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Barnetprivatelythoughtthedesignasufficientlyimposingoneasitstood,evenextravagantlyornate;but,feelingthathehadnorighttocriticize,hesaidgently,’Downe,shouldyounotlivemoreinyourchildren’slivesatthepresenttime,andsoftenthesharpnessofregretforyourownpastbythinkingoftheirfuture?’
’Yes,yes;butwhatcanIdomore?’askedDowne,wrinklinghisforeheadhopelessly。
ItwaswithanxiousslownessthatBarnetproducedhisreply——thesecretobjectofhisvisitto-night。’Didyounotsayonedaythatyououghtbyrightstogetagovernessforthechildren?’
Downeadmittedthathehadsaidso,butthathecouldnotseehiswaytoit。’ThekindofwomanIshouldliketohave,’hesaid,’wouldberatherbeyondmymeans。No;IthinkIshallsendthemtoschoolinthetownwhentheyareoldenoughtogooutalone。’
’Now,Iknowofsomethingbetterthanthat。ThelateLieutenantSavile’sdaughter,Lucy,wantstodosomethingforherselfinthewayofteaching。Shewouldbeinexpensive,andwouldansweryourpurposeaswellasanybodyforsixortwelvemonths。Shewouldprobablycomedailyifyouweretoaskher,andsoyourhousekeepingarrangementswouldnotbemuchaffected。’
’Ithoughtshehadgoneaway,’saidthesolicitor,musing。’Wheredoesshelive?’
Barnettoldhim,andaddedthat,ifDowneshouldthinkofherassuitable,hewoulddowelltocallassoonaspossible,orshemightbeonthewing。’Ifyoudoseeher,’hesaid,’itwouldbeadvisablenottomentionmyname。Sheisratherstiffinherideasofme,anditmightprejudiceheragainstacourseifsheknewthatIrecommendedit。’
Downepromisedtogivethesubjecthisconsideration,andnothingmorewassaidaboutitjustthen。ButwhenBarnetrosetogo,whichwasnottillnearlybedtime,heremindedDowneofthesuggestionandwentupthestreettohisownsolitaryhomewithasenseofsatisfactionathispromisingdiplomacyinacharitablecause。
Thewallsofhisnewhousewerecarriedupnearlytotheirfullheight。Byacuriousthoughnotinfrequentreaction,Barnet’sfeelingsaboutthatunnecessarystructurehadundergoneachange;hetookconsiderableinterestinitsprogressasalong-neglectedthing,hiswifebeforeherdeparturehavinggrownquitewearyofitasahobby。Moreover,itwasanexcellentdistractionforamanintheunhappypositionofhavingtoliveinaprovincialtownwithnothingtodo。Hewasprobablythefirstofhislinewhohadeverpassedadaywithouttoil,andperhapssomethinglikeaninheritedinstinctdisqualifiessuchmenforalifeofpleasantinaction,suchasliesinthepowerofthosewhoseleisureisnotapersonalaccident,butavasthistoricalaccretionwhichhasbecomepartoftheirnatures。
ThusBarnetgotintoawayofspendingmanyofhisleisurehoursonthesiteofthenewbuilding,andhemighthavebeenseenonmostdaysatthistimetryingthetemperofthemortarbypunchingthejointswithhisstick,lookingatthegrainofafloor-board,andmeditatingwhereitgrew,orpicturingunderwhatcircumstancesthelastfirewouldbekindledintheatpresentsootlesschimneys。Onedaywhenthusoccupiedhesawthreechildrenpassbyinthecompanyofafairyoungwoman,whosesuddenappearancecausedhimtoflushperceptibly。
’Ah,sheisthere,’hethought。’That’sablessedthing。’
Castinganinterestedglanceovertherisingbuildingandthebusyworkmen,LucySavileandthelittleDownespassedby;andafterthattimeitbecamearegularthoughalmostunconsciouscustomofBarnettostandinthehalf-completedhouseandlookfromtheungarnishedwindowsatthegovernessasshetrippedtowardsthesea-shorewithher