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“OfmydearSavinien，“criedthegirl，burstingintotears。“Yes，mygoodfriend，“shesaid，sobbing，“avoicetellsmeheisasnobleinheartasheisinrace。Hehasnotonlytoldmethathelovesmealone，buthehasproveditinahundreddelicateways，andbyrestrainingheroicallyhisardentfeelings。LatelywhenhetookthehandIheldouttohim，thateveningwhenMonsieurBongrandproposedtomeahusband，itwasthefirsttime，Isweartoyou，thatIhadevergivenit。Hebeganwithajestwhenheblewmeakissacrossthestreet，butsincethenouraffectionhasneveroutwardlypassed，asyouwellknow，thenarrowestlimits。ButIwilltellyou，——youwhoreadmysoulexceptinthisoneregionwherenonebuttheangelssee，——well，Iwilltellyou，thislovehasbeeninmethesecretspringofmanyseemingmerits；itmademeacceptmypoverty；itsoftenedthebitternessofmyirreparableloss，formymourningismoreperhapsinmyclothesnowthaninmyheart——Oh，wasIwrong？canitbethatlovewasstrongerinmethanmygratitudetomybenefactor，andGodhaspunishedmeforit？Buthowcoulditbeotherwise？IrespectedinmyselfSavinien’sfuturewife；yes，perhapsIwastooproud，perhapsitisthatpridewhichGodhashumbled。Godalone，asyouhaveoftentoldme，shouldbetheendandobjectofallouractions。“
Theabbewasdeeplytouchedashewatchedthetearsrolldownherpallidface。Thehigherhersenseofsecurityhadbeen，thelowershewasnowtofall。
“But，“shesaid，continuing，“ifIreturntomyorphanedcondition，I
shallknowhowtotakeupitsfeelings。Afterall，couldIhavetiedamill-stoneroundtheneckofhimIlove？Whatcanhedohere？WhoamI
tobindhimtome？Besides，doInotlovehimwithafriendshipsodivinethatIcanbearthelossofmyownhappinessandmyhopes？YouknowIhaveoftenblamedmyselfforlettingmyhopesrestuponagrave，andforknowingtheywerewaitingonthatpooroldlady’sdeath。IfSavinienisrichandhappywithanotherIhaveenoughtopayformyentrancetoaconvent，whereIshallgoatonce。Therecannomorebetwolovesinawoman’sheartthantherecanbetwomastersinheaven，andthelifeofareligiousisattractivetome。“
“HecouldnotlethismothergoalonetoRouvre，“saidtheabbe，gently。
“Donotletustalkofthat，mydeargoodfriend，“sheanswered。“I
willwriteto-nightandsethimfree。Iamgladtohavetoclosethewindowsofthisroom，“shecontinued，tellingheroldfriendoftheanonymousletters，butdeclaringthatshewouldnotallowanyinquiriestobemadeastowhoherunknownlovermightbe。
“Why！itwasananonymousletterthatfirsttookMadamedePortendueretoRouvre，“criedtheabbe。“Youareannoyedforsomeobjectbyevilpersons。“
“Howcanthatbe？NeitherSaviniennorIhaveinjuredanyone；andI
amnolongeranobstacletotheprosperityofothers。“
“Well，well，mychild，“saidtheabbe，quietly，“letusprofitbythistempest，whichhasscatteredourlittlecircle，toputthelibraryinorder。Thebooksarestillinheaps。BongrandandIwanttogettheminorder；wewishtomakeasearchamongthem。Putyourtrustin
