The Light That Failed

第7章

’DoyourememberwhereIusedtokeepmybank—book?’saidhe。’Torptookittobebalancedjustbeforehewentaway。Lookandsee。’

’Itwasgenerallyunderthetobacco—jar。Ah!’

’Well?’

’Oh!Fourthousandtwohundredandtenpoundsnineshillingsandapenny!Ohmy!’

’Youcanhavethepenny。That’snotbadforoneyear’swork。Isthatandahundredandtwentypoundsayeargoodenough?’

Theidlenessandtheprettyclotheswerealmostwithinherreachnow,butshemust,bybeinghousewifely,showthatshedeservedthem。

’Yes;butyou’dhavetomove,andifwetookaninventory,Ithinkwe’dfindthatMr。Beetonhasbeenprigginglittlethingsoutoftheroomshereandthere。Theydon’tlookasfullastheyused。’

’Nevermind,we’lllethimhavethem。TheonlythingI’mparticularlyanxioustotakeawayisthatpictureIusedyoufor——whenyouusedtoswearatme。We’llpulloutofthisplace,Bess,andgetawayasfaraseverwecan。’

’Ohyes,’shesaiduneasily。

’Idon’tknowwhereIcangotogetawayfrommyself,butI’lltry,andyoushallhavealltheprettyfrocksthatyoucarefor。You’lllikethat。

Givemethatkissnow,Bess。Yegods!it’sgoodtoputone’sarmroundawoman’swaistagain。’

Thencamethefulfilmentoftheprophecywithinthebrain。IfhisarmwerethusroundMaisie’swaistandakisshadjustbeengivenandtakenbetweenthem,——whythen……Hepressedthegirlmorecloselytohimselfbecausethepainwhippedhim。ShewaswonderinghowtoexplainalittleaccidenttotheMelancolia。Atanyrate,ifthismanreallydesiredthesolaceofhercompany——andcertainlyhewouldrelapseintohisoriginalsloughifshewithdrewit——hewouldnotbemorethanjustalittlevexed。

Itwouldbedelightfulatleasttoseewhatwouldhappen,andbyherteachingsitwasgoodforamantostandincertainaweofhiscompanion。

Shelaughednervously,andslippedoutofhisreach。

’Ishouldn’tworritaboutthatpictureifIwasyou,’shebegan,inthehopeofturninghisattention。

’It’satthebackofallmycanvasessomewhere。Findit,Bess;youknowitaswellasIdo。’

’Iknow——but——’

’Butwhat?You’vewitenoughtomanagethesaleofittoadealer。

Womenhagglemuchbetterthanmen。Itmightbeamatterofeightorninehundredpoundsto——tous。Isimplydidn’tliketothinkaboutitforalongtime。Itwasmixedupwithmylifeso。——Butwe’llcoverupourtracksandgetridofeverything,eh?Makeafreshstartfromthebeginning,Bess。’

Thenshebegantorepentverymuchindeed,becausesheknewthevalueofmoney。Still,itwasprobablethattheblindmanwasoverestimatingthevalueofhiswork。Gentlemen,sheknew,wereabsurdlyparticularabouttheirthings。Shegiggledasanervoushousemaidgiggleswhenshetriestoexplainthebreakageofapipe。

’I’mverysorry,butyourememberIwas——IwasangrywithyoubeforeMr。Torpenhowwentaway?’

’Youwereveryangry,child;andonmywordIthinkyouhadsomerighttobe。’

’ThenI——butaren’tyousureMr。Torpenhowdidn’ttellyou?’

’Tellmewhat?Goodgracious,whatareyoumakingsuchafussaboutwhenyoumightjustaswellbegivingmeanotherkiss?’

Hewasbeginningtolearn,notforthefirsttimeinhisexperience,thatkissingisacumulativepoison。Themoreyougetofit,themoreyouwant。

Bessiegavethekisspromptly,whispering,asshedidso,’IwassoangryI

rubbedoutthatpicturewiththeturpentine。Youaren’tangry,areyou?’

’What?Saythatagain。’Theman’shandhadclosedonherwrist。

’Irubbeditoutwithturpsandtheknife,’falteredBessie。’Ithoughtyou’donlyhavetodoitoveragain。Youdiddoitoveragain,didn’tyou?

Oh,letgoofmywrist;you’rehurtingme。’

’Isn’tthereanythingleftofthething?’

’N’nothingthatlookslikeanything。I’msorry——Ididn’tknowyou’dtakeonaboutit;Ionlymeanttodoitinfun。Youaren’tgoingtohitme?’

’Hityou!No!Let’sthink。’

Hedidnotrelaxhisholduponherwristbutstoodstaringatthecarpet。

Thenheshookhisheadasayoungsteershakesitwhenthelashofthestock—whipcrosshisnosewarnshimbacktothepathontotheshamblesthathewouldescape。ForweekshehadforcedhimselfnottothinkoftheMelancolia,becauseshewasapartofhisdeadlife。WithBessie’sreturnandcertainnewprospectsthathaddevelopedthemselves,theMelancolia——lovelierinhisimaginationthanshehadeverbeenoncanvas——reappeared。ByheraidhemighthaveprocuredmormoneywherewithtoamuseBessandtoforgetMaisie,aswellasanothertasteofanalmostforgottensuccess。Now,thankstoaviciouslittlehousemaid’sfolly,therewasnothingtolookfor——noteventhehopethathemightsomedaytakeanabidinginterestinthehousemaid。Worstofall,hehadbeenmadetoappearridiculousinMaisie’seyes。Awomanwillforgivethemanwhohasruinedherlife’sworksolongashegivesherlove;amanmayforgivethosewhoruintheloveofhislife,buthewillneverforgivethedestructionofhiswork。

’Tck——tck——tck,’saidDickbetweenhisteeth,andthenlaughedsoftly。’It’sanomen,Bessie,and——agoodmanythingsconsidered,itservesmerightfordoingwhatIhavedone。ByJove!thataccountsforMaisie’srunningaway。Shemusthavethoughtmeperfectlymad——smallblametoher!Thewholepictureruined,isn’titso?Whatmadeyoudoit?’

’BecauseIwasthatangry。I’mnotangrynow——I’mawfulsorry。’

’Iwonder。——Itdoesn’tmatter,anyhow。I’mtoblameformakingthemistake。’

’Whatmistake?’

’Somethingyouwouldn’tunderstand,dear。Greatheavens!tothinkthatalittlepieceofdirtlikeyoucouldthrowmeoutofstride!’DickwastalkingtohimselfasBessietriedtoshakeoffhisgriponherwrist。

’Iain’tapieceofdirt,andyoushouldn’tcallmeso!Ididit’causeIhatedyou,andI’monlysorrynow’causeyou’re——’causeyou’re————’

’Exactly——becauseI’mblind。There’snotingliketactinlittlethings。’

Bessiebegantosob。Shedidnotlikebeingshackledagainstherwill;shewasafraidoftheblindfaceandthelookuponit,andwassorrytoothathergreatrevengehadonlymadeDicklaugh。

’Don’tcry,’hesaid,andtookherintohisarms。’Youonlydidwhatyouthoughtright。’

’I——Iain’talittlepieceofdirt,andifyousaythatI’llnevercometoyouagain。’

’Youdon’tknowwhatyou’vedonetome。I’mnotangry——indeed,I’mnot。

Bequietforaminute。’

Bessieremainedinhisarmsshrinking。Dick’sfirstthoughtwasconnectedwithMaisie,andithurthimaswhite—hotironhurtsanopensore。

Notfornothingisamanpermittedtoallyhimselftothewrongwoman。

Thefirstpang——thefirstsenseofthingslostisbutthepreludetotheplay,fortheveryjustProvidencewhodelightsincausingpainhasdecreedthattheagonyshallreturn,andthatinthemidstofkeenestpleasure。

Theyknowthispainequallywhohaveforsakenorbeenforsakenbytheloveoftheirlife,andintheirnewwives’armsarecompelledtorealiseit。

Itisbettertoremainaloneandsufferonlythemiseryofbeingalone,solongasitispossibletofinddistractionindailywork。Whenthatresourcegoesthemanistobepitiedandleftalone。

ThesethingsandsomeothersDickconsideredwhilehewasholdingBessietohisheart。

’Thoughyoumayn’tknowit,’hesaid,raisinghishead,’theLordisajustandaterribleGod,Bess;withaverystrongsenseofhumour。Itservesmeright——howitservesmeright!Torpcouldunderstanditifhewerehere;hemusthavesufferedsomethingatyourhands,child,butonlyforaminuteorso。Isavedhim。Setthattomycredit,someone。’

’Letmego,’saidBess,herfacedarkening。’Letmego。’

’Allingoodtime。DidyoueverattendSundayschool?’

’Never。Letmego,Itellyou;you’remakingfunofme。’

’Indeed,I’mnot。I’mmakingfunofmyself……Thus。"Hesavedothers,himselfhecannotsave。"Itisn’texactlyaschool—boardtext。’Hereleasedherwrist,butsincehewasbetweenherandthedoor,shecouldnotescape。’Whatanenormousamountofmischiefonelittlewomancando!’

’I’msorry;I’mawfulsorryaboutthepicture。’

’I’mnot。I’mgratefultoyouforspoilingit……Whatwerewetalkingaboutbeforeyoumentionedthething?’

’Aboutgettingaway——andmoney。Meandyougoingaway。’

’Ofcourse。Wewillgetaway——thatistosay,Iwill。’

’Andme?’

’Youshallhavefiftywholepoundsforspoilingapicture。’

’Thenyouwon’t————?’

’I’mafraidnot,dear。Thinkoffiftypoundsforprettythingsalltoyourself。’

’Yousaidyoucouldn’tdoanythingwithoutme。’

’Thatwastruealittlewhileago。I’mbetternow,thankyou。Getmemyhat。’

’S’poseIdon’t?’

’Beetonwill,andyou’lllosefiftypounds。That’sall。Getit。’

Bessiecursedunderherbreath。Shehadpitiedthemansincerely,hadkissedhimwithalmostequalsincerity,forhewasnotunhandsome;itpleasedhertobeinawayandforatimehisprotector,andabovealltherewerefourthousandpoundstobehandledbysomeone。Nowthroughaslipofthetongueandalittlefemininedesiretogivealittle,nottoomuch,painshehadlostthemoney,theblessedidlenessandtheprettythings,thecompanionship,andthechanceoflookingoutwardlyasrespectableasareallady。

’Nowfillmeapipe。Tobaccodoesn’ttaste,butitdoesn’tmatter,andI’llthinkthingsout。What’sthedayoftheweek,Bess?’

’Tuesday。’

’ThenThursday’smail—day。Whatafool——whatablindfoolIhavebeen!?

Twenty—twopoundscoversmypassagehomeagain。Allowtenforadditionalexpenses。WemustputupatMadamBinat’sforoldtime’ssake。Thirty—twopoundsaltogether。Addahundredforthecostofthelasttrip——Gad,won’tTorpstaretoseeme!——ahundredandthirty—twoleavesseventy—eightforbaksheesh——Ishallneedit——andtoplaywith。

Whatareyoucryingfor,Bess?Itwasn’tyourfault,child;itwasminealtogether。Oh,youfunnylittleopossum,mopyoureyesandtakemeout!?

Iwantthepass—bookandthecheck—book。Stopaminute。Fourthousandpoundsatfourpercent——that’ssafeinterest——meansahundredandsixtypoundsayear;onehundredandtwentypoundsahear——alsosafe——istwoeighty,andtwohundredandeightypoundsaddedtothreehundredayearmeansgildedluxuryforasinglewoman。Bess,we’llgotothebank。’

Richerbytwohundredandtenpoundsstoredinhismoney—belt,DickcausedBessie,nowthoroughlybewildered,tohurryfromthebanktotheP。andO。offices,whereheexplainedthingstersely。

’PortSaid,singlefirst;cabinasclosetothebaggage—hatchaspossible。

Whatship’sgoing?’

’TheColgong,’saidtheclerk。

’She’sawetlittlehooker。IsitTilburyandatender,orGalleonsandthedocks?’

’Galleons。Twelve—forty,Thursday。’

’Thanks。Change,please。Ican’tseeverywell——willyoucountitintomyhand?’

’Iftheyalltooktheirpassageslikethatinsteadoftalkingabouttheirtrunks,lifewouldbeworthsomething,’saidtheclerktohisneighbour,whowastryingtoexplaintoaharassedmotherofmanythatcondensedmilkisjustasgoodforbabesatseaasdailydairy。Beingnineteenandunmarried,hespokewithconviction。

’Wearenow,’quothDick,astheyreturnedtothestudio,pattingtheplacewherehismoney—beltcoveredticketandmoney,’beyondthereachofman,ordevil,orwoman——whichismuchmoreimportant。I’vehadthreelittleaffairstocarrythroughbeforeThursday,butIneedn’taskyoutohelp,Bess。ComehereonThursdaymorningatnine。We’llbreakfast,andyoushalltakemedowntoGalleonsStation。’

’Whatareyougoingtodo?’

’Goingaway,ofcourse。WhatshouldIstayfor?’

’Butyoucan’tlookafteryourself?’

’Icandoanything。Ididn’trealiseitbefore,butIcan。I’vedoneagreatdealalready。ResolutionshallbetreatedtoonekissifBessiedoesn’tobject。’Strangelyenough,BessieobjectedandDicklaughed。’Isupposeyou’reright。Well,comeatninethedayafterto—morrowandyou’llgetyourmoney。’

’ShallIsure?’

’Idon’tbilk,andyouwon’tknowwhetherIdoornotunlessyoucome。

Oh,butit’slongandlongtowait!Good—bye,Bessie,——sendBeetonhereasyougoout。’

Thehousekeepercame。

’Whatareallthefittingsofmyroomsworth?’saidDick,imperiously。

’’Tisn’tformetosay,sir。Somethingsisveryprettyandsomeisworeoutdreadful。’

’I’minsuredfortwohundredandseventy。’

’Insurancepoliciesisnocriterion,thoughIdon’tsay————’

’Oh,damnyourlongwindedness!You’vemadeyourpickingsoutofmeandtheothertenants。Why,youtalkedofretiringandbuyingapublic—housetheotherday。Giveastraightanswertoastraightquestion。’

’Fifty,’saidMr。Beeton,withoutamoment’shesitation。

’Doubleit;orI’llbreakuphalfmysticksandburntherest。’

Hefelthiswaytoabookstandthatsupportedapileofsketch—books,andwrenchedoutoneofthemahoganypillars。

’That’ssinful,sir,’saidthehousekeeper,alarmed。

’It’smyown。Onehundredor————’

’Onehundreditis。It’llcostmethreeandsixtogetthattherepilastermended。’

’Ithoughtso。Whatanoutandoutswindleryoumusthavebeentospringthatpriceatonce!’

’IhopeI’vedonenothingtodissatisfyanyofthetenants,leastofallyou,sir。’

’Nevermindthat。Getmethemoneyto—morrow,andseethatallmyclothesarepackedinthelittlebrownbullock—trunk。I’mgoing。’

’Butthequarter’snotice?’

’I’llpayforfeit。Lookafterthepackingandleavemealone。’

Mr。Beetondiscussedthisnewdeparturewithhiswife,whodecidedthatBessiewasatthebottomofitall。Herhusbandtookamorecharitableview。

’It’sverysudden——butthenhewasalwayssuddeninhisways。Listentohimnow!’

TherewasasoundofchantingfromDick’sroom。

’We’llnevercomebackanymore,boys,We’llnevercomebacknomore;

We’llgotothedeuceonanyexcuse,Andnevercomebacknomore!?

Ohsaywe’reafloatorashore,boys,Ohsaywe’reafloatorashore;

Butwe’llnevercomebackanymore,boys,We’llnevercomebacknomore!’?

’Mr。Beeton!Mr。Beeton!Wherethedeuceismypistol?’

’Quick,he’sgoingtoshoothimself——’avin’gonemad!’saidMrs。Beeton。

Mr。BeetonaddressedDicksoothingly,butitwassometimebeforethelatter,threshingupanddownhisbedroom,couldrealisetheintentionofthepromisesto’findeverythingto—morrow,sir。’

’Oh,youcopper—nosedoldfool——youimpotentAcademician!’heshoutedatlast。’DoyousupposeIwanttoshootmyself?Takethepistolinyoursillyshakinghandthen。Ifyoutouchit,itwillgooff,becauseit’sloaded。

It’samongmycampaign—kitsomewhere——intheparcelatthebottomofthetrunk。’

LongagoDickhadcarefullypossessedhimselfofaforty—poundweightfield—equipmentconstructedbytheknowledgeofhisownexperience。Itwasthisput—awaytreasurethathewastryingtofindandrehandle。Mr。

Beetonwhippedtherevolveroutofitsplaceonthetopofthepackage,andDickdrovehishandamongthekhakicoatandbreeches,theblueclothleg—bands,andtheheavyflannelshirtsdoubledoverapairofswan—neckspurs。Undertheseandthewater—bottlelayasketch—bookandapigskincaseofstationery。

’Thesewedon’twant;youcanhavethem,Mr。Beeton。EverythingelseI’llkeep。Pack’emonthetopright—handsideofmytrunk。Whenyou’vedonethatcomeintothestudiowithyourwife。Iwantyouboth。Waitaminute;getmeapenandasheetofnotepaper。’

Itisnotaneasythingtowritewhenyoucannotsee,andDickhadparticularreasonsforwishingthathisworkshouldbeclear。Sohebegan,followinghisrighthandwithhisleft:’"ThebadnessofthiswritingisbecauseIamblindandcannotseemypen。"H’mph!——evenalawyercan’tmistakethat。Itmustbesigned,Isuppose,butitneedn’tbewitnessed。Nowaninchlower——whydidIneverlearntouseatype—writer?——"Thisisthelastwillandtestamentofme,RichardHeldar。

Iaminsoundbodilyandmentalhealth,andthereisnopreviouswilltorevoke。"——That’sallright。Damnthepen!WhereaboutsonthepaperwasI?——"IleaveeverythingthatIpossessintheworld,includingfourthousandpounds,andtwothousandsevenhundredandtwentyeightpoundsheldforme"——oh,Ican’tgetthisstraight。’Hetoreoffhalfthesheetandbeganagainwiththecautionaboutthehandwriting。Then:’I

leaveallthemoneyIpossessintheworldto’——herefollowedMaisie’sname,andthenamesofthetwobanksthatheldthemoney。

’Itmayn’tbequiteregular,butnoonehasashadowofarighttodisputeit,andI’vegivenMaisie’saddress。Comein,Mr。Beeton。Thisismysignature;Iwantyouandyourwifetowitnessit。Thanks。To—morrowyoumusttakemetothelandlordandI’llpayforfeitforleavingwithoutnotice,andI’lllodgethispaperwithhimincaseanythinghappenswhileI’maway。Nowwe’regoingtolightupthestudiostove。Staywithme,andgivememypapersasIwant’em。’

Nooneknowsuntilhehastriedhowfineablazeayear’saccumulationofbills,letters,anddocketscanmake。Dickstuffedintothestoveeverydocumentinthestudio——savingonlythreeunopenedletters;destroyedsketch—books,roughnote—books,newandhalf—finishedcanvasesalike。

’Whatalotofrubbishatenantgetsabouthimifhestayslongenoughinoneplace,tobesure,’saidMr。Beeton,atlast。

’Hedoes。Isthereanythingmoreleft?’Dickfeltroundthewalls。

’Notathing,andthestove’snighred—hot。’

’Excellent,andyou’velostaboutathousandpounds’worthofsketches。

Ho!ho!Quiteathousandpounds’worth,ifIcanrememberwhatIusedtobe。’

’Yes,sir,’politely。Mr。BeetonwasquitesurethatDickhadgonemad,otherwisehewouldhaveneverpartedwithhisexcellentfurnitureforasong。Thecanvasthingstookupstorageroomandweremuchbetteroutoftheway。

Thereremainedonlytoleavethelittlewillinsafehands:thatcouldnotbeaccomplishedtoto—morrow。Dickgropedaboutthefloorpickingupthelastpiecesofpaper,assuredhimselfagainandagainthatthereremainednowrittenwordorsignofhispastlifeindrawerordesk,andsatdownbeforethestovetillthefirediedoutandthecontractingironcrackedinthesilenceofthenight。

CHAPTERXV

Withaheartoffuriousfancies,WhereofIamcommander;

Withaburningspearandahorseofair,TothewildernessIwander。

WithaknightofghostsandshadowsIsummonedamtotourney——

Tenleaguesbeyondthewideworld’send,Methinksitisnojourney。

——Toma’Bedlam’sSong。?

’GOOD—BYE,Bess;Ipromisedyoufifty。Here’sahundred——allthatIgotformyfurniturefromBeeton。Thatwillkeepyouinprettyfrocksforsometime。You’vebeenagoodlittlegirl,allthingsconsidered,butyou’vegivenmeandTorpenhowafairamountoftrouble。’

’GiveMr。Torpenhowmyloveifyouseehim,won’tyou?’

’OfcourseIwill,dear。Nowtakemeupthegang—plankandintothecabin。Onceaboardtheluggerandthemaidis——andIamfree,Imean。’

’Who’lllookafteryouonthisship?’

’Thehead—steward,ifthere’sanyuseinmoney。ThedoctorwhenwecometoPortSaid,ifIknowanythingofP。andO。doctors。Afterthat,theLordwillprovide,asHeusedtodo。’

BessfoundDickhiscabininthewildturmoilofashipfullofleavetakersandweepingrelatives。Thenhekissedher,andlaidhimselfdowninhisbunkuntilthedecksshouldbeclear。Hewhohadtakensolongtomoveabouthisowndarkenedroomswellunderstoodthegeographyofaship,andthenecessityofseeingtohisowncomfortswasaswinetohim。

BeforethescrewbegantothrashtheshipalongtheDockshehadbeenintroducedtothehead—steward,hadroyallytippedhim,securedagoodplaceattable,openedouthisbaggage,andsettledhimselfdownwithjoyinthecabin。Itwasscarcelynecessarytofeelhiswayashemovedabout,forhekneweverythingsowell。ThenGodwasverykind:adeepsleepofwearinesscameuponhimjustashewouldhavethoughtofMaisie,andheslepttillthesteamerhadclearedthemouthoftheThamesandwasliftingtothepulseoftheChannel。

Therattleoftheengines,thereekofoilandpaint,andaveryfamiliarsoundinthenextcabinrousedhimtohisnewinheritance。

’Oh,it’sgoodtobealiveagain!’Heyawned,stretchedhimselfvigorously,andwentondecktobetoldthattheywerealmostabreastofthelightsofBrighton。ThisisnomoreopenwaterthanTrafalgalSquareisacommon;thefreelevelsbeginatUshant;butnonethelessDickcouldfeelthehealingoftheseaatworkuponhimalready。Aboisterouslittlecross—swellswungthesteamerdisrespectfullybythenose;andonewavebreakingfaraftspatteredthequarterdeckandthepileofnewdeck—chairs。Heheardthefoamfallwiththeclashofbrokenglass,wasstunginthefacebyacupful,andsniffingluxuriously,felthiswaytothesmoking—roombythewheel。Thereastrongbreezefoundhim,blewhiscapoffandlefthimbareheadedinthedoorway,andthesmoking—roomsteward,understandingthathewasavoyagerofexperience,saidthattheweatherwouldbestiffinthechopsofftheChannelandmorethanhalfagaleintheBay。Thesethingsfellastheywereforetold,andDickenjoyedhimselftotheutmost。Itisallowableandevennecessaryatseatolayfirmholdupontables,stanchions,andropesinmovingfromplacetoplace。Onlandthemanwhofeelswithhishandsispatentlyblind。Atseaevenablindmanwhoisnotsea—sickcanjestwiththedoctorovertheweaknessofhisfellows。Dicktoldthedoctormanytales——andthesearecoinofmorevaluethansilverifproperlyhandled——smokedwithhimtillunholyhoursofthenight,andsowonhisshort—livedregardthathepromisedDickafewhoursofhistimewhentheycametoPortSaid。

Andthesearoaredorwasstillasthewindsblew,andtheenginessangtheirsongdayandnight,andthesungrewstrongerdaybyday,andTomtheLascarbarbershavedDickofamorningundertheopenedhatch—gratingwherethecoolwindsblew,andtheawningswerespreadandthepassengersmademerry,andatlasttheycametoPortSaid。

’Takeme,’saidDick,tothedoctor,’toMadameBinat’s——ifyouknowwherethatis。’

’Whew!’saidthedoctor,’Ido。There’snotmuchtochoosebetween’em;

butIsupposeyou’reawarethatthat’soneoftheworsthousesintheplace。They’llrobyoutobeginwith,andknifeyoulater。’

’Notthey。Takemethere,andIcanlookaftermyself。’

SohewasbroughttoMadameBinat’sandfilledhisnostrilswiththewell—rememberedsmelloftheEast,thatrunswithoutachangefromtheCanalheadtoHong—Kong,andhismouthwiththevillainousLinguaFrancaoftheLevant。Theheatsmotehimbetweentheshoulder—bladeswiththebuffetofanoldfriend,hisfeetslippedonthesand,andhiscoat—sleevewaswarmasnew—bakedbreadwhenheliftedittohisnose。

MadameBinatsmiledwiththesmilethatknowsnoastonishmentwhenDickenteredthedrinking—shopwhichwasonesourceofhergains。Butforalittleaccidentofcompletedarknesshecouldhardlyrealisethathehadeverquittedtheoldlifethathummedinhisears。SomebodyopenedabottleofpeculiarlystrongSchiedam。ThesmellremindedDickofMonsieurBinat,who,bytheway,hadspokenofartanddegradation。

Binatwasdead;Madamesaidasmuchwhenthedoctordeparted,scandalised,sofarasaship’sdoctorcanbe,atthewarmthofDick’sreception。Dickwasdelightedatit。’Theyremembermehereafterayear。Theyhaveforgottenmeacrossthewaterbythistime。Madame,I

wantalongtalkwithyouwhenyou’reatliberty。Itisgoodtobebackagain。’

Intheeveningshesetaniron—toppedcaf?—tableoutonthesands,andDickandshesatbyit,whilethehousebehindthemfilledwithriot,merriment,oaths,andthreats。ThestarscameoutandthelightsoftheshippingintheharbourtwinkledbytheheadoftheCanal。

’Yes。Thewarisgoodfortrade,myfriend;butwhatdostthoudohere?

Wehavenotforgottenthee。’

’IwasoverthereinEnglandandIwentblind。’

’Buttherewasthegloryfirst。Weheardofithere,evenhere——IandBinat;andthouhastusedtheheadofYellow’Tina——sheisstillalive——sooftenandsowellthat’Tinalaughedwhenthepapersarrivedbythemail—boats。Itwasalwayssomethingthatweherecouldrecogniseinthepaintings。Andthentherewasalwaysthegloryandthemoneyforthee。’

’Iamnotpoor——Ishallpayyouwell。’

’Nottome。Thouhastpaidforeverything。’Underherbreath,’MonDieu,tobeblindandsoyoung!Whathorror!’

Dickcouldnotseeherfacewiththepityonit,orhisownwiththediscolouredhairatthetemples。Hedidnotfeeltheneedofpity;hewastooanxioustogettothefrontoncemore,andexplainedhisdesire。

’Andwhere?TheCanalisfulloftheEnglishships。Sometimestheyfireastheyusedtodowhenthewarwashere——tenyearsago。BeyondCairothereisfighting,buthowcanstthougotherewithoutacorrespondent’spassport?Andinthedesertthereisalwaysfighting,butthatisimpossiblealso,’saidshe。

’ImustgotoSuakin。’Heknew,thankstoAlf’sreadings,thatTorpenhowwasatworkwiththecolumnthatwasprotectingtheconstructionoftheSuakin—Berberline。P。andO。steamersdonottouchatthatport,and,besides,MadameBinatkneweverybodywhosehelporadvicewasworthanything。Theywerenotrespectablefolk,buttheycouldcausethingstobeaccomplished,whichismuchmoreimportantwhenthereisworktoward。

’ButatSuakintheyarealwaysfighting。Thatdesertbreedsmenalways——andalwaysmoremen。Andtheyaresobold!WhytoSuakin?’

’Myfriendisthere。

’Thyfriend!Chtt!Thyfriendisdeath,then。’

MadameBinatdroppedafatarmonthetable—top,filledDick’sglassanew,andlookedathimcloselyunderthestars。Therewasnoneedthatheshouldbowhisheadinassentandsay——

’No。Heisaman,but——ifitshouldarrive……blamestthou?’

’Iblame?’shelaughedshrilly。’WhoamIthatIshouldblameanyone——exceptthosewhotrytocheatmeovertheirconsommations。Butitisveryterrible。’

’ImustgotoSuakin。Thinkforme。Agreatdealhaschangedwithintheyear,andthemenIknewarenothere。TheEgyptianlighthousesteamergoesdowntheCanaltoSuakin——andthepost—boats——Buteventhen————’

’Donotthinkanylonger。Iknow,anditisformetothink。Thoushaltgo——thoushaltgoandseethyfriend。Bewise。Sithereuntilthehouseisalittlequiet——Imustattendtomyguests——andafterwardsgotobed。Thoushaltgo,intruth,thoushaltgo。’

’To—morrow?’

’Assoonasmaybe。’Shewastalkingasthoughhewereachild。

Hesatatthetablelisteningtothevoicesintheharbourandthestreets,andwonderinghowsoontheendwouldcome,tillMadameBinatcarriedhimofftobedandorderedhimtosleep。Thehouseshoutedandsanganddancedandrevelled,MadameBinatmovingthroughitwithoneeyeontheliquorpaymentsandthegirlsandtheotheronDick’sinterests。TothislatterendshesmileduponscowlingandfurtiveTurkishofficersoffellaheenregiments,andmorethankindtocamelagentsofnonationalitywhatever。

Intheearlymorning,beingthenappropriatelydressedinaflamingredsilkball—dress,withafrontoftarnishedgoldembroideryandanecklaceofplate—glassdiamonds,shemadechocolateandcarrieditintoDick。

’ItisonlyI,andIamofdiscreetage,eh?Drinkandeattherolltoo。ThusinFrancemothersbringtheirsons,whenthosebehavewisely,themorningchocolate。’Shesatdownonthesideofthebedwhispering:——

’Itisallarranged。Thouwiltgobythelighthouseboat。ThatisabribeoftenpoundsEnglish。ThecaptainisneverpaidbytheGovernment。TheboatcomestoSuakininfourdays。TherewillgowiththeeGeorge,aGreekmuleteer。Anotherbribeoftenpounds。Iwillpay;theymustnotknowofthymoney。Georgewillgowiththeeasfarashegoeswithhismules。Thenhecomesbacktome,forhiswell—belovedishere,andifIdonotreceiveatelegramfromSuakinsayingthatthouartwell,thegirlanswersforGeorge。’

’Thankyou。’Hereachedoutsleepilyforthecup。’Youaremuchtookind,Madame。’

’IftherewereanythingthatImightdoIwouldsay,stayhereandbewise;butIdonotthinkthatwouldbebestforthee。’Shelookedatherliquor—staineddresswithasadsmile。’Nay,thoushaltgo,intruth,thoushaltgo。Itisbestso。Myboy,itisbestso。’

ShestoopedandkissedDickbetweentheeyes。’Thatisforgood—morning,’shesaid,goingaway。’WhenthouartdressedwewillspeaktoGeorgeandmakeeverythingready。Butfirstwemustopenthelittletrunk。Givemethekeys。’

’Theamountofkissinglatelyhasbeensimplyscandalous。IshallexpectTorptokissmenext。Heismorelikelytoswearatmeforgettinginhisway,though。Well,itwon’tlastlong。——Ohe,Madame,helpmetomytoiletteoftheguillotine!Therewillbenochanceofdressingproperlyoutyonder。’

Hewasrummagingamonghisnewcampaign—kit,androwellinghishandswiththespurs。Therearetwosaysofwearingwell—oiledankle—jacks,spotlessbluebands,khakicoatandbreeches,andaperfectlypipeclayedhelmet。Therightwayisthewayoftheuntiredman,masterofhimself,settingoutuponanexpedition,wellpleased。

’Everythingmustbeverycorrect,’Dickexplained。’Itwillbecomedirtyafterwards,butnowitisgoodtofeelwelldressed。Iseverythingasitshouldbe?’

Hepattedtherevolverneatlyhiddenunderthefulnessoftheblouseontherighthipandfingeredhiscollar。

’Icandonomore,’Madamesaid,betweenlaughingandcrying。’Lookatthyself——butIforgot。’

’Iamverycontent。’Hestrokedthecreaselessspiralsofhisleggings。

’NowletusgoandseethecaptainandGeorgeandthelighthouseboat。

Bequick,Madame。’

’Butthoucanstnotbeseenbytheharbourwalkingwithmeinthedaylight。FiguretoyourselfifsomeEnglishladies————’

’TherearenoEnglishladies;andifthereare,Ihaveforgottenthem。

Takemethere。’

Inspiteofthisburningimpatienceitwasnearlyeveningerethelighthouseboatbegantomove。MadamehadsaidagreatdealbothtoGeorgeandthecaptaintouchingthearrangementsthatweretobemadeforDick’sbenefit。VeryfewmenwhohadthehonourofheracquaintancecaredtodisregardMadame’sadvice。Thatsortofcontemptmightendinbeingknifedbyastrangerinagamblinghelluponsurprisinglyshortprovocation。

Forsixdays——twoofthemwerewastedinthecrowdedCanal——thelittlesteamerworkedherwaytoSuakin,whereshewastopickupthesuperintendentofthelighthouse;andDickmadeithisbusinesstopropitiateGeorge,whowasdistractedwithfearsforthesafetyofhislight—of—loveandhalfinclinedtomakeDickresponsibleforhisowndiscomfort。WhentheyarrivedGeorgetookhimunderhiswing,andtogethertheyenteredthered—hotseaport,encumberedwiththematerialandwastageoftheSuakin—Bergerline,fromlocomotivesindisconsolatefragmentstomoundsofchairsandpot—sleepers。

’Ifyoukeepwithme,’saidGeorge,’nobodywillaskforpassportsorwhatyoudo。Theyareallverybusy。’

’Yes;butIshouldliketohearsomeoftheEnglishmentalk。Theymightrememberme。Iwasknownherealongtimeago——whenIwassomeoneindeed。’

’Alongtimeagoisaverylongtimeagohere。Thegraveyardsarefull。

Nowlisten。ThisnewrailwayrunsoutsofarasTanai—el—Hassan——thatissevenmiles。Thenthereisacamp。TheysaythatbeyondTanai—el—HassantheEnglishtroopsgoforward,andeverythingthattheyrequirewillbebroughttothembythisline。’

’Ah!Basecamp。Isee。That’sabetterbusinessthanfightingFuzziesintheopen。’

’Forthisreasoneventhemulestoupintheiron—train。’

’Ironwhat?’

’Itisallcoveredwithiron,becauseitisstillbeingshotat。’

’Anarmouredtrain。Betterandbetter!Goon,faithfulGeorge。’

’AndIgoupwithmymulesto—night。Onlythosewhoparticularlyrequiretogotothecampgooutwiththetrain。Theybegintoshootnotfarfromthecity。’

’Thedears——theyalwaysusedto!’Dicksnuffedthesmellofparcheddust,heatediron,andflakingpaintwithdelight。Certainlytheoldlifewaswelcominghimbackmostgenerously。

’WhenIhavegotmymulestogetherIgoupto—night,butyoumustfirstsendatelegramofPortSaid,declaringthatIhavedoneyounoharm。’

’Madamehasyouwellinhand。Wouldyoustickaknifeintomeifyouhadthechance?’

’Ihavenochance,’saidtheGreek。’Sheistherewiththatwoman。’

’Isee。It’sabadthingtobedividedbetweenloveofwomanandthechanceofloot。Isympathisewithyou,George。’

Theywenttothetelegraph—officeunquestioned,foralltheworldwasdesperatelybusyandhadscarcelytimetoturnitshead,andSuakinwasthelastplaceunderskythatwouldbechosenforholiday—ground。OntheirreturnthevoiceofanEnglishsubalternaskedDickwhathewasdoing。ThebluegoggleswereoverhiseyesandhewalkedwithhishandonGeorge’selbowashereplied——

’EgyptianGovernment——mules。MyordersaretogivethemovertotheA。

C。G。atTanai—el—Hassan。Anyoccasiontoshowmypapers?’

’Oh,certainlynot。Ibegyourpardon。I’dnorighttoask,butnotseeingyourfacebeforeI————’

’Igooutinthetrainto—night,Isuppose,’saidDick,boldly。’Therewillbenodifficultyinloadingupthemules,willthere?’

’Youcanseethehorse—platformsfromhere。Youmusthavethemloadedupearly。’Theyoungmanwentawaywonderingwhatsortofbroken—downwaifthismightbewhotalkedlikeagentlemanandconsortedwithGreekmuleteers。Dickfeltunhappy。TooutfaceanEnglishofficerisnosmallthing,buttheblufflosesrelishwhenoneplaysitfromtheutterdark,andstumblesupanddownroughways,thinkingandeternallythinkingofwhatmighthavebeenifthingshadfallenoutotherwise,andallhadbeenasitwasnot。

GeorgesharedhismealwithDickandwentofftothemule—lines。Hischargesataloneinashedwithhisfaceinhishands。Beforehistight—shuteyesdancedthefaceofMaisie,laughing,withpartedlips。Therewasagreatbustleandclamourabouthim。HegrewafraidandalmostcalledforGeorge。

’Isay,haveyougotyourmulesready?’Itwasthevoiceofthesubalternoverhisshoulder。

’Myman’slookingafterthem。The——thefactisI’veatouchofophthalmiaandcan’tseeverywell。

’ByJove!that’sbad。Yououghttolieupinhospitalforawhile。I’vehadaturnofitmyself。It’sasbadasbeingblind。’

’SoIfindit。Whendoesthisarmouredtraingo?’

’Atsixo’clock。Ittakesanhourtocoverthesevenmiles。’

’AretheFuzziesontherampage——eh?’

’Aboutthreenightsaweek。FactisI’minactingcommandofthenight—train。ItgenerallyrunsbackemptytoTanaiforthenight。’

’BigcampatTanai,Isuppose?’

’Prettybig。Ithastofeedourdesert—columnsomehow。’

’Isthatfaroff?’

’Betweenthirtyandfortymiles——inaninfernalthirstycountry。’

’IsthecountryquietbetweenTanaiandourmen?’

’Moreorless。Ishouldn’tcaretocrossitalone,orwithasubaltern’scommandforthematterofthat,butthescoutsgetthroughitinsomeextraordinaryfashion。’

’Theyalwaysdid。’

’Haveyoubeenherebefore,then?’

’Iwasthroughmostofthetroublewhenitfirstbrokeout。’

’Intheserviceandcashiered,’wasthesubaltern’sfirstthought,soherefrainedfromputtinganyquestions。

’There’syoumancomingupwiththemules。Itseemsratherqueer————’

’ThatIshouldbemule—leading?’saidDick。

’Ididn’tmeantosayso,butitis。Forgiveme——it’sbeastlyimpertinenceI

know,butyouspeaklikeamanwhohasbeenatapublicschool。There’snomistakingthetone。’

’Iamapublicschoolman。’

’Ithoughtso。Isay,Idon’twanttohurtyourfeelings,butyou’realittledownonyourluck,aren’tyou?Isawyousittingwithyourheadinyourhands,andthat’swhyIspoke。’

’Thanks。Iamaboutasthoroughlyandcompletelybrokeasamanneedbe。’

’Suppose——ImeanI’mapublicschoolmanmyself。Couldn’tI

perhaps——takeitasaloany’knowand————’

’You’remuchtoogood,butonmyhonourI’veasmuchmoneyasIwant……Itellyouwhatyoucoulddoforme,though,andputmeunderaneverlastingobligation。Letmecomeintothebogietruckofthetrain。

Thereisafore—truck,isn’tthere?’

’Yes。Howd’youknow?’

’I’vebeeninanarmouredtrainbefore。Onlyletmesee——hearsomeofthefunImean,andI’llbegrateful。Igoatmyownriskasanon—combatant。’

Theyoungmanthoughtforaminute。’Allright,’hesaid。’We’resupposedtobeanemptytrain,andthere’snoonetoblowmeupattheotherend。’

Georgeandahordeofyellingamateurassistantshadloadedupthemules,andthenarrow—gaugearmouredtrain,platedwiththree—eighthsinchboiler—platetillitlookedlikeonelongcoffin,stoodreadytostart。

Twobogietrucksrunningbeforethelocomotivewerecompletelycoveredinwithplating,exceptthattheleadingonewaspiercedinfrontforthemuzzleofamachine—gun,andthesecondateithersideforlateralfire。

Thetruckstogethermadeonelongiron—vaultedchamberinwhichascoreofartillerymenwererioting。

’Whitechapel——lasttrain!Ah,Iseeyerkissin’inthefirstclassthere!’

somebodyshouted,justasDickwasclamouringintotheforwardtruck。

’Lordy!’Ere’sareallivepassengerfortheKew,Tanai,Acton,andEalin’train。Echo,sir。Speshuledition!Star,sir。’——’ShallIgetyouafoot—warmer?’saidanother。

’Thanks。I’llpaymyfooting,’saidDick,andrelationsofthemostamiablewereestablishederesilencecamewiththearrivalofthesubaltern,andthetrainjoltedoutovertheroughtrack。

’ThisisanimmenseimprovementonshootingtheunimpressionableFuzzyintheopen,’saidDick,fromhisplaceinthecorner。

’Oh,buthe’sstillunimpressed。Therehegoes!’saidthesubaltern,asabulletstrucktheoutsideofthetruck。’Wealwayshaveatleastonedemonstrationagainstthenight—train。Generallytheyattacktherear—truck,wheremyjuniorcommands。Hegetsallthefunofthefair。’

’Notto—nightthough!Listen!’saidDick。Aflightofheavy—handedbulletswassucceededbyyellingandshouts。Thechildrenofthedesertvaluedtheirnightlyamusement,andthetrainwasanexcellentmark。

’Isitworthgivingthemhalfahopperfull?’thesubalternaskedoftheengine,whichwasdrivenbyaLieutenantofSappers。

’Ishouldthinkso!Thisismysectionoftheline。They’llbeplayingoldHarrywithmypermanentwayifwedon’tstop’em。’

’RightO!’

’Hrrmph!’saidthemachinegunthroughallitsfivenosesasthesubalterndrewtheleverhome。Theemptycartridgesclashedonthefloorandthesmokeblewbackthroughthetruck。Therewasindiscriminatefiringattherearofthetrain,andreturnfirefromthedarknesswithoutandunlimitedhowling。Dickstretchedhimselfonthefloor,wildwithdelightatthesoundsandthesmells。

’Godisverygood——IneverthoughtI’dhearthisagain。Give’emhell,men。Oh,give’emhell!’hecried。

Thetrainstoppedforsomeobstructiononthelineaheadandapartywentouttoreconnoitre,butcameback,cursing,forspades。Thechildrenofthedeserthadpiledsandandgravelontherails,andtwentyminuteswerelostinclearingitaway。Thentheslowprogressrecommenced,tobevariedwithmoreshots,moreshoutings,thesteadyclackandkickofthemachineguns,andafinaldifficultywithahalf—liftedrailerethetraincameundertheprotectionoftheroaringcampatTanai—el—Hassan。

’Now,youseewhyittakesanhourandahalftofetchherthrough,’saidthesubaltern,unshippingthecartridge—hopperabovehispetgun。

’Itwasalark,though。Ionlywishithadlastedtwiceaslong。Howsuperbitmusthavelookedfromoutside!’saidDick,sighingregretfully。

’Itpallsafterthefirstfewnights。Bytheway,whenyou’vesettledaboutyourmules,comeandseewhatwecanfindtoeatinmytent。I’mBenniloftheGunners——intheartillerylines——andmindyoudon’tfallovermytent—ropesinthedark。’

ButitwasalldarktoDick。Hecouldonlysmellthecamels,thehay—bales,thecooking,thesmokyfires,andthetannedcanvasofthetentsashestood,wherehehaddroppedfromthetrain,shoutingforGeorge。Therewasasoundoflight—heartedkickingontheironskinofthereartrucks,withsquealingandgrunting。Georgewasunloadingthemules。

TheenginewasblowingoffsteamnearlyinDick’sear;acoldwindofthedesertdancedbetweenhislegs;hewashungry,andfelttiredanddirty——sodirtythathetriedtobrushhiscoatwithhishands。Thatwasahopelessjob;hethrusthishandsintohispocketsandbegantocountoverthemanytimesthathehadwaitedinstrangeorremoteplacesfortrainsorcamels,mulesorhorses,tocarryhimtohisbusiness。Inthosedayshecouldsee——fewmenmoreclearly——andthespectacleofanarmedcampatdinnerunderthestarewasaneverfreshpleasuretotheeye。Therewascolour,light,andmotion,withoutwhichnomanhasmuchpleasureinliving。Thisnightthereremainedforhimonlyonemorejourneythroughthedarknessthatneverliftstotellamanhowfarhehastravelled。ThenhewouldgripTorpenhow’shandagain——Torpenhow,whowasaliveandstrong,andlivedinthemidstoftheactionthathadoncemadethereputationofamancalledDickHeldar:notintheleasttobeconfusedwiththeblind,bewilderedvagabondwhoseemedtoanswertothesamename。Yes,hewouldfindTorpenhow,andcomeasneartotheoldlifeasmightbe。Afterwardshewouldforgeteverything:Bessie,whohadwreckedtheMelancoliaandsonearlywreckedhislife;Beeton,wholivedinastrangeunrealcityfulloftin—tacksandgas—plugsandmattersthatnomenneeded;thatirrationalbeingwhohadofferedhimloveandloyaltyfornothing,buthadnotsignedhername;andmostofallMaisie,who,fromherownpointofview,wasundeniablyrightinallshedid,butoh,atthisdistance,sotantalisinglyfair。

George’shandonhisarmpulledhimbacktothesituation。

’Andwhatnow?’saidGeorge。

’Ohyesofcourse。Whatnow?Takemetothecamel—men。Takemetowherethescoutssitwhentheycomeinfromthedesert。Theysitbytheircamels,andthecamelseatgrainoutofablackblanketheldupatthecorners,andthemeneatbytheirsidejustlikecamels。Takemethere!’

Thecampwasroughandrutty,andDickstumbledmanytimesoverthestumpsofscrub。Thescoutsweresittingbytheirbeasts,asDickknewtheywould。Thelightofthedung—firesflickeredontheirbeardedfaces,andthecamelsbubbledandmumbledbesidethematrest。ItwasnopartofDick’spolicytogointothedesertwithaconvoyofsupplies。Thatwouldleadtoimpertinentquestions,andsinceablindnon—combatantisnotneededatthefront,hewouldprobablybeforcedtoreturntoSuakin。

Hemustgoupalone,andgoimmediately。

’Nowforonelastbluff——thebiggestofall,’hesaid。’Peacebewithyou,brethren!’ThewatchfulGeorgesteeredhimtothecircleofthenearestfire。Theheadsofthecamel—sheiksbowedgravely,andthecamels,scentingaEuropean,lookedsidewayscuriouslylikebroodinghens,halfreadytogettotheirfeet。

’Abeastandadrivertogotothefightinglineto—night,’saidDick。

’AMulaid?’saidavoice,scornfullynamingthebestbaggage—breedthatheknew。

’ABisharin,’returnedDick,withperfectgravity。’ABisharinwithoutsaddle—galls。Thereforenochargeofthine,shock—head。’

Twoorthreeminutespassed。Then——

’Webeknee—halteredforthenight。Thereisnogoingoutfromthecamp。’

’Notformoney?’

’H’m!Ah!Englishmoney?’

Anotherdepressingintervalofsilence。

’Howmuch?’

’Twenty—fivepoundsEnglishpaidintothehandofthedriveratmyjourney’send,andasmuchmoreintothehandofthecamel—sheikhere,tobepaidwhenthedriverreturns。’

Thiswasroyalpayment,andthesheik,whoknewthathewouldgethiscommissiononthisdeposit,stirredinDick’sbehalf。

’Forscarcelyonenight’sjourney——fiftypounds。Landandwellsandgoodtreesandwivestomakeamancontentfortherestofhisdays。Whospeaks?’saidDick。

’I,’saidavoice。’Iwillgo——butthereisnogoingfromthecamp。’

’Fool!Iknowthatacamelcanbreakhisknee—halter,andthesentriesdonotfireifonegoesinchase。Twenty—fivepoundsandanothertwenty—fivepounds。ButthebeastmustbeagoodBisharin;Iwilltakenobaggage—camel。’

Thenthebargainingbegan,andattheendofhalfanhourthefirstdepositwaspaidovertothesheik,whotalkedinlowtonestothedriver。

Dickheardthelattersay:’Alittlewayoutonly。Anybaggage—beastwillserve。AmIafooltowastemycattleforablindman?’

’AndthoughIcannotsee’——Dickliftedhisvoicealittle——’yetIcarrythatwhichhassixeyes,andthedriverwillsitbeforeme。IfwedonotreachtheEnglishtroopsinthedawnhewillbedead。’

’Butwhere,inGod’sname,arethetroops?’

’Unlessthouknowestletanothermanride。Dostthouknow?Rememberitwillbelifeordeathtothee。’

’Iknow,’saidthedriver,sullenly。’Standbackfrommybeast。Iamgoingtosliphim。’

’Notsoswiftly。George,holdthecamel’sheadamoment。Iwanttofeelhischeek。’Thehandswanderedoverthehidetilltheyfoundthebrandedhalf—circlethatisthemarkoftheBiharin,thelight—builtriding—camel。

’Thatiswell。Cutthisoneloose。RemembernoblessingofGodcomesonthosewhotrytocheattheblind。’

Themenchuckledbythefiresatthecamel—driver’sdiscomfiture。Hehadintendedtosubstituteaslow,saddle—galledbaggage—colt。

’Standback!’oneshouted,lashingtheBiharinunderthebellywithaquirt。Dickobeyedassoonashefeltthenose—stringtighteninhishand,——andacrywentup,’Illaha!Aho!Heisloose。’

WitharoarandagrunttheBiharinrosetohisfeetandplungedforwardtowardthedesert,hisdriverfollowingwithshoutsandlamentation。

GeorgecaughtDick’sarmandhurriedhimstumblingandtrippingpastadisgustedsentrywhowasusedtostampedingcamels。

’What’stherownow?’hecried。

’Everystitchofmykitonthatblasteddromedary,’Dickanswered,afterthemannerofacommonsoldier。

’Goon,andtakecareyourthroat’snotcutoutside——youandyourdromedary’s。’

Theoutcriesceasedwhenthecamelhaddisappearedbehindahillock,andhisdriverhadcalledhimbackandmadehimkneeldown。

’Mountfirst,’saidDick。Thenclimbingintothesecondseatandgentlyscrewingthepistolmuzzleintothesmallofhiscompanion’sback,’GooninGod’sname,andswiftly。Good—bye,George。RemembermetoMadame,andhaveagoodtimewithyourgirl。Getforward,childofthePit!’

Afewminuteslaterhewasshutupinagreatsilence,hardlybrokenbythecreakingofthesaddleandthesoftpadofthetirelessfeet。Dickadjustedhimselfcomfortablytotherockandpitchofthepace,girthedhisbelttighter,andfeltthedarknessslidepast。Foranhourhewasconsciousonlyofthesenseofrapidprogress。

’Agoodcamel,’hesaidatlast。

’Hewasneverunderfed。Heismyownandcleanbred,’thedriverreplied。

’Goon。’

Hisheaddroppedonhischestandhetriedtothink,butthetenorofhisthoughtswasbrokenbecausehewasverysleepy。InthehalfdozeinseemedthathewaslearningapunishmenthymnatMrs。Jennett’s。HehadcommittedsomecrimeasbadasSabbath—breaking,andshehadlockedhimupinhisbedroom。Buthecouldneverrepeatmorethanthefirsttwolinesofthehymn——

WhenIsraeloftheLordbelievedOutofthelandofbondagecame。

Hesaidthemoverandoverthousandsoftimes。Thedriverturnedinthesaddletoseeiftherewereanychanceofcapturingtherevolverandendingtheride。Dickroused,struckhimovertheheadwiththebutt,andstormedhimselfwideawake。Somebodyhiddeninaclumpofcamel—thornshoutedasthecameltoileduprisingground。Ashotwasfired,andthesilenceshutdownagain,bringingthedesiretosleep。Dickcouldthinknolonger。Hewastootiredandstiffandcrampedtodomorethannoduneasilyfromtimetotime,wakingwithastartandpunchingthedriverwiththepistol。

’Isthereamoon?’heaskeddrowsily。

’Sheisnearhersetting。’

’IwishthatIcouldseeher。Haltthecamel。Atleastletmehearthedeserttalk。’

Themanobeyed。Outoftheutterstillnesscameonebreathofwind。Itrattledthedeadleavesofashrubsomedistanceawayandceased。A

handfulofdryearthdetacheditselffromtheedgeofarailtrenchandcrumbledsoftlytothebottom。

’Goon。Thenightisverycold。’

Thosewhohavewatchedtillthemorningknowhowthelasthourbeforethelightlengthensitselfintomanyeternities。ItseemedtoDickthathehadneversincethebeginningoforiginaldarknessdoneanythingatallsavejoltthroughtheair。Onceinathousandyearshewouldfingerthenailheadsonthesaddle—frontandcountthemallcarefully。Centurieslaterhewouldshifthisrevolverfromhisrighthandtohisleftandallowtheeasedarmtodropdownathisside。FromthesafedistanceofLondonhewaswatchinghimselfthusemployed,——watchingcritically。Yetwheneverheputouthishandtothecanvasthathemightpaintthetawnyyellowdesertundertheglareofthesinkingmoon,theblackshadowofacamelandthetwobowedfiguresatop,thathandheldarevolverandthearmwasnumbedfromwristtocollar—bone。Moreover,hewasinthedark,andcouldseenocanvasofanykindwhatever。

Thedrivergrunted,andDickwasconsciousofachangeintheair。

’Ismellthedawn,’hewhispered。

’Itishere,andyonderarethetroops。HaveIdonewell?’

Thecamelstretchedoutitsneckandroaredastherecamedownwindthepungentreekofcamelsinthesquare。

’Goon。Wemustgetthereswiftly。Goon。’

’Theyaremovingintheircamp。ThereissomuchdustthatIcannotseewhattheydo。’

’AmIinbettercase?Goforward。’

Theycouldhearthehumofvoicesahead,thehowlingandthebubblingofthebeastsandthehoarsecriesofthesoldiersgirthingupfortheday。

Twoorthreeshotswerefired。

’Isthatatus?SurelytheycanseethatIamEnglish,’Dickspokeangrily。

’Nay,itisfromthedesert,’thedriveranswered,coweringinhissaddle。

’Goforward,mychild!Wellitisthatthedawndidnotuncoverusanhourago。’

Thecamelheadedstraightforthecolumnandtheshotsbehindmultiplied。Thechildrenofthedeserthadarrangedthatmostuncomfortableofsurprises,adawnattackfortheEnglishtroops,andweregettingtheirdistancebysnap—shotsattheonlymovingobjectwithoutthesquare。

’Whatluck!Whatstupendousandimperialluck!’saidDick。’It’s"justbeforethebattle,mother。"Oh,Godhasbeenmostgoodtome!?

Only’——theagonyofthethoughtmadehimscrewuphiseyesforaninstant——’Maisie……’

’Allahu!Wearein,’saidtheman,ashedroveintotherearguardandthecamelknelt。

’Whothedeuceareyou?Despatchesorwhat?What’sthestrengthoftheenemybehindthatridge?Howdidyougetthrough?’askedadozenvoices。ForallanswerDicktookalongbreath,unbuckledhisbelt,andshoutedfromthesaddleatthetopofaweariedanddustyvoice,’Torpenhow!Ohe,Torp!Coo—ee,Tor—pen—how。’

Abeardedmanrakingintheashesofafireforalighttohispipemovedveryswiftlytowardsthatcry,astherearguard,facingabout,begantofireatthepuffsofsmokefromthehillocksaround。Graduallythescatteredwhitecloudletsdrewoutintothelonglinesofbankedwhitethathungheavilyinthestillnessofthedawnbeforetheyturnedoverwave—likeandglidedintothevalleys。Thesoldiersinthesquarewerecoughingandswearingastheirownsmokeobstructedtheirview,andtheyedgedforwardtogetbeyondit。Awoundedcamelleapedtoitsfeetandroaredaloud,thecryendinginabubblinggrunt。Someonehadcutitsthroattopreventconfusion。Thencamethethicksobofamanreceivinghisdeath—woundfromabullet;thenayellofagonyandredoubledfiring。

Therewasnotimetoaskanyquestions。

’Getdown,man!Getdownbehindthecamel!’

’No。Putme,Ipray,intheforefrontofthebattle。’DickturnedhisfacetoTorpenhowandraisedhishandtosethishelmetstraight,but,miscalculatingthedistance,knockeditoff。Torpenhowsawthathishairwasgrayonthetemples,andthathisfacewasthefaceofanoldman。

’Comedown,youdamnedfool!Dickie,comeoff!’

AndDickcameobediently,butasatreefalls,pitchingsidewaysfromtheBisharin’ssaddleatTorpenhow’sfeet。Hisluckhadheldtothelast,eventothecrowningmercyofakindlybulletthroughhishead。

Torpenhowkneltundertheleeofthecamel,withDick’sbodyinhisarms。

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