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able,settledinprosperousvillages.Hecouldspeakfrompersonalknowledge.Andeventhefewsurvivorsofthattime——oldmennow——hadchangedsomuch,thatitwouldhavebeenunkindtorememberagainstthemthattheyhadeverslitathroatintheirlives.Hehadoneespeciallyinhismind’seye:adignified,venerableheadmanofacertainlargecoastvillageaboutsixtymilessou’westofTampasuk.Itdidone’sheartgoodtoseehim——tohearthatmanspeak.Hemighthavebeenaferocioussavageonce.Whatmenwantedwastobecheckedbysuperiorintelligence,bysuperiorknowledge,bysuperiorforcetoo——yes,byforceheldintrustfromGodandsanctifiedbyitsuseinaccordancewithHisdeclaredwill.CaptainWhalleybelievedadis—

positionforgoodexistedineveryman,eveniftheworldwerenotaveryhappyplaceasawhole.Inthewisdomofmenhehadnotsomuchconfidence.Thedis—

positionhadtobehelpedupprettysharplysometimes,headmitted.Theymightbesilly,wrongheaded,un—

happy;butnaturallyevil——no.Therewasatbottomacompleteharmlessnessatleast

"Isthere?"Mr.VanWyksnappedacrimoniously.

CaptainWhalleylaughedattheinterjection,inthegoodhumoroflarge,toleratingcertitude.Hecouldlookbackathalfacentury,hepointedout.Thesmokeoozedplacidlythroughthewhitehairshidinghiskindlylips.

"Atallevents,"heresumedafterapause,"Iamgladthatthey’vehadnotimetodoyoumuchharmasyet."

ThisallusiontohiscomparativeyouthfulnessdidnotoffendMr.VanWyk,whogotupandwriggledhisshoulderswithanenigmatichalf—smile.Theywalkedouttogetheramicablyintothestarrynighttowardstheriver—side.Theirfootstepsresoundedunequallyonthedarkpath.Attheshoreendofthegangwaythelantern,hunglowtothehandrail,threwavividlightonthewhitelegsandthebigblackfeetofMr.Massywaitingaboutanxiously.Fromthewaistupwardsheremainedshadowy,witharowofbuttonsgleaminguptothevagueoutlineofhischin.

"YoumaythankCaptainWhalleyforthis,"Mr.VanWyksaidcurtlytohimbeforeturningaway.

Thelampsontheverandaflungthreelongsquaresoflightbetweentheuprightsfaroverthegrass.Abatflittedbeforehisfacelikeacirclingflakeofvelvetyblackness.Alongthejasminehedgethenightairseemedheavywiththefallofperfumeddew;flower—

bedsborderedthepath;theclippedbushesuproseindarkroundedclumpshereandtherebeforethehouse;

thedensefoliageofcreepersfilteredthesheenofthelamplightwithininasoftglowallalongthefront;

andeverythingnearandfarstoodstillinagreatim—

mobility,inagreatsweetness.

Mr.VanWyk(afewyearsbeforehehadhadoccasiontoimaginehimselftreatedmorebadlythananybodyalivehadeverbeenbyawoman)feltforCaptainWhalley’soptimisticviewsthedisdainofamanwhohadoncebeencreduloushimself.Hisdisgustwiththeworld(thewomanforatimehadfilleditforhimcom—

pletely)hadtakentheformofactivityinretirement,because,thoughcapableofgreatdepthoffeeling,hewasenergeticandessentiallypractical.Buttherewasinthatuncommonoldsailor,driftingontheoutskirtsofhisbusysolitude,somethingthatfascinatedhisskepticism.Hisverysimplicity(amusingenough)waslikeadelicaterefinementofanuprightcharacter.Thestrikingdignityofmannercouldbenothingelse,inamanreducedtosuchahumbleposition,buttheex—

pressionofsomethingessentiallynobleinthecharacter.

Withallhistrustinmankindhewasnofool;theseren—

ityofhistemperattheendofsomanyyears,sinceitcouldnotobviouslyhavebeenappeasedbysuccess,woreanairofprofoundwisdom.Mr.VanWykwasamusedatitsometimes.EventheveryphysicaltraitsoftheoldcaptainoftheSofala,hispowerfulframe,hisre—

posefulmien,hisintelligent,handsomeface,thebiglimbs,thebenigncourtesy,thetouchofruggedseverityintheshaggyeyebrows,madeupaseductiveperson—

ality.Mr.VanWykdislikedlittlenessofeverykind,buttherewasnothingsmallaboutthatman,andintheexemplaryregularityofmanytripsanintimacyhadgrownupbetweenthem,awarmfeelingatbottomunderakindlystatelinessofformsagreeabletohisfastidious—

ness.

Theykepttheirrespectiveopinionsonallworldlymatters.HisotherconvictionsCaptainWhalleyneverintruded.Thedifferenceoftheirageswaslikeanotherbondbetweenthem.Once,whentwittedwiththeun—

charitablenessofhisyouth,Mr.VanWyk,runninghiseyeoverthevastproportionsofhisinterlocutor,re—

tortedinfriendlybanter——

"Oh.You’llcometomywayofthinkingyet.You’llhaveplentyoftime.Don’tcallyourselfold:youlookgoodforaroundhundred."

Buthecouldnothelphisstingingincisiveness,andthoughmoderatingitbyanalmostaffectionatesmile,headded——

"Andbythenyouwillprobablyconsenttodiefromsheerdisgust."

CaptainWhalley,smilingtoo,shookhishead."Godforbid!"

Hethoughtthatperhapsonthewholehedeservedsomethingbetterthantodieinsuchsentiments.Thetimeofcoursewouldhavetocome,andhetrustedtohisMakertoprovideamannerofgoingoutofwhichheneednotbeashamed.Fortheresthehopedhewouldlivetoahundredifneedbe:othermenhadbeenknown;itwouldbenomiracle.Heexpectednomiracles.

Thepronounced,argumentativetonecausedMr.VanWyktoraisehisheadandlookathimsteadily.Cap—

tainWhalleywasgazingfixedlywitharaptexpression,asthoughhehadseenhisCreator’sfavorabledecreewritteninmysteriouscharactersonthewall.Hekeptperfectlymotionlessforafewseconds,thengothisvastbulkontohisfeetsoimpetuouslythatMr.VanWykwasstartled.

Hestruckfirstaheavyblowonhisinflatedchest:and,throwingouthorizontallyabigarmthatremainedsteady,extendedintheairlikethelimbofatreeonawindlessday——

"Notapainoranachethere.Canyouseethisshakeintheleast?"

Hisvoicewaslow,inanawing,confidentcontrastwiththeheadlongemphasisofhismovements.Hesatdownabruptly.

"Thisisn’ttoboastofit,youknow.Iamnothing,"

hesaidinhiseffortlessstrongvoice,thatseemedtocomeoutasnaturallyasariverflows.Hepickedupthestumpofthecigarhehadlaidaside,andaddedpeace—

fully,withaslightnod,"Asithappens,mylifeisnecessary;itisn’tmyown,itisn’t——Godknows."

Hedidnotsaymuchfortherestoftheevening,butseveraltimesMr.VanWykdetectedafaintsmileofassuranceflittingundertheheavymustache.

LateronCaptainWhalleywouldnowandthenconsenttodine"atthehouse."Hecouldevenbeinducedtodrinkaglassofwine."Don’tthinkIamafraidofit,mygoodsir,"heexplained."TherewasaverygoodreasonwhyIshouldgiveitup."

Onanotheroccasion,leaningbackatease,heremarked,"Youhavetreatedmemost——mosthumanely,mydearMr.VanWyk,fromtheveryfirst."

"You’lladmittherewassomemerit,"Mr.VanWykhintedslyly."AnassociateofthatexcellentMassy

Well,well,mydearcaptain,Iwon’tsayawordagainsthim."

"Itwouldbenouseyoursayinganythingagainsthim,"CaptainWhalleyaffirmedalittlemoodily."AsI’vetoldyoubefore,mylife——mywork,isnecessary,notformyselfalone.Ican’tchoose"Hepaused,turnedtheglassbeforehimrightround"Ihaveanonlychild——adaughter."

Theampledownwardsweepofhisarmoverthetableseemedtosuggestasmallgirlatavastdistance."I

hopetoseeheroncemorebeforeIdie.Meantimeit’senoughtoknowthatshehasmesoundandsolid,thankGod.Youcan’tunderstandhowonefeels.Boneofmybone,fleshofmyflesh;theveryimageofmypoorwife.

Well,she"

Againhepaused,thenpronouncedstoicallythewords,"Shehasahardstruggle."

Andhisheadfellonhisbreast,hiseyebrowsremainedknitted,asbyaneffortofmeditation.Butgenerallyhismindseemedsteepedintheserenityofboundlesstrustinahigherpower.Mr.VanWykwonderedsometimeshowmuchofitwasduetothesplendidvitalityoftheman,tothebodilyvigorwhichseemstoimpartsome—

thingofitsforcetothesoul.Buthehadlearnedtolikehimverymuch.

XIII

ThiswasthereasonwhyMr.Sterne’sconfidentialcom—

munication,deliveredhurriedlyontheshorealongsidethedarksilentship,haddisturbedhisequanimity.Itwasthemostincomprehensibleandunexpectedthingthatcouldhappen;andtheperturbationofhisspiritwassogreatthat,forgettingallabouthisletters,heranrapidlyupthebridgeladder.

Theportabletablewasbeingputtogetherfordinnertotheleftofthewheelbytwopig—tailed"boys,"whoasusualsnarledateachotheroverthejob,whileanother,adoleful,burly,veryyellowChinaman,resemblingMr.

Massy,waitedapatheticallywiththeclothoverhisarmandapileofthickdinner—platesagainsthischest.A

commoncabinlampwithitsglobemissing,broughtupfrombelow,hadbeenhookedtothewoodenframeworkoftheawning;theside—screenshadbeenloweredallround;CaptainWhalleyfillingthedepthsofthewicker—

chairseemedtositbenumbedinacanvastentcrudelylighted,andusedforthestoringofnauticalobjects;ashabbysteering—wheel,abatteredbrassbinnacleonastoutmahoganystand,twodingylife—buoys,anoldcorkfenderlyinginacorner,dilapidateddeck—lockerswithloopsofthinropeinsteadofdoor—handles.

HeshookofftheappearanceofnumbnesstoreturnMr.VanWyk’sunusuallybriskgreeting,butrelapseddirectlyafterwards.Toacceptapressinginvitationtodinner"upatthehouse"costhimanotherveryvisiblephysicaleffort.Mr.VanWyk,perplexed,foldedhisarms,andleaningbackagainsttherail,withhislittle,black,shinyfeetwellout,examinedhimcovertly.

"I’venoticedoflatethatyouarenotquiteyourself,oldfriend."

Heputanaffectionategentlenessintothelasttwowords.Therealintimacyoftheirintercoursehadneverbeensovividlyexpressedbefore.

"Tut,tut,tut!"

Thewicker—chaircreakedheavily.

"Irritable,"commentedMr.VanWyktohimself;andaloud,"I’llexpecttoseeyouinhalfanhour,then,"hesaidnegligently,movingoff.

"Inhalfanhour,"CaptainWhalley’srigidsilveryheadrepeatedbehindhimasifoutofatrance.

Amidships,below,twovoices,closeagainsttheengine—

room,couldbeheardansweringeachother——oneangryandslow,theotheralert.

"Itellyouthebeasthaslockedhimselfintogetdrunk."

"Can’thelpitnow,Mr.Massy.Afterall,amanhasarighttoshuthimselfupinhiscabininhisowntime."

"Nottogetdrunk."

"Iheardhimswearthattheworrywiththeboilerswasenoughtodriveanymantodrink,"Sternesaidmaliciously.

Massyhissedoutsomethingaboutburstingthedoorin.Mr.VanWyk,toavoidthem,crossedinthedarktotheothersideofthedeserteddeck.Theplankingofthelittlewharfrattledfaintlyunderhishastyfeet.

"Mr.VanWyk!Mr.VanWyk!"

Hewalkedon:somebodywasrunningonthepath.

"You’veforgottentogetyourmail."

Sterne,holdingabundleofpapersinhishand,caughtupwithhim.

"Oh,thanks."

But,astheothercontinuedathiselbow,Mr.VanWykstoppedshort.Theoverhangingeaves,descend—

inglowuponthelightedfrontofthebungalow,threwtheirblackstraight—edgedshadowintothegreatbodyofthenightonthatside.Everythingwasverystill.

Atinkleofcutleryandaslightjingleofglasseswereheard.Mr.VanWyk’sservantswerelayingthetablefortwoontheveranda.

"I’mafraidyougivemenocreditwhateverformygoodintentionsinthematterI’vespokentoyouabout,"

saidSterne.

"Isimplydon’tunderstandyou."

"CaptainWhalleyisaveryaudaciousman,buthewillunderstandthathisgameisup.That’sallthatanybodyneedeverknowofitfromme.Believeme,I

amveryconsiderateinthis,butdutyisduty.Idon’twanttomakeafuss.AllIaskyou,ashisfriend,istotellhimfrommethatthegame’sup.Thatwillbesufficient."

Mr.VanWykfeltaloathsomedismayatthisqueerprivilegeoffriendship.Hewouldnotdemeanhimselfbyaskingfortheslightestexplanation;todrivetheotherawaywithcontumelyhedidnotthinkprudent——

asyet,atanyrate.Somuchassurancestaggeredhim.

Whocouldtellwhattherecouldbeinit,hethought?

HisregardforCaptainWhalleyhadthetenacityofadisinterestedsentiment,andhispracticalinstinctcom—

ingtohisaid,heconcealedhisscorn.

"Igather,then,thatthisissomethinggrave."

"Verygrave,"Sterneassentedsolemnly,delightedathavingproducedaneffectatlast.Hewasreadytoaddsomeeffusiveprotestationsofregretatthe"unavoida—

blenecessity,"butMr.VanWykcuthimshort——verycivilly,however.

OnceontheverandaMr.VanWykputhishandsinhispockets,and,straddlinghislegs,stareddownatablackpantherskinlyingonthefloorbeforearocking—

chair."Itlooksasifthefellowhadnottheplucktoplayhisownpreciousgameopenly,"hethought.

Thiswastrueenough.InthefaceofMassy’slastrebuffSternedarednotdeclarehisknowledge.Hisobjectwassimplytogetchargeofthesteamerandkeepitforsometime.Massywouldneverforgivehimforforcinghimselfon;butifCaptainWhalleylefttheshipofhisownaccord,thecommandwoulddevolveuponhimfortherestofthetrip;sohehituponthebrilliantideaofscaringtheoldmanaway.Avaguemenace,amerehint,wouldbeenoughinsuchabrazencase;and,withastrangeadmixtureofcompassion,hethoughtthatBatuBeruwasaverygoodplaceforthrowingupthesponge.Theskippercouldgoashorequietly,andstaywiththatDutchmanofhis.Weren’tthesetwoasthickasthievestogether?Andonreflec—

tionheseemedtoseethattherewasawaytoworkthewholethingthroughthatgreatfriendoftheoldman’s.

Thiswasanotherbrilliantidea.Hehadaninbornpreferenceforcircuitousmethods.Inthisparticularcasehedesiredtoremaininthebackgroundasmuchaspossible,toavoidexasperatingMassyneedlessly.

Nofuss!Letitallhappennaturally.

Mr.VanWykallthroughthedinnerwasconsciousofasenseofisolationthatinvadessometimestheclose—

nessofhumanintercourse.CaptainWhalleyfailedlamentablyandobviouslyinhisattemptstoeatsome—

thing.Heseemedovercomebyastrangeabsent—

mindedness.Hishandwouldhoverirresolutely,asifleftwithoutguidancebyapreoccupiedmind.Mr.VanWykhadheardhimcomingupfromalongwayoffintheprofoundstillnessoftheriver—side,andhadnoticedtheirresolutecharacterofthefootfalls.Thetoeofhisboothadstruckthebottomstairasthoughhehadcomealongmooningwithhisheadintheairrightuptothestepsoftheveranda.HadthecaptainoftheSofalabeenanothersortofmanhewouldhavesuspectedtheworkofagethere.Butoneglanceathimwasenough.

Time——after,indeed,markinghimforitsown——hadgivenhimuptohisusefulness,inwhichhissimplefaithwouldseeaproofofDivinemercy."HowcouldIcontrivetowarnhim?"Mr.VanWykwondered,asifCaptainWhalleyhadbeenmilesandmilesaway,outofsightandearshotofallevil.HewassickenedbyanimmensedisgustofSterne.ToevenmentionhisthreattoamanlikeWhalleywouldbepositivelyinde—

cent.Therewassomethingmorevileandinsultinginitshintthaninadefinitechargeofcrime——thedebasingtaintofblackmailing."Whatcouldanyonebringagainsthim?"heaskedhimself.Thiswasalimpidpersonality."Andforwhatobject?"ThePowerthatmantrustedhadthoughtfittoleavehimnothingonearththatenvycouldlayholdof,exceptabarecrustofbread.

"Won’tyoutrysomeofthis?"heasked,pushingadishslightly.SuddenlyitseemedtoMr.VanWykthatSternemightpossiblybecovetingthecommandoftheSofala.Hiscynicismwasquitestartledbywhatlookedlikeaproofthatnomanmaycounthimselfsafefromhiskindunlessintheveryabyssofmisery.Anin—

trigueofthatsortwashardlyworthtroublingabout,hejudged;butstill,withsuchafoolasMassytodealwith,Whalleyoughttoandmustbewarned.

AtthismomentCaptainWhalley,boltupright,thedeepcavitiesoftheeyesoverhungbyabushyfrown,andonelargebrownhandrestingoneachsideofhisemptyplate,spokeacrossthetableclothabruptly——

"Mr.VanWyk,you’vealwaystreatedmewiththemosthumaneconsideration."

"Mydearcaptain,youmaketoomuchofasimplefactthatIamnotasavage."Mr.VanWyk,utterlyrevoltedbythethoughtofSterne’sobscureattempt,raisedhisvoiceincisively,asifthematehadbeenhidingsomewherewithinearshot."AnyconsiderationIhavebeenabletoshowwasnomorethantherightfuldueofacharacterI’velearnedtoregardbythistimewithanesteemthatnothingcanshake."

Aslightringofglassmadehimlifthiseyesfromthesliceofpine—applehewascuttingintosmallpiecesonhisplate.InchanginghispositionCaptainWhalleyhadcontrivedtoupsetanemptytumbler.

Withoutlookingthatway,leaningsidewaysonhiselbow,hisotherhandshadinghisbrow,hegropedshakilyforit,thendesisted.VanWykstaredblankly,asifsomethingmomentoushadhappenedallatonce.

Hedidnotknowwhyheshouldfeelsostartled;butheforgotSterneutterlyforthemoment.

"Why,what’sthematter?"

AndCaptainWhalley,half—averted,inadeadened,agitatedvoice,muttered——

"Esteem!"

"AndImayaddsomethingmore,"Mr.VanWyk,verysteady—eyed,pronouncedslowly.

"Hold!Enough!"CaptainWhalleydidnotchangehisattitudeorraisehisvoice."Saynomore!

Icanmakeyounoreturn.Iamtoopoorevenforthatnow.Youresteemisworthhaving.Youarenotamanthatwouldstooptodeceivethepoorestsortofdevilonearth,ormakeashipunseaworthyeverytimehetakeshertosea."

Mr.VanWyk,leaningforward,hisfacegonepinkallover,withthestarchedtable—napkinoverhisknees,wasinclinedtomistrusthissenses,hispowerofcom—

prehension,thesanityofhisguest.

"Where?Why?InthenameofGod!——what’sthis?

Whatship?Idon’tunderstandwho"

"Then,inthenameofGod,itisI!Aship’sunsea—

worthywhenhercaptaincan’tsee.Iamgoingblind."

Mr.VanWykmadeaslightmovement,andsatverystillafterwardsforafewseconds;then,withthethoughtofSterne’s"Thegame’sup,"heduckedunderthetabletopickupthenapkinwhichhadslippedoffhisknees.Thiswasthegamethatwasup.AndatthesametimethemuffledvoiceofCaptainWhalleypassedoverhim——

"I’vedeceivedthemall.Nobodyknows."

Heemergedflushedtotheeyes.CaptainWhalley,motionlessunderthefullblazeofthelamp,shadedhisfacewithhishand.

"Andyouhadthatcourage?"

"Callitbywhatnameyoulike.Butyouareahu—

maneman——a——a——gentleman,Mr.VanWyk.YoumayhaveaskedmewhatIhaddonewithmyconscience."

Heseemedtomuse,profoundlysilent,verystillinhismournfulpose.

"Ibegantotamperwithitinmypride.Youbegintoseealotofthingswhenyouaregoingblind.I

couldnotbefrankwithanoldchumeven.IwasnotfrankwithMassy——no,notaltogether.Iknewhetookmeforawealthysailorfool,andIlethim.Iwantedtokeepupmyimportance——becausetherewaspoorIvyawaythere——mydaughter.WhatdidIwanttotradeonhismiseryfor?Ididtradeonit——forher.Andnow,whatmercycouldIexpectfromhim?Hewouldtradeonmineifheknewit.Hewouldhunttheoldfraudout,andsticktothemoneyforayear.Ivy’smoney.AndIhaven’tkeptapennyformyself.HowamIgoingtoliveforayear.Ayear!Inayeartherewillbenosunintheskyforherfather."

Hisdeepvoicecameout,awfullyveiled,asthoughhehadbeenoverwhelmedbytheearthofalandslide,andtalkingtoyouofthethoughtsthathauntthedeadintheirgraves.AcoldshudderrandownMr.VanWyk’sback.

"Andhowlongisitsinceyouhave?"hebegan.

"ItwasalongtimebeforeIcouldbringmyselftobelieveinthis——thisvisitation."CaptainWhalleyspokewithgloomypatiencefromunderhishand.

Hehadnotthoughthehaddeservedit.Hehadbegunbydeceivinghimselffromdaytoday,fromweektoweek.HehadtheSerangathandthere——anoldservant.Itcameongradually,andwhenhecouldnolongerdeceivehimself

Hisvoicediedoutalmost.

"RatherthangiveherupIsetmyselftodeceiveyouall."

"It’sincredible,"whisperedMr.VanWyk.CaptainWhalley’sappallingmurmurflowedon.

"NoteventhesignofGod’sangercouldmakemeforgether.HowcouldIforsakemychild,feelingmyvigorallthetime——thebloodwarmwithinme?Warmasyours.Itseemstomethat,liketheblindedSamson,Iwouldfindthestrengthtoshakedownatempleuponmyhead.She’sastrugglingwoman——myownchildthatweusedtoprayovertogether,mypoorwifeandI.

DoyourememberthatdayIaswellastoldyouthatIbelievedGodwouldletmelivetoahundredforhersake?Whatsinisthereinlovingyourchild?Doyouseeit?Iwasreadyforhersaketoliveforever.

IhalfbelievedIwould.I’vebeenprayingfordeathsince.Ha!Presumptuousman——youwantedtolive"

Atremendous,shudderingupheavalofthatbigframe,shakenbyagaspingsob,settheglassesjinglingalloverthetable,seemedtomakethewholehousetrembletotheroof—tree.AndMr.VanWyk,whosefeelingofoutragedlovehadbeentranslatedintoaformofstrug—

glewithnature,understoodverywellthat,forthatmanwhosewholelifehadbeenconditionedbyaction,therecouldexistnootherexpressionforalltheemotions;that,tovoluntarilyceaseventuring,doing,enduring,forhischild’ssake,wouldhavebeenexactlylikepluckinghiswarmloveforheroutofhislivingheart.Somethingtoomonstrous,tooimpossible,eventoconceive.

CaptainWhalleyhadnotchangedhisattitude,thatseemedtoexpresssomethingofshame,sorrow,anddefiance.

"Ihaveevendeceivedyou.Ifithadnotbeenforthatword’esteem.’Thesearenotthewordsforme.

Iwouldhaveliedtoyou.Haven’tIliedtoyou?

Weren’tyougoingtotrustyourpropertyonboardthisverytrip?"

"Ihaveafloatingyearlypolicy,"Mr.VanWyksaidalmostunwittingly,andwasamazedatthesuddencrop—

pingupofacommercialdetail.

"Theshipisunseaworthy,Itellyou.Thepolicywouldbeinvalidifitwereknown"

"Weshallsharetheguilt,then."

"Nothingcouldmakemineless,"saidCaptainWhalley.

Hehadnotdaredtoconsultadoctor;themanwouldhaveperhapsaskedwhohewas,whathewasdoing;

Massymighthaveheardsomething.Hehadlivedonwithoutanyhelp,humanordivine.Theveryprayersstuckinhisthroat.Whatwastheretoprayfor?anddeathseemedasfarasever.Oncehegotintohiscabinhedarednotcomeoutagain;whenhesatdownhedarednotgetup;hedarednotraisehiseyestoanybody’sface;hefeltreluctanttolookupontheseaoruptothesky.Theworldwasfadingbeforehisgreatfearofgivinghimselfaway.Theoldshipwashislastfriend;hewasnotafraidofher;hekneweveryinchofherdeck;butathertoohehardlydaredtolook,forfearoffindinghecouldseelessthanthedaybefore.

Agreatincertitudeenvelopedhim.Thehorizonwasgone;theskymingleddarklywiththesea.Whowasthisfigurestandingoveryonder?whatwasthisthinglyingdownthere?Andafrightfuldoubtoftherealityofwhathecouldseemadeeventheremnantofsightthatremainedtohimanaddedtorment,apitfallalwaysopenforhismiserablepretense.Hewasafraidtostumbleinexcusablyoversomething——tosayafatalYesorNotoaquestion.ThehandofGodwasuponhim,butitcouldnottearhimawayfromhischild.And,asifinanightmareofhumiliation,everyfeaturelessmanseemedanenemy.

Helethishandfallheavilyonthetable.Mr.VanWyk,armsdown,chinonbreast,withagleamofwhiteteethpressingonthelowerlip,meditatedonSterne’s"Thegame’sup."

"TheSerangofcoursedoesnotknow."

"Nobody,"saidCaptainWhalley,withassurance.

"Ahyes.Nobody.Verywell.Canyoukeepituptotheendofthetrip?Thatisthelastundertheagree—

mentwithMassy."

CaptainWhalleygotupandstooderect,verystately,withthegreatwhitebeardlyinglikeasilverbreastplateovertheawfulsecretofhisheart.Yes;thatwastheonlyhopetherewasforhimofeverseeingheragain,ofsecuringthemoney,thelasthecoulddoforher,beforehecreptawaysomewhere——useless,aburden,areproachtohimself.Hisvoicefaltered.

"Thinkofit!Neverseeheranymore:theonlyhumanbeingbesidesmyselfnowonearththatcanre—

membermywife.She’sjustlikehermother.Luckythepoorwomaniswheretherearenotearsshedoverthosetheylovedonearthandthatremaintopraynottobeledintotemptation——because,Isuppose,theblessedknowthesecretofgraceinGod’sdealingswithHiscreatedchildren."

Heswayedalittle,saidwithausteredignity——

"Idon’t.IknowonlythechildHehasgivenme."

Andhebegantowalk.Mr.VanWyk,jumpingup,sawthefullmeaningoftherigidhead,thehesitatingfeet,thevaguelyextendedhand.Hisheartwasbeat—

ingfast;hemovedachairaside,andinstinctivelyad—

vancedasiftoofferhisarm.ButCaptainWhalleypassedhimby,makingforthestairsquitestraight.

"Hecouldnotseemeatalloutofhisline,"VanWykthought,withasortofawe.Thengoingtotheheadofthestairs,heaskedalittletremulously——

"Whatisitlike——likeamist——like"

CaptainWhalley,half—waydown,stopped,andturnedroundundismayedtoanswer.

"Itisasifthelightwereebbingoutoftheworld.

Haveyoueverwatchedtheebbingseaonanopenstretchofsandswithdrawingfartherandfartherawayfromyou?Itislikethis——onlytherewillbenofloodtofollow.Never.Itisasifthesunweregrowingsmaller,thestarsgoingoutonebyone.Therecan’tbemanyleftthatIcanseebythis.ButIhaven’thadthecouragetolookoflate"HemusthavebeenabletomakeoutMr.VanWyk,becausehecheckedhimbyanauthoritativegestureandastoical——

"Icangetaboutaloneyet."

Itwasasifhehadtakenhisline,andwouldacceptnohelpfrommen,afterhavingbeencastout,likeapre—

sumptuousTitan,fromhisheaven.Mr.VanWyk,ar—

rested,seemedtocountthefootstepsrightoutofear—

shot.Hewalkedbetweenthetables,tappingsmartlywithhisheels,tookupapaper—knife,droppeditafteravagueglancealongtheblade;thenhappeninguponthepiano,struckafewchordsagainandagain,vigor—

ously,standingupbeforethekeyboardwithanatten—

tivepoiseoftheheadlikeapiano—tuner;closingit,hepivotedonhisheelsbrusquely,avoidedthelittleterriersleepingtrustfullyoncrossedforepaws,cameuponthestairsnext,and,asthoughhehadlosthisbalanceonthetopstep,randownheadlongoutofthehouse.Hisservants,beginningtoclearthetable,heardhimmuttertohimself(evilwordsnodoubt)downthere,andthenafterapausegoawaywithastrollinggaitinthedirec—

tionofthewharf.

ThebulwarksoftheSofalalyingalongsidethebankmadealow,blackwallontheundulatingcontouroftheshore.Twomastsandafunneluprosefrombehinditwithagreatrake,asifabouttofall:asolid,squareelevationinthemiddleboretheghostlyshapesofwhiteboats,thecurvesofdavits,linesofrailandstanchions,allconfusedandminglingdarklyeverywhere;butlowdown,amidships,asinglelightedportstaredoutonthenight,perfectlyround,likeasmall,fullmoon,whoseyellowbeamcaughtapatchofwetmud,theedgeoftroddengrass,twoturnsofheavycablewoundroundthefootofathickwoodenpostintheground.

Mr.VanWyk,peeringalongside,heardamuzzyboastfulvoiceapparentlyjeeringatapersoncalledPrendergast.Itmouthedabusethickly,choked;thenpronouncedverydistinctlytheword"Murphy,"andchuckled.Glasstinkledtremulously.Allthesesoundscamefromthelightedport.Mr.VanWykhesitated,stooped;itwasimpossibletolookthroughunlesshewentdownintothemud.

"Sterne,"hesaid,halfaloud.

Thedrunkenvoicewithinsaidgladly——

"Sterne——ofcourse.Lookathimblink.Lookathim!Sterne,Whalley,Massy.Massy,Whalley,Sterne.ButMassy’sthebest.Youcan’tcomeoverhim.Hewouldjustlovetoseeyoustarve."

Mr.VanWykmovedaway,madeoutfartherforwardashadowyheadstuckoutfromundertheawningsasifonthewatch,andspokequietlyinMalay,"Isthemateasleep?"

"No.Here,atyourservice."

InamomentSterneappeared,walkingasnoiselesslyasacatonthewharf.

"It’ssojollydark,andIhadnoideayouwouldbedownto—night."

"What’sthishorribleraving?"askedMr.VanWyk,asiftoexplainthecauseofashudderthanranoverhimaudibly.

"Jack’sbrokenoutonadrunk.That’soursecond.

It’shisway.Hewillberightenoughbyto—morrowafternoon,onlyMr.Massywillkeeponworryingupanddownthedeck.Wehadbettergetaway."

Hemutteredsuggestivelyofatalk"upatthehouse."

Hehadlongdesiredtoeffectanentrancethere,butMr.

VanWyknonchalantlydemurred:itwouldnot,hefeared,bequiteprudent,perhaps;andtheopaqueblackshadowunderoneofthetwobigtreesleftatthelanding—placeswallowedthemup,impenetrablydense,bythesideofthewideriver,thatseemedtospinintothreadsofglitterthelightofafewbigstarsdroppedhereandthereuponitsoutspreadandflowingstillness.

"Thesituationisgravebeyonddoubt,"Mr.VanWyksaid.Ghost—likeintheirwhiteclothestheycouldnotdistinguisheachothers’features,andtheirfeetmadenosoundonthesoftearth.Asortofpurringwasheard.Mr.Sternefeltgratifiedbysuchabeginning.

"Ithought,Mr.VanWyk,agentlemanofyoursortwouldseeatoncehowawkwardlyIwassituated."

"Yes,very.Obviouslyhishealthisbad.Perhapshe’sbreakingup.Isee,andhehimselfiswellaware——

IassumeIamspeakingtoamanofsense——heiswellawarethathislegsaregivingout."

"Hislegs——ah!"Mr.Sternewasdisconcerted,andthenturnedsulky."Youmaycallithislegsifyoulike;whatIwanttoknowiswhetherheintendstoclearoutquietly.That’sagoodone,too!Hislegs!

Pooh!"

"Why,yes.Onlylookatthewayhewalks."Mr.

VanWyktookhimupinaperfectlycoolandundoubt—

ingtone."Thequestion,however,iswhetheryoursenseofdutydoesnotcarryyoutoofarfromyourtrueinterest.Afterall,Itoocoulddosomethingtoserveyou.YouknowwhoIam."

"EverybodyalongtheStraitshasheardofyou,sir."

Mr.VanWykpresumedthatthismeantsomethingfavorable.Sternehadasoftlaughatthispleasantry.

Heshouldthinkso!Totheopeningstatement,thatthepartnershipagreementwastoexpireattheendofthisverytrip,hegaveanattentiveassent.Hewasaware.Oneheardofnothingelseonboardalltheblesseddaylong.AstoMassy,itwasnosecretthathewasinajollydeepholewiththeseworn—outboilers.

Hewouldhavetoborrowsomewhereacoupleofhun—

dredfirstofalltopayoffthecaptain;andthenhewouldhavetoraisemoneyonmortgageupontheshipforthenewboilers——thatis,ifhecouldfindalenderatall.Atbestitmeantlossoftime,abreakinthetrade,shortearningsfortheyear——andtherewasalwaysthedangerofhavinghisconnectionfilchedawayfromhimbytheGermans.Itwaswhisperedaboutthathehadalreadytriedtwofirms.Neitherwouldhaveanythingtodowithhim.Shiptooold,andthemantoowellknownintheplaceMr.Sterne’sfinalrapidwink—

ingremainedburiedinthedeepdarknesssibilatingwithhiswhispers.

"Supposing,then,hegottheloan,"Mr.VanWykresumedinadeliberateundertone,"onyourownshow—

inghe’smorethanlikelytogetamortgagee’smanthrustuponhimascaptain.Formypart,IknowthatIwouldmakethatverystipulationmyselfifIhadtofindthemoney.AndasamatteroffactIamthinkingofdoingso.Itwouldbeworthmywhileinmanyways.

Doyouseehowthiswouldbearonthecaseunderdis—

cussion?"

"Thankyou,sir.Iamsureyoucouldn’tgetany—

bodythatwouldcaremoreforyourinterests."

"Well,itsuitsmyinterestthatCaptainWhalleyshouldfinishhistime.IshallprobablytakeapassagewithyoudowntheStraits.Ifthatcanbedone,I’llbeonthespotwhenallthesechangestakeplace,andinapositiontolookafterYOURinterests."

"Mr.VanWyk,Iwantnothingbetter.IamsureIaminfinitely"

"Itakeit,then,thatthismaybedonewithoutanytrouble."

"Well,sir,whatriskthereiscan’tbehelped;but(speakingtoyouasmyemployernow)thethingismoresafethanitlooks.IfanybodyhadtoldmeofitIwouldn’thavebelievedit,butIhavebeenlookingonmyself.ThatoldSeranghasbeentraineduptothegame.There’snothingthematterwithhis——his——

limbs,sir.He’sgotusedtodoingthingshimselfinaremarkableway.Andletmetellyou,sir,thatCap—

tainWhalley,poorman,isbynomeansuseless.Fact.

Letmeexplaintoyou,sir.HestiffensupthatoldmonkeyofaMalay,whoknowswellenoughwhattodo.

Why,hemusthavekeptcaptain’swatchesinallsortsofcountryshipsoffandonforthelastfive—and—twentyyears.Thesenatives,sir,aslongastheyhaveawhitemancloseattheback,willgoondoingtherightthingmostsurprisinglywell——evenifleftquitetothemselves.

Onlythewhitemanmustbeofthesorttoputstarchintothem,andthecaptainisjusttheoneforthat.

Why,sir,hehasdrilledhimsowellthatnowheneedshardlyspeakatall.IhaveseenthatlittlewrinkledapemadetotaketheshipoutofPanguBayonablowymorningandonallthroughtheislands;takeheroutfirst—rate,sir,dodgingundertheoldman’selbow,andinsuchquietstylethatyoucouldnothavetoldforthelifeofyouwhichofthetwowasdoingtheworkupthere.That’swhereourpoorfriendwouldbestillofusetotheshipevenif——if——hecouldnolongerliftafoot,sir.ProvidedtheSerangdoesnotknowthatthere’sanythingwrong."

"Hedoesn’t."

"Naturallynot.Quitebeyondhisapprehension.

Theyaren’tcapableoffindingoutanythingaboutus,sir."

"Youseemtobeashrewdman,"saidMr.VanWykinachokedmutter,asthoughhewerefeelingsick.

"You’llfindmeagoodenoughservant,sir."

Mr.Sternehopednowforahandshakeatleast,butunexpectedly,witha"What’sthis?Betternottobeseentogether,"Mr.VanWyk’swhiteshapewavered,andinstantlyseemedtomeltawayintheblackairundertheroofofboughs.Thematewasstartled.Yes.

Therewasthatfaintthumpingclatter.

Hestoleoutsilentlyfromundertheshade.Thelightedport—holeshonefromafar.Hisheadswamwiththeintoxicationofsuddensuccess.Whatathingitwastohaveagentlemantodealwith!Hecreptaboard,andtherewassomethingweirdintheshadowystretchofemptydecks,echoingwithshoutsandblowsproceed—

ingfromadarkerpartamidships.Mr.Massywasragingbeforethedooroftheberth:thedrunkenvoicewithinflowedonundisturbedintheviolentracketofkicks.

"Shutup!Putyourlightoutandturnin,youconfoundedswillingpig——you!D’youhearme,youbeast?"

Thekickingstopped,andinthepausethemuzzyoracularvoiceannouncedfromwithin——

"Ah!Massy,now——that’sanotherthing.Massy’sdeep."

"Who’sthataftthere?You,Sterne?He’lldrinkhimselfintoafitofhorrors."Thechiefengineerap—

pearedvagueandbigatthecorneroftheengine—

room.

"Hewillbegoodenoughfordutyto—morrow.Iwouldlethimbe,Mr.Massy."

Sterneslippedawayintohisberth,andatoncehadtositdown.Hisheadswamwithexultation.Hegotintohisbunkasifinadream.Afeelingofprofoundpeace,ofpacificjoy,cameoverhim.Ondeckallwasquiet.

Mr.Massy,withhisearagainstthedoorofJack’scabin,listenedcriticallytoadeepstertorousbreathingwithin.Thiswasadead—drunksleep.Theboutwasover:tranquilizedonthatscore,hetoowentin,andwithslowwrigglesgotoutofhisoldtweedjacket.Itwasagarmentwithmanypockets,whichheusedtoputonatoddtimesoftheday,beingsubjecttosuddenchillyfits,andwhenhefeltwarmedhewouldtakeitoffandhangitaboutanywhereallovertheship.Itwouldbeseenswingingonbelaying—pins,thrownovertheheadsofwinches,suspendedonpeople’sverydoor—

handlesforthatmatter.Washenottheowner?Buthisfavoriteplacewasahookonawoodenawningstanchiononthebridge,almostagainstthebinnacle.

HehadevenintheearlydaysmorethanonetussleonthatpointwithCaptainWhalley,whodesiredthebridgetobekepttidy.Hehadbeenoverawedthen.

Oflate,though,hehadbeenabletodefyhispartnerwithimpunity.CaptainWhalleyneverseemedtonoticeanythingnow.AstotheMalays,intheiraweofthatscowlingmannotoneofthecrewwoulddreamoflayingahandonthething,nomatterwhereorwhatitswungfrom.

WithanunexpectednesswhichmadeMr.Massyjumpanddropthecoatathisfeet,therecamefromthenextberththecrashandthudofaheadlong,jingling,clat—

teringfall.ThefaithfulJackmusthavedroppedtosleepsuddenlyashesatathisrevels,andnowhadgoneoverchairandall,breaking,asitseemedbythesound,everysingleglassandbottleintheplace.Aftertheterrificsmashallwasstillforatimeinthere,asthoughhehadkilledhimselfoutrightonthespot.Mr.

Massyheldhisbreath.Atlastasleepyuneasygroan—

ingsighwasexhaledslowlyontheothersideofthebulkhead.

"Ihopetogoodnesshe’stoodrunktowakeupnow,"

mutteredMr.Massy.

Thesoundofasoftlyknowinglaughnearlydrovehimtodespair.Hesworeviolentlyunderhisbreath.

Thefoolwouldkeephimawakeallnightnowforcer—

tain.Hecursedhisluck.Hewantedtoforgethismaddeningtroublesinsleepsometimes.Hecoulddetectnomovements.Withoutapparentlymakingtheslight—

estattempttogetup,Jackwentonsniggeringtohim—

selfwherehelay;thenbegantospeak,wherehehadleftoffasitwere——

"Massy!Ilovethedirtyrascal.HewouldliketoseehispooroldJackstarve——butjustyoulookwherehehasclimbedto."Hehiccoughedinasuperior,leisurelymanner"Ship—owningitwiththebest.

Alotteryticketyouwant.Ha!ha!Iwillgiveyoulotterytickets,myboy.Lettheoldshipsinkandtheoldchumstarve——that’sright.Hedon’tgowrong——

Massydon’t.Nothe.He’sagenius——thatmanis.

That’sthewaytowinyourmoney.Shipandchummustgo."

"Thesillyfoolhastakenittoheart,"mutteredMassytohimself.And,listeningwithasoftenedexpressionoffaceforanyslightsignofreturningdrowsiness,hewasdiscouragedprofoundlybyaburstoflaughterfullofjoyfulirony.

"Wouldliketoseeheratthebottomofthesea!Oh,youclever,cleverdevil!Wishhersunk,eh?Ishouldthinkyouwould,myboy;thedamnedoldthingandallyourtroubleswithher.Rakeintheinsurancemoney——turnyourbackonyouroldchum——all’swell——gentle—

managain."

AgrimstillnesshadcomeoverMassy’sface.Onlyhisbigblackeyesrolleduneasily.Theravingfool.

Andyetitwasalltrue.Yes.Lotterytickets,too.

Alltrue.What?Beginningagain?Hewishedhewouldn’t

Butitwasevenso.Theimaginativedrunkardontheothersideofthebulkheadshookoffthedeathlikestillnessthatafterhislastwordshadfallenonthedarkshipmooredtoasilentshore.

"Don’tyoudaretosayanythingagainstGeorgeMassy,Esquire.Whenhe’stiredofwaitinghewilldoawaywithher.Lookout!Downshegoes——chumandall.He’llknowhowto"

Thevoicehesitated,weary,dreamy,lost,asifdyingawayinavastopenspace.

"Findatrickthatwillwork.He’suptoit——

neverfear"

Hemusthavebeenverydrunk,foratlasttheheavysleepgrippedhimwiththesuddennessofamagicspell,andthelastwordlengtheneditselfintoaninterminable,noisy,in—drawnsnore.Andtheneventhesnoringstopped,andallwasstill.

ButitseemedasthoughMr.Massyhadsuddenlycometodoubttheefficacyofsleepasagainstaman’stroubles;

orperhapshehadfoundthereliefheneededinthestillnessofacalmcontemplationthatmaycontainthevividthoughtsofwealth,ofastrokeofluck,oflongidleness,andmaybringbeforeyoutheimaginedformofeverydesire;for,turningaboutandthrowinghisarmsovertheedgeofhisbunk,hestoodtherewithhisfeetonhisfavoriteoldcoat,lookingoutthroughtheroundportintothenightovertheriver.Sometimesabreathofwindwouldenterandtouchhisface,acoolbreathchargedwiththedamp,freshfeelfromavastbodyofwater.Aglimmerhereandtherewasallhecouldseeofit;andoncehemightafterallsupposehehaddozedoff,sincethereappearedbeforehisvision,unexpectedlyandconnectedwithnodream,arowofflamingandgiganticfigures——threenaughtsevenonetwo——makingupanumbersuchasyoumayseeonalotteryticket.Andthenallatoncetheportwasnolongerblack:itwaspearlygray,framingashorecrowdedwithhouses,thatchedroofbeyondthatchedroof,wallsofmatsandbamboo,gablesofcarvedteaktimber.Rowsofdwellingsraisedonaforestofpileslinedthesteelybandoftheriver,brimfulandstill,withthetideattheturn.ThiswasBatuBeru——andthedayhadcome.

Mr.Massyshookhimself,putonthetweedcoat,and,shiveringnervouslyasiffromsomegreatshock,madeanoteofthenumber.Afortunate,rarehintthat.

Yes;buttopursuefortuneonewantedmoney——readycash.

Thenhewentoutandpreparedtodescendintotheengine—room.Severalsmalljobshadtobeseento,andJackwaslyingdeaddrunkonthefloorofhiscabin,withthedoorlockedatthat.Hisgorgeroseatthethoughtofwork.Ay!Butifyouwantedtodonoth—

ingyouhadtogetfirstagoodbitofmoney.A

shipwon’tsaveyou.HecursedtheSofala.True,alltrue.Hewastiredofwaitingforsomechancethatwouldridhimatlastofthatshipthathadturnedoutacurseonhislife.

XIV

Thedeep,interminablehootofthesteam—whistlehad,initsgrave,vibratingnote,somethingintolerable,whichsentaslightshudderdownMr.VanWyk’sback.

Itwastheearlyafternoon;theSofalawasleavingBatuBeruforPangu,thenextplaceofcall.Sheswunginthestream,scantilyattendedbyafewcanoes,and,glid—

ingonthebroadriver,becamelosttoviewfromtheVanWykbungalow.

Itsownerhadnotgonethistimetoseeheroff.Gen—

erallyhecamedowntothewharf,exchangedafewwordswiththebridgewhileshecastoff,andwavedhishandtoCaptainWhalleyatthelastmoment.Thisdayhedidnotevengoasfarasthebalustradeoftheveranda."Hecouldn’tseemeifIdid,"hesaidtohimself."Iwonderwhetherhecanmakeoutthehouseatall."Andthisthoughtsomehowmadehimfeelmorealonethanhehadeverfeltforalltheseyears.Whatwasit?sixorseven?Seven.Alongtime.

Hesatontheverandawithaclosedbookonhisknee,and,asitwere,lookedoutuponhissolitude,asifthefactofCaptainWhalley’sblindnesshadopenedhiseyestohisown.Thereweremanysortsofheartachesandtroubles,andtherewasnoplacewheretheycouldnotfindamanout.Andhefeltashamed,asthoughhehadforsixyearsbehavedlikeapeevishboy.

HisthoughtfollowedtheSofalaonherway.Onthespurofthemomenthehadactedimpulsively,turningtothethingmostpressing.Andwhatelsecouldhehavedone?Lateronheshouldsee.Itseemedneces—

sarythatheshouldcomeoutintotheworld,foratimeatleast.Hehadmoney——somethingcouldbear—

ranged;hewouldgrudgenotime,notrouble,nolossofhissolitude.Itweighedonhimnow——andCaptainWhalleyappearedtohimashehadsatshadinghiseyes,asif,beingdeceivedinthetrustofhisfaith,hewerebeyondallthegoodandevilthatcanbewroughtbythehandsofmen.

Mr.VanWyk’sthoughtsfollowedtheSofaladowntheriver,windingaboutthroughthebeltofthecoastforest,betweenthebuttressedshaftsofthebigtrees,throughthemangrovestrip,andoverthebar.Theshipcrossediteasilyinbroaddaylight,piloted,asithappened,byMr.Sterne,whotookthewatchfromfourtosix,andthenwentbelowtohughimselfwithdelightatthepros—

pectofbeingvirtuallyemployedbyarichman——likeMr.VanWyk.Hecouldnotseehowanyhitchcouldoccurnow.Hedidnotseemabletogetoverthefeelingofbeing"fixedupatlast."Fromsixtoeight,inthecourseofduty,theSeranglookedaloneaftertheship.

Shehadaclearroadbeforehernowtillaboutthreeinthemorning,whenshewouldclosewiththePangugroup.AteightMr.Sternecameoutcheerilytotakechargeagaintillmidnight.Attenhewasstillchir—

rupingandhummingtohimselfonthebridge,andaboutthattimeMr.VanWyk’sthoughtabandonedtheSofala.Mr.VanWykhadfallenasleepatlast.

Massy,blockingtheengine—roomcompanion,jerkedhimselfintohistweedjacketsurlily,whilethesecondwaitedwithascowl.

"Oh.Youcameout?Yousot!Well,whathaveyougottosayforyourself?"

Hehadbeeninchargeoftheenginestillthen.A

somberfurydarkenedhismind:ahotangeragainsttheship,againstthefactsoflife,againstthemenfortheircheating,againsthimselftoo——becauseofanin—

wardtremorofhisheart.

Anincomprehensiblegrowlansweredhim.

"What?Can’tyouopenyourmouthnow?Youyelpoutyourinfernalrotloudenoughwhenyouaredrunk.

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