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“Butthisisatrap!“sheexclaimed。“Whosentforyou?Whydidyoucome?“
Helookedatherinsurprise。
“Lucille!“
Hiseyeswerefullofpassionateremonstrance。Shelookednervouslyfromhimtowardsthedoor。Heinterceptedherglance。
“WhathaveIdone?“heaskedfiercely。“WhathaveIfailedtodo?
WhydoyoulookasthoughIhadforcedmyselfuponyou?Haven’tI
theright?Don’tyouwishtoseeme?“
InBrott’sfaceandtonewasallthepassionatestrenuousnessofagreatcrisis。Lucillefeltsuddenlyhelplessbeforethedirectnessofhisgaze,hisstormofquestions。Inalltheirformerintercourseithadbeenshewhobyvirtueofhersexandhisblindloveforherhadkepttheupperhand。Andnowthepositionwaschanged。Allsortsoffeebleexplanations,ofappealstohim,occurredtoherdimly,onlytoberejectedbyreasonoftheirridiculousinadequacy。
Shewassilent-abjectlysilent。
Hecamealittleclosertoher,andthestrengthofthemanwasmanifestinhisintenseself-restraint。Hiswordsweremeasured,histonequiet。Yetbothsomehowgaveevidenceofthesmoulderingfiresbeneath。
“Lucille,“hesaid,“Ifindyouhardtounderstandto-day。Youhavemademeyourslave,youcameoncemoreintomylifeatitsmostcriticalmoment,andforyoursakeIhavebetrayedagreattrust。Myconscience,myfaith,andalthoughthatcountsforlittle,mypoliticalcareer,wereinthebalanceagainstmyloveforyou。Youknowwhichconquered。AtyourbiddingIhavemademyselfthejestofeverymanwhobuysthehalfpennypaperandcallshimselfapolitician。Myfriendsheapabuseuponme,myenemiesderision。IcannotholdmypositioninthisnewCabinet。
Ihadgonetoofarforcompromise。Iwonderifyouquiteunderstandwhathashappened?“
“Oh,Ihaveheardtoomuch,“shecried。“Sparemetherest。“
Hecontinuedasthoughhehadnotheardher。
“Menwhohavebeenmyintimateassociatesformanyyears,andwhosefriendshipwasdeartome,crosstheroadtoavoid:meetingme,daybydayIambesiegedwithvisitorsandlettersfromthesufferingpeopletowhommywordhadbeenpledged,imploringmeforsomeexplanation,foronewordofdenial。Lifehasbecomeahellforme,apestilent,militanthell!Yet,Lucille,unlessyoubreakfaithwithmeImakenocomplaint。Iamcontent。“
“Iamverysorry,“shesaid。“Idonotthinkthatyouhaveproperlyunderstoodme。Ihavenevermadeyouanypromise。“
Foramomenthelostcontrolofhimself。Sheshrankbackattheblazeofindignation,halfscornful,halfincredulous,whichlituphisclear,greyeyes。
“Itisalie!“’heanswered。“Betweenyouandmeitcanbenoquestionofwords。Youwerealwaysverycarefulofyourpledges,buttherearelimitseventoyourcaution-astomyforbearance。
Awomandoesnotaskamanwhoispleadingtoherforherlovetogiveupeverythingelsehecaresforinlifewithouthopeofreward。
Itismonstrous!Ineversoughtyouunderfalsepretenses。Ineveraskedyouforyourfriendship。Iwantedyou。Itoldyousoplainly。
Youwon’tdenythatyougavemehope-encouragedme?Youcan’tevendenythatIamwithinmyrightsifIclaimnowatthisinstanttherewardformyapostasy。“
Herhandsweresuddenlylockedinhis。Shefeltherselfbeingdrawnintohisarms。Withadesperateeffortsheavoidedhisembrace。Hestillheldherleftwrist,andhisfacewasdarkwithpassion。
“Letmego!“shepleaded。
“NotI!“heanswered,withanodd,chokedlittlelaugh。“Youbelongtome。Ihavepaidtheprice。I,too,amamongstthelonglistofthosepoorfoolswhohavesoldtheirgodsandtheirhonourforawoman’skiss。ButIwillnotbeleftwhollydestitute。YoushallpaymeforwhatIhavelost。“
“Oh,youaremad!“sheanswered。“Howcouldyouhavedeceivedyourselfso?Don’tyouknowthat