The Man Between

第4章

Andso,wearywithpleasure,andheart-

heavywithfeelingsthathadnolongeranyreasontoexist,palewithfatigue,untidywithcrush,theirprettywhitegownssulliedandpasse,eachwentherway;ineveryheartawonderwhetherthefewhilarioushoursofstrangeemotionswereworthalltheyclaimedastheirrightanddue。

Ruthhadgonehomeearlier,andEthelfoundherrestinginherroom。"Iamwornout,Ruth,"washerfirstremark。"Iamgoingtobedforthreeorfourdays。Itwasadreadfulordeal。"

"Onetowhichyoumayhavetosubmit。"

"Certainlynot。Mymarriagewillbeareligiousceremony,withhalfadozenofmynearestrelativesaswitnesses。"

"InoticedFredslipawaybeforeDorawent。Helookedill。"

"Idaresayheisill——andnowonder。

Goodnight,Ruth。Iamgoingtosleep。Tellfatherallaboutthewedding。Idon’twanttohearitnamedagain——notaslongasIlive。"

CHAPTERVI

THREEdayspassedandEthelhadregainedherhealthandspirits,butFredMostynhadnotcalledsincethewedding。Ruththoughtsomeinquiryoughttobemade,andJudgeRawdoncalledattheHollandHouse。TherehewastoldthatMr。Mostynhadnotbeenwell,andtheyoungman’scountenancepainfullyconfessedthesamething。

"MydearFred,whydidyounotsenduswordyouwereill?"askedtheJudge。

"Ihadfever,sir,andIfeareditmightbetyphoid。Nothingofthekind,however。I

shallbeallrightinadayortwo。"

Thetruthwasfarfromtyphoid,andFredknewit。Hehadlefttheweddingbreakfastbecausehehadreachedthelimitofhisendurance。Words,stingingaswhips,burnedlikehotcoalsinhismouth,andhefeltthathecouldnotrestrainthemmuchlonger。

Hasteningtohishotel,helockedhimselfinhisrooms,andpassedthenightinafrenzyofpassion。Theveryremembranceofthebridegroom’sconfidenttransportputmur-

derinhisheart——murderwhichhecouldonlypracticebyhiswishes,impotenttocompasstheirdesires。

"Iwishthefellowshot!Iwishhimhanged!Iwouldkillhimtwentytimesintwentydifferentways!AndDora!Dora!

Dora!Whatdidsheseeinhim?Whatcouldshesee?Loveher?Heknowsnothingoflove——suchloveastorturesme。"

Backwardsandforwardshepacedthefloortosuchimprecationsandejaculationsaswelledupfromthewhirlpoolofrageinhisheart,hourfollowinghour,tillintheblacknessofhismiseryhecouldnolongerspeak。

Hisbrainhadbecomestupefiedbytheiterationofinevitableloss,andsorefusedanylongertovoiceawoebeyondremedy。Thenhestoodstillandcalledwillandreasontocouncilhim。"Thiswaymadnesslies,"hethought。"Imustbequiet——Imustsleep——

Imustforget。"

Butitwasnotuntilthethirddaythatadismal,sullenstillnesssucceededthestormofrageandgrief,andheawokefromasleepofexhaustionfeelingasifhewerewitheredathisheart。Heknewthatlifehadtobetakenupagain,andthatinallitsfarceshemustplayhispart。AtfirstthethoughtofMostynHallpresenteditselfasanasylum。

Itstoodamidthickwoods,andthereweremilesofwind-blownwoldsandhillsaroundit。Hewaslordandmasterthere,noonecouldintrudeuponhissorrow;hecouldnurseitinthoselonelyroomstohisheart’scontent。

Everyday,however,thisgloomyresolutiongrewfainter,andonemorningheawokeandlaughedittoscorn。

"Frederick’shimselfagain,"hequoted,"andhemusthavebeenveryfaroffhimselfwhenhethoughtofgivinguporofrunningaway。No,FredMostyn,youwillstayhere。

’Tisacountrywheretheimpossibledoesnotexist,andtheunlikelyissuretohappen——acountrywheremarriageisnotforlifeordeath,andwheretheroadstodivorcearemanifoldandeasy。Thereareascoreofwaysandmeans。Iwillstayandthinkthemover;’twillbeoddifIcannotforceFatetochangehermind。"

AweekafterDora’smarriagehefoundhimselfabletowalkuptheavenuetotheRawdonhouse;buthearrivedtherewearyandwanenoughtoinstantlywinthesympathyofRuthandEthel,andhewasimmenselystrengthenedbythesenseofhomeandkindred,andofgenuinekindnesstowhichhefeltasortofright。HeaskedRuthifhemighteatdinnerwiththem。Hesaidhewashungry,andthehotelfaredidnottempthim。AndwhenJudgeRawdonreturnedhewelcomedhiminthesamegenerousspirit,andtheeveningpasseddelightfullyaway。Atitsclose,however,asMostynstoodglovedandhatted,andthecarriagewaitedforhim,hesaidafewwordstoJudgeRawdonwhichchangedthementalandsocialatmosphere。

"Iwishtohavealittletalkwithyou,sir,onabusinessmatterofsomeimportance。

AtwhathourcanIseeyouto-morrow?"

"Iamengagedalldayuntilthreeintheafternoon,Fred。SupposeIcallonyouaboutfourorhalf-past?"

"Verywell,sir。"

ButbothEthelandRuthwonderedifitwas"verywell。"Ashadow,fleetingasthought,hadpassedoverJudgeRawdon’sfacewhenheheardtherequestforabusinessinterview,andaftertheyoungman’sdeparturehelosthimselfinareveriewhichwasevidentlynotahappyone。Buthesaidnothingtothegirls,andtheywerenotaccustomedtoquestionhim。

Thenextmorning,insteadofgoingdirecttohisoffice,hestoppedatMadam,hismoth-

er’shouseinGramercyPark。Avisitatsuchanearlyhourwasunusual,andtheoldladylookedathiminalarm。

"Wearewell,mother,"hesaidassherose。"Icalledtotalktoyouaboutalittlebusiness。"WhereuponMadamsatdown,andbecamesuddenlyabouttwentyyearsyounger,for"business"wasawordlikeawatch-cry;shecalledallhersensestogetherwhenitwasutteredinherpresence。

"Business!"sheejaculatedsharply。

"Whosebusiness?"

"IthinkImaysaythebusinessofthewholefamily。"

"Nay,Iamnotinit。MybusinessisjustasIwantit,andIamnotgoingtotalkaboutit——onewayortheother。"

"IsnotRawdonCourtofsomeinteresttoyou?Ithasbeenthehomeandseatofthefamilyformanycenturies。Agoodmany。

Mostynwomenhavebeenitsmistress。"

"IneverheardofanyMostynwomanwhowouldnothavebeenfarhappierawayfromRawdonCourt。ItwasaCalvarytothemall。

TherewaslittleNannieMostyn,whodiedwithherfirstbabybecauseSquireAnthonystruckherinadrunkenpassion;andtheproudAlethiaMostyn,whosufferedtwentyyears’martyrdomfromSquireJohn;andSara,whotookthirtythousandpoundstoSquireHubert,toflingawayatthegreentable;andHarriet,whowasmadebyherhusband,SquireHumphrey,tojumpafencewhenouthuntingwithhim,andwasbroughthomecrippledandscarredforlife——alovelygirloftwentywhowentthroughagoniesforelevenyearswithoutaughtofloveandhelp,anddiedalonewhilehewasfollowingafox;

andtherewasprettyBarbaraMostyn————"

"Come,come,mother。IdidnotcallherethismorningtoheartheRawdonsabused,andyouforgetyourownmarriage。Itwasahappyone,Iamsure。OneRawdon,atleast,mustbeexcepted;andIthinkItreatedmywifeasagoodhusbandoughttotreatawife。"

"Notyou!YoutreatedMaryverybadly。"

"Mother,notevenfromyou————"

"I’llsayitagain。Thelittlegirlwasdyingforayearormore,andyouweresobusymakingmoneyyouneversawit。Ifshesaidorlookedalittlecomplaint,youmovedrestless-likeandtoldher`shemopedtoomuch。’AstheendcameIspoketoyou,andyoupooh-poohedallIsaid。Shewentsuddenly,Iknow,tomostpeople,butsheknewitwasherlastday,andshelongedsotoseeyou,thatIsentaservanttohurryyouhome,butshediedbeforeyoucouldmakeupyourmindtoleaveyour`cases。’SheandIwerealonewhenshewhisperedherlastmessageforyou——alovingone,too。"

"Mother!Mother!Whyrecallthatbitterday?Ididnotthink——IswearIdidnotthink————"

"Nevermindswearing。IwasjustremindingyouthattheRawdonshavenotbeenthefinestspecimensofgoodhusbands。Theymakelandlords,andjudges,andsoldiers,andevenloom-lordsofaveryrespectablesort;

buthusbands!Lordhelptheirpoorwives!

Soyousee,asaMostynwoman,IhavenospecialinterestinRawdonCourt。"

"Youwouldnotlikeittogooutofthefamily?"

"Ishouldnotworrymyselfifitdid。"

"IsupposeyouknowFredMostynhasamortgageonitthatthepresentSquireisunabletolift。"

"Aye,Fredtoldmehehadeightythousandpoundsontheoldplace。Itoldhimhewasafooltoputhismoneyonit。"

"Oneofthefinestmanorsandmanor-

housesinEngland,mother。"

"Ihaveseenit。Iwasbornandbroughtupnearenoughtoit,Ithink。"

"Eightythousandpoundsisabagatellefortheplace;yetifFredforcesasale,itmaygoforthat,orevenless。Ican’tbeartothinkofit。"

"Whynotbuyityourself?"

"Iwouldliftthemortgageto-morrowifI

hadthemeans。Ihavenotatpresent。"

"Well,Iaminthesamebox。YouhavejustspokenasiftheMostynsandRawdonshadanequalinterestinRawdonCourt。

Verywell,then,itcannotbefarwrongforFredMostyntohaveit。ManyaMostynhasgonethereaswifeandslave。IwoulddearlyliketoseeoneMostyngoasmaster。"

"Ishallgetnohelpfromyou,then,I

understandthat。"

"I’mMostynbybirth,I’monlyRawdonby,marriage。Thebirth-bandtiesmefasttomyfamily。"

"Goodmorning,mother。Youhavefailedmeforthefirsttimeinyourlife。"

"Ifthemoneyhadbeenforyou,Edward,oryours————"

"Itis——good-by。"

Shecalledhimbackperemptorily,andhereturnedandstoodattheopendoor。

"Whydon’tyouaskEthel?"

"IdidnotthinkIhadtheright,mother。"

"MorerighttoaskherthanI。Seewhatshesays。She’sRawdon,everyinchofher。"

"PerhapsImay。Ofcourse,Icansellsecurities,butitwouldbeatasacrificeagreatsacrificeatpresent。"

"Ethelhasthecash;and,asIsaid,sheisRawdon——I’mnot。"

"Iwishmyfatherwerealive。"

"Hewouldn’tmoveme——youneedn’tthinkthat。WhatIhavesaidtoyouIwouldhavesaidtohim。SpeaktoEthel。I’llbeboundshe’lllistenifRawdoncallsher。"

"Idon’tliketospeaktoEthel。"

"Itisn’twhatyouliketodo,it’swhatyoufindyou’llhavetodo,thatcarriestheday;

andagoodthing,too,considering。"

"Goodmorning,again。Youarenotquiteyourself,Ithink。"

"Well,Ididn’tsleeplastnight,sothere’snowonderifI’mabitcrossthismorning。

ButifIlosemytemper,Ikeepmyunderstanding。"

Shewasreallycrossbythistime。Hersonhadputherinapositionshedidnotliketoassume。NoloveforRawdonCourtwasinherheart。ShewouldratherhaveadvancedthemoneytobuyanAmericanestate。ShehadbeenlittlepleasedatFred’smortgageontheoldplace,buttotheAmericanRawdonsshefeltitwouldproveawhiteelephant;andtheappealtoEthelwasadvisedbecauseshethoughtitwouldamounttonothing。Inthefirstplace,theJudgehadthestrictestideaofthesacrednessofthechargecommittedtohimasguardianofhisdaughter’sfortune。

Inthesecond,EthelinheritedfromherYorkshireancestryanintensesenseofthevalueandobligationsofmoney。ShewasanardentAmerican,andnotlikelytospenditonanoldEnglishmanor;and,furthermore,Madam’spenetrationhaddiscoveredagrowingdislikeinhergranddaughterforFredMostyn。

"She’dneverabidehimforalifelongneighbor,"theoldladydecided。"ItistheRawdonprideinher。TheRawdonmenhavecondescendedtogotoMostynforwivesmanyandmanyatime,butneveroncehavetheMostynmenmarriedaRawdongirl——proud,set-upwomen,asfarasIremember;andEthelhasawaywithherjustlikethem。Fredisgoodenoughandniceenoughforanygirl,andIwonderwhatisthematterwithhim!

Itisaweekandmoresincehewashere,andthenhewasn’tabitlikehimself。"

AtthismomentthebellrangandsheheardFred’svoiceinquiring"ifMadamwasathome。"Instantlyshedivinedthemotiveofhiscall。TheyoungmanhadcometotheconclusiontheJudgewouldtrytoinfluencehismother,andbeforemeetinghimintheafternoonhewishedtohavesomeideaofthetrendmatterswerelikelytotake。Hispolicy——cunning,Madamcalledit——didnotpleaseher。Sheimmediatelyassuredherselfthat"shewouldn’tgoagainstherownfleshandbloodforanyone,"andhiswanfaceandgeneralairofwretchednessfurtherantagonizedher。Sheaskedhimfretfully"whathehadbeendoingtohimself,for,"sheadded,"it’smainlywhatwedotoourselvesthatmakesussick。WasitthateverlastingweddingoftheDenninggirl?"

Heflushedangrily,butansweredwithmuchofthesamedesiretoannoy,"Isupposeitwas。Ifeltitverymuch。Dorawastheloveliestgirlinthecity。Therearenoneleftlikeher。"

"ItwillbeagoodthingforNewYorkifthatisthecase。I’mnotonethatwantsthecitytomyself,butIcanspareDoraSTANHOPE,andfeelthebetterforit。"

"ThemostbeautifulofGod’screatures!"

"You’vesurelylostyoursightoryourjudgment,Fred。Sheisjustadusky-skinnedgirl,withbig,browneyes。Youcanpickhersortupbythethousandinanylargecity。

Andawandering-hearted,giddycreature,too,thatwillspreadasshegoes,nodoubt。I’msorryforBasilStanhope,hedidn’tdeservesuchafate。"

"Indeed,hedidnot!Itisbeyondmeasuretoogoodforhim。"

"I’vealwaysheardthatafflictionisthesurestwaytoheaven。Dorawillleadhimthatroad,anditwillbemoresurethanpleasant。

Poorfellow!He’llsoonbeasreadytocursehiswedding-dayasJobwastocursehisbirthday。Acostlywifeshewillbetokeep,andmiseryinthekeepingofher。ButifyoucametotalktomeaboutDoraSTANHOPE,I’llceasetalking,forIdon’tfinditanygreatentertainment。"

"IcametotalktoyouaboutSquireRawdon。"

"WhatabouttheSquire?KeepitinyourmindthatheandIweresweetheartswhenwewerechildren。Ihaven’tforgottenthatfact。"

"YouknowRawdonCourtismortgagedtome?"

"I’veheardyousayso——morethanonce。"

"IintendtoforeclosethemortgageinSeptember。IfindthatIcangettwiceyes,threetimes——theinterestformymoneyinAmericansecurities。"

"Howdoyouknowtheyaresecurities?"

"BryceDenninghasputmeuptoseveralgoodthings。"

"Well,ifyouthinkgoodthingscancomethatroad,youareabiggerfoolthanIeverthoughtyou。"

"Fool!Madam,Iallownoonetocallmeafool,especiallywithoutreason。"

"Reason,indeed!WhatreasonwasthereinyourdillydallyingafterDoraDenningwhenshewasengaged,andthenmakingyourselflikeaghostforheraftersheismarried?

AsforthegoodthingsBryceDenningoffersyouinexchangeforagrandEnglishmanor,takethem,andthenifIcalledyounotfoolbefore,Iwillcallyoufoolinyourteethtwiceover,andmuchtoogoodforyou!Aye,I

couldcallyouaworsenamewhenIthinkoftheoldSquire——he’stwoyearsolderthanI

am——beingturnedoutofhislifelonghome。

Whereishetogoto?"

"IfIbuytheplace,forofcourseitwillhavetobesold,heiswelcometoremainatRawdonCourt。"

"Andhewoulddeservetodoitifhewerethatlow-minded;butifIknowSquirePercival,hewillgotothepoor-housefirst。Fred,youwouldsurelyscornsuchadirtythingassellingtheoldmanoutofhouseandhome?"

"Iwantmymoney,orelseIwantRawdonManor。"

"AndIhavenoobjectionseithertoyourwantingitorhavingit,but,forgoodness’

sake,waituntildeathgivesyouadecentwarrantforbuyingit。"

"Iamafraidtodelay。TheSquirehasbeenverycoolwithmelately,andmyagenttellsmetheTyrrel-Rawdonshavebeenvisitinghim,alsothathehasaskedagreatmanyquestionsabouttheJudgeandEthel。Heisevidentlytryingtopreventmegettingpossession,andIknowthatoldNicholasRawdonwouldgivehiseyelidstoownRawdonCourt。AstotheJudge————"

"Mysonwantsnoneofit。Youcanmakeyourmindeasyonthatscore。"

"IthinkIbehavedverydecently,though,ofcourse,noonegivesmecreditforit;forassoonasIsawImustforecloseinordertogetmyownIthoughtatonceofEthel。ItseemedtomethatifwecouldloveeachotherthemoneyclaimsofMostynandtheinheritedclaimsofRawdonwouldbothbesatisfied。

Unfortunately,IfoundthatIcouldnotloveEthelasawifeshouldbeloved。"

"AndIcantellyou,Fred,thatEthelnevercouldhavelovedyouasahusbandshouldbeloved。Shewasagooddealdisappointedinyoufromtheveryfirst。"

"IthoughtImadeafavorableimpressiononher。"

"Inaway。Shesaidyouplayedthepianonicely;butEthelisallforhandsomemen,tall,erectsix-footers,withalittleswingandswaggertothem。Shethoughtyousmallandfinicky。ButEthel’srichenoughtohaveherfancy,Ihope。"

"Itislittlematternowwhatshethought。

Ican’tpleaseeveryone。"

"No,it’sratherhardertodothatthanmostpeoplethinkitis。Iwouldpleasemyconsciencefirstofall,Fred。That’sthepointworthmentioning。AndIshalljustremindyouofonethingmore:yourmoneyallinalumponRawdonManorissafe。Itisinoneplace,andinsuchshapeasitcan’trunawaynorbesmuggledawaybyanyman’strickery。

Now,then,turnyoureightythousandpoundsintodollars,anddividethemamongascoreofsecurities,andyou’llsoonfindoutthatafortunemaybeeasilysquanderedwhenitisinagreatmanyhands,andthatwhatlookssatisfactoryenoughwhenreckoneduponpaperdoesn’toftenrealizeinhardmoneytothesametune。I’vesaidallnowIamgoingtosay。"

"Thankyoufortheadvicegivenme。I

willtakeitasfarasIcan。ThisafternoontheJudgehaspromisedtotalkoverthebusinesswithme。"

"TheJudgeneversawRawdonCourt,andhecaresnothingaboutit,buthecangiveyoucounselaboutthe`goodthings’BryceDenningoffersyou。Andyoumaysafelylistentoit,for,rightorwrong,Iseeplainlyitisyourownadviceyouwilltakeinthelongrun。"

MostynlaughedpleasantlyandwentbacktohishoteltothinkoverthefactsgleanedfromhisconversationwithMadam。Inthefirstplace,heunderstoodthatanyovertactagainstSquireRawdonwouldbedeeplyresentedbyhisAmericanrelatives。Butthenheremindedhimselfthathisownrelationshipwiththemwasmerelysentiment。Hehadnownothingtohopeforinthewayofmoney。Madam’sapparentlyspontaneousandtruthfulassertion,thattheJudgecarednothingforRawdonCourt,was,however,verysatisfactorytohim。Hehadbeenfoolishenoughtothinkthatthethinghedesiredsopassionatelywasofequalvalueintheestimationofothers。Hesawnowthathewaswrong,andhethenrememberedthathehadneverfoundJudgeRawdontoevinceeitherinterestorcuriosityaboutthefamilyhome。

Ifhehadbeenakeenobserver,theJudge’sfacewhenhecalledmighthavegivenhiscomfortablefeelingssomepause。Itwascontracted,subtle,intricate,buthecameforwardwithacongratulationonMostyn’simprovedappearance。"Afewweeksattheseasidewoulddoyougood,"headded,andMostynanswered,"IthinkofgoingtoNewportforamonth。"

"Andthen?"

"Iwantyouropinionaboutthat。McLeanadvisesmetoseethecountry——togotoChicago,St。Louis,Denver,crosstheRockies,andontoCalifornia。Itseemsasifthatwouldbeagrandsummerprogramme。ButmylawyerwritesmethatthemaninchargeatMostyniscuttingtoomuchtimberandisgenerallytooextravagant。ThenthereisthequestionofRawdonCourt。Myfinanceswillnotletmecarrythemortgageonitlonger,unlessIbuytheplace。"

"Areyouthinkingofthatasprobable?"

"Yes。Itwillhavetobesold。AndMostynseemstobethenaturalownerafterRawdon。

TheMostynshavemarriedRawdonssofrequentlythatwearealmostlikeonefamily,andRawdonCourtlies,asitwere,atMostyn’sgate。TheSquireisnowold,andtooeasilypersuadedforhisownwelfare,andIheartheTyrrel-Rawdonshavebeenvisitinghim。Suchathingwouldhavebeenincredibleafewyearsago。"

"WhoaretheTyrrel-Rawdons?Ihavenoacquaintancewiththem。"

"TheyarethedescendantsofthatTyrrel-

Rawdonwhoacenturyagomarriedahandsomegirlwhowasonlyaninnkeeper’sdaughter。Hewasofcoursedisownedanddisinherited,andhischildrensanktothelowestsocialgrade。Thenwhenpower-loomweavingwasintroducedtheywenttothemills,andoneofthemwascleverandsavedmoneyandbuiltalittlemillofhisown,andhissonbuiltamuchlargerone,andmadeagreatdealofmoney,andbecameMayorofLeeds。ThenextgenerationsawtheTyrrel-

Rawdonsthelargestloom-lordsinYorkshire。

Oneoftheyoungestgenerationwasmyopponentinthelastelectionandbeatme——aRadicalfellowbeatstheConservativecandidatealwayswhereweaversandspinnersholdthevotebutIthoughtitmydutytoupholdtheMostynbanner。YouknowtheMostynshavealwaysbeenToriesandConservatives。"

"Excuseme,butIamafraidIamignorantconcerningMostynpolitics。ItakelittleinterestintheEnglishparties。"

"Naturally。Well,IhopeyouwilltakeaninterestinmyaffairsandgivemeyouradviceaboutthesaleofRawdonCourt。"

"Ithinkmyadvicewouldbeuseless。Inthefirstplace,IneversawtheCourt。Myfatherhadanoldpictureofit,whichhassomehowdisappearedsincehisdeath,butI

cannotsaythateventhispictureinterestedmeatall。YouknowIamanAmerican,bornonthesoil,andveryproudofit。Then,asyouareacquaintedwithalltheinsandoutsofthedifficultiesandembarrassments,andI

knownothingatallaboutthem,youwouldhardlybefoolishenoughtotakemyopinionagainstyourown。IsupposetheSquireisinfavorofyourbuyingtheCourt?"

"Inevernamedthesubjecttohim。I

thoughtperhapshemighthavewrittentoyouonthematter。Youarethelastmaleofthehouseinthatline。"

"HehasneverwrittentomeabouttheCourt。Then,Iamnotthelastmale。Fromwhatyousay,IthinktheTyrrel-RawdonscouldeasilysupplyanheirtoRawdon。"

"Thatisthethingtobeavoided。Itwouldbeagreatoffensetothecountyfamilies。"

"Whyshouldtheybeconsidered?A

RawdonisalwaysaRawdon。"

"Butacottonspinner,sir!Ameremill-

owner!"

"Well,Idonotfeelwithyouandtheothercountypeopleinthatrespect。Ithinkacottonspinner,givingbreadtoathousandfamilies,isavastlymorerespectableandimportantmanthanafox-hunting,idlelandlord。

Amill-owningRawdonmightdoadealofgoodinthesleepyoldvillageofMonk-Rawdon。"

"YoursentimentsareAmerican,notEnglish,sir。"

"AsItoldyou,welookatthingsfromverydifferentstandpoints。"

"Doyoufeelinclinedtoliftthemortgageyourself,Judge?"

"Ihavenotthepower,evenifIhadtheinclinationtodoso。Mymoneyiswellinvested,andIcouldnot,atthistime,turnbondsandsecuritiesintocashwithoutmakingasacrificenottobecontemplated。Iconfess,however,thatiftheCourthastobesold,IshouldliketheTyrrel-Rawdonstobuyit。Idaresaythepictureoftheoffendingyouthisstillinthegallery,andIhaveheardmymothersaythatwhatisanother’salwaysyearnsforitslord。DrivenfromhisheritageforLove’ssake,itwouldbeatleastinterestingifGoldgavebacktohischildrenwhatLovelostthem。"

"Thatispuresentiment。SurelyitwouldbemorenaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons。Wehave,asitwere,boughttherightwithatleastadozenintermarriages。"

"Thatalsoispuresentiment。Goldatlastwillcarrythesuccession。"

"Butnotyourgold,Iinfer?"

"Notmygold;certainlynot。"

"ThankyouforyourdecisivewordsTheymakemycourseclear。"

"Thatiswell。Astoyoursummermovements,Iamequallyunabletogiveyouadvice。

Ithinkyouneedtheseaforamonth,andafterthatMcLean’sschemeisgood。

AndareturntoMostyntolookafteryouraffairsisequallygood。IfIwereyou,I

shouldfollowmyinclinations。Ifyouputyourheartintoanything,itiswelldoneandenjoyed;ifyoudoathingbecauseyouthinkyououghttodoit,failureanddisappointmentareoftentheresults。Sodoasyouwanttodo;itistheonlyadviceIcanofferyou。"

"Thankyou,sir。Itisveryacceptable。I

mayleaveforNewportto-morrow。Ishallcallontheladiesinthemorning。"

"Iwilltellthem,butitisjustpossiblethatthey,too,gotothecountryto-morrow,tolookafteralittlecottageontheHudsonweoccupyinthesummer。Good-by,andIhopeyouwillsoonrecoveryourusualhealth。"

ThentheJudgeliftedhishat,andwithacourteousmovementlefttheroom。Hisfacehadthesamesuaveurbanityofexpression,buthecouldhardlyrestrainthepassioninhisheart。Placidashelookedwhenheenteredhishouse,hethrewoffallpretensesassoonashereachedhisroom。TheYorkshirespiritwhichEthelhaddeclaredfoundhimoutonceinthreehundredandsixty-fourdaysandtwenty-threehourswastheninfullpos-

session。TheAmericanJudgehaddisappeared。

Helookedaslikehisancestorsasanythingoutsideofapaintedpicturecoulddo。Hisflushedface,hisflashingeyes,hispassionateexclamations,thestampofhisfoot,theblowofhishand,thethreateningattitudeofhiswholefigurewasbutareplicaofhisgreat-grandfather,AnthonyRawdon,givingRadicalsatthehustingsorcarelesskeepersatthekennels"abitofhismind。"

"`Mostyn,seemstobethenaturalownerofRawdon!RawdonCourtliesatMostyn’sgate!NaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons!Boughttherightbyadozenintermarriages!’Confoundtheimpudentrascal!DoeshethinkIwillseeSquireRawdonroguedoutofhishome?NotifIcanhelpit!NotifEthelcanhelpit!

Notifheavenandearthcanhelpit!He’sadownrightrascal!Acool,unruffled,impudentrascal!"Andtheseejaculationswerefollowedbyabitter,biting,blastinghailstormofsuchepithetsascouldonlybewrittenwithoneletterandadash。

Butthepassionofimprecationcooledandsatisfiedhisangerinthisitsfirstimpetuousoutbreak,andhesatdown,claspedthearmsofhischair,andgavehimselfaperemptoryorderofcontrol。Inashorttimeherose,bathedhisheadandfaceincoldwater,andbegantodressfordinner。Andashestoodbeforetheglasshesmiledattherestoredcolorandcalmofhiscountenance。

"Youareaprudentlawyer,"hesaidsarcastically。"Howmanyactionablewordshaveyoujustuttered!IfthedevilandFredMostynhavebeenlistening,theycan,asmothersays,`getthelawonyou’;butI

thinkEthelandIandthelawwillbeamatchevenforthedevilandFredMostyn。"Then,asheslowlywentdownstairs,herepeatedtohimself,"MostynseemstobethenaturalownerofRawdon。No,sir,neithernaturalnorlegalowner。RawdonCourtliesatMostyngate。Notyet。MostynliesatRawdongate。NaturalthattheMostynsshouldsucceedtheRawdons。PowerofGod!Neitherinthisgenerationnorthenext。"

AndatthesamemomentMostyn,havingthoughtoverhisinterviewwithJudgeRawdon,walkedthoughtfullytoawindowandmutteredtohimself:"Whateverwasthematterwiththeoldman?Politeasacourtier,butsomethingwaswrong。Theroomfeltasiftherewasaniceberginit,andhekepthisrighthandinhispocket。Ibe-

lievehewasafraidIwouldshakehandswithhim——itisEthel,Isuppose。Naturallyheisdisappointed。WantedheratRawdon。Well,itisapity,butIreallycannot!Oh,Dora!

Dora!Myheart,myhungryandthirstyheartcallsyou!Burningwithlove,dyingwithlonging,Iamwaitingforyou!"

Thedinnerpassedpleasantlyenough,butbothEthelandRuthnoticedtheJudgewasunderstrongbutwell-controlledfeeling。

Whileservantswerepresentitpassedforhighspirits,butassoonasthethreewerealoneinthelibrary,theexcitementtookatonceaseriousaspect。

"Mydears,"hesaid,standingupandfacingthem,"IhavehadaverypainfulinterviewwithFredMostyn。HeholdsamortgageoverRawdonCourt,andisgoingtopressitinSeptember——thatis,heproposestoselltheplaceinordertoobtainhismoney——andthepoorSquire!"Heceasedspeaking,walkedacrosstheroomandbackagain,andappearedgreatlydisturbed。

"WhatoftheSquire?"askedRuth。

"Godknows,Ruth。Hehasnootherhome。"

"Whyisthisthingtobedone?Istherenowaytopreventit?"

"Mostynwantsthemoney,hesays,toinvestinAmericansecurities。Hedoesnot。

Hewantstoforceasale,sothathemaybuytheplaceforthemortgage,andtheneitherkeepitforhispride,ormorelikelyresellittotheTyrrel-Rawdonsfordoublethemoney。"

Thenwithgraduallyincreasingpassionherepeatedinalow,intensevoicetheremarkswhichMostynhadmade,andwhichhadsoinfuriatedtheJudge。Beforehehadfinishedspeakingthetwowomenhadcaughthistemperandspirit。Ethel’sfacewaswhitewithanger,hereyesflashing,herwholeattitudefulloffight。Ruthwastroubledandsorrowful,andshelookedanxiouslyattheJudgeforsomesolutionofthecondition。ItwasEthelwhovoicedtheanxiety。"Father,"

sheasked,"whatistobedone?Whatcanyoudo?"

"Nothing,Iamsorrytosay,Ethel。Mymoneyisabsolutelytiedup——forthisyear,atanyrate。Icannottouchitwithoutwrongingothersaswellasmyself,noryetwithoutthemostruinoussacrifice。"

"IfIcoulddoanything,Iwouldnotcareatwhatsacrifice。"

"Youcandoallthatisnecessary,Ethel,andyouaretheonlypersonwhocan。Youhaveatleasteighthundredthousanddollarsincashandnegotiablesecurities。Yourmother’sfortuneisallyours,withitslegitimateaccruements,anditwasleftatyourowndisposalafteryourtwenty-firstbirthday。

IthasbeenatyourowndisposalWITH

MYCONSENTsinceyournineteenthbirthday。"

"Then,father,weneednottroubleabouttheSquire。Iwishwithallmyhearttomakehishomesuretohimaslongashelives。Youarealawyer,youknowwhatoughttobedone。"

"Goodgirl!Iknewwhatyouwouldsayanddo,orIshouldnothavetoldyouthetroubletherewasatRawdon。Now,IproposeweallmakeavisittoRawdonCourt,seetheSquireandtheproperty,andwhilethereperfectsucharrangementsasseemkindestandwisest。Ruth,howsooncanwebereadytosail?"

"Father,doyoureallymeanthatwearetogotoEngland?"

"Itistheonlythingtodo。ImustseethatallisasMostynsays。Imustnotletyouthrowyourmoneyaway。"

"Thatisonlyprudent,"saidRuth,"andwecanbereadyforthefirststeamerifyouwishit。"

"Iamdelighted,father。IlongtoseeEngland;morethanall,IlongtoseeRawdon。

IdidnotknowuntilthismomenthowmuchIlovedit。"

"Well,then,IwillhaveallreadyforustosailnextSaturday。SaynothingaboutittoMostyn。Hewillcallto-morrowmorningtobidyougood-bybeforeleavingforNewportwithMcLean。Tryandbeout。"

"Ishallcertainlybeout,"saidEthel。

"Idonotwishevertoseehisfaceagain,andImustseegrandmotherandtellherwhatwearegoingtodo。"

"Idaresaysheguessesalready。Sheadvisedmetoaskyouaboutthemortgage。Sheknewwhatyouwouldsay。"

"Father,whoaretheTyrrel-Rawdons?"

ThentheJudgetoldthestoryoftheyoungTyrrel-Rawdon,whoacenturyagohadlosthisworldforLove,andEthelsaid"shelikedhimbetterthananyRawdonshehadeverheardof。"

"Exceptyourfather,Ethel。"

"Exceptmyfather;mydear,goodfather。

AndIamgladthatLovedidnotalwaysmakethempoor。Theymustnowberich,iftheywanttobuytheCourt。"

"Theyarerichmanufacturers。MostynismuchannoyedthattheSquirehasbeguntonoticethem。HesaysoneofthegrandsonsoftheTyrrel-Rawdons,disinheritedforlove’ssake,cametoAmericasometimeintheforties。Iaskedyourgrandmotherifthisstorywastrue。Shesaiditisquitetrue;

thatmyfatherwashisfriendinthematter,andthatitwashisreportsaboutAmericawhichmadethemdecidetotrytheirfortuneinNewYork。"

"Doessheknowwhatbecameofhim?"

"No。InhislastlettertothemhesaidhehadjustjoinedapartygoingtothegoldfieldsofCalifornia。Thatwasin1850。Heneverwroteagain。Itislikelyheperishedontheterriblejourneyacrosstheplains。

Manythousandsdid。"

"WhenIaminEnglandIintendtocallupontheseTyrrel-Rawdons。IthinkIshalllikethem。Myheartgoesouttothem。Iamproudofthisbitofromanceinthefamily。"

"Oh,thereisplentyofromancebehindyou,Ethel。WhenyouseetheoldSquirestandingattheentrancetotheManorHouse,youmayseethehagsofCressyandAgincourt,ofMarstonandWorcesterbehindhim。

AndtheRawdonwomenhavefrequentlybeendaughtersofDestiny。Manyofthemhavelivedromancesthatwouldbeincredibleifwrittendown。Oh,Ethel,dear,wecannot,wecannotforourlives,lettheoldhomefallintothehandsofstrangers。Atanyrate,ifoninspectionwethinkitwrongtointerfere,IcanatleasttryandgetthechildrenofthedisinheritedTyrrelbacktotheirhome。Shallweleaveitatthispointforthepresent?"

Thisdecisionwasagreeabletoall,andthenthefewpreparationsnecessaryforthejourneyweretalkedover,andinthishappydiscussiontheeveningpassedrapidly。ThedreamofEthel’slifehadbeenthisvisittothehomeofherfamily,andtogoasitssaviorwasaconsummationofthepleasurethatfilledherwithlovingpride。Shecouldnotsleepforherwakingdreams。ShemadeallsortsofresolutionsaboutthedespisedTyrrel-

Rawdons。Sheintendedtoshowtheproud,indolentworldoftheEnglishland-

aristocracythatAmericans,justaswellbornasthemselves,respectedbusinessenergyandenterprise;andshehadotherplansandpropositionsjustasinterestingandasfullofyouth’simpossibleenthusiasm。

Inthemorningshewenttotalkthesubjectoverwithhergrandmother。Theoldladyreceivedthenewswithaffectedindif-

ference。Shesaid,"ItmatterednothingtoherwhosatinRawdon’sseat;butshewouldnothearMostynblamedforseekinghisright。Moneyandsentimentarenokin,"

sheadded,"andFredhasnosentimentaboutRawdon。Whyshouldhe?OnlylastsummerRawdonkepthimoutofParliament,andmadehimspendalotofmoneybeside。

He’srighttogetevenwiththefamilyifhecan。"

"ButtheoldSquire!Heisnow————"

"Iknow;he’solderthanIam。ButSquirePercivalhashadhisday,andFredwouldnotdoanythingoutofthewaytohim——hecouldnot;thecountywouldmakebothMostynandRawdonveryuncomfortableplacestolivein,ifhedid。"

"Ifyouturnamanoutofhishomewhenheiseightyyearsold,Ithinkthatis`outoftheway。’AndMr。Mostynisnottobetrusted。Iwouldn’ttrusthimasfarasI

couldseehim。"

"Highty-tighty!Hehasnotaskedyoutotrusthim。Youlostyourchancethere,miss。"

"Grandmother,Iamastonishedatyou!"

"Well,itwasameanthingtosay,Ethel;

butIlikeFred,andIseetherestofmyfamilyareagainsthim。It’snaturalforYorkshiretohelptheweakestside。Butthere,Fredcandohisownfighting,I’llwarrant。

He’snotanordinaryman。"

"I’msorrytosayheisn’t,grandmother。

Ifhewerehewouldspeakwithoutadrawl,andgetridofhismonocle,andnotpaysuchminuteattentiontohiscoatsandvestsandwalkingsticks。"

ThenEthelproceededtoexplainherresolveswithregardtotheTyrrel-Rawdons。

"Ishallpaythemthegreatestattention,"

shesaid。"ItwasanoblethinginyoungTyrrel-Rawdontogiveupeverythingforhonorablelove,andIthinkeveryoneoughttohavestoodbyhim。"

"Thatwouldn’thavedoneatall。IfTyrrelhadbeenpettedasyouthinkheoughttohavebeen,everyrespectableyoungmanandwomaninthecountywouldhavemarriedwheretheirfancyledthem;andthefanciesofyoungpeoplemostlyleadthemtotheroaditisruintotake。"

"FromwhatFredMostynsays,Tyrrel’sdescendantsseemtohavetakenaveryrespectableroad。"

"I’venothingtosayfororagainstthem。

It’syearsandyearssinceIlaideyesonanyofthefamily。YourgrandfatherhelpedoneoftheyoungmentocometoAmerica,andIrememberhismothergettingintoapassionaboutit。ShewasafatwomaninaPaisleyshawlandalove-birdonherbonnet。

Isawhissisteroften。Sheweighedabouttwelvestone,andhadredhairandredcheeksandbareredelbows。Shewascalleda`strappinglass。’ThatisquiteacomplimentarytermintheWestRiding。"

"Please,grandmother,Idon’twanttohearanymore。IntwoweeksIshallbeabletojudgeformyself。Sincethentherehavebeentwogenerations,andifamemberofthepresentoneisfitforParliament————"

"That’snothing。Weneedn’tlookforanythingspeciallyrefinedinParliamentinthesedays。There’sanotherthing。TheseTyrrel-Rawdonsarechapelpeople。TherectorofRawdonchurchwouldnotmarryTyrreltohislow-bornlove,andsotheywenttotheMethodistpreacher,andafterthattotheMethodistchapel。Thatputthemdown,morethanyoucanimaginehereinAmerica。"

"Itwasashame!Methodistsaremostrespectablepeople。"

"I’msayingnothingcontrary。"

"ThePresidentisaMethodist。"

"Ineveraskedwhathewas。IamaChurchofEnglandwoman,youknowthat。

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