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“AmItogoonorstop?“
“Goon。”saidGeorgesoftly。Thatwasenoughformyfather,soonhewent。
“YouarealreadydoingpartofwhatIwish。IwasdelightedwiththetwopassagesIheardonSunday,fromwhatyoucalltheSunchild’sSayings。Ineversaidawordofeitherpassage;IwishIhad;IwishIcouldsayanythinghalfsogood。AndIhavereadapamphletbyPresidentGurgoyle,whichIlikedextremely;butI
neversaidwhathesaysIdid。Again,IwishIhad。Keeptothissortofthing,andIwillbeasgoodaSunchildistasanyofyou。
Butyoumustbribesomethieftostealthatrelic,andbreakituptomendtheroadswith;and——forIbelievethathereaselsewherefiressometimesgetlightedthroughthecarelessnessofaworkman——
setthemostcarelessworkmanyoucanfindtodoaplumbingjobnearthatpicture。”
Hankylookedblackatthis,andGeorgetrodlightlyonmyfather’stoe,buthetoldmethatmyfather’sfacewasinnocenceitself。
“Thesearehardsayings。”saidDr。Downie。
“Iknowtheyare。”repliedmyfather,“andIdonotlikesayingthem,butthereisnoroyalroadtounlearning,andyouhavemuchtounlearn。Still,youMusicalBankpeoplebearwitnesstothefactthatbeyondthekingdomsofthisworldthereisanother,withinwhichthewritsofthisworld’skingdomsdonotrun。ThisisthegreatservicewhichourchurchdoesforusinEngland,andhencemanyofusupholdit,thoughwehavenosympathywiththepartynowdominantwithinit。’Better,’wethink,’acorruptchurchthannoneatall。’Moreover,thosewhoinmycountrywouldstepintothechurch’sshoesareascorruptasthechurch,andmoreexacting。Theyarealsomoredangerous,forthemassesdistrustthechurch,andareontheirguardagainstaggression,whereastheydonotsuspectthedoctrinairesandfaddists,who,iftheycould,wouldinterfereineveryconcernofourlives。
“Letmereturntoyourselves。YouMusicalBankManagersareverymuchsuchabodyofmenasyourcountryneeds——butwhenIwasherebeforeyouhadnofigurehead;Ihaveunwittinglysuppliedyouwithone,anditisperhapsbecauseyousawthis,thatyougoodpeopleofBridgefordtookupwithme。Sunchildismisstillyoungandplastic;ifyouwillletthecock-and-bullstoriesaboutmetacitlydrop,andinventnonewones,beyondsayingwhatadelightfulpersonIwas,IreallycannotseewhyIshouldnotdoforyouaswellasanyoneelse。
“There。WhatIhavesaidisnine-tenthsofitrottenandwrong,butitisthemostpracticablerottenandwrongthatIcansuggest,seeingintowhatarottenandwrongstateofthingsyouhavedrifted。Andnow,Mr。Mayor,doyounotthinkwemayjointheMayoressandMrs。Humdrum?“
“Asyouplease,Mr。Higgs。”answeredtheMayor。
“Thenletusgo,forIhavesaidtoomuchalready,andyoursonGeorgetellsmethatwemustbestartingshortly。”
AstheywereleavingtheroomPankysidleduptomyfatherandsaid,“Thereisapoint,Mr。Higgs,whichyoucansettleforme,thoughIfeelprettycertainhowyouwillsettleit。Ithinkthatacorruptionhascreptintothetextoftheverybeautiful——“
Atthismoment,asmyfather,whosawwhatwascoming,waswonderingwhatintheworldhecouldsay,Georgecameuptohimandsaid,“Mr。Higgs,mymotherwishesmetotakeyoudownintothestore-room,tomakesurethatshehasputeverythingforyouasyouwouldlikeit。”OnthismyfathersaidhewouldreturndirectlyandanswerwhatheknewwouldbePanky’squestion。
WhenYramhadshewnwhatshehadprepared——allofit,ofcourse,faultless——shesaid,“Andnow,Mr。Higgs,aboutourleave-taking。
Ofcourseweshallbothofusfeelmuch。Ishall;Iknowyouwill;
Georgewillhaveafewmorehourswithyouthantherestofus,buthistimetosaygood-byewillcome,anditwillbepainfultobothofyou。Iamgladyoucame——IamgladyouhaveseenGeorge,andGeorgeyou,andthatyoutooktooneanother。Iamgladmyhusbandhasseenyou;hehasspokentomeaboutyouverywarmly,forhehastakentoyoumuchasGeorgedid。Iamvery,verygladtohaveseenyoumyself,andtohavelearnedwhatbecameofyou——andofyourwife。Iknowyouwishwelltoallofus;besurethatweallofuswishmostheartilywelltoyouandyours。IsentforyouandGeorge,becauseIcouldnotsayallthisunlesswewerealone;itisallIcando。”shesaid,withasmile,“tosayitnow。”
Indeeditwas,forthetearswereinhereyesallthetime,astheywerealsoinmyfather’s。
“Letthis。”continuedYram,“beourleave-taking——forwemusthavenothinglikeasceneupstairs。Justshakehandswithusall,saytheusualconventionalthings,andmakeitasshortasyoucan;butIcouldnotbeartosendyouawaywithoutafewwarmerwordsthanI
couldhavesaidwhenotherswereintheroom。”
“Mayheavenblessyouandyours。”saidmyfather,“foreverandever。”
“Thatwilldo。”saidGeorgegently。“Now,bothofyoushakehands,andcomeupstairswithme。”
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Whenallthreeofthemhadgotcalm,forGeorgehadbeenmovedalmostasmuchashisfatherandmother,theywentupstairs,andPankycameforhisanswer。“Youareverypossiblyright。”saidmyfather——“theversionyouholdtobecorruptistheoneincommonuseamongstourselves,butitisonlyatranslation,andverypossiblyonlyatranslationofatranslation,sothatitmayperhapshavebeencorruptedbeforeitreachedus。”
“That。”saidPanky,“willexplaineverything。”andhewentcontentedlyaway。
MyfathertalkedalittleasidewithMrs。Humdrumabouthergrand-
daughterandGeorge,forYramhadtoldhimthatsheknewallabouttheattachment,andthenGeorge,whosawthatmyfatherfoundthegreatestdifficultyinmaintaininganoutwardcalm,said,“Mr。
Higgs,thestreetsareempty;wehadbettergo。”
MyfatherdidasYramhadtoldhim;shookhandswitheveryone,saidallthatwasusualandproperasbrieflyashecould,andfollowedGeorgeoutoftheroom。TheMayorsawthemtothedoor,andsavedmyfatherfromembarrassmentbysaying,“Mr。Higgs,youandIunderstandoneanothertoowelltomakeitnecessaryforustosayso。Good-byetoyou,andmaynoillbefallyouereyougethome。”
Myfathergraspedhishandinbothhisown。“Again。”hesaid,“I
cansaynomorethanthatIthankyoufromthebottomofmyheart。”
Ashespokehebowedhishead,andwentoutwithGeorgeintothenight。
CHAPTERXXV:GEORGEESCORTSMYFATHERTOTHESTATUES;THETWOTHEN
PART
ThestreetswerequitedesertedasGeorgehadsaidtheywouldbe,andverydark,saveforanoccasionaloillamp。
“Assoonaswecangetwithinthepreserves。”saidGeorge,“wehadbetterwaittillmorning。Ihavearugformyselfaswellasforyou。”
“Isawyouhadtwo。”answeredmyfather;“youmustletmecarrythemboth;theprovisionsaremuchtheheavierload。
Georgefoughtashardasadogwoulddo,tillmyfathersaidthattheymustnotquarrelduringtheveryshorttimetheyhadtobetogether。OnthisGeorgegaveuponerugmeeklyenough,andmyfatheryieldedaboutthebasket,andtheotherrug。
Itwasabouthalf-pastelevenwhentheystarted,anditwasafteronebeforetheyreachedthepreserves。Forthefirstmilefromthetowntheywerenotmuchhinderedbythedarkness,andmyfathertoldGeorgeabouthisbookandmanyanothermatter;healsopromisedGeorgetosaynothingaboutthissecondvisit。Thentheroadbecamemorerough,andwhenitdwindledawaytobeamerelane——becomingpresentlyonlyafoottrack——theyhadtomindtheirfootsteps,andgotonbutslowly。Thenightwasstarlit,andwarm,consideringthattheyweremorethanthreethousandfeetabovethesea,butitwasverydark,sothatmyfatherwaswellenoughpleasedwhenGeorgeshowedhimthewhitestonesthatmarkedtheboundary,andsaidtheyhadbettersoonmakethemselvesascomfortableastheycouldtillmorning。
“Wecanstayhere。”hesaid,“tillhalf-pastthree,therewillbealittledaylightthen;wewillresthalfanhourforbreakfastataboutfive,andbynoonweshallbeatthestatues,wherewewilldine。”
Thisbeingsettled,Georgerolledhimselfupinhisrug,andinafewminuteswentcomfortablyofftosleep。Notsomypoorfather。
Hewounduphiswatch,wrappedhisrugroundhim,andlaydown;buthecouldgetnosleep。Aftersuchaday,andsuchanevening,howcouldanyonehaveslept?
Aboutthreethefirstsignsofdawnbegantoshow,andhalfanhourlatermyfathercouldseethesleepingfaceofhisson——whomitwenttohishearttowake。Neverthelesshewokehim,andinafewminutesthetwowereontheirway——Georgeasfreshasalark——mypoorfatherintentonnothingsomuchasonhidingfromGeorgehowillandunsoundinbodyandmindhewasfeeling。
Theywalkedon,sayingbutlittle,tillatfivebymyfather’swatchGeorgeproposedahaltforbreakfast。Thespothechosewasagrassyoasisamongthetrees,carpetedwithsubalpineflowers,nowintheirfullestbeauty,andclosetoasmallstreamthatherecamedownfromasidevalley。Thefreshnessofthemorningair,theextremebeautyoftheplace,thelovelybirdsthatflittedfromtreetotree,theexquisiteshapesandcoloursoftheflowers,stilldew-bespangled,andaboveall,thetendernesswithwhichGeorgetreatedhim,soothedmyfather,andwhenheandGeorgehadlitafireandmadesomehotcorn-coffee——withaviewtowhichYramhadputupabottleofmilk——hefeltsomuchrestoredastolookforwardtotherestofhisjourneywithoutalarm。Moreoverhehadnothingtocarry,forGeorgehadlefthisownrugattheplacewheretheyhadslept,knowingthatheshouldfinditonhisreturn;
hehadthereforeinsistedoncarryingmyfather’s。Myfatherfoughtaslongashecould,buthehadtogivein。
“Nowtellme。”saidGeorge,gladtochangethesubject,“whatwillthosethreemendoaboutwhatyousaidtothemlastnight?Willtheypayanyattentiontoit?“
Myfatherlaughed。“MydearGeorge,whataquestion——Idonotknowthemwellenough。”
“Ohyes,youdo。Atanyratesaywhatyouthinkmostlikely。”
“Verywell。IthinkDr。DowniewilldomuchasIsaid。Hewillnotthrowthewholethingover,throughfearofschism,loyaltytoapartyfromwhichhecannotwelldetachhimself,andbecausehedoesnotthinkthatthepublicisquitetiredenoughofitstoy。
Hewillneitherpreachnorwriteagainstit,buthewilllivelukewarmlyagainstit,andthisiswhattheHankyshate。Theycanstandeitherhotorcold,buttheyareafraidoflukewarm。InEnglandDr。DowniewouldbeaBroadChurchman。”
“DoyouthinkweshallevergetridofSunchildismaltogether?“
“Iftheysticktothecock-and-bullstoriestheyaretellingnow,andrubthemin,asHankydidonSunday,itmaygo,andgosoon。
Ithastakenroottooquicklyandeasily;anditstopistooheavyforitsroots;stilltherearesomanychancesinitsfavourthatitmaylastalongtime。”
“AndhowaboutHanky?“
“Hewillbrazenitout,relic,chariot,andall:andhewillwelcomemorerelicsandmorecock-and-bullstories;hissingleeyewillbeuponhisownaggrandisementandthatofhisorder。
Plausible,unscrupulous,heartlessscoundrelthatheis,hewillplayforthequeenandthewomenofthecourt,asDr。Downiewillplayforthekingandthemen。Heandhispartywillsleepneithernightnorday,buttheywillhaveoneredeemingfeature——whoevertheymaydeceive,theywillnotdeceivethemselves。Theybelieveeveryoneelsetobeasbadastheyare,andseenoreasonwhytheyshouldnotpushtheirownwaresinthewayofbusiness。HankyiseverythingthatweinEnglandrightlyorwronglybelieveatypicalJesuittobe。”
“AndPanky——whatabouthim?“
“Pankymustpersuadehimselfofhisownlies,beforeheisquitecomfortableabouttellingthemtootherpeople。HankykeepsHankywelloutofit;PankymusthaveabaseofoperationsinPanky。
Hankywillleadhimbythenose,bitbybit,forhisisthemasterspirit。InEnglandPankywouldbewhatwecallanextremeritualist。”
“ThentherealbattlewillbebetweenHankyandDr。Downie。Whichwillcarrytheday?“
“Forthepresent,probablyHanky。Heisthemorevigilant,andenergetic;inthiscaseSunchildismwillhavetogo,andIamafraidyourwholeMusicalBanksystemwillbesweptawayalongwithit。”
“Andwhynot?“
“Because,mydearboy,thoughfalseintheletter,ifgoodcounselsprevail,itmaybemadetrueenoughinspirit。Ifitweretogo,itsplacewouldbesoonfilledbymenwhowouldbeasfalseinletterastheotherswere,andmuchmorefalseinspirit。Youwantahearttocheckyourhead,andaheadtocheckyourheart。AsinourEnglishbodypolitictherearetwopartiesopposedtooneanother,neitherofwhichcanthriveiftheotherisundulyweakened,soinourspiritualandintellectualworldtwopartiesmoreorlessantagonisticareequallynecessary。Thosewhoareattheheadofscienceprovideuswiththeoneparty;thosewhomwecallourchurchmenaretheother。Botharecorrupt,butwecanspareneither,foreachchecksasfarasitcanthecorruptionsoftheother。”
“ThenyouwouldhaveusupholdSunchildism,knowingittobeuntrue?“
“Dowhatyouwill,youwillnotgetperfecttruth。AndifyoucanfollowtheleadwhichIbelieveDr。Downiewillgiveyou,thatistosay,getridofcock-and-bullstories,idealisemyunworthyself,and,asIsaidlastnight,makemeapegonwhichtohangyourownbestthoughts——Sunchildismwillbeasneartruthasanythingyouarelikelytoget。ButifHankyismtriumphs,comewhatmayyoumustgetridofit,forheandhisschoolwilltamperwiththeonesureandeverlastingwordofGodrevealedtousbyhumanexperience。HewhoplaysfastandloosewiththisisasonewhowouldforgeGod’ssignaturetoachequedrawnonGod’sownbank。”
“ArewetofosterthebeliefthatitwasindeedtheSunchildwhointerruptedHanky’ssermon?“
“Yes,whereyousafelycan,butnototherwise;andcommitthefactstowritingassoonasyoucanfindtime。Donothingtojeopardiseyourownsafety;youcandomorebyperfunctoryacquiescencethanbyopendissent。Andtellthosefriendswhomyoucantrust,whatthesemypartingwordstoyouhavebeen。ButaboveallIchargeyousolemnly,donothingtojeopardiseyourownsafety;youcannotplayintoHanky’shandsmorecertainlythanbyriskingthis。ThinkhowheandPankywouldrejoice,andhowDr。Downiewouldgrieve。
Bewiseandwary;bideyourtime;dowhatyouprudentlycan,andyouwillfindyoucandomuch;trytodomore,andyouwilldonothing。BeguidedbytheMayor,byyourmother——andbythatdearoldladywhosegrandsonyouwill——“
“Thentheyhavetoldyou。”interruptedtheyouthblushingscarlet。
“Mydearestboy,ofcoursetheyhave,andIhaveseenher,andamheadoverearsinlovewithhermyself。”
Hewasallsmilesandblushes,andvowedforafewminutesthatitwasashameofthemtotellme,butpresentlyhesaid-
“Thenyoulikeher。”
“Rather!“saidmyfathervehemently,andshakingGeorgebythehand。Buthesaidnothingaboutthenuggetsandthesovereigns,knowingthatYramdidnotwishhimtodoso。NeitherdidGeorgesayanythingabouthisdeterminationtostartforthecapitalinthemorning,andmakeacleanbreastofeverythingtotheKing。Sosoondoesitbecomenecessaryevenforthosewhoaremostcordiallyattachedtohidethingsfromoneanother。Myfather,however,wasmadecomfortablebyreceivingapromisefromtheyouththathewouldtakenostepofwhichthepersonshehadnamedwoulddisapprove。
WhenonceMrs。Humdrum’sgrand-daughterhadbeenintroducedtherewasnomoretalkingaboutHankyandPanky;forGeorgebegantobubbleoverwiththesubjectthatwasnearesthisheart,andhowmuchhefearedthatitwouldbesometimeyetbeforehecouldbemarried。Manyastorydidhetellofhisearlyattachmentandofitscourseforthelasttenyears,butmyspacewillnotallowmetoinflictoneofthemonthereader。Myfathersawthatthemorehelistenedandsympathisedandencouraged,thefonderGeorgebecameofhim,andthiswasallhecaredabout。
Thusdidtheyconversehourafterhour。TheypassedtheBluePool,withoutseeingitoreventalkingaboutitformorethanaminute。
Georgekeptaneyeonthequailsanddeclaredthemfairlyplentifulandstrongonthewing,butnothingnowcouldkeephimfrompouringouthiswholeheartaboutMrs。Humdrum’sgrand-daughter,untiltowardsnoontheycaughtsightofthestatues,andahaltwasmadewhichgavemyfatherthefirstpanghehadfeltthatmorning,forheknewthatthestatueswouldbethebeginningoftheend。
Therewasnoneedtolightafire,forYramhadpackedforthemtwobottlesofadeliciouswhitewine,somethinglikeWhiteCapri,whichwentadmirablywiththemanymoresolidgoodthingsthatshehadprovidedforthem。AssoonastheyhadfinishedaheartymealmyfathersaidtoGeorge,“Youmusthavemywatchforakeepsake;I
seeyouarenotwearingmyboots。Ifearyoudidnotfindthemcomfortable,butIamgladyouhavenotgotthemon,forIhavesetmyheartonkeepingyours。”
“Letussettleaboutthebootsfirst。IratherfanciedthatthatwaswhyyouputmeoffwhenIwantedtogetmyownbackagain;andthenIthoughtIshouldlikeyoursforakeepsake,soIputonanotherpairlastnight,andtheyarenothinglikesocomfortableasyourswere。”
“NowIwonder。”saidmyfathertome,“whetherthiswastrue,orwhetheritwasonlythatdearfellow’sprettyinvention;buttrueorfalseIwasasdelightedashemeantmetobe。”
IaskedGeorgeaboutthiswhenIsawhim,andheconfessedwithaningenuousblushthatmyfather’sbootshadhurthim,andthathehadneverthoughtofmakingakeepsakeofthem,tillmyfather’swordsstimulatedhisinvention。
Asforthewatch,whichwasonlyasilverone,butofthebestmake,Georgeprotestedforatime,butwhenhehadyielded,myfathercouldseethathewasoverjoyedatgettingit;forwatches,thoughnowpermitted,wereexpensiveandnotincommonuse。
Havingthusbribedhim,myfatherbroachedthepossibilityofhismeetinghimatthestatuesonthatdaytwelvemonth,butofcoursesayingnothingaboutwhyhewassoanxiousthatheshouldcome。
“Iwillcome。”saidmyfather,“notayardfartherthanthestatues,andifIcannotcomeIwillsendyourbrother。AndIwillcomeatnoon;butitispossiblethattheriverdownbelowmaybeinfresh,andImaynotbeabletohitofftheday,thoughIwillmoveheavenandearthtodoso。ThereforeifIdonotmeetyouonthedayappointed,doyourbesttocomealsoatnoononthefollowingday。Iknowhowinconvenientthiswillbeforyou,andwillcometruetothedayifitispossible。”
Tomyfather’ssurprise,Georgedidnotraisesomanydifficultiesashehadexpected。Hesaiditmightbedone,ifneitherhenormyfatherweretogobeyondthestatues。“Anddifficultasitwillbeforyou。”saidGeorge,“youhadbettercomeaseconddayifnecessary,asIwill,forwhocantellwhatmighthappentomakethefirstdayimpossible?“
“Then。”saidmyfather,“weshallbesparedthathorriblefeelingthatwearepartingwithouthopeofseeingeachotheragain。I
findithardenoughtosaygood-byeevennow,butIdonotknowhowIcouldhavefaceditifyouhadnotagreedtoourmeetingagain。”
“ThedayfixeduponwillbeourXXI。i。3,andthehournoonasnearasmaybe?“
“So。Letmewriteitdown:’XXI。i。3,i。e。ourDecember9,1891,IamtomeetGeorgeatthestatues,attwelveo’clock,andifhedoesnotcome,Iamtobethereagainonthefollowingday。’
Inlikemanner,Georgewrotedownwhathewastodo:“XXI。i。3,orfailingthisXXI。i。4。Statues。Noon。”
“This。”hesaid,“isasolemncovenant,isitnot?“
“Yes。”saidmyfather,“andmayallgoodomensattendit!“
Thewordswerenotoutofhismouthbeforeamountainbird,somethinglikeourjackdaw,butsmallerandofabluerblack,flewoutofthehollowmouthofoneofthestatues,andwithaheartychuckleperchedonthegroundathisfeet,attracteddoubtlessbythescrapsoffoodthatwerelyingabout。Withthefearlessnessofbirdsinthatcountry,itlookedupathimandGeorge,gaveanotherheartychuckle,andflewbacktoitsstatuewiththelargestfragmentitcouldfind。
Theysettledthatthiswasanomensopropitiousthattheycouldpartingoodhope。“Letusfinishthewine。”saidmyfather,“andthen,dowhatmustbedone!“
Theyfinishedthewinetoeachother’sgoodhealth;Georgedrankalsotomine,andsaidhehopedmyfatherwouldbringmewithhim,whilemyfatherdranktoYram,theMayor,theirchildren,Mrs。
Humdrum,andabovealltoMrs。Humdrum’sgrand-daughter。Theythenre-packedallthatcouldbetakenaway;myfatherrolledhisrugtohisliking,slungitoverhisshoulder,grippedGeorge’shand,andsaid,“Mydearestboy,whenwehaveeachturnedourbacksupononeanother,letuswalkourseveralwaysasfastaswecan,andtrynottolookbehindus。”
SosayingheloosedhisgripofGeorge’shand,baredhishead,loweredit,andturnedaway。
Georgeburstintotears,andfollowedhimafterhehadgonetwopaces;hethrewhisarmsroundhim,huggedhim,kissedhimonhislips,cheeks,andforehead,andthenturninground,strodefullspeedtowardsSunch’ston。Myfathernevertookhiseyesoffhimtillhewasoutofsight,buttheboydidnotlookround。Whenhecouldseehimnomore,myfatherwithfalteringgait,andfeelingasthoughaprophadsuddenlybeentakenfromunderhim,begantofollowthestreamdowntowardshisoldcamp。
CHAPTERXXVI:MYFATHERREACHESHOME,ANDDIESNOTLONGAFTERWARDS
Myfathercouldwalkbutslowly,forGeorge’sbootshadblisteredhisfeet,anditseemedtohimthattheriver-bed,ofwhichhecaughtglimpsesnowandagain,nevergotanynearer;butallthingscometoanend,andbyseveno’clockonthenightofTuesday,hewasonthespotwhichhehadleftontheprecedingFridaymorning。
Threeentiredayshadintervened,buthefeltthatsomething,heknewnotwhat,hadseizedhim,andthatwhereasbeforethesethreedayslifehadbeenonething,whatlittlemightfollowthem,wouldbeanother——andaverydifferentone。
Hesooncaughtsightofhishorsewhichhadstrayedamilelowerdowntheriver-bed,andinspiteofhishobbleshadcrossedoneuglystreamthatmyfatherdarednotfordonfoot。Tiredthoughhewas,hewentafterhim,bridleinhand,andwhenthefriendlycreaturesawhim,itrecrossedthestream,andcametohimofitsownaccord——eithertiredofhisowncompany,ortemptedbysomebreadmyfatherheldouttowardshim。Myfathertookoffthehobbles,androdehimbare-backedtothecampingground,whereherewardedhimwithmorebreadandbiscuit,andthenhobbledhimagainforthenight。
“Itwashere。”hesaidtomeononeofthefirstdaysafterhisreturn,“thatIfirstknewmyselftobeabrokenman。AsformeetingGeorgeagain,IfeltsurethatitwouldbeallIcoulddotomeethisbrother;andthoughGeorgewasalwaysinmythoughts,itwasforyouandnothimthatIwasnowyearning。WhenIgaveGeorgemywatch,howgladIwasthatIhadleftmygoldoneathome,forthatisyours,andIcouldnothavebroughtmyselftogiveithim。”
“Nevermindthat,mydearfather。”saidI,“buttellmehowyougotdowntheriver,andthencehomeagain。”
“Myverydearboy。”hesaid,“Icanhardlyremember,andIhadnoenergytomakeanymorenotes。Irememberputtingascrapofpaperintotheboxofsovereigns,merelysendingGeorgemylovealongwiththemoney;Irememberalsodroppingtheboxintoaholeinatree,whichIblazed,andtowardswhichIdrewalineofwood-
ashes。Iseemtoseeapoorunhingedcreaturegazingmoodilyforhoursintoafirewhichheheapsupnowandagainwithwood。Thereisnotabreathofair;Naturesleepssocalmlythatshedaresnotevenbreatheforfearofwaking;theveryriverhashushedhisflow。Without,thestarlitcalmofasummer’snightinagreatwilderness;within,ahurricaneofwildandincoherentthoughtsbattlingwithoneanotherintheirfurytofalluponhimandrendhim——andontheothersidethegreatwallofmountain,thousandsofchildrenprayingattheirmother’skneetothispoordazedthing。
Isupposethishalfdeliriouswretchmusthavebeenmyself。ButI
musthavebeenmoreillwhenIleftEnglandthanIthoughtIwas,orErewhonwouldnothavebrokenmedownasitdid。”
Nodoubthewasright。IndeeditwasbecauseMr。Cathieandhisdoctorsawthathewasoutofhealthandinurgentneedofchange,thattheyleftoffopposinghiswishtotravel。Thereisnouse,however,intalkingaboutthisnow。
Inevergotfromhimhowhemanagedtoreachtheshepherd’shut,butIlearnedsomelittlefromtheshepherd,whenIstayedwithhimbothongoingtowardsErewhon,andonreturning。
“Hedidnotseemtohavedrinkinhim。”saidtheshepherd,“whenhefirstcamehere;buthemusthavebeenprettyfullofit,orhemusthavehadsomebottlesinhissaddle-bags;forhewasawfulwhenhecameback。HehadgotthemworsethananymanIeversaw,onlythathewasnotawkward。Hesaidtherewasabirdflyingoutofagiant’smouthandlaughingathim,andhekeptmutteringaboutabluepool,andhanky-pankyofallsorts,andhesaidheknewitwasallhanky-panky,atleastIthoughthesaidso,butitwasnousetryingtofollowhim,foritwasallnothingbuthorrors。HesaidIwastostopthepeoplefromtryingtoworshiphim。Thenhesaidtheskyopenedandhecouldseetheangelsgoingaboutandsinging’Hallelujah。’“
“Howlongdidhestaywithyou?“Iasked。
“Abouttendays,butthelastthreehewashimselfagain,onlytooweaktomove。Hethoughthewascuredexceptforweakness。”
“Doyouknowhowhehadbeenspendingthelasttwodaysorsobeforehegotdowntoyourhut?“
Isaidtwodays,becausethiswasthetimeIsupposedhewouldtaketodescendtheriver。
“Ishouldsaydrinkingallthetime。Hesaidhehadfallenoffhishorsetwoorthreetimes,tillhetooktoleadinghim。IfhehadhadanyotherhorsethanoldDoctorhewouldhavebeenadeadman。
Blessyou,Ihaveknownthathorseeversincehewasfoaled,andI
neversawonelikehimforsense。Hewouldpickfordsbetterthanthatgentlemancould,Iknow,andifthegentlemanfelloffhimhewouldjuststaystockstill。Hewasbadlybruised,poorman,whenhegothere。Isawhimthroughthegorgewhenheleftme,andhegavemeasovereign;hesaidhehadonlyoneotherlefttotakehimdowntotheport,orhewouldhavemadeitmore。”
“Hewasmyfather。”saidI,“andheisdead,butbeforehediedhetoldmetogiveyoufivepoundswhichIhavebroughtyou。Ithinkyouarewronginsayingthathehadbeendrinking。”
“Thatiswhattheyallsay;butItakeitverykindofhimtohavethoughtofme。”
Myfather’sillnessforthefirstthreeweeksafterhisreturnplayedwithhimasacatplayswithamouse;nowandagainitwouldlethimhaveadayortwo’srun,duringwhichhewassocheerfulanduncloudedthathisdoctorwasquitehopefulabouthim。AtvarioustimesontheseoccasionsIgotfromhimthatwhenhelefttheshepherd’shut,hethoughthisillnesshadrunitselfout,andthatheshouldnowreachtheportfromwhichhewastosailforS。
Franciscowithoutmisadventure。Thishedid,andhewasabletodoallhehadtodoattheport,thoughfrequentlyattackedwithpassingfitsofgiddiness。IneednotdwelluponhisvoyagetoS。
Francisco,andthencehome;itisenoughtosaythathewasabletotravelbyhimselfinspiteofgradually,butcontinually,increasingfailure。
“When。”hesaid,“Ireachedtheport,Itelegraphedasyouknow,formoremoney。Howpuzzledyoumusthavebeen。IsoldmyhorsetothemanfromwhomIboughtit,atalossofonlyabout10
pounds,andIleftwithhimmysaddle,saddlebags,smallhatchet,myhobbles,andinfacteverythingthatIhadtakenwithme,exceptwhattheyhadimpoundedinErewhon。Yram’srugIdroppedintotheriverwhenIknewthatIshouldnolongerneedit——asalsohersubstitutesformybillyandpannikin;andIburnedherbasket。
Theshepherdwouldhaveaskedmequestions。Youwillfindanordertodelivereverythinguptobearer。YouneedthereforetakenothingfromEngland。”
Atanothertimehesaid,“Whenyougo,foritisplainIcannot,andgooneorotherofusmust,tryandgetthehorseIhad:hewillbenineyearsold,andheknowsallabouttherivers:ifyouleaveeverythingtohim,youmayshutyoureyes,butdonotinterferewithhim。GivetheshepherdwhatIsaidandhewillattendtoyou,butgoadayortwotoosoon,forthemarginofonedaywasnotenoughtoallowincaseofafreshintheriver;ifthewaterisdiscolouredyoumustnotcrossit——notevenwithDoctor。
IcouldnotaskGeorgetocomeupthreedaysrunningfromSunch’stontothestatuesandback。”
Herehebecameexhausted。AlmostthelastcoherentstringofsentencesIgotfromhimwasasfollows:-
“AboutGeorge’smoneyifIsendhim2000poundsyouwillstillhavenearly150,000poundsleft,andMr。Cathiewillnotletyoutrytomakeitmore。Iknowyouwouldgivehimfourorfivethousand,buttheMayorandItalkeditover,andsettledthat2000poundsingoldwouldmakehimarichman。ConsultourgoodfriendAlfred“
(meaning,ofcourse,Mr。Cathie)“aboutthebestwayoftakingthemoney。Iamafraidthereisnothingforitbutgold,andthiswillbeagreatweightforyoutocarry——about,Ibelieve36lbs。Canyoudothis?Ireallythinkthatifyouleadyourhorseyou……
no——therewillbethegettinghimdownagain——“
“Don’tworryaboutit,mydearfather。”saidI,“IcandoiteasilyifIstowtheloadrightly,andIwillseetothis。Ishallhavenothingelsetocarry,forIshallcampdownbelowbothmorningandevening。ButwouldyounotliketosendsomepresenttotheMayor,Yram,theirotherchildren,andMrs。Humdrum’sgrand-daughter?“
“Dowhatyoucan。”saidmyfather。Andthesewerethelastinstructionshegavemeaboutthoseadventureswithwhichalonethisworkisconcerned。
Thedaybeforehedied,hehadalittleflickerofintelligence,butallofasuddenhisfacebecamecloudedaswithgreatanxiety;
heseemedtoseesomehorriblechasminfrontofhimwhichhehadtocross,orwhichhefearedthatImustcross,forhegaspedoutwords,which,asnearasIcouldcatchthem,were,“Lookout!
John!Leap!Leap!Le……“buthecouldnotsayallthathewastryingtosayandclosedhiseyes,having,asIthendeemed,seenthathewasonthebrinkofthatgulfwhichliesbetweenlifeanddeath;Itookitthatinrealityhediedatthatmoment;fortherewasneitherstruggle,norhardlymovementofanykindafterwards——nothingbutapulsewhichforthenextseveralhoursgrewfainterandfaintersogradually,thatitwasnottillsometimeafterithadceasedtobeatthatwewerecertainofitshavingdoneso。
CHAPTERXXVII:IMEETMYBROTHERGEORGEATTHESTATUES,ONTHETOP
OFTHEPASSINTOEREWHON
ThisbookhasalreadybecomelongerthanIintended,butIwillaskthereadertohavepatiencewhileItellhimbrieflyofmyownvisittothethresholdofthatstrangecountryofwhichIfearthathemaybealreadybeginningtotire。
Thewinding-upofmyfather’sestatewasaverysimplematter,andbythebeginningofSeptember1891Ishouldhavebeenfreetostart;butaboutthattimeIbecameengaged,andnaturallyenoughI
didnotwanttobelongerawaythanwasnecessary。IshouldnothavegoneatallifIcouldhavehelpedit。Ileft,however,afortnightlaterthanmyfatherhaddone。
BeforestartingIboughtahandsomegoldrepeaterfortheMayor,andabroochforYram,ofpearlsanddiamondssetingold,forwhichIpaid200pounds。ForYram’sthreedaughtersandforMrs。
Humdrum’sgrand-daughterItookfourbroocheseachofwhichcostabout15pounds,15s。,andfortheboysIgotthreeten-guineasilverwatches。ForGeorgeIonlytookastrongEnglishknifeofthebestmake,andthetwothousandpoundsworthofuncoinedgold,whichforconvenience’sakeIhadhadmadeintosmallbars。Ialsohadaknapsackmadethatwouldholdtheseandnothingelse——eachbarbeingstronglysewnintoitsplace,sothatnoneofthemcouldshift。WheneverIwentonboardship,orwentonshore,Iputthisonmyback,sothatnoonehandleditexceptmyself——andIcanassurethereaderthatIdidnotfinditalightweighttohandle。
IoughttohavetakensomethingforoldMrs。Humdrum,butIamashamedtosaythatIforgother。
IwentasdirectlyasIcouldtotheportofwhichmyfatherhadtoldme,andreacheditonNovember27,onedaylaterthanhehaddoneintheprecedingyear。
Onthefollowingday,whichwasaSaturday,Iwenttotheliverystablesfromwhichmyfatherhadboughthishorse,andfoundtomygreatdelightthatDoctorcouldbeatmydisposal,for,asitseemedtome,theveryreasonablepriceoffifteenshillingsaday。
Ishewedtheownerofthestablesmyfather’sorder,andallthearticleshehadleftwereimmediatelydeliveredtome。Iwasstillwearingcraperoundonearm,andthehorse-dealer,whosenamewasBaker,saidhewasafraidtheothergentlemanmightbedead。
“Indeed,heisso。”saidI,“andagreatgriefitistome;hewasmyfather。”
“Dear,dear。”answeredMr。Baker,“thatisaveryseriousthingforthepoorgentleman。Heseemedquiteunfittotravelalone,andI
fearedhewasnotlongforthisworld,buthewasbentongoing。”
Ihadnothingnowtodobuttobuyablanket,pannikin,andbilly,withsometea,tobacco,twobottlesofbrandy,someship’sbiscuits,andwhateverotherfewitemsweredownonthelistofrequisiteswhichmyfatherhaddictatedtome。Mr。Baker,seeingthatIwaswhathecalledanewchum,shewedmehowtopackmyhorse,butIkeptmyknapsackfullofgoldonmyback,andthoughI
couldseethatitpuzzledhim,heaskednoquestions。TherewasnoreasonwhyIshouldnotsetoutatoncefortheprincipaltownofthecolony,whichwassometenmilesinland;I,therefore,arrangedatmyhotelthatthegreaterpartofmyluggageshouldawaitmyreturn,andsetouttoclimbthehighhillsthatbacktheport。
FromthetopoftheseIhadamagnificentviewoftheplainsthatI
shouldhavetocross,andofthelongrangeofdistantmountainswhichboundedthemnorthandsouthasfarastheeyecouldreach。
OnsomeofthemountainsIcouldstillseestreaksofsnow,butmyfatherhadexplainedtomethattherangesIshouldheresee,werenotthosedividingtheEnglishcolonyfromErewhon。Ialsosaw,someninemilesorsooutupontheplains,themoreprominentbuildingsofalargetownwhichseemedtobeembosomedintrees,andthisIreachedinaboutanhourandahalf;forIhadtodescendatafoot’space,andDoctor’smanyvirtuesdidnotcompriseawillingnesstogobeyondanamble。
AtthetownabovereferredtoIspentthenight,andbegantostrikeacrosstheplainsonthefollowingmorning。Imighthavecrossedtheseinthreedaysattwenty-fivemilesaday,butIhadtoomuchtimeonmyhands,andmyloadofgoldwassouncomfortablethatIwasgladtostayatoneaccommodationhouseafteranother,averagingabouteighteenmilesaday。IhavenodoubtthatifI
hadtakenadvice,Icouldhavestowedmyloadmoreconveniently,butIcouldnotunpackit,andmadethebestofitasitwas。
OntheeveningofWednesday,December2,IreachedtheriverwhichIshouldhavetofollowup;itwasherenearingthegorgethroughwhichithadtopassbeforethecountryopenedoutagainatthebackofthefrontrange。Icameuponitquitesuddenlyonreachingthebrinkofagreatterrace,thebankofwhichslopedalmostprecipitouslydowntowardsit,butwascoveredwithgrass。Theterracewassomethreehundredfeetabovetheriver,andfacedanothersimilarone,whichwasfromamileandahalftotwomilesdistant。Atthebottomofthishugeyawningchasm,rolledthemightyriver,andIshudderedatthethoughtofhavingtocrossandrecrossit。Foritwasangry,muddy,evidentlyinheavyfresh,andfilledbankandbankfornearlyamilewithafloodofseethingwaters。
Ifollowedalongthenorthernedgeoftheterrace,tillIreachedthelastaccommodationhousethatcouldbesaidtobeontheplains——which,bytheway,wereheresomeeightorninehundredfeetabovesealevel。WhenIreachedthishouse,Iwasgladtolearnthattheriverwasnotlikelytoremainhighformorethanadayortwo,andthatifwhatwascalledaSoutherlyBurstercameup,asitmightbeexpectedtodoatanymoment,itwouldbequitelowagainbeforethreedayswereover。
AtthishouseIstayedthenight,andinthecourseoftheeveningastraydog——aretriever,hardlyfullgrown,andevidentlyverymuchdownonhisluck——tookupwithme;whenIinquiredabouthim,andaskedifImighttakehimwithme,thelandlordsaidhewishedIwould,forheknewnothingabouthimandwastryingtodrivehimfromthehouse。KnowingwhataboonthecompanionshipofthispoorbeastwouldbetomewhenIwascampingoutalone,Iencouragedhim,andnextmorninghefollowedmeasamatterofcourse。
InthenighttheSoutherlyBursterwhichmyhostanticipatedhadcomeup,coldandblustering,butinvigoratingafterthehot,dry,windthathadbeenblowinghardduringthedaytimeasIhadcrossedtheplains。AmileortwohigherupIpassedalargesheep-
station,butdidnotstaythere。Oneortwomenlookedatmewithsurprise,andaskedmewhereIwasgoing,whereonIsaidIwasinsearchofrareplantsandbirdsfortheMuseumofthetownatwhichIhadsleptthenightaftermyarrival。Thissatisfiedtheircuriosity,andIambledonaccompaniedbythedog。InpassingI
maysaythatIfoundDoctornottoexcelatanypaceexceptanamble,butforalongjourney,especiallyforonewhoiscarryingaheavy,awkwardload,thereisnopacesocomfortable;andheambledfairlyfast。
Ifollowedthehorsetrackwhichhadbeencutthroughthegorge,andinmanyplacesIdislikeditextremely,fortheriver,stillinfresh,wasragingfuriously;twice,forsomefewyards,wherethegorgewaswiderandthestreamlessrapid,itcoveredthetrack,andIhadnoconfidencethatitmightnothavewasheditaway;ontheseoccasionsDoctorprickedhisearstowardsthewater,andwasevidentlythinkingexactlywhathisriderwas。Hedecided,however,thatallwouldbesound,andtooktothewaterwithoutanyurgingonmypart。Seeinghisopinion,Irememberedmyfather’sadvice,andlethimdowhatheliked,butinoneplaceforthreeorfouryardsthewatercamenearlyuptohisbelly,andIwasingreatfearforthewatchesthatwereinmysaddlebags。Asforthedog,IfearedIhadlosthim,butafteratimeherejoinedme,thoughhowhecontrivedtodosoIcannotsay。
Nothingcouldbegranderthanthesightofthisgreatriverpentintoanarrowcompass,andoccasionallybecomingmorelikeanimmensewaterfallthanariver,butIwasincontinualfearofcomingtomoreplaceswherethewaterwouldbeoverthetrack,andperhapsoffindingmyselfunabletogetanyfarther。IthereforefailedtoenjoywhatwasreallyfarthemostimpressivesightinitswaythatIhadeverseen。“Giveme。”Isaidtomyself,“theThamesatRichmond。”andrightthankfulwasI,whenatabouttwoo’clockIfoundthatIwasthroughthegorgeandinawidevalley,thegreaterpartofwhich,however,wasstillcoveredbytheriver。
ItwasherethatIheardforthefirsttimethecurioussoundofbouldersknockingagainsteachotherunderneaththegreatbodyofwaterthatkeptrollingthemroundandround。
Inowhalted,andlitafire,fortherewasmuchdeadscrubstandingthathadremainedafterthegroundhadbeenburnedforthefirsttimesomeyearspreviously。Imademyselfsometea,andturnedDoctoroutforacoupleofhourstofeed。Ididnothobblehim,formyfatherhadtoldmethathewouldalwayscomeforbread。
WhenIhaddined,andsmoked,andsleptforacoupleofhoursorso,IreloadedDoctorandresumedmyjourneytowardstheshepherd’shut,whichIcaughtsightofaboutamilebeforeIreachedit。
Whennearlyhalfamileoffit,Idismounted,andmadeawrittennoteoftheexactspotatwhichIdidso。Ithenturnedforacoupleofhundredyardstomyright,atrightanglestothetrack,wheresomehugerockswerelying——fallenagessincefromthemountainthatflankedthissideofthevalley。HereIdepositedmyknapsackinahollowunderneathsomeoftherocks,andputagoodsizedstoneinfrontofit,forImeantspendingacoupleofdayswiththeshepherdtolettherivergodown。Moreover,asitwasnowonlyDecember3,Ihadtoomuchtimeonmyhands,butIhadnotdaredtocutthingsfiner。
Ireachedthehutataboutsixo’clock,andintroducedmyselftotheshepherd,whowasanice,kindoldman,commonlycalledHarris,buthisrealnamehetoldmewasHorace——HoraceTaylor。IhadtheconversationwithhimofwhichIhavealreadytoldthereader,addingthatmyfatherhadbeenunabletogiveacoherentaccountofwhathehadseen,andthatIhadbeensenttogettheinformationhehadfailedtofurnish。
TheoldmansaidthatImustcertainlywaitacoupleofdaysbeforeIwenthigheruptheriver。Hehadmadehimselfanicegarden,inwhichhetookthegreatestpride,andwhichsuppliedhimwithplentyofvegetables。Hewasverygladtohavecompany,andtoreceivethenewspaperswhichIhadtakencaretobringhim。Hehadarealgeniusforsimplecookery,andfedmeexcellently。Myfather’s5pounds,andtherationofbrandywhichInightlygavehim,mademeawelcomeguest,andthoughIwaslongingtobeatanyrateasfarasthefootofthepassintoErewhon,IamusedmyselfverywellinanabundanceofwayswithwhichIneednottroublethereader。
OneofthefirstthingsthatHarrissaidtomewas,“IwishIknewwhatyourfatherdidwiththeniceredblankethehadwithhimwhenhewentuptheriver。Hehadnonewhenhecamedownagain;Ihavenohorsehere,butIborrowedonefromamanwhocameuponedayfromdownbelow,androdetoaplacewhereIfoundwhatIamsureweretheashesofthelastfirehemade,butIcouldfindneithertheblanketnorthebillyandpannikinhetookawaywithhim。Hesaidhesupposedhemusthaveleftthethingsthere,buthecouldremembernothingaboutit。”
“Iamafraid。”saidI,“thatIcannothelpyou。”
“Atanyrate。”continuedtheshepherd,“Ididnothavemyridefornothing,forasIwascomingbackIfoundthisrughalfcoveredwithsandontheriver-bed。”
Ashespokehepointedtoanexcellentwarmrug,onthesparebunkinhishut。“Itisnoneofourmake。”saidhe;“Isupposesomeforeigndiggerhascomeoverfromthenextriverdownsouthandgotdrowned,forithadnotbeenverylongwhereIfoundit,atleastI
thinknot,foritwasnotmuchfly-blown,andnoonehadpassedheretogouptheriversinceyourfather。”
Iknewwhatitwas,butIheldmytonguebeyondsayingthattherugwasaverygoodone。
Thenextday,December4,waslovely,afteranightthathadbeenclearandcold,withfrosttowardsearlymorning。Whentheshepherdhadgoneforsomethreehoursintheforenoontoseehissheep(thatwerenowlambing),IwalkeddowntotheplacewhereI
hadleftmyknapsack,andcarrieditagoodmileabovethehut,whereIagainhidit。Icouldseethegreatrangefromoneplace,andthethicknewfallensnowassuredmethattheriverwouldbequitenormalshortly。Indeed,byeveningitwashardlyatalldiscoloured,butIwaitedanotherday,andsetoutonthemorningofSunday,December6。Theriverwasnowalmostaslowasinwinter,andHarrisassuredmethatifIusedmyeyesIcouldnotmissfindingafordoveronestreamoranothereveryhalfmileorso。Ihadthegreatestdifficultyinpreventinghimfromaccompanyingmeonfootforsomelittledistance,butIgotridofhimintheend;hecamewithmebeyondtheplacewhereIhadhiddenmyknapsack,butwhenhehadleftmelongenough,Irodebackandgotit。
IseeIamdwellingtoolonguponmyownsmalladventures。Sufficeitthat,accompaniedbymydog,IfollowedthenorthbankoftherivertillIfoundImustcrossonestreambeforeIcouldgetanyfarther。Thisplacewouldnotdo,andIhadtoridehalfamilebackbeforeIfoundonethatseemedasifitmightbesafe。I
fancymyfathermusthavedonejustthesamething,forDoctorseemedtoknowtheground,andtooktothewaterthemomentI
broughthimtoit。Itneverreachedhisbelly,butIconfessIdidnotlikeit。ByandbyIhadtorecross,andsoon,offandon,tillatnoonIcampedfordinner。Herethedogfoundmeanestofyoungducks,nearlyfledged,fromwhichtheparentbirdstriedwithgreatsuccesstodecoyme。IfullythoughtIwasgoingtocatchthem,butthedogknewbetterandmadestraightforthenest,fromwhichhereturnedimmediatelywithafineyoungduckinhismouth,whichhelaidatmyfeet,wagginghistailandbarking。Itookanotherfromthenestandlefttwofortheoldbirds。
TheafternoonwasmuchasthemorningandtowardssevenIreachedaplacewhichsuggesteditselfasagoodcampingground。Ihadhardlyfixedonitandhalted,beforeIsawafewpiecesofcharredwood,andfeltsurethatmyfathermusthavecampedatthisveryplacebeforeme。IhobbledDoctor,unloaded,pluckedandsingedaduck,andgavethedogsomeofthemeatwithwhichHarrishadfurnishedme;Imadetea,laidmyduckontheemberstillitwascooked,smoked,gavemyselfanightcapofbrandyandwater,andbyandbyrolledmyselfroundinmyblanket,withthedogcurledupbesideme。Iwillnotdwelluponthestrangenessofmyfeelings——
northeextremebeautyofthenight。Butforthedog,andDoctor,Ishouldhavebeenfrightened,butIknewthattherewerenosavagecreaturesorvenomoussnakesinthecountry,andboththedogandDoctorweresuchgoodcompanionablecreatures,thatIdidnotfeelsomuchoppressedbythesolitudeasIhadfearedIshouldbe。Butthenightwascold,andmyblanketwasnotenoughtokeepmecomfortablywarm。
Thefollowingdaywasdelightfullywarmassoonasthesungottothebottomofthevalley,andthefreshfallensnowdisappearedsofastfromthesnowyrangethatIwasafraiditwouldraisetheriver——which,indeed,roseintheafternoonandbecameslightlydiscoloured,butitcannothavebeenmorethanthreeorfourinchesdeeper,foritneverreachedthebottomofmysaddle-bags。I
believeDoctorknewexactlywhereIwasgoing,forhewantednoguidance。Ihaltedagainatmidday,gottwomoreducks,crossedandrecrossedtheriver,orsomeofitsstreams,severaltimes,andataboutsix,caughtsight,afterabendinthevalley,oftheglacierdescendingontotheriver-bed。ThisIknewtobeclosetothepointatwhichIwastocampforthenight,andfromwhichI
wastoascendthemountain。Afteranotherhour’sslowprogressovertheincreasingroughnessoftheriver-bed,Isawthetriangulardeltaofwhichmyfatherhadtoldme,andthestreamthathadformedit,boundingdownthemountainside。Doctorwentrightuptotheplacewheremyfather’sfirehadbeen,andIagainfoundmanypiecesofcharredwoodandashes。
AssoonasIhadunloadedDoctorandhobbledhim,Iwenttoatreehardby,onwhichIcouldseethemarkofablaze,andtowardswhichIthoughtIcouldseealineofwoodashesrunning。ThereI
foundaholeinwhichsomebirdhadevidentlybeenwonttobuild,andsurmisedcorrectlythatitmustbetheoneinwhichmyfatherhadhiddenhisboxofsovereigns。Therewasnoboxintheholenow,andIbegantofeelthatIwasatlastwithinmeasureabledistanceofErewhonandtheErewhonians。
Icampedforthenighthere,andagainfoundmysingleblanketinsufficient。Thenextday,i。e。Tuesday,December8,IhadtopassasIbestcould,anditoccurredtomethatasIshouldfindthegoldagreatweight,Ihadbettertakeitsomethreehoursupthemountainsideandleaveitthere,soastomakethefollowingdaylessfatiguing,andthisIdid,returningtomycampfordinner;butIwaspanic-strickenalltherestofthedaylestI
shouldnothavehiddenitsafely,orlestIshouldbeunabletofinditnextday——conjuringupahundredabsurdfanciesastowhatmightbefallit。Andafterall,heavythoughitwas,Icouldhavecarrieditalltheway。IntheafternoonIsaddledDoctorandrodehimuptotheglaciers,whichwereindeedmagnificent,andthenI
madethefewnotesofmyjourneyfromwhichthischapterhasbeentaken。Imadeexcusesforturninginearly,andatdaybreakrekindledmyfireandgotmybreakfast。Allthetimethecompanionshipofthedogwasanunspeakablecomforttome。
ItwasnowthedaymyfatherhadfixedformymeetingwithGeorge,andmyexcitement(withwhichIhavenotyettroubledthereader,thoughithadbeenconsumingmeeversinceIhadleftHarris’shut)
wasbeyondallbounds,somuchsothatIalmostfearedIwasinafeverwhichwouldpreventmycompletingthelittlethatremainedofmytask;infact,IwasinasgreatapanicasIhadbeenaboutthegoldthatIhadleft。MyhandstrembledasItookthewatches,andthebroochesforYramandherdaughtersfrommysaddle-bags,whichIthenhung,probablyontheveryboughonwhichmyfatherhadhungthem。Needlesstosay,Ialsohungmysaddleandbridlealongwiththesaddle-bags。
ItwasnearlysevenbeforeIstarted,andabouttenbeforeI
reachedthehiding-placeofmyknapsack。Ifoundit,ofcourse,quiteeasily,shoulderedit,andtoiledontowardsthestatues。AtaquarterbeforetwelveIreachedthem,andalmostbesidemyselfasIwas,couldnotrefrainfromsomedisappointmentatfindingthemagooddealsmallerthanIexpected。Myfather,correctingthemeasurementhehadgiveninhisbook,saidhethoughtthattheywereaboutfourorfivetimesthesizeoflife;butreallyIdonotthinktheyweremorethantwentyfeethigh,anyoneofthem。Inotherrespectsmyfather’sdescriptionofthemisquiteaccurate。
Therewasnowind,andasamatterofcourse,therefore,theywerenotchanting。IwiledawaythequarterofanhourbeforethetimewhenGeorgebecamedue,withwonderingatthem,andinawayadmiringthem,hideousthoughtheywere;butallthetimeIkeptlookingtowardsthepartfromwhichGeorgeshouldcome。
Atlastmywatchpointedtonoon,buttherewasnoGeorge。A
quarterpasttwelve,butnoGeorge。Half-past,stillnoGeorge。
Oneo’clock,andallthequarterstillthreeo’clock,butstillnoGeorge。Itriedtoeatsomeoftheship’sbiscuitsIhadbroughtwithme,butIcouldnot。Mydisappointmentwasnowasgreatasmyexcitementhadbeenalltheforenoon;atthreeo’clockIfairlycried,andforhalfanhourcouldonlyflingmyselfonthegroundandgivewaytoalltheunreasonablespleenthatextremevexationcouldsuggest。True,IkepttellingmyselfthatforaughtIknewGeorgemightbedead,ordownwithafever;butthiswouldnotdo;
forinthislastcaseheshouldhavesentoneofhisbrotherstomeetme,anditwasnotlikelythathewasdead。IamafraidI
thoughtitmostprobablethathehadbeencasual——ofwhichunworthysuspicionIhavelongsincebeenheartilyashamed。
Iputthebroochesinsidemyknapsack,andhiditinaplacewhereIwassurenoonewouldfindit;then,withaheavyheart,I
trudgeddownagaintomycamp——brokeninspirit,andhopelessforthemorrow。
Icampedagain,butitwassomehoursbeforeIgotawinkofsleep;
andwhensleepcameitwasaccompaniedbyastrangedream。I
dreamedthatIwasbymyfather’sbedside,watchinghislastflickerofintelligence,andvainlytryingtocatchthewordsthathewasnotlessvainlytryingtoutter。Allofasuddenthebedseemedtobeatmycampingground,andthelargestofthestatuesappeared,quitesmall,highupthemountainside,butstridingdownlikeagiantinsevenleaguebootstillitstoodovermeandmyfather,andshoutedout“Leap,John,leap。”InthehorrorofthisvisionIwokewithaloudcrythatwokemydogalso,andmadehimshewsuchevidentsignsoffear,thatitseemedtomeasthoughhetoomusthavesharedmydream。
ShiveringwithcoldIstartedupinafrenzy,buttherewasnothing,saveanightofsuchsingularbeautythatIdidnoteventrytogotosleepagain。Naturallyenough,ontryingtokeepawakeIdroppedasleepbeforemanyminuteswereover。
InthemorningIagainclimbeduptothestatues,without,tomysurprise,beingdepressedwiththeideathatGeorgewouldagainfailtomeetme。Onthecontrary,withoutrhymeorreason,Ihadastrongpresentimentthathewouldcome。Andsureenough,assoonasIcaughtsightofthestatues,whichIdidaboutaquartertotwelve,Isawayouthcomingtowardsme,withaquickstep,andabeamingfacethathadonlytobeseentobefalleninlovewith。
“Youaremybrother。”saidhetome。“Ismyfatherwithyou?“
Ipointedtothecrapeonmyarm,andtotheground,butsaidnothing。
Heunderstoodme,andbaredhishead。ThenheflunghisarmsaboutmeandkissedmyforeheadaccordingtoErewhoniancustom。Iwasalittlesurprisedathissayingnothingtomeaboutthewayinwhichhehaddisappointedmeontheprecedingday;Iresolved,however,towaitfortheexplanationthatIfeltsurehewouldgivemepresently。
CHAPTERXXVIII:GEORGEANDISPENDAFEWHOURSTOGETHERATTHE
STATUES,ANDTHENPART——IREACHHOME——POSTSCRIPT
IhavesaidonanearlierpagethatGeorgegainedanimmediateascendancyoverme,butascendancyisnottheword——hetookmebystorm;how,orwhy,Ineitherknownorwanttoknow,butbeforeI
hadbeenwithhimmorethanafewminutesIfeltasthoughIhadknownandlovedhimallmylife。AndthedogfawneduponhimasthoughhefeltjustasIdid。
“Cometothestatues。”saidhe,assoonashehadsomewhatrecoveredfromtheshockofthenewsIhadgivenhim。“WecansitdownthereontheverystoneonwhichourfatherandIsatayearago。Ihavebroughtabasket,whichmymotherpackedfor——for——himandme。Didhetalktoyouaboutme?“
“Hetalkedofnothingsomuch,andhethoughtofnothingsomuch。
Hehadyourbootsputwherehecouldseethemfromhisbeduntilhedied。”
Thenfollowedtheexplanationabouttheseboots,ofwhichthereaderhasalreadybeentold。Thismadeusbothlaugh,andfromthatmomentwewerecheerful。
IsaynothingaboutourenjoymentoftheluncheonwithwhichYramhadprovidedus,andifIweretodetailallthatItoldGeorgeaboutmyfather,andalltheadditionalinformationthatIgotfromhim——(manyapointdidheclearupformethatIhadnotfullyunderstood)——Ishouldfillseveralchapters,whereasIhaveleftmyselfonlyone。LuncheonbeingoverIsaid-
“Andareyoumarried?“
“Yes“(withablush),“andareyou?“
Icouldnotblush。WhyshouldI?Andyetyoungpeople——especiallythemostingenuousamongthem——areapttoflushuponbeingaskediftheyare,oraregoing,tobemarried。IfIcouldhaveblushed,Iwould。AsitwasIcouldonlysaythatIwasengagedandshouldmarryassoonasIgotback。
“Thenyouhavecomeallthiswayforme,whenyouwerewantingtogetmarried?“
“OfcourseIhave。Myfatheronhisdeath-bedtoldmetodoso,andtobringyousomethingthatIhavebroughtyou。”
“WhattroubleIhavegiven!HowcanIthankyou?“
“Shakehandswithme。”
WhereonhegavemyhandastrongergripthanIhadquitebargainedfor。
“Andnow。”saidI,“beforeItellyouwhatIhavebrought,youmustpromisemetoacceptit。YourfathersaidIwasnottoleaveyoutillyouhaddoneso,andIwastosaythathesentitwithhisdyingblessing。”
AfterduedemurGeorgegavehispromise,andItookhimtotheplacewhereIhadhiddenmyknapsack。
“Ibroughtitupyesterday。”saidI。
“Yesterday?butwhy?“
“Becauseyesterday——wasitnot?——wasthefirstofthetwodaysagreeduponbetweenyouandourfather?“
“No——surelyto-dayisthefirstday——IwastocomeXXI。i。3,whichwouldbeyourDecember9。”
“ButyesterdaywasDecember9withus——to-dayisDecember10。”
“Strange!Whatdayoftheweekdoyoumakeit?“
“To-dayisThursday,December10。”
“Thisisstillstranger——wemakeitWednesday;yesterdaywasTuesday。”
ThenIsawit。TheyearXX。hadbeenaleapyearwiththeErewhonians,and1891inEnglandhadnot。This,then,waswhathadcrossedmyfather’sbraininhisdyinghours,andwhathehadvainlytriedtotellme。Itwasalsowhatmyunconsciousselfhadbeenstrugglingtotellmyconsciousone,duringthepastnight,butwhichmyconsciousselfhadbeentoostupidtounderstand。Andyetmyconsciousselfhadcaughtitinanimperfectsortofawayafterall,forfromthemomentthatmydreamhadleftmeIhadbeencomposed,andeasyinmymindthatallwouldbewell。Iwishsomeonewouldwriteabookaboutdreamsandparthenogenesis——forthatthetwoarepartandparcelofthesamestory——abroodoffollywithoutfatherbred——Icannotdoubt。
IdidnottroubleGeorgewithanyofthisrubbish,butonlyshewedhimhowthemistakehadarisen。Whenwehadlaughedsufficientlyovermymistake——foritwasIwhohadcomeuponthewrongday,nothe——Ifishedmyknapsackoutofitshiding-place。
“Donotunpackit。”saidI,“beyondtakingoutthebrooches,oryouwillnotbeabletopackitsowell;butyoucanseetheendsofthebarsofgold,andyoucanfeeltheweight;myfathersentthemforyou。Thepearlbroochisforyourmother,thesmallerbroochesareforyoursisters,andyourwife。”
Ithentoldhimhowmuchgoldtherewas,andfrommypocketsbroughtoutthewatchesandtheEnglishknife。
“Thislast。”Isaid,“istheonlythingthatIamgivingyou;therestisallfromourfather。Ihavemanymanytimesasmuchgoldmyself,andthisislegallyyourpropertyasmuchasmineismine。”
Georgewasaghast,buthewaspowerlessaliketoexpresshisfeelings,ortorefusethegold。
“Doyoumeantosaythatmyfatherleftmethisbyhiswill?“
“Certainlyhedid。”saidI,inventingapiousfraud。
“Itisallagainstmyoath。”saidhe,lookinggrave。
“Youroathbehanged。”saidI。“YoumustgivethegoldtotheMayor,whoknowsthatitwascoming,anditwillappeartotheworld,asthoughheweregivingityounowinsteadofleavingyouanything。”
“Butitiseversomuchtoomuch!“
“Itisnothalfenough。YouandtheMayormustsettleallthatbetweenyou。Heandourfathertalkeditallover,andthiswaswhattheysettled。”
“Andourfatherplannedallthis,withoutsayingawordtomeaboutitwhilewewereonourwayuphere?“
“Yes。Theremighthavebeensomehitchinthegold’scoming。
BesidestheMayortoldhimnottotellyou。”
“Andheneversaidanythingabouttheothermoneyheleftforme——
whichenabledmetomarryatonce?Whywasthis?“
“Yourmothersaidhewasnottodoso。”
“Blessmyheart,howtheyhavedupedmeallround。Butwhywouldnotmymotherletyourfathertellme?Ohyes——shewasafraidI
shouldtelltheKingaboutit,asIcertainlyshould,whenItoldhimalltherest。”
“TelltheKing?“saidI,“whathaveyoubeentellingtheKing?“
“Everything;exceptaboutthenuggetsandthesovereigns,ofwhichIknewnothing;andIhavefeltmyselfablackguardeversincefornottellinghimaboutthesewhenhecameupherelastautumn——butI
lettheMayorandmymothertalkmeover,asIamafraidtheywilldoagain。”
“WhendidyoutelltheKing?“
ThenfollowedallthedetailsthatIhavetoldinthelatterpartofChapterXXI。WhenIaskedhowtheKingtooktheconfession,Georgesaid-
“Hewassomuchflatteredatbeingtreatedlikeareasonablebeing,andDr。Downie,whowaschiefspokesman,playedhispartsodiscreetly,withoutattemptingtoobscureeventhemostcompromisingissues,thatthoughhisMajestymadesomeshowofdispleasureatfirst,itwasplainthathewasheartilyenjoyingthewholestory。
“Dr。Downieshewedverywell。Hetookonhimselftheonusofhavingadvisedouraction,andhegavemeallthecreditofhavingproposedthatweshouldmakeacleanbreastofeverything。
“TheKing,too,behavedwithtrulyroyalpoliteness;hewasonthepointofaskingwhyIhadnottakenourfathertotheBluePoolatonce,andflunghimintoitontheSundayafternoon,whensomethingseemedtostrikehim:hegavemeasearchinglook,onwhichhesaidinanundertone,’Ohyes,’anddidnotgoonwithhisquestion。Heneverblamedmeforanything,andwhenIbeggedhimtoacceptmyresignationoftheRangership,hesaid-
“’No。StaywhereyouaretillIloseconfidenceinyou,whichwillnot,Ithink,beverysoon。Iwillcomeandhaveafewdays’
shootingaboutthemiddleofMarch,andifIhavegoodsportI
shallorderyoursalarytobeincreased。Ifanymoreforeigndevilscomeover,donotBlue-Poolthem;sendthemdowntome,andIwillseewhatIthinkofthem;Iammuchdisposedtoencourageafewofthemtosettlehere。”
“Iamsure。”continuedGeorge,“thathesaidthisbecauseheknewI
washalfaforeigndevilmyself。Indeedhewonmyheartnotonlybythedelicacyofhisconsideration,butbytheobviousgoodwillheboreme。Idonotknowwhathedidwiththenuggets,buthegaveordersthattheblanketandtherestofmyfather’skitshouldbeputinthegreatErewhonianMuseum。Asregardsmyfather’sreceipt,andtheProfessors’twodepositions,hesaidhewouldhavethemcarefullypreservedinhissecretarchives。’Adocument,’hesaidsomewhatenigmatically,’isadocument——but,ProfessorHanky,youcanhavethis’——andashespokehehandedhimbackhispocket-
handkerchief。
“Hankyduringthewholeinterviewwasfurious,athavingtoplaysoundignifiedapart,butevenmoreso,becausetheKingwhilehepaidmarkedattentiontoDr。Downie,andeventomyself,treatedhimwithamuseddisdain。Nevertheless,angrythoughhewas,hewasimpenitent,unabashed,andbrazeneditoutatBridgeford,thattheKinghadreceivedhimwithopenarms,andhadsnubbedDr。Downieandmyself。Butforhis(Hanky’s)intercession,IshouldhavebeendismissedthenandtherefromtheRangership。Andsoforth。Pankyneveropenedhismouth。
“ReturningtotheKing,hisMajestysaidtoDr。Downie,’IamafraidIshallnotbeabletocanonizeanyofyougentlemenjustyet。Wemustletthisaffairblowover。IndeedIaminhalfamindtohavethisSunchildbubblepricked;Ineverlikedit,andamgettingtiredofit;youMusicalBankgentlemenareoverdoingit。
IwilltalkitoverwithherMajesty。AsforProfessorHanky,IdonotseehowIcankeeponewhohasbeensosuccessfullyhoodwinked,asmyProfessorofWorldlyWisdom;butIwillconsultherMajestyaboutthispointalso。PerhapsIcanfindanotherpostforhim。
IfIdecideonhavingSunchildismpricked,heshallapplythepin。
Youmaygo。’
“Andgladenough。”saidGeorge,“weallofusweretodoso。”
“Butdidhe。”Iasked,“trytoprickthebubbleofSunchildism?“
“Ohno。AssoonashesaidhewouldtalkitoverwithherMajesty,Iknewthewholethingwouldendinsmoke,asindeedtoalloutwardappearanceitshortlydid;forDr。Downieadvisedhimnottobeintoogreatahurry,andwhateverhedidtodoitgradually。Hethereforetooknofurtheractionthantoshowmarkedfavourtopracticalengineersandmechanicians。Moreoverhestartedanaeronauticalsociety,whichmadeBridgefordfurious;butsofar,I
amafraidithasdoneusnogood,forthefirstascentwasdisastrous,involvingthedeathofthepoorfellowwhomadeit,andsincethennoonehasventuredtoascend。Iamafraidwedonotgetonveryfast。”
“DidtheKing。”Iasked,“increaseyoursalary?“
“Yes。Hedoubledit。”
“AndwhatdotheysayinSunch’stonaboutourfather’ssecondvisit?“
Georgelaughed,andshewedmethenewspaperextractwhichIhavealreadygiven。Iaskedwhowroteit。
“Idid。”saidhe,withademuresmile;“IwroteitatnightafterI
returnedhome,andbeforestartingforthecapitalnextmorning。I
calledmyself’thedeservedlypopularRanger,’toavertsuspicion。
Noonefoundmeout;youcankeeptheextract,Ibroughtithereonpurpose。”
“Itdoesyougreatcredit。Wasthereeveranylunatic,andwashefound?“
“Ohyes。Thatpartwastrue,exceptthathehadneverbeenupourway。”
“Thenthepoacherisstillatlarge?“
“Itistobefearedso。”
“AndwereDr。DownieandtheProfessorscanonizedafterall。”
“Notyet;buttheProfessorswillbenextmonth——forHankyisstillProfessor。Dr。Downiebackedoutofit。HesaiditwasenoughtobeaSunchildistwithoutbeingaSunchildSaint。Heworshipsthejumpingcatasmuchastheothers,buthekeepshiseyebetteronthecat,andseessoonerbothwhenitwilljump,andwhereitwilljumpto。Then,withoutdisturbinganyone,heinsinuateshimselfintotheplacewhichwillbebestwhenthejumpisover。Somesaythatthecatknowshimandfollowshim;atalleventswhenhemakesamovethecatgenerallyjumpstowardshimsoonafterwards。”
“Yougivehimaveryhighcharacter。”
“Yes,butIhavemydoubtsabouthisdoingmuchinthismatter;heisgettingold,andHankyburrowslikeamolenightandday。Thereisnoknowinghowitwillallend。”
“AndthepeopleatSunch’ston?Hasitgotwellaboutamongthem,inspiteofyouradmirablearticle,thatitwastheSunchildhimselfwhointerruptedHanky?“
“Ithas,andithasnot。Manyofusknowthetruth,butastorycamedownfromBridgefordthatitwasanevilspiritwhohadassumedtheSunchild’sform,intendingtomakepeoplescepticalaboutSunchildism;HankyandPankycowedthisspirit,otherwiseitwouldneverhaverecanted。Manypeopleswallowthis。”
“ButHankyandPankysworethattheyknewtheman。”
“Thatdoesnotmatter。”
“Andnowplease,howlonghaveyoubeenmarried?“
“Abouttenmonths。”
“Anyfamily?“
“Oneboyaboutafortnightold。DocomedowntoSunch’stonandseehim——heisyourownnephew。YouspeakErewhoniansoperfectlythatnohumanbeingwouldsuspectyouwereaforeigner,andyoulookoneofusfromheadtofoot。Icansmuggleyouthroughquiteeasily,andmymotherwouldsoliketoseeyou。”
Ishoulddearlyhavelikedtohavegone,butitwasoutofthequestion。IhadnothingwithmebuttheclothesIstoodin;
moreoverIwaslongingtobebackinEngland,andwhenonceIwasinErewhontherewasnoknowingwhenIshouldbeabletogetawayagain;butGeorgefoughthardbeforehegavein。
Itwasnownearingthetimewhenthisstrangemeetingbetweentwobrothers——asstrangeaoneasthestatuescaneverhavelookeddownupon——mustcometoanend。IshewedGeorgewhattherepeaterwoulddo,andwhatitwouldexpectofitspossessor。Igavehimsixgoodphotographs,ofmyfatherandmyself——threeofeach。Hehadneverseenaphotograph,andcouldhardlybelievehiseyesashelookedatthoseIshewedhim。Ialsogavehimthreeenvelopesaddressedtomyself,careofAlfredEmeryCathie,Esq。,15Clifford’sInn,London,andimploredhimtowritetomeifhecouldeverfindmeansofgettingaletterovertherangeasfarastheshepherd’shut。
Atthisheshookhishead,buthepromisedtowriteifhecould。I
alsotoldhimthatIhadwrittenafullaccountofmyfather’ssecondvisittoErewhon,butthatitshouldneverbepublishedtillIheardfromhim——atwhichheagainshookhishead,butadded,“Andyetwhocantell?FortheKingmayhavethecountryopeneduptoforeignerssomedayafterall。”
Thenhethankedmeathousandtimesover,shoulderedtheknapsack,embracedmeashehadmyfather,andcaressedthedog,embracedmeagain,andmadenoattempttohidethetearsthatrandownhischeeks。
“There。”hesaid;“Ishallwaitheretillyouareoutofsight。”
Iturnedaway,anddidnotlookbacktillIreachedtheplaceatwhichIknewthatIshouldlosethestatues。Ithenturnedround,wavedmyhand——asalsodidGeorge,andwentdownthemountainside,fullofsadthoughts,butthankfulthatmytaskhadbeensohappilyaccomplished,andawarethatmylifehenceforwardhadbeenenrichedbysomethingthatIcouldneverlose。
ForIhadneverseen,andfeltasthoughInevercouldsee,George’sequal。Hisabsoluteunconsciousnessofself,theunhesitatingwayinwhichhetookmetohisheart,hisfearlessfrankness,thehappygenialexpressionthatplayedonhisface,andtheextremesweetnessofhissmile——thesewerethethingsthatmademesaytomyselfthatthe“blazonofbeauty’sbest“couldtellmenothingbetterthanwhatIhadfoundandlostwithinthelastthreehours。Howsmall,too,Ifeltbycomparison!Iffornoothercause,yetforthis,thatI,whohadweptsobitterlyovermyowndisappointmentthedaybefore,couldmeetthisdearfellow’stearswithnotearofmyown。
Butletthispass。IgotbacktoHarris’shutwithoutadventure。
Whenthere,inthecourseoftheevening,ItoldHarristhatIhadafancyfortherughehadfoundontheriver-bed,andthatifhewouldletmehaveit,Iwouldgivehimmyredoneandtenshillingstoboot。Theexchangewassoobviouslytohisadvantagethathemadenodemur,andnextmorningIstrappedYram’srugontomyhorse,andtookitgladlyhometoEngland,whereIkeepitonmyownbednexttothecounterpane,sothatwithcareitmaylastmeoutmylife。Iwantedhimtotakethedogandmakeahomeforhim,buthehadtwocolliesalready,andsaidthataretrieverwouldbeofnousetohim。SoItookthepoorbeastonwithmetotheport,whereIwasgladtofindthatMr。Bakerlikedhimandacceptedhimfromme,thoughhewasnotminetogive。HehadbeensuchanunspeakablecomforttomewhenIwasalone,thathewouldhavehauntedmeunlessIhadbeenabletoprovideforhimwhereIknewhewouldbewellcaredfor。AsforDoctor,Iwassorrytoleavehim,butIknewhewasingoodhands。
“Iseeyouhavenotbroughtyourknapsackback,sir。”saidMr。
Baker。
“No。”saidI,“andverythankfulwasIwhenIhadhandeditovertothoseforwhomitwasintended。”
“Ihavenodoubtyouwere,sir,forIcouldseeitwasadesperateheavyloadforyou。”
“Indeeditwas。”ButatthispointIbroughtthediscussiontoaclose。
TwodayslaterIsailed,andreachedhomeearlyinFebruary1892。
Iwasmarriedthreeweekslater,andwhenthehoneymoonwasover,setaboutmakingthenecessary,andsome,Ifear,unnecessaryadditionstothisbook——byfarthegreaterpartofwhichhadbeenwritten,asIhavealreadysaid,manymonthsearlier。Inowleaveit,atanyrateforthepresent,April22,1892。
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Postscript——OnthelastdayofNovember1900,IreceivedaletteraddressedinMr。AlfredCathie’sfamiliarhandwriting,andonopeningitfoundthatitcontainedanother,addressedtomeinmyown,andunstamped。ForthemomentIwaspuzzled,butimmediatelyknewthatitmustbefromGeorge。Itoreitopen,andfoundeightcloselywrittenpages,whichIdevouredasIhaveseldomindeeddevouredsolongaletter。ItwasdatedXXIX。vii。1,and,asnearlyasIcantranslateitwasasfollows;-
“Twice,mydearestbrother,haveIwrittentoyou,andtwiceinsuccessivedaysinsuccessiveyears,haveIbeenuptothestatuesonthechancethatyoucouldmeetme,asIproposedinmyletters。
DonotthinkIwentallthewaybacktoSunch’ston——thereisaranger’sshelternowonlyanhourandahalfbelowthestatues,andhereIpassedthenight。Iknewyouhadgotneitherofmyletters,forifyouhadgotthemandcouldnotcomeyourself,youwouldhavesentsomeonewhomyoucouldtrustwithaletter。Iknowyouwould,thoughIdonotknowhowyouwouldhavecontrivedtodoit。
“IsentbothlettersthroughBishopKahabuka(or,ashisinferiorclergycallhim,’Chowbok’),headoftheChristianMissiontoErewhemos,which,asyourfatherhasdoubtlesstoldyou,isthecountryadjoiningErewhon,butinhabitedbyacolouredracehavingnoaffinitywithourown。BishopKahabukahaspenetratedattimesintoErewhon,andtheKing,wishingtobeongoodtermswithhisneighbours,haspermittedhimtoestablishtwoorthreemissionstationsinthewesternpartsofErewhon。Amongthemissionariesaresomefewofyourowncountrymen。Noneofuslikethem,butoneofthemisteachingmeEnglish,whichIfindquiteeasy。
“AsIwroteinthelettersthathaveneverreachedyou,IamnolongerRanger。TheKing,aftersomefewyears(inthecourseofwhichItoldhimofyourvisit,andwhatyouhadbroughtme),declaredthatIwastheonlyoneofhisservantswhomhecouldtrust,andfoundhighofficeforme,whichkeptmeincloseconfidentialcommunicationwithhimself。
“Aboutthreeyearsago,onthedeathofhisPrimeMinister,heappointedmetofillhisplace;anditwasonthis,thatsomanypossibilitiesoccurredtomeconcerningwhichIdearlylongedforyouropinion,thatIwroteandaskedyou,ifyoucould,tomeetmepersonallyorbyproxyatthestatues,whichIcouldreachontheoccasionofmyannualvisittomymother——yes——andfather——atSunch’ston。
“IsentbothlettersbywayofErewhemos,confidingthemtoBishopKahabuka,whoisjustsuchanotherasSt。Hanky。Hetellsmethatourfatherwasaveryoldanddearfriendofhis——butofcourseI
didnotsayanythingabouthisbeingmyownfather。IonlyinquiredaboutaMr。Higgs,whowasnowworshippedinErewhonasasupernaturalbeing。TheBishopsaiditwas,“Oh,soverydreadful。”andhefeltitallthemorekeenly,forthereasonthathehadhimselfbeenthemeansofmyfather’sgoingtoErewhon,bygivinghimtheinformationthatenabledhimtofindthepassovertherangethatboundedthecountry。
“Ididnotliketheman,butIthoughtIcouldtrusthimwithaletter,whichitnowseemsIcouldnotdo。ThisthirdletterI
havegivenhimwithapromiseofahundredpoundsinsilverforhisnewCathedral,tobepaidassoonasIgetananswerfromyou。
“WeareallwellatSunch’ston;soaremywifeandeightchildren——
fivesonsandthreedaughters——butthecountryisatsixesandsevens。St。Pankyisdead,buthissonPocusisworse。Dr。Downiehasbecomeverylethargic。IcandolessagainstSt。HankyismthanwhenIwasaprivateman。Alittleindiscretiononmypartwouldplungethecountryincivilwar。Ourengineersandso-calledmenofsciencearesturdilybeggingforendowments,andsteadilyclaimingtohaveahandineverypiethatisbakedfromoneendofthecountrytotheother。Themissionariesarebuyingupalloursilver,andachangeintherelativevaluesofgoldandsilverisinprogressofwhichnoneofusforeseetheend。
“TheKingandIboththinkthatannexationbyEngland,oraBritishProtectorate,wouldbethesavingofus,forwehavenoarmyworththename,andifyoudonottakeusoversomeoneelsesoonwill。
TheKinghasurgedmetosendforyou。Ifyoucome(do!do!do!)
youhadbettercomebywayofErewhemos,whichisnowinmonthlycommunicationwithSouthampton。IfyouwillwritemethatyouarecomingIwillmeetyouattheport,andbringyouwithmetoourowncapital,wheretheKingwillbeoverjoyedtoseeyou。”
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Therestoftheletterwasfilledwithallsortsofnewswhichinterestedme,butwouldrequirechaptersofexplanationbeforetheycouldbecomeinterestingtothereader。
Theletterwoundup:-
“Youmaypublishnowwhateveryoulike,wheneveryoulike。
“WritetomebywayofErewhemos,careoftheRightReverendtheLordBishop,andsaywhichwayyouwillcome。Ifyouprefertheoldroad,weareboundtobeintheneighbourhoodofthestatuesbythebeginningofMarch。MynextbrotherisnowRanger,andcouldmeetyouatthestatueswithpermitandluncheon,andmoreofthatwhitewinethaneveryouwillbeabletodrink。Onlyletmeknowwhatyouwilldo。
“IshouldtellyouthattheoldrailwaywhichusedtorunfromClearwatertothecapital,andwhich,asyouknow,wasallowedtogotoruin,hasbeenreconstructedatanoutlayfarlessthanmighthavebeenexpected——forthebridgeshadbeenmaintainedforordinarycarriagetraffic。Thejourney,therefore,fromSunch’stontothecapitalcannowbedoneinlessthanfortyhours。Onthewhole,however,IrecommendyoutocomebywayofErewhemos。Ifyoustart,asIthinkpossible,withoutwritingfromEngland,BishopKahabuka’spalaceisonlyeightmilesfromtheport,andhewillgiveyoueveryinformationaboutyourfurtherjourney——adistanceoflessthanacoupleofhundredmiles。ButIshouldprefertomeetyoumyself。
“Mydearestbrother,Ichargeyoubythememoryofourcommonfather,andevenmorebythatofthosethreehoursthatlinkedyoutomeforever,andwhichIwouldfainhopelinkedmealsotoyourself——comeover,ifbyanymeansyoucandoso——comeoverandhelpus。
“GEORGESTRONG。”
“Mydear。”saidItomywifewhowasattheotherendofthebreakfasttable,“Ishallhavetotranslatethislettertoyou,andthenyouwillhavetohelpmetobeginpacking;forIhavenonetoomuchtime。ImustseeAlfred,andgivehimapowerofattorney。
Hewillarrangewithsomepublisheraboutmybook,andyoucancorrectthepress。Breakthenewsgentlytothechildren;andgetalongwithoutme,mydear,forsixmonthsaswellasyoucan。”
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IwritethisatSouthampton,fromwhichportIsailto-morrow——i。e。
November15,1900——forErewhemos。
Footnotes:
{1}SeeChapterX。
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