下载辰思小说免费APP
"Now,Conrad,here,"saidtheoldman,withasortofpatheticrancor,"wouldratherhavethegloryalone。Ibelievehedon\'tevencaremuchforyourkindofglory,either,Mr。Fulkerson。"
FulkersonranhislittleeyescuriouslyoverConrad\'sfaceandthenMarch\'s,asifsearchingforatracethereofsomethinggonebeforewhichwouldenablehimtoreachDryfoos\'swholemeaning。Heapparentlyresolvedtolaunchhimselfuponconjecture。"Oh,well,weknowhowConradfeelsaboutthethingsofthisworld,anyway。Ishouldliketotake\'emontheplaneofanothersphere,too,sometimes;butInoticedagoodwhileagothatthiswastheworldIwasborninto,andsoImadeupmymindthatIwoulddoprettymuchwhatIsawtherestofthefolksdoingherebelow。AndIcan\'tseebutwhatConradrunsthethingonbusinessprinciplesinhisdepartment,andIguessyou\'llfinditsoifyoulookintoit。Iconsiderthatwe\'reawholeteamandbigdogunderthewagonwithyoutodrawonforsupplies,andMarch,here,attheheadoftheliterarybusiness,andConradinthecounting-room,andmetodotheheavylyingintheadvertisingpart。Oh,andBeaton,ofcourse,intheart。I\'mostforgotBeaton——HamletwithHamletleftout。"
Dryfooslookedacrossathisson。"Wasn\'tthatthefellow\'snamethatwastherelastnight?"
"Yes,"saidConrad。
Theoldmanrose。"Well,IreckonIgottobegoing。Youreadytogoup-town,Conrad?"
"Well,notquiteyet,father。"
TheoldmanshookhandswithMarch,andwentdownstairs,followedbyhisson。
Fulkersonremained。
"Hedidn\'tjumpatthechanceyougavehimtocomplimentusallround,Fulkerson,"saidMarch,withasmilenotwhollyofpleasure。
Fulkersonasked,withaslittlejoyinthegrinhehadon,"Didn\'thesayanythingtoyoubeforeIcamein?"
"Notaword。"
"DoggedifIknowwhattomakeofit,"sighedFulkerson,"butIguesshe\'sbeenhavingatalkwithConradthat\'ssouredonhim。Ireckonmaybehecamebackexpectingtofindthatboyreconciledtothegloryofthisworld,andConrad\'sshowedhimselfjustassetagainstitasever。"
"Itmighthavebeenthat,"Marchadmitted,pensively。"Ifanciedsomethingofthekindmyselffromwordstheoldmanletdrop。"
Fulkersonmadehimexplain,andthenhesaid:
"That\'sit,then;andit\'sallright。Conrad\'llcomeroundintime;andallwe\'vegottodoistohavepatiencewiththeoldmantillhedoes。
Iknowhelikesyou。"Fulkersonaffirmedthisonlyinterrogatively,andlookedsoanxiouslytoMarchforcorroborationthatMarchlaughed。
"Hedissembledhislove,"hesaid;butafterward,indescribingtohiswifehisinterviewwithMr。Dryfoos,hewaslessamusedwiththisfact。
Whenshesawthathewasalittlecastdownbyit,shebegantoencouragehim。"He\'sjustacommon,ignorantman,andprobablydidn\'tknowhowtoexpresshimself。Youmaybeperfectlysurethathe\'sdelightedwiththesuccessofthemagazine,andthatheunderstandsaswellasyoudothatheowesitalltoyou。"
"Ah,I\'mnotsosure。Idon\'tbelieveaman\'sanybetterforhavingmademoneysoeasilyandrapidlyasDryfooshasdone,andIdoubtifhe\'sanywiser。Idon\'tknowjustthepointhe\'sreachedinhisevolutionfromgrubtobeetle,butIdoknowthatsofarasit\'sgonetheprocessmusthaveinvolvedabewilderingchangeofidealsandcriterions。Iguesshe\'scometodespiseagreatmanythingsthatheoncerespected,andthatintellectualabilityisamongthem——whatwecallintellectualability。
Hemusthaveundergoneamoraldeterioration,anatrophyofthegenerousinstincts,andIdon\'tseewhyitshouldn\'thavereachedhismentalmake-
up。Hehassharpened,buthehasnarrowed;hissagacityhasturnedintosuspicion,hiscautiontomeanness,hiscouragetoferocity。That\'sthewayIphilosophizeamanofDryfoos\'sexperience,andIamnotveryproudwhenIrealizethatsuchamanandhisexperiencearetheidealandambitionofmostAmericans。Iratherthinktheycameprettynearbeingmine,once。"
"No,dear,theyneverdid,"hiswifeprotested。
"Well,they\'renotlikelytobeinthefuture。TheDryfoosfeatureof\'EveryOtherWeek\'isthoroughlydistastefultome。"
"Why,buthehasn\'treallygotanythingtodowithit,hashe,beyondfurnishingthemoney?"
"That\'stheimpressionthatFulkersonhasallowedustoget。Butthemanthatholdsthepurseholdsthereins。Hemayletusguidethehorse,butwhenhelikeshecandrive。Ifwedon\'tlikehisdriving,thenwecangetdown。"
Mrs。Marchwaslessinterestedinthisfigureofspeechthaninthepersonalaspectsinvolved。"ThenyouthinkMr。Fulkersonhasdeceivedyou?"
"Ohno!"saidherhusband,laughing。"ButIthinkhehasdeceivedhimself,perhaps。"
"How?"shepursued。
"HemayhavethoughthewasusingDryfoos,whenDryfooswasusinghim,andhemayhavesupposedhewasnotafraidofhimwhenhewasverymuchso。Hiscouragehadn\'tbeenputtothetest,andcourageisamatterofproof,likeproficiencyonthefiddle,youknow:youcan\'ttellwhetheryou\'vegotittillyoutry。"
"Nonsense!DoyoumeanthathewouldeversacrificeyoutoMr。Dryfoos?"
"Ihopehemaynotbetempted。ButI\'dratherbetakingthechanceswithFulkersonalonethanwithFulkersonandDryfoostobackhim。Dryfoosseems,somehow,totakethepoetryandthepleasureoutofthething。"
Mrs。Marchwasalongtimesilent。Thenshebegan,"Well,mydear,I
neverwantedtocometoNewYork——"
"NeitherdidI,"Marchpromptlyputin。
"Butnowthatwe\'rehere,"shewenton,"I\'mnotgoingtohaveyoulettingeverylittlethingdiscourageyou。Idon\'tseewhattherewasinMr。Dryfoos\'smannertogiveyouanyanxiety。He\'sjustacommon,stupid,inarticulatecountryperson,andhedidn\'tknowhowtoexpresshimself,asIsaidinthebeginning,andthat\'sthereasonhedidn\'tsayanything。"
"Well,Idon\'tdenyyou\'rerightaboutit。"
"It\'sdreadful,"hiswifecontinued,"tobemixedupwithsuchamanandhisfamily,butIdon\'tbelievehe\'llevermeddlewithyourmanagement,and,tillhedoes,allyouneeddoistohaveaslittletodowithhimaspossible,andgoquietlyonyourownway。"
"Oh,Ishallgoonquietlyenough,"saidMarch。"IhopeIsha\'n\'tbegingoingstealthily。"
"Well,mydear,"saidMrs。March,"justletmeknowwhenyou\'retemptedtodothat。Ifeveryousacrificethesmallestgrainofyourhonestyoryourself-respecttoMr。Dryfoos,oranybodyelse,Iwillsimplyrenounceyou。"
"InviewofthatI\'mrathergladthemanagementof\'EveryOtherWeek\'
involvestastesandnotconvictions,"saidMarch。
III。
ThatnightDryfooswaswakenedfromhisafter-dinnernapbythesoundofgaytalkandnervousgigglinginthedrawing-room。Thetalk,whichwasChristine\'s,andthegiggling,whichwasMela\'s,wereintershotwiththeheaviertonesofaman\'svoice;andDryfooslayawhileontheleathernloungeinhislibrary,tryingtomakeoutwhetherheknewthevoice。Hiswifesatinadeepchairbeforethefire,withhereyesonhisface,waitingforhimtowake。
"Whoisthatoutthere?"heasked,withoutopeninghiseyes。
"Indeed,indeed,Idon\'tknow,Jacob,"hiswifeanswered。"Ireckonit\'sjustsomevisitorofthegirls\'。"
"WasIsnoring?"
"Notabit。Youwassleepingasquiet!Ididhatetohave\'emwakeyou,andIwasjustgoin\'outtoshoothem。They\'vebeenplayin\'something,andthatmadethemlaugh。"
"Ididn\'tknowbutIhadsnored,"saidtheoldman,sittingup。
"No,"saidhiswife。Thensheasked,wistfully,"Wasyououtattheoldplace,Jacob?"
"Yes。"
"Diditlooknatural?"
"Yes;mostly。They\'resinkingthewellsdowninthewoodspasture。"
"And——thechildren\'sgraves?"
"Theyhaven\'ttouchedthatpart。ButIreckonwegottohave\'emmovedtothecemetery。Iboughtalot。"
Theoldwomanbegansoftlytoweep。"Itdoesseemtoohardthattheycan\'tbelettorestinpeace,porelittlethings。Iwantedyouandmetolaythere,too,whenourtimecome,Jacob。Justthere,backo\'thebeehivesandunderthemshoomakes——my,Icanseetheveryplace!AndI
don\'tbelieveI\'lleverfeelathomeanywhereselse。Iwoon\'tknowwhereIamwhenthetrumpetsounds。IhavetothinkbeforeIcantellwheretheeastisinNewYork;andwhatifIshouldgitfacedthewrongwaywhenIraise?Jacob,Iwonderyoucouldsellit!"Herheadshook,andthefirelightshoneonhertearsasshesearchedthefoldsofherdressforherpocket。
Apealoflaughtercamefromthedrawing-room,andthenthesoundofchordsstruckonthepiano。
"Hush!Don\'tyoucry,\'Liz\'beth!"saidDryfoos。"Here;takemyhandkerchief。I\'vegotanicelotinthecemetery,andI\'mgoin\'tohaveamonument,withtwolambsonit——liketheoneyoualwayslikedsomuch。
Itain\'tthefashion,anymore,tohavefamilyburyin\'grounds;they\'recollectin\'\'emintothecemeteries,allround。"
"IreckonIgottobearit,"saidhiswife,mufflingherfaceinhishandkerchief。"AndIsupposetheLordkinfindme,whereverIam。ButI
alwaysdidwanttolayjustthere。Youmindhowweusedtogooutandsetthere,aftermilkin\',andwatchthesungodown,andtalkaboutwheretheirangelswas,andtrytofiggeritout?"
"Iremember,\'Liz\'beth。"
Theman\'svoiceinthedrawing-roomsangasnatchofFrenchsong,insolent,mocking,salient;andthenChristine\'sattemptedthesamestrain,andanothercryoflaughterfromMelafollowed。
"Well,Ialwaysdidexpecttolaythere。ButIreckonit\'sallright。
Itwon\'tbeagreatwhile,now,anyway。Jacob,Idon\'tbelieveI\'ma-
goin\'toliveverylong。Iknowitdon\'tagreewithmehere。"
"Oh,Iguessitdoes,\'Liz\'beth。You\'rejustalittlepulleddownwiththeweather。It\'scomingspring,andyoufeelit;butthedoctorsaysyou\'reallright。Istoppedin,onthewayup,andhesaysso。"
"Ireckonhedon\'tknoweverything,"theoldwomanpersisted:"I\'vebeenrunnin\'downeversinceweleftMoffitt,andIdidn\'tfeelanytoowellthere,even。It\'saverystrangething,Jacob,thatthericheryougit,thelessyouain\'tabletostaywhereyouwantto,deadoralive。"
"It\'sforthechildrenwedoit,"saidDryfoos。"Wegottogivethemtheirchanceintheworld。"
"Oh,theworld!Theyoughttobeartheyokeintheiryouth,likewedone。Iknowit\'swhatCoonrodwouldliketodo。"
Dryfoosgotuponhisfeet。"IfCoonrod\'llmindhisownbusiness,anddowhatIwanthimto,he\'llhaveyokeenoughtobear。"Hemovedfromhiswife,withoutfurtherefforttocomforther,andpotteredheavilyoutintothedining-room。Beyonditsobscuritystretchedtheglitterofthedeepdrawing-room。Hisfeet,intheirbroad;flatslippers,madenosoundonthedensecarpet,andhecameunseenuponthelittlegrouptherenearthepiano。Melapercheduponthestoolwithherbacktothekeys,andBeatonbentoverChristine,whosatwithabanjoinherlap,lettinghimtakeherhandsandputthemintherightplaceontheinstrument。
Herfacewasradiantwithhappiness,andMelawaswatchingherwithfoolish,unselfishpleasureinherbliss。
TherewasnothingwrongintheaffairtoamanofDryfoos\'straditionsandperceptions,andifithadbeenathomeinthefarmsitting-room,oreveninhisparloratMoffitt,hewouldnothavemindedayoungman\'splacinghisdaughter\'shandsonabanjo,orevenholdingthemthere;
itwouldhaveseemedaproper,attentionfromhimifhewascourtingher。
Buthere,insuchahouseasthis,withthedaughterofamanwhohadmadeasmuchmoneyashehad,hedidnotknowbutitwasaliberty。
Hefelttheangrydoubtofitwhichbesethiminregardtosomanyexperiencesofhischangedlife;hewantedtoshowhissenseofit,ifitwasaliberty,buthedidnotknowhow,andhedidnotknowthatitwasso。Besides,hecouldnothelpatouchofthepleasureinChristine\'shappinesswhichMelashowed;andhewouldhavegonebacktothelibrary,ifhecould,withoutbeingdiscovered。
ButBeatonhadseenhim,andDryfoos,withanonchalantnodtotheyoungman,cameforward。"Whatyougotthere,Christine?"
"Abanjo,"saidthegirl,blushinginherfather\'spresence。
Melagurgled。"Mr。Beatonislearnun\'herthefirstposition。"
Beatonwasnotembarrassed。Hewasineveningdress,andhisface,pointedwithitsbrownbeard,showedextremelyhandsomeabovetheexpanseofhisbroad,whiteshirt-front。Hegavebackasnonchalantanodashehadgot,and,withoutfurthergreetingtoDryfoos,hesaidtoChristine:
"No,no。Youmustkeepyourhandandarmso。"Heheldtheminposition。
"There!Nowstrikewithyourrighthand。See?"
"Idon\'tbelieveIcaneverlearn,"saidthegirl,withafondupwardlookathim。
"Ohyes,youcan,"saidBeaton。
TheybothignoredDryfoosinthelittleplayofprotestswhichfollowed,andhesaid,halfjocosely,halfsuspiciously,"Andisthebanjothefashion,now?"Heremembereditastheemblemoflow-downshowbusiness,andassociateditwithend-menandblackenedfacesandgrotesqueshirt-
collars。
"It\'salltherage,"Melashouted,inanswerforall。"Everybodyplaysit。Mr。Beatonborrowedthisfromaladyfriendofhis。"
"Humph!PityIgotyouapiano,then,"saidDryfoos。"Abanjowouldhavebeencheaper。"
Beatonsofaradmittedhimtotheconversationastoseemremindedofthepianobyhismentioningit。HesaidtoMela,"Oh,won\'tyoujuststrikethosechords?"andasMelawheeledaboutandbeatthekeyshetookthebanjofromChristineandsatdownwithit。"Thisway!"Hestrummedit,andmurmuredthetuneDryfooshadheardhimsingingfromthelibrary,whilehekepthisbeautifuleyesfloatingonChristine\'s。"Youtrythat,now;it\'sverysimple。"
"WhereisMrs。Mandel?"Dryfoosdemanded,tryingtoasserthimself。
NeitherofthegirlsseemedtohaveheardhimatfirstinthechattertheybrokeintooverwhatBeatonproposed。ThenMelasaid,absently,"Oh,shehadtogoouttoseeoneofherfriendsthat\'ssick,"andshestruckthepianokeys。"Come;tryit,Chris!"
Dryfoosturnedaboutunheededandwentbacktothelibrary。HewouldhavelikedtoputBeatonoutofhishouse,andinhisheartheburnedagainsthimasacontumacioushand;hewouldhavelikedtodischargehimfromtheartdepartmentof\'EveryOtherWeek\'atonce。ButhewasawareofnothavingtreatedBeatonwithmuchceremony,andiftheyoungmanhadreturnedhisbehaviorinkind,withanelectricalresponsetohisownfeeling,hadheanyrighttocomplain?Afterall,therewasnoharminhisteachingChristinethebanjo。
Hiswifestillsatlookingintothefire。"Ican\'tsee,"shesaid,"aswe\'vegotabitmorecomfortofourlives,Jacob,becausewe\'vegotsuchpilesandpilesofmoney。Iwishttograciouswewasbackonthefarmthisminute。Iwishtyouhadheldoutag\'instthechildernaboutsellin\'it;\'twould\'a\'binthebestthingfur\'em,Isay。Ibelieveinmysoulthey\'llgitspoiledhereinNewYork。Ikinseeachangein\'ema\'ready——inthegirls。"
Dryfoosstretchedhimselfontheloungeagain。"Ican\'tseeasCoonrodismuchcomfort,either。Whyain\'theherewithhissisters?WhatdoesallthatworkofhisontheEastSideamountto?Itseemsasifhedoneittocrossme,asmuchasanything。"Dryfooscomplainedtohiswifeonthebasisofmereaffectionalhabit,whichinmarriedlifeoftensurvivesthesenseofintellectualequality。Hedidnotexpecthertoreasonwithhim,buttherewashelpinherlistening,andthoughshecouldonlysoothehisfretfulnesswithsoftanswerswhichwereoftenwideofthepurpose,hestillwenttoherforsolace。"Here,I\'vegoneintothisnewspaperbusiness,orwhateveritis,onhisaccount,andhedon\'tseemanymoresatisfiedthanever。Icanseehehain\'tgothisheartinit。"
"Theporeboytries;Iknowhedoes,Jacob;andhewantstopleaseyou。
Buthegiveupagooddealwhenhegiveupbein\'apreacher;Is\'poseweoughttorememberthat。"
"Apreacher!"sneeredDryfoos。"Ireckonbein\'apreacherwouldn\'tsatisfyhimnow。Hehadtheimpudencetotellmethisafternoonthathewouldliketobeapriest;andhethrewituptomethathenevercouldbebecauseI\'dkepthimfromstudyin\'。"
"Hedon\'tmeanaCatholicpriest——notaRomanone,Jacob,"theoldwomanexplained,wistfully。"He\'stoldmeallaboutit。Theyain\'tthekindo\'Catholicswebeenusedto;somesortof\'Piscopalians;andtheydoaheapo\'goodamongstthepoorfolksoverthere。Hesaysweain\'tgotanyideahowfolkslivesinthemtenementhouses,hundredsof\'eminonehouse,andwholefamiliesinaroom;anditburnsinhishearttohelp\'emlikethemFathers,asbecalls\'em,thatgivestheirlivestoit。
Hecan\'tbeaFather,hesays,becausehecan\'tgittheeddicationnow;
buthecanbeaBrother;andIcan\'tfindawordtosayag\'instit,whenitgitstotalkin\',Jacob。"
"Iain\'tsayinganythingagainsthispriests,\'Liz\'beth,"saidDryfoos。
"They\'reallwellenoughintheirway;they\'vegivenuptheirlivestoit,andit\'samatterofbusinesswiththem,likeanyother。ButwhatI\'mtalkingaboutnowisCoonrod。Idon\'tobjecttohisdoin\'allthecharityhewantsto,andtheLordknowsI\'veneverbeenstingywithhimaboutit。Hemighthaveallthemoneyhewants,togiveroundanywayhepleases。"
"That\'swhatItoldhimonce,buthesaysmoneyain\'tthething——ornottheonlythingyougottogivetothempoorfolks。Yougottogiveyourtimeandyourknowledgeandyourlove——Idon\'tknowwhatallyougottogiveyourself,ifyouexpecttohelp\'em。That\'swhatCoonrodsays。"
"Well,Icantellhimthatcharitybeginsathome,"saidDryfoos,sittingupinhisimpatience。"Andhe\'dbettergivehimselftousalittle——tohisoldfatherandmother。Andhissisters。What\'shedoin\'goin\'offtheretohismeetings,andIdon\'tknowwhatall,an\'leavin\'themherealone?"
"Why,ain\'tMr。Beatonwith\'em?"askedtheoldwoman。"IthoughtI
hearedhisvoice。"
"Mr。Beaton!Ofcourseheis!Andwho\'sMr。Beaton,anyway?"
"Why,ain\'theoneofthemeninCoonrod\'soffice?IthoughtIheared——"
"Yes,heis!Butwhoishe?What\'shedoingroundhere?Ishemakin\'
uptoChristine?"
"Ireckonheis。FromMely\'stalk,she\'saboutcrazyoverthefellow。
Don\'tyoulikehim,Jacob?"
"Idon\'tknowhim,orwhatheis。Hehasn\'tgotanymanners。Whobroughthimhere?How\'dhecometocome,inthefirstplace?"
"Mr。Fulkersonbrunghim,Ibelieve,"saidtheoldwoman,patiently。
"Fulkerson!"Dryfoossnorted。"Where\'sMrs。Mandel,Ishouldliketoknow?Hebroughther,too。Doesshegotraipsin\'offthiswayeveryevening?"
"No,sheseemstobehereprettyregularmosto\'thetime。Idon\'tknowhowwecouldevergitalongwithouther,Jacob;sheseemstoknowjustwhattodo,andthegirlswouldbetentimesasoutbreakin\'withouther。
Ihopeyouain\'tthinkin\'o\'turnin\'heroff,Jacob?"
Dryfoosdidnotthinkitnecessarytoanswersuchaquestion。"It\'sallFulkerson,Fulkerson,Fulkerson。ItseemstomethatFulkersonaboutrunsthisfamily。HebroughtMrs。Mandel,andhebroughtthatBeaton,andhebroughtthatBostonfellow!IguessIgivehimadose,though;
andI\'lllearnFulkersonthathecan\'thaveeverythinghisownway。I
don\'twantanybodytohelpmespendmymoney。Imadeit,andIcanmanageit。IguessMr。Fulkersoncanbearalittlewatchingnow。He\'sbeentravellingprettyfree,andhe\'sgotthenotionhe\'sdriving,maybe。
I\'ma-goingtolookafterthatbookalittlemyself。"
"You\'llkillyourself,Jacob,"saidhiswife,"tryin\'todosomanythings。Andwhatisitallfur?Idon\'tseeaswe\'rebetteroff,any,forallthemoney。It\'sjustasmuchcareasitusedtobewhenwewasallthereonthefarmtogether。Iwishtwecouldgoback,Ja——"
"Wecan\'tgoback!"shoutedtheoldman,fiercely。"There\'snofarmanymoretogobackto。Thefieldsisfullofgas-wellsandoil-wellsandhell-holesgenerally;thehouseistoredown,andthebarn\'sgoin\'——"
"Thebarn!"gaspedtheoldwoman。"Oh,my!"
"IfIwastogiveallI\'mworththisminute,wecouldn\'tgobacktothefarm,anymorethanthemgirlsintherecouldgobackandbelittlechildren。Idon\'tsaywe\'reanybetteroff,forthemoney。I\'vegotmoreofitnowthanIeverhad;andthere\'snoendtotheluck;itpoursin。ButIfeellikeIwastiedhandandfoot。Idon\'tknowwhichwaytomove;Idon\'tknowwhat\'sbesttodoaboutanything。Themoneydon\'tseemtobuyanythingbutmoreandmorecareandtrouble。Wegotabighousethatweain\'tathomein;andwegotalotofhiredgirlsroundunderourfeetthathinderanddon\'thelp。Ourchildrendon\'tmindus,andwegotnofriendsorneighbors。Butithadtobe。Icouldn\'thelpbutsellthefarm,andwecan\'tgobacktoit,foritain\'tthere。Sodon\'tyousayanythingmoreaboutit,\'Liz\'beth。"
"PoreJacob!"saidhiswife。"Well,Iwoon\'t,dear。"
IV
ItwascleartoBeatonthatDryfoosdistrustedhim;andthefactheightenedhispleasureinChristine\'slikingforhim。Hewasassureofthisashewasoftheother,thoughhewasnotsosureofanyreasonforhispleasureinit。Shehadhercharm;thecharmofwildnesstowhichacertainwildnessinhimselfresponded;andthereweretimeswhenhisfancycontrivedacommonfutureforthem,whichwouldhaveaprosperityforcedfromtheoldfellow\'sloveofthegirl。Beatonlikedtheideaofthiscompulsionbetterthanhelikedtheideaofthemoney;therewassomethingalittlerepulsiveinthat;heimaginedhimselfrejectingit;
healmostwishedhewasenoughinlovewiththegirltomarryherwithoutit;thatwouldbefine。Hewastakenwithherinacertain\'measure,inacertainway;thequestionwasinwhatmeasure,inwhatway。
Itwaspartlytoescapefromthisquestionthathehurrieddown-town,anddecidedtospendwiththeLeightonsthehourremainingonhishandsbeforeitwastimetogotothereceptionforwhichhewasdressed。
ItseemedtohimimportantthatheshouldseeAlmaLeighton。Afterall,itwashercharmthatwasmostabidingwithhim;perhapsitwastobefinal。Hefoundhimselfveryhappyinhispresentrelationswithher。
Shehaddroppedthatbarrierofpretencesandironicalsurprise。Itseemedtohimthattheyhadgonebacktotheoldgroundofcommonartisticinterestwhichhehadfoundsopleasantthesummerbefore。
ApparentlysheandhermotherhadbothforgivenhisneglectoftheminthefirstmonthsoftheirstayinNewYork;hewassurethatMrs。
Leightonlikedhimaswellasever,and,iftherewasstillsomethingalittleprovisionalinAlma\'smannerattimes,itwassomethingthatpiquedmorethanitdiscouraged;itmadehimcurious,notanxious。
HefoundtheyoungladieswithFulkersonwhenherang。Heseemedtobeamusingthemboth,andtheywerebothamusedbeyondthemeritofsosmallapleasantry,Beatonthought,whenFulkersonsaid:"Introducemyself,Mr。Beaton:Mr。Fulkersonof\'EveryOtherWeek。\'ThinkI\'vemetyouatourplace。"Thegirlslaughed,andAlmaexplainedthathermotherwasnotverywell,andwouldbesorrynottoseehim。Thensheturned,ashefelt,perversely,andwentontalkingwithFulkersonandlefthimtoMissWoodburn。
Shefinallyrecognizedhisdisappointment:"Ahdon\'toftengetachanceatyou,Mr。Beaton,andAh\'mjustgoin\'totoakyo\'todeath。Yo\'havebeenSoathyo\'self,andyo\'knowho\'wedotoak。"
"I\'vesurvivedtosayyes,"Beatonadmitted。
"Oh,now,doyouthinkwetoaksomuchmo\'thanyoudointheNo\'th?"
theyoungladydeprecated。
"Idon\'tknow。Ionlyknowyoucan\'ttalktoomuchforme。IshouldliketohearyousaySoathandhouseandaboutfortherestofmylife。"
"That\'swhatAhcallraghtpersonal,Mr。Beaton。NowAh\'mgoin\'tobepersonal,too。"MissWoodburnflungoutoverherlapthesquareofclothshewasembroidering,andaskedhim:"Don\'tyouthinkthat\'sbeautiful?
Now,asanawtust——agreatawtust?"
"Asagreatawtust,yes,"saidBeaton,mimickingheraccent。"IfIwerelessthangreatImighthavesomethingtosayaboutthearrangementofcolors。You\'reasboldandoriginalasNature。"
"Really?Oh,now,dotellmeyo\'favo\'itecolo\',Mr。Beaton。"
"Myfavoritecolor?Blessmysoul,whyshouldIpreferany?Isbluegood,orredwicked?Dopeoplehavefavoritecolors?"Beatonfoundhimselfsuddenlyinterested。
"Ofco\'setheydo,"answeredthegirl。"Don\'tawtusts?"
"Ineverheardofonethathad——consciously。"
"Isitpossible?Isupposedtheyallhad。Nowmahfavo\'itecolo\'isgawnet。Don\'tyouthinkit\'saprettycolo\'?"
"Itdependsuponhowit\'sused。Doyoumeaninneckties?"BeatonstoleaglanceattheoneFulkersonwaswearing。
MissWoodburnlaughedwithherfaceboweduponherwrist。"AhdothinkyougentlemenintheNo\'thawetentahmsaslahvelyastheladies。"
"Strange,"saidBeaton。"IntheSouth——Soath,excuseme!Imadetheobservationthattheladiesweretentimesaslivelyasthegentlemen。
Whatisthatyou\'reworking?"
"This?"MissWoodburngaveitanotherflirt,andlookedatitwithaglanceofdawningrecognition。"Oh,thisisatable-covah。Wouldn\'tyoulahketoseewhereit\'stogo?"
"Why,certainly。"
"Well,ifyou\'llberaghtgoodI\'llletyo\'givemesomeprofessionaladvassaboutputtingsomethingintheco\'nersornot,whenyouhaveseenitonthetable。"
Sheroseandledthewayintotheotherroom。Beatonknewshewantedtotalkwithhimaboutsomethingelse;buthewaitedpatientlytoletherplayhercomedyout。Shespreadthecoveronthetable,andheadvisedher,ashesawshewished,againstputtinganythinginthecorners;justrunalineofherstitcharoundtheedge,hesaid。
"Mr。FulkersonandAh,why,we\'vebeenhavingaregularfaghtaboatit,"
shecommented。"Butwebothagreed,fahnally,toleaveittoyou;Mr。
Fulkersonsaidyou\'dbesuretoberaght。Ah\'msogladyoutookmahsahde。Buthe\'sagreatadmahrerofyours,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,demurely,suggestively。
"Ishe?Well,I\'magreatadmirerofFulkerson,"saidBeaton,withacapriciouswillingnesstohumorherwishtotalkaboutFulkerson。
"He\'sacapitalfellow;generous,magnanimous,withquiteanidealoffriendshipandaneyesingletothemainchanceallthetime。Hewouldadvertise\'EveryOtherWeek\'onhisfamilyvault。"
MissWoodburnlaughed,andsaidsheshouldtellhimwhatBeatonhadsaid。
"Do。Buthe\'susedtodefamationfromme,andhe\'llthinkyou\'rejoking。"
"Ahsuppose,"saidMissWoodburn,"thathe\'squahtethetahpeofaNewYorkbusinessman。"Sheadded,asifitfollowedlogically,"He\'ssodifferentfromwhatIthoughtaNewYorkbusinessmanwouldbe。"
"It\'syourVirginiatraditiontodespisebusiness,"saidBeaton,rudely。
MissWoodburnlaughedagain。"Despahseit?Mahgoodness!wewanttogetintoitandwoakitfo\'allit\'swo\'th,\'asMr。Fulkersonsays。Thattraditionisallpast。Youdon\'tknowwhattheSoathisnow。Ahsupposemahfathawdespahsesbusiness,buthe\'satraditionhimself,asAhtellhim。"Beatonwouldhaveenjoyedjoiningtheyoungladyinanythingshemightbegoingtosayinderogationofherfather,butherestrainedhimself,andshewentonmoreandmoreasifshewishedtoaccountforherfather\'shabitualhauteurwithBeaton,ifnottoexcuseit。"Ahtellhimhedon\'tunderstandtherisinggeneration。Hewasbroughtupintheoldschool,andhethinkswe\'realljustlahkehewaswhenhewasyoung,withallthoseahdealsofchivalryandfamily;but,mahgoodness!it\'smoneythatcyoantsno\'adaysintheSoath,justlahkeitdoeseverywhereelse。Ahsuppose,ifwecouldhaveslaverybackinthefawmmahfathawthinksitcouldhavebeenbroughtupto,whenthecommercialspiritwouldn\'tletitalone,itwouldbethebestthing;butwecan\'thaveitback,andAhtellhimwehadbetterhavethecommercialspiritasthenextbestthing。"
MissWoodburnwenton,withsufficientloyaltyandpiety,toexposethedifferenceofherownandherfather\'sideals,butwithwhatBeatonthoughtlessreferencetohisownunsympatheticattentionthantoaknowledgefinallyofthepersonnelandmaterielof\'EveryOtherWeek。\'
andMr。Fulkerson\'srelationtotheenterprise。"Youmostexcusemyaskingsomanyquestions,Mr。Beaton。Youknowit\'sallmahdoingthatweaweheahinNewYork。Ahjusttoldmahfathawthatifhewasevahgoin\'todoanythingwithhiswrahtings,hehadgottocomeNo\'th,andAhmadehimcome。Ahbelievehe\'dhavestayedintheSoathallhislahfe。
AndnowMr。Fulkersonwantshimtolethiseditorseesomeofhiswrahtings,andAhwantedtoknowsomethingaboatthemagazine。Weaweagreatdealexcitedaboatitinthishoase,youknow,Mr。Beaton,"sheconcluded,withalookthatnowtransferredtheinterestfromFulkersontoAlma。Sheledthewaybacktotheroomwheretheyweresitting,andwentuptotriumphoverFulkersonwithBeaton\'sdecisionaboutthetable-
cover。
AlmawasleftwithBeatonnearthepiano,andhebegantotalkabouttheDryfoosesashesatdownonthepiano-stool。HesaidhehadbeengivingMissDryfoosalessononthebanjo;hehadborrowedthebanjoofMissVance。ThenhestruckthechordhehadbeentryingtoteachChristine,andplayedovertheairhehadsung。
"Howdoyoulikethat?"heasked,whirlinground。
"Itseemsratheradisrespectfullittletune,somehow,"saidAlma,placidly。
Beatonrestedhiselbowonthecornerofthepianoandgazeddreamilyather。"Yourperceptionsarewonderful。Itisdisrespectful。Iplayedit,upthere,becauseIfeltdisrespectfultothem。"
"Doyouclaimthatasamerit?"
"No,Istateitasafact。Howcanyourespectsuchpeople?"
"Youmightrespectyourself,then,"saidthegirl。"Orperhapsthatwouldn\'tbesoeasy,either。"
"No,itwouldn\'t。Iliketohaveyousaythesethingstome,"saidBeaton,impartially。
"Well,Iliketosaythem,"Almareturned。
"Theydomegood。"
"Oh,Idon\'tknowthatthatwasmymotive。"
"Thereisnoonelikeyou——noone,"saidBeaton,asifapostrophizingherinherabsence。"Tocomefromthathouse,withitsassertionsofmoney——
youcanhearitchink;youcansmellthefouloldbanknotes;itstiflesyou——intoanatmospherelikethis,islikecomingintoanotherworld。"
"Thankyou,"saidAlma。"I\'mgladthereisn\'tthatunpleasantodorhere;
butIwishtherewasalittlemoreofthechinking。"
"No,no!Don\'tsaythat!"heimplored。"Iliketothinkthatthereisonesouluncontaminatedbythesenseofmoneyinthisbig,brutal,sordidcity。"
"Youmeantwo,"saidAlma,withmodesty。"ButifyoustifleattheDryfooses\',whydoyougothere?"
"WhydoIgo?"hemused。"Don\'tyoubelieveinknowingallthenatures,thetypes,youcan?Thosegirlsareastrangestudy:theyoungoneisasimple,earthlycreature,ascommonasanoat-fieldandtheotherasortofsylvanlife:fierce,flashing,feline——"
Almaburstoutintoalaugh。"Whataptalliteration!Anddotheylikebeingstudied?Ishouldthinkthesylvanlifemight——scratch。"
"No,"saidBeaton,withmelancholyabsence,"itonly-purrs。"
Thegirlfeltarisingindignation。"Well,then,Mr。Beaton,Ishouldhopeitwouldscratch,andbite,too。Ithinkyou\'venobusinesstogoaboutstudyingpeople,asyoudo。It\'sabominable。"
"Goon,"saidtheyoungman。"ThatPuritanconscienceofyours!
ItappealstotheoldCovenanterstraininme——likeavoiceofpre-
existence。Goon——"
"Oh,ifIwentonIshouldmerelysayitwasnotonlyabominable,butcontemptible。"
"Youcouldbemyguardianangel,Alma,"saidtheyoungman,makinghiseyesmoreandmoreslumbrousanddreamy。
"Stuff!IhopeIhaveasoulabovebuttons!"
Hesmiled,assherose,andfollowedheracrosstheroom。"Good-night;
Mr。Beaton,"shesaid。
MissWoodburnandFulkersoncameinfromtheotherroom。"What!You\'renotgoing,Beaton?"
"Yes;I\'mgoingtoareception。Istoppedinonmyway。"
"Tokilltime,"Almaexplained。
"Well,"saidFulkerson,gallantly,"thisisthelastplaceIshouldliketodoit。ButIguessI\'dbetterbegoing,too。Ithassometimesoccurredtomethatthereissuchathingasstayingtoolate。ButwithBrotherBeaton,here,juststartinginforanevening\'samusement,itdoesseemalittleearlyyet。Can\'tyouurgemetostay,somebody?"
Thetwogirlslaughed,andMissWoodburnsaid:
"Mr。Beatonissuchabutterflyoffashion!AhwishAhwasonmahwaytoapawty。Ahfeelquahteenvious。"
"Buthedidn\'tsayittomakeyou,"Almaexplained,withmeeksoftness。
"Well,wecan\'tallbeswells。Whereisyourparty,anyway,Beaton?"
askedFulkerson。"Howdoyoumanagetogetyourinvitationstothosethings?Isupposeafellowhastokeephintingroundprettylively,Neigh?"
Beatontookthesemockeriesserenely,andshookhandswithMissWoodburn,withtheeffectofhavingalreadyshakenhandswithAlma。Shestoodwithhersclaspedbehindher。
V。
BeatonwentawaywiththesmileonhisfacewhichhehadkeptinlisteningtoFulkerson,andcarrieditwithhimtothereception。
HebelievedthatAlmawasvexedwithhimformorepersonalreasonsthanshehadimplied;itflatteredhimthatsheshouldhaveresentedwhathetoldheroftheDryfooses。Shehadscoldedhimintheirbehalfapparently;butreallybecausehehadmadeherjealousbyhisinterest,ofwhateverkind,insomeoneelse。Whatfollowed,hadfollowednaturally。Unlessshehadbeenquiteasimpletonshecouldnothavemethisprovisionallove-makingonanyotherterms;andthereasonwhyBeatonchieflylikedAlmaLeightonwasthatshewasnotasimpleton。Evenupinthecountry,whenshewasoverawedbyhisacquaintance,atfirst,shewasnotverydeeplyoverawed,andattimesshewasnotoverawedatall。
Atsuchtimessheastonishedhimbytakinghismostsolemnhistrionicswithflippantincredulity,andevenburlesquingthem。Buthecouldsee,allthesame,thathehadcaughtherfancy,andheadmiredtheskillwithwhichshepunishedhisneglectwhentheymetinNewYork。HehadreallycomeverynearforgettingtheLeightons;theintangibleobligationsofmutualkindnesswhichholdsomemensofast,hunglooselyuponhim;
itwouldnothavehurthimtobreakfromthemaltogether;butwhenherecognizedthematlast,hefoundthatitstrengthenedthemindefinitelytohaveAlmaignorethemsocompletely。Ifshehadbeensentimental,orsoftlyreproachful,thatwouldhavebeentheend;hecouldnothavestoodit;hewouldhavehadtodropher。Butwhenshemethimonhisownground,andobligedhimtobesentimental,thegamewasinherhands。
Beatonlaughed,now,whenhethoughtofthat,andhesaidtohimselfthatthegirlhadgrownimmenselysinceshehadcometoNewYork;nothingseemedtohavebeenlostuponher;shemusthavekepthereyesuncommonlywideopen。Henoticedthatespeciallyintheirtalksoverherwork;shehadprofitedbyeverythingshehadseenandheard;shehadallofWetmore\'sideaspat;itamusedBeatontoseehowsheseizedeveryusefulwordthathedropped,too,andturnedhimtotechnicalaccountwhenevershecould。Helikedthat;shehadagreatdealoftalent;therewasnoquestionofthat;ifshewereamantherecouldbenoquestionofherfuture。Hebegantoconstructafutureforher;itincludedprovisionforhimself,too;itwasacommonfuture,inwhichtheirlivesandworkwereunited。
HewasfulloftheglowofitsprosperitywhenhemetMargaretVanceatthereception。
Thehousewasonewherepeoplemightchatalongtimetogetherwithoutpubliclycommittingthemselvestoaninterestineachotherexceptsuchagrewoutofeachother\'sideas。MissVancewastherebecausesheunitedinhercatholicsympathiesorambitionstheobjectsofthefashionablepeopleandoftheaestheticpeoplewhometthereoncommonground。ItwasalmosttheonlyhouseinNewYorkwherethishappenedoften,anditdidnothappenveryoftenthere。Itwasaliteraryhouse,primarily,withartisticqualifications,andthefrequentersofitweremostlyauthorsandartists;Wetmore,whowasalwaystryingtofiteverythingwithaphrase,saiditwastheunfrequenterswhowerefashionable。Therewasgreateasethere,andsimplicity;andiftherewasnotdistinction,itwasnotforwantofdistinguishedpeople,butbecausethereseemstobesomesolventinNewYorklifethatreducesallmentoacommonlevel,thattoucheseverybodywithitspotentmagicandbringstothesurfacethedeeplyunderlyingnobody。Theeffectforsometemperaments,forconsciousness,foregotism,isadmirable;forcuriosity,forheroworship,itisratherbaffling。Itisthespiritofthestreettransferredtothedrawing-room;indiscriminating,levelling,butdoubtlessfinallywholesome,andwitnessingtheimmensityoftheplace,ifnotconsentingtothegrandeurofreputationsorpresences。
Beatonnowdeniedthatthishouserepresentedasalonatall,intheoldsense;andheheldthatthesalonwasimpossible,evenundesirable,withus,whenMissVancesighedforit。Atanyrate,hesaidthatthisturmoilofcomingandgoing,thisbubbleandbabble,thiscacklingandhissingofconversationwasnottheexpressionofanysuchcivilizationashadcreatedthesalon。Here,heowned,weretheelementsofintellectualdelightfulness,buthesaidtheirassemblageinsuchquantityalonedeniedthesalon;therewastoomuchofagoodthing。