A Hazard of New Fortunes

第11章

"Now,Conrad,here,"saidtheoldman,withasortofpatheticrancor,"wouldratherhavethegloryalone。Ibelievehedon\'tevencaremuchforyourkindofglory,either,Mr。Fulkerson。"

FulkersonranhislittleeyescuriouslyoverConrad\'sfaceandthenMarch\'s,asifsearchingforatracethereofsomethinggonebeforewhichwouldenablehimtoreachDryfoos\'swholemeaning。Heapparentlyresolvedtolaunchhimselfuponconjecture。"Oh,well,weknowhowConradfeelsaboutthethingsofthisworld,anyway。Ishouldliketotake\'emontheplaneofanothersphere,too,sometimes;butInoticedagoodwhileagothatthiswastheworldIwasborninto,andsoImadeupmymindthatIwoulddoprettymuchwhatIsawtherestofthefolksdoingherebelow。AndIcan\'tseebutwhatConradrunsthethingonbusinessprinciplesinhisdepartment,andIguessyou\'llfinditsoifyoulookintoit。Iconsiderthatwe\'reawholeteamandbigdogunderthewagonwithyoutodrawonforsupplies,andMarch,here,attheheadoftheliterarybusiness,andConradinthecounting-room,andmetodotheheavylyingintheadvertisingpart。Oh,andBeaton,ofcourse,intheart。I\'mostforgotBeaton——HamletwithHamletleftout。"

Dryfooslookedacrossathisson。"Wasn\'tthatthefellow\'snamethatwastherelastnight?"

"Yes,"saidConrad。

Theoldmanrose。"Well,IreckonIgottobegoing。Youreadytogoup-town,Conrad?"

"Well,notquiteyet,father。"

TheoldmanshookhandswithMarch,andwentdownstairs,followedbyhisson。

Fulkersonremained。

"Hedidn\'tjumpatthechanceyougavehimtocomplimentusallround,Fulkerson,"saidMarch,withasmilenotwhollyofpleasure。

Fulkersonasked,withaslittlejoyinthegrinhehadon,"Didn\'thesayanythingtoyoubeforeIcamein?"

"Notaword。"

"DoggedifIknowwhattomakeofit,"sighedFulkerson,"butIguesshe\'sbeenhavingatalkwithConradthat\'ssouredonhim。Ireckonmaybehecamebackexpectingtofindthatboyreconciledtothegloryofthisworld,andConrad\'sshowedhimselfjustassetagainstitasever。"

"Itmighthavebeenthat,"Marchadmitted,pensively。"Ifanciedsomethingofthekindmyselffromwordstheoldmanletdrop。"

Fulkersonmadehimexplain,andthenhesaid:

"That\'sit,then;andit\'sallright。Conrad\'llcomeroundintime;andallwe\'vegottodoistohavepatiencewiththeoldmantillhedoes。

Iknowhelikesyou。"Fulkersonaffirmedthisonlyinterrogatively,andlookedsoanxiouslytoMarchforcorroborationthatMarchlaughed。

"Hedissembledhislove,"hesaid;butafterward,indescribingtohiswifehisinterviewwithMr。Dryfoos,hewaslessamusedwiththisfact。

Whenshesawthathewasalittlecastdownbyit,shebegantoencouragehim。"He\'sjustacommon,ignorantman,andprobablydidn\'tknowhowtoexpresshimself。Youmaybeperfectlysurethathe\'sdelightedwiththesuccessofthemagazine,andthatheunderstandsaswellasyoudothatheowesitalltoyou。"

"Ah,I\'mnotsosure。Idon\'tbelieveaman\'sanybetterforhavingmademoneysoeasilyandrapidlyasDryfooshasdone,andIdoubtifhe\'sanywiser。Idon\'tknowjustthepointhe\'sreachedinhisevolutionfromgrubtobeetle,butIdoknowthatsofarasit\'sgonetheprocessmusthaveinvolvedabewilderingchangeofidealsandcriterions。Iguesshe\'scometodespiseagreatmanythingsthatheoncerespected,andthatintellectualabilityisamongthem——whatwecallintellectualability。

Hemusthaveundergoneamoraldeterioration,anatrophyofthegenerousinstincts,andIdon\'tseewhyitshouldn\'thavereachedhismentalmake-

up。Hehassharpened,buthehasnarrowed;hissagacityhasturnedintosuspicion,hiscautiontomeanness,hiscouragetoferocity。That\'sthewayIphilosophizeamanofDryfoos\'sexperience,andIamnotveryproudwhenIrealizethatsuchamanandhisexperiencearetheidealandambitionofmostAmericans。Iratherthinktheycameprettynearbeingmine,once。"

"No,dear,theyneverdid,"hiswifeprotested。

"Well,they\'renotlikelytobeinthefuture。TheDryfoosfeatureof\'EveryOtherWeek\'isthoroughlydistastefultome。"

"Why,buthehasn\'treallygotanythingtodowithit,hashe,beyondfurnishingthemoney?"

"That\'stheimpressionthatFulkersonhasallowedustoget。Butthemanthatholdsthepurseholdsthereins。Hemayletusguidethehorse,butwhenhelikeshecandrive。Ifwedon\'tlikehisdriving,thenwecangetdown。"

Mrs。Marchwaslessinterestedinthisfigureofspeechthaninthepersonalaspectsinvolved。"ThenyouthinkMr。Fulkersonhasdeceivedyou?"

"Ohno!"saidherhusband,laughing。"ButIthinkhehasdeceivedhimself,perhaps。"

"How?"shepursued。

"HemayhavethoughthewasusingDryfoos,whenDryfooswasusinghim,andhemayhavesupposedhewasnotafraidofhimwhenhewasverymuchso。Hiscouragehadn\'tbeenputtothetest,andcourageisamatterofproof,likeproficiencyonthefiddle,youknow:youcan\'ttellwhetheryou\'vegotittillyoutry。"

"Nonsense!DoyoumeanthathewouldeversacrificeyoutoMr。Dryfoos?"

"Ihopehemaynotbetempted。ButI\'dratherbetakingthechanceswithFulkersonalonethanwithFulkersonandDryfoostobackhim。Dryfoosseems,somehow,totakethepoetryandthepleasureoutofthething。"

Mrs。Marchwasalongtimesilent。Thenshebegan,"Well,mydear,I

neverwantedtocometoNewYork——"

"NeitherdidI,"Marchpromptlyputin。

"Butnowthatwe\'rehere,"shewenton,"I\'mnotgoingtohaveyoulettingeverylittlethingdiscourageyou。Idon\'tseewhattherewasinMr。Dryfoos\'smannertogiveyouanyanxiety。He\'sjustacommon,stupid,inarticulatecountryperson,andhedidn\'tknowhowtoexpresshimself,asIsaidinthebeginning,andthat\'sthereasonhedidn\'tsayanything。"

"Well,Idon\'tdenyyou\'rerightaboutit。"

"It\'sdreadful,"hiswifecontinued,"tobemixedupwithsuchamanandhisfamily,butIdon\'tbelievehe\'llevermeddlewithyourmanagement,and,tillhedoes,allyouneeddoistohaveaslittletodowithhimaspossible,andgoquietlyonyourownway。"

"Oh,Ishallgoonquietlyenough,"saidMarch。"IhopeIsha\'n\'tbegingoingstealthily。"

"Well,mydear,"saidMrs。March,"justletmeknowwhenyou\'retemptedtodothat。Ifeveryousacrificethesmallestgrainofyourhonestyoryourself-respecttoMr。Dryfoos,oranybodyelse,Iwillsimplyrenounceyou。"

"InviewofthatI\'mrathergladthemanagementof\'EveryOtherWeek\'

involvestastesandnotconvictions,"saidMarch。

III。

ThatnightDryfooswaswakenedfromhisafter-dinnernapbythesoundofgaytalkandnervousgigglinginthedrawing-room。Thetalk,whichwasChristine\'s,andthegiggling,whichwasMela\'s,wereintershotwiththeheaviertonesofaman\'svoice;andDryfooslayawhileontheleathernloungeinhislibrary,tryingtomakeoutwhetherheknewthevoice。Hiswifesatinadeepchairbeforethefire,withhereyesonhisface,waitingforhimtowake。

"Whoisthatoutthere?"heasked,withoutopeninghiseyes。

"Indeed,indeed,Idon\'tknow,Jacob,"hiswifeanswered。"Ireckonit\'sjustsomevisitorofthegirls\'。"

"WasIsnoring?"

"Notabit。Youwassleepingasquiet!Ididhatetohave\'emwakeyou,andIwasjustgoin\'outtoshoothem。They\'vebeenplayin\'something,andthatmadethemlaugh。"

"Ididn\'tknowbutIhadsnored,"saidtheoldman,sittingup。

"No,"saidhiswife。Thensheasked,wistfully,"Wasyououtattheoldplace,Jacob?"

"Yes。"

"Diditlooknatural?"

"Yes;mostly。They\'resinkingthewellsdowninthewoodspasture。"

"And——thechildren\'sgraves?"

"Theyhaven\'ttouchedthatpart。ButIreckonwegottohave\'emmovedtothecemetery。Iboughtalot。"

Theoldwomanbegansoftlytoweep。"Itdoesseemtoohardthattheycan\'tbelettorestinpeace,porelittlethings。Iwantedyouandmetolaythere,too,whenourtimecome,Jacob。Justthere,backo\'thebeehivesandunderthemshoomakes——my,Icanseetheveryplace!AndI

don\'tbelieveI\'lleverfeelathomeanywhereselse。Iwoon\'tknowwhereIamwhenthetrumpetsounds。IhavetothinkbeforeIcantellwheretheeastisinNewYork;andwhatifIshouldgitfacedthewrongwaywhenIraise?Jacob,Iwonderyoucouldsellit!"Herheadshook,andthefirelightshoneonhertearsasshesearchedthefoldsofherdressforherpocket。

Apealoflaughtercamefromthedrawing-room,andthenthesoundofchordsstruckonthepiano。

"Hush!Don\'tyoucry,\'Liz\'beth!"saidDryfoos。"Here;takemyhandkerchief。I\'vegotanicelotinthecemetery,andI\'mgoin\'tohaveamonument,withtwolambsonit——liketheoneyoualwayslikedsomuch。

Itain\'tthefashion,anymore,tohavefamilyburyin\'grounds;they\'recollectin\'\'emintothecemeteries,allround。"

"IreckonIgottobearit,"saidhiswife,mufflingherfaceinhishandkerchief。"AndIsupposetheLordkinfindme,whereverIam。ButI

alwaysdidwanttolayjustthere。Youmindhowweusedtogooutandsetthere,aftermilkin\',andwatchthesungodown,andtalkaboutwheretheirangelswas,andtrytofiggeritout?"

"Iremember,\'Liz\'beth。"

Theman\'svoiceinthedrawing-roomsangasnatchofFrenchsong,insolent,mocking,salient;andthenChristine\'sattemptedthesamestrain,andanothercryoflaughterfromMelafollowed。

"Well,Ialwaysdidexpecttolaythere。ButIreckonit\'sallright。

Itwon\'tbeagreatwhile,now,anyway。Jacob,Idon\'tbelieveI\'ma-

goin\'toliveverylong。Iknowitdon\'tagreewithmehere。"

"Oh,Iguessitdoes,\'Liz\'beth。You\'rejustalittlepulleddownwiththeweather。It\'scomingspring,andyoufeelit;butthedoctorsaysyou\'reallright。Istoppedin,onthewayup,andhesaysso。"

"Ireckonhedon\'tknoweverything,"theoldwomanpersisted:"I\'vebeenrunnin\'downeversinceweleftMoffitt,andIdidn\'tfeelanytoowellthere,even。It\'saverystrangething,Jacob,thatthericheryougit,thelessyouain\'tabletostaywhereyouwantto,deadoralive。"

"It\'sforthechildrenwedoit,"saidDryfoos。"Wegottogivethemtheirchanceintheworld。"

"Oh,theworld!Theyoughttobeartheyokeintheiryouth,likewedone。Iknowit\'swhatCoonrodwouldliketodo。"

Dryfoosgotuponhisfeet。"IfCoonrod\'llmindhisownbusiness,anddowhatIwanthimto,he\'llhaveyokeenoughtobear。"Hemovedfromhiswife,withoutfurtherefforttocomforther,andpotteredheavilyoutintothedining-room。Beyonditsobscuritystretchedtheglitterofthedeepdrawing-room。Hisfeet,intheirbroad;flatslippers,madenosoundonthedensecarpet,andhecameunseenuponthelittlegrouptherenearthepiano。Melapercheduponthestoolwithherbacktothekeys,andBeatonbentoverChristine,whosatwithabanjoinherlap,lettinghimtakeherhandsandputthemintherightplaceontheinstrument。

Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andMelawaswatchingherwithfoolish,unselfishpleasureinherbliss。

TherewasnothingwrongintheaffairtoamanofDryfoos\'straditionsandperceptions,andifithadbeenathomeinthefarmsitting-room,oreveninhisparloratMoffitt,hewouldnothavemindedayoungman\'splacinghisdaughter\'shandsonabanjo,orevenholdingthemthere;

itwouldhaveseemedaproper,attentionfromhimifhewascourtingher。

Buthere,insuchahouseasthis,withthedaughterofamanwhohadmadeasmuchmoneyashehad,hedidnotknowbutitwasaliberty。

Hefelttheangrydoubtofitwhichbesethiminregardtosomanyexperiencesofhischangedlife;hewantedtoshowhissenseofit,ifitwasaliberty,buthedidnotknowhow,andhedidnotknowthatitwasso。Besides,hecouldnothelpatouchofthepleasureinChristine\'shappinesswhichMelashowed;andhewouldhavegonebacktothelibrary,ifhecould,withoutbeingdiscovered。

ButBeatonhadseenhim,andDryfoos,withanonchalantnodtotheyoungman,cameforward。"Whatyougotthere,Christine?"

"Abanjo,"saidthegirl,blushinginherfather\'spresence。

Melagurgled。"Mr。Beatonislearnun\'herthefirstposition。"

Beatonwasnotembarrassed。Hewasineveningdress,andhisface,pointedwithitsbrownbeard,showedextremelyhandsomeabovetheexpanseofhisbroad,whiteshirt-front。Hegavebackasnonchalantanodashehadgot,and,withoutfurthergreetingtoDryfoos,hesaidtoChristine:

"No,no。Youmustkeepyourhandandarmso。"Heheldtheminposition。

"There!Nowstrikewithyourrighthand。See?"

"Idon\'tbelieveIcaneverlearn,"saidthegirl,withafondupwardlookathim。

"Ohyes,youcan,"saidBeaton。

TheybothignoredDryfoosinthelittleplayofprotestswhichfollowed,andhesaid,halfjocosely,halfsuspiciously,"Andisthebanjothefashion,now?"Heremembereditastheemblemoflow-downshowbusiness,andassociateditwithend-menandblackenedfacesandgrotesqueshirt-

collars。

"It\'salltherage,"Melashouted,inanswerforall。"Everybodyplaysit。Mr。Beatonborrowedthisfromaladyfriendofhis。"

"Humph!PityIgotyouapiano,then,"saidDryfoos。"Abanjowouldhavebeencheaper。"

Beatonsofaradmittedhimtotheconversationastoseemremindedofthepianobyhismentioningit。HesaidtoMela,"Oh,won\'tyoujuststrikethosechords?"andasMelawheeledaboutandbeatthekeyshetookthebanjofromChristineandsatdownwithit。"Thisway!"Hestrummedit,andmurmuredthetuneDryfooshadheardhimsingingfromthelibrary,whilehekepthisbeautifuleyesfloatingonChristine\'s。"Youtrythat,now;it\'sverysimple。"

"WhereisMrs。Mandel?"Dryfoosdemanded,tryingtoasserthimself。

NeitherofthegirlsseemedtohaveheardhimatfirstinthechattertheybrokeintooverwhatBeatonproposed。ThenMelasaid,absently,"Oh,shehadtogoouttoseeoneofherfriendsthat\'ssick,"andshestruckthepianokeys。"Come;tryit,Chris!"

Dryfoosturnedaboutunheededandwentbacktothelibrary。HewouldhavelikedtoputBeatonoutofhishouse,andinhisheartheburnedagainsthimasacontumacioushand;hewouldhavelikedtodischargehimfromtheartdepartmentof\'EveryOtherWeek\'atonce。ButhewasawareofnothavingtreatedBeatonwithmuchceremony,andiftheyoungmanhadreturnedhisbehaviorinkind,withanelectricalresponsetohisownfeeling,hadheanyrighttocomplain?Afterall,therewasnoharminhisteachingChristinethebanjo。

Hiswifestillsatlookingintothefire。"Ican\'tsee,"shesaid,"aswe\'vegotabitmorecomfortofourlives,Jacob,becausewe\'vegotsuchpilesandpilesofmoney。Iwishttograciouswewasbackonthefarmthisminute。Iwishtyouhadheldoutag\'instthechildernaboutsellin\'it;\'twould\'a\'binthebestthingfur\'em,Isay。Ibelieveinmysoulthey\'llgitspoiledhereinNewYork。Ikinseeachangein\'ema\'ready——inthegirls。"

Dryfoosstretchedhimselfontheloungeagain。"Ican\'tseeasCoonrodismuchcomfort,either。Whyain\'theherewithhissisters?WhatdoesallthatworkofhisontheEastSideamountto?Itseemsasifhedoneittocrossme,asmuchasanything。"Dryfooscomplainedtohiswifeonthebasisofmereaffectionalhabit,whichinmarriedlifeoftensurvivesthesenseofintellectualequality。Hedidnotexpecthertoreasonwithhim,buttherewashelpinherlistening,andthoughshecouldonlysoothehisfretfulnesswithsoftanswerswhichwereoftenwideofthepurpose,hestillwenttoherforsolace。"Here,I\'vegoneintothisnewspaperbusiness,orwhateveritis,onhisaccount,andhedon\'tseemanymoresatisfiedthanever。Icanseehehain\'tgothisheartinit。"

"Theporeboytries;Iknowhedoes,Jacob;andhewantstopleaseyou。

Buthegiveupagooddealwhenhegiveupbein\'apreacher;Is\'poseweoughttorememberthat。"

"Apreacher!"sneeredDryfoos。"Ireckonbein\'apreacherwouldn\'tsatisfyhimnow。Hehadtheimpudencetotellmethisafternoonthathewouldliketobeapriest;andhethrewituptomethathenevercouldbebecauseI\'dkepthimfromstudyin\'。"

"Hedon\'tmeanaCatholicpriest——notaRomanone,Jacob,"theoldwomanexplained,wistfully。"He\'stoldmeallaboutit。Theyain\'tthekindo\'Catholicswebeenusedto;somesortof\'Piscopalians;andtheydoaheapo\'goodamongstthepoorfolksoverthere。Hesaysweain\'tgotanyideahowfolkslivesinthemtenementhouses,hundredsof\'eminonehouse,andwholefamiliesinaroom;anditburnsinhishearttohelp\'emlikethemFathers,asbecalls\'em,thatgivestheirlivestoit。

Hecan\'tbeaFather,hesays,becausehecan\'tgittheeddicationnow;

buthecanbeaBrother;andIcan\'tfindawordtosayag\'instit,whenitgitstotalkin\',Jacob。"

"Iain\'tsayinganythingagainsthispriests,\'Liz\'beth,"saidDryfoos。

"They\'reallwellenoughintheirway;they\'vegivenuptheirlivestoit,andit\'samatterofbusinesswiththem,likeanyother。ButwhatI\'mtalkingaboutnowisCoonrod。Idon\'tobjecttohisdoin\'allthecharityhewantsto,andtheLordknowsI\'veneverbeenstingywithhimaboutit。Hemighthaveallthemoneyhewants,togiveroundanywayhepleases。"

"That\'swhatItoldhimonce,buthesaysmoneyain\'tthething——ornottheonlythingyougottogivetothempoorfolks。Yougottogiveyourtimeandyourknowledgeandyourlove——Idon\'tknowwhatallyougottogiveyourself,ifyouexpecttohelp\'em。That\'swhatCoonrodsays。"

"Well,Icantellhimthatcharitybeginsathome,"saidDryfoos,sittingupinhisimpatience。"Andhe\'dbettergivehimselftousalittle——tohisoldfatherandmother。Andhissisters。What\'shedoin\'goin\'offtheretohismeetings,andIdon\'tknowwhatall,an\'leavin\'themherealone?"

"Why,ain\'tMr。Beatonwith\'em?"askedtheoldwoman。"IthoughtI

hearedhisvoice。"

"Mr。Beaton!Ofcourseheis!Andwho\'sMr。Beaton,anyway?"

"Why,ain\'theoneofthemeninCoonrod\'soffice?IthoughtIheared——"

"Yes,heis!Butwhoishe?What\'shedoingroundhere?Ishemakin\'

uptoChristine?"

"Ireckonheis。FromMely\'stalk,she\'saboutcrazyoverthefellow。

Don\'tyoulikehim,Jacob?"

"Idon\'tknowhim,orwhatheis。Hehasn\'tgotanymanners。Whobroughthimhere?How\'dhecometocome,inthefirstplace?"

"Mr。Fulkersonbrunghim,Ibelieve,"saidtheoldwoman,patiently。

"Fulkerson!"Dryfoossnorted。"Where\'sMrs。Mandel,Ishouldliketoknow?Hebroughther,too。Doesshegotraipsin\'offthiswayeveryevening?"

"No,sheseemstobehereprettyregularmosto\'thetime。Idon\'tknowhowwecouldevergitalongwithouther,Jacob;sheseemstoknowjustwhattodo,andthegirlswouldbetentimesasoutbreakin\'withouther。

Ihopeyouain\'tthinkin\'o\'turnin\'heroff,Jacob?"

Dryfoosdidnotthinkitnecessarytoanswersuchaquestion。"It\'sallFulkerson,Fulkerson,Fulkerson。ItseemstomethatFulkersonaboutrunsthisfamily。HebroughtMrs。Mandel,andhebroughtthatBeaton,andhebroughtthatBostonfellow!IguessIgivehimadose,though;

andI\'lllearnFulkersonthathecan\'thaveeverythinghisownway。I

don\'twantanybodytohelpmespendmymoney。Imadeit,andIcanmanageit。IguessMr。Fulkersoncanbearalittlewatchingnow。He\'sbeentravellingprettyfree,andhe\'sgotthenotionhe\'sdriving,maybe。

I\'ma-goingtolookafterthatbookalittlemyself。"

"You\'llkillyourself,Jacob,"saidhiswife,"tryin\'todosomanythings。Andwhatisitallfur?Idon\'tseeaswe\'rebetteroff,any,forallthemoney。It\'sjustasmuchcareasitusedtobewhenwewasallthereonthefarmtogether。Iwishtwecouldgoback,Ja——"

"Wecan\'tgoback!"shoutedtheoldman,fiercely。"There\'snofarmanymoretogobackto。Thefieldsisfullofgas-wellsandoil-wellsandhell-holesgenerally;thehouseistoredown,andthebarn\'sgoin\'——"

"Thebarn!"gaspedtheoldwoman。"Oh,my!"

"IfIwastogiveallI\'mworththisminute,wecouldn\'tgobacktothefarm,anymorethanthemgirlsintherecouldgobackandbelittlechildren。Idon\'tsaywe\'reanybetteroff,forthemoney。I\'vegotmoreofitnowthanIeverhad;andthere\'snoendtotheluck;itpoursin。ButIfeellikeIwastiedhandandfoot。Idon\'tknowwhichwaytomove;Idon\'tknowwhat\'sbesttodoaboutanything。Themoneydon\'tseemtobuyanythingbutmoreandmorecareandtrouble。Wegotabighousethatweain\'tathomein;andwegotalotofhiredgirlsroundunderourfeetthathinderanddon\'thelp。Ourchildrendon\'tmindus,andwegotnofriendsorneighbors。Butithadtobe。Icouldn\'thelpbutsellthefarm,andwecan\'tgobacktoit,foritain\'tthere。Sodon\'tyousayanythingmoreaboutit,\'Liz\'beth。"

"PoreJacob!"saidhiswife。"Well,Iwoon\'t,dear。"

IV

ItwascleartoBeatonthatDryfoosdistrustedhim;andthefactheightenedhispleasureinChristine\'slikingforhim。Hewasassureofthisashewasoftheother,thoughhewasnotsosureofanyreasonforhispleasureinit。Shehadhercharm;thecharmofwildnesstowhichacertainwildnessinhimselfresponded;andthereweretimeswhenhisfancycontrivedacommonfutureforthem,whichwouldhaveaprosperityforcedfromtheoldfellow\'sloveofthegirl。Beatonlikedtheideaofthiscompulsionbetterthanhelikedtheideaofthemoney;therewassomethingalittlerepulsiveinthat;heimaginedhimselfrejectingit;

healmostwishedhewasenoughinlovewiththegirltomarryherwithoutit;thatwouldbefine。Hewastakenwithherinacertain\'measure,inacertainway;thequestionwasinwhatmeasure,inwhatway。

Itwaspartlytoescapefromthisquestionthathehurrieddown-town,anddecidedtospendwiththeLeightonsthehourremainingonhishandsbeforeitwastimetogotothereceptionforwhichhewasdressed。

ItseemedtohimimportantthatheshouldseeAlmaLeighton。Afterall,itwashercharmthatwasmostabidingwithhim;perhapsitwastobefinal。Hefoundhimselfveryhappyinhispresentrelationswithher。

Shehaddroppedthatbarrierofpretencesandironicalsurprise。Itseemedtohimthattheyhadgonebacktotheoldgroundofcommonartisticinterestwhichhehadfoundsopleasantthesummerbefore。

ApparentlysheandhermotherhadbothforgivenhisneglectoftheminthefirstmonthsoftheirstayinNewYork;hewassurethatMrs。

Leightonlikedhimaswellasever,and,iftherewasstillsomethingalittleprovisionalinAlma\'smannerattimes,itwassomethingthatpiquedmorethanitdiscouraged;itmadehimcurious,notanxious。

HefoundtheyoungladieswithFulkersonwhenherang。Heseemedtobeamusingthemboth,andtheywerebothamusedbeyondthemeritofsosmallapleasantry,Beatonthought,whenFulkersonsaid:"Introducemyself,Mr。Beaton:Mr。Fulkersonof\'EveryOtherWeek。\'ThinkI\'vemetyouatourplace。"Thegirlslaughed,andAlmaexplainedthathermotherwasnotverywell,andwouldbesorrynottoseehim。Thensheturned,ashefelt,perversely,andwentontalkingwithFulkersonandlefthimtoMissWoodburn。

Shefinallyrecognizedhisdisappointment:"Ahdon\'toftengetachanceatyou,Mr。Beaton,andAh\'mjustgoin\'totoakyo\'todeath。Yo\'havebeenSoathyo\'self,andyo\'knowho\'wedotoak。"

"I\'vesurvivedtosayyes,"Beatonadmitted。

"Oh,now,doyouthinkwetoaksomuchmo\'thanyoudointheNo\'th?"

theyoungladydeprecated。

"Idon\'tknow。Ionlyknowyoucan\'ttalktoomuchforme。IshouldliketohearyousaySoathandhouseandaboutfortherestofmylife。"

"That\'swhatAhcallraghtpersonal,Mr。Beaton。NowAh\'mgoin\'tobepersonal,too。"MissWoodburnflungoutoverherlapthesquareofclothshewasembroidering,andaskedhim:"Don\'tyouthinkthat\'sbeautiful?

Now,asanawtust——agreatawtust?"

"Asagreatawtust,yes,"saidBeaton,mimickingheraccent。"IfIwerelessthangreatImighthavesomethingtosayaboutthearrangementofcolors。You\'reasboldandoriginalasNature。"

"Really?Oh,now,dotellmeyo\'favo\'itecolo\',Mr。Beaton。"

"Myfavoritecolor?Blessmysoul,whyshouldIpreferany?Isbluegood,orredwicked?Dopeoplehavefavoritecolors?"Beatonfoundhimselfsuddenlyinterested。

"Ofco\'setheydo,"answeredthegirl。"Don\'tawtusts?"

"Ineverheardofonethathad——consciously。"

"Isitpossible?Isupposedtheyallhad。Nowmahfavo\'itecolo\'isgawnet。Don\'tyouthinkit\'saprettycolo\'?"

"Itdependsuponhowit\'sused。Doyoumeaninneckties?"BeatonstoleaglanceattheoneFulkersonwaswearing。

MissWoodburnlaughedwithherfaceboweduponherwrist。"AhdothinkyougentlemenintheNo\'thawetentahmsaslahvelyastheladies。"

"Strange,"saidBeaton。"IntheSouth——Soath,excuseme!Imadetheobservationthattheladiesweretentimesaslivelyasthegentlemen。

Whatisthatyou\'reworking?"

"This?"MissWoodburngaveitanotherflirt,andlookedatitwithaglanceofdawningrecognition。"Oh,thisisatable-covah。Wouldn\'tyoulahketoseewhereit\'stogo?"

"Why,certainly。"

"Well,ifyou\'llberaghtgoodI\'llletyo\'givemesomeprofessionaladvassaboutputtingsomethingintheco\'nersornot,whenyouhaveseenitonthetable。"

Sheroseandledthewayintotheotherroom。Beatonknewshewantedtotalkwithhimaboutsomethingelse;buthewaitedpatientlytoletherplayhercomedyout。Shespreadthecoveronthetable,andheadvisedher,ashesawshewished,againstputtinganythinginthecorners;justrunalineofherstitcharoundtheedge,hesaid。

"Mr。FulkersonandAh,why,we\'vebeenhavingaregularfaghtaboatit,"

shecommented。"Butwebothagreed,fahnally,toleaveittoyou;Mr。

Fulkersonsaidyou\'dbesuretoberaght。Ah\'msogladyoutookmahsahde。Buthe\'sagreatadmahrerofyours,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,demurely,suggestively。

"Ishe?Well,I\'magreatadmirerofFulkerson,"saidBeaton,withacapriciouswillingnesstohumorherwishtotalkaboutFulkerson。

"He\'sacapitalfellow;generous,magnanimous,withquiteanidealoffriendshipandaneyesingletothemainchanceallthetime。Hewouldadvertise\'EveryOtherWeek\'onhisfamilyvault。"

MissWoodburnlaughed,andsaidsheshouldtellhimwhatBeatonhadsaid。

"Do。Buthe\'susedtodefamationfromme,andhe\'llthinkyou\'rejoking。"

"Ahsuppose,"saidMissWoodburn,"thathe\'squahtethetahpeofaNewYorkbusinessman。"Sheadded,asifitfollowedlogically,"He\'ssodifferentfromwhatIthoughtaNewYorkbusinessmanwouldbe。"

"It\'syourVirginiatraditiontodespisebusiness,"saidBeaton,rudely。

MissWoodburnlaughedagain。"Despahseit?Mahgoodness!wewanttogetintoitandwoakitfo\'allit\'swo\'th,\'asMr。Fulkersonsays。Thattraditionisallpast。Youdon\'tknowwhattheSoathisnow。Ahsupposemahfathawdespahsesbusiness,buthe\'satraditionhimself,asAhtellhim。"Beatonwouldhaveenjoyedjoiningtheyoungladyinanythingshemightbegoingtosayinderogationofherfather,butherestrainedhimself,andshewentonmoreandmoreasifshewishedtoaccountforherfather\'shabitualhauteurwithBeaton,ifnottoexcuseit。"Ahtellhimhedon\'tunderstandtherisinggeneration。Hewasbroughtupintheoldschool,andhethinkswe\'realljustlahkehewaswhenhewasyoung,withallthoseahdealsofchivalryandfamily;but,mahgoodness!it\'smoneythatcyoantsno\'adaysintheSoath,justlahkeitdoeseverywhereelse。Ahsuppose,ifwecouldhaveslaverybackinthefawmmahfathawthinksitcouldhavebeenbroughtupto,whenthecommercialspiritwouldn\'tletitalone,itwouldbethebestthing;butwecan\'thaveitback,andAhtellhimwehadbetterhavethecommercialspiritasthenextbestthing。"

MissWoodburnwenton,withsufficientloyaltyandpiety,toexposethedifferenceofherownandherfather\'sideals,butwithwhatBeatonthoughtlessreferencetohisownunsympatheticattentionthantoaknowledgefinallyofthepersonnelandmaterielof\'EveryOtherWeek。\'

andMr。Fulkerson\'srelationtotheenterprise。"Youmostexcusemyaskingsomanyquestions,Mr。Beaton。Youknowit\'sallmahdoingthatweaweheahinNewYork。Ahjusttoldmahfathawthatifhewasevahgoin\'todoanythingwithhiswrahtings,hehadgottocomeNo\'th,andAhmadehimcome。Ahbelievehe\'dhavestayedintheSoathallhislahfe。

AndnowMr。Fulkersonwantshimtolethiseditorseesomeofhiswrahtings,andAhwantedtoknowsomethingaboatthemagazine。Weaweagreatdealexcitedaboatitinthishoase,youknow,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,withalookthatnowtransferredtheinterestfromFulkersontoAlma。Sheledthewaybacktotheroomwheretheyweresitting,andwentuptotriumphoverFulkersonwithBeaton\'sdecisionaboutthetable-

cover。

AlmawasleftwithBeatonnearthepiano,andhebegantotalkabouttheDryfoosesashesatdownonthepiano-stool。HesaidhehadbeengivingMissDryfoosalessononthebanjo;hehadborrowedthebanjoofMissVance。ThenhestruckthechordhehadbeentryingtoteachChristine,andplayedovertheairhehadsung。

"Howdoyoulikethat?"heasked,whirlinground。

"Itseemsratheradisrespectfullittletune,somehow,"saidAlma,placidly。

Beatonrestedhiselbowonthecornerofthepianoandgazeddreamilyather。"Yourperceptionsarewonderful。Itisdisrespectful。Iplayedit,upthere,becauseIfeltdisrespectfultothem。"

"Doyouclaimthatasamerit?"

"No,Istateitasafact。Howcanyourespectsuchpeople?"

"Youmightrespectyourself,then,"saidthegirl。"Orperhapsthatwouldn\'tbesoeasy,either。"

"No,itwouldn\'t。Iliketohaveyousaythesethingstome,"saidBeaton,impartially。

"Well,Iliketosaythem,"Almareturned。

"Theydomegood。"

"Oh,Idon\'tknowthatthatwasmymotive。"

"Thereisnoonelikeyou——noone,"saidBeaton,asifapostrophizingherinherabsence。"Tocomefromthathouse,withitsassertionsofmoney——

youcanhearitchink;youcansmellthefouloldbanknotes;itstiflesyou——intoanatmospherelikethis,islikecomingintoanotherworld。"

"Thankyou,"saidAlma。"I\'mgladthereisn\'tthatunpleasantodorhere;

butIwishtherewasalittlemoreofthechinking。"

"No,no!Don\'tsaythat!"heimplored。"Iliketothinkthatthereisonesouluncontaminatedbythesenseofmoneyinthisbig,brutal,sordidcity。"

"Youmeantwo,"saidAlma,withmodesty。"ButifyoustifleattheDryfooses\',whydoyougothere?"

"WhydoIgo?"hemused。"Don\'tyoubelieveinknowingallthenatures,thetypes,youcan?Thosegirlsareastrangestudy:theyoungoneisasimple,earthlycreature,ascommonasanoat-fieldandtheotherasortofsylvanlife:fierce,flashing,feline——"

Almaburstoutintoalaugh。"Whataptalliteration!Anddotheylikebeingstudied?Ishouldthinkthesylvanlifemight——scratch。"

"No,"saidBeaton,withmelancholyabsence,"itonly-purrs。"

Thegirlfeltarisingindignation。"Well,then,Mr。Beaton,Ishouldhopeitwouldscratch,andbite,too。Ithinkyou\'venobusinesstogoaboutstudyingpeople,asyoudo。It\'sabominable。"

"Goon,"saidtheyoungman。"ThatPuritanconscienceofyours!

ItappealstotheoldCovenanterstraininme——likeavoiceofpre-

existence。Goon——"

"Oh,ifIwentonIshouldmerelysayitwasnotonlyabominable,butcontemptible。"

"Youcouldbemyguardianangel,Alma,"saidtheyoungman,makinghiseyesmoreandmoreslumbrousanddreamy。

"Stuff!IhopeIhaveasoulabovebuttons!"

Hesmiled,assherose,andfollowedheracrosstheroom。"Good-night;

Mr。Beaton,"shesaid。

MissWoodburnandFulkersoncameinfromtheotherroom。"What!You\'renotgoing,Beaton?"

"Yes;I\'mgoingtoareception。Istoppedinonmyway。"

"Tokilltime,"Almaexplained。

"Well,"saidFulkerson,gallantly,"thisisthelastplaceIshouldliketodoit。ButIguessI\'dbetterbegoing,too。Ithassometimesoccurredtomethatthereissuchathingasstayingtoolate。ButwithBrotherBeaton,here,juststartinginforanevening\'samusement,itdoesseemalittleearlyyet。Can\'tyouurgemetostay,somebody?"

Thetwogirlslaughed,andMissWoodburnsaid:

"Mr。Beatonissuchabutterflyoffashion!AhwishAhwasonmahwaytoapawty。Ahfeelquahteenvious。"

"Buthedidn\'tsayittomakeyou,"Almaexplained,withmeeksoftness。

"Well,wecan\'tallbeswells。Whereisyourparty,anyway,Beaton?"

askedFulkerson。"Howdoyoumanagetogetyourinvitationstothosethings?Isupposeafellowhastokeephintingroundprettylively,Neigh?"

Beatontookthesemockeriesserenely,andshookhandswithMissWoodburn,withtheeffectofhavingalreadyshakenhandswithAlma。Shestoodwithhersclaspedbehindher。

V。

BeatonwentawaywiththesmileonhisfacewhichhehadkeptinlisteningtoFulkerson,andcarrieditwithhimtothereception。

HebelievedthatAlmawasvexedwithhimformorepersonalreasonsthanshehadimplied;itflatteredhimthatsheshouldhaveresentedwhathetoldheroftheDryfooses。Shehadscoldedhimintheirbehalfapparently;butreallybecausehehadmadeherjealousbyhisinterest,ofwhateverkind,insomeoneelse。Whatfollowed,hadfollowednaturally。Unlessshehadbeenquiteasimpletonshecouldnothavemethisprovisionallove-makingonanyotherterms;andthereasonwhyBeatonchieflylikedAlmaLeightonwasthatshewasnotasimpleton。Evenupinthecountry,whenshewasoverawedbyhisacquaintance,atfirst,shewasnotverydeeplyoverawed,andattimesshewasnotoverawedatall。

Atsuchtimessheastonishedhimbytakinghismostsolemnhistrionicswithflippantincredulity,andevenburlesquingthem。Buthecouldsee,allthesame,thathehadcaughtherfancy,andheadmiredtheskillwithwhichshepunishedhisneglectwhentheymetinNewYork。HehadreallycomeverynearforgettingtheLeightons;theintangibleobligationsofmutualkindnesswhichholdsomemensofast,hunglooselyuponhim;

itwouldnothavehurthimtobreakfromthemaltogether;butwhenherecognizedthematlast,hefoundthatitstrengthenedthemindefinitelytohaveAlmaignorethemsocompletely。Ifshehadbeensentimental,orsoftlyreproachful,thatwouldhavebeentheend;hecouldnothavestoodit;hewouldhavehadtodropher。Butwhenshemethimonhisownground,andobligedhimtobesentimental,thegamewasinherhands。

Beatonlaughed,now,whenhethoughtofthat,andhesaidtohimselfthatthegirlhadgrownimmenselysinceshehadcometoNewYork;nothingseemedtohavebeenlostuponher;shemusthavekepthereyesuncommonlywideopen。Henoticedthatespeciallyintheirtalksoverherwork;shehadprofitedbyeverythingshehadseenandheard;shehadallofWetmore\'sideaspat;itamusedBeatontoseehowsheseizedeveryusefulwordthathedropped,too,andturnedhimtotechnicalaccountwhenevershecould。Helikedthat;shehadagreatdealoftalent;therewasnoquestionofthat;ifshewereamantherecouldbenoquestionofherfuture。Hebegantoconstructafutureforher;itincludedprovisionforhimself,too;itwasacommonfuture,inwhichtheirlivesandworkwereunited。

HewasfulloftheglowofitsprosperitywhenhemetMargaretVanceatthereception。

Thehousewasonewherepeoplemightchatalongtimetogetherwithoutpubliclycommittingthemselvestoaninterestineachotherexceptsuchagrewoutofeachother\'sideas。MissVancewastherebecausesheunitedinhercatholicsympathiesorambitionstheobjectsofthefashionablepeopleandoftheaestheticpeoplewhometthereoncommonground。ItwasalmosttheonlyhouseinNewYorkwherethishappenedoften,anditdidnothappenveryoftenthere。Itwasaliteraryhouse,primarily,withartisticqualifications,andthefrequentersofitweremostlyauthorsandartists;Wetmore,whowasalwaystryingtofiteverythingwithaphrase,saiditwastheunfrequenterswhowerefashionable。Therewasgreateasethere,andsimplicity;andiftherewasnotdistinction,itwasnotforwantofdistinguishedpeople,butbecausethereseemstobesomesolventinNewYorklifethatreducesallmentoacommonlevel,thattoucheseverybodywithitspotentmagicandbringstothesurfacethedeeplyunderlyingnobody。Theeffectforsometemperaments,forconsciousness,foregotism,isadmirable;forcuriosity,forheroworship,itisratherbaffling。Itisthespiritofthestreettransferredtothedrawing-room;indiscriminating,levelling,butdoubtlessfinallywholesome,andwitnessingtheimmensityoftheplace,ifnotconsentingtothegrandeurofreputationsorpresences。

Beatonnowdeniedthatthishouserepresentedasalonatall,intheoldsense;andheheldthatthesalonwasimpossible,evenundesirable,withus,whenMissVancesighedforit。Atanyrate,hesaidthatthisturmoilofcomingandgoing,thisbubbleandbabble,thiscacklingandhissingofconversationwasnottheexpressionofanysuchcivilizationashadcreatedthesalon。Here,heowned,weretheelementsofintellectualdelightfulness,buthesaidtheirassemblageinsuchquantityalonedeniedthesalon;therewastoomuchofagoodthing。

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