Erewhon Revisited

第7章

“AmItogoonorstop?“

“Goon。”saidGeorgesoftly。Thatwasenoughformyfather,soonhewent。

“YouarealreadydoingpartofwhatIwish。IwasdelightedwiththetwopassagesIheardonSunday,fromwhatyoucalltheSunchild’sSayings。Ineversaidawordofeitherpassage;IwishIhad;IwishIcouldsayanythinghalfsogood。AndIhavereadapamphletbyPresidentGurgoyle,whichIlikedextremely;butI

neversaidwhathesaysIdid。Again,IwishIhad。Keeptothissortofthing,andIwillbeasgoodaSunchildistasanyofyou。

Butyoumustbribesomethieftostealthatrelic,andbreakituptomendtheroadswith;and——forIbelievethathereaselsewherefiressometimesgetlightedthroughthecarelessnessofaworkman——

setthemostcarelessworkmanyoucanfindtodoaplumbingjobnearthatpicture。”

Hankylookedblackatthis,andGeorgetrodlightlyonmyfather’stoe,buthetoldmethatmyfather’sfacewasinnocenceitself。

“Thesearehardsayings。”saidDr。Downie。

“Iknowtheyare。”repliedmyfather,“andIdonotlikesayingthem,butthereisnoroyalroadtounlearning,andyouhavemuchtounlearn。Still,youMusicalBankpeoplebearwitnesstothefactthatbeyondthekingdomsofthisworldthereisanother,withinwhichthewritsofthisworld’skingdomsdonotrun。ThisisthegreatservicewhichourchurchdoesforusinEngland,andhencemanyofusupholdit,thoughwehavenosympathywiththepartynowdominantwithinit。’Better,’wethink,’acorruptchurchthannoneatall。’Moreover,thosewhoinmycountrywouldstepintothechurch’sshoesareascorruptasthechurch,andmoreexacting。Theyarealsomoredangerous,forthemassesdistrustthechurch,andareontheirguardagainstaggression,whereastheydonotsuspectthedoctrinairesandfaddists,who,iftheycould,wouldinterfereineveryconcernofourlives。

“Letmereturntoyourselves。YouMusicalBankManagersareverymuchsuchabodyofmenasyourcountryneeds——butwhenIwasherebeforeyouhadnofigurehead;Ihaveunwittinglysuppliedyouwithone,anditisperhapsbecauseyousawthis,thatyougoodpeopleofBridgefordtookupwithme。Sunchildismisstillyoungandplastic;ifyouwillletthecock-and-bullstoriesaboutmetacitlydrop,andinventnonewones,beyondsayingwhatadelightfulpersonIwas,IreallycannotseewhyIshouldnotdoforyouaswellasanyoneelse。

“There。WhatIhavesaidisnine-tenthsofitrottenandwrong,butitisthemostpracticablerottenandwrongthatIcansuggest,seeingintowhatarottenandwrongstateofthingsyouhavedrifted。Andnow,Mr。Mayor,doyounotthinkwemayjointheMayoressandMrs。Humdrum?“

“Asyouplease,Mr。Higgs。”answeredtheMayor。

“Thenletusgo,forIhavesaidtoomuchalready,andyoursonGeorgetellsmethatwemustbestartingshortly。”

AstheywereleavingtheroomPankysidleduptomyfatherandsaid,“Thereisapoint,Mr。Higgs,whichyoucansettleforme,thoughIfeelprettycertainhowyouwillsettleit。Ithinkthatacorruptionhascreptintothetextoftheverybeautiful——“

Atthismoment,asmyfather,whosawwhatwascoming,waswonderingwhatintheworldhecouldsay,Georgecameuptohimandsaid,“Mr。Higgs,mymotherwishesmetotakeyoudownintothestore-room,tomakesurethatshehasputeverythingforyouasyouwouldlikeit。”OnthismyfathersaidhewouldreturndirectlyandanswerwhatheknewwouldbePanky’squestion。

WhenYramhadshewnwhatshehadprepared——allofit,ofcourse,faultless——shesaid,“Andnow,Mr。Higgs,aboutourleave-taking。

Ofcourseweshallbothofusfeelmuch。Ishall;Iknowyouwill;

Georgewillhaveafewmorehourswithyouthantherestofus,buthistimetosaygood-byewillcome,anditwillbepainfultobothofyou。Iamgladyoucame——IamgladyouhaveseenGeorge,andGeorgeyou,andthatyoutooktooneanother。Iamgladmyhusbandhasseenyou;hehasspokentomeaboutyouverywarmly,forhehastakentoyoumuchasGeorgedid。Iamvery,verygladtohaveseenyoumyself,andtohavelearnedwhatbecameofyou——andofyourwife。Iknowyouwishwelltoallofus;besurethatweallofuswishmostheartilywelltoyouandyours。IsentforyouandGeorge,becauseIcouldnotsayallthisunlesswewerealone;itisallIcando。”shesaid,withasmile,“tosayitnow。”

Indeeditwas,forthetearswereinhereyesallthetime,astheywerealsoinmyfather’s。

“Letthis。”continuedYram,“beourleave-taking——forwemusthavenothinglikeasceneupstairs。Justshakehandswithusall,saytheusualconventionalthings,andmakeitasshortasyoucan;butIcouldnotbeartosendyouawaywithoutafewwarmerwordsthanI

couldhavesaidwhenotherswereintheroom。”

“Mayheavenblessyouandyours。”saidmyfather,“foreverandever。”

“Thatwilldo。”saidGeorgegently。“Now,bothofyoushakehands,andcomeupstairswithme。”

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Whenallthreeofthemhadgotcalm,forGeorgehadbeenmovedalmostasmuchashisfatherandmother,theywentupstairs,andPankycameforhisanswer。“Youareverypossiblyright。”saidmyfather——“theversionyouholdtobecorruptistheoneincommonuseamongstourselves,butitisonlyatranslation,andverypossiblyonlyatranslationofatranslation,sothatitmayperhapshavebeencorruptedbeforeitreachedus。”

“That。”saidPanky,“willexplaineverything。”andhewentcontentedlyaway。

MyfathertalkedalittleasidewithMrs。Humdrumabouthergrand-

daughterandGeorge,forYramhadtoldhimthatsheknewallabouttheattachment,andthenGeorge,whosawthatmyfatherfoundthegreatestdifficultyinmaintaininganoutwardcalm,said,“Mr。

Higgs,thestreetsareempty;wehadbettergo。”

MyfatherdidasYramhadtoldhim;shookhandswitheveryone,saidallthatwasusualandproperasbrieflyashecould,andfollowedGeorgeoutoftheroom。TheMayorsawthemtothedoor,andsavedmyfatherfromembarrassmentbysaying,“Mr。Higgs,youandIunderstandoneanothertoowelltomakeitnecessaryforustosayso。Good-byetoyou,andmaynoillbefallyouereyougethome。”

Myfathergraspedhishandinbothhisown。“Again。”hesaid,“I

cansaynomorethanthatIthankyoufromthebottomofmyheart。”

Ashespokehebowedhishead,andwentoutwithGeorgeintothenight。

CHAPTERXXV:GEORGEESCORTSMYFATHERTOTHESTATUES;THETWOTHEN

PART

ThestreetswerequitedesertedasGeorgehadsaidtheywouldbe,andverydark,saveforanoccasionaloillamp。

“Assoonaswecangetwithinthepreserves。”saidGeorge,“wehadbetterwaittillmorning。Ihavearugformyselfaswellasforyou。”

“Isawyouhadtwo。”answeredmyfather;“youmustletmecarrythemboth;theprovisionsaremuchtheheavierload。

Georgefoughtashardasadogwoulddo,tillmyfathersaidthattheymustnotquarrelduringtheveryshorttimetheyhadtobetogether。OnthisGeorgegaveuponerugmeeklyenough,andmyfatheryieldedaboutthebasket,andtheotherrug。

Itwasabouthalf-pastelevenwhentheystarted,anditwasafteronebeforetheyreachedthepreserves。Forthefirstmilefromthetowntheywerenotmuchhinderedbythedarkness,andmyfathertoldGeorgeabouthisbookandmanyanothermatter;healsopromisedGeorgetosaynothingaboutthissecondvisit。Thentheroadbecamemorerough,andwhenitdwindledawaytobeamerelane——becomingpresentlyonlyafoottrack——theyhadtomindtheirfootsteps,andgotonbutslowly。Thenightwasstarlit,andwarm,consideringthattheyweremorethanthreethousandfeetabovethesea,butitwasverydark,sothatmyfatherwaswellenoughpleasedwhenGeorgeshowedhimthewhitestonesthatmarkedtheboundary,andsaidtheyhadbettersoonmakethemselvesascomfortableastheycouldtillmorning。

“Wecanstayhere。”hesaid,“tillhalf-pastthree,therewillbealittledaylightthen;wewillresthalfanhourforbreakfastataboutfive,andbynoonweshallbeatthestatues,wherewewilldine。”

Thisbeingsettled,Georgerolledhimselfupinhisrug,andinafewminuteswentcomfortablyofftosleep。Notsomypoorfather。

Hewounduphiswatch,wrappedhisrugroundhim,andlaydown;buthecouldgetnosleep。Aftersuchaday,andsuchanevening,howcouldanyonehaveslept?

Aboutthreethefirstsignsofdawnbegantoshow,andhalfanhourlatermyfathercouldseethesleepingfaceofhisson——whomitwenttohishearttowake。Neverthelesshewokehim,andinafewminutesthetwowereontheirway——Georgeasfreshasalark——mypoorfatherintentonnothingsomuchasonhidingfromGeorgehowillandunsoundinbodyandmindhewasfeeling。

Theywalkedon,sayingbutlittle,tillatfivebymyfather’swatchGeorgeproposedahaltforbreakfast。Thespothechosewasagrassyoasisamongthetrees,carpetedwithsubalpineflowers,nowintheirfullestbeauty,andclosetoasmallstreamthatherecamedownfromasidevalley。Thefreshnessofthemorningair,theextremebeautyoftheplace,thelovelybirdsthatflittedfromtreetotree,theexquisiteshapesandcoloursoftheflowers,stilldew-bespangled,andaboveall,thetendernesswithwhichGeorgetreatedhim,soothedmyfather,andwhenheandGeorgehadlitafireandmadesomehotcorn-coffee——withaviewtowhichYramhadputupabottleofmilk——hefeltsomuchrestoredastolookforwardtotherestofhisjourneywithoutalarm。Moreoverhehadnothingtocarry,forGeorgehadlefthisownrugattheplacewheretheyhadslept,knowingthatheshouldfinditonhisreturn;

hehadthereforeinsistedoncarryingmyfather’s。Myfatherfoughtaslongashecould,buthehadtogivein。

“Nowtellme。”saidGeorge,gladtochangethesubject,“whatwillthosethreemendoaboutwhatyousaidtothemlastnight?Willtheypayanyattentiontoit?“

Myfatherlaughed。“MydearGeorge,whataquestion——Idonotknowthemwellenough。”

“Ohyes,youdo。Atanyratesaywhatyouthinkmostlikely。”

“Verywell。IthinkDr。DowniewilldomuchasIsaid。Hewillnotthrowthewholethingover,throughfearofschism,loyaltytoapartyfromwhichhecannotwelldetachhimself,andbecausehedoesnotthinkthatthepublicisquitetiredenoughofitstoy。

Hewillneitherpreachnorwriteagainstit,buthewilllivelukewarmlyagainstit,andthisiswhattheHankyshate。Theycanstandeitherhotorcold,buttheyareafraidoflukewarm。InEnglandDr。DowniewouldbeaBroadChurchman。”

“DoyouthinkweshallevergetridofSunchildismaltogether?“

“Iftheysticktothecock-and-bullstoriestheyaretellingnow,andrubthemin,asHankydidonSunday,itmaygo,andgosoon。

Ithastakenroottooquicklyandeasily;anditstopistooheavyforitsroots;stilltherearesomanychancesinitsfavourthatitmaylastalongtime。”

“AndhowaboutHanky?“

“Hewillbrazenitout,relic,chariot,andall:andhewillwelcomemorerelicsandmorecock-and-bullstories;hissingleeyewillbeuponhisownaggrandisementandthatofhisorder。

Plausible,unscrupulous,heartlessscoundrelthatheis,hewillplayforthequeenandthewomenofthecourt,asDr。Downiewillplayforthekingandthemen。Heandhispartywillsleepneithernightnorday,buttheywillhaveoneredeemingfeature——whoevertheymaydeceive,theywillnotdeceivethemselves。Theybelieveeveryoneelsetobeasbadastheyare,andseenoreasonwhytheyshouldnotpushtheirownwaresinthewayofbusiness。HankyiseverythingthatweinEnglandrightlyorwronglybelieveatypicalJesuittobe。”

“AndPanky——whatabouthim?“

“Pankymustpersuadehimselfofhisownlies,beforeheisquitecomfortableabouttellingthemtootherpeople。HankykeepsHankywelloutofit;PankymusthaveabaseofoperationsinPanky。

Hankywillleadhimbythenose,bitbybit,forhisisthemasterspirit。InEnglandPankywouldbewhatwecallanextremeritualist。”

“ThentherealbattlewillbebetweenHankyandDr。Downie。Whichwillcarrytheday?“

“Forthepresent,probablyHanky。Heisthemorevigilant,andenergetic;inthiscaseSunchildismwillhavetogo,andIamafraidyourwholeMusicalBanksystemwillbesweptawayalongwithit。”

“Andwhynot?“

“Because,mydearboy,thoughfalseintheletter,ifgoodcounselsprevail,itmaybemadetrueenoughinspirit。Ifitweretogo,itsplacewouldbesoonfilledbymenwhowouldbeasfalseinletterastheotherswere,andmuchmorefalseinspirit。Youwantahearttocheckyourhead,andaheadtocheckyourheart。AsinourEnglishbodypolitictherearetwopartiesopposedtooneanother,neitherofwhichcanthriveiftheotherisundulyweakened,soinourspiritualandintellectualworldtwopartiesmoreorlessantagonisticareequallynecessary。Thosewhoareattheheadofscienceprovideuswiththeoneparty;thosewhomwecallourchurchmenaretheother。Botharecorrupt,butwecanspareneither,foreachchecksasfarasitcanthecorruptionsoftheother。”

“ThenyouwouldhaveusupholdSunchildism,knowingittobeuntrue?“

“Dowhatyouwill,youwillnotgetperfecttruth。AndifyoucanfollowtheleadwhichIbelieveDr。Downiewillgiveyou,thatistosay,getridofcock-and-bullstories,idealisemyunworthyself,and,asIsaidlastnight,makemeapegonwhichtohangyourownbestthoughts——Sunchildismwillbeasneartruthasanythingyouarelikelytoget。ButifHankyismtriumphs,comewhatmayyoumustgetridofit,forheandhisschoolwilltamperwiththeonesureandeverlastingwordofGodrevealedtousbyhumanexperience。HewhoplaysfastandloosewiththisisasonewhowouldforgeGod’ssignaturetoachequedrawnonGod’sownbank。”

“ArewetofosterthebeliefthatitwasindeedtheSunchildwhointerruptedHanky’ssermon?“

“Yes,whereyousafelycan,butnototherwise;andcommitthefactstowritingassoonasyoucanfindtime。Donothingtojeopardiseyourownsafety;youcandomorebyperfunctoryacquiescencethanbyopendissent。Andtellthosefriendswhomyoucantrust,whatthesemypartingwordstoyouhavebeen。ButaboveallIchargeyousolemnly,donothingtojeopardiseyourownsafety;youcannotplayintoHanky’shandsmorecertainlythanbyriskingthis。ThinkhowheandPankywouldrejoice,andhowDr。Downiewouldgrieve。

Bewiseandwary;bideyourtime;dowhatyouprudentlycan,andyouwillfindyoucandomuch;trytodomore,andyouwilldonothing。BeguidedbytheMayor,byyourmother——andbythatdearoldladywhosegrandsonyouwill——“

“Thentheyhavetoldyou。”interruptedtheyouthblushingscarlet。

“Mydearestboy,ofcoursetheyhave,andIhaveseenher,andamheadoverearsinlovewithhermyself。”

Hewasallsmilesandblushes,andvowedforafewminutesthatitwasashameofthemtotellme,butpresentlyhesaid-

“Thenyoulikeher。”

“Rather!“saidmyfathervehemently,andshakingGeorgebythehand。Buthesaidnothingaboutthenuggetsandthesovereigns,knowingthatYramdidnotwishhimtodoso。NeitherdidGeorgesayanythingabouthisdeterminationtostartforthecapitalinthemorning,andmakeacleanbreastofeverythingtotheKing。Sosoondoesitbecomenecessaryevenforthosewhoaremostcordiallyattachedtohidethingsfromoneanother。Myfather,however,wasmadecomfortablebyreceivingapromisefromtheyouththathewouldtakenostepofwhichthepersonshehadnamedwoulddisapprove。

WhenonceMrs。Humdrum’sgrand-daughterhadbeenintroducedtherewasnomoretalkingaboutHankyandPanky;forGeorgebegantobubbleoverwiththesubjectthatwasnearesthisheart,andhowmuchhefearedthatitwouldbesometimeyetbeforehecouldbemarried。Manyastorydidhetellofhisearlyattachmentandofitscourseforthelasttenyears,butmyspacewillnotallowmetoinflictoneofthemonthereader。Myfathersawthatthemorehelistenedandsympathisedandencouraged,thefonderGeorgebecameofhim,andthiswasallhecaredabout。

Thusdidtheyconversehourafterhour。TheypassedtheBluePool,withoutseeingitoreventalkingaboutitformorethanaminute。

Georgekeptaneyeonthequailsanddeclaredthemfairlyplentifulandstrongonthewing,butnothingnowcouldkeephimfrompouringouthiswholeheartaboutMrs。Humdrum’sgrand-daughter,untiltowardsnoontheycaughtsightofthestatues,andahaltwasmadewhichgavemyfatherthefirstpanghehadfeltthatmorning,forheknewthatthestatueswouldbethebeginningoftheend。

Therewasnoneedtolightafire,forYramhadpackedforthemtwobottlesofadeliciouswhitewine,somethinglikeWhiteCapri,whichwentadmirablywiththemanymoresolidgoodthingsthatshehadprovidedforthem。AssoonastheyhadfinishedaheartymealmyfathersaidtoGeorge,“Youmusthavemywatchforakeepsake;I

seeyouarenotwearingmyboots。Ifearyoudidnotfindthemcomfortable,butIamgladyouhavenotgotthemon,forIhavesetmyheartonkeepingyours。”

“Letussettleaboutthebootsfirst。IratherfanciedthatthatwaswhyyouputmeoffwhenIwantedtogetmyownbackagain;andthenIthoughtIshouldlikeyoursforakeepsake,soIputonanotherpairlastnight,andtheyarenothinglikesocomfortableasyourswere。”

“NowIwonder。”saidmyfathertome,“whetherthiswastrue,orwhetheritwasonlythatdearfellow’sprettyinvention;buttrueorfalseIwasasdelightedashemeantmetobe。”

IaskedGeorgeaboutthiswhenIsawhim,andheconfessedwithaningenuousblushthatmyfather’sbootshadhurthim,andthathehadneverthoughtofmakingakeepsakeofthem,tillmyfather’swordsstimulatedhisinvention。

Asforthewatch,whichwasonlyasilverone,butofthebestmake,Georgeprotestedforatime,butwhenhehadyielded,myfathercouldseethathewasoverjoyedatgettingit;forwatches,thoughnowpermitted,wereexpensiveandnotincommonuse。

Havingthusbribedhim,myfatherbroachedthepossibilityofhismeetinghimatthestatuesonthatdaytwelvemonth,butofcoursesayingnothingaboutwhyhewassoanxiousthatheshouldcome。

“Iwillcome。”saidmyfather,“notayardfartherthanthestatues,andifIcannotcomeIwillsendyourbrother。AndIwillcomeatnoon;butitispossiblethattheriverdownbelowmaybeinfresh,andImaynotbeabletohitofftheday,thoughIwillmoveheavenandearthtodoso。ThereforeifIdonotmeetyouonthedayappointed,doyourbesttocomealsoatnoononthefollowingday。Iknowhowinconvenientthiswillbeforyou,andwillcometruetothedayifitispossible。”

Tomyfather’ssurprise,Georgedidnotraisesomanydifficultiesashehadexpected。Hesaiditmightbedone,ifneitherhenormyfatherweretogobeyondthestatues。“Anddifficultasitwillbeforyou。”saidGeorge,“youhadbettercomeaseconddayifnecessary,asIwill,forwhocantellwhatmighthappentomakethefirstdayimpossible?“

“Then。”saidmyfather,“weshallbesparedthathorriblefeelingthatwearepartingwithouthopeofseeingeachotheragain。I

findithardenoughtosaygood-byeevennow,butIdonotknowhowIcouldhavefaceditifyouhadnotagreedtoourmeetingagain。”

“ThedayfixeduponwillbeourXXI。i。3,andthehournoonasnearasmaybe?“

“So。Letmewriteitdown:’XXI。i。3,i。e。ourDecember9,1891,IamtomeetGeorgeatthestatues,attwelveo’clock,andifhedoesnotcome,Iamtobethereagainonthefollowingday。’

Inlikemanner,Georgewrotedownwhathewastodo:“XXI。i。3,orfailingthisXXI。i。4。Statues。Noon。”

“This。”hesaid,“isasolemncovenant,isitnot?“

“Yes。”saidmyfather,“andmayallgoodomensattendit!“

Thewordswerenotoutofhismouthbeforeamountainbird,somethinglikeourjackdaw,butsmallerandofabluerblack,flewoutofthehollowmouthofoneofthestatues,andwithaheartychuckleperchedonthegroundathisfeet,attracteddoubtlessbythescrapsoffoodthatwerelyingabout。Withthefearlessnessofbirdsinthatcountry,itlookedupathimandGeorge,gaveanotherheartychuckle,andflewbacktoitsstatuewiththelargestfragmentitcouldfind。

Theysettledthatthiswasanomensopropitiousthattheycouldpartingoodhope。“Letusfinishthewine。”saidmyfather,“andthen,dowhatmustbedone!“

Theyfinishedthewinetoeachother’sgoodhealth;Georgedrankalsotomine,andsaidhehopedmyfatherwouldbringmewithhim,whilemyfatherdranktoYram,theMayor,theirchildren,Mrs。

Humdrum,andabovealltoMrs。Humdrum’sgrand-daughter。Theythenre-packedallthatcouldbetakenaway;myfatherrolledhisrugtohisliking,slungitoverhisshoulder,grippedGeorge’shand,andsaid,“Mydearestboy,whenwehaveeachturnedourbacksupononeanother,letuswalkourseveralwaysasfastaswecan,andtrynottolookbehindus。”

SosayingheloosedhisgripofGeorge’shand,baredhishead,loweredit,andturnedaway。

Georgeburstintotears,andfollowedhimafterhehadgonetwopaces;hethrewhisarmsroundhim,huggedhim,kissedhimonhislips,cheeks,andforehead,andthenturninground,strodefullspeedtowardsSunch’ston。Myfathernevertookhiseyesoffhimtillhewasoutofsight,buttheboydidnotlookround。Whenhecouldseehimnomore,myfatherwithfalteringgait,andfeelingasthoughaprophadsuddenlybeentakenfromunderhim,begantofollowthestreamdowntowardshisoldcamp。

CHAPTERXXVI:MYFATHERREACHESHOME,ANDDIESNOTLONGAFTERWARDS

Myfathercouldwalkbutslowly,forGeorge’sbootshadblisteredhisfeet,anditseemedtohimthattheriver-bed,ofwhichhecaughtglimpsesnowandagain,nevergotanynearer;butallthingscometoanend,andbyseveno’clockonthenightofTuesday,hewasonthespotwhichhehadleftontheprecedingFridaymorning。

Threeentiredayshadintervened,buthefeltthatsomething,heknewnotwhat,hadseizedhim,andthatwhereasbeforethesethreedayslifehadbeenonething,whatlittlemightfollowthem,wouldbeanother——andaverydifferentone。

Hesooncaughtsightofhishorsewhichhadstrayedamilelowerdowntheriver-bed,andinspiteofhishobbleshadcrossedoneuglystreamthatmyfatherdarednotfordonfoot。Tiredthoughhewas,hewentafterhim,bridleinhand,andwhenthefriendlycreaturesawhim,itrecrossedthestream,andcametohimofitsownaccord——eithertiredofhisowncompany,ortemptedbysomebreadmyfatherheldouttowardshim。Myfathertookoffthehobbles,androdehimbare-backedtothecampingground,whereherewardedhimwithmorebreadandbiscuit,andthenhobbledhimagainforthenight。

“Itwashere。”hesaidtomeononeofthefirstdaysafterhisreturn,“thatIfirstknewmyselftobeabrokenman。AsformeetingGeorgeagain,IfeltsurethatitwouldbeallIcoulddotomeethisbrother;andthoughGeorgewasalwaysinmythoughts,itwasforyouandnothimthatIwasnowyearning。WhenIgaveGeorgemywatch,howgladIwasthatIhadleftmygoldoneathome,forthatisyours,andIcouldnothavebroughtmyselftogiveithim。”

“Nevermindthat,mydearfather。”saidI,“buttellmehowyougotdowntheriver,andthencehomeagain。”

“Myverydearboy。”hesaid,“Icanhardlyremember,andIhadnoenergytomakeanymorenotes。Irememberputtingascrapofpaperintotheboxofsovereigns,merelysendingGeorgemylovealongwiththemoney;Irememberalsodroppingtheboxintoaholeinatree,whichIblazed,andtowardswhichIdrewalineofwood-

ashes。Iseemtoseeapoorunhingedcreaturegazingmoodilyforhoursintoafirewhichheheapsupnowandagainwithwood。Thereisnotabreathofair;Naturesleepssocalmlythatshedaresnotevenbreatheforfearofwaking;theveryriverhashushedhisflow。Without,thestarlitcalmofasummer’snightinagreatwilderness;within,ahurricaneofwildandincoherentthoughtsbattlingwithoneanotherintheirfurytofalluponhimandrendhim——andontheothersidethegreatwallofmountain,thousandsofchildrenprayingattheirmother’skneetothispoordazedthing。

Isupposethishalfdeliriouswretchmusthavebeenmyself。ButI

musthavebeenmoreillwhenIleftEnglandthanIthoughtIwas,orErewhonwouldnothavebrokenmedownasitdid。”

Nodoubthewasright。IndeeditwasbecauseMr。Cathieandhisdoctorsawthathewasoutofhealthandinurgentneedofchange,thattheyleftoffopposinghiswishtotravel。Thereisnouse,however,intalkingaboutthisnow。

Inevergotfromhimhowhemanagedtoreachtheshepherd’shut,butIlearnedsomelittlefromtheshepherd,whenIstayedwithhimbothongoingtowardsErewhon,andonreturning。

“Hedidnotseemtohavedrinkinhim。”saidtheshepherd,“whenhefirstcamehere;buthemusthavebeenprettyfullofit,orhemusthavehadsomebottlesinhissaddle-bags;forhewasawfulwhenhecameback。HehadgotthemworsethananymanIeversaw,onlythathewasnotawkward。Hesaidtherewasabirdflyingoutofagiant’smouthandlaughingathim,andhekeptmutteringaboutabluepool,andhanky-pankyofallsorts,andhesaidheknewitwasallhanky-panky,atleastIthoughthesaidso,butitwasnousetryingtofollowhim,foritwasallnothingbuthorrors。HesaidIwastostopthepeoplefromtryingtoworshiphim。Thenhesaidtheskyopenedandhecouldseetheangelsgoingaboutandsinging’Hallelujah。’“

“Howlongdidhestaywithyou?“Iasked。

“Abouttendays,butthelastthreehewashimselfagain,onlytooweaktomove。Hethoughthewascuredexceptforweakness。”

“Doyouknowhowhehadbeenspendingthelasttwodaysorsobeforehegotdowntoyourhut?“

Isaidtwodays,becausethiswasthetimeIsupposedhewouldtaketodescendtheriver。

“Ishouldsaydrinkingallthetime。Hesaidhehadfallenoffhishorsetwoorthreetimes,tillhetooktoleadinghim。IfhehadhadanyotherhorsethanoldDoctorhewouldhavebeenadeadman。

Blessyou,Ihaveknownthathorseeversincehewasfoaled,andI

neversawonelikehimforsense。Hewouldpickfordsbetterthanthatgentlemancould,Iknow,andifthegentlemanfelloffhimhewouldjuststaystockstill。Hewasbadlybruised,poorman,whenhegothere。Isawhimthroughthegorgewhenheleftme,andhegavemeasovereign;hesaidhehadonlyoneotherlefttotakehimdowntotheport,orhewouldhavemadeitmore。”

“Hewasmyfather。”saidI,“andheisdead,butbeforehediedhetoldmetogiveyoufivepoundswhichIhavebroughtyou。Ithinkyouarewronginsayingthathehadbeendrinking。”

“Thatiswhattheyallsay;butItakeitverykindofhimtohavethoughtofme。”

Myfather’sillnessforthefirstthreeweeksafterhisreturnplayedwithhimasacatplayswithamouse;nowandagainitwouldlethimhaveadayortwo’srun,duringwhichhewassocheerfulanduncloudedthathisdoctorwasquitehopefulabouthim。AtvarioustimesontheseoccasionsIgotfromhimthatwhenhelefttheshepherd’shut,hethoughthisillnesshadrunitselfout,andthatheshouldnowreachtheportfromwhichhewastosailforS。

Franciscowithoutmisadventure。Thishedid,andhewasabletodoallhehadtodoattheport,thoughfrequentlyattackedwithpassingfitsofgiddiness。IneednotdwelluponhisvoyagetoS。

Francisco,andthencehome;itisenoughtosaythathewasabletotravelbyhimselfinspiteofgradually,butcontinually,increasingfailure。

“When。”hesaid,“Ireachedtheport,Itelegraphedasyouknow,formoremoney。Howpuzzledyoumusthavebeen。IsoldmyhorsetothemanfromwhomIboughtit,atalossofonlyabout10

pounds,andIleftwithhimmysaddle,saddlebags,smallhatchet,myhobbles,andinfacteverythingthatIhadtakenwithme,exceptwhattheyhadimpoundedinErewhon。Yram’srugIdroppedintotheriverwhenIknewthatIshouldnolongerneedit——asalsohersubstitutesformybillyandpannikin;andIburnedherbasket。

Theshepherdwouldhaveaskedmequestions。Youwillfindanordertodelivereverythinguptobearer。YouneedthereforetakenothingfromEngland。”

Atanothertimehesaid,“Whenyougo,foritisplainIcannot,andgooneorotherofusmust,tryandgetthehorseIhad:hewillbenineyearsold,andheknowsallabouttherivers:ifyouleaveeverythingtohim,youmayshutyoureyes,butdonotinterferewithhim。GivetheshepherdwhatIsaidandhewillattendtoyou,butgoadayortwotoosoon,forthemarginofonedaywasnotenoughtoallowincaseofafreshintheriver;ifthewaterisdiscolouredyoumustnotcrossit——notevenwithDoctor。

IcouldnotaskGeorgetocomeupthreedaysrunningfromSunch’stontothestatuesandback。”

Herehebecameexhausted。AlmostthelastcoherentstringofsentencesIgotfromhimwasasfollows:-

“AboutGeorge’smoneyifIsendhim2000poundsyouwillstillhavenearly150,000poundsleft,andMr。Cathiewillnotletyoutrytomakeitmore。Iknowyouwouldgivehimfourorfivethousand,buttheMayorandItalkeditover,andsettledthat2000poundsingoldwouldmakehimarichman。ConsultourgoodfriendAlfred“

(meaning,ofcourse,Mr。Cathie)“aboutthebestwayoftakingthemoney。Iamafraidthereisnothingforitbutgold,andthiswillbeagreatweightforyoutocarry——about,Ibelieve36lbs。Canyoudothis?Ireallythinkthatifyouleadyourhorseyou……

no——therewillbethegettinghimdownagain——“

“Don’tworryaboutit,mydearfather。”saidI,“IcandoiteasilyifIstowtheloadrightly,andIwillseetothis。Ishallhavenothingelsetocarry,forIshallcampdownbelowbothmorningandevening。ButwouldyounotliketosendsomepresenttotheMayor,Yram,theirotherchildren,andMrs。Humdrum’sgrand-daughter?“

“Dowhatyoucan。”saidmyfather。Andthesewerethelastinstructionshegavemeaboutthoseadventureswithwhichalonethisworkisconcerned。

Thedaybeforehedied,hehadalittleflickerofintelligence,butallofasuddenhisfacebecamecloudedaswithgreatanxiety;

heseemedtoseesomehorriblechasminfrontofhimwhichhehadtocross,orwhichhefearedthatImustcross,forhegaspedoutwords,which,asnearasIcouldcatchthem,were,“Lookout!

John!Leap!Leap!Le……“buthecouldnotsayallthathewastryingtosayandclosedhiseyes,having,asIthendeemed,seenthathewasonthebrinkofthatgulfwhichliesbetweenlifeanddeath;Itookitthatinrealityhediedatthatmoment;fortherewasneitherstruggle,norhardlymovementofanykindafterwards——nothingbutapulsewhichforthenextseveralhoursgrewfainterandfaintersogradually,thatitwasnottillsometimeafterithadceasedtobeatthatwewerecertainofitshavingdoneso。

CHAPTERXXVII:IMEETMYBROTHERGEORGEATTHESTATUES,ONTHETOP

OFTHEPASSINTOEREWHON

ThisbookhasalreadybecomelongerthanIintended,butIwillaskthereadertohavepatiencewhileItellhimbrieflyofmyownvisittothethresholdofthatstrangecountryofwhichIfearthathemaybealreadybeginningtotire。

Thewinding-upofmyfather’sestatewasaverysimplematter,andbythebeginningofSeptember1891Ishouldhavebeenfreetostart;butaboutthattimeIbecameengaged,andnaturallyenoughI

didnotwanttobelongerawaythanwasnecessary。IshouldnothavegoneatallifIcouldhavehelpedit。Ileft,however,afortnightlaterthanmyfatherhaddone。

BeforestartingIboughtahandsomegoldrepeaterfortheMayor,andabroochforYram,ofpearlsanddiamondssetingold,forwhichIpaid200pounds。ForYram’sthreedaughtersandforMrs。

Humdrum’sgrand-daughterItookfourbroocheseachofwhichcostabout15pounds,15s。,andfortheboysIgotthreeten-guineasilverwatches。ForGeorgeIonlytookastrongEnglishknifeofthebestmake,andthetwothousandpoundsworthofuncoinedgold,whichforconvenience’sakeIhadhadmadeintosmallbars。Ialsohadaknapsackmadethatwouldholdtheseandnothingelse——eachbarbeingstronglysewnintoitsplace,sothatnoneofthemcouldshift。WheneverIwentonboardship,orwentonshore,Iputthisonmyback,sothatnoonehandleditexceptmyself——andIcanassurethereaderthatIdidnotfinditalightweighttohandle。

IoughttohavetakensomethingforoldMrs。Humdrum,butIamashamedtosaythatIforgother。

IwentasdirectlyasIcouldtotheportofwhichmyfatherhadtoldme,andreacheditonNovember27,onedaylaterthanhehaddoneintheprecedingyear。

Onthefollowingday,whichwasaSaturday,Iwenttotheliverystablesfromwhichmyfatherhadboughthishorse,andfoundtomygreatdelightthatDoctorcouldbeatmydisposal,for,asitseemedtome,theveryreasonablepriceoffifteenshillingsaday。

Ishewedtheownerofthestablesmyfather’sorder,andallthearticleshehadleftwereimmediatelydeliveredtome。Iwasstillwearingcraperoundonearm,andthehorse-dealer,whosenamewasBaker,saidhewasafraidtheothergentlemanmightbedead。

“Indeed,heisso。”saidI,“andagreatgriefitistome;hewasmyfather。”

“Dear,dear。”answeredMr。Baker,“thatisaveryseriousthingforthepoorgentleman。Heseemedquiteunfittotravelalone,andI

fearedhewasnotlongforthisworld,buthewasbentongoing。”

Ihadnothingnowtodobuttobuyablanket,pannikin,andbilly,withsometea,tobacco,twobottlesofbrandy,someship’sbiscuits,andwhateverotherfewitemsweredownonthelistofrequisiteswhichmyfatherhaddictatedtome。Mr。Baker,seeingthatIwaswhathecalledanewchum,shewedmehowtopackmyhorse,butIkeptmyknapsackfullofgoldonmyback,andthoughI

couldseethatitpuzzledhim,heaskednoquestions。TherewasnoreasonwhyIshouldnotsetoutatoncefortheprincipaltownofthecolony,whichwassometenmilesinland;I,therefore,arrangedatmyhotelthatthegreaterpartofmyluggageshouldawaitmyreturn,andsetouttoclimbthehighhillsthatbacktheport。

FromthetopoftheseIhadamagnificentviewoftheplainsthatI

shouldhavetocross,andofthelongrangeofdistantmountainswhichboundedthemnorthandsouthasfarastheeyecouldreach。

OnsomeofthemountainsIcouldstillseestreaksofsnow,butmyfatherhadexplainedtomethattherangesIshouldheresee,werenotthosedividingtheEnglishcolonyfromErewhon。Ialsosaw,someninemilesorsooutupontheplains,themoreprominentbuildingsofalargetownwhichseemedtobeembosomedintrees,andthisIreachedinaboutanhourandahalf;forIhadtodescendatafoot’space,andDoctor’smanyvirtuesdidnotcompriseawillingnesstogobeyondanamble。

AtthetownabovereferredtoIspentthenight,andbegantostrikeacrosstheplainsonthefollowingmorning。Imighthavecrossedtheseinthreedaysattwenty-fivemilesaday,butIhadtoomuchtimeonmyhands,andmyloadofgoldwassouncomfortablethatIwasgladtostayatoneaccommodationhouseafteranother,averagingabouteighteenmilesaday。IhavenodoubtthatifI

hadtakenadvice,Icouldhavestowedmyloadmoreconveniently,butIcouldnotunpackit,andmadethebestofitasitwas。

OntheeveningofWednesday,December2,IreachedtheriverwhichIshouldhavetofollowup;itwasherenearingthegorgethroughwhichithadtopassbeforethecountryopenedoutagainatthebackofthefrontrange。Icameuponitquitesuddenlyonreachingthebrinkofagreatterrace,thebankofwhichslopedalmostprecipitouslydowntowardsit,butwascoveredwithgrass。Theterracewassomethreehundredfeetabovetheriver,andfacedanothersimilarone,whichwasfromamileandahalftotwomilesdistant。Atthebottomofthishugeyawningchasm,rolledthemightyriver,andIshudderedatthethoughtofhavingtocrossandrecrossit。Foritwasangry,muddy,evidentlyinheavyfresh,andfilledbankandbankfornearlyamilewithafloodofseethingwaters。

Ifollowedalongthenorthernedgeoftheterrace,tillIreachedthelastaccommodationhousethatcouldbesaidtobeontheplains——which,bytheway,wereheresomeeightorninehundredfeetabovesealevel。WhenIreachedthishouse,Iwasgladtolearnthattheriverwasnotlikelytoremainhighformorethanadayortwo,andthatifwhatwascalledaSoutherlyBurstercameup,asitmightbeexpectedtodoatanymoment,itwouldbequitelowagainbeforethreedayswereover。

AtthishouseIstayedthenight,andinthecourseoftheeveningastraydog——aretriever,hardlyfullgrown,andevidentlyverymuchdownonhisluck——tookupwithme;whenIinquiredabouthim,andaskedifImighttakehimwithme,thelandlordsaidhewishedIwould,forheknewnothingabouthimandwastryingtodrivehimfromthehouse。KnowingwhataboonthecompanionshipofthispoorbeastwouldbetomewhenIwascampingoutalone,Iencouragedhim,andnextmorninghefollowedmeasamatterofcourse。

InthenighttheSoutherlyBursterwhichmyhostanticipatedhadcomeup,coldandblustering,butinvigoratingafterthehot,dry,windthathadbeenblowinghardduringthedaytimeasIhadcrossedtheplains。AmileortwohigherupIpassedalargesheep-

station,butdidnotstaythere。Oneortwomenlookedatmewithsurprise,andaskedmewhereIwasgoing,whereonIsaidIwasinsearchofrareplantsandbirdsfortheMuseumofthetownatwhichIhadsleptthenightaftermyarrival。Thissatisfiedtheircuriosity,andIambledonaccompaniedbythedog。InpassingI

maysaythatIfoundDoctornottoexcelatanypaceexceptanamble,butforalongjourney,especiallyforonewhoiscarryingaheavy,awkwardload,thereisnopacesocomfortable;andheambledfairlyfast。

Ifollowedthehorsetrackwhichhadbeencutthroughthegorge,andinmanyplacesIdislikeditextremely,fortheriver,stillinfresh,wasragingfuriously;twice,forsomefewyards,wherethegorgewaswiderandthestreamlessrapid,itcoveredthetrack,andIhadnoconfidencethatitmightnothavewasheditaway;ontheseoccasionsDoctorprickedhisearstowardsthewater,andwasevidentlythinkingexactlywhathisriderwas。Hedecided,however,thatallwouldbesound,andtooktothewaterwithoutanyurgingonmypart。Seeinghisopinion,Irememberedmyfather’sadvice,andlethimdowhatheliked,butinoneplaceforthreeorfouryardsthewatercamenearlyuptohisbelly,andIwasingreatfearforthewatchesthatwereinmysaddlebags。Asforthedog,IfearedIhadlosthim,butafteratimeherejoinedme,thoughhowhecontrivedtodosoIcannotsay。

Nothingcouldbegranderthanthesightofthisgreatriverpentintoanarrowcompass,andoccasionallybecomingmorelikeanimmensewaterfallthanariver,butIwasincontinualfearofcomingtomoreplaceswherethewaterwouldbeoverthetrack,andperhapsoffindingmyselfunabletogetanyfarther。IthereforefailedtoenjoywhatwasreallyfarthemostimpressivesightinitswaythatIhadeverseen。“Giveme。”Isaidtomyself,“theThamesatRichmond。”andrightthankfulwasI,whenatabouttwoo’clockIfoundthatIwasthroughthegorgeandinawidevalley,thegreaterpartofwhich,however,wasstillcoveredbytheriver。

ItwasherethatIheardforthefirsttimethecurioussoundofbouldersknockingagainsteachotherunderneaththegreatbodyofwaterthatkeptrollingthemroundandround。

Inowhalted,andlitafire,fortherewasmuchdeadscrubstandingthathadremainedafterthegroundhadbeenburnedforthefirsttimesomeyearspreviously。Imademyselfsometea,andturnedDoctoroutforacoupleofhourstofeed。Ididnothobblehim,formyfatherhadtoldmethathewouldalwayscomeforbread。

WhenIhaddined,andsmoked,andsleptforacoupleofhoursorso,IreloadedDoctorandresumedmyjourneytowardstheshepherd’shut,whichIcaughtsightofaboutamilebeforeIreachedit。

Whennearlyhalfamileoffit,Idismounted,andmadeawrittennoteoftheexactspotatwhichIdidso。Ithenturnedforacoupleofhundredyardstomyright,atrightanglestothetrack,wheresomehugerockswerelying——fallenagessincefromthemountainthatflankedthissideofthevalley。HereIdepositedmyknapsackinahollowunderneathsomeoftherocks,andputagoodsizedstoneinfrontofit,forImeantspendingacoupleofdayswiththeshepherdtolettherivergodown。Moreover,asitwasnowonlyDecember3,Ihadtoomuchtimeonmyhands,butIhadnotdaredtocutthingsfiner。

Ireachedthehutataboutsixo’clock,andintroducedmyselftotheshepherd,whowasanice,kindoldman,commonlycalledHarris,buthisrealnamehetoldmewasHorace——HoraceTaylor。IhadtheconversationwithhimofwhichIhavealreadytoldthereader,addingthatmyfatherhadbeenunabletogiveacoherentaccountofwhathehadseen,andthatIhadbeensenttogettheinformationhehadfailedtofurnish。

TheoldmansaidthatImustcertainlywaitacoupleofdaysbeforeIwenthigheruptheriver。Hehadmadehimselfanicegarden,inwhichhetookthegreatestpride,andwhichsuppliedhimwithplentyofvegetables。Hewasverygladtohavecompany,andtoreceivethenewspaperswhichIhadtakencaretobringhim。Hehadarealgeniusforsimplecookery,andfedmeexcellently。Myfather’s5pounds,andtherationofbrandywhichInightlygavehim,mademeawelcomeguest,andthoughIwaslongingtobeatanyrateasfarasthefootofthepassintoErewhon,IamusedmyselfverywellinanabundanceofwayswithwhichIneednottroublethereader。

OneofthefirstthingsthatHarrissaidtomewas,“IwishIknewwhatyourfatherdidwiththeniceredblankethehadwithhimwhenhewentuptheriver。Hehadnonewhenhecamedownagain;Ihavenohorsehere,butIborrowedonefromamanwhocameuponedayfromdownbelow,androdetoaplacewhereIfoundwhatIamsureweretheashesofthelastfirehemade,butIcouldfindneithertheblanketnorthebillyandpannikinhetookawaywithhim。Hesaidhesupposedhemusthaveleftthethingsthere,buthecouldremembernothingaboutit。”

“Iamafraid。”saidI,“thatIcannothelpyou。”

“Atanyrate。”continuedtheshepherd,“Ididnothavemyridefornothing,forasIwascomingbackIfoundthisrughalfcoveredwithsandontheriver-bed。”

Ashespokehepointedtoanexcellentwarmrug,onthesparebunkinhishut。“Itisnoneofourmake。”saidhe;“Isupposesomeforeigndiggerhascomeoverfromthenextriverdownsouthandgotdrowned,forithadnotbeenverylongwhereIfoundit,atleastI

thinknot,foritwasnotmuchfly-blown,andnoonehadpassedheretogouptheriversinceyourfather。”

Iknewwhatitwas,butIheldmytonguebeyondsayingthattherugwasaverygoodone。

Thenextday,December4,waslovely,afteranightthathadbeenclearandcold,withfrosttowardsearlymorning。Whentheshepherdhadgoneforsomethreehoursintheforenoontoseehissheep(thatwerenowlambing),IwalkeddowntotheplacewhereI

hadleftmyknapsack,andcarrieditagoodmileabovethehut,whereIagainhidit。Icouldseethegreatrangefromoneplace,andthethicknewfallensnowassuredmethattheriverwouldbequitenormalshortly。Indeed,byeveningitwashardlyatalldiscoloured,butIwaitedanotherday,andsetoutonthemorningofSunday,December6。Theriverwasnowalmostaslowasinwinter,andHarrisassuredmethatifIusedmyeyesIcouldnotmissfindingafordoveronestreamoranothereveryhalfmileorso。Ihadthegreatestdifficultyinpreventinghimfromaccompanyingmeonfootforsomelittledistance,butIgotridofhimintheend;hecamewithmebeyondtheplacewhereIhadhiddenmyknapsack,butwhenhehadleftmelongenough,Irodebackandgotit。

IseeIamdwellingtoolonguponmyownsmalladventures。Sufficeitthat,accompaniedbymydog,IfollowedthenorthbankoftherivertillIfoundImustcrossonestreambeforeIcouldgetanyfarther。Thisplacewouldnotdo,andIhadtoridehalfamilebackbeforeIfoundonethatseemedasifitmightbesafe。I

fancymyfathermusthavedonejustthesamething,forDoctorseemedtoknowtheground,andtooktothewaterthemomentI

broughthimtoit。Itneverreachedhisbelly,butIconfessIdidnotlikeit。ByandbyIhadtorecross,andsoon,offandon,tillatnoonIcampedfordinner。Herethedogfoundmeanestofyoungducks,nearlyfledged,fromwhichtheparentbirdstriedwithgreatsuccesstodecoyme。IfullythoughtIwasgoingtocatchthem,butthedogknewbetterandmadestraightforthenest,fromwhichhereturnedimmediatelywithafineyoungduckinhismouth,whichhelaidatmyfeet,wagginghistailandbarking。Itookanotherfromthenestandlefttwofortheoldbirds。

TheafternoonwasmuchasthemorningandtowardssevenIreachedaplacewhichsuggesteditselfasagoodcampingground。Ihadhardlyfixedonitandhalted,beforeIsawafewpiecesofcharredwood,andfeltsurethatmyfathermusthavecampedatthisveryplacebeforeme。IhobbledDoctor,unloaded,pluckedandsingedaduck,andgavethedogsomeofthemeatwithwhichHarrishadfurnishedme;Imadetea,laidmyduckontheemberstillitwascooked,smoked,gavemyselfanightcapofbrandyandwater,andbyandbyrolledmyselfroundinmyblanket,withthedogcurledupbesideme。Iwillnotdwelluponthestrangenessofmyfeelings——

northeextremebeautyofthenight。Butforthedog,andDoctor,Ishouldhavebeenfrightened,butIknewthattherewerenosavagecreaturesorvenomoussnakesinthecountry,andboththedogandDoctorweresuchgoodcompanionablecreatures,thatIdidnotfeelsomuchoppressedbythesolitudeasIhadfearedIshouldbe。Butthenightwascold,andmyblanketwasnotenoughtokeepmecomfortablywarm。

Thefollowingdaywasdelightfullywarmassoonasthesungottothebottomofthevalley,andthefreshfallensnowdisappearedsofastfromthesnowyrangethatIwasafraiditwouldraisetheriver——which,indeed,roseintheafternoonandbecameslightlydiscoloured,butitcannothavebeenmorethanthreeorfourinchesdeeper,foritneverreachedthebottomofmysaddle-bags。I

believeDoctorknewexactlywhereIwasgoing,forhewantednoguidance。Ihaltedagainatmidday,gottwomoreducks,crossedandrecrossedtheriver,orsomeofitsstreams,severaltimes,andataboutsix,caughtsight,afterabendinthevalley,oftheglacierdescendingontotheriver-bed。ThisIknewtobeclosetothepointatwhichIwastocampforthenight,andfromwhichI

wastoascendthemountain。Afteranotherhour’sslowprogressovertheincreasingroughnessoftheriver-bed,Isawthetriangulardeltaofwhichmyfatherhadtoldme,andthestreamthathadformedit,boundingdownthemountainside。Doctorwentrightuptotheplacewheremyfather’sfirehadbeen,andIagainfoundmanypiecesofcharredwoodandashes。

AssoonasIhadunloadedDoctorandhobbledhim,Iwenttoatreehardby,onwhichIcouldseethemarkofablaze,andtowardswhichIthoughtIcouldseealineofwoodashesrunning。ThereI

foundaholeinwhichsomebirdhadevidentlybeenwonttobuild,andsurmisedcorrectlythatitmustbetheoneinwhichmyfatherhadhiddenhisboxofsovereigns。Therewasnoboxintheholenow,andIbegantofeelthatIwasatlastwithinmeasureabledistanceofErewhonandtheErewhonians。

Icampedforthenighthere,andagainfoundmysingleblanketinsufficient。Thenextday,i。e。Tuesday,December8,IhadtopassasIbestcould,anditoccurredtomethatasIshouldfindthegoldagreatweight,Ihadbettertakeitsomethreehoursupthemountainsideandleaveitthere,soastomakethefollowingdaylessfatiguing,andthisIdid,returningtomycampfordinner;butIwaspanic-strickenalltherestofthedaylestI

shouldnothavehiddenitsafely,orlestIshouldbeunabletofinditnextday——conjuringupahundredabsurdfanciesastowhatmightbefallit。Andafterall,heavythoughitwas,Icouldhavecarrieditalltheway。IntheafternoonIsaddledDoctorandrodehimuptotheglaciers,whichwereindeedmagnificent,andthenI

madethefewnotesofmyjourneyfromwhichthischapterhasbeentaken。Imadeexcusesforturninginearly,andatdaybreakrekindledmyfireandgotmybreakfast。Allthetimethecompanionshipofthedogwasanunspeakablecomforttome。

ItwasnowthedaymyfatherhadfixedformymeetingwithGeorge,andmyexcitement(withwhichIhavenotyettroubledthereader,thoughithadbeenconsumingmeeversinceIhadleftHarris’shut)

wasbeyondallbounds,somuchsothatIalmostfearedIwasinafeverwhichwouldpreventmycompletingthelittlethatremainedofmytask;infact,IwasinasgreatapanicasIhadbeenaboutthegoldthatIhadleft。MyhandstrembledasItookthewatches,andthebroochesforYramandherdaughtersfrommysaddle-bags,whichIthenhung,probablyontheveryboughonwhichmyfatherhadhungthem。Needlesstosay,Ialsohungmysaddleandbridlealongwiththesaddle-bags。

ItwasnearlysevenbeforeIstarted,andabouttenbeforeI

reachedthehiding-placeofmyknapsack。Ifoundit,ofcourse,quiteeasily,shoulderedit,andtoiledontowardsthestatues。AtaquarterbeforetwelveIreachedthem,andalmostbesidemyselfasIwas,couldnotrefrainfromsomedisappointmentatfindingthemagooddealsmallerthanIexpected。Myfather,correctingthemeasurementhehadgiveninhisbook,saidhethoughtthattheywereaboutfourorfivetimesthesizeoflife;butreallyIdonotthinktheyweremorethantwentyfeethigh,anyoneofthem。Inotherrespectsmyfather’sdescriptionofthemisquiteaccurate。

Therewasnowind,andasamatterofcourse,therefore,theywerenotchanting。IwiledawaythequarterofanhourbeforethetimewhenGeorgebecamedue,withwonderingatthem,andinawayadmiringthem,hideousthoughtheywere;butallthetimeIkeptlookingtowardsthepartfromwhichGeorgeshouldcome。

Atlastmywatchpointedtonoon,buttherewasnoGeorge。A

quarterpasttwelve,butnoGeorge。Half-past,stillnoGeorge。

Oneo’clock,andallthequarterstillthreeo’clock,butstillnoGeorge。Itriedtoeatsomeoftheship’sbiscuitsIhadbroughtwithme,butIcouldnot。Mydisappointmentwasnowasgreatasmyexcitementhadbeenalltheforenoon;atthreeo’clockIfairlycried,andforhalfanhourcouldonlyflingmyselfonthegroundandgivewaytoalltheunreasonablespleenthatextremevexationcouldsuggest。True,IkepttellingmyselfthatforaughtIknewGeorgemightbedead,ordownwithafever;butthiswouldnotdo;

forinthislastcaseheshouldhavesentoneofhisbrotherstomeetme,anditwasnotlikelythathewasdead。IamafraidI

thoughtitmostprobablethathehadbeencasual——ofwhichunworthysuspicionIhavelongsincebeenheartilyashamed。

Iputthebroochesinsidemyknapsack,andhiditinaplacewhereIwassurenoonewouldfindit;then,withaheavyheart,I

trudgeddownagaintomycamp——brokeninspirit,andhopelessforthemorrow。

Icampedagain,butitwassomehoursbeforeIgotawinkofsleep;

andwhensleepcameitwasaccompaniedbyastrangedream。I

dreamedthatIwasbymyfather’sbedside,watchinghislastflickerofintelligence,andvainlytryingtocatchthewordsthathewasnotlessvainlytryingtoutter。Allofasuddenthebedseemedtobeatmycampingground,andthelargestofthestatuesappeared,quitesmall,highupthemountainside,butstridingdownlikeagiantinsevenleaguebootstillitstoodovermeandmyfather,andshoutedout“Leap,John,leap。”InthehorrorofthisvisionIwokewithaloudcrythatwokemydogalso,andmadehimshewsuchevidentsignsoffear,thatitseemedtomeasthoughhetoomusthavesharedmydream。

ShiveringwithcoldIstartedupinafrenzy,buttherewasnothing,saveanightofsuchsingularbeautythatIdidnoteventrytogotosleepagain。Naturallyenough,ontryingtokeepawakeIdroppedasleepbeforemanyminuteswereover。

InthemorningIagainclimbeduptothestatues,without,tomysurprise,beingdepressedwiththeideathatGeorgewouldagainfailtomeetme。Onthecontrary,withoutrhymeorreason,Ihadastrongpresentimentthathewouldcome。Andsureenough,assoonasIcaughtsightofthestatues,whichIdidaboutaquartertotwelve,Isawayouthcomingtowardsme,withaquickstep,andabeamingfacethathadonlytobeseentobefalleninlovewith。

“Youaremybrother。”saidhetome。“Ismyfatherwithyou?“

Ipointedtothecrapeonmyarm,andtotheground,butsaidnothing。

Heunderstoodme,andbaredhishead。ThenheflunghisarmsaboutmeandkissedmyforeheadaccordingtoErewhoniancustom。Iwasalittlesurprisedathissayingnothingtomeaboutthewayinwhichhehaddisappointedmeontheprecedingday;Iresolved,however,towaitfortheexplanationthatIfeltsurehewouldgivemepresently。

CHAPTERXXVIII:GEORGEANDISPENDAFEWHOURSTOGETHERATTHE

STATUES,ANDTHENPART——IREACHHOME——POSTSCRIPT

IhavesaidonanearlierpagethatGeorgegainedanimmediateascendancyoverme,butascendancyisnottheword——hetookmebystorm;how,orwhy,Ineitherknownorwanttoknow,butbeforeI

hadbeenwithhimmorethanafewminutesIfeltasthoughIhadknownandlovedhimallmylife。AndthedogfawneduponhimasthoughhefeltjustasIdid。

“Cometothestatues。”saidhe,assoonashehadsomewhatrecoveredfromtheshockofthenewsIhadgivenhim。“WecansitdownthereontheverystoneonwhichourfatherandIsatayearago。Ihavebroughtabasket,whichmymotherpackedfor——for——himandme。Didhetalktoyouaboutme?“

“Hetalkedofnothingsomuch,andhethoughtofnothingsomuch。

Hehadyourbootsputwherehecouldseethemfromhisbeduntilhedied。”

Thenfollowedtheexplanationabouttheseboots,ofwhichthereaderhasalreadybeentold。Thismadeusbothlaugh,andfromthatmomentwewerecheerful。

IsaynothingaboutourenjoymentoftheluncheonwithwhichYramhadprovidedus,andifIweretodetailallthatItoldGeorgeaboutmyfather,andalltheadditionalinformationthatIgotfromhim——(manyapointdidheclearupformethatIhadnotfullyunderstood)——Ishouldfillseveralchapters,whereasIhaveleftmyselfonlyone。LuncheonbeingoverIsaid-

“Andareyoumarried?“

“Yes“(withablush),“andareyou?“

Icouldnotblush。WhyshouldI?Andyetyoungpeople——especiallythemostingenuousamongthem——areapttoflushuponbeingaskediftheyare,oraregoing,tobemarried。IfIcouldhaveblushed,Iwould。AsitwasIcouldonlysaythatIwasengagedandshouldmarryassoonasIgotback。

“Thenyouhavecomeallthiswayforme,whenyouwerewantingtogetmarried?“

“OfcourseIhave。Myfatheronhisdeath-bedtoldmetodoso,andtobringyousomethingthatIhavebroughtyou。”

“WhattroubleIhavegiven!HowcanIthankyou?“

“Shakehandswithme。”

WhereonhegavemyhandastrongergripthanIhadquitebargainedfor。

“Andnow。”saidI,“beforeItellyouwhatIhavebrought,youmustpromisemetoacceptit。YourfathersaidIwasnottoleaveyoutillyouhaddoneso,andIwastosaythathesentitwithhisdyingblessing。”

AfterduedemurGeorgegavehispromise,andItookhimtotheplacewhereIhadhiddenmyknapsack。

“Ibroughtitupyesterday。”saidI。

“Yesterday?butwhy?“

“Becauseyesterday——wasitnot?——wasthefirstofthetwodaysagreeduponbetweenyouandourfather?“

“No——surelyto-dayisthefirstday——IwastocomeXXI。i。3,whichwouldbeyourDecember9。”

“ButyesterdaywasDecember9withus——to-dayisDecember10。”

“Strange!Whatdayoftheweekdoyoumakeit?“

“To-dayisThursday,December10。”

“Thisisstillstranger——wemakeitWednesday;yesterdaywasTuesday。”

ThenIsawit。TheyearXX。hadbeenaleapyearwiththeErewhonians,and1891inEnglandhadnot。This,then,waswhathadcrossedmyfather’sbraininhisdyinghours,andwhathehadvainlytriedtotellme。Itwasalsowhatmyunconsciousselfhadbeenstrugglingtotellmyconsciousone,duringthepastnight,butwhichmyconsciousselfhadbeentoostupidtounderstand。Andyetmyconsciousselfhadcaughtitinanimperfectsortofawayafterall,forfromthemomentthatmydreamhadleftmeIhadbeencomposed,andeasyinmymindthatallwouldbewell。Iwishsomeonewouldwriteabookaboutdreamsandparthenogenesis——forthatthetwoarepartandparcelofthesamestory——abroodoffollywithoutfatherbred——Icannotdoubt。

IdidnottroubleGeorgewithanyofthisrubbish,butonlyshewedhimhowthemistakehadarisen。Whenwehadlaughedsufficientlyovermymistake——foritwasIwhohadcomeuponthewrongday,nothe——Ifishedmyknapsackoutofitshiding-place。

“Donotunpackit。”saidI,“beyondtakingoutthebrooches,oryouwillnotbeabletopackitsowell;butyoucanseetheendsofthebarsofgold,andyoucanfeeltheweight;myfathersentthemforyou。Thepearlbroochisforyourmother,thesmallerbroochesareforyoursisters,andyourwife。”

Ithentoldhimhowmuchgoldtherewas,andfrommypocketsbroughtoutthewatchesandtheEnglishknife。

“Thislast。”Isaid,“istheonlythingthatIamgivingyou;therestisallfromourfather。Ihavemanymanytimesasmuchgoldmyself,andthisislegallyyourpropertyasmuchasmineismine。”

Georgewasaghast,buthewaspowerlessaliketoexpresshisfeelings,ortorefusethegold。

“Doyoumeantosaythatmyfatherleftmethisbyhiswill?“

“Certainlyhedid。”saidI,inventingapiousfraud。

“Itisallagainstmyoath。”saidhe,lookinggrave。

“Youroathbehanged。”saidI。“YoumustgivethegoldtotheMayor,whoknowsthatitwascoming,anditwillappeartotheworld,asthoughheweregivingityounowinsteadofleavingyouanything。”

“Butitiseversomuchtoomuch!“

“Itisnothalfenough。YouandtheMayormustsettleallthatbetweenyou。Heandourfathertalkeditallover,andthiswaswhattheysettled。”

“Andourfatherplannedallthis,withoutsayingawordtomeaboutitwhilewewereonourwayuphere?“

“Yes。Theremighthavebeensomehitchinthegold’scoming。

BesidestheMayortoldhimnottotellyou。”

“Andheneversaidanythingabouttheothermoneyheleftforme——

whichenabledmetomarryatonce?Whywasthis?“

“Yourmothersaidhewasnottodoso。”

“Blessmyheart,howtheyhavedupedmeallround。Butwhywouldnotmymotherletyourfathertellme?Ohyes——shewasafraidI

shouldtelltheKingaboutit,asIcertainlyshould,whenItoldhimalltherest。”

“TelltheKing?“saidI,“whathaveyoubeentellingtheKing?“

“Everything;exceptaboutthenuggetsandthesovereigns,ofwhichIknewnothing;andIhavefeltmyselfablackguardeversincefornottellinghimaboutthesewhenhecameupherelastautumn——butI

lettheMayorandmymothertalkmeover,asIamafraidtheywilldoagain。”

“WhendidyoutelltheKing?“

ThenfollowedallthedetailsthatIhavetoldinthelatterpartofChapterXXI。WhenIaskedhowtheKingtooktheconfession,Georgesaid-

“Hewassomuchflatteredatbeingtreatedlikeareasonablebeing,andDr。Downie,whowaschiefspokesman,playedhispartsodiscreetly,withoutattemptingtoobscureeventhemostcompromisingissues,thatthoughhisMajestymadesomeshowofdispleasureatfirst,itwasplainthathewasheartilyenjoyingthewholestory。

“Dr。Downieshewedverywell。Hetookonhimselftheonusofhavingadvisedouraction,andhegavemeallthecreditofhavingproposedthatweshouldmakeacleanbreastofeverything。

“TheKing,too,behavedwithtrulyroyalpoliteness;hewasonthepointofaskingwhyIhadnottakenourfathertotheBluePoolatonce,andflunghimintoitontheSundayafternoon,whensomethingseemedtostrikehim:hegavemeasearchinglook,onwhichhesaidinanundertone,’Ohyes,’anddidnotgoonwithhisquestion。Heneverblamedmeforanything,andwhenIbeggedhimtoacceptmyresignationoftheRangership,hesaid-

“’No。StaywhereyouaretillIloseconfidenceinyou,whichwillnot,Ithink,beverysoon。Iwillcomeandhaveafewdays’

shootingaboutthemiddleofMarch,andifIhavegoodsportI

shallorderyoursalarytobeincreased。Ifanymoreforeigndevilscomeover,donotBlue-Poolthem;sendthemdowntome,andIwillseewhatIthinkofthem;Iammuchdisposedtoencourageafewofthemtosettlehere。”

“Iamsure。”continuedGeorge,“thathesaidthisbecauseheknewI

washalfaforeigndevilmyself。Indeedhewonmyheartnotonlybythedelicacyofhisconsideration,butbytheobviousgoodwillheboreme。Idonotknowwhathedidwiththenuggets,buthegaveordersthattheblanketandtherestofmyfather’skitshouldbeputinthegreatErewhonianMuseum。Asregardsmyfather’sreceipt,andtheProfessors’twodepositions,hesaidhewouldhavethemcarefullypreservedinhissecretarchives。’Adocument,’hesaidsomewhatenigmatically,’isadocument——but,ProfessorHanky,youcanhavethis’——andashespokehehandedhimbackhispocket-

handkerchief。

“Hankyduringthewholeinterviewwasfurious,athavingtoplaysoundignifiedapart,butevenmoreso,becausetheKingwhilehepaidmarkedattentiontoDr。Downie,andeventomyself,treatedhimwithamuseddisdain。Nevertheless,angrythoughhewas,hewasimpenitent,unabashed,andbrazeneditoutatBridgeford,thattheKinghadreceivedhimwithopenarms,andhadsnubbedDr。Downieandmyself。Butforhis(Hanky’s)intercession,IshouldhavebeendismissedthenandtherefromtheRangership。Andsoforth。Pankyneveropenedhismouth。

“ReturningtotheKing,hisMajestysaidtoDr。Downie,’IamafraidIshallnotbeabletocanonizeanyofyougentlemenjustyet。Wemustletthisaffairblowover。IndeedIaminhalfamindtohavethisSunchildbubblepricked;Ineverlikedit,andamgettingtiredofit;youMusicalBankgentlemenareoverdoingit。

IwilltalkitoverwithherMajesty。AsforProfessorHanky,IdonotseehowIcankeeponewhohasbeensosuccessfullyhoodwinked,asmyProfessorofWorldlyWisdom;butIwillconsultherMajestyaboutthispointalso。PerhapsIcanfindanotherpostforhim。

IfIdecideonhavingSunchildismpricked,heshallapplythepin。

Youmaygo。’

“Andgladenough。”saidGeorge,“weallofusweretodoso。”

“Butdidhe。”Iasked,“trytoprickthebubbleofSunchildism?“

“Ohno。AssoonashesaidhewouldtalkitoverwithherMajesty,Iknewthewholethingwouldendinsmoke,asindeedtoalloutwardappearanceitshortlydid;forDr。Downieadvisedhimnottobeintoogreatahurry,andwhateverhedidtodoitgradually。Hethereforetooknofurtheractionthantoshowmarkedfavourtopracticalengineersandmechanicians。Moreoverhestartedanaeronauticalsociety,whichmadeBridgefordfurious;butsofar,I

amafraidithasdoneusnogood,forthefirstascentwasdisastrous,involvingthedeathofthepoorfellowwhomadeit,andsincethennoonehasventuredtoascend。Iamafraidwedonotgetonveryfast。”

“DidtheKing。”Iasked,“increaseyoursalary?“

“Yes。Hedoubledit。”

“AndwhatdotheysayinSunch’stonaboutourfather’ssecondvisit?“

Georgelaughed,andshewedmethenewspaperextractwhichIhavealreadygiven。Iaskedwhowroteit。

“Idid。”saidhe,withademuresmile;“IwroteitatnightafterI

returnedhome,andbeforestartingforthecapitalnextmorning。I

calledmyself’thedeservedlypopularRanger,’toavertsuspicion。

Noonefoundmeout;youcankeeptheextract,Ibroughtithereonpurpose。”

“Itdoesyougreatcredit。Wasthereeveranylunatic,andwashefound?“

“Ohyes。Thatpartwastrue,exceptthathehadneverbeenupourway。”

“Thenthepoacherisstillatlarge?“

“Itistobefearedso。”

“AndwereDr。DownieandtheProfessorscanonizedafterall。”

“Notyet;buttheProfessorswillbenextmonth——forHankyisstillProfessor。Dr。Downiebackedoutofit。HesaiditwasenoughtobeaSunchildistwithoutbeingaSunchildSaint。Heworshipsthejumpingcatasmuchastheothers,buthekeepshiseyebetteronthecat,andseessoonerbothwhenitwilljump,andwhereitwilljumpto。Then,withoutdisturbinganyone,heinsinuateshimselfintotheplacewhichwillbebestwhenthejumpisover。Somesaythatthecatknowshimandfollowshim;atalleventswhenhemakesamovethecatgenerallyjumpstowardshimsoonafterwards。”

“Yougivehimaveryhighcharacter。”

“Yes,butIhavemydoubtsabouthisdoingmuchinthismatter;heisgettingold,andHankyburrowslikeamolenightandday。Thereisnoknowinghowitwillallend。”

“AndthepeopleatSunch’ston?Hasitgotwellaboutamongthem,inspiteofyouradmirablearticle,thatitwastheSunchildhimselfwhointerruptedHanky?“

“Ithas,andithasnot。Manyofusknowthetruth,butastorycamedownfromBridgefordthatitwasanevilspiritwhohadassumedtheSunchild’sform,intendingtomakepeoplescepticalaboutSunchildism;HankyandPankycowedthisspirit,otherwiseitwouldneverhaverecanted。Manypeopleswallowthis。”

“ButHankyandPankysworethattheyknewtheman。”

“Thatdoesnotmatter。”

“Andnowplease,howlonghaveyoubeenmarried?“

“Abouttenmonths。”

“Anyfamily?“

“Oneboyaboutafortnightold。DocomedowntoSunch’stonandseehim——heisyourownnephew。YouspeakErewhoniansoperfectlythatnohumanbeingwouldsuspectyouwereaforeigner,andyoulookoneofusfromheadtofoot。Icansmuggleyouthroughquiteeasily,andmymotherwouldsoliketoseeyou。”

Ishoulddearlyhavelikedtohavegone,butitwasoutofthequestion。IhadnothingwithmebuttheclothesIstoodin;

moreoverIwaslongingtobebackinEngland,andwhenonceIwasinErewhontherewasnoknowingwhenIshouldbeabletogetawayagain;butGeorgefoughthardbeforehegavein。

Itwasnownearingthetimewhenthisstrangemeetingbetweentwobrothers——asstrangeaoneasthestatuescaneverhavelookeddownupon——mustcometoanend。IshewedGeorgewhattherepeaterwoulddo,andwhatitwouldexpectofitspossessor。Igavehimsixgoodphotographs,ofmyfatherandmyself——threeofeach。Hehadneverseenaphotograph,andcouldhardlybelievehiseyesashelookedatthoseIshewedhim。Ialsogavehimthreeenvelopesaddressedtomyself,careofAlfredEmeryCathie,Esq。,15Clifford’sInn,London,andimploredhimtowritetomeifhecouldeverfindmeansofgettingaletterovertherangeasfarastheshepherd’shut。

Atthisheshookhishead,buthepromisedtowriteifhecould。I

alsotoldhimthatIhadwrittenafullaccountofmyfather’ssecondvisittoErewhon,butthatitshouldneverbepublishedtillIheardfromhim——atwhichheagainshookhishead,butadded,“Andyetwhocantell?FortheKingmayhavethecountryopeneduptoforeignerssomedayafterall。”

Thenhethankedmeathousandtimesover,shoulderedtheknapsack,embracedmeashehadmyfather,andcaressedthedog,embracedmeagain,andmadenoattempttohidethetearsthatrandownhischeeks。

“There。”hesaid;“Ishallwaitheretillyouareoutofsight。”

Iturnedaway,anddidnotlookbacktillIreachedtheplaceatwhichIknewthatIshouldlosethestatues。Ithenturnedround,wavedmyhand——asalsodidGeorge,andwentdownthemountainside,fullofsadthoughts,butthankfulthatmytaskhadbeensohappilyaccomplished,andawarethatmylifehenceforwardhadbeenenrichedbysomethingthatIcouldneverlose。

ForIhadneverseen,andfeltasthoughInevercouldsee,George’sequal。Hisabsoluteunconsciousnessofself,theunhesitatingwayinwhichhetookmetohisheart,hisfearlessfrankness,thehappygenialexpressionthatplayedonhisface,andtheextremesweetnessofhissmile——thesewerethethingsthatmademesaytomyselfthatthe“blazonofbeauty’sbest“couldtellmenothingbetterthanwhatIhadfoundandlostwithinthelastthreehours。Howsmall,too,Ifeltbycomparison!Iffornoothercause,yetforthis,thatI,whohadweptsobitterlyovermyowndisappointmentthedaybefore,couldmeetthisdearfellow’stearswithnotearofmyown。

Butletthispass。IgotbacktoHarris’shutwithoutadventure。

Whenthere,inthecourseoftheevening,ItoldHarristhatIhadafancyfortherughehadfoundontheriver-bed,andthatifhewouldletmehaveit,Iwouldgivehimmyredoneandtenshillingstoboot。Theexchangewassoobviouslytohisadvantagethathemadenodemur,andnextmorningIstrappedYram’srugontomyhorse,andtookitgladlyhometoEngland,whereIkeepitonmyownbednexttothecounterpane,sothatwithcareitmaylastmeoutmylife。Iwantedhimtotakethedogandmakeahomeforhim,buthehadtwocolliesalready,andsaidthataretrieverwouldbeofnousetohim。SoItookthepoorbeastonwithmetotheport,whereIwasgladtofindthatMr。Bakerlikedhimandacceptedhimfromme,thoughhewasnotminetogive。HehadbeensuchanunspeakablecomforttomewhenIwasalone,thathewouldhavehauntedmeunlessIhadbeenabletoprovideforhimwhereIknewhewouldbewellcaredfor。AsforDoctor,Iwassorrytoleavehim,butIknewhewasingoodhands。

“Iseeyouhavenotbroughtyourknapsackback,sir。”saidMr。

Baker。

“No。”saidI,“andverythankfulwasIwhenIhadhandeditovertothoseforwhomitwasintended。”

“Ihavenodoubtyouwere,sir,forIcouldseeitwasadesperateheavyloadforyou。”

“Indeeditwas。”ButatthispointIbroughtthediscussiontoaclose。

TwodayslaterIsailed,andreachedhomeearlyinFebruary1892。

Iwasmarriedthreeweekslater,andwhenthehoneymoonwasover,setaboutmakingthenecessary,andsome,Ifear,unnecessaryadditionstothisbook——byfarthegreaterpartofwhichhadbeenwritten,asIhavealreadysaid,manymonthsearlier。Inowleaveit,atanyrateforthepresent,April22,1892。

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Postscript——OnthelastdayofNovember1900,IreceivedaletteraddressedinMr。AlfredCathie’sfamiliarhandwriting,andonopeningitfoundthatitcontainedanother,addressedtomeinmyown,andunstamped。ForthemomentIwaspuzzled,butimmediatelyknewthatitmustbefromGeorge。Itoreitopen,andfoundeightcloselywrittenpages,whichIdevouredasIhaveseldomindeeddevouredsolongaletter。ItwasdatedXXIX。vii。1,and,asnearlyasIcantranslateitwasasfollows;-

“Twice,mydearestbrother,haveIwrittentoyou,andtwiceinsuccessivedaysinsuccessiveyears,haveIbeenuptothestatuesonthechancethatyoucouldmeetme,asIproposedinmyletters。

DonotthinkIwentallthewaybacktoSunch’ston——thereisaranger’sshelternowonlyanhourandahalfbelowthestatues,andhereIpassedthenight。Iknewyouhadgotneitherofmyletters,forifyouhadgotthemandcouldnotcomeyourself,youwouldhavesentsomeonewhomyoucouldtrustwithaletter。Iknowyouwould,thoughIdonotknowhowyouwouldhavecontrivedtodoit。

“IsentbothlettersthroughBishopKahabuka(or,ashisinferiorclergycallhim,’Chowbok’),headoftheChristianMissiontoErewhemos,which,asyourfatherhasdoubtlesstoldyou,isthecountryadjoiningErewhon,butinhabitedbyacolouredracehavingnoaffinitywithourown。BishopKahabukahaspenetratedattimesintoErewhon,andtheKing,wishingtobeongoodtermswithhisneighbours,haspermittedhimtoestablishtwoorthreemissionstationsinthewesternpartsofErewhon。Amongthemissionariesaresomefewofyourowncountrymen。Noneofuslikethem,butoneofthemisteachingmeEnglish,whichIfindquiteeasy。

“AsIwroteinthelettersthathaveneverreachedyou,IamnolongerRanger。TheKing,aftersomefewyears(inthecourseofwhichItoldhimofyourvisit,andwhatyouhadbroughtme),declaredthatIwastheonlyoneofhisservantswhomhecouldtrust,andfoundhighofficeforme,whichkeptmeincloseconfidentialcommunicationwithhimself。

“Aboutthreeyearsago,onthedeathofhisPrimeMinister,heappointedmetofillhisplace;anditwasonthis,thatsomanypossibilitiesoccurredtomeconcerningwhichIdearlylongedforyouropinion,thatIwroteandaskedyou,ifyoucould,tomeetmepersonallyorbyproxyatthestatues,whichIcouldreachontheoccasionofmyannualvisittomymother——yes——andfather——atSunch’ston。

“IsentbothlettersbywayofErewhemos,confidingthemtoBishopKahabuka,whoisjustsuchanotherasSt。Hanky。Hetellsmethatourfatherwasaveryoldanddearfriendofhis——butofcourseI

didnotsayanythingabouthisbeingmyownfather。IonlyinquiredaboutaMr。Higgs,whowasnowworshippedinErewhonasasupernaturalbeing。TheBishopsaiditwas,“Oh,soverydreadful。”andhefeltitallthemorekeenly,forthereasonthathehadhimselfbeenthemeansofmyfather’sgoingtoErewhon,bygivinghimtheinformationthatenabledhimtofindthepassovertherangethatboundedthecountry。

“Ididnotliketheman,butIthoughtIcouldtrusthimwithaletter,whichitnowseemsIcouldnotdo。ThisthirdletterI

havegivenhimwithapromiseofahundredpoundsinsilverforhisnewCathedral,tobepaidassoonasIgetananswerfromyou。

“WeareallwellatSunch’ston;soaremywifeandeightchildren——

fivesonsandthreedaughters——butthecountryisatsixesandsevens。St。Pankyisdead,buthissonPocusisworse。Dr。Downiehasbecomeverylethargic。IcandolessagainstSt。HankyismthanwhenIwasaprivateman。Alittleindiscretiononmypartwouldplungethecountryincivilwar。Ourengineersandso-calledmenofsciencearesturdilybeggingforendowments,andsteadilyclaimingtohaveahandineverypiethatisbakedfromoneendofthecountrytotheother。Themissionariesarebuyingupalloursilver,andachangeintherelativevaluesofgoldandsilverisinprogressofwhichnoneofusforeseetheend。

“TheKingandIboththinkthatannexationbyEngland,oraBritishProtectorate,wouldbethesavingofus,forwehavenoarmyworththename,andifyoudonottakeusoversomeoneelsesoonwill。

TheKinghasurgedmetosendforyou。Ifyoucome(do!do!do!)

youhadbettercomebywayofErewhemos,whichisnowinmonthlycommunicationwithSouthampton。IfyouwillwritemethatyouarecomingIwillmeetyouattheport,andbringyouwithmetoourowncapital,wheretheKingwillbeoverjoyedtoseeyou。”

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Therestoftheletterwasfilledwithallsortsofnewswhichinterestedme,butwouldrequirechaptersofexplanationbeforetheycouldbecomeinterestingtothereader。

Theletterwoundup:-

“Youmaypublishnowwhateveryoulike,wheneveryoulike。

“WritetomebywayofErewhemos,careoftheRightReverendtheLordBishop,andsaywhichwayyouwillcome。Ifyouprefertheoldroad,weareboundtobeintheneighbourhoodofthestatuesbythebeginningofMarch。MynextbrotherisnowRanger,andcouldmeetyouatthestatueswithpermitandluncheon,andmoreofthatwhitewinethaneveryouwillbeabletodrink。Onlyletmeknowwhatyouwilldo。

“IshouldtellyouthattheoldrailwaywhichusedtorunfromClearwatertothecapital,andwhich,asyouknow,wasallowedtogotoruin,hasbeenreconstructedatanoutlayfarlessthanmighthavebeenexpected——forthebridgeshadbeenmaintainedforordinarycarriagetraffic。Thejourney,therefore,fromSunch’stontothecapitalcannowbedoneinlessthanfortyhours。Onthewhole,however,IrecommendyoutocomebywayofErewhemos。Ifyoustart,asIthinkpossible,withoutwritingfromEngland,BishopKahabuka’spalaceisonlyeightmilesfromtheport,andhewillgiveyoueveryinformationaboutyourfurtherjourney——adistanceoflessthanacoupleofhundredmiles。ButIshouldprefertomeetyoumyself。

“Mydearestbrother,Ichargeyoubythememoryofourcommonfather,andevenmorebythatofthosethreehoursthatlinkedyoutomeforever,andwhichIwouldfainhopelinkedmealsotoyourself——comeover,ifbyanymeansyoucandoso——comeoverandhelpus。

“GEORGESTRONG。”

“Mydear。”saidItomywifewhowasattheotherendofthebreakfasttable,“Ishallhavetotranslatethislettertoyou,andthenyouwillhavetohelpmetobeginpacking;forIhavenonetoomuchtime。ImustseeAlfred,andgivehimapowerofattorney。

Hewillarrangewithsomepublisheraboutmybook,andyoucancorrectthepress。Breakthenewsgentlytothechildren;andgetalongwithoutme,mydear,forsixmonthsaswellasyoucan。”

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IwritethisatSouthampton,fromwhichportIsailto-morrow——i。e。

November15,1900——forErewhemos。

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{1}SeeChapterX。

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