O Pioneers!

第4章

VIII

OntheeveningofthedayofAlexandra’scallattheShabatas’,aheavyrainsetin。FranksatupuntilalatehourreadingtheSundaynewspa—

pers。OneoftheGouldswasgettingadivorce,andFranktookitasapersonalaffront。Inprintingthestoryoftheyoungman’smar—

italtroubles,theknowingeditorgaveasuffi—

cientlycoloredaccountofhiscareer,statingtheamountofhisincomeandthemannerinwhichhewassupposedtospendit。FrankreadEnglishslowly,andthemorehereadaboutthisdivorcecase,theangrierhegrew。Atlasthethrewdownthepagewithasnort。Heturnedtohisfarm—handwhowasreadingtheotherhalfofthepaper。

"ByGod!ifIhavethatyoungfellerindehayfieldonce,Ishowhimsometing。Listenherewhathedowithismoney。"AndFrankbeganthecatalogueoftheyoungman’sreputedextravagances。

Mariesighed。ShethoughtithardthattheGoulds,forwhomshehadnothingbutgoodwill,shouldmakehersomuchtrouble。ShehatedtoseetheSundaynewspaperscomeintothehouse。Frankwasalwaysreadingaboutthedoingsofrichpeopleandfeelingoutraged。Hehadaninexhaustiblestockofstoriesabouttheircrimesandfollies,howtheybribedthecourtsandshotdowntheirbutlerswithimpunitywhenevertheychose。FrankandLouBergsonhadverysimilarideas,andtheyweretwoofthepoliticalagitatorsofthecounty。

Thenextmorningbrokeclearandbrilliant,butFranksaidthegroundwastoowettoplough,sohetookthecartanddroveovertoSainte—AgnestospendthedayatMosesMar—

cel’ssaloon。Afterhewasgone,Mariewentouttothebackporchtobeginherbutter—making。A

briskwindhadcomeupandwasdrivingpuffywhitecloudsacrossthesky。Theorchardwassparklingandripplinginthesun。Mariestoodlookingtowarditwistfully,herhandonthelidofthechurn,whensheheardasharpringintheair,themerrysoundofthewhetstoneonthescythe。Thatinvitationdecidedher。Sheranintothehouse,putonashortskirtandapairofherhusband’sboots,caughtupatinpailandstartedfortheorchard。Emilhadalreadybe—

gunworkandwasmowingvigorously。Whenhesawhercoming,hestoppedandwipedhisbrow。

Hisyellowcanvasleggingsandkhakitrousersweresplashedtotheknees。

"Don’tletmedisturbyou,Emil。I’mgoingtopickcherries。Isn’teverythingbeautifulaftertherain?Oh,butI’mgladtogetthisplacemowed!WhenIhearditraininginthenight,Ithoughtmaybeyouwouldcomeanddoitformeto—day。Thewindwakenedme。

Didn’titblowdreadfully?Justsmellthewildroses!Theyarealwayssospicyafterarain。

Weneverhadsomanyoftheminherebefore。

Isupposeit’sthewetseason。Willyouhavetocutthem,too?"

"IfIcutthegrass,Iwill,"Emilsaidteas—

ingly。"What’sthematterwithyou?Whatmakesyousoflighty?"

"AmIflighty?Isupposethat’sthewetsea—

son,too,then。It’sexcitingtoseeeverythinggrowingsofast,——andtogetthegrasscut!

Pleaseleavetherosestilllast,ifyoumustcutthem。Oh,Idon’tmeanallofthem,Imeanthatlowplacedownbymytree,wheretherearesomany。Aren’tyousplashed!Lookatthespider—websalloverthegrass。Good—bye。

I’llcallyouifIseeasnake。"

ShetrippedawayandEmilstoodlookingafterher。Inafewmomentsheheardthecher—

riesdroppingsmartlyintothepail,andhebegantoswinghisscythewiththatlong,evenstrokethatfewAmericanboyseverlearn。

Mariepickedcherriesandsangsoftlytoherself,strippingoneglitteringbranchafteranother,shiveringwhenshecaughtashowerofrain—

dropsonherneckandhair。AndEmilmowedhiswayslowlydowntowardthecherrytrees。

ThatsummertherainshadbeensomanyandopportunethatitwasalmostmorethanShabataandhismancoulddotokeepupwiththecorn;theorchardwasaneglectedwilder—

ness。Allsortsofweedsandherbsandflowershadgrownupthere;splotchesofwildlarkspur,palegreen—and—whitespikesofhoarhound,plantationsofwildcotton,tanglesoffoxtailandwildwheat。Southoftheapricottrees,cor—

neringonthewheatfield,wasFrank’salfalfa,wheremyriadsofwhiteandyellowbutterflieswerealwaysflutteringabovethepurpleblos—

soms。WhenEmilreachedthelowercornerbythehedge,Mariewassittingunderherwhitemulberrytree,thepailfulofcherriesbesideher,lookingoffatthegentle,tirelessswellingofthewheat。

"Emil,"shesaidsuddenly——hewasmowingquietlyaboutunderthetreesoasnottodisturbher——"whatreligiondidtheSwedeshaveawayback,beforetheywereChristians?"

Emilpausedandstraightenedhisback。"I

don’tknow。AboutliketheGermans’,wasn’tit?"

Mariewentonasifshehadnotheardhim。

"TheBohemians,youknow,weretreewor—

shipersbeforethemissionariescame。Fathersaysthepeopleinthemountainsstilldoqueerthings,sometimes,——theybelievethattreesbringgoodorbadluck。"

Emillookedsuperior。"Dothey?Well,whicharetheluckytrees?I’dliketoknow。"

"Idon’tknowallofthem,butIknowlindensare。Theoldpeopleinthemountainsplantlindenstopurifytheforest,andtodoawaywiththespellsthatcomefromtheoldtreestheysayhavelastedfromheathentimes。

I’magoodCatholic,butIthinkIcouldgetalongwithcaringfortrees,ifIhadn’tanythingelse。"

"That’sapoorsaying,"saidEmil,stoopingovertowipehishandsinthewetgrass。

"Whyisit?IfIfeelthatway,Ifeelthatway。Iliketreesbecausetheyseemmoreresignedtothewaytheyhavetolivethanotherthingsdo。IfeelasifthistreeknowseverythingIeverthinkofwhenIsithere。

WhenIcomebacktoit,Ineverhavetore—

minditofanything;IbeginjustwhereIleftoff。"

Emilhadnothingtosaytothis。Hereachedupamongthebranchesandbegantopickthesweet,insipidfruit,——longivory—coloredber—

ries,tippedwithfaintpink,likewhitecoral,thatfalltothegroundunheededallsummerthrough。Hedroppedahandfulintoherlap。

"DoyoulikeMr。Linstrum?"Marieaskedsuddenly。

"Yes。Don’tyou?"

"Oh,eversomuch;onlyheseemskindofstaidandschool—teachery。But,ofcourse,heisolderthanFrank,even。I’msureIdon’twanttolivetobemorethanthirty,doyou?DoyouthinkAlexandralikeshimverymuch?"

"Isupposeso。Theywereoldfriends。"

"Oh,Emil,youknowwhatImean!"Marietossedherheadimpatiently。"Doesshereallycareabouthim?Whensheusedtotellmeabouthim,Ialwayswonderedwhethershewasn’talittleinlovewithhim。"

"Who,Alexandra?"Emillaughedandthrusthishandsintohistrouserspockets。

"Alexandra’sneverbeeninlove,youcrazy!"

Helaughedagain。"Shewouldn’tknowhowtogoaboutit。Theidea!"

Marieshruggedhershoulders。"Oh,youdon’tknowAlexandraaswellasyouthinkyoudo!Ifyouhadanyeyes,youwouldseethatsheisveryfondofhim。ItwouldserveyouallrightifshewalkedoffwithCarl。Ilikehimbecauseheappreciateshermorethanyoudo。"

Emilfrowned。"Whatareyoutalkingabout,Marie?Alexandra’sallright。SheandIhavealwaysbeengoodfriends。Whatmoredoyouwant?IliketotalktoCarlaboutNewYorkandwhatafellowcandothere。"

"Oh,Emil!Surelyyouarenotthinkingofgoingoffthere?"

"Whynot?Imustgosomewhere,mustn’tI?"Theyoungmantookuphisscytheandleanedonit。"WouldyouratherIwentoffinthesandhillsandlivedlikeIvar?"

Marie’sfacefellunderhisbroodinggaze。Shelookeddownathiswetleggings。"I’msureAlexandrahopesyouwillstayonhere,"shemurmured。

"ThenAlexandrawillbedisappointed,"theyoungmansaidroughly。"WhatdoIwanttohangaroundherefor?Alexandracanrunthefarmallright,withoutme。Idon’twanttostandaroundandlookon。Iwanttobedoingsomethingonmyownaccount。"

"That’sso,"Mariesighed。"Therearesomany,manythingsyoucando。Almostany—

thingyouchoose。"

"Andtherearesomany,manythingsIcan’tdo。"Emilechoedhertonesarcastically。"Some—

timesIdon’twanttodoanythingatall,andsometimesIwanttopullthefourcornersoftheDividetogether,"——hethrewouthisarmandbroughtitbackwithajerk,——"so,likeatable—cloth。Igettiredofseeingmenandhorsesgoingupanddown,upanddown。"

Marielookedupathisdefiantfigureandherfaceclouded。"Iwishyouweren’tsorestless,anddidn’tgetsoworkedupoverthings,"shesaidsadly。

"Thankyou,"hereturnedshortly。

Shesigheddespondently。"EverythingIsaymakesyoucross,don’tit?Andyouneverusedtobecrosstome。"

Emiltookastepnearerandstoodfrowningdownatherbenthead。Hestoodinanattitudeofself—defense,hisfeetwellapart,hishandsclenchedanddrawnupathissides,sothatthecordsstoodoutonhisbarearms。"Ican’tplaywithyoulikealittleboyanymore,"hesaidslowly。"That’swhatyoumiss,Marie。You’llhavetogetsomeotherlittleboytoplaywith。"

Hestoppedandtookadeepbreath。Thenhewentoninalowtone,sointensethatitwasalmostthreatening:"Sometimesyouseemtounderstandperfectly,andthensometimesyoupretendyoudon’t。Youdon’thelpthingsanybypretending。It’sthenthatIwanttopullthecornersoftheDividetogether。IfyouWON’Tunderstand,youknow,Icouldmakeyou!"

Marieclaspedherhandsandstartedupfromherseat。Shehadgrownverypaleandhereyeswereshiningwithexcitementanddistress。

"But,Emil,ifIunderstand,thenallourgoodtimesareover,wecanneverdonicethingsto—

getheranymore。WeshallhavetobehavelikeMr。Linstrum。And,anyhow,there’snothingtounderstand!"Shestruckthegroundwithherlittlefootfiercely。"Thatwon’tlast。Itwillgoaway,andthingswillbejustastheyusedto。IwishyouwereaCatholic。TheChurchhelpspeople,indeeditdoes。Iprayforyou,butthat’snotthesameasifyouprayedyourself。"

Shespokerapidlyandpleadingly,lookedentreatinglyintohisface。Emilstooddefiant,gazingdownather。

"Ican’tpraytohavethethingsIwant,"hesaidslowly,"andIwon’tpraynottohavethem,notifI’mdamnedforit。"

Marieturnedaway,wringingherhands。

"Oh,Emil,youwon’ttry!Thenallourgoodtimesareover。"

"Yes;over。Ineverexpecttohaveanymore。"

Emilgrippedthehand—holdsofhisscytheandbegantomow。Marietookuphercherriesandwentslowlytowardthehouse,cryingbitterly。

IX

OnSundayafternoon,amonthafterCarlLinstrum’sarrival,herodewithEmilupintotheFrenchcountrytoattendaCatholicfair。

Hesatformostoftheafternooninthebase—

mentofthechurch,wherethefairwasheld,talkingtoMarieShabata,orstrolledaboutthegravelterrace,thrownuponthehillsideinfrontofthebasementdoors,wheretheFrenchboyswerejumpingandwrestlingandthrowingthediscus。Someoftheboyswereintheirwhitebaseballsuits;theyhadjustcomeupfromaSundaypracticegamedownintheball—

grounds。Amedee,thenewlymarried,Emil’sbestfriend,wastheirpitcher,renownedamongthecountrytownsforhisdashandskill。

Amedeewasalittlefellow,ayearyoungerthanEmilandmuchmoreboyishinappearance;

verylitheandactiveandneatlymade,withaclearbrownandwhiteskin,andflashingwhiteteeth。TheSainte—AgnesboysweretoplaytheHastingsnineinafortnight,andAmedee’slightningballswerethehopeofhisteam。ThelittleFrenchmanseemedtogeteveryouncetherewasinhimbehindtheballasitlefthishand。

"You’dhavemadethebatteryattheUniver—

sityforsure,’Medee,"Emilsaidastheywerewalkingfromtheball—groundsbacktothechurchonthehill。"You’repitchingbetterthanyoudidinthespring。"

Amedeegrinned。"Sure!Amarriedmandon’tlosehisheadnomore。"HeslappedEmilonthebackashecaughtstepwithhim。"Oh,Emil,youwannagetmarriedrightoffquick!

It’sthegreatestthingever!"

Emillaughed。"HowamIgoingtogetmar—

riedwithoutanygirl?"

Amedeetookhisarm。"Pooh!Thereareplentygirlswillhaveyou。YouwannagetsomeniceFrenchgirl,now。Shetreatyouwell;

alwaysbejolly。See,"——hebegancheckingoffonhisfingers,——"thereisSeverine,andAlphosen,andJosephine,andHectorine,andLouise,andMalvina——why,Icouldloveanyofthemgirls!Whydon’tyougetafterthem?

Areyoustuckup,Emil,orisanythingthematterwithyou?Ineverdidknowaboytwenty—twoyearsoldbeforethatdidn’thavenogirl。Youwannabeapriest,maybe?Not—aforme!"Amedeeswaggered。"IbringmanygoodCatholicsintothisworld,Ihope,andthat’sawayIhelptheChurch。"

Emillookeddownandpattedhimontheshoulder。"Nowyou’rewindy,’Medee。YouFrenchiesliketobrag。"

ButAmedeehadthezealofthenewlymar—

ried,andhewasnottobelightlyshakenoff。

"Honestandtrue,Emil,don’tyouwantANY

girl?Maybethere’ssomeyoungladyinLin—

coln,now,verygrand,"——Amedeewavedhishandlanguidlybeforehisfacetodenotethefanofheartlessbeauty,——"andyoulostyourheartupthere。Isthatit?"

"Maybe,"saidEmil。

ButAmedeesawnoappropriateglowinhisfriend’sface。"Bah!"heexclaimedindisgust。

"ItellalltheFrenchgirlstokeep’wayfromyou。Yougottarockinthere,"thumpingEmilontheribs。

Whentheyreachedtheterraceatthesideofthechurch,Amedee,whowasexcitedbyhissuccessontheball—grounds,challengedEmiltoajumping—match,thoughheknewhewouldbebeaten。Theybeltedthemselvesup,andRaoulMarcel,thechoirtenorandFatherDuchesne’spet,andJeanBordelau,heldthestringoverwhichtheyvaulted。AlltheFrenchboysstoodround,cheeringandhump—

ingthemselvesupwhenEmilorAmedeewentoverthewire,asiftheywerehelpinginthelift。

Emilstoppedatfive—feet—five,declaringthathewouldspoilhisappetiteforsupperifhejumpedanymore。

Angelique,Amedee’sprettybride,asblondeandfairashername,whohadcomeouttowatchthematch,tossedherheadatEmilandsaid:——

"’Medeecouldjumpmuchhigherthanyouifhewereastall。Andanyhow,heismuchmoregraceful。Hegoesoverlikeabird,andyouhavetohumpyourselfallup。"

"Oh,Ido,doI?"Emilcaughtherandkissedhersaucymouthsquarely,whileshelaughedandstruggledandcalled,"’Medee!

’Medee!"

"There,youseeyour’Medeeisn’tevenbigenoughtogetyouawayfromme。Icouldrunawaywithyourightnowandhecouldonlysitdownandcryaboutit。I’llshowyouwhetherIhavetohumpmyself!"Laughingandpant—

ing,hepickedAngeliqueupinhisarmsandbeganrunningabouttherectanglewithher。

NotuntilhesawMarieShabata’stigereyesflashingfromthegloomofthebasementdoor—

waydidhehandthedisheveledbrideovertoherhusband。"There,gotoyourgraceful;

Ihaven’tthehearttotakeyouawayfromhim。"

AngeliqueclungtoherhusbandandmadefacesatEmiloverthewhiteshoulderofAmedee’sball—shirt。EmilwasgreatlyamusedatherairofproprietorshipandatAmedee’sshamelesssubmissiontoit。Hewasdelightedwithhisfriend’sgoodfortune。HelikedtoseeandtothinkaboutAmedee’ssunny,natural,happylove。

HeandAmedeehadriddenandwrestledandlarkedtogethersincetheywereladsoftwelve。

OnSundaysandholidaystheywerealwaysarminarm。ItseemedstrangethatnowheshouldhavetohidethethingthatAmedeewassoproudof,thatthefeelingwhichgaveoneofthemsuchhappinessshouldbringtheothersuchdespair。ItwaslikethatwhenAlexandratestedherseed—corninthespring,hemused。

Fromtwoearsthathadgrownsidebyside,thegrainsofoneshotupjoyfullyintothelight,projectingthemselvesintothefuture,andthegrainsfromtheotherlaystillintheearthandrotted;andnobodyknewwhy。

X

WhileEmilandCarlwereamusingthem—

selvesatthefair,Alexandrawasathome,busywithheraccount—books,whichhadbeenne—

glectedoflate。Shewasalmostthroughwithherfigureswhensheheardacartdriveuptothegate,andlookingoutofthewindowshesawhertwoolderbrothers。TheyhadseemedtoavoidhereversinceCarlLinstrum’sarrival,fourweeksagothatday,andshehurriedtothedoortowelcomethem。Shesawatoncethattheyhadcomewithsomeverydefinitepurpose。

Theyfollowedherstifflyintothesitting—room。

Oscarsatdown,butLouwalkedovertothewindowandremainedstanding,hishandsbe—

hindhim。

"Youarebyyourself?"heasked,lookingtowardthedoorwayintotheparlor。

"Yes。CarlandEmilwentuptotheCatho—

licfair。"

Forafewmomentsneitherofthemenspoke。

ThenLoucameoutsharply。"Howsoondoesheintendtogoawayfromhere?"

"Idon’tknow,Lou。Notforsometime,I

hope。"Alexandraspokeinaneven,quiettonethatoftenexasperatedherbrothers。Theyfeltthatshewastryingtobesuperiorwiththem。

Oscarspokeupgrimly。"Wethoughtweoughttotellyouthatpeoplehavebeguntotalk,"hesaidmeaningly。

Alexandralookedathim。"Whatabout?"

Oscarmethereyesblankly。"Aboutyou,keepinghimheresolong。Itlooksbadforhimtobehangingontoawomanthisway。Peoplethinkyou’regettingtakenin。"

Alexandrashutheraccount—bookfirmly。

"Boys,"shesaidseriously,"don’tlet’sgoonwiththis。Wewon’tcomeoutanywhere。I

can’ttakeadviceonsuchamatter。Iknowyoumeanwell,butyoumustnotfeelresponsibleformeinthingsofthissort。Ifwegoonwiththistalkitwillonlymakehardfeeling。"

Louwhippedaboutfromthewindow。"Yououghttothinkalittleaboutyourfamily。

You’remakingusallridiculous。"

"HowamI?"

"Peoplearebeginningtosayyouwanttomarrythefellow。"

"Well,andwhatisridiculousaboutthat?"

LouandOscarexchangedoutragedlooks。

"Alexandra!Can’tyouseehe’sjustatrampandhe’safteryourmoney?Hewantstobetakencareof,hedoes!"

"Well,supposeIwanttotakecareofhim?

Whosebusinessisitbutmyown?"

"Don’tyouknowhe’dgetholdofyourproperty?"

"He’dgetholdofwhatIwishedtogivehim,certainly。"

OscarsatupsuddenlyandLouclutchedathisbristlyhair。

"Givehim?"Loushouted。"Ourproperty,ourhomestead?"

"Idon’tknowaboutthehomestead,"saidAlexandraquietly。"IknowyouandOscarhavealwaysexpectedthatitwouldbelefttoyourchildren,andI’mnotsurebutwhatyou’reright。ButI’lldoexactlyasIpleasewiththerestofmyland,boys。"

"Therestofyourland!"criedLou,growingmoreexcitedeveryminute。"Didn’tallthelandcomeoutofthehomestead?Itwasboughtwithmoneyborrowedonthehomestead,andOscarandmeworkedourselvestothebonepayinginterestonit。"

"Yes,youpaidtheinterest。Butwhenyoumarriedwemadeadivisionoftheland,andyouweresatisfied。I’vemademoreonmyfarmssinceI’vebeenalonethanwhenweallworkedtogether。"

"Everythingyou’vemadehascomeoutoftheoriginallandthatusboysworkedfor,hasn’tit?Thefarmsandallthatcomesoutofthembelongstousasafamily。"

Alexandrawavedherhandimpatiently。

"Comenow,Lou。Sticktothefacts。Youaretalkingnonsense。Gotothecountyclerkandaskhimwhoownsmyland,andwhethermytitlesaregood。"

Louturnedtohisbrother。"Thisiswhatcomesoflettingawomanmeddleinbusiness,"

hesaidbitterly。"Weoughttohavetakenthingsinourownhandsyearsago。Butshelikedtorunthings,andwehumoredher。Wethoughtyouhadgoodsense,Alexandra。Weneverthoughtyou’ddoanythingfoolish。"

Alexandrarappedimpatientlyonherdeskwithherknuckles。"Listen,Lou。Don’ttalkwild。Yousayyououghttohavetakenthingsintoyourownhandsyearsago。Isupposeyoumeanbeforeyoulefthome。Buthowcouldyoutakeholdofwhatwasn’tthere?I’vegotmostofwhatIhavenowsincewedividedtheprop—

erty;I’vebuiltitupmyself,andithasnothingtodowithyou。"

Oscarspokeupsolemnly。"Thepropertyofafamilyreallybelongstothemenofthefamily,nomatteraboutthetitle。Ifanythinggoeswrong,it’sthementhatareheldresponsible。"

"Yes,ofcourse,"Loubrokein。"Everybodyknowsthat。Oscarandmehavealwaysbeeneasy—goingandwe’venevermadeanyfuss。

Wewerewillingyoushouldholdthelandandhavethegoodofit,butyougotnorighttopartwithanyofit。Weworkedinthefieldstopayforthefirstlandyoubought,andwhat—

ever’scomeoutofithasgottobekeptinthefamily。"

Oscarreinforcedhisbrother,hismindfixedontheonepointhecouldsee。"Thepropertyofafamilybelongstothemenofthefamily,becausetheyareheldresponsible,andbecausetheydothework。"

Alexandralookedfromonetotheother,hereyesfullofindignation。Shehadbeenimpa—

tientbefore,butnowshewasbeginningtofeelangry。"Andwhataboutmywork?"sheaskedinanunsteadyvoice。

Loulookedatthecarpet。"Oh,now,Alex—

andra,youalwaystookitprettyeasy!Ofcoursewewantedyouto。Youlikedtomanageround,andwealwayshumoredyou。Werealizeyouwereagreatdealofhelptous。There’snowomananywherearoundthatknowsasmuchaboutbusinessasyoudo,andwe’vealwaysbeenproudofthat,andthoughtyouwereprettysmart。But,ofcourse,therealworkalwaysfellonus。Goodadviceisallright,butitdon’tgettheweedsoutofthecorn。"

"Maybenot,butitsometimesputsinthecrop,anditsometimeskeepsthefieldsforcorntogrowin,"saidAlexandradryly。"Why,Lou,IcanrememberwhenyouandOscarwantedtosellthishomesteadandalltheim—

provementstooldpreacherEricsonfortwothousanddollars。IfI’dconsented,you’dhavegonedowntotheriverandscrapedalongonpoorfarmsfortherestofyourlives。WhenI

putinourfirstfieldofalfalfayoubothopposedme,justbecauseIfirstheardaboutitfromayoungmanwhohadbeentotheUniversity。

YousaidIwasbeingtakeninthen,andalltheneighborssaidso。YouknowaswellasIdothatalfalfahasbeenthesalvationofthiscoun—

try。YoualllaughedatmewhenIsaidourlandherewasaboutreadyforwheat,andIhadtoraisethreebigwheatcropsbeforetheneigh—

borsquitputtingalltheirlandincorn。Why,I

rememberyoucried,Lou,whenweputinthefirstbigwheat—planting,andsaideverybodywaslaughingatus。"

LouturnedtoOscar。"That’sthewomanofit;ifshetellsyoutoputinacrop,shethinksshe’sputitin。Itmakeswomenconceitedtomeddleinbusiness。Ishouldn’tthinkyou’dwanttoremindushowhardyouwereonus,Alexandra,afterthewayyoubabyEmil。"

"Hardonyou?Inevermeanttobehard。

Conditionswerehard。MaybeIwouldneverhavebeenverysoft,anyhow;butIcertainlydidn’tchoosetobethekindofgirlIwas。Ifyoutakeevenavineandcutitbackagainandagain,itgrowshard,likeatree。"

Loufeltthattheywerewanderingfromthepoint,andthatindigressionAlexandramightunnervehim。Hewipedhisforeheadwithajerkofhishandkerchief。"Weneverdoubtedyou,Alexandra。Weneverquestionedany—

thingyoudid。You’vealwayshadyourownway。Butyoucan’texpectustositlikestumpsandseeyoudoneoutofthepropertybyanyloaferwhohappensalong,andmakingyourselfridiculousintothebargain。"

Oscarrose。"Yes,"hebrokein,"every—

body’slaughingtoseeyougettookin;atyourage,too。Everybodyknowshe’snearlyfiveyearsyoungerthanyou,andisafteryourmoney。Why,Alexandra,youarefortyyearsold!"

"Allthatdoesn’tconcernanybodybutCarlandme。Gototownandaskyourlawyerswhatyoucandotorestrainmefromdisposingofmyownproperty。AndIadviseyoutodowhattheytellyou;fortheauthorityyoucanexertbylawistheonlyinfluenceyouwilleverhaveovermeagain。"Alexandrarose。"IthinkI

wouldrathernothavelivedtofindoutwhatI

haveto—day,"shesaidquietly,closingherdesk。

LouandOscarlookedateachotherques—

tioningly。Thereseemedtobenothingtodobuttogo,andtheywalkedout。

"Youcan’tdobusinesswithwomen,"Oscarsaidheavilyasheclamberedintothecart。

"Butanyhow,we’vehadoursay,atlast。"

Louscratchedhishead。"Talkofthatkindmightcometoohigh,youknow;butshe’sapttobesensible。Youhadn’toughttosaidthataboutherage,though,Oscar。I’mafraidthathurtherfeelings;andtheworstthingwecandoistomakehersoreatus。She’dmarryhimoutofcontrariness。"

"Ionlymeant,"saidOscar,"thatsheisoldenoughtoknowbetter,andsheis。Ifshewasgoingtomarry,sheoughttodoneitlongago,andnotgomakingafoolofherselfnow。"

Loulookedanxious,nevertheless。"Ofcourse,"hereflectedhopefullyandincon—

sistently,"Alexandraain’tmuchlikeotherwomen—folks。Maybeitwon’tmakehersore。

Maybeshe’dassoonbefortyasnot!"

XI

Emilcamehomeatabouthalf—pastseveno’clockthatevening。OldIvarmethimatthewindmillandtookhishorse,andtheyoungmanwentdirectlyintothehouse。Hecalledtohissisterandsheansweredfromherbedroom,behindthesitting—room,sayingthatshewaslyingdown。

Emilwenttoherdoor。

"CanIseeyouforaminute?"heasked。"I

wanttotalktoyouaboutsomethingbeforeCarlcomes。"

Alexandrarosequicklyandcametothedoor。

"WhereisCarl?"

"LouandOscarmetusandsaidtheywantedtotalktohim,soherodeovertoOscar’swiththem。Areyoucomingout?"Emilaskedimpatiently。

"Yes,sitdown。I’llbedressedinamo—

ment。"

Alexandraclosedherdoor,andEmilsankdownontheoldslatloungeandsatwithhisheadinhishands。Whenhissistercameout,helookedup,notknowingwhethertheintervalhadbeenshortorlong,andhewassurprisedtoseethattheroomhadgrownquitedark。Thatwasjustaswell;itwouldbeeasiertotalkifhewerenotunderthegazeofthoseclear,deliber—

ateeyes,thatsawsofarinsomedirectionsandweresoblindinothers。Alexandra,too,wasgladofthedusk。Herfacewasswollenfromcrying。

Emilstartedupandthensatdownagain。

"Alexandra,"hesaidslowly,inhisdeepyoungbaritone,"Idon’twanttogoawaytolawschoolthisfall。Letmeputitoffanotheryear。

Iwanttotakeayearoffandlookaround。It’sawfullyeasytorushintoaprofessionyoudon’treallylike,andawfullyhardtogetoutofit。

LinstrumandIhavebeentalkingaboutthat。"

"Verywell,Emil。Onlydon’tgoofflookingforland。"Shecameupandputherhandonhisshoulder。"I’vebeenwishingyoucouldstaywithmethiswinter。"

"That’sjustwhatIdon’twanttodo,Alex—

andra。I’mrestless。Iwanttogotoanewplace。

IwanttogodowntotheCityofMexicotojoinoneoftheUniversityfellowswho’sattheheadofanelectricalplant。Hewrotemehecouldgivemealittlejob,enoughtopaymyway,andIcouldlookaroundandseewhatIwanttodo。

Iwanttogoassoonasharvestisover。IguessLouandOscarwillbesoreaboutit。"

"Isupposetheywill。"Alexandrasatdownontheloungebesidehim。"Theyareveryangrywithme,Emil。Wehavehadaquarrel。

Theywillnotcomehereagain。"

Emilscarcelyheardwhatshewassaying;hedidnotnoticethesadnessofhertone。HewasthinkingabouttherecklesslifehemeanttoliveinMexico。

"Whatabout?"heaskedabsently。

"AboutCarlLinstrum。TheyareafraidIamgoingtomarryhim,andthatsomeofmypropertywillgetawayfromthem。"

Emilshruggedhisshoulders。"Whatnon—

sense!"hemurmured。"Justlikethem。"

Alexandradrewback。"Whynonsense,Emil?"

"Why,you’veneverthoughtofsuchathing,haveyou?Theyalwayshavetohavesomethingtofussabout。"

"Emil,"saidhissisterslowly,"yououghtnottotakethingsforgranted。DoyouagreewiththemthatIhavenorighttochangemywayofliving?"

Emillookedattheoutlineofhissister’sheadinthedimlight。Theyweresittingcloseto—

getherandhesomehowfeltthatshecouldhearhisthoughts。Hewassilentforamo—

ment,andthensaidinanembarrassedtone,"Why,no,certainlynot。Yououghttodowhateveryouwantto。I’llalwaysbackyou。"

"ButitwouldseemalittlebitridiculoustoyouifImarriedCarl?"

Emilfidgeted。Theissueseemedtohimtoofar—fetchedtowarrantdiscussion。"Why,no。

Ishouldbesurprisedifyouwantedto。Ican’tseeexactlywhy。Butthat’snoneofmybusi—

ness。Yououghttodoasyouplease。Certainlyyououghtnottopayanyattentiontowhattheboyssay。"

Alexandrasighed。"Ihadhopedyoumightunderstand,alittle,whyIdowantto。ButI

supposethat’stoomuchtoexpect。I’vehadaprettylonelylife,Emil。BesidesMarie,CarlistheonlyfriendIhaveeverhad。"

Emilwasawakenow;anameinherlastsen—

tencerousedhim。Heputouthishandandtookhissister’sawkwardly。"Yououghttodojustasyouwish,andIthinkCarl’safinefel—

low。HeandIwouldalwaysgeton。Idon’tbelieveanyofthethingstheboyssayabouthim,honestIdon’t。Theyaresuspiciousofhimbecausehe’sintelligent。Youknowtheirway。

They’vebeensoreatmeeversinceyouletmegoawaytocollege。They’realwaystryingtocatchmeup。IfIwereyou,Iwouldn’tpayanyattentiontothem。There’snothingtogetupsetabout。Carl’sasensiblefellow。Hewon’tmindthem。"

"Idon’tknow。Iftheytalktohimthewaytheydidtome,Ithinkhe’llgoaway。"

Emilgrewmoreandmoreuneasy。"Thinkso?Well,Mariesaiditwouldserveusallrightifyouwalkedoffwithhim。"

"Didshe?Blessherlittleheart!SHEwould。"

Alexandra’svoicebroke。

Emilbeganunlacinghisleggings。"Whydon’tyoutalktoheraboutit?There’sCarl,I

hearhishorse。IguessI’llgoupstairsandgetmybootsoff。No,Idon’twantanysupper。Wehadsupperatfiveo’clock,atthefair。"

Emilwasgladtoescapeandgettohisownroom。Hewasalittleashamedforhissister,thoughhehadtriednottoshowit。Hefeltthattherewassomethingindecorousinherproposal,andshedidseemtohimsomewhatridiculous。Therewastroubleenoughintheworld,hereflected,ashethrewhimselfuponhisbed,withoutpeoplewhowerefortyyearsoldimaginingtheywantedtogetmarried。InthedarknessandsilenceEmilwasnotlikelytothinklongaboutAlexandra。Everyimageslippedawaybutone。HehadseenMarieinthecrowdthatafternoon。Shesoldcandyatthefair。WHYhadsheeverrunawaywithFrankShabata,andhowcouldshegoonlaughingandworkingandtakinganinterestinthings?Whydidshelikesomanypeople,andwhyhadsheseemedpleasedwhenalltheFrenchandBohe—

mianboys,andthepriesthimself,crowdedroundhercandystand?Whydidshecareaboutanyonebuthim?Whycouldhenever,neverfindthethinghelookedforinherplayful,affectionateeyes?

Thenhefelltoimaginingthathelookedoncemoreandfounditthere,andwhatitwouldbelikeifshelovedhim,——shewho,asAlexandrasaid,couldgiveherwholeheart。Inthatdreamhecouldlieforhours,asifinatrance。HisspiritwentoutofhisbodyandcrossedthefieldstoMarieShabata。

AttheUniversitydancesthegirlshadoftenlookedwonderinglyatthetallyoungSwedewiththefinehead,leaningagainstthewallandfrowning,hisarmsfolded,hiseyesfixedontheceilingorthefloor。Allthegirlswerealittleafraidofhim。Hewasdistinguished—looking,andnotthejollyingkind。Theyfeltthathewastoointenseandpreoccupied。Therewassome—

thingqueerabouthim。Emil’sfraternityratherprideditselfuponitsdances,andsome—

timeshedidhisdutyanddancedeverydance。

Butwhetherhewasonthefloororbroodinginacorner,hewasalwaysthinkingaboutMarieShabata。Fortwoyearsthestormhadbeengatheringinhim。

XII

Carlcameintothesitting—roomwhileAlex—

andrawaslightingthelamp。Shelookedupathimassheadjustedtheshade。Hissharpshoul—

dersstoopedasifhewereverytired,hisfacewaspale,andtherewerebluishshadowsunderhisdarkeyes。Hisangerhadburneditselfoutandlefthimsickanddisgusted。

"YouhaveseenLouandOscar?"Alexandraasked。

"Yes。"Hiseyesavoidedhers。

Alexandratookadeepbreath。"Andnowyouaregoingaway。Ithoughtso。"

Carlthrewhimselfintoachairandpushedthedarklockbackfromhisforeheadwithhiswhite,nervoushand。"Whatahopelessposi—

tionyouarein,Alexandra!"heexclaimedfeverishly。"Itisyourfatetobealwayssur—

roundedbylittlemen。AndIamnobetterthantherest。IamtoolittletofacethecriticismofevensuchmenasLouandOscar。Yes,Iamgoingaway;to—morrow。IcannotevenaskyoutogivemeapromiseuntilIhavesomethingtoofferyou。Ithought,perhaps,Icoulddothat;

butIfindIcan’t。"

"Whatgoodcomesofofferingpeoplethingstheydon’tneed?"Alexandraaskedsadly。"I

don’tneedmoney。ButIhaveneededyouforagreatmanyyears。IwonderwhyIhavebeenpermittedtoprosper,ifitisonlytotakemyfriendsawayfromme。"

"Idon’tdeceivemyself,"Carlsaidfrankly。

"IknowthatIamgoingawayonmyownaccount。Imustmaketheusualeffort。Imusthavesomethingtoshowformyself。Totakewhatyouwouldgiveme,Ishouldhavetobeeitheraverylargemanoraverysmallone,andIamonlyinthemiddleclass。"

Alexandrasighed。"Ihaveafeelingthatifyougoaway,youwillnotcomeback。Some—

thingwillhappentooneofus,ortoboth。

Peoplehavetosnatchathappinesswhentheycan,inthisworld。Itisalwayseasiertolosethantofind。WhatIhaveisyours,ifyoucareenoughaboutmetotakeit。"

CarlroseandlookedupatthepictureofJohnBergson。"ButIcan’t,mydear,Ican’t!

IwillgoNorthatonce。InsteadofidlingaboutinCaliforniaallwinter,Ishallbegettingmybearingsupthere。Iwon’twasteanotherweek。

Bepatientwithme,Alexandra。Givemeayear!"

"Asyouwill,"saidAlexandrawearily。"Allatonce,inasingleday,Iloseeverything;andI

donotknowwhy。Emil,too,isgoingaway。"

CarlwasstillstudyingJohnBergson’sfaceandAlexandra’seyesfollowedhis。"Yes,"shesaid,"ifhecouldhaveseenallthatwouldcomeofthetaskhegaveme,hewouldhavebeensorry。I

hopehedoesnotseemenow。Ihopethatheisamongtheoldpeopleofhisbloodandcountry,andthattidingsdonotreachhimfromtheNewWorld。"

EndofPartII

PARTIII

WinterMemoriesI

WinterhassettleddownovertheDivideagain;theseasoninwhichNaturerecuperates,inwhichshesinkstosleepbetweenthefruitful—

nessofautumnandthepassionofspring。Thebirdshavegone。Theteeminglifethatgoesondowninthelonggrassisexterminated。Theprairie—dogkeepshishole。Therabbitsrunshiveringfromonefrozengardenpatchtoan—

otherandarehardputtoittofindfrost—bittencabbage—stalks。Atnightthecoyotesroamthewintrywaste,howlingforfood。Thevariegatedfieldsareallonecolornow;thepastures,thestubble,theroads,theskyarethesameleadengray。Thehedgerowsandtreesarescarcelyper—

ceptibleagainstthebareearth,whoseslatyhuetheyhavetakenon。Thegroundisfrozensohardthatitbruisesthefoottowalkintheroadsorintheploughedfields。Itislikeanironcountry,andthespiritisoppressedbyitsrigorandmelancholy。Onecouldeasilybelievethatinthatdeadlandscapethegermsoflifeandfruit—

fulnesswereextinctforever。

Alexandrahassettledbackintoheroldroutine。ThereareweeklylettersfromEmil。

LouandOscarshehasnotseensinceCarlwentaway。Toavoidawkwardencountersinthepresenceofcuriousspectators,shehasstoppedgoingtotheNorwegianChurchanddrivesuptotheReformChurchatHanover,orgoeswithMarieShabatatotheCatholicChurch,locallyknownas"theFrenchChurch。"

ShehasnottoldMarieaboutCarl,orherdif—

ferenceswithherbrothers。Shewasneververycommunicativeaboutherownaffairs,andwhenshecametothepoint,aninstincttoldherthataboutsuchthingssheandMariewouldnotunderstandoneanother。

OldMrs。LeehadbeenafraidthatfamilymisunderstandingsmightdepriveherofheryearlyvisittoAlexandra。ButonthefirstdayofDecemberAlexandratelephonedAnniethatto—morrowshewouldsendIvaroverforhermother,andthenextdaytheoldladyarrivedwithherbundles。FortwelveyearsMrs。LeehadalwaysenteredAlexandra’ssitting—roomwiththesameexclamation,"Nowwebeyust—alikeoldtimes!"SheenjoyedthelibertyAlex—

andragaveher,andhearingherownlanguageaboutheralldaylong。Hereshecouldwearhernightcapandsleepwithallherwindowsshut,listentoIvarreadingtheBible,andhereshecouldrunaboutamongthestablesinapairofEmil’soldboots。Thoughshewasbentalmostdouble,shewasasspryasagopher。Herfacewasasbrownasifithadbeenvarnished,andasfullofwrinklesasawasherwoman’shands。Shehadthreejollyoldteethleftinthefrontofhermouth,andwhenshegrinnedshelookedveryknowing,asifwhenyoufoundouthowtotakeit,lifewasn’thalfbad。WhilesheandAlex—

andrapatchedandpiecedandquilted,shetalkedincessantlyaboutstoriesshereadinaSwedishfamilypaper,tellingtheplotsingreatdetail;oraboutherlifeonadairyfarminGottlandwhenshewasagirl。Sometimessheforgotwhichweretheprintedstoriesandwhichweretherealstories,itallseemedsofaraway。

Shelovedtotakealittlebrandy,withhotwaterandsugar,beforeshewenttobed,andAlexandraalwayshaditreadyforher。"Itsendsgooddreams,"shewouldsaywithatwinkleinhereye。

WhenMrs。LeehadbeenwithAlexandraforaweek,MarieShabatatelephonedonemorningtosaythatFrankhadgonetotownfortheday,andshewouldlikethemtocomeoverforcoffeeintheafternoon。Mrs。Leehurriedtowashoutandironhernewcross—stitchedapron,whichshehadfinishedonlythenightbefore;acheckedginghamapronworkedwithadesignteninchesbroadacrossthebottom;ahuntingscene,withfirtreesandastaganddogsandhuntsmen。

Mrs。Leewasfirmwithherselfatdinner,andrefusedasecondhelpingofappledumplings。

"Ita—ankIsaveup,"shesaidwithagiggle。

Attwoo’clockintheafternoonAlexandra’scartdroveuptotheShabatas’gate,andMariesawMrs。Lee’sredshawlcomebobbingupthepath。Sherantothedoorandpulledtheoldwomanintothehousewithahug,helpinghertotakeoffherwrapswhileAlexandrablan—

ketedthehorseoutside。Mrs。Leehadputonherbestblacksatinedress——sheabominatedwoolenstuffs,eveninwinter——andacrochetedcollar,fastenedwithabigpalegoldpin,con—

tainingfadeddaguerreotypesofherfatherandmother。Shehadnotwornherapronforfearofrumplingit,andnowsheshookitoutandtieditroundherwaistwithaconsciousair。Mariedrewbackandthrewupherhands,exclaiming,"Oh,whatabeauty!I’veneverseenthisonebefore,haveI,Mrs。Lee?"

Theoldwomangiggledandduckedherhead。

"No,yustlas’nightIma—ake。Seedistread;

verrastrong,nowa—ashout,nofade。Mysis—

tersendfromSveden。Iyust—ata—ankyoulikedis。"

Marierantothedooragain。"Comein,Alexandra。IhavebeenlookingatMrs。Lee’sapron。DostoponyourwayhomeandshowittoMrs。Hiller。She’scrazyaboutcross—stitch。"

WhileAlexandraremovedherhatandveil,Mrs。Leewentouttothekitchenandsettledherselfinawoodenrocking—chairbythestove,lookingwithgreatinterestatthetable,setforthree,withawhitecloth,andapotofpinkgeraniumsinthemiddle。"My,a—an’tyougottafineplants;such—amuchflower。Howyoukeepfromfreeze?"

Shepointedtothewindow—shelves,fullofbloomingfuchsiasandgeraniums。

"Ikeepthefireallnight,Mrs。Lee,andwhenit’sverycoldIputthemallonthetable,inthemiddleoftheroom。OthernightsIonlyputnewspapersbehindthem。Franklaughsatmeforfussing,butwhentheydon’tbloomhesays,’What’sthematterwiththedarnedthings?’——

WhatdoyouhearfromCarl,Alexandra?"

"HegottoDawsonbeforetheriverfroze,andnowIsupposeIwon’thearanymoreuntilspring。BeforeheleftCaliforniahesentmeaboxoforangeflowers,buttheydidn’tkeepverywell。IhavebroughtabunchofEmil’slettersforyou。"Alexandracameoutfromthesitting—roomandpinchedMarie’scheekplay—

fully。"Youdon’tlookasiftheweathereverfrozeyouup。Neverhavecolds,doyou?

That’sagoodgirl。Shehaddarkredcheekslikethiswhenshewasalittlegirl,Mrs。Lee。Shelookedlikesomequeerforeignkindofadoll。

I’veneverforgotthefirsttimeIsawyouinMieklejohn’sstore,Marie,thetimefatherwaslyingsick。CarlandIweretalkingaboutthatbeforehewentaway。"

"Iremember,andEmilhadhiskittenalong。

WhenareyougoingtosendEmil’sChristmasbox?"

"Itoughttohavegonebeforethis。I’llhavetosenditbymailnow,togetitthereintime。"

Mariepulledadarkpurplesilknecktiefromherworkbasket。"Iknitthisforhim。It’sagoodcolor,don’tyouthink?Willyoupleaseputitinwithyourthingsandtellhimit’sfromme,towearwhenhegoesserenading。"

Alexandralaughed。"Idon’tbelievehegoesserenadingmuch。HesaysinoneletterthattheMexicanladiesaresaidtobeverybeauti—

ful,butthatdon’tseemtomeverywarmpraise。"

Marietossedherhead。"Emilcan’tfoolme。

Ifhe’sboughtaguitar,hegoesserenading。

Whowouldn’t,withallthoseSpanishgirlsdroppingflowersdownfromtheirwindows!

I’dsingtothemeverynight,wouldn’tyou,Mrs。Lee?"

Theoldladychuckled。HereyeslitupasMariebentdownandopenedtheovendoor。

Adelicioushotfragranceblewoutintothetidykitchen。"My,somet’ingsmellgood!"SheturnedtoAlexandrawithawink,herthreeyel—

lowteethmakingabraveshow,"Ita—ankdatstopmyyawfromachenomore!"shesaidcon—

tentedly。

Marietookoutapanofdelicatelittlerolls,stuffedwithstewedapricots,andbegantodustthemoverwithpowderedsugar。"Ihopeyou’lllikethese,Mrs。Lee;Alexandradoes。TheBohemiansalwayslikethemwiththeircoffee。

Butifyoudon’t,Ihaveacoffee—cakewithnutsandpoppyseeds。Alexandra,willyougetthecreamjug?Iputitinthewindowtokeepcool。"

"TheBohemians,"saidAlexandra,astheydrewuptothetable,"certainlyknowhowtomakemorekindsofbreadthananyotherpeo—

pleintheworld。OldMrs。Hillertoldmeonceatthechurchsupperthatshecouldmakesevenkindsoffancybread,butMariecouldmakeadozen。"

Mrs。Leehelduponeoftheapricotrollsbetweenherbrownthumbandforefingerandweigheditcritically。"Yustlike—afedders,"

shepronouncedwithsatisfaction。"My,a—an’tdisnice!"sheexclaimedasshestirredhercoffee。"Iyustta—akealiddleyellynow,too,Ita—ank。"

AlexandraandMarielaughedatherfore—

handedness,andfelltotalkingoftheirownaffairs。"IwasafraidyouhadacoldwhenI

talkedtoyouoverthetelephonetheothernight,Marie。Whatwasthematter,hadyoubeencrying?"

"MaybeIhad,"Mariesmiledguiltily。

"Frankwasoutlatethatnight。Don’tyougetlonelysometimesinthewinter,whenevery—

bodyhasgoneaway?"

"Ithoughtitwassomethinglikethat。IfI

hadn’thadcompany,I’dhaverunovertoseeformyself。Ifyougetdown—hearted,whatwillbecomeoftherestofus?"Alexandraasked。

"Idon’t,veryoften。There’sMrs。Leewithoutanycoffee!"

Later,whenMrs。Leedeclaredthatherpowerswerespent,MarieandAlexandrawentupstairstolookforsomecrochetpatternstheoldladywantedtoborrow。"Betterputonyourcoat,Alexandra。It’scoldupthere,andI

havenoideawherethosepatternsare。Imayhavetolookthroughmyoldtrunks。"Mariecaughtupashawlandopenedthestairdoor,run—

ningupthestepsaheadofherguest。"WhileI

gothroughthebureaudrawers,youmightlookinthosehat—boxesonthecloset—shelf,overwhereFrank’sclotheshang。Therearealotofoddsandendsinthem。"

Shebegantossingoverthecontentsofthedrawers,andAlexandrawentintotheclothes—

closet。Presentlyshecameback,holdingaslenderelasticyellowstickinherhand。

"Whatintheworldisthis,Marie?Youdon’tmeantotellmeFrankevercarriedsuchathing?"

Marieblinkedatitwithastonishmentandsatdownonthefloor。"Wheredidyoufindit?

Ididn’tknowhehadkeptit。Ihaven’tseenitforyears。"

"Itreallyisacane,then?"

"Yes。Onehebroughtfromtheoldcoun—

try。HeusedtocarryitwhenIfirstknewhim。

Isn’titfoolish?PoorFrank!"

Alexandratwirledthestickinherfingersandlaughed。"Hemusthavelookedfunny!"

Mariewasthoughtful。"No,hedidn’t,really。

Itdidn’tseemoutofplace。Heusedtobeawfullygaylikethatwhenhewasayoungman。Iguesspeoplealwaysgetwhat’shard—

estforthem,Alexandra。"Mariegatheredtheshawlcloseraboutherandstilllookedhardatthecane。"Frankwouldbeallrightintherightplace,"shesaidreflectively。"Heoughttohaveadifferentkindofwife,foronething。Doyouknow,Alexandra,IcouldpickoutexactlytherightsortofwomanforFrank——now。

Thetroubleisyoualmosthavetomarryamanbeforeyoucanfindoutthesortofwifeheneeds;andusuallyit’sexactlythesortyouarenot。Thenwhatareyougoingtodoaboutit?"

sheaskedcandidly。

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