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“PerhapsitisbecauseIlovehimthatIwishtodie。IhavegivenhimallIhavetogive;thereisnothingleftofmypoortreasureexceptwhatwillbringtroubleandmisfortuneonhishead。Thereforethegreaterthelove——anditismoregreatthanallthosepyramidsmassedtoone——thegreatertheneedthatitshouldbeburiedforawhile。Doyouunderstand?“
Heshookhishead。
“Iunderstandonlythatyouareaverystrangewoman,differentfromanyotherthatIhaveknown。“
“Mychild,whowasslainwiththerest,wasalltheworldtome,andI
wouldbewhereheis。Doyouunderstandnow?“
“Youwouldleaveyourlife,inwhich,beingyoung,youmayhavemorechildren,tolieinatombwithyourdeadson?“heaskedslowly,likeoneastonished。
“IonlycareforlifewhileitcanservehimwhomIlove,andifadaycomeswhenhesitsuponthethronehowwilladaughterofthehatedIsraelitesservehimthen?AlsoIdonotwishformorechildren。
Livingordead,hethatisgoneownsallmyheart;thereisnoroominitforothers。Thatloveatleastispureandperfect,andhavingbeenembalmedbydeath,canneverchange。Moreover,itisnotinatombthatIshallliewithhim,orsoIbelieve。ThefaithoftheseEgyptianswhichwedespisetellsofalifeeternalintheheavens,andthitherIwouldgotoseekthatwhichislost,andtowaitthatwhichisleftbehindawhile。“
“Ah!“saidJabez。“FormypartIdonottroublemyselfwiththeseproblems,whofindinalifetemporalontheearthenoughtofillmythoughtsandhands。Yet,Merapi,youarearebel,andwhetherinheavenoronearth,howarerebelsreceivedbythekingagainstwhomtheyhaverebelled?“
“YousayIamrebel,“shesaid,turningonhimwithflashingeyes。
“Why?BecauseIwouldnotdishonourmyselfbymarryingamanIhate,onealsowhoisamurderer,andbecausewhileIliveIwillnotdesertamanwhomIlovetoreturntothosewhohavedonemenaughtbutevil。
DidGodthenmakewomentobesoldlikecattleofthefieldforthepleasureandtheprofitofhimwhocanpaythehighest?“
“Itseemsso,“saidJabez,spreadingouthishands。
“Itseemsthatyouthinkso,whofashionGodasyouwouldwishhimtobe,butformypartIdonotbelieveit,andifIdid,Ishouldseekanotherking。Myuncle,IappealfromthepriestandtheeldertoThatwhichmadeboththemandme,andbyItsjudgmentIwillstandorfall。“
“Alwaysaverydangerousthingtodo,“reflectedJabezaloud,“sincethepriestisapttotakethelawintohisownhandsbeforethecausecanbepleadedelsewhere。Still,whoamIthatIshouldsetupmyreasoningsagainstonewhocangrindAmontopowderinhisownsanctuary,andwhothereforemayhavewarrantforallshethinksanddoes?“
Merapistampedherfoot。
“YouknowwellitwasyouwhobroughtmethecommandtodarethegodAmoninhistemple。ItwasnotI-“shebegan。
“Idoknow,“repliedJabezwavinghishand。“Iknowalsothatiswhateverywizardsays,whateverhisnationorhisgods,andwhatnooneeverbelieves。Thusbecause,havingfaith,youobeyedthecommandandthroughyouAmonwassmitten,amongboththeIsraelitesandtheEgyptiansyouareheldtobethegreatestsorceressthathaslookedupontheNile,andthatisadangerousrepute,myniece。“
“OnetowhichIlaynoclaim,andneversought。“
“Justso,butwhichallthesamehascometoyou。Well,knowingaswithoutdoubtyoudoallthatwillsoonbefallinEgypt,andhavingbeenwarned,ifyouneededwarning,ofthedangerwithwhichyouyourselfarethreatened,youstillrefusetoobeythissecondcommandwhichitismydutytodelivert