Moon of Israel

第42章

“PerhapsitisbecauseIlovehimthatIwishtodie。IhavegivenhimallIhavetogive;thereisnothingleftofmypoortreasureexceptwhatwillbringtroubleandmisfortuneonhishead。Thereforethegreaterthelove——anditismoregreatthanallthosepyramidsmassedtoone——thegreatertheneedthatitshouldbeburiedforawhile。Doyouunderstand?“

Heshookhishead。

“Iunderstandonlythatyouareaverystrangewoman,differentfromanyotherthatIhaveknown。“

“Mychild,whowasslainwiththerest,wasalltheworldtome,andI

wouldbewhereheis。Doyouunderstandnow?“

“Youwouldleaveyourlife,inwhich,beingyoung,youmayhavemorechildren,tolieinatombwithyourdeadson?“heaskedslowly,likeoneastonished。

“IonlycareforlifewhileitcanservehimwhomIlove,andifadaycomeswhenhesitsuponthethronehowwilladaughterofthehatedIsraelitesservehimthen?AlsoIdonotwishformorechildren。

Livingordead,hethatisgoneownsallmyheart;thereisnoroominitforothers。Thatloveatleastispureandperfect,andhavingbeenembalmedbydeath,canneverchange。Moreover,itisnotinatombthatIshallliewithhim,orsoIbelieve。ThefaithoftheseEgyptianswhichwedespisetellsofalifeeternalintheheavens,andthitherIwouldgotoseekthatwhichislost,andtowaitthatwhichisleftbehindawhile。“

“Ah!“saidJabez。“FormypartIdonottroublemyselfwiththeseproblems,whofindinalifetemporalontheearthenoughtofillmythoughtsandhands。Yet,Merapi,youarearebel,andwhetherinheavenoronearth,howarerebelsreceivedbythekingagainstwhomtheyhaverebelled?“

“YousayIamrebel,“shesaid,turningonhimwithflashingeyes。

“Why?BecauseIwouldnotdishonourmyselfbymarryingamanIhate,onealsowhoisamurderer,andbecausewhileIliveIwillnotdesertamanwhomIlovetoreturntothosewhohavedonemenaughtbutevil。

DidGodthenmakewomentobesoldlikecattleofthefieldforthepleasureandtheprofitofhimwhocanpaythehighest?“

“Itseemsso,“saidJabez,spreadingouthishands。

“Itseemsthatyouthinkso,whofashionGodasyouwouldwishhimtobe,butformypartIdonotbelieveit,andifIdid,Ishouldseekanotherking。Myuncle,IappealfromthepriestandtheeldertoThatwhichmadeboththemandme,andbyItsjudgmentIwillstandorfall。“

“Alwaysaverydangerousthingtodo,“reflectedJabezaloud,“sincethepriestisapttotakethelawintohisownhandsbeforethecausecanbepleadedelsewhere。Still,whoamIthatIshouldsetupmyreasoningsagainstonewhocangrindAmontopowderinhisownsanctuary,andwhothereforemayhavewarrantforallshethinksanddoes?“

Merapistampedherfoot。

“YouknowwellitwasyouwhobroughtmethecommandtodarethegodAmoninhistemple。ItwasnotI-“shebegan。

“Idoknow,“repliedJabezwavinghishand。“Iknowalsothatiswhateverywizardsays,whateverhisnationorhisgods,andwhatnooneeverbelieves。Thusbecause,havingfaith,youobeyedthecommandandthroughyouAmonwassmitten,amongboththeIsraelitesandtheEgyptiansyouareheldtobethegreatestsorceressthathaslookedupontheNile,andthatisadangerousrepute,myniece。“

“OnetowhichIlaynoclaim,andneversought。“

“Justso,butwhichallthesamehascometoyou。Well,knowingaswithoutdoubtyoudoallthatwillsoonbefallinEgypt,andhavingbeenwarned,ifyouneededwarning,ofthedangerwithwhichyouyourselfarethreatened,youstillrefusetoobeythissecondcommandwhichitismydutytodelivert

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