Father Goriot

第8章

Rastignac,likemostyoungmenwhohavebeenearlyimpressedbythecircumstancesofpowerandgrandeur,meanttoenterthelistsfullyarmed;theburningambitionofconquestpossessedhimalready;perhapshewasconsciousofhispowers,butasyetheknewneithertheendtowhichhisambitionwastobedirected,northemeansofattainingit。Indefaultofthepureandsacredlovethatfillsalife,ambitionmaybecomesomethingverynoble,subduingtoitselfeverythoughtofpersonalinterest,andsettingastheend——thegreatness,notofoneman,butofawholenation。

Butthestudenthadnotyetreachedthetimeoflifewhenamansurveysthewholecourseofexistenceandjudgesitsoberly。

Hithertohehadscarcelysomuchasshakenoffthespellofthefreshandgraciousinfluencesthatenvelopachildhoodinthecountry,likegreenleavesandgrass。HehadhesitatedonthebrinkoftheParisianRubicon,andinspiteoftheprickingsofambition,hestillclungtoalingeringtraditionofanoldideal——thepeacefullifeofthenobleinhischateau。Butyesterdayevening,atthesightofhisrooms,thosescrupleshadvanished。Hehadlearnedwhatitwastoenjoythematerialadvantagesoffortune,ashehadalreadyenjoyedthesocialadvantagesofbirth;heceasedtobeaprovincialfromthatmoment,andslippednaturallyandeasilyintoapositionwhichopenedupaprospectofabrilliantfuture。

So,ashewaitedforDelphine,intheprettyboudoir,wherehefeltthathehadacertainrighttobe,hefelthimselfsofarawayfromtheRastignacwhocamebacktoParisayearago,that,turningsomepowerofinnervisionuponthislatter,heaskedhimselfwhetherthatpastselfboreanyresemblancetotheRastignacofthatmoment。

“Madameisinherroom。”Theresecametotellhim。Thewoman’svoicemadehimstart。

HefoundDelphinelyingbackinherlowchairbythefireside,lookingfreshandbright。Thesightofheramongtheflowingdraperiesofmuslinsuggestedsomebeautifultropicalflower,wherethefruitissetamidtheblossom。

“Well。”shesaid,withatremorinhervoice,“hereyouare。”

“GuesswhatIbringforyou。”saidEugene,sittingdownbesideher。HetookpossessionofherarmtokissherhandMme。deNucingengaveajoyfulstartasshesawthecard。SheturnedtoEugene;thereweretearsinhereyesassheflungherarmsabouthisneck,anddrewhimtowardsherinafrenzyofgratifiedvanity。

“AndIowethishappinesstoyou——toTHEE“(shewhisperedthemoreintimatewordinhisear);“butThereseisinmydressing-

room,letusbeprudent——Thishappiness——yes,forImaycallitso,whenitcomestomethroughYOU——issurelymorethanatriumphforself-love?Noonehasbeenwillingtointroducemeintothatset。PerhapsjustnowImayseemtoyoutobefrivolous,petty,shallow,likeaParisienne,butremember,myfriend,thatIamreadytogiveupallforyou;andthatifI

longmorethaneverforanentranceintotheFaubourgSaint-

Germain,itisbecauseIshallmeetyouthere。”

“Mme。deBeauseant’snoteseemstosayveryplainlythatshedoesnotexpecttoseetheBARONdeNucingenatherball;don’tyouthinkso?“saidEugene。

“Why,yes。”saidtheBaronessasshereturnedtheletter。“Thosewomenhaveatalentforinsolence。Butitisofnoconsequence,I

shallgo。Mysisterissuretobethere,andsuretobeverybeautifullydressed——Eugene。”shewenton,loweringhervoice,“shewillgotodispeluglysuspicions。Youdonotknowthethingsthatpeoplearesayingabouther。OnlythismorningNucingencametotellmethattheyhadbeendiscussingherattheclub。Greatheavens!onwhatdoesawoman’scharacterandthehonorofawholefamilydepend!IfeelthatIamnearlytouchedandwoundedinmypoorsister。Accordingtosomepeople,M。deTraillesmusthaveputhisnametobillsforahundredthousandfrancs,nearlyallofthemareoverdue,andproceedingsarethreatened。Inthispredicament,itseemsthatmysistersoldherdiamondstoaJew——thebeautifuldiamondsthatbelongedtoherhusband’smother,Mme。deRestaudtheelder,——youhaveseenherwearingthem。Infact,nothingelsehasbeentalkedaboutforthelasttwodays。SoIcanseethatAnastasieissuretocometoMme。deBeauseant’sballintissueofgold,andablazewithdiamonds,todrawalleyesuponher;andIwillnotbeoutshone。

Shehastriedtoeclipsemeallherlife,shehasneverbeenkindtome,andIhavehelpedhersooften,andalwayshadmoneyforherwhenshehadnone——Butnevermindotherpeoplenow,to-dayI

meantobeperfectlyhappy。”

Atoneo’clockthatmorningEugenewasstillwithMme。deNucingen。Inthemidstoftheirlovers’farewell,afarewellfullofhopeofblisstocome,shesaidinatroubledvoice,“Iamveryfearful,superstitious。Givewhatnameyouliketomypresentiments,butIamafraidthatmyhappinesswillbepaidforbysomehorriblecatastrophe。”

“Child!“saidEugene。

“Ah!havewechangedplaces,andamIthechildto-night?“sheasked,laughingly。

EugenewentbacktotheMaisonVauquer,neverdoubtingbutthatheshouldleaveitforgoodonthemorrow;andonthewayhefelltodreamingthebrightdreamsofyouth,whenthecupofhappinesshasleftitssweetnessonthelips。

“Well?“criedGoriot,asRastignacpassedbyhisdoor。

“Yes。”saidEugene;“Iwilltellyoueverythingto-morrow。”

“Everything,willyounot?“criedtheoldman。“Gotobed。To-

morrowourhappylifewillbegin。”

Nextday,GoriotandRastignacwerereadytoleavethelodging-

house,andonlyawaitedthegoodpleasureofaportertomoveoutofit;buttowardsnoontherewasasoundofwheelsintheRueNeuve-Sainte-Genevieve,andacarriagestoppedbeforethedooroftheMaisonVauquer。Mme。deNucingenalighted,andaskedifherfatherwasstillinthehouse,and,receivinganaffirmativereplyfromSylvie,ranlightlyupstairs。

ItsohappenedthatEugenewasathomeallunknowntohisneighbor。AtbreakfasttimehehadaskedGoriottosuperintendtheremovalofhisgoods,sayingthathewouldmeethimintheRued’Artoisatfouro’clock;butRastignac’snamehadbeencalledearlyonthelistattheEcoledeDroit,andhehadgonebackatoncetotheRueNueve-Sainte-Genevieve。Noonehadseenhimcomein,forGoriothadgonetofindaporter,andthemistressofthehousewaslikewiseout。Eugenehadthoughttopayherhimself,foritstruckhimthatifheleftthis,Goriotinhiszealwouldprobablypayforhim。Asitwas,Eugenewentuptohisroomtoseethatnothinghadbeenforgotten,andblessedhisforesightwhenhesawtheblankbillbearingVautrin’ssignaturelyinginthedrawerwherehehadcarelesslythrownitonthedaywhenhehadrepaidtheamount。Therewasnofireinthegrate,sohewasabouttotearitintolittlepieces,whenheheardavoicespeakinginGoriot’sroom,andthespeakerwasDelphine!Hemadenomorenoise,andstoodstilltolisten,thinkingthatsheshouldhavenosecretsfromhim;butafterthefirstfewwords,theconversationbetweenthefatheranddaughterwassostrangeandinterestingthatitabsorbedallhisattention。

“Ah!thankheaventhatyouthoughtofaskinghimtogiveanaccountofthemoneysettledonmebeforeIwasutterlyruined,father。Isitsafetotalk?“sheadded。

“Yes,thereisnooneinthehouse。”saidherfatherfaintly。

“Whatisthematterwithyou?“askedMme。deNucingen。

“Godforgiveyou!youhavejustdealtmeastaggeringblow,child!“saidtheoldman。“YoucannotknowhowmuchIloveyou,oryouwouldnothaveburstinuponmelikethis,withsuchnews,especiallyifallisnotlost。Hassomethingsoimportanthappenedthatyoumustcomehereaboutit?InafewminutesweshouldhavebeenintheRued’Artois。”

“Eh!doesonethinkwhatoneisdoingafteracatastrophe?Ithasturnedmyhead。Yourattorneyhasfoundoutthestateofthingsnow,butitwasboundtocomeoutsoonerorlater。Weshallwantyourlongbusinessexperience;andIcometoyoulikeadrowningmanwhocatchesatabranch。WhenM。DervillefoundthatNucingenwasthrowingallsortsofdifficultiesinhisway,hethreatenedhimwithproceedings,andtoldhimplainlythathewouldsoonobtainanorderfromthePresidentoftheTribunal。SoNucingencametomyroomthismorning,andaskedifImeanttoruinusboth。ItoldhimthatIknewnothingwhateveraboutit,thatI

hadafortune,andoughttobeputintopossessionofmyfortune,andthatmyattorneywasactingformeinthematter;IsaidagainthatIknewabsolutelynothingaboutit,andcouldnotpossiblygointothesubjectwithhim。Wasn’tthatwhatyoutoldmetotellhim?“

“Yes,quiteright。”answeredGoriot。

“Well,then。”Delphinecontinued,“hetoldmeallabouthisaffairs。Hehadjustinvestedallhiscapitalandmineinbusinessspeculations;theyhaveonlyjustbeenstarted,andverylargesumsofmoneyarelockedup。IfIweretocompelhimtorefundmydowrynow,hewouldbeforcedtofilehispetition;butifIwillwaitayear,heundertakes,onhishonor,todoubleortreblemyfortune,byinvestingitinbuildingland,andIshallbemistressatlastofthewholeofmyproperty。Hewasspeakingthetruth,fatherdear;hefrightenedme!Heaskedmypardonforhisconduct;hehasgivenmemyliberty;IamfreetoactasI

pleaseonconditionthatIleavehimtocarryonmybusinessinmyname。Toprovehissincerity,hepromisedthatM。DervillemightinspecttheaccountsasoftenasIpleased,sothatImightbeassuredthateverythingwasbeingconductedproperly。Inshort,heputhimselfinmypower,boundhandandfoot。Hewishesthepresentarrangementsastotheexpensesofhousekeepingtocontinuefortwomoreyears,andentreatedmenottoexceedmyallowance。Heshowedmeplainlythatitwasallthathecoulddotokeepupappearances;hehasbrokenwithhisoperadancer;hewillbecompelledtopractisethemoststricteconomy(insecret)

ifheistobidehistimewithunshakencredit。Iscolded,IdidallIcouldtodrivehimtodesperation,soastofindoutmore。

Heshowedmehisledgers——hebrokedownandcriedatlast。I

neversawamaninsuchastate。Helosthisheadcompletely,talkedofkillinghimself,andravedtillIfeltquitesorryforhim。”

“Doyoureallybelievethatsillyrubbish?“……criedherfather。“Itwasallgotupforyourbenefit!IhavehadtodowithGermansinthewayofbusiness,honestandstraightforwardtheyareprettysuretobe,butwhenwiththeirsimplicityandfranknesstheyaresharpersandhumbugsaswell,theyaretheworstroguesofall。Yourhusbandistakingadvantageofyou。Assoonaspressureisbroughttobearonhimheshamsdead;hemeanstobemorethemasterunderyournamethaninhisown。Hewilltakeadvantageofthepositiontosecurehimselfagainsttherisksofbusiness。Heisassharpasheistreacherous;heisabadlot!No,no;IamnotgoingtoleavemygirlsbehindmewithoutapennywhenIgotoPere-Lachaise。Iknowsomethingaboutbusinessstill。Hehassunkhismoneyinspeculation,hesays;verywellthen,thereissomethingtoshowforit——bills,receipts,papersofsomesort。Lethimproducethem,andcometoanarrangementwithyou。Wewillchoosethemostpromisingofhisspeculations,takethemoveratourownrisk,andhavethesecuritiestransferredintoyourname;theyshallrepresenttheseparateestateofDelphineGoriot,wifeoftheBarondeNucingen。Doesthatfellowreallytakeusforidiots?DoesheimaginethatIcouldstandtheideaofyourbeingwithoutfortune,withoutbread,forforty-eighthours?Iwouldnotstanditaday——no,notanight,notacoupleofhours!Iftherehadbeenanyfoundationfortheidea,Ishouldnevergetoverit。

What!Ihaveworkedhardforfortyyears,carriedsacksonmyback,andsweatedandpinchedandsavedallmylifeforyou,mydarlings,foryouwhomadethetoilandeveryburdenborneforyouseemlight;andnow,myfortune,mywholelife,istovanishinsmoke!IshoulddieravingmadifIbelievedawordofit。Byallthat’sholiestinheavenandearth,wewillhavethisclearedupatonce;gothroughthebooks,havethewholebusinesslookedthoroughlyinto!Iwillnotsleep,norrest,noreatuntilIhavesatisfiedmyselfthatallyourfortuneisinexistence。Yourmoneyissettleduponyou,Godbethanked!and,luckily,yourattorney,MaitreDerville,isanhonestman。GoodLord!youshallhaveyoursnuglittlemillion,yourfiftythousandfrancsayear,aslongasyoulive,orIwillraisearacketinParis,Iwillso!IftheTribunalsputuponus,IwillappealtotheChambers。

IfIknewthatyouwerewellandcomfortablyoffasfarasmoneyisconcerned,thatthoughtwouldkeepmeeasyinspiteofbadhealthandtroubles。Money?why,itislife!Moneydoeseverything。ThatgreatdoltofanAlsatianshallsingtoanothertune!Lookhere,Delphine,don’tgiveway,don’tmakeaconcessionofhalfaquarterofafarthingtothatfathead,whohasgroundyoudownandmadeyoumiserable。Ifhecan’tdowithoutyou,wewillgivehimagoodcudgeling,andkeephiminorder。Greatheavens!mybrainisonfire;itisasifthereweresomethingredhotinsidemyhead。MyDelphinelyingonstraw!You!

myFifine!Goodgracious!Wherearemygloves?Come,letusgoatonce;Imeantoseeeverythingwithmyowneyes——books,cash,andcorrespondence,thewholebusiness。IshallhavenopeaceuntilI

knowforcertainthatyourfortuneissecure。”

“Oh!fatherdear,becarefulhowyousetaboutit!Ifthereistheleasthintofvengeanceinthebusiness,ifyoushowyourselfopenlyhostile,itwillbealloverwithme。Heknowswhomhehastodealwith;hethinksitquitenaturalthatifyouputtheideaintomyhead,Ishouldbeuneasyaboutmymoney;butIsweartoyouthathehasitinhisownhands,andthathehadmeanttokeepit。Heisjustthemantoabscondwithallthemoneyandleaveusinthelurch,thescoundrel!HeknowsquitewellthatI

willnotdishonorthenameIbearbybringinghimintoacourtoflaw。Hispositionisstrongandweakatthesametime。Ifwedrivehimtodespair,Iamlost。”

“Why,then,themanisarogue?“

“Well,yes,father。”shesaid,flingingherselfintoachair,“I

wantedtokeepitfromyoutospareyourfeelings。”andsheburstintotears;“Ididnotwantyoutoknowthatyouhadmarriedmetosuchamanasheis。Heisjustthesameinprivatelife——bodyandsoulandconscience——thesamethroughandthrough——hideous!I

hatehim;Idespisehim!Yes,afterallthatthatdespicableNucingenhastoldme,Icannotrespecthimanylonger。Amancapableofmixinghimselfupinsuchaffairs,andoftalkingaboutthemtomeashedid,withouttheslightestscruple,——itisbecauseIhavereadhimthroughandthroughthatIamafraidofhim。He,myhusband,franklyproposedtogivememyliberty,anddoyouknowwhatthatmeans?Itmeansthatifthingsturnoutbadlyforhim,Iamtoplayintohishands,andbehisstalking-

horse。”

“Butthereislawtobehad!ThereisaPlacedeGreveforsons-

in-lawofthatsort。”criedherfather;“why,Iwouldguillotinehimmyselfiftherewasnoheadsmantodoit。”

“No,father,thelawcannottouchhim。Listen,thisiswhathesays,strippedofallhiscircumlocutions——’Takeyourchoice,youandnooneelsecanbemyaccomplice;eithereverythingislost,youareruinedandhavenotafarthing,oryouwillletmecarrythisbusinessthroughmyself。’Isthatplainspeaking?HeMUST

havemyassistance。Heisassuredthathiswifewilldealfairlybyhim;heknowsthatIshallleavehismoneytohimandbecontentwithmyown。Itisanunholyanddishonestcompact,andheholdsoutthreatsofruintocompelmetoconsenttoit。Heisbuyingmyconscience,andthepriceislibertytobeEugene’swifeinallbutname。’Iconniveatyourerrors,andyouallowmetocommitcrimesandruinpoorfamilies!’Isthatsufficientlyexplicit?Doyouknowwhathemeansbyspeculations?Hebuysuplandinhisownname,thenhefindsmenofstrawtorunuphousesuponit。Thesemenmakeabargainwithacontractortobuildthehouses,payingthembybillsatlongdates;theninconsiderationofasmallsumtheyleavemyhusbandinpossessionofthehouses,andfinallyslipthroughthefingersofthedeludedcontractorsbygoingintobankruptcy。ThenameofthefirmofNucingenhasbeenusedtodazzlethepoorcontractors。Isawthat。Inoticed,too,thatNucingenhadsentbillsforlargeamountstoAmsterdam,London,Naples,andVienna,inordertoproveifnecessarythatlargesumshadbeenpaidawaybythefirm。Howcouldwegetpossessionofthosebills?“

Eugeneheardadullthudonthefloor;FatherGoriotmusthavefallenonhisknees。

“Greatheavens!whathaveIdonetoyou?Boundmydaughtertothisscoundrelwhodoesashelikeswithher!——Oh!mychild,mychild!forgiveme!“criedtheoldman。

“Yes,ifIaminthedepthsofdespair,perhapsyouaretoblame。”saidDelphine。“Wehavesolittlesensewhenwemarry!

Whatdoweknowoftheworld,ofbusiness,ormen,orlife?Ourfathersshouldthinkforus!Fatherdear,Iamnotblamingyouintheleast,forgivemeforwhatIsaid。Thisisallmyownfault。

Nay,donotcry,papa。”shesaid,kissinghim。

“Donotcryeither,mylittleDelphine。Lookupandletmekissawaythetears。There!Ishallfindmywitsandunravelthisskeinofyourhusband’swinding。”

“No,letmedothat;Ishallbeabletomanagehim。Heisfondofme,wellandgood;Ishallusemyinfluencetomakehiminvestmymoneyassoonaspossibleinlandedpropertyinmyownname。VerylikelyIcouldgethimtobuybackNucingeninAlsaceinmyname;

thathasalwaysbeenapetideaofhis。Still,cometo-morrowandgothroughthebooks,andlookintothebusiness。M。Dervilleknowslittleofmercantilematters。No,notto-morrowthough。I

donotwanttobeupset。Mme。deBeauseant’sballwillbethedayafterto-morrow,andImustkeepquiet,soastolookmybestandfreshest,anddohonortomydearEugene!……Come,letusseehisroom。”

ButasshespokeacarriagestoppedintheRueNueve-Sainte-

Genevieve,andthesoundofMme。deRestaud’svoicecamefromthestaircase。“Ismyfatherin?“sheaskedofSylvie。

ThisaccidentwasluckilytimedforEugene,whoseoneideahadbeentothrowhimselfdownonthebedandpretendtobeasleep。

“Oh,father,haveyouheardaboutAnastasie?“saidDelphine,whensheheardhersisterspeak。“Itlooksasthoughsomestrangethingshadhappenedinthatfamily。”

“Whatsortofthings?“askedGoriot。“Thisisliketobethedeathofme。Mypoorheadwillnotstandadoublemisfortune。”

“Good-morning,father。”saidtheCountessfromthethreshold。

“Oh!Delphine,areyouhere?“

Mme。deRestaudseemedtakenabackbyhersister’spresence。

“Good-morning,Nasie。”saidtheBaroness。“Whatistheresoextraordinaryinmybeinghere?_I_seeourfathereveryday。”

“Sincewhen?“

“Ifyoucameyourselfyouwouldknow。”

“Don’ttease,Delphine。”saidtheCountessfretfully。“Iamverymiserable,Iamlost。Oh!mypoorfather,itishopelessthistime!“

“Whatisit,Nasie?“criedGoriot。“Tellusallaboutit,child!

Howwhitesheis!Quick,dosomething,Delphine;bekindtoher,andIwillloveyouevenbetter,ifthatwerepossible。”

“PoorNasie!“saidMme。deNucingen,drawinghersistertoachair。“Wearetheonlytwopeopleintheworldwhoseloveisalwayssufficienttoforgiveyoueverything。Familyaffectionisthesurest,yousee。”

TheCountessinhaledthesaltsandrevived。

“Thiswillkillme!“saidtheirfather。“There。”hewenton,stirringthesmoulderingfire,“comenearer,bothofyou。Itiscold。Whatisit,Nasie?Bequickandtellme,thisisenoughto——“

“Well,then,myhusbandknowseverything。”saidtheCountess。

“Justimagineit;doyouremember,father,thatbillofMaxime’ssometimeago?Well,thatwasnotthefirst。Ihadpaideversomanybeforethat。AboutthebeginningofJanuaryM。deTraillesseemedverymuchtroubled。Hesaidnothingtome;butitissoeasytoreadtheheartsofthoseyoulove,ameretrifleisenough;andthenyoufeelthingsinstinctively。Indeed,hewasmoretenderandaffectionatethanever,andIwashappierthanI

hadeverbeenbefore。PoorMaxime!inhimselfhewasreallysayinggood-byetome,sohehastoldmesince;hemeanttoblowhisbrainsout!AtlastIworriedhimso,andbeggedandimploredsohard;fortwohoursIkneltathiskneesandprayedandentreated,andatlasthetoldme——thatheowedahundredthousandfrancs。Oh!papa!ahundredthousandfrancs!Iwasbesidemyself!Youhadnotthemoney,Iknew,Ihadeatenupallthatyouhad——“

“No。”saidGoriot;“IcouldnothavegotitforyouunlessIhadstolenit。ButIwouldhavedonethatforyou,Nasie!Iwilldoityet。”

Thewordscamefromhimlikeasob,ahoarsesoundlikethedeathrattleofadyingman;itseemedindeedliketheagonyofdeathwhenthefather’slovewaspowerless。Therewasapause,andneitherofthesistersspoke。Itmusthavebeenselfishnessindeedthatcouldhearunmovedthatcryofanguishthat,likeapebblethrownoveraprecipice,revealedthedepthsofhisdespair。

“Ifoundthemoney,father,bysellingwhatwasnotminetosell。”andtheCountessburstintotears。

Delphinewastouched;shelaidherheadonhersister’sshoulder,andcriedtoo。

“Thenitisalltrue。”shesaid。

Anastasiebowedherhead,Mme。deNucingenflungherarmsabouther,kissedhertenderly,andheldhersistertoherheart。

“Ishallalwaysloveyouandneverjudgeyou,Nasie。”shesaid。

“Myangels。”murmuredGoriotfaintly。“Oh,whyshoulditbetroublethatdrawsyoutogether?“

ThiswarmandpalpitatingaffectionseemedtogivetheCountesscourage。

“TosaveMaxime’slife。”shesaid,“tosaveallmyownhappiness,Iwenttothemoney-lenderyouknowof,amanofironforgedinhell-fire;nothingcanmelthim;ItookallthefamilydiamondsthatM。deRestaudissoproudof——hisandminetoo——andsoldthemtothatM。Gobseck。SOLDTHEM!Doyouunderstand?IsavedMaxime,butIamlost。Restaudfounditallout。”

“How?Whotoldhim?Iwillkillhim。”criedGoriot。

“Yesterdayhesenttotellmetocometohisroom。Iwent……

’Anastasie,’hesaidinavoice——oh!suchavoice;thatwasenough,ittoldmeeverything——’whereareyourdiamonds?’——’Inmyroom——’——’No,’hesaid,lookingstraightatme,’theretheyareonthatchestofdrawers——’andheliftedhishandkerchiefandshowedmethecasket。’Doyouknowwheretheycamefrom?’hesaid。Ifellathisfeet……Icried;Ibesoughthimtotellmethedeathhewishedtoseemedie。”

“Yousaidthat!“criedGoriot。“ByGodinheaven,whoeverlaysahandoneitherofyousolongasIamalivemayreckononbeingroastedbyslowfires!Yes,Iwillcuthiminpieceslike……”

Goriotstopped;thewordsdiedawayinhisthroat。

“Andthen,dear,heaskedsomethingworsethandeathofme。Oh!

heavenpreserveallotherwomenfromhearingsuchwordsasI

heardthen!“

“Iwillmurderthatman。”saidGoriotquietly。“Buthehasonlyonelife,andhedeservestodietwice——Andthen,whatnext?“headded,lookingatAnastasie。

“Then。”theCountessresumed,“therewasapause,andhelookedatme。’Anastasie,’hesaid,’Iwillburythisinsilence;thereshallbenoseparation;therearethechildren。IwillnotkillM。deTrailles。Imightmisshimifwefought,andasforotherwaysofgettingridofhim,Ishouldcomeintocollisionwiththelaw。IfIkilledhiminyourarms,itwouldbringdishonoronTHOSEchildren。Butifyoudonotwanttoseeyourchildrenperish,northeirfathernorme,youmustfirstofallsubmittotwoconditions。Answerme。HaveIachildofmyown?’Ianswered,’Yes,’——’Which?’——’Ernest,oureldestboy。’——’Verywell,’hesaid,’andnowsweartoobeymeinthisparticularfromthistimeforward。’Iswore。’YouwillmakeoveryourpropertytomewhenI

requireyoutodoso。’“

“Donothingofthekind!“criedGoriot。“Aha!M。deRestaud,youcouldnotmakeyourwifehappy;shehaslookedforhappinessandfounditelsewhere,andyoumakehersufferforyourownineptitude?Hewillhavetoreckonwithme。Makeyourselfeasy,Nasie。Aha!hecaresabouthisheir!Good,verygood。Iwillgetholdoftheboy;isn’themygrandson?Whattheblazes!Icansurelygotoseethebrat!Iwillstowhimawaysomewhere;Iwilltakecareofhim,youmaybequiteeasy。IwillbringRestaudtoterms,themonster!Ishallsaytohim,’Awordortwowithyou!

Ifyouwantyoursonbackagain,givemydaughterherproperty,andleavehertodoasshepleases。’“

“Father!“

“Yes。Iamyourfather,Nasie,afatherindeed!Thatrogueofagreatlordhadbetternotill-treatmydaughter。Tonnerre!Whatisitinmyveins?Thereisthebloodofatigerinme;Icouldtearthosetwomentopieces!Oh!children,children!sothisiswhatyourlivesare!Why,itisdeath!……WhatwillbecomeofyouwhenIshallbeherenolonger?Fathersoughttoliveaslongastheirchildren。Ah!LordGodinheaven!howillThyworldisordered!ThouhastaSon,ifwhattheytellusistrue,andyetThouleavestustosuffersothroughourchildren。Mydarlings,mydarlings!tothinkthattroubleonlyshouldbringyoutome,thatIshouldonlyseeyouwithtearsonyourfaces!Ah!yes,yes,youloveme,Iseethatyouloveme。Cometomeandpouroutyourgriefstome;myheartislargeenoughtoholdthemall。Oh!

youmightrendmyheartinpieces,andeveryfragmentwouldmakeafather’sheart。IfonlyIcouldbearallyoursorrowsforyou!……Ah!youweresohappywhenyouwerelittleandstillwithme……”

“Wehaveneverbeenhappysince。”saidDelphine。“Wherearetheolddayswhenwesliddownthesacksinthegreatgranary?“

“Thatisnotall,father。”saidAnastasieinGoriot’sear。Theoldmangaveastartledshudder。“Thediamondsonlysoldforahundredthousandfrancs。Maximeishardpressed。Therearetwelvethousandfrancsstilltopay。Hehasgivenmehiswordthathewillbesteadyandgiveupplayinfuture。HisloveisallthatI

haveleftintheworld。IhavepaidsuchafearfulpriceforitthatIshoulddieifIlosehimnow。Ihavesacrificedmyfortune,myhonor,mypeaceofmind,andmychildrenforhim。Oh!

dosomething,sothatattheleastMaximemaybeatlargeandliveundisgracedintheworld,wherehewillassuredlymakeacareerforhimself。Somethingmorethanmyhappinessisatstake;

thechildrenhavenothing,andifheissenttoSainte-Pelagieallhisprospectswillberuined。”

“Ihaven’tthemoney,Nasie。IhaveNOTHING——nothingleft。Thisistheendofeverything。Yes,theworldiscrumblingintoruin,Iamsure。Fly!Saveyourselves!Ah!——Ihavestillmysilverbucklesleft,andhalf-a-dozensilverspoonsandforks,thefirstIeverhadinmylife。ButIhavenothingelseexceptmylifeannuity,twelvehundredfrancs……”

“Thenwhathasbecomeofyourmoneyinthefunds?“

“Isoldout,andonlykeptatrifleformywants。IwantedtwelvethousandfrancstofurnishsomeroomsforDelphine。”

“Inyourownhouse?“askedMme。deRestaud,lookingathersister。

“Whatdoesitmatterwheretheywere?“askedGoriot。“Themoneyisspentnow。”

“Iseehowitis。”saidtheCountess。“RoomsforM。deRastignac。

PoorDelphine,takewarningbyme!“

“M。deRastignacisincapableofruiningthewomanheloves,dear。”

“Thanks!Delphine。Ithoughtyouwouldhavebeenkindertomeinmytroubles,butyouneverdidloveme。”

“Yes,yes,shelovesyou,Nasie。”criedGoriot;“shewassayingsoonlyjustnow。Weweretalkingaboutyou,andsheinsistedthatyouwerebeautiful,andthatsheherselfwasonlypretty!“

“Pretty!“saidtheCountess。“Sheisashardasamarblestatue。”

“AndifIam?“criedDelphine,flushingup,“howhaveyoutreatedme?Youwouldnotrecognizeme;youclosedthedoorsofeveryhouseagainstme;youhaveneverletanopportunityofmortifyingmeslipby。AndwhendidIcome,asyouwerealwaysdoing,todrainourpoorfather,athousandfrancsatatime,tillheisleftasyouseehimnow?Thatisallyourdoing,sister!ImyselfhaveseenmyfatherasoftenasIcould。Ihavenotturnedhimoutofthehouse,andthencomeandfawneduponhimwhenIwantedmoney。Ididnotsomuchasknowthathehadspentthosetwelvethousandfrancsonme。Iameconomical,asyouknow;andwhenpapahasmademepresents,ithasneverbeenbecauseIcameandbeggedforthem。”

“YouwerebetteroffthanI。M。deMarsaywasrich,asyouhavereasontoknow。Youalwayswereasslipperyasgold。Good-bye;I

haveneithersisternor——“

“Oh!hush,hush,Nasie!“criedherfather。

“Nobodyelsewouldrepeatwhateverybodyhasceasedtobelieve。

Youareanunnaturalsister!“criedDelphine。

“Oh,children,children!hush!hush!orIwillkillmyselfbeforeyoureyes。”

“There,Nasie,Iforgiveyou。”saidMme。deNucingen;“youareveryunhappy。ButIamkinderthanyouare。HowcouldyousayTHATjustwhenIwasreadytodoanythingintheworldtohelpyou,eventobereconciledwithmyhusband,whichformyownsakeI——Oh!itisjustlikeyou;youhavebehavedcruellytomeallthroughthesenineyears。”

“Children,children,kisseachother!“criedthefather。“Youareangels,bothofyou。”

“No。Letmealone。”criedtheCountessshakingoffthehandthatherfatherhadlaidonherarm。“Sheismoremercilessthanmyhusband。Anyonemightthinkshewasamodelofallthevirtuesherself!“

“IwouldratherhavepeoplethinkthatIowedmoneytoM。deMarsaythanownthatM。deTrailleshadcostmemorethantwohundredthousandfrancs。”retortedMme。deNucingen。

“DELPHINE!“criedtheCountess,steppingtowardshersister。

“Ishalltellyouthetruthaboutyourselfifyoubegintoslanderme。”saidtheBaronesscoldly。

“Delphine!youarea——“

FatherGoriotsprangbetweenthem,graspedtheCountess’hand,andlaidhisownoverhermouth。

“Goodheavens,father!Whathaveyoubeenhandlingthismorning?“

saidAnastasie。

“Ah!well,yes,Ioughtnottohavetouchedyou。”saidthepoorfather,wipinghishandsonhistrousers,“butIhavebeenpackingupmythings;Ididnotknowthatyouwerecomingtoseeme。”

Hewasgladthathehaddrawndownherwrathuponhimself。

“Ah!“hesighed,ashesatdown,“youchildrenhavebrokenmyheartbetweenyou。Thisiskillingme。Myheadfeelsasifitwereonfire。Begoodtoeachotherandloveeachother!Thiswillbethedeathofme!Delphine!Nasie!come,besensible;youarebothinthewrong。Come,Dedel。”headded,lookingthroughhistearsattheBaroness,“shemusthavetwelvethousandfrancs,yousee;letusseeifwecanfindthemforher。Oh,mygirls,donotlookateachotherlikethat!“andhesankonhiskneesbesideDelphine。“Askhertoforgiveyou——justtopleaseme。”hesaidinherear。“Sheismoremiserablethanyouare。Comenow,Dedel。”

“PoorNasie!“saidDelphine,alarmedatthewildextravagantgriefinherfather’sface,“Iwasinthewrong,kissme——“

“Ah!thatislikebalmtomyheart。”criedFatherGoriot。“Buthowarewetofindtwelvethousandfrancs?Imightoffermyselfasasubstituteinthearmy——“

“Oh!fatherdear!“theybothcried,flingingtheirarmsabouthim。“No,no!“

“Godrewardyouforthethought。Wearenotworthit,arewe,Nasie?“askedDelphine。

“Andbesides,fatherdear,itwouldonlybeadropinthebucket。”observedtheCountess。

“Butisfleshandbloodworthnothing?“criedtheoldmaninhisdespair。“Iwouldgivebodyandsoultosaveyou,Nasie。Iwoulddoamurderforthemanwhowouldrescueyou。Iwoulddo,asVautrindid,gotothehulks,go——“hestoppedasifstruckbyathunderbolt,andputbothhandstohishead。“Nothingleft!“hecried,tearinghishair。“IfIonlyknewofawaytostealmoney,butitissohardtodoit,andthenyoucan’tsettoworkbyyourself,andittakestimetorobabank。Yes,itistimeIwasdead;thereisnothingleftmetodobuttodie。Iamnogoodintheworld;Iamnolongerafather!No。Shehascometomeinherextremity,and,wretchthatIam,Ihavenothingtogiveher。Ah!

youputyourmoneyintoalifeannuity,oldscoundrel;andhadyounotdaughters?Youdidnotlovethem。Die,dieinaditch,likethedogthatyouare!Yes,Iamworsethanadog;abeastwouldnothavedoneasIhavedone!Oh!myhead……itthrobsasifitwouldburst。”

“Papa!“criedboththeyoungwomenatonce,“do,pray,bereasonable!“andtheyclungtohimtopreventhimfromdashinghisheadagainstthewall。Therewasasoundofsobbing。

Eugene,greatlyalarmed,tookthebillthatboreVautrin’ssignature,sawthatthestampwouldsufficeforalargersum,alteredthefigures,madeitintoaregularbillfortwelvethousandfrancs,payabletoGoriot’sorder,andwenttohisneighbor’sroom。

“Hereisthemoney,madame。”hesaid,handingthepieceofpapertoher。“Iwasasleep;yourconversationawokeme,andbythismeansIlearnedallthatIowedtoM。Goriot。Thisbillcanbediscounted,andIshallmeetitpunctuallyattheduedate。”

TheCountessstoodmotionlessandspeechless,butsheheldthebillinherfingers。

“Delphine。”shesaid,withawhiteface,andherwholeframequiveringwithindignation,anger,andrage,“Iforgaveyoueverything;GodismywitnessthatIforgaveyou,butIcannotforgivethis!Sothisgentlemanwasthereallthetime,andyouknewit!Yourpettyspitehasletyoutowreakyourvengeanceonmebybetrayingmysecrets,mylife,mychildren’slives,myshame,myhonor!There,youarenothingtomeanylonger。Ihateyou。IwilldoallthatIcantoinjureyou。Iwill……”

Angerparalyzedher;thewordsdiedinherdryparchedthroat。

“Why,heismyson,mychild;heisyourbrother,yourpreserver!“criedGoriot。“Kisshishand,Nasie!Stay,Iwillembracehimmyself。”hesaid,strainingEugenetohisbreastinafrenziedclasp。“Ohmyboy!Iwillbemorethanafathertoyou;

ifIhadGod’spower,Iwouldflingworldsatyourfeet。Whydon’tyoukisshim,Nasie?Heisnotaman,butanangel,aangeloutofheaven。”

“Nevermindher,father;sheismadjustnow。”

“Mad!amI?Andwhatareyou?“criedMme。deRestaud。

“Children,children,Ishalldieifyougoonlikethis。”criedtheoldman,andhestaggeredandfellonthebedasifabullethadstruckhim——“Theyarekillingmebetweenthem。”hesaidtohimself。

TheCountessfixedhereyesonEugene,whostoodstockstill;allhisfacultieswerenumbedbythisviolentscene。

“Sir?……”shesaid,doubtandinquiryinherface,tone,andbearing;shetooknonoticenowofherfathernorofDelphine,whowashastilyunfasteninghiswaistcoat。

“Madame。”saidEugene,answeringthequestionbeforeitwasasked,“Iwillmeetthebill,andkeepsilenceaboutit。”

“Youhavekilledourfather,Nasie!“saidDelphine,pointingtoGoriot,wholayunconsciousonthebed。TheCountessfled。

“Ifreelyforgiveher。”saidtheoldman,openinghiseyes;“herpositionishorrible;itwouldturnanolderheadthanhers。

ComfortNasie,andbenicetoher,Delphine;promiseittoyourpoorfatherbeforehedies。”heasked,holdingDelphine’shandinaconvulsiveclasp。

“Oh!whatailsyou,father?“shecriedinrealalarm。

“Nothing,nothing。”saidGoriot;“itwillgooff。Thereissomethingheavypressingonmyforehead,alittleheadache……

Ah!poorNasie,whatalifeliesbeforeher!“

Justashespoke,theCountesscamebackagainandflungherselfonherkneesbeforehim。“Forgiveme!“shecried。

“Come。”saidherfather,“youarehurtingmestillmore。”

“Monsieur。”theCountesssaid,turningtoRastignac,“miserymademeunjusttoyou。Youwillbeabrothertome,willyounot?“andsheheldoutherhand。Hereyeswerefulloftearsasshespoke。

“Nasie。”criedDelphine,flingingherarmsroundhersister,“mylittleNasie,letusforgetandforgive。”

“No,no。”criedNasie;“Ishallneverforget!“

“Dearangels。”criedGoriot,“itisasifadarkcurtainovermyeyeshadbeenraised;yourvoiceshavecalledmebacktolife。

Kisseachotheroncemore。Well,now,Nasie,thatbillwillsaveyou,won’tit?“

“Ihopeso。Isay,papa,willyouwriteyournameonit?“

“There!howstupidofmetoforgetthat!ButIamnotfeelingatallwell,Nasie,soyoumustnotrememberitagainstme。Sendandletmeknowassoonasyouareoutofyourstrait。No,Iwillgotoyou。No,afterall,Iwillnotgo;Imightmeetyourhusband,andIshouldkillhimonthespot。Andasforsigningawayyourproperty,Ishallhaveawordtosayaboutthat。Quick,mychild,andkeepMaximeinorderinfuture。”

Eugenewastoobewilderedtospeak。

“PoorAnastasie,shealwayshadaviolenttemper。”saidMme。deNucingen,“butshehasagoodheart。”

“Shecamebackfortheendorsement。”saidEugeneinDelphine’sear。

“Doyouthinkso?“

“IonlywishIcouldthinkotherwise。Donottrusther。”heanswered,raisinghiseyesasifheconfidedtoheaventhethoughtsthathedidnotventuretoexpress。

“Yes。Sheisalwaysactingaparttosomeextent。”

“Howdoyoufeelnow,dearFatherGoriot?“askedRastignac。

“Ishouldliketogotosleep。”hereplied。

Eugenehelpedhimtobed,andDelphinesatbythebedside,holdinghishanduntilhefellasleep。Thenshewent。

“ThiseveningattheItaliens。”shesaidtoEugene,“andyoucanletmeknowhowheis。To-morrowyouwillleavethisplace,monsieur。Letusgointoyourroom——Oh!howfrightful!“shecriedonthethreshold。“Why,youareevenworselodgedthanourfather。Eugene,youhavebehavedwell。Iwouldloveyoumoreifthatwerepossible;but,dearboy,ifyouaretosucceedinlife,youmustnotbeginbyflingingtwelvethousandfrancsoutofthewindowslikethat。TheComtedeTraillesisaconfirmedgambler。

Mysistershutshereyestoit。Hewouldhavemadethetwelvethousandfrancsinthesamewaythathewinsandlosesheapsofgold。”

AgroanfromthenextroombroughtthembacktoGoriot’sbedside;

toallappearanceshewasasleep,butthetwoloverscaughtthewords,“Theyarenothappy!“Whetherhewasawakeorsleeping,thetoneinwhichtheywerespokenwenttohisdaughter’sheart。

Shestoleuptothepallet-bedonwhichherfatherlay,andkissedhisforehead。Heopenedhiseyes。

“Ah!Delphine!“hesaid。

“Howareyounow?“sheasked。

“Quitecomfortable。Donotworryaboutme;Ishallgetuppresently。Don’tstaywithme,children;go,goandbehappy。”

EugenewentbackwithDelphineasfarasherdoor;buthewasnoteasyaboutGoriot,andwouldnotstaytodinner,assheproposed。

HewantedtobebackattheMaisonVauquer。FatherGoriothadlefthisroom,andwasjustsittingdowntodinnerashecamein。

Bianchonhadplacedhimselfwherehecouldwatchtheoldmancarefully;andwhentheoldvermicellimakertookuphissquareofbreadandsmelledittofindoutthequalityoftheflour,themedicalstudent,studyinghimclosely,sawthattheactionwaspurelymechanical,andshookhishead。

“Justcomeandsitoverhere,hospitallerofCochin。”saidEugene。

Bianchonwentthemorewillinglybecausehischangeofplacebroughthimnexttotheoldlodger。

“Whatiswrongwithhim?“askedRastignac。

“Itisallupwithhim,orIammuchmistaken!Somethingveryextraordinarymusthavetakenplace;helookstomeasifhewereinimminentdangerofserousapoplexy。Thelowerpartofhisfaceiscomposedenough,buttheupperpartisdrawnanddistorted。

Thenthereisthatpeculiarlookabouttheeyesthatindicatesaneffusionofseruminthebrain;theylookasthoughtheywerecoveredwithafilmoffinedust,doyounotice?Ishallknowmoreaboutitbyto-morrowmorning。”

“Isthereanycureforit?“

“None。Itmightbepossibletostavedeathoffforatimeifawaycouldbefoundofsettingupareactioninthelowerextremities;butifthesymptomsdonotabatebyto-morrowevening,itwillbealloverwithhim,pooroldfellow!Doyouknowwhathashappenedtobringthison?Theremusthavebeensomeviolentshock,andhismindhasgivenway。”

“Yes,therewas。”saidRastignac,rememberinghowthetwodaughtershadstruckblowonblowattheirfather’sheart。

“ButDelphineatanyratelovesherfather。”hesaidtohimself。

ThateveningattheoperaRastignacchosehiswordscarefully,lestheshouldgiveMme。deNucingenneedlessalarm。

“Donotbeanxiousabouthim。”shesaid,however,assoonasEugenebegan,“ourfatherhasreallyastrongconstitution,butthismorningwegavehimashock。Ourwholefortuneswereinperil,sothethingwasserious,yousee。IcouldnotliveifyouraffectiondidnotmakemeinsensibletotroublesthatI

shouldoncehavethoughttoohardtobear。AtthismomentIhavebutonefearleft,butonemiserytodread——tolosethelovethathasmademefeelgladtolive。Everythingelseisasnothingtomecomparedwithourlove;Icarefornothingelse,foryouarealltheworldtome。IfIfeelgladtoberich,itisforyoursake。Tomyshamebeitsaid,Ithinkofmyloverbeforemyfather。Doyouaskwhy?Icannottellyou,butallmylifeisinyou。Myfathergavemeaheart,butyouhavetaughtittobeat。

Thewholeworldmaycondemnme;whatdoesitmatterifIstandacquittedinyoureyes,foryouhavenorighttothinkillofmeforthefaultswhichatyrannouslovehasforcedmetocommitforyou!Doyouthinkmeanunnaturaldaughter?Oh!no,noonecouldhelplovingsuchadearkindfatherasours。ButhowcouldIhidetheinevitableconsequencesofourmiserablemarriagesfromhim?

Whydidheallowustomarrywhenwedid?Wasitnothisdutytothinkforusandforeseeforus?To-dayIknowhesuffersasmuchaswedo,buthowcanitbehelped?Andasforcomfortinghim,wecouldnotcomforthimintheleast。Ourresignationwouldgivehimmorepainandhurthimfarmorethancomplaintsandupbraidings。Therearetimesinlifewheneverythingturnstobitterness。”

Eugenewassilent,theartlessandsincereoutpouringmadeanimpressiononhim。

Parisianwomenareoftenfalse,intoxicatedwithvanity,selfishandself-absorbed,frivolousandshallow;yetofallwomen,whentheylove,theysacrificetheirpersonalfeelingstotheirpassion;theyrisebutsomuchthehigherforallthepettinessovercomeintheirnature,andbecomesublime。ThenEugenewasstruckbytheprofounddiscernmentandinsightdisplayedbythiswomaninjudgingofnaturalaffection,whenaprivilegedaffectionhadseparatedandsetheratadistanceapart。Mme。deNucingenwaspiquedbythesilence,“Whatareyouthinkingabout?“sheasked。

“Iamthinkingaboutwhatyousaidjustnow。HithertoIhavealwaysfeltsurethatIcaredfarmoreforyouthanyoudidforme。”

Shesmiled,andwouldnotgivewaytothehappinessshefelt,lesttheirtalkshouldexceedtheconventionallimitsofpropriety。Shehadneverheardthevibratingtonesofasincereandyouthfullove;afewmorewords,andshefearedforherself-

control。

“Eugene。”shesaid,changingtheconversation,“Iwonderwhetheryouknowwhathasbeenhappening?AllPariswillgotoMme。deBeauseant’sto-morrow。TheRochefidesandtheMarquisd’Ajudahaveagreedtokeepthematteraprofoundsecret,butto-morrowthekingwillsignthemarriage-contract,andyourpoorcousintheVicomtesseknowsnothingofitasyet。Shecannotputoffherball,andtheMarquiswillnotbethere。Peoplearewonderingwhatwillhappen?“

“Theworldlaughsatbasenessandconnivesatit。ButthiswillkillMme。deBeauseant。”

“Oh,no。”saidDelphine,smiling,“youdonotknowthatkindofwoman。Why,allPariswillbethere,andsoshallI;Ioughttogothereforyoursake。”

“Perhaps,afterall,itisoneofthoseabsurdreportsthatpeoplesetincirculationhere。”

“Weshallknowthetruthto-morrow。”

EugenedidnotreturntotheMaisonVauquer。HecouldnotforegothepleasureofoccupyinghisnewroomsintheRued’Artois。

YesterdayeveninghehadbeenobligedtoleaveDelphinesoonaftermidnight,butthatnightitwasDelphinewhostayedwithhimuntiltwoo’clockinthemorning。Heroselate,andwaitedforMme。deNucingen,whocameaboutnoontobreakfastwithhim。

Youthsnatcheseagerlyattheserosymomentsofhappiness,andEugenehadalmostforgottenGoriot’sexistence。Theprettythingsthatsurroundedhimweregrowingfamiliar;thisdomesticationinitselfwasonelongfestivalforhim,andMme。deNucingenwastheretoglorifyitallbyherpresence。Itwasfouro’clockbeforetheythoughtofGoriot,andofhowhehadlookedforwardtothenewlifeinthathouse。Eugenesaidthattheoldmanoughttobemovedatonce,lestheshouldgrowtooilltomove。HeleftDelphineandhurriedbacktothelodging-house。NeitherFatherGoriotnoryoungBianchonwasinthedining-roomwiththeothers。

“Aha!“saidthepainterasEugenecamein,“FatherGoriothasbrokendownatlast。Bianchonisupstairswithhim。Oneofhisdaughters——theComtessedeRestaurama——cametoseetheoldgentleman,andhewouldgetupandgoout,andmadehimselfworse。Societyisabouttoloseoneofitsbrightestornaments。”

Rastignacsprangtothestaircase。

“Hey!MonsieurEugene!“

“MonsieurEugene,themistressiscallingyou。”shoutedSylvie。

“Itisthis,sir。”saidthewidow。“YouandM。Goriotshouldbyrightshavemovedoutonthe15thofFebruary。Thatwasthreedaysago;to-dayisthe18th,Ioughtreallytobepaidamonthinadvance;butifyouwillengagetopayforboth,Ishallbequitesatisfied。”

“Whycan’tyoutrusthim?“

“Trusthim,indeed!Iftheoldgentlemanwentoffhisheadanddied,thosedaughtersofhiswouldnotpaymeafarthing,andhisthingswon’tfetchtenfrancs。Thismorninghewentoutwithallthespoonsandforkshehasleft,Idon’tknowwhy。Hehadgothimselfuptolookquiteyoung,and——Lord,forgiveme——butI

thoughthehadrougeonhischeeks;helookedquiteyoungagain。”

“Iwillberesponsible。”saidEugene,shudderingwithhorror,forheforesawtheend。

HeclimbedthestairsandreachedFatherGoriot’sroom。Theoldmanwastossingonhisbed。Bianchonwaswithhim。

“Good-evening,father。”saidEugene。

Theoldmanturnedhisglassyeyesonhim,smiledgently,andsaid:

“HowisSHE?“

“Sheisquitewell。Buthowareyou?“

“Thereisnothingmuchthematter。”

“Don’ttirehim。”saidBianchon,drawingEugeneintoacorneroftheroom。

“Well?“askedRastignac。

“Nothingbutamiraclecansavehimnow。Serouscongestionhassetin;Ihaveputonmustardplasters,andluckilyhecanfeelthem,theyareacting。”

“Isitpossibletomovehim?“

“Quiteoutofthequestion。Hemuststaywhereheis,andbekeptasquietaspossible——“

“DearBianchon。”saidEugene,“wewillnursehimbetweenus。”

“Ihavehadtheheadphysicianroundfrommyhospitaltoseehim。”

“Andwhatdidhesay?“

“Hewillgivenoopiniontillto-morrowevening。Hepromisedtolookinagainattheendoftheday。Unluckily,thepreposterouscreaturemustneedsgoanddosomethingfoolishthismorning;hewillnotsaywhatitwas。Heisasobstinateasamule。AssoonasIbegintotalktohimhepretendsnottohear,andliesasifhewereasleepinsteadofanswering,orifheopenshiseyeshebeginstogroan。Sometimethismorninghewentoutonfootinthestreets,nobodyknowswherehewent,andhetookeverythingthathehadofanyvaluewithhim。Hehasbeendrivingsomeconfoundedbargain,andithasbeentoomuchforhisstrength。

Oneofhisdaughtershasbeenhere。”

“WasittheCountess?“askedEugene。“Atall,dark-hairedwoman,withlargebrighteyes,slenderfigure,andlittlefeet?“

“Yes。”

“Leavehimtomeforabit。”saidRastignac。“Iwillmakehimconfess;hewilltellmeallaboutit。”

“AndmeanwhileIwillgetmydinner。Buttrynottoexcitehim;

thereisstillsomehopeleft。”

“Allright。”

“Howtheywillenjoythemselvesto-morrow。”saidFatherGoriotwhentheywerealone。“Theyaregoingtoagrandball。”

“Whatwereyoudoingthismorning,papa,tomakeyourselfsopoorlythiseveningthatyouhavetostopinbed?“

“Nothing。”

“DidnotAnastasiecometoseeyou?“demandedRastignac。

“Yes。”saidFatherGoriot。

“Well,then,don’tkeepanythingfromme。Whatmoredidshewantofyou?“

“Oh,shewasverymiserable。”heanswered,gatheringupallhisstrengthtospeak。“Itwasthisway,myboy。Sincethataffairofthediamonds,Nasiehasnothadapennyofherown。Forthisballshehadorderedagoldengownlikeasettingforajewel。Hermantuamaker,awomanwithoutaconscience,wouldnotgivehercredit,soNasie’swaiting-womanadvancedathousandfrancsonaccount。PoorNasie!reducedtosuchshifts!Itcutmetothehearttothinkofit!ButwhenNasie’smaidsawhowthingswerebetweenhermasterandmistress,shewasafraidoflosinghermoney,andcametoanunderstandingwiththedressmaker,andthewomanrefusestosendtheball-dressuntilthemoneyispaid。Thegownisready,andtheballisto-morrownight!Nasiewasindespair。Shewantedtoborrowmyforksandspoonstopawnthem。

Herhusbandisdeterminedthatsheshallgoandwearthediamonds,soastocontradictthestoriesthataretoldalloverParis。Howcanshegotothatheartlessscoundrelandsay,’Ioweathousandfrancstomydressmaker;payherforme!’Shecannot。

Isawthatmyself。Delphinewillbetheretooinasuperbtoilette,andAnastasieoughtnottobeoutshonebyheryoungersister。Andthen——shewasdrownedintears,poorgirl!IfeltsohumbledyesterdaywhenIhadnotthetwelvethousandfrancs,thatIwouldhavegiventherestofmymiserablelifetowipeoutthatwrong。Yousee,Icouldhaveborneanythingonce,butlatterlythiswantofmoneyhasbrokenmyheart。Oh!Ididnotdoitbyhalves;Ititivatedmyselfupabit,andwentoutandsoldmyspoonsandforksandbucklesforsixhundredfrancs;thenIwenttooldDaddyGobseck,andsoldayear’sinterestonmyannuityforfourhundredfrancsdown。Pshaw!Icanliveondrybread,asIdidwhenIwasayoungman;ifIhavedoneitbefore,Icandoitagain。MyNasieshallhaveonehappyevening,atanyrate。Sheshallbesmart。Thebanknoteforathousandfrancsisundermypillow;itwarmsmetohaveitlyingthereundermyhead,foritisgoingtomakemypoorNasiehappy。ShecanturnthatbadgirlVictoireoutofthehouse。Aservantthatcannottrusthermistress,didanyoneeverhearthelike!Ishallbequitewellto-morrow。Nasieiscomingatteno’clock。TheymustnotthinkthatIamill,ortheywillnotgototheball;theywillstopandtakecareofme。To-morrowNasiewillcomeandholdmeinherarmsasifIwereoneofherchildren;herkisseswillmakemewellagain。Afterall,Imighthavespentthethousandfrancsonphysic;IwouldfarrathergivethemtomylittleNasie,whocancharmallthepainaway。Atanyrate,Iamsomecomforttoherinhermisery;andthatmakesupformyunkindnessinbuyinganannuity。Sheisinthedepths,andIcannotdrawheroutofthemnow。Oh!Iwillgointobusinessagain,IwillbuywheatinOdessa;outthere,wheatfetchesaquarterofthepriceitsellsforhere。Thereisalawagainsttheimportationofgrain,butthegoodfolkwhomadethelawforgottoprohibittheintroductionofwheatproductsandfoodstuffsmadefromcorn。

Hey!hey!……Thatstruckmethismorning。Thereisafinetradetobedoneinstarch。”

Eugene,watchingtheoldman’sface,thoughtthathisfriendwaslight-headed。

“Come。”hesaid,“donottalkanymore,youmustrest——“JustthenBianchoncameup,andEugenewentdowntodinner。

Thetwostudentssatupwithhimthatnight,relievingeachotherinturn。Bianchonbroughtuphismedicalbooksandstudied;

Eugenewrotelettershometohismotherandsisters。NextmorningBianchonthoughtthesymptomsmorehopeful,butthepatient’sconditiondemandedcontinualattention,whichthetwostudentsalonewerewillingtogive——ataskimpossibletodescribeinthesqueamishphraseologyoftheepoch。Leechesmustbeappliedtothewastedbody,thepoulticesandhotfoot-baths,andotherdetailsofthetreatmentrequiredthephysicalstrengthanddevotionofthetwoyoungmen。Mme。deRestauddidnotcome;butshesentamessengerforthemoney。

“Iexpectedshewouldcomeherself;butitwouldhavebeenapityforhertocome,shewouldhavebeenanxiousaboutme。”saidthefather,andtoallappearanceshewaswellcontent。

Atseveno’clockthateveningTheresecamewithaletterfromDelphine。

“Whatareyoudoing,dearfriend?Ihavebeenlovedforaverylittlewhile,andIamneglectedalready?Intheconfidencesofheartandheart,Ihavelearnedtoknowyoursoul——youaretoonoblenottobefaithfulforever,foryouknowthatlovewithallitsinfinitesubtlechangesoffeelingisneverthesame。

Onceyousaid,aswewerelisteningtothePrayerinMoseinEgitto,’Forsomeitisthemonotonyofasinglenote;forothers,itistheinfiniteofsound。’RememberthatIamexpectingyouthiseveningtotakemetoMme。deBeauseant’sball。EveryoneknowsnowthattheKingsignedM。d’Ajuda’smarriage-contractthismorning,andthepoorVicomtesseknewnothingofituntiltwoo’clockthisafternoon。AllPariswillflocktoherhouse,ofcourse,justasacrowdfillsthePlacedeGrevetoseeanexecution。Itishorrible,isitnot,togooutofcuriositytoseeifshewillhideheranguish,andwhethershewilldiecourageously?Icertainlyshouldnotgo,myfriend,ifI

hadbeenatherhousebefore;but,ofcourse,shewillnotreceivesocietyanymoreafterthis,andallmyeffortswouldbeinvain。Mypositionisaveryunusualone,andbesides,Iamgoingtherepartlyonyouraccount。Iamwaitingforyou。Ifyouarenotbesidemeinlessthantwohours,IdonotknowwhetherI

couldforgivesuchtreason。”

Rastignactookupapenandwrote:

“Iamwaitingtillthedoctorcomestoknowifthereisanyhopeofyourfather’slife。Heislyingdangerouslyill。Iwillcomeandbringyouthenews,butIamafraiditmaybeasentenceofdeath。WhenIcomeyoucandecidewhetheryoucangototheball——Yoursathousandtimes。”

Athalf-pasteightthedoctorarrived。Hedidnottakeaveryhopefulviewofthecase,butthoughtthattherewasnoimmediatedanger。Improvementsandrelapsesmightbeexpected,andthegoodman’slifeandreasonhunginthebalance。

“Itwouldbebetterforhimtodieatonce。”thedoctorsaidashetookleave。

EugeneleftGoriottoBianchon’scare,andwenttocarrythesadnewstoMme。deNucingen。Familyfeelinglingeredinher,andthismustputanendforthepresenttoherplansofamusement。

“Tellhertoenjoyhereveningasifnothinghadhappened。”criedGoriot。Hehadbeenlyinginasortofstupor,buthesuddenlysatuprightasEugenewentout。

Eugene,halfheartbroken,enteredDelphine’s。Herhairhadbeendressed;sheworeherdancingslippers;shehadonlytoputonherball-dress;butwhentheartistisgivingthefinishingstroketohiscreation,thelasttouchesrequiremoretimethanthewholegroundworkofthepicture。

“Why,youarenotdressed!“shecried。

“Madame,yourfather——“

“Myfatheragain!“sheexclaimed,breakinginuponhim。“Youneednotteachmewhatisduetomyfather,Ihaveknownmyfatherthislongwhile。Notaword,Eugene。Iwillhearwhatyouhavetosaywhenyouaredressed。Mycarriageiswaiting,takeit,goroundtoyourroomsanddress,Theresehasputouteverythinginreadinessforyou。Comebackassoonasyoucan;wewilltalkaboutmyfatheronthewaytoMme。deBeauseant’s。Wemustgoearly;ifwehavetowaitourturninarowofcarriages,weshallbeluckyifwegettherebyeleveno’clock。”

“Madame——“

“Quick!notaword!“shecried,dartingintoherdressing-roomforanecklace。

“Dogo,MonsieurEugene,oryouwillvexmadame。”saidTherese,hurryinghimaway;andEugenewastoohorror-strickenbythiselegantparricidetoresist。

Hewenttohisroomsanddressed,sad,thoughtful,anddispirited。TheworldofPariswaslikeanoceanofmudforhimjustthen;anditseemedthatwhoeversetfootinthatblackmiremustneedssinkintoituptothechin。

“Theircrimesarepaltry。”saidEugenetohimself。“Vautrinwasgreater。”

Hehadseensocietyinitsthreegreatphases——Obedience,Struggle,andRevolt;theFamily,theWorld,andVautrin;andhehesitatedinhischoice。Obediencewasdull,Revoltimpossible,Strugglehazardous。Histhoughtswanderedbacktothehomecircle。Hethoughtofthequietuneventfullife,thepurehappinessofthedaysspentamongthosewholovedhimthere。

Thoselovingandbelovedbeingspassedtheirlivesinobediencetothenaturallawsofthehearth,andinthatobediencefoundadeepandconstantserenity,unvexedbytormentssuchasthese。

Yet,forallhisgoodimpulses,hecouldnotbringhimselftomakeprofessionofthereligionofpuresoulstoDelphine,nortoprescribethedutiesofpietytoherinthenameoflove。Hiseducationhadbeguntobearitsfruits;helovedselfishlyalready。Besides,histacthaddiscoveredtohimtherealnatureofDelphine;hedivinedinstinctivelythatshewascapableofsteppingoverherfather’scorpsetogototheball;andwithinhimselfhefeltthathehadneitherthestrengthofmindtoplaythepartofmentor,northestrengthofcharactertovexher,northecouragetoleavehertogoalone。

“Shewouldneverforgivemeforputtingherinthewrongoverit。”hesaidtohimself。Thenheturnedthedoctor’sdictumoverinhismind;hetriedtobelievethatGoriotwasnotsodangerouslyillashehadimagined,andendedbycollectingtogetherasufficientquantityoftraitorousexcusesforDelphine’sconduct。Shedidnotknowhowillherfatherwas;thekindoldmanhimselfwouldhavemadehergototheballifshehadgonetoseehim。Sooftenithappensthatthisoneorthatstandscondemnedbythesociallawsthatgovernfamilyrelations;

andyettherearepeculiarcircumstancesinthecase,differencesoftemperament,divergentinterests,innumerablecomplicationsoffamilylifethatexcusetheapparentoffence。

Eugenedidnotwishtoseetooclearly;hewasreadytosacrificehisconsciencetohismistress。Withinthelastfewdayshiswholelifehadundergoneachange。Womanhadenteredintohisworldandthrownitintochaos,familyclaimsdwindledawaybeforeher;shehadappropriatedallhisbeingtoheruses。

RastignacandDelphinefoundeachotheratacrisisintheirliveswhentheiruniongavethemthemostpoignantbliss。Theirpassion,solongproved,hadonlygainedinstrengthbythegratifieddesirethatoftenextinguishespassion。Thiswomanwashis,andEugenerecognizedthatnotuntilthenhadhelovedher;

perhapsloveisonlygratitudeforpleasure。Thiswoman,vileorsublime,headoredforthepleasureshehadbroughtasherdower;

andDelphinelovedRastignacasTantaluswouldhavelovedsomeangelwhohadsatisfiedhishungerandquenchedtheburningthirstinhisparchedthroat。

“Well。”saidMme。deNucingenwhenhecamebackineveningdress,“howismyfather?“

“Verydangerouslyill。”heanswered;“ifyouwillgrantmeaproofofyouraffections,wewilljustgointoseehimontheway。”

“Verywell。”shesaid。“Yes,butafterwards。DearEugene,dobenice,anddon’tpreachtome。Come。”

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