The Man Between

第7章

"Mydarlinggrandmother,"shecried,"I

thoughtyouwouldnevercomehome。"

"Itwasn’tmyfault,dear。MissHillisandanimbecileyoungdoctormademebelieveIhadacold。Ihadnocold。IhadnothingatallbutwhatIoughttohave。I’vebeenmadetotakeallsortsofthings,anddoallsortsofthingsthatIhatetotakeandhatetodo。FortendaysI’vebeenkickingmyoldheelsagainstbedclothes。YesterdayItookthingsinmyownhands。"

"Nevermind,Grannydear,itwasallagooddiscipline。"

"Discipline!Youimpertinentyounglady!Disciplineforyourgrandmother!

Discipline,indeed!Thatonewordmaycostyouathousanddollars,miss。"

"Idon’tcareifitdoes,onlyyoumustgivethethousanddollarstopoorMissHillis。"

"PoorMissHillishashadamostcomfortabletimewithmeallsummer。"

"Iknowshehas,consequentlyshewillfeelhercomfortlessroomandpovertyallthemoreafterit。Giveherthethousand,Granny。

I’mwilling。"

"Whatkindofcompanyhaveyoubeenkeeping,EthelRawdon?Whohastaughtyoutosquanderdollarsbythethousand?

Discipline!Ithinkyouaregivingmealittlenow——athousanddollarsalesson,itseems——

nowonder,afterthecarryings-onatRawdonCourt。"

"Deargrandmother,wehadtheloveliesttimeyoucanimagine。Andthereisnot,inalltheworld,suchanobleoldgentlemanasSquirePercivalRawdon。"

"IknowallaboutPercivalRawdon——aproud,careless,extravagant,loose-at-endsman,dancingandsingingandlovingasitsuitedtimeandseason,takingnothoughtforthefuture,andspendingwithbothhands;

hardonwomen,too,ascouldbe。"

"Grandmother,Ineversawamorecourteousgentleman。Heworshipswomen。Hewasnevertiredoftalkingaboutyou。"

"Whathadhetosayaboutme?"

"Thatyouweretheloveliestgirlinthecounty,andthathenevercouldforgetthefirsttimehesawyou。Hesaidyouwerelikethevisionofanangel。"

"Nonsense!Iwasjustaprettygirlinabookmuslinfrockandawhitesash,witharoseatmybreast。Ibelievetheyusebookmuslinforliningsnow,butitdidmakethesheerest,lightestfrocksanygirlcouldwant。

Yes,Irememberthattime。Iwasgoingtoalittlepartyandcrossingameadowtoshortenthewalk,andSquirePercivalhadbeenoutwithhisgun,andhelaiditdownandrantohelpmeoverthestile。Ahandsomeyoungfellowhewasthenaseversteppedinshoeleather。"

"Andhemusthavelovedyoudearly。HewouldsithourafterhourtellingRuthandmehowbrightyouwere,andhowalltheyoungbeauxaroundMonk-Rawdonadoredyou。"

"Nonsense!Nonsense!Ihadbeauxtobesure。Whatprettygirlhasn’t?"

"AndhesaidhisbrotherEdwardwonyoubecausehewasmostworthyofyourlove。"

"Well,now,IchoseEdwardRawdonbecausehewaswillingtocometoAmerica。I

longedtogetawayfromMonk-Rawdon。I

wasfaintandwearywiththewholestupidplace。Andtheideaoflivingafreeandequallife,andnotcaringwhatlordsandsquiresandtheirproudladiessaidordid,pleasedmewonderfully。WereadaboutNiagaraandthegreatprairiesandthenewbrightcities,andEdwardandIresolvedtomakeourhomethere。Yourgrandfatherwasn’tamantolikebeing`theSquire’sbrother。’Hecouldstandalone。"

"AreyougladyoucametoAmerica?"

"Neversorryaminuteforit。TenyearsinNewYorkisworthfiftyyearsinMonk-

Rawdon,orRawdonCourteither。"

"SquirePercivalwasveryfondofme。

HethoughtIresembledyou,grandmother,butheneveradmittedIwasashandsomeasyouwere。"

"Well,Etheldear,youarehandsomeenoughforthekindofmenyou’llpickupinthisgeneration——mostofthembaldatthirty,wearingspectaclesattwentyorearlier,andinspiteofthefusstheymakeaboutathleticsbreakingalltonervousbitsaboutfifty。"

"Grandmother,thatispureslander。I

knowsomeveryfineyoungmen,handsomeandathleticboth。"

"Beautyisamatteroftaste,andastotheirathletics,theycanrunamilewithablacksmith,butwhenthethermometerrisestoeighty-fivedegreesitknocksthemalltopieces。Theysitfanningthemselveslikeschoolgirls,andcallforjulepsandice-water。

I’vegoteyesyet,mydear。SquirePercivalwasadifferentkindofman;hecouldfollowthehoundsalldayanddanceallnight。Thehunthadnotariderlikehim;hebalkedatneitherhedge,gate,norwater;arightgallant,courageous,honorable,affectionategentlemanaseverYorkshirebred,andshe’sbredlotsofsuperfineones。Whatevermadehimgetintosuchamesswithhisestate?

Yourgrandfatherthoughthimasstraightasastringinmoneymatters。"

"Yousaidjustnowhewascarelessandextravagant。"

"Well,Ididhimwrong,andI’msorryforit。Howdidhemanagetoneedeightythousandpounds?"

"Itisratherapitifulstory,grandmother,butheneveronceblamedthosewhowereinthewrong。Hissonformanyyearshadbeentherealmanageroftheestate。Hewasaspeculator;hisgrandsonswerewildandextravagant。Theybegantoborrowmoneytenyearsagoandhadtogoon。"

"Whomdidtheyborrowfrom?"

"FredMostyn’sfather。"

"Thedevil!Excuseme,Ethel——butthenamesuitsandmaystand。"

"ThedearoldSquirewouldhavetakenthefaultonhimselfifhecouldhavedoneso。

Theythatwrongedhimwerehisown,andtheyweredead。Heneverspokeofthembutwithaffection。"

"PoorPercival!YourfathertoldmehewasnowoutofMostyn’spower;hesaidyouhadsavedtheestate,buthegavemenoparticulars。Howdidyousaveit?"

"Boughtit!"

"Nonsense!"

"Houseandlandsandoutlyingfarmsandtimber——everything。"

ThenarosycoloroverspreadMadam’sface,hereyessparkled,sherosetoherfeet,madeEthelasweepingcourtesy,andsaid:

"MyrespectandcongratulationstoEthel,LadyofRawdonManor。"

"Deargrandmother,whatelsecouldI

do?"

"Youdidright。"

"TheSquireisLordoftheManoraslongashelives。MyfathersaysIhavedonewelltobuyit。Inthefuture,ifIdonotwishtokeepit,NicholasRawdonwillrelievemeatagreatfinancialadvantage。"

"Whydidn’tyouletNicholasRawdonbuyitnow?"

"Hewouldhavewantedpromptpossession。

TheSquirewouldhavehadtoleavehishome。Itwouldhavebrokenhisheart。"

"Idaresay。Hehasasoft,lovingheart。

Thatisn’talwaysablessing。Itcangiveoneadealofsuffering。AndIhearyouhaveallbeenmakingidolsoftheseTyrrel-Rawdons。

Fredtellsmetheyareasvulgaralotascanbe。"

"Fredlies!Excuseme,grandmother——butthewordsuitsandmaystand。Mr。Nicholasispompous,andwalksasslowlyasifhehadtocarrytheweightofhisgreatfortune;buthismannersareallright,andhiswifeandsonaredelightful。Sheishandsome,welldressed,andsogood-heartedthatherprettycountyidiomsarereallycharming。JohnThomasisamanbyhimself——nothandsome,butrunningoverwithgoodtemper,andexceedinglycleverandwide-awake。ManytimesIwasforcedtotellmyself,JohnThomaswouldmakeanidealSquireofRawdon。"

"Whydon’tyoumarryhim。"

"Heneveraskedme。"

"Whatwasthematterwiththemen?"

"Hewasalreadyengagedtoaverylovelyyounglady。"

"Iamgladsheisalady。"

"Sheisalsoveryclever。Shehasbeentocollegeandtakenhighhonors,athingIhavenotdone。"

"Youmighthavedoneandoverdonethatcaper;youweretoosensibletotryit。Well,I’mgladthatpartofthefamilyislookingup。Theyhadtherightstuffinthem,anditisagoodthingforfamiliestodwelltogetherinunity。WehaveKingDavid’swordforthat。Myobservationleadsmetothinkitisfarbetterforfamiliestodwellapart,inunity。Theyseldomgetalongcomfortablytogether。"

ThenEthelrelatedmanypleasant,piquantscenesbetweenthetwofamiliesatMonk-

Rawdon,andespeciallythatoneinwhichtheroomofthefirstTyrrelhadbeenopenedandhislikenessrestoredtoitsplaceinthefamilygallery。Ittouchedtheoldladytotears,andshemurmured,"Poorlad!Poorlad!I

wonderifheknows!Iwonderifheknows!"

ThecrucialpointofEthel’srevelationshadnotyetbeenrevealed,butMadamwasnowinagentlemood,andEtheltooktheopportunitytointroducehertoTyrrelRawdon。

Shewasexpectingandwaitingforthistopic,butstubbornlyrefusedtogiveEthelanyhelptowardbringingitforward。Atlast,thegirlfeltalittleangeratherpretendedindifference,andsaid,"IsupposeFredMostyntoldyouaboutMr。TyrrelRawdon,ofCalifornia?"

"TyrrelRawdon,ofCalifornia!Pray,whomayhebe?"

"ThesonofColonelRawdon,oftheUnitedStatesArmy。"

"Oh,tobesure!Well,whatofhim?"

"Iamgoingtomarryhim。"

"Ishallseeaboutthat。"

"Wewerecomingheretogethertoseeyou,butbeforeweleftthesteamerhegotatelegramurginghimtogoatoncetohisfather,whoisveryill。"

"Ihavenotaskedhimtocomeandseeme。PerhapshewillwaittillIdoso。"

"IfyouarenotgoingtoloveTyrrel,youneednotloveme。Iwon’thaveyouforagrandmotheranylonger。"

"Ididwithoutyousixtyyears。Ishallnotliveanothertwelvemonths,andIthinkIcanmanagetodowithoutyouforagranddaughteranylonger。"

"Youcannotdowithoutme。Youwouldbreakyourheart,andIshouldbreakmine。"

WhereuponEthelbegantocrywithapassionthatquitegratifiedtheoldlady。Shewatchedherafewmoments,andthensaidgently:

"Therenow,thatwilldo。WhenhecomestoNewYorkbringhimtoseeme。Anddon’tnamethemaninthemeantime。Iwon’ttalkabouthimtillI’veseenhim。Itisn’tfaireitherway。Freddidn’tlikehim。"

"FredlikesnoonebutDoraStanhope。"

"Eh!What!Isthatnonsensegoingonyet?"

ThenEtheldescribedherlasttwointerviewswithDora。Shedidthiswithscrupulousfidelity,makingnosuggestionsthatmightprejudicethecase。Forshereallywantedhergrandmother’sdecisioninordertoframeherownconductbyit。Madamwasnot,however,inahurrytogiveit。

"Whatdoyouthink?"sheaskedEthel。

"IhaveknownDoraformanyyears;shehasalwaystoldmeeverything。"

"ButnothingaboutFred?"

"Nothing。"

"Nothingtotell,perhaps?"

"Perhaps。"

"Wheredoesherexcellenthusbandcomein?"

"Shesaysheisverykindtoherinhisway。"

"Andhiswayistodragherovertheworldtoseethecathedralsthereof,andtovarythatpleasurewithinspectingschoolsandreformatoriesandlisteningtogreatpreachers。Uponmyword,Ifeelsorryforthechild!AndI

knowallaboutsuchexcellentpeopleastheStanhopes。Iusedtogotowhattheycall`apleasantevening’withthem。Wesataroundabigroomlitwithwaxcandles,andheldimprovingconversation,orsomeonesangoneortwoofMrs。Hemans’songs,like`PassingAway’or`HeNeverSmiledAgain。’Perhapstherewasacomicrecitation,atwhichnoonelaughed,andfinallywehadwineandhotwater——theycalledit`portnegus’——andtonguesandwichesandcarawaycakes。MydearEthel,IyawnnowwhenI

thinkofthosedrearyevenings。WhatmustDorahavefelt,rightoutofthemaelstromofNewYork’soperasandtheatersanddancingparties?"

"Still,Doraoughttotrytofeelsomeinterestinthechurchaffairs。Shesaysshedoesnotcareahairpinforthem,andBasilfeelssohurt。"

"Idaresayhedoes,poorfellow!HethinksSt。Jude’sKindergartenandsewingcirclesandmissionarysocietiesaretheonlyjoysintheworld。RightenoughforBasil,buthowaboutDora?"

"Theyarehisprofession;sheoughttofeelaninterestinthem。"

"Comenow,lookatthequestionsensibly。

DidDora’sfatherbringhis`deals’andstock-jobberyhome,andexpectDoraandhermothertofeelaninterestinthem?Dodoctorstelltheirwivesabouttheirpatients,andexpectthemtopaysympathizingvisits?

DoesyourfatherexpectRuthandyourselftolistentohiscasesandarguments,andvisithispoorclientsormakeunderclothingforthem?Domen,ingeneral,consideritawife’splacetointerfereintheirprofessionorbusiness?"

"Clergymenaredifferent。"

"Notatall。Preachingandphilanthropyistheirbusiness。Theygetsomuchayearfordoingit。Idon’tbelieveSt。Jude’spaysMrs。Stanhopearedcent。Therenow,andifsheisn’tpaid,she’srightnottowork。Amentothat!"

"BeforeshewasmarriedDorasaidshefeltagreatinterestinchurchwork。"

"Idaresayshedid。Marriagemakesadealofdifferenceinawoman’slikesanddislikes。

Churchworkwascourting-timebeforemarriage;aftermarriageshehadotheropportunities。"

"IthinkyoumightspeaktoFredMostyn————"

"Imight,butitwouldn’tbeworthwhile。

Betruetoyourfriendaslongasyoucan。

InYorkshirewestandbyourfriends,rightorwrong,andwearen’ttooparticularastotheirbeingright。Myfatherenjoyedjustifyingamanthateveryoneelsewasdownon;

andI’vestoodbymanyawomannobodyhadagoodwordfor。Iwasneversorryfordoingit,either。I’llbegoingintoastrangecountrysoon,andIshouldnotwonderifsomeofthemthathavegonetherefirstwillbereadytostandbyme。Wedon’tknowwhatfriendswe’llbegladofthere。"

Thedinnerbellbrokeupthisconversation,andEthelduringittoldMadamaboutthecookandcookingattheCourtandatNicholasRawdon’s,whereJohnThomashadinstalledaFrenchchef。Otherdomesticarrangementswerediscussed,andwhentheJudgecalledforhisdaughteratfouro’clock,Madamvowed"shehadspentoneofthehappiestdaysofherlife。"

"Ruthtellsme,"saidtheJudge,"thatDoraStanhopecalledforEthelsoonaftershelefthomethismorning。Ruthseemstroubledatthecontinuanceofthisfriendship。

Haveyouspokentoyourgrandmother,Ethel,aboutDora?"

"Shehastoldmeallthereistotell,Idaresay,"answeredMadam。

"Well,mother,whatdoyouthink?"

"Iseenoharminityetawhile。Itisnotfair,Edward,tocondemnuponlikelihoods。

Wearenosaints,sinfulmenandwomen,allofus,andasmuchinclinedtoforbiddenfruitasanygoodChristianscanbe。Ethelcandoasshefeelsaboutit;she’sgotamindofherown,andIhopetogoodnessshe’llnotletRuthBayardbitandbridleit。"

GoinghometheJudgeevidentlyponderedthisquestion,forhesaidafteralengthysilence,"Grandmother’sethicsdonotalwaysfitthesocialethicsofthisday,Ethel。Shecriticisespeoplewithherheart,notherintellect。

Youmustbeprudent。ThereisaremarkablethingcalledRespectabilitytobereckonedwithrememberthat。"

AndEthelanswered,"NooneneedworryaboutDora。Somewomenmayshowtheedgesoftheircharactersoiledandragged,butDorawillbesuretohavehersreputablyfinishedwithahemofthewidestpropriety。"

AndafterashortsilencetheJudgeadded,almostinsoliloquy,"And,moreover,Ethel,"`There’sadivinitythatshapesourends,Rough-hewthemhowwewill。’"

PARTFOURTH

THEREAPINGOFTHESOWING

CHAPTERX

WHENEthelandTyrrelpartedatthesteamertheydidnotexpectalongseparation,butColonelRawdonneverrecoveredhishealth,andformanyexcellentreasonsTyrrelcouldnotleavethedyingman。NordidEthelwishhimtodoso。UnderthesecircumstancesbeganthesecondbeautifulphaseofEthel’swooing,asweet,dailycorrespondence,thebestofallpreparationsformatrimonialonenessandunderstanding。LookingforTyrrel’sletters,readingthem,andansweringthempassedmanyhappyhours,fortobothitwasanabsolutenecessitytoassureeachotherconstantly,"SinceIwrotetheeyestereveIdolovethee,Love,believe,Twelvetimesdearer,twelvehourslonger,Onedreamdeeperonenightstronger,Onesunsurer——thismuchmoreThanIlovedthee,dear,before。"

Andfortherest,shetookupheroldlifewithafreshenthusiasm。

AmongtheseinterestsnoneweremoreurgentintheirclaimsthanDoraStanhope;

andfortifiedbyhergrandmother’sopinion,Ethelwentatoncetocallonher。ShefoundBasilwithhiswife,andhiseffortstomakeEthelseehowmuchheexpectedfromherinfluence,andyetatthesametimenotevenhintadisapprovalofDora,werealmostpathetic,forhewassovoidofsophistrythathisinnuendoeswereflagrantlyopentodetection。

Dorafeltacontemptforthem,andhehadhardlylefttheroomereshesaid:

"Basilhasgonetohisvestryinhighspirits。WhenItoldhimyouwerecomingtoseemeto-dayhesmiledlikeanangel。Hebelievesyouwillkeepmeoutofmischief,andhefeelsagrandconfidenceinsomethingwhichhecalls`yourinfluence。’"

"Whatdoyoumeanbymischief?"

"Oh,IsupposegoingaboutwithFredMostyn。Ican’thelpthat。Imusthavesomeonetolookafterme。AlltheyoungmenI

usedtoknowpassmenowwithaliftedhatorawordortwo。Thegirlshaveforgottenme。Idon’tsupposeIshallbeaskedtoasingledancethiswinter。"

"TheladiesinSt。Jude’schurchwouldmakeapetofyouif————"

"Theoldcatsandkittens!No,thankyou,IamnotgoingtochurchexceptonSundaymornings——thatisrespectableandright;butastobeingthepetofSt。Jude’sladies!No,no!Howtheywouldmewovermydelinquencies,andwhatscratchesIshouldgetfromtheirvelvet-shodclaws!IfIhavetobetalkedabout,Iprefertheladiesoftheworldtodiscussmyfrailties。"

"ButifIwereyou,Iwouldgivenooneareasonforsayingawordagainstme。Whyshouldyou?"

"Fredwillsupplythemwithreasons。I

can’tkeepthemanawayfromme。Idon’tbelieveIwantto——heisveryniceanduseful。"

"Youaretalkingnonsense,thingsyoudon’tmean,Dora。YouarenotsuchafoolishwomanastoliketobeseenwithFredMostyn,thatlittlemonocularsnob,afterthearistocratic,handsomeBasilStanhope。Thecomparisonisamockery。BasilisthefinestgentlemanIeversaw。Socially,heisperfection,and————"

"Heisonlyaclergyman。"

"Evenasaclergymanheisofreligiouslyroyaldescent。Therearegenerationsofclergymenbehindhim,andheisaprinceinthepulpit。Everymanthatknowshimgiveshimthehighestrespect,everywomanthinksyouthemostfortunateofwives。NoonecaresforFredMostyn。Eveninhisnativeplaceheisheldincontempt。HehadninehundredvotestoyoungRawdon’stwelvethousand。"

"Idon’tmindthat。Iamgoingtothematineeto-morrowwithFred。Hewantedtotakemeoutinhisautothisafternoon,butwhenIsaidIwouldgoifyouwouldhedrewback。Whatisthereason?Didhemakeyouofferofhishand?Didyourefuseit?"

"Henevermademeanoffer。Icountthattomyselfasagreatcompliment。Ifhehaddonesuchathing,hewouldcertainlyhavebeenrefused。"

"Icantellthathereallyhatesyou。WhatdirtytrickdidyouservehimaboutRawdonCourt?"

"SohecalledthereleaseofSquireRawdona`dirtytrick’?ItwouldhavebeenaverydirtytricktohaveletFredMostyngethiswaywithSquireRawdon。"

"Ofcourse,Ethel,whenamanlendshismoneyasanobligationheexpectstogetitbackagain。"

"Mostyngoteveryfarthingduehim,andhewantedoneofthefinestmanorsinEng-

landinreturnfortheobligation。Hedidnotgetit,thankGodandmyfather!"

"Hewillnotforgetyourfather’sinterference。"

"Ihopehewillrememberit。"

"DoyouknowwhofurnishedthemoneytopayFred?Hesaysheissureyourfatherdidnothaveit。"

"Tellhimtoaskmyfather。Hemightevenaskyourfather。Whethermyfatherhadthemoneyornotwasimmaterial。Fathercouldborrowanysumhewanted,I

think。"

"Whomdidheborrowfrom?"

"IamsurethatFredtoldyoutoaskthatquestion。Ishewritingtoyou,Dora?"

"Supposeheis?"

"Icannotsupposesuchathing。Itistooimpossible。"

ThiswasthebeginningofaseriesofeventsallmoreorlessqualifiedtobringaboutunspeakablemiseryinBasil’shome。Butthereisnothinginlifelikethemarriagetie。Thetugsitwillbearandnotbreak,thewrongsitwilllookover,thechronicmisunderstandingsitwillforgive,makeitoneofthemysteriesofhumanity。ItwasnotinadayoraweekthatBasilStanhope’sdreamofloveandhomewasshattered。Dorahadfrequentandthenlessfrequenttimesofreturntoherbetterself;andeverysuchtimerenewedherhusband’shopethatshewasmerelypassingthroughaperiodoftransitionandassimilation,andthatintheendshewouldbeallhisdesirehopedfor。

ButEthelsawwhathedidnotsee,thatMostynwasgraduallyinspiringherwithhisownopinions,perhapsevenwithhisownpassion。

Inthisemergency,however,shewasgratifiedtofindthatDora’smotherappearedtohavegraspedthesituation。ForifDorawenttothetheaterwithMostyn,Mrs。DenningorBrycewasalsothere;andtherecklessautodriving,shopping,andlunchinghadatleastashowofrespectableassociation。

Yetwhentheoperaseasonopened,theconstantcompanionshipofMostynandDorabecameentirelytooremarkable,notonlyinthepublicestimation,butinBasil’smiserableconceptionofhisownwrong。Theyounghusbandusedeveryartandpersuasion——andfailed。Andhisfailurewastooapparenttobeslighted。Hebecamefeverishandnervous,andhisfriendsreadhismiseryineyesheavywithunshedtears,andinthewastingpallorcausedbyhissleepless,sorrowfulnights。

Doraalsoshowedsignsofthechangesorapidlyworkingonher。Shewassullenandpassionatebyturns;shecomplainedbitterlytoEthelthatheryouthandbeautyhadbeenwasted;thatshewasonlynineteen,andherlifewasover。ShewantedtogotoParis,togetawayfromNewYorkanywhereandanyhow。

ShebegantodislikeeventhepresenceofBasil。Hisstatelybeautyoffendedher,hislow,calmvoicewastheverykeynoteofirritation。

OnemorningnearChristmashecametoherwithasmiling,radiantface。"Dora,"

hesaid,"Dora,mylove,Ihavesomethingsointerestingtotellyou。Mrs。ColbyandMrs。Schafflerandsomeotherladieshaveabeautifulidea。TheywishtogiveallthechildrenofthechurchundereightyearsoldthegrandestChristmastreeimaginable——

reallyrichpresentsandtheythoughtyoumightliketohaveithere。"

"Whatdoyousay,Basil!"

"Youwerealwayssofondofchildren。

You————"

"Inevercouldendurethem。"

"Weallthoughtyoumightenjoyit。Indeed,IwassosurethatIpromisedforyou。

Itwillbesuchapleasuretomealso,dear。"

"Iwillhavenosuchchildishnonsenseinmyhouse。"

"Ipromisedit,Dora。"

"Youhadnorighttodoso。Thisismyhouse。Myfatherboughtitandgavemeit,anditismyown。I————"

"Itseems,then,thatIintrudeinyourhouse。Isitso?Speak,Dora。"

"Ifyouwillaskquestionsyoumusttaketheanswer。Youdointrudewhenyoucomewithsuchridiculousproposals——infact,youintrudeveryoftenlately。"

"DoesMr。Mostynintrude?"

"Mr。Mostyntakesmeout,givesmealittlesensiblepleasure。YouthinkIcanbeinterestedinaChristmastree。Theidea!"

"Alas,alas,Dora,youaretiredofme!

Youdonotloveme!Youdonotloveme!"

"Ilovenobody。IamsorryIgotmarried。

Itwasallamistake。Iwillgohomeandthenyoucangetadivorce。"

Atthislastwordthewholemanchanged。

Hewassuffused,transfiguredwithanangerthatwasatoncerighteousandimpetuous。

"Howdareyouusethatwordtome?"hedemanded。"TothepriestofGodnosuchwordexists。Idonotknowit。Youaremywife,willingorunwilling。Youaremywifeforever,whetheryoudwellwithmeornot。

YoucannotseverbondstheAlmightyhastied。Youaremine,DoraStanhope!Minefortimeandeternity!Mineforeverandever!"

Shelookedathiminamazement,andsawamanafteranimageshehadneverimagined。

Shewasterrified。Sheflungherselfonthesofainawhirlwindofpassion。Shecriedaloudagainsthisclaim。Shegaveherselfuptoavehementragethatwasstronglyinfusedwithachildishdismayandpanic。

"Iwillnotbeyourwifeforever!"sheshrieked。"Iwillneverbeyourwifeagain——never,notforonehour!Letmego!Takeyourhandsoffme!"ForBasilhadkneltdownbythedistraughtwoman,andclaspingherinhisarmssaid,evenonherlips,"YouAREmydearwife!Youaremyveryowndearwife!Tellmewhattodo。Anythingthatisright,reasonableIwilldo。Wecanneverpart。"

"Iwillgotomyfather。Iwillnevercomebacktoyou。"Andwiththesewordssherose,threwoffhisembrace,andwithasobbingcryran,likeaterrifiedchild,outoftheroom。

Hesatdownexhaustedbyhisemotion,andsickwiththethoughtshehadevokedinthatoneevilword。Thepublicity,thedisgrace,thewrongtoHolyChurch——ah,thatwasthecruelestwound!Hisownwrongwashardenough,butthathe,whowouldgladlydiefortheChurch,shouldputhertoopenshame!Howcouldhebearit?Thoughitkilledhim,hemustpreventthatwrong;yes,iftherighteyeoffendeditmustbepluckedout。Hemustthrowoffhiscassock,andturnawayfromthesacredaisles;hemust——hecouldnotsaytheword;hewouldwaitalittle。

Dorawouldnotleavehim;itwasimpossible。

Hewaitedinatranceofachingsuspense。

Nothingforanhourormorebrokeit——nofootfall,nosoundofcommandorcomplaint。

HewasfinallyinhopesthatDoraslept。

Thenhewascalledtolunch,andhemadeapretenseofeatingitalone。Dorasentnoexcuseforherabsence,andhecouldnottrusthimselftomakeinquiryabouther。Inthemiddleoftheafternoonheheardacarriagedrivetothedoor,andDora,withherjewel-

caseinherhand,entereditandwasdrivenaway。Thesightastoundedhim。Herantoherroom,andfoundhermaidpackingherclothing。Thewomanansweredhisquestionssullenly。Shesaid"Mrs。StanhopehadgonetoMrs。Denning’s,andhadleftordersforhertrunkstobesentthere。"Beyondthisshewassilentandignorant。Nosympathyforeitherhusbandorwifewasinherheart。

Theirquarrelwasinterferingwithherownplans;shehatedbothoftheminconsequence。

InthemeantimeDorahadreachedherhome。Hermotherwasdismayedandhesitating,andherattituderaisedagaininDora’sheartthepassionwhichhadprovokedthestepshehadtaken。Sheweptlikealostchild。SheexclaimedagainstthehorrorofbeingBasil’swifeforeverandever。Shereproachedhermotherforsufferinghertomarrywhileshewasonlyachild。Shesaidshehadbeencruellyusedinordertogetthefamilyintosocialrecognition。Shewasinafrenzyofgriefathersupposedsacrificewhenherfathercamehome。Hercasewasthenwon。Withherarmsroundhisneck,sobbingagainsthisheart,hertearsandentreatiesonhislips,BenDenninghadnofeelingandnocareforanyonebuthisdaughter。Hetookherviewofthingsatonce。"SheHADbeenbadlyused。ItWASashametotieagirllikeDoratosermonsandsuchlike。Itwaslikeshuttingherupinaconvent。"Dora’stearsandcomplaintsfiredhimbeyondreason。Hepromisedherfreedomwhateveritcosthim。

Andwhilehesatinhisprivateroomconsideringthecase,alltheracialpassionsofhisroughancestryburningwithinhim,BasilStanhopecalledtoseehim。Hepermittedhimtocomeintohispresence,butheroseasheentered,andwalkedhastilyafewstepstomeethim。

"Whatdoyouwanthere,sir?"heasked。

"Mywife。"

"Mydaughter。Youshallnotseeher。I

havetakenherbacktomyowncare。"

"Sheismywife。Noonecantakeherfromme。"

"Iwillteachyouadifferentlesson。"

"ThelawofGod。"

"Thelawofthelandgoeshere。You’llfinditmorethanyoucandefy。"

"Sir,IentreatyoutoletmespeaktoDora。"

"Iwillnot。"

"IwillstayhereuntilIseeher。"

"Iwillgiveyoufiveminutes。Idonotwishtoofferyourprofessionaninsult;ifyouhaveanyrespectforityouwillobeyme。"

Answermeonequestion——whathaveI

donewrong?"

"Amancanbesointolerablyright,thathebecomesunbearablywrong。Youhavenobusinesswithawifeandahome。Youaread————sighttoogoodforagoodlittlegirlthatwantsabitofinnocentamusement。SermonsandChristmastrees!GreatScott,whatsensiblewomanwouldnotbesickofitall?Sir,Idon’twantanotherminuteofyourcompany。LittlewonderthatmyDoraisillwithit。Obligemebyleavingmyhouseasquietlyaspossible。"Andhewalkedtothedoor,flungitopen,andstoodglaringatthedistractedhusband。"Go,"hesaid。"Goatonce。Mylawyerwillseeyouinthefuture。

Ihavenothingfurthertosaytoyou。"

Basilwent,butnottohisdesolatehome。

Hehadaprivatekeytothevestryinhischurch,andinitsdarknessandsolitudehefacedthefirstshockofhisruinedlife,forheknewwellallwasover。Allhadbeen。Hesanktotheflooratthefootofthelargecrosswhichhungonitsbarewhitewalls。Grief’sillimitablewavewentoverhim,andlikeadrowningmanheutteredaninarticulatecryofagony——thecryofasoulthathadwrongeditsdestiny。

Lovehadbetrayedhimtoruin。Allhehaddonemustbeabandoned。Allhehadwonmustbegivenup。SinandshameindeeditwouldbeifinhispersonasacramentoftheChurchshouldbedraggedthroughadivorcecourt。Allotherconsiderationspaledbeforethisdisgrace。Hemustresignhiscuracy,striphimselfofthehonorableliveryofheaven,obliteratehispersonandhisname。Itwasakindofdeath。

Afterawhileherose,dranksomewater,liftedtheshadeandletthemoonlightin。

ThenaboutthatlittleroomhewalkedwithGodthroughthelongnight,tellingHimhissorrowandperplexity。Andthereisadepthinourownnaturewherethedivineandhumanareone。ThatnightBasilStanhopefoundit,andhenceforwardknewthatthebitternessofdeathwasbehindhim,notbefore。

"Imademynesttoodearonearth,"

hesighed,"andithasbeensweptbare——thatis,thatImaybuildinheaven。

Now,therevelationofsorrowistheclearestofallrevelations。Stanhopeunderstoodthathourwhathemustdo。Nodoubtsweakenedhiscourse。HewentbacktothehouseDoracalled"hers,"tookawaywhathevalued,andwhiletheservantswereeatingtheirbreakfastandtalkingoverhismaritaltroubles,hepassedacrossitsthresholdforthelasttime。Hetoldnoonewherehewasgoing;hedroppedassilentlyanddumblyoutofthelifethathadknownhimasastonedroppedintomid-ocean。

EthelconsideredherselffortunateinbeingfromhomeatthetimethisdisastrousculminationofBasilStanhope’smarriedlifewasreached。OnthatsamemorningtheJudge,accompaniedbyRuthandherself,hadgonetoLenoxtospendtheholidayswithsomeoldfriends,andshewasquiteignorantofthematterwhenshereturnedaftertheNewYear。Brycewasherfirstinformant。

Hecalledspeciallytogiveherthenews。Hesaidhissisterhadbeentooillandtoobusytowrite。Hehadnowordofsympathyfortheunhappypair。Hespokeonlyoftheanxietyithadcausedhim。"Hewasnowengaged,"

hesaid,"toMissCaldwell,andshewassuchanextremelyproper,innocentlady,andamemberofSt。Jude’s,ithadreallybeenatryingtimeforher。"BrycealsoremindedEthelthathehadbeenagainstBasilStanhopefromthefirst。"Hehadalwaysknownhowthatmarriagewouldend,"andsoon。

Etheldeclinedtogiveanyopinion。"Shemusthearbothsides,"shesaid。"Dorahadbeensoreasonablelately,shehadappearedhappy。"

"Oh,Doraisalittlefox,"hereplied;"shedoublesonherselfalways。"

Ruthwasproperlyregretful。Shewondered"ifanymarriedwomanwasreallyhappy。"ShedidnotapparentlyconcernherselfaboutBasil。TheJudgeratherleanedtoBasil’sconsideration。HeunderstoodthatDora’sovertacthadshatteredhisprofessionalcareeraswellashispersonalhappiness。

Hecouldfeelforthemanthere。"Mydears,"hesaid,withhisdilettanteair,"thegoddessCalamityisdelicate,andherfeetaretender。Shetreadsnotupontheground,butmakesherpathupontheheartsofmen。"Inthisnon-committalwayhegavehiscomment,forheusuallyfoundabitofclassicalwisdomtofitmodernemergencies,andthehabithadimpartedanantiquebon-tontohisconversation。Ethelcouldonlywonderatthelackofrealsympathy。

Inthemorningshewenttoseehergrandmother。

Theoldladyhad"heard"allshewantedtohearaboutDoraandBasilStanhope。

Ifmenwouldmarryafoolbecauseshewasyoungandpretty,theymusttaketheconsequences。"AndwhyshouldStanhopehavemarriedatall?"sheaskedindignantly。

"NomancanserveGodandawomanatthesametime。Hehadtobeabadpriestandagoodhusband,orabadhusbandandagoodpriest。BasilStanhopewashonored,wasdoinggood,andhemustneedsbehappyalso。

Hewantedtoomuch,andlosteverything。

Servehimright。"

"AllcannowfindsomefaultinpoorBasilStanhope,"saidEthel。"BrycewasbitteragainsthimbecauseMissCaldwellshiversattheword`divorce。’"

"WhathasBrycetodowithJaneCaldwell?"

"Heisgoingtomarryher,hesays。"

"Likeenough;she’samerrymissoftwo-

score,andrich。Bryce’smarriagewithanyonewillbeawell-consideredaffair——amarriagewithalltheadvantagesofagoodbargain。I’mtiredofthewholesubject。IfwomenwillmarrytheyshouldbeaspatientasGriselda,incasethereeverwassuchawoman;ifnot,there’sanendofthematter。"

"TherearenoGriseldasinthiscentury,grandmother。"

"Thenthereoughttobenomarriages。

BasilStanhopewasagrandmaninpublic。

Whatkindofamanwasheinhishome?

Measureamanbyhishomeconduct,andyou’llnotgowrong。It’stherightplacetodrawyourpictureofhim,Icantellyouthat。"

"Hehasnohomenow,poorfellow。"

"Whosefaultwasit?Godonlyknows。

Whereishiswife?"

"ShehasgonetoParis。"

"Shehasgonetotherightplaceifshewantstoplaythefool。Butthere,now,GodforbidIshouldjudgeherinthedark。

Womenshouldstandbywomen——considering。"

"Considering?"

"Whattheymayhavetoputupwith。Itiseasytoseefaultsinothers。Ihavesometimesmetwithpeoplewhoshouldseefaultsinthemselves。Theyareratheruncommon,though。"

"IamsureBasilStanhopewillbemiserableallhislife。Hewillbreakhisheart,I

dobelieve。"

"Notso。Agoodheartishardtobreak,itgrowsstrongintrouble。BasilStanhope’sbodywillfaillongbeforehisheartdoes;andevensoanendmustcometolife,andafterthatpeaceorwhatGodwills。"

ThisscantsympathyEthelfoundtobetheusualtoneamongheracquaintances。St。

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