheaskedforyoubyname,sir,andIthoughtyoumightknowher,"
returnedtheclerk。
"Verywell。I\'llgoup。”
Hesentawaiteraheadtoannouncehim,andleisurelymountedthestairs。No。56wasthesitting-roomofaprivatesuiteonthefirstfloor。Thewaiterwasholdingthedooropen。Asheapproacheditafaintperfumefromtheinteriormadehimturnpale。
Butherecoveredhispresenceofmindsufficientlytoclosethedoorsharplyuponthewaiterbehindhim。
"Jim,"saidavoicewhichthrilledhim。
Helookedupandbeheldwhatanyastutereaderofromancewillhavealreadysuspected——thewomantowhomhebelievedheowedhisruininSanFrancisco。Shewasasbeautifulandalluringasever,albeitshewasthinnerandmorespiritualthanhehadeverseenher。Shewastastefullydressed,asshehadalwaysbeen,acertainstyleoflanguoroussilkendeshabillewhichshewaswonttoaffectinbetterhealthnowbecameherpalercheekandfeverishlybrillianteyes。Therewasthesameopulenceoflaceandornament,and,whetherbyaccidentordesign,claspedaroundtheslightwristofherextendedhandwasabraceletwhichherememberedhadsweptawaythelastdregsofhisfortune。
Hetookherhandmechanically,yetknowingwhateverragewasinhishearthehadnotthestrengthtorefuseit。
"TheytoldmeitwasMrs。Merrydew,"hestammered。
"Thatwasmymother\'sname,"shesaid,withalittlelaugh。"I
thoughtyouknewit。Butperhapsyoudidn\'t。WhenIgotmydivorcefromDick——youdidn\'tknowthateither,Isuppose;it\'sthreemonthsago,——Ididn\'tcaretotakemymaidennameagain;toomanypeoplerememberedit。SoafterthedecreewasmadeIcalledmyselfMrs。Merrydew。Youhaddisappeared。TheysaidyouhadgoneEast。”
"ButtheclerksaysyouareexpectingyourHUSBANDonthesteamer。
Whatdoesthismean?Whydidyoutellhimthat?"Hehadsofarcollectedhimselfthattherewasaringofinquisitioninhisvoice。