下载辰思小说免费APP
Ordinarilyawomanfeels,enjoys,andjudges,successively;hencethreedistinctages,thelastofwhichcoincideswiththemournfulperiodofoldage。InMademoiselledesTouchesthisorderwasreversed。Heryouthwaswrappedinthesnowsofknowledgeandtheiceofreflection。Thistranspositionis,intruth,anadditionalexplanationofthestrangenessofherlifeandthenatureofhertalent。Sheobservedmenatanagewhenmostwomencanonlyseeoneman;shedespisedwhatotherwomenadmired;shedetectedfalsehoodintheflatteriestheyacceptastruths;shelaughedatthingsthatmadethemserious。Thiscontradictionofherlifewiththatofotherslastedlong;butitcametoaterribleend;shewasdestinedtofindinhersoulafirstlove,youngandfresh,atanagewhenwomenaresummonedbyNaturetorenouncealllove。
Meantime,afirstaffairinwhichshewasinvolvedhasalwaysremainedasecretfromtheworld。Felicite,likeotherwomen,wasinducedtobelievethatbeautyofbodywasthatofsoul。Shefellinlovewithaface,andlearned,tohercost,thefollyofamanofgallantry,whosawnothinginherbutamerewoman。Itwassometimebeforesherecoveredfromthedisgustshefeltatthisepisode。Herdistresswasperceivedbyafriend,aman,whoconsoledherwithoutpersonalafter-
thought,or,atanyrate,heconcealedanysuchmotiveifhehadit。
InhimFelicitebelievedshefoundtheheartandmindwhichwerelackingtoherformerlover。Hedid,intruth,possessoneofthemostoriginalmindsofourage。He,too,wroteunderapseudonym,andhisfirstpublicationswerethoseofanadorerofItaly。TravelwastheoneformofeducationwhichFelicitelacked。Amanofgenius,apoetandacritic,hetookFelicitetoItalyinordertomakeknowntoherthatcountryofallArt。Thiscelebratedman,whoisnameless,mayberegardedasthemasterandmakerof”CamilleMaupin。”HeboughtintoorderandshapethevastamountofknowledgealreadyacquiredbyFelicite;increaseditbystudyofthemasterpieceswithwhichItalyteems;gaveherthefrankness,freedom,andgrace,epigrammatic,andintense,whichisthecharacterofhisowntalent(alwaysratherfancifulastoform)whichCamilleMaupinmodifiedbydelicacyofsentimentandthesoftertermsofthoughtthatarenaturaltoawoman。
HealsorousedinheratasteforGermanandEnglishliteratureandmadeherlearnbothlanguageswhiletravelling。InRome,in1820,FelicitewasdesertedforanItalian。Withoutthatmiseryshemightneverhavebeencelebrated。Napoleoncalledmisfortunethemidwifeofgenius。ThiseventfilledMademoiselledesTouches,andforever,withthatcontemptformenwhichlaterwastomakehersostrong。Felicitedied,CamilleMaupinwasborn。
ShereturnedtoPariswithConti,thegreatmusician,forwhomshewrotethelibrettosoftwooperas。Butshehadnomoreillusions,andshebecame,atheart,unknowntotheworld,asortoffemaleDonJuan,withoutdebtsandwithoutconquests。Encouragedbysuccess,shepublishedthetwovolumesofplayswhichatonceplacedthenameofCamilleMaupininthelistofillustriousanonymas。Next,sherelatedherbetrayedanddeludedloveinashortnovel,oneofthemasterpiecesofthatperiod。Thisbook,ofadangerousexample,wasclassedwith”Adolphe,”adreadfullamentation,thecounterpartofwhichisfoundinCamille’swork。Thetruesecretofherliterarymetamorphosisandpseudonymhasneverbeenfullyunderstood。Somedelicatemindshavethoughtitlayinafemininedesiretoescapefameandremainobscure,whileofferingaman’snameandworktocriticism。
Inspiteofanysuchdesire,ifshehadit,hercelebrityincreaseddaily,partlythroughtheinfluenceofhersalon,partlyfromherownwit,thecorrectnessofherjudgments,andthesolidworthofheracquirements。Shebecameanauthority;hersayingswerequoted;shecouldnolongerlayasideatwillthefunctionswithwhichParisiansocietyinvestedher。Shecametobeanacknowledgedexception。Theworldbowedbeforethegeniusandpositionofthisstrangewoman;itrecognizedandsanctionedherindependence;womenadmiredhermind,menherbeauty。Herconductwasregulatedbyallsocialconventions。
Herfriendshipsseemedpurelyplatonic。Therewas,moreover,nothingofthefemaleauthorabouther。MademoiselledesTouchesischarmingasawomanoftheworld,——languidwhenshepleases,indolent,coquettish,concernedabouthertoilet,pleasedwiththeairynothingssoseductivetowomenandtopoets。SheunderstandsverywellthatafterMadamedeStaelthereisnoplaceinthiscenturyforaSappho,andthatNinoncouldnotexistinPariswithout/grandsseigneurs/andavoluptuouscourt。SheistheNinonoftheintellect;sheadoresArtandartists;shegoesfromthepoettothemusician,fromthesculptortotheprose-writer。Herheartisnoble,endowedwithagenerositythatmakesheradupe;sofilledisshewithpityforsorrow,——filledalsowithcontemptfortheprosperous。Shehaslivedsince1830,thecentreofachoicecircle,surroundedbytriedfriendswholovehertenderlyandesteemeachother。FarfromthenoisyfussofMadamedeStael,farfrompoliticalstrifes,shejokesaboutCamilleMaupin,thatjuniorofGeorgeSand(whomshecallsherbrotherCain),whoserecentfamehasnoweclipsedherown。MademoiselledesTouchesadmiresherfortunaterivalwithangeliccomposure,feelingnojealousyandnosecretvexation。
Untiltheperiodwhenthishistorybegins,shehadledashappyalifeasawomanstrongenoughtoprotectherselfcanbesupposedtolive。
From1817to1834shehadcomesomefiveorsixtimestoLesTouches。
Herfirststaywasafterherfirstdisillusionin1818。Thehousewasuninhabitable,andshesenthermanofbusinesstoGuerandeandtookalodgingforherselfinthevillage。Atthattimeshehadnosuspicionofhercomingfame;shewassad,shesawnoone;shewanted,asitwere,tocontemplateherselfafterhergreatdisaster。ShewrotetoParistohavethefurniturenecessaryforaresidenceatLesTouchessentdowntoher。ItcamebyavesseltoNantes,thencebysmallboatstoCroisic,fromwhichlittleplaceitwastransported,notwithoutdifficulty,overthesandstoLesTouches。WorkmencamedownfromParis,andbeforelongsheoccupiedLesTouches,whichpleasedherimmensely。Shewantedtomeditateovertheeventsofherlife,likeacloisterednun。
AtthebeginningofthewintershereturnedtoParis。ThelittletownofGuerandewasbythistimerousedtodiabolicalcuriosity;itswholetalkwasoftheAsiaticluxurydisplayedatLesTouches。Hermanofbusinessgaveordersafterherdeparturethatvisitorsshouldbeadmittedtoviewthehouse。TheyflockedfromthevillageofBatz,fromCroisic,andfromSavenay,aswellasfromGuerande。Thispubliccuriositybroughtinanenormoussumtothefamilyoftheporterandgardener,notless,intwoyears,thanseventeenfrancs。
Afterthis,MademoiselledesTouchesdidnotrevisitLesTouchesfortwoyears,notuntilherreturnfromItaly。OnthatoccasionshecamebywayofCroisicandwasaccompaniedbyConti。ItwassometimebeforeGuerandebecameawareofherpresence。HersubsequentapparitionsatLesTouchesexcitedcomparativelylittleinterest。HerParisianfamedidnotprecedeher;hermanofbusinessaloneknewthesecretofherwritingsandofherconnectionwiththecelebrityofCamilleMaupin。ButattheperiodofwhichwearenowwritingthecontagionofthenewideashadmadesomeprogressinGuerande,andseveralpersonsknewofthedualformofMademoiselledesTouches’
existence。Letterscametothepost-office,directedtoCamilleMaupinatLesTouches。Inshort,theveilwasrentaway。InaregionsoessentiallyCatholic,archaic,andfullofprejudice,thesingularlifeofthisillustriouswomanwouldofcoursecauserumors,someofwhich,aswehaveseen,hadreachedtheearsoftheAbbeGrimontandalarmedhim;suchalifecouldneverbecomprehendedinGuerande;infact,toeverymind,itseemedunnaturalandimproper。
Felicite,duringherpresentstay,wasnotaloneinLesTouches。Shehadaguest。ThatguestwasClaudeVignon,ascornfulandpowerfulwriterwho,thoughdoingcriticismonly,hasfoundmeanstogivethepublicandliteraturetheimpressionofacertainsuperiority。
MademoiselledesToucheshadreceivedthiswriterforthelastsevenyears,asshehadsomanyotherauthors,journalists,artists,andmenoftheworld。Sheknewhisnervelessnature,hislaziness,hisutterpenury,hisindifferenceanddisgustforallthings,andyetbythewayshewasnowconductingherselfsheseemedinclinedtomarryhim。
Sheexplainedherconduct,incomprehensibletoherfriends,invariousways,——byambition,bythedreadshefeltofalonelyoldage;shewantedtoconfideherfuturetoasuperiorman,towhomherfortunewouldbeastepping-stone,andthusincreaseherownimportanceintheliteraryworld。
WiththeseapparentintentionsshehadbroughtClaudeVignonfromParistoLesTouches,asaneaglebearsawayakidinitstalons,——tostudyhim,anddecideuponsomepositivecourse。But,intruth,shewasmisleadingbothCalysteandClaude;shewasnoteventhinkingofmarriage;herheartwasinthethroesofthemostviolentconvulsionthatcouldagitateasoulasstrongashers。Shefoundherselfthedupeofherownmind;toolateshesawlifelightedbythesunoflove,shiningasloveshinesinaheartoftwenty。
LetusnowseeCamille’sconventwherethiswashappening。
VII
LESTOUCHES
AfewhundredyardsfromGuerandethesoilofBrittanycomestoanend;thesalt-marshesandthesandydunesbegin。Wedescendintoadesertofsand,whichtheseahasleftforamarginbetweenherselfandearth,byaruggedroadthrougharavinethathasneverseenacarriage。Thisdesertcontainswastetracts,pondsofunequalsize,roundtheshoresofwhichthesaltismadeonmuddybanks,andalittlearmoftheseawhichseparatesthemainlandfromtheislandofCroisic。Geographically,Croisicisreallyapeninsula;butasitholdstoBrittanyonlybythebeacheswhichconnectitwiththevillageofBatz(barrenquicksandsverydifficulttocross),itmaybemorecorrecttocallitanisland。
AtthepointwheretheroadfromCroisictoGuerandeturnsofffromthemainroadof/terrafirma/,standsacountry-house,surroundedbyalargegarden,remarkableforitstrimmedandtwistedpine-trees,somebeingtrainedtotheshapeofsun-shades,others,strippedoftheirbranches,showingtheirreddenedtrunksinspotswherethebarkhaspeeled。Thesetrees,victimsofhurricanes,growingagainstwindandtide(forthemthesayingisliterallytrue),preparethemindforthestrangeanddepressingsightofthemarshesanddunes,whichresembleastiffenedocean。Thehouse,fairlywellbuiltofaspeciesofslatystonewithgranitecourses,hasnoarchitecture;itpresentstotheeyeaplainwallwithwindowsatregularintervals。Thesewindowshavesmallleadedpanesontheground-floorandlargepanesontheupperfloor。Abovearetheattics,whichstretchthewholelengthofanenormouslyhighpointedroof,withtwogablesandtwolargedormerwindowsoneachsideofit。Underthetriangularpointofeachgableacircularwindowopensitscyclopiceye,westerlytothesea,easterlyonGuerande。OnefacadeofthehouselooksontheroadtoGuerande,theotheronthedesertattheendofwhichisCroisic;
beyondthatlittletownistheopensea。AbrookescapesthroughanopeningintheparkwallwhichskirtstheroadtoCroisic,crossestheroad,andislostinthesandsbeyondit。
Thegrayishtonesofthehouseharmonizeadmirablywiththesceneitoverlooks。Theparkisanoasisinthesurroundingdesert,attheentranceofwhichthetravellercomesuponamud-hut,wherethecustom-houseofficialslieinwaitforhim。Thishousewithoutland(forthebulkoftheestateisreallyinGuerande)derivesanincomefromthemarshesandafewoutlyingfarmsofovertenthousandfrancsayear。SuchisthefiefofLesTouches,fromwhichtheRevolutionloppeditsfeudalrights。The/paludiers/,however,continuetocallit”thechateau,”andtheywouldstillsay”seigneur”ifthefiefwerenotnowinthefemaleline。WhenFelicitesetaboutrestoringLesTouches,shewascareful,artistthatsheis,nottochangethedesolateexteriorwhichgivesthelookofaprisontotheisolatedstructure。Thesolechangewasatthegate,whichsheenlivenedbytwobrickcolumnssupportinganarch,beneathwhichcarriagespassintothecourt-yardwheresheplantedtrees。
Thearrangementoftheground-flooristhatofnearlyallcountryhousesbuiltahundredyearsago。Itwas,evidently,erectedontheruinsofsomeoldcastleformerlyperchedthere。Alargepanelledentrance-hallhasbeenturnedbyFeliciteintoabilliard-room;fromitopensanimmensesalonwithsixwindows,andthedining-room。Thekitchencommunicateswiththedining-roomthroughanoffice。Camillehasdisplayedanoblesimplicityinthearrangementofthisfloor,carefullyavoidingallsplendiddecoration。Thesalon,paintedgray,isfurnishedinoldmahoganywithgreensilkcoverings。Thefurnitureofthedining-roomcomprisesfourgreatbuffets,alsoofmahogany,chairscoveredwithhorsehair,andsuperbengravingsbyAudraninmahoganyframes。Theoldstaircase,ofwoodwithheavybalusters,iscoveredalloverwithagreencarpet。
Onthefloorabovearetwosuitesofroomsseparatedbythestaircase。
MademoiselledesToucheshastakenforherselftheonethatlookstowardtheseaandthemarshes,andarrangeditwithasmallsalon,alargechamber,andtwocabinets,oneforadressing-room,theotherforastudyandwriting-room。Theothersuite,shehasmadeintotwoseparateapartmentsforguests,eachwithabedroom,anantechamber,andacabinet。Theservantshaveroomsintheattic。Theroomsforguestsarefurnishedwithwhatisstrictlynecessary,andnomore。A
certainfantasticluxuryhasbeenreservedforherownapartment。Inthatsombreandmelancholyhabitation,lookingoutuponthesombreandmelancholylandscape,shewantedthemostfantasticcreationsofartthatshecouldfind。ThelittlesalonishungwithGobelintapestry,framedinmarvellouslycarvedoak。Thewindowsaredrapedwiththeheavysilkenhangingsofapastage,abrocadeshotwithcrimsonandgoldagainstgreenandyellow,gatheredintomightypleatsandtrimmedwithfringesandcordsandtasselsworthyofachurch。Thissaloncontainsachestorcabinetworthinthesedayssevenoreightthousandfrancs,acarvedebonytable,asecretarywithmanydrawers,inlaidwitharabesquesofivoryandboughtinVenice,withothernobleGothicfurniture。Heretooarepicturesandarticlesofchoiceworkmanshipboughtin1818,atatimewhennoonesuspectedtheultimatevalueofsuchtreasures。HerbedroomisoftheperiodofLouisXV。andstrictlyexacttoit。Hereweseethecarvedwoodenbedsteadpaintedwhite,withthearchedhead-boardsurmountedbyCupidsscatteringflowers,andthecanopyaboveitadornedwithplumes;thehangingsofbluesilk;thePompadourdressing-tablewithitslacesandmirror;togetherwithbitsoffurnitureofsingularshape,——a”duchesse,”achaise-longue,astifflittlesofa,——withwindow-curtainsofsilk,likethatofthefurniture,linedwithpinksatin,andcaughtbackwithsilkenropes,andacarpetofSavonnerie;
inshort,wefindhereallthoseelegant,rich,sumptuous,anddaintythingsinthemidstofwhichthewomenoftheeighteenthcenturylivedandmadelove。
Thestudy,entirelyofthepresentday,presents,incontrastwiththeLouisXV。gallantries,acharmingcollectionofmahoganyfurniture;itresemblesaboudoir;thebookshelvesarefull,butthefascinatingtrivialitiesofawoman’sexistenceencumberit;inthemidstofwhichaninquisitiveeyeperceiveswithuneasysurprisepistols,anarghile,ariding-whip,ahammock,arifle,aman’sblouse,tobacco,pipes,aknapsack,——abizarrecombinationwhichpaintsFelicite。
Everygreatsoul,enteringthatroom,wouldbestruckwiththepeculiarbeautyofthelandscapewhichspreadsitsbroadsavannabeyondthepark,thelastvegetationonthecontinent。Themelancholysquaresofwater,dividedbylittlepathsofwhitesaltcrust,alongwhichthesalt-makerspass(dressedinwhite)torakeupandgatherthesaltinto/mulons/;aspacewhichthesalineexhalationspreventallbirdsfromcrossing,stiflingthustheeffortsofbotanicnature;
thosesandswheretheeyeissoothedonlybyonelittlehardypersistentplantbearingrosyflowersandtheChartreuxpansy;thatlakeofsaltwater,thesandydunes,theviewofCroisic,aminiaturetownafloatlikeVeniceonthesea;and,finallythemightyoceantossingitsfoamingfringeuponthegraniterocksasifthebettertobringouttheirweirdformations——thatsightupliftsthemindalthoughitsaddensit;aneffectproducedatlastbyallthatissublime,creatingaregretfulyearningforthingsunknownandyetperceivedbythesoulonfar-offheights。Thesewildandsavageharmoniesareforgreatspiritsandgreatsorrowsonly。
Thisdesertscene,whereattimesthesunrays,reflectedbythewater,bythesands,whitenedthevillageofBatzandrippledontheroofsofCroisicwithpitilessbrilliancy,filledCamille’sdreamingmindfordaystogether。Sheseldomlookedtothecool,refreshingscenes,thegroves,theflowerymeadowsaroundGuerande。Hersoulwasstrugglingtoendureahorribleinwardanguish。
NosoonerdidCalysteseethevanesofthetwogablesshootingupbeyondthefurzeoftheroadsideandthedistortedheadsofthepines,thantheairseemedlighter;Guerandewasaprisontohim;hislifewasatLesTouches。Whowillnotunderstandtheattractionitpresentedtoayouthinhisposition。AlovelikethatofCherubin,hadflunghimatthefeetofapersonwhowasagreatandgrandthingtohimbeforehethoughtofherasawoman,andithadsurvivedtherepeatedandinexplicablerefusalsofFelicite。Thissentiment,whichwasmoretheneedoflovingthanloveitself,hadnotescapedtheterriblepowerofCamilleforanalysis;hence,possibly,herrejection,——agenerosityunperceived,ofcourse,byCalyste。
AtLesTouchesweredisplayedtotheravishedeyesoftheignorantyoungcountryman,therichesofanewworld;heheard,asitwere,anotherlanguage,hithertounknowntohimandsonorous。Helistenedtothepoeticsoundsofthefinestmusic,thatsurpassingmusicofthenineteenthcentury,inwhichmelodyandharmonyblendorstruggleonequalterms,——amusicinwhichsongandinstrumentationhavereachedahithertounknownperfection。Hesawbeforehiseyestheworksofmodernpainters,thoseoftheFrenchschool,to-daytheheirofItaly,Spain,andFlanders,inwhichtalenthasbecomesocommonthathearts,wearyoftalent,arecallingaloudforgenius。Hereadtherethoseworksofimagination,thoseamazingcreationsofmodernliteraturewhichproducedtheirfulleffectuponhisunusedheart。Inshort,thegreatNineteenthCenturyappearedtohim,inallitscollectivemagnificence,itscriticisingspirit,itsdesiresforrenovationinalldirections,anditsvastefforts,nearlyallofthemonthescaleofthegiantwhocradledtheinfancyofthecenturyinhisbannersandsangtoithymnswiththelullabyofcannon。
InitiatedbyFeliciteintothegrandeurofallthesethings,whichmay,perhaps,escapetheeyesofthosewhoworkthem,CalystegratifiedatLesTouchesthetastefortheglorious,powerfulathisage,andthatartlessadmiration,thefirstloveofadolescence,whichisalwaysirritatedbycriticism。Itissonaturalthatflameshouldrise!HelistenedtothatcharmingParisianraillery,thatgracefulsatirewhichrevealedtohimFrenchwitandthequalitiesoftheFrenchmind,andawakenedinhimathousandideas,whichmighthaveslumberedforeverinthesofttorporofhisfamilylife。Forhim,MademoiselledesToucheswasthemotherofhisintellect。Shewassokindtohim;awomanisalwaysadorabletoamaninwhomsheinspireslove,evenwhensheseemsnottoshareit。
AtthepresenttimeFelicitewasgivinghimmusic-lessons。Tohimthegrandapartmentsonthelowerfloor,andherprivateroomsabove,socoquettish,soartistic,werevivified,wereanimatedbyalight,aspirit,asupernaturalatmosphere,strangeandundefinable。ThemodernworldwithitspoesywassharplycontrastedwiththedullandpatriarchalworldofGuerande,inthetwosystemsbroughtfacetofacebeforehim。OnonesideallthethousanddevelopmentsofArt,ontheotherthesamenessofuncivilizedBrittany。Noonewillthereforeaskwhythepoorlad,boredlikehismotherwiththepleasuresof/mouche/,quiveredasheapproachedthehouse,andrangthebell,andcrossedthecourt-yard。Suchemotions,wemayremark,donotassailamatureman,trainedtotheupsanddownsoflife,whomnothingsurprises,beingpreparedforall。
Asthedooropened,Calyste,hearingthesoundofthepiano,supposedthatCamillewasinthesalon;butwhenheenteredthebilliard-hallhenolongerheardit。Camille,hethought,mustbeplayingonasmalluprightpianobroughtbyContifromEnglandandplacedbyherinherownlittlesalon。Hebegantorunupthestairs,wherethethickcarpetsmotheredthesoundofhissteps;buthewentmoreslowlyashenearedthetop,perceivingsomethingunusualandextraordinaryaboutthemusic。Felicitewasplayingforherselfonly;shewascommuningwithherownbeing。
Insteadofenteringtheroom,theyoungmansatdownuponaGothicseatcoveredwithgreenvelvet,whichstoodonthelandingbeneathawindowartisticallyframedincarvedwoodsstainedandvarnished。
NothingwasevermoremysteriouslymelancholythanCamille’simprovisation;itseemedlikethecryofasoul/deprofundis/toGod——fromthedepthsofagrave!Theheartoftheyoungloverrecognizedthecryofdespairinglove,theprayerofahiddenplaint,thegroanofrepressedaffliction。Camillehadvaried,modified,andlengthenedtheintroductiontothecavatina:”Mercyforthee,mercyforme!”
whichisnearlythewholeofthefourthactof”RobertleDiable。”Shenowsuddenlysangthewordsinaheart-rendingmanner,andthenassuddenlyinterruptedherself。Calysteentered,andsawthereason。
PoorCamilleMaupin!poorFelicite!Sheturnedtohimafacebathedwithtears,tookoutherhandkerchiefanddriedthem,andsaid,simply,withoutaffectation,”Good-morning。”Shewasbeautifulasshesatthereinhermorninggown。Onherheadwasoneofthoseredchenillenets,muchworninthosedays,throughwhichthecoilsofherblackhairshone,escapinghereandthere。AshortuppergarmentmadelikeaGreekpeplumgavetoviewapairofcambrictrouserswithembroideredfrills,andtheprettiestofTurkishslippers,redandgold。”Whatisthematter?”criedCalyste。”Hehasnotreturned,”shereplied,goingtoawindowandlookingoutuponthesands,theseaandthemarshes。
Thisanswerexplainedall。CamillewasawaitingClaudeVignon。”Youareanxiousabouthim?”askedCalyste。”Yes,”sheanswered,withasadnesstheladwastooignoranttoanalyze。
Hestartedtoleavetheroom。”Whereareyougoing?”sheasked。”Tofindhim,”hereplied。”Dearchild!”shesaid,takinghishandanddrawinghimtowardherwithoneofthosemoistglanceswhicharetoayouthfulsoulthebestofrecompenses。”Youaredistracted!Wherecouldyoufindhimonthatwideshore?””Iwillfindhim。””Yourmotherwouldbeinmortalterror。Stay。Besides,Ichooseit,”
shesaid,makinghimsitdownuponthesofa。”Don’tpityme。Thetearsyouseearethetearsawomanlikestoshed。Wehaveafacultythatisnotinman,——thatofabandoningourselvestoournervousnatureanddrivingourfeelingstoanextreme。Byimaginingcertainsituationsandencouragingtheimaginationweendintears,andsometimesinseriousstatesofillnessordisorder。Thefanciesofwomenarenottheactionofthemind;theyareoftheheart。Youhavecomejustintime;solitudeisbadforme。IamnotthedupeofhisprofesseddesiretogotoCroisicandseetherocksandthedunesandthesalt-
marsheswithoutme。Hemeanttoleaveusalonetogether;heisjealous,or,rather,hepretendsjealousy,andyouareyoung,youarehandsome。””Whynothavetoldmethisbefore?WhatmustIdo?mustIstayaway?”
askedCalyste,withdifficultyrestraininghistears,oneofwhichrolleddownhischeekandtouchedFelicitedeeply。”Youareanangel!”shecried。Thenshegailysangthe”Stay!stay!”
ofMatildein”GuillaumeTell,”takingallgravityfromthatmagnificentansweroftheprincesstohersubject。”Heonlywantstomakemethinkhelovesmebetterthanhereallydoes,”shesaid。”HeknowshowmuchIdesirehishappiness,”shewenton,lookingattentivelyatCalyste。”Perhapshefeelshumiliatedtobeinferiortomethere。Perhapshehassuspicionsaboutyouandmeanstosurpriseus。Butevenifhisonlycrimeistotakehispleasurewithoutme,andnottoassociatemewiththeideasthisnewplacegiveshim,isnotthatenough?Ah!IamnomorelovedbythatgreatbrainthanIwasbythemusician,bythepoet,bythesoldier!Sterneisright;namessignifymuch;mineisabittersarcasm。Ishalldiewithoutfindinginanymanthelovewhichfillsmyheart,thepoesythatIhaveinmysoul——”
Shestopped,herarmspendant,herheadlyingbackonthecushions,hereyes,stupidwiththought,fixedonapatternofthecarpet。Thepainofgreatmindshassomethinggrandioseandimposingaboutit;itrevealsavastextentofsoulwhichthethoughtofthespectatorextendsstillfurther。Suchsoulssharetheprivilegesofroyaltywhoseaffectionsbelongtoapeopleandsoaffectaworld。”Whydidyourejectmy——”saidCalyste;buthecouldnotendhissentence。Camille’sbeautifulhandlaiduponhiseloquentlyinterruptedhim。”Naturechangedherlawsingrantingmeadozenyearsofyouthbeyondmydue,”shesaid。”Irejectedyourlovefromegotism。Soonerorlaterthedifferenceinouragesmusthavepartedus。Iamthirteenyearsolderthan/he/,andeventhatistoomuch。””Youwillbebeautifulatsixty,”criedCalyste,heroically。”Godgrantit,”sheanswered,smiling。”Besides,dearchild,I/want/
tolove。Inspiteofhiscoldheart,hislackofimagination,hiscowardlyindifference,andtheenvywhichconsumeshim,Ibelievethereisgreatnessbehindthosetatters;Ihopetogalvanizethatheart,tosavehimfromhimself,toattachhimtome。Alas!alas!I
haveaclear-seeingmind,butablindheart。”
Shewasterribleinherknowledgeofherself。ShesufferedandanalyzedherfeelingsasCuvierandDupuytrenexplainedtofriendsthefataladvanceoftheirdiseaseandtheprogressthatdeathwasmakingintheirbodies。CamilleMaupinknewthepassionwithinherasthosemenofscienceknewtheirownanatomy。”Ihavebroughthimheretojudgehim,andheisalreadybored,”shecontinued。”HepinesforParis,Itellhim;thenostalgiaofcriticismisonhim;hehasnoauthortopluck,nosystemtoundermine,nopoettodrivetodespair,andhedaresnotcommitsomedebauchinthishousewhichmightliftforamomenttheburdenofhisennui。Alas!myloveisnotrealenough,perhaps,tosoothehisbrain;Idon’tintoxicatehim!Makehimdrunkatdinnerto-nightandIshallknowifIamright。IwillsayIamill,andstayinmyownroom。”
Calysteturnedscarletfromhisnecktohisforehead;evenhisearswereonfire。”Oh!forgiveme,”shecried。”HowcanIheedlesslydepraveyourgirlishinnocence!Forgiveme,Calyste——”Shepaused。”Therearesomesuperb,consistentnatureswhosayatacertainage:’IfIhadmylifetoliveoveragain,Iwouldsothesamethings。’Iwhodonotthinkmyselfweak,Isay,’Iwouldbeawomanlikeyourmother,Calyste。’TohaveaCalyste,oh!whathappiness!Icouldbeahumbleandsubmissivewoman——Andyet,Ihavedonenoharmexcepttomyself。Butalas!dearchild,awomancannotstandaloneinsocietyexceptitbeinwhatiscalledaprimitivestate。Affectionswhicharenotinharmonywithsocialorwithnaturallaws,affectionsthatarenotobligatory,inshort,escapeus。Sufferingforsuffering,aswellbeusefulwherewecan。WhatcareIforthosechildrenofmycousinFaucombe?Ihavenotseenthemthesetwentyyears,andtheyaremarriedtomerchants。Youaremyson,whohavenevercostmethemiseriesofmotherhood;Ishallleaveyoumyfortuneandmakeyouhappy——atleast,sofarasmoneycandoso,deartreasureofbeautyandgracethatnothingshouldeverchangeorblast。””Youwouldnottakemylove,”saidCalyste,”andIshallreturnyourfortunetoyourheirs。””Child!”answeredCamille,inagutturalvoice,lettingthetearsrolldownhercheeks。”Willnothingsavemefrommyself?”sheadded,presently。”Yousaidyouhadahistorytotellme,andaletterto——”saidthegenerousyouth,wishingtodivertherthoughtsfromhergrief;butshedidnotlethimfinish。”Youarerighttoremindmeofthat。Iwillbeanhonestwomanbeforeallelse。Iwillsacrificenoone——Yes,itwastoolate,yesterday,butto-daywehavetime,”shesaid,inacheerfultone。”Iwillkeepmypromise;andwhileItellyouthathistoryIwillsitbythewindowandwatchtheroadtothemarshes。”
CalystearrangedagreatGothicchairforhernearthewindow,andopenedoneofthesashes。CamilleMaupin,whosharedtheorientaltasteofherillustrioussister-author,tookamagnificentPersiannarghile,giventoherbyanambassador。Shefilledthenipplewithpatchouli,cleanedthe/bochettino/,perfumedthegoose-quill,whichsheattachedtothemouthpieceandusedonlyonce,setfiretotheyellowleaves,placingthevasewithitslongneckenamelledinblueandgoldatsomedistancefromher,andrangthebellfortea。”Willyouhavecigarettes?——Ah!Iamalwaysforgettingthatyoudonotsmoke。Puritysuchasyoursissorare!ThehandofEveherself,freshfromthehandofherMaker,isaloneinnocentenoughtostrokeyourcheek。”
Calystecolored;sittingdownonastoolatCamille’sfeet,hedidnotseethedeepemotionthatseemedforamomenttoovercomeher。
VIII
LAMARQUISEBEATRIX”Ipromisedyouthistaleofthepast,andhereitis,”saidCamille。”ThepersonfromwhomIreceivedthatletteryesterday,andwhomaybehereto-morrow,istheMarquisedeRochefide。Theoldmarquis(whosefamilyisnotasoldasyours),aftermarryinghiseldestdaughtertoaPortuguesegrandee,wasanxioustofindanallianceamongthehighernobilityforhisson,inordertoobtainforhimthepeeragehehadneverbeenabletogetforhimself。TheComtessedeMontcornettoldhimofayoungladyinthedepartmentoftheOrne,aMademoiselleBeatrix-Maximilienne-RosedeCasteran,theyoungestdaughteroftheMarquisdeCasteran,whowishedtomarryhistwodaughterswithoutdowriesinordertoreservehiswholefortunefortheComtedeCasteran,hisson。TheCasteransare,itseems,ofthebluestblood。
Beatrix,bornandbroughtupatthechateaudeCasteran,wastwentyyearsoldatthetimeofhermarriagein1828。Shewasremarkableforwhatyouprovincialscalloriginality,whichissimplyindependenceofideas,enthusiasm,afeelingforthebeautiful,andacertainimpulseandardortowardthethingsofArt。Youmaybelieveapoorwomanwhohasallowedherselftobedrawnalongthesamelines,thereisnothingmoredangerousforawoman。Ifshefollowsthem,theyleadherwhereyouseeme,andwherethemarquisecame,——tothevergeofabysses。Menalonehavethestaffonwhichtoleanastheyskirtthoseprecipices,——aforcewhichislackingtomostwomen,butwhich,ifwedopossessit,makesabnormalbeingsofus。Heroldgrandmother,thedowagerdeCasteran,waswellpleasedtoseehermarryamantowhomshewassuperiorineveryway。TheRochefideswereequallysatisfiedwiththeCasterans,whoconnectedthemwiththeVerneuils,thed’Esgrignons,theTroisvilles,andgavethemapeeragefortheirsoninthatlastbigbatchofpeersmadebyCharlesX。,butrevokedbytherevolutionofJuly。Thefirstdaysofmarriageareperilousforlittlemindsaswellasforgreatloves。Rochefide,beingafool,mistookhiswife’signoranceforcoldness;heclassedheramongfrigid,lymphaticwomen,andmadethatanexcusetoreturntohisbachelorlife,relyingonthecoldnessofthemarquise,herpride,andthethousandbarriersthatthelifeofagreatladysetsupaboutawomaninParis。You’llknowwhatImeanwhenyougothere。PeoplesaidtoRochefide:’Youareveryluckytopossessacoldwifewhowillneverhaveanybutheadpassions。Shewillalwaysbecontentifshecanshine;herfanciesarepurelyartistic,herdesireswillbesatisfiedifshecanmakeasalon,andcollectaboutherdistinguishedminds;herdebaucheswillbeinmusicandherorgiesliterary。’Rochefide,however,isnotanordinaryfool;hehasasmuchconceitandvanityasacleverman,whichgiveshimameanandsquintingjealousy,brutalwhenitcomestothesurface,lurkingandcowardlyforsixmonths,andmurderoustheseventh。Hethoughthewasdeceivinghiswife,andyethefearedher,——twocausesfortyrannywhenthedaycameonwhichthemarquiselethimseethatshewascharitablyassumingindifferencetohisunfaithfulness。Ianalyzeallthisinordertoexplainherconduct。
Beatrixhadthekeenestadmirationforme;thereisbutonestep,however,fromadmirationtojealousy。IhaveoneofthemostremarkablesalonsinParis;shewishedtomakeherselfanother;andinordertodososheattemptedtodrawawaymycircle。Idon’tknowhowtokeepthosewhowishtoleaveme。Sheobtainedthesuperficialpeoplewhoarefriendswitheveryonefrommerewantofoccupation,andwhoseobjectistogetoutofasalonassoonastheyhaveenteredit;butshedidnothavetimetomakeherselfarealsociety。InthosedaysIthoughtherconsumedwithadesireforcelebrityofonekindoranother。Nevertheless,shehasreallymuchgrandeurofsoul,aregalpride,distinctideas,andamarvellousfacilityforapprehendingandunderstandingallthings;shecantalkmetaphysicsandmusic,theologyandpainting。Youwillseeher,asamaturewoman,whattherestofussawherasabride。Andyetthereissomethingofaffectationaboutherinallthis。Shehastoomuchtheairofknowingabstrusethings,——Chinese,Hebrew,hieroglyphicsperhaps,orthepapyrusthattheywrappedroundmummies。Personally,BeatrixisoneofthoseblondesbesidewhomEvethefairwouldseemaNegress。Sheisslenderandstraightandwhiteasachurchtaper;herfaceislongandpointed;
theskiniscapricious,to-daylikecambric,to-morrowdarkenedwithlittlespecklesbeneathitssurface,asifherbloodhadleftadepositofdustthereduringthenight。Herforeheadismagnificent,thoughratherdaring。Thepupilsofhereyesarepalesea-green,floatingontheirwhiteballsunderthinlashesandlazyeyelids。Hereyeshavedarkringsaroundthemoften;hernose,whichdescribesone-
quarterofacircle,ispinchedaboutthenostrils;veryshrewdandclever,butsupercilious。ShehasanAustrianmouth;theupperliphasmorecharacterthanthelower,whichdropsdisdainfully。Herpalecheekshavenocolorunlesssomeverykeenemotionmovesher。Herchinisratherfat;mineisnotthin,andperhapsIdowrongtotellyouthatwomenwithfatchinsareexactinginlove。ShehasoneofthemostexquisitewaistsIeversaw;theshouldersarebeautiful,butthebusthasnotdevelopedaswell,andthearmsarethin。Shehas,however,aneasycarriageandmanner,whichredeemsallsuchdefectsandsetsherbeautiesinfullrelief。Naturehasgivenherthatprincessairwhichcanneverbeacquired;itbecomesher,andrevealsatsuddenmomentsthewomanofhighbirth。Withoutbeingfaultlesslybeautiful,orprettilypretty,sheproduces,whenshechooses,ineffaceableimpressions。Shehasonlytoputonagownofcherryvelvetwithcloudsoflace,andwreathewithrosesthatangelichairofhers,whichresemblesfloodsoflight,andshebecomesdivine。If,onsomeexcuseorother,shecouldwearthecostumeofthetimewhenwomenhadlong,pointedbodices,rising,slimandslender,fromvoluminousbrocadedskirtswithfoldssoheavythattheystoodalone,andcouldhideherarmsinthosewaddedsleeveswithruffles,fromwhichthehandcomesoutlikeapistilfromacalyx,andcouldflingbackthecurlsofherheadintothejewelledknotbehindherhead,Beatrixwouldholdherownvictoriouslywithidealbeautieslike/that/——”
AndFeliciteshowedCalysteafinecopyofapicturebyMieris,inwhichwasawomanrobedinwhitesatin,standingwithapaperinherhand,andsingingwithaBrabanconseigneur,whileaNegrobesidethempouredgoldenSpanishwineintoagoblet,andtheoldhousekeeperinthebackgroundarrangedsomebiscuits。”Fairwomen,blonds,”saidCamille,”havetheadvantageoveruspoorbrownthingsofapreciousdiversity;thereareahundredwaysforablondetocharm,andonlyoneforabrunette。Besides,blondesaremorewomanly;wearetoolikemen,weFrenchbrunettes——Well,well!”
shecried,”praydon’tfallinlovewithBeatrixfromtheportraitI
ammakingofher,likethatprince,Iforgethisname,intheArabianNights。Youwouldbetoolate,mydearboy。”
Thesewordsweresaidpointedly。Theadmirationdepictedontheyoungman’sfacewasmoreforthepicturethanforthepainterwhose/faire/
wasfailingofitspurpose。Asshespoke,Felicitewasemployingalltheresourcesofhereloquentphysiognomy。”Blondassheis,however,”shewenton,”Beatrixhasnotthegraceofhercolor;herlinesaresevere;sheiselegant,buthard;herfacehasaharshcontour,thoughattimesitrevealsasoulwithSouthernpassions;anangelflashesoutandthenexpires。Hereyesarethirsty。
Shelooksbestwhenseenfullface;theprofilehasanairofbeingsqueezedbetweentwodoors。YouwillseeifIammistaken。Iwilltellyounowwhatmadeusintimatefriends。Forthreeyears,from1828to1831,Beatrix,whileenjoyingthelastfetesoftheRestoration,makingtheroundofthesalons,goingtocourt,takingpartinthefancy-ballsoftheElysee-Bourbon,wasallthewhilejudgingmen,andthings,events,andlifeitself,fromtheheightofherownthought。
Hermindwasbusy。Thesefirstyearsofthebewildermenttheworldcausedherpreventedherheartfromwakingup。From1830to1831shespentthetimeoftherevolutionarydisturbanceatherhusband’scountry-place,whereshewasboredlikeasaintinparadise。OnherreturntoParisshebecameconvinced,perhapsjustly,thattherevolutionofJuly,inthemindsofsomepersonspurelypolitical,wouldprovetobeamoralrevolution。Thesocialclasstowhichshebelonged,notbeingable,duringitsunhoped-fortriumphinthefifteenyearsoftheRestorationtoreconstructitself,wasabouttogotopieces,bitbybit,underthebattering-ramofthebourgeoisie。
SheheardthefamouswordsofMonsieurLaine:’Kingsaredeparting!’
Thisconviction,Ibelievewasnotwithoutitsinfluenceonherconduct。Shetookanintellectualpartinthenewdoctrines,whichswarmed,duringthethreeyearssucceedingJuly,1830,likegnatsinthesunshine,andturnedsomefemaleheads。But,likeallnobles,Beatrix,whilethinkingthesenovelidealssuperb,wantedalwaystoprotectthenobility。Findingbeforelongthattherewasnoplaceinthisnewregimeforindividualsuperiority,seeingthatthehighernobilitywerebeginningoncemorethemuteoppositionithadformerlymadetoNapoleon,——whichwas,intruth,itswisestcourseunderanempireofdeedsandfacts,butwhichinanepochofmoralcauseswasequivalenttoabdication,——shechosepersonalhappinessratherthansucheclipse。Aboutthetimewewereallbeginningtobreatheagain,BeatrixmetatmyhouseamanwithwhomIhadexpectedtoendmydays,——GennaroConti,thegreatcomposer,amanofNeapolitanorigin,thoughborninMarseilles。Contihasabrilliantmind;asacomposerhehastalent,thoughhewillneverattaintothefirstrank。WithoutRossini,withoutMeyerbeer,hemightperhapshavebeentakenforamanofgenius。Hehasoneadvantageoverthosemen,——heisinvocalmusicwhatPaganiniisontheviolin,Lisztonthepiano,Taglioniintheballet,andwhatthefamousGaratwas;atanyrateherecallsthatgreatsingertothosewhoknewhim。Hisisnotavoice,myfriend,itisasoul。Whenitssongrepliestocertainideas,certainstatesoffeelingdifficulttodescribeinwhichawomansometimesfindsherself,thatwomanislost。Themarquiseconceivedthemaddestpassionforhim,andtookhimfromme。Theactwasprovincial,I
allow,butitwasallfairplay。Shewonmyesteemandfriendshipbythewayshebehavedtome。Shethoughtmeawomanwhowaslikelytodefendherown;shedidnotknowthattomethemostridiculousthingintheworldissuchastruggle。Shecametoseeme。Thatwoman,proudassheis,wassoinlovethatshetoldmehersecretandmademethearbiterofherdestiny。Shewasreallyadorable,andshekeptherplaceaswomanandasmarquiseinmyeyes。Imusttellyou,dearfriend,thatwhilewomenaresometimesbad,theyhavehiddengrandeursintheirsoulsthatmencanneverappreciate。Well,asIseemtobemakingmylastwillandtestamentlikeawomanonthevergeofoldage,IshalltellyouthatIwaseverfaithfultoConti,andshouldhavebeentilldeath,andyetI/knowhim/。Hisnatureischarming,apparently,anddetestablebeneathitssurface。Heisacharlataninmattersoftheheart。Therearesomemen,likeNathan,ofwhomIhavealreadyspokentoyou,whoarecharlatansexternally,andyethonest。
Suchmenlietothemselves。Mountedontheirstilts,theythinktheyareontheirfeet,andperformtheirjugglerywithasortofinnocence;theirhumbuggeryisintheirblood;theyareborncomedians,braggarts;extravagantinformasaChinesevase;perhapstheyevenlaughatthemselves。Theirpersonalityisgenerous;likeMurat’skinglygarments,itattractsdanger。ButConti’sduplicitywillbeknownonlytothewomenwholovehim。InhisarthehasthatdeepItalianjealousywhichledtheCarlonetomurderPiola,andstuckastilettointoPaesiello。Thatterribleenvylurksbeneaththewarmestcomradeship。Contihasnotthecourageofhisvice;hesmilesatMeyerbeerandflattershim,whenhefainwouldtearhimtobits。Heknowshisweakness,andcultivatesanappearanceofsincerity;hisvanitystillfurtherleadshimtoplayatsentimentswhicharefarindeedfromhisrealheart。Herepresentshimselfasanartistwhoreceiveshisinspirationsfromheaven;Artissomethingsaintlyandsacredtohim;heisfanatic;heissublimeinhiscontemptforworldliness;hiseloquenceseemstocomefromthedeepestconvictions。
Heisaseer,ademon,agod,anangel。Calyste,althoughIwarnyouabouthim,youwillbehisdupe。ThatSouthernnature,thatimpassionedartistiscoldasawell-rope。Listentohim:theartistisamissionary。Artisareligion,whichhasitspriestsandoughttohaveitsmartyrs。Oncestartedonthattheme,GennaroreachesthemostdishevelledpathosthatanyGermanprofessorofphilosophyeversplutteredtohisaudience。Youadmirehisconvictions,buthehasn’tany。Bearinghishearerstoheavenonasongwhichseemsamysteriousfluidsheddinglove,hecastsanecstaticglanceuponthem;heisexaminingtheirenthusiasm;heisaskinghimself:’AmIreallyagodtothem?’andheisalsothinking:’Iatetoomuchmacaronito-day。’
Heisinsatiableofapplause,andhewinsit。Hedelights,heisbeloved;heisadmiredwhensoeverhewill。Heoweshissuccessmoretohisvoicethantohistalentasacomposer,thoughhewouldratherbeamanofgeniuslikeRossinithanaperformerlikeRubini。Ihadcommittedthefollyofattachingmyselftohim,andIwasdeterminedandresignedtodeckthisidoltotheend。Conti,likeagreatmanyartists,isdaintyinallhisways;helikeshisease,hisenjoyments;
heisalwayscarefully,evenelegantlydressed。Idorespecthiscourage;heisbrave;bravery,theysay,istheonlyvirtueintowhichhypocrisycannotenter。WhileweweretravellingIsawhiscouragetested;heriskedthelifeheloved;andyet,strangecontradiction!I
haveseenhim,inParis,commitwhatIcallthecowardiceofthought。
Myfriend,allthiswasknowntome。Isaidtothepoormarquise:’Youdon’tknowintowhatagulfyouareplunging。YouarethePerseusofapoorAndromeda;youreleasemefrommyrock。Ifhelovesyou,somuchthebetter!butIdoubtit;helovesnoonebuthimself。’Gennarowastransportedtotheseventhheavenofpride。Iwasnotamarquise,I
wasnotbornaCasteran,andheforgotmeinaday。Ithengavemyselfthesavagepleasureofprobingthatnaturetothebottom。Certainoftheresult,IwantedtoseethetwistingsandturningsContiwouldperform。Mydearchild,Isawinoneweekactualhorrorsofshamsentiment,infamousbuffooneriesoffeeling。Iwillnottellyouaboutthem;youshallseethemanhereinadayortwo。HenowknowsthatI
knowhim,andhehatesmeaccordingly。IfhecouldstabmewithsafetytohimselfIshouldn’tbealivetwoseconds。IhaveneversaidonewordofallthistoBeatrix。ThelastandconstantinsultGerannooffersmeistosupposethatIamcapableofcommunicatingmysadknowledgeofhimtoher;buthehasnobeliefinthegoodfeelingofanyhumanbeing。Evennowheisplayingapartwithme;heisposingasamanwhoiswretchedathavingleftme。YouwillfindwhatImaycallthemostpenetratingcordialityabouthim;heiswinning;heischivalrous。Tohim,allwomenaremadonnas。Onemustlivewithhimlongbeforewegetbehindtheveilofthisfalsechivalryandlearntheinvisiblesignsofhishumbug。HistoneofconvictionabouthimselfmightalmostdeceivetheDeity。Youwillbeentrapped,mydearchild,byhiscatlikemanners,andyouwillneverbelieveintheprofoundandrapidarithmeticofhisinmostthought。Butenough;letusleavehim。Ipushedindifferencesofarastoreceivethemtogetherinmyhouse。Thiscircumstancekeptthatmostperspicaciousofallsocieties,thegreatworldofParis,ignorantoftheaffair。Thoughintoxicatedwithpride,Gennarowascompelledtodissimulate;andhediditadmirably。Butviolentpassionswillhavetheirfreedomatanycost。Beforetheendoftheyear,Beatrixwhisperedinmyearoneevening:’MydearFelicite,Istartto-morrowforItalywithConti。’I
wasnotsurprised;sheregardedherselfasunitedforlifetoGennaro,andshesufferedfromtherestraintsimposeduponher;sheescapedoneevilbyrushingintoagreater。Contiwaswildwithhappiness,——thehappinessofvanityalone。’That’swhatitistolovetruly,’hesaidtome。’Howmanywomenaretherewhowouldsacrificetheirlives,theirfortune,theirreputation?’——’Yes,shelovesyou,’Ireplied,’butyoudonotloveher。’Hewasfurious,andmademeascene;hestormed,hedeclaimed,hedepictedhislove,declaringthathehadneversupposeditpossibletoloveasmuch。Iremainedimpassible,andlenthimmoneyforhisjourney,which,beingunexpected,foundhimunprepared。BeatrixleftaletterforherhusbandandstartedthenextdayforItaly。Thereshehasremainedtwoyears;shehaswrittentomeseveraltimes,andherlettersareenchanting。Thepoorchildattachesherselftomeastheonlywomanwhowillcomprehendher。Shesayssheadoresme。WantofmoneyhascompelledGennarotoacceptanoffertowriteaFrenchopera;hedoesnotfindinItalythepecuniarygainswhichcomposersobtaininParis。Here’stheletterIreceivedyesterdayfromBeatrix。Takeitandreadit;youcannowunderstandit,——thatis,ifitispossible,atyourage,toanalyzethethingsoftheheart。”
Sosaying,sheheldoutthelettertohim。
AtthismomentClaudeVignonenteredtheroom。AthisunexpectedapparitionCalysteandFelicitewerebothsilentforamoment,——shefromsurprise,hefromavagueuneasiness。Thevastforehead,broadandhigh,ofthenew-comer,whowasbaldattheageofthirty-seven,nowseemeddarkenedbyannoyance。Hisfirm,judicialmouthexpressedahabitofchillingsarcasm。ClaudeVignonisimposing,inspiteoftheprecociousdeteriorationsofafaceoncemagnificent,andnowgrownhaggard。Betweentheagesofeighteenandtwenty-fivehestronglyresembledthedivineRaffaelle。Buthisnose,thatfeatureofthehumanfacethatchangesmost,isgrowingtoapoint;thecountenanceissinkingintomysteriousdepressions,theoutlinesarethickening;
leadentonespredominateinthecomplexion,givingtokensofweariness,althoughthefatiguesofthisyoungmanarenotapparent;
perhapssomebittersolitudehasagedhim,ortheabuseofhisgiftofcomprehension。Hescrutinizesthethoughtofeveryone,yetwithoutdefiniteaimorsystem。Thepickaxeofhiscriticismdemolishes,itneverconstructs。Thushislassitudeisthatofamechanic,notofanarchitect。Theeyes,ofapaleblue,oncebrilliant,arecloudednowbysomehiddenpain,ordulledbygloomysadness。Excesseshavelaiddarktintsabovetheeyelids;thetempleshavelosttheirfreshness。
Thechin,ofincomparabledistinction,isgettingdoubled,butwithoutdignity。Hisvoice,neversonorous,isweakening;withoutbeingeitherhoarseorextinct,ittouchestheconfinesofhoarsenessandextinction。Theimpassibilityofthatfinehead,thefixityofthatglance,coverirresolutionandweakness,whichthekeenlyintelligentandsarcasticsmilebelies。Theweaknesslieswhollyinaction,notinthought;therearetracesofanencyclopediccomprehensiononthatbrow,andinthehabitualmovementofafacethatischildlikeandsplendidboth。Themanistall,slightlybentalready,likeallthosewhobeartheweightofaworldofthought。Suchlong,tallbodiesareneverremarkableforcontinuouseffortorcreativeactivity。
Charlemagne,Belisarious,andConstantinearenotedexceptionstothisrule。
CertainlyClaudeVignonpresentsavarietyofmysteriestobesolved。
Inthefirstplace,heisverysimpleandverywily。Thoughhefallsintoexcesseswiththereadinessofacourtesan,hispowersofthoughtremainuntouched。Yethisintellect,whichiscompetenttocriticiseart,science,literature,andpolitics,isincompetenttoguidehisexternallife。Claudecontemplateshimselfwithinthedomainofhisintellectualkingdom,andabandonshisoutermanwithDiogenicindifference。Satisfiedtopenetrateall,tocomprehendallbythought,hedespisesmaterialities;andyet,ifitbecomesaquestionofcreating,doubtassailshim;heseesobstacles,heisnotinspiredbybeauties,andwhileheisdebatingmeans,hesitswithhisarmspendant,accomplishingnothing。HeistheTurkoftheintellectmadesomnolentbymeditation。Criticismishisopium;hisharemofbookstoreaddisgustshimwithrealwork。Indifferenttosmallthingsaswellasgreatthings,heissometimescompelled,bytheveryweightofhishead,tofallintoadebauch,andabdicateforafewhoursthefatalpowerofomnipotentanalysis。Heisfartoopreoccupiedwiththewrongsideofgenius,andCamilleMaupin’sdesiretoputhimbackontherightsideiseasilyconceivable。Thetaskwasanattractiveone。
ClaudeVignonthinkshimselfagreatpoliticianaswellasagreatwriter;butthisunpublishedMachiavellilaughswithinhimselfatallambitions;heknowswhathecando;hehasinstinctivelytakenthemeasureofhisfutureonhisfaculties;heseeshisgreatness,buthealsoseesobstacles,growsalarmedordisgusted,letsthetimerollby,anddoesnotgotowork。LikeEtienneLousteauthefeuilletonist,likeNathanthedramaticauthor,likeBlondet,anotherjournalist,hecamefromtheranksofthebourgeoisie,towhichweowethegreaternumberofourwriters。”Whichwaydidyoucome?”askedMademoiselledesTouches,coloringwitheitherpleasureorsurprise。’”Bythedoor,”repliedClaudeVignon,dryly。”Oh,”shecried,shrugginghershoulders,”Iamawarethatyouarenotamantoclimbinbyawindow。””Scalingawindowisabadgeofhonorforabelovedwoman。””Enough!”saidFelicite。”AmIintheway?”askedClaude。”Monsieur,”saidCalyste,artlessly,”thisletter——””Praykeepit;Iasknoquestions;atourageweunderstandsuchaffairs,”heanswered,interruptingCalystewithasardonicair。”But,monsieur,”beganCalyste,muchprovoked。”Calmyourself,youngman;Ihavetheutmostindulgenceforsentiments。””MydearCalyste,”saidCamille,wishingtospeak。”’Dear’?”saidVignon,interruptingher。”Claudeisjoking,”saidCamille,continuingherremarkstoCalyste。”Heiswrongtodoitwithyou,whoknownothingofParisianways。””IdidnotknowthatIwasjoking,”saidClaudeVignon,verygravely。”Whichwaydidyoucome?”askedFeliciteagain。”IhavebeenwatchingtheroadtoCroisicforthelasttwohours。””Notallthetime,”repliedVignon。”Youaretoobadtojestinthisway。””AmIjesting?”
Calysterose。”Whyshouldyougososoon?Youarecertainlyatyoureasehere,”saidVignon。”Quitethecontrary,”repliedtheangryyoungBreton,towhomCamilleMaupinstretchedoutahand,whichhetookandkissed,droppingatearuponit,afterwhichhetookhisleave。”Ishouldliketobethatlittleyoungman,”saidthecritic,sittingdown,andtakingoneendofthehookah。”Howhewilllove!””Toomuch;forthenhewillnotbelovedinreturn,”repliedMademoiselledesTouches。”MadamedeRochefideiscominghere,”sheadded。”Youdon’tsayso!”exclaimedClaude。”WithConti?””Shewillstayherealone,butheaccompaniesher。””Havetheyquarrelled?””No。””PlaymeasonataofBeethoven’s;Iknownothingofthemusichewroteforthepiano。”
ClaudebegantofillthetubeofthehookahwithTurkishtobacco,allthewhileexaminingCamillemuchmoreattentivelythansheobserved。A
dreadfulthoughtoppressedhim;hefanciedhewasbeingusedforablindbythiswoman。Thesituationwasanovelone。
CalystewenthomethinkingnolongerofBeatrixdeRochefideandherletter;hewasfuriousagainstClaudeVignonforwhatheconsideredtheutmostindelicacy,andhepitiedpoorFelicite。Howwasitpossibletobebelovedbythatsublimecreatureandnotadoreheronhisknees,notbelieveheronthefaithofaglanceorasmile?Hefeltadesiretoturnandrendthatcold,palespectreofaman。
Ignoranthemightbe,asFelicitehadtoldhim,ofthetricksofthoughtofthejestersofthepress,butonethingheknew——Lovewasthehumanreligion。
Whenhismothersawhimenteringthecourt-yardsheutteredanexclamationofjoy,andZephirinewhistledforMariotte。”Mariotte,theboyiscoming!cookthefish!””Iseehim,mademoiselle,”repliedthewoman。
Fanny,uneasyatthesadnessshesawonherson’sbrow,pickedupherworsted-work;theoldaunttookoutherknitting。Thebarongavehisarm-chairtohissonandwalkedabouttheroom,asiftostretchhislegsbeforegoingouttotakeaturninthegarden。NoFlemishorDutchpictureeverpresentedaninteriorintonesmoremellow,peopledwithfacesandformssoharmoniouslyblending。Thehandsomeyoungmaninhisblackvelvetcoat,themother,stillsobeautiful,andtheagedbrotherandsisterframedbythatancienthall,wereamovingdomesticharmony。
FannywouldfainhavequestionedCalyste,buthehadalreadypulledaletterfromhispocket,——thatletteroftheMarquiseBeatrix,whichwas,perhaps,destinedtodestroythehappinessofthisnoblefamily。
Asheunfoldedit,Calyste’sawakenedimaginationshowedhimthemarquisedressedasCamilleMaupinhadfancifullydepictedher。
FromtheMarquisedeRochefidetoMademoiselledesTouches。
Genoa,July2。
IhavenotwrittentoyousinceourstayinFlorence,mydearfriend,forVeniceandRomehaveabsorbedmytime,and,asyouknow,happinessoccupiesalargepartoflife;sofar,wehaveneitherofusdroppedfromitsfirstlevel。Iamalittlefatigued;forwhenonehasasoulnoteasyto/blaser/,theconstantsuccessionofenjoymentsnaturallycauseslassitude。
OurfriendhashadamagnificenttriumphattheScalaandtheFenice,andnowattheSanCarlo。ThreeItalianoperasintwoyears!Youcannotsaythatlovehasmadehimidle。Wehavebeenwarmlyreceivedeverywhere,——thoughImyselfwouldhavepreferredsolitudeandsilence。Surelythatistheonlysuitablemanneroflifeforwomenwhohaveplacedthemselvesindirectoppositiontosociety?Iexpectedsuchalife;butlove,mydearfriend,isamoreexactingmasterthanmarriage,——however,itissweettoobeyhim;thoughIdidnotthinkIshouldhavetoseetheworldagain,evenbysnatches,andtheattentionsIreceivearesomanystabs。
Iamnolongeronafootingofequalitywiththehighestrankofwomen;andthemoreattentionsarepaidtome,themoremyinferiorityismadeapparent。
Gennarocouldnotcomprehendthissensitiveness;buthehasbeensohappythatitwouldillbecomemenottohavesacrificedmypettyvanitytothatgreatandnoblething,——thelifeofanartist。Wewomenlivebylove,whereasmenlivebyloveandaction;otherwisetheywouldnotbemen。Still,therearegreatdisadvantagesforawomaninthepositioninwhichIhaveputmyself。Youhaveescapedthem;youcontinuetobeapersonintheeyesoftheworld,whichhasnorightsoveryou;youhaveyourownfreewill,andIhavelostmine。Iamspeakingnowofthethingsoftheheart,notthoseofsociallife,whichIhaveutterlyrenounced。Youcanbecoquettishandself-willed,andhaveallthegracesofawomanwholoves,awomanwhocangiveorrefuseherloveasshepleases;youhavekepttherighttohavecaprices,intheinterestsevenofyourlove。Inshort,to-dayyoustillpossessyourrightoffeeling,whileI,Ihavenolongeranylibertyofheart,whichIthinkprecioustoexerciseinlove,eventhoughtheloveitselfmaybeeternal。Ihavenorightnowtothatprivilegeofquarrellinginjesttowhichsomanywomencling,andjustly;forisitnottheplummetlinewithwhichtosoundtheheartsofmen?Ihavenothreatatmycommand。Imustdrawmypowerhenceforthfromobedience,fromunlimitedgentleness;Imustmakemyselfimposingbythegreatnessofmylove。IwouldratherdiethanleaveGennaro,andmypardonliesinthesanctityofmylove。Betweensocialdignityandmypettypersonaldignity,Ididrightnottohesitate。IfattimesIhaveafewmelancholyfeelings,likecloudsthatpassthroughaclearbluesky,andtowhichallwomenliketoyieldthemselves,Ikeepsilenceaboutthem;theymightseemlikeregrets。Ahme!IhavesofullyunderstoodtheobligationsofmypositionthatIhavearmedmyselfwiththeutmostindulgence;butsofar,Gennarohasnotalarmedmysusceptiblejealousy。Idon’tasyetseewherethatdeargreatgeniusmayfail。
Dearangel,IamlikethosepioussoulswhoarguewiththeirGod,forarenotyoumyProvidence?doInotowemyhappinesstoyou?
Youmustneverdoubt,therefore,thatyouareconstantlyinmythoughts。
IhaveseenItalyatlast;seenitasyousawit,andasitoughttobeseen,——lightedtooursoulsbylove,asitisbyitsownbrightsunanditsmasterpieces。Ipitythosewho,beingmovedtoadorationateverystep,havenohandtopress,noheartinwhichtoshedtheexuberanceofemotionswhichcalmthemselveswhenshared。Thesetwoyearshavebeentomealifetime,inwhichmymemoryhasstoredrichharvests。Haveyoumadeplans,asIdo,tostayforeveratChiavari,tobuyapalazzoinVenice,asummer-
houseatSorrento,avillainFlorence?Alllovingwomendreadsociety;butI,whoamcastforeveroutsideofit,oughtInottoburymyselfinsomebeautifullandscape,onfloweryslopes,facingthesea,orinavalleythatequalsasea,likethatofFiesole?
Butalas!weareonlypoorartists,andwantofmoneyisbringingthesetwobohemiansbacktoParis。GennarodoesnotwantmetofeelthatIhavelostmyluxury,andhewishestoputhisnewwork,agrandopera,intorehearsalatonce。Youwillunderstand,ofcourse,mydearest,thatIcannotsetfootinParis。Icouldnot,Iwouldnot,evenifitcostsmemylove,meetoneofthoseglancesofwomen,orofmen,whichwouldmakemethinkofmurderorsuicide。Yes,Icouldhackinpieceswhoeverinsultedmewithpity;likeChateauneuf,who,inthetimeofHenriIII。,Ithink,rodehishorseattheProvostofParisforawrongofthatkind,andtrampledhimunderhoof。
Iwrite,therefore,tosaythatIshallsoonpayyouavisitatLesTouches。Iwanttostaythere,inthatChartreuse,whileawaitingthesuccessofourGennaro’sopera。YouwillseethatI
amboldwithmybenefactress,mysister;butIprove,atanyrate,thatthegreatnessofobligationslaiduponmehasnotledme,asitdoessomanypeople,toingratitude。YouhavetoldmesomuchofthedifficultiesofthelandjourneythatIshallgotoCroisicbywater。ThisideacametomeonfindingthatthereisalittleDanishvesselnowhere,ladenwithmarble,whichistotouchatCroisicforacargoofsaltonitswaybacktotheBaltic。Ishallthusescapethefatigueandthecostofthelandjourney。DearFelicite,youaretheonlypersonwithwhomIcouldbealonewithoutConti。Willitnotbesomepleasuretohaveawomanwithyouwhounderstandsyourheartasfullyasyoudohers?
Adieu,/abientot/。Thewindisfavorable,andIsetsail,waftingyouakiss。
Beatrix。”Ah!sheloves,too!”thoughtCalyste,foldingthelettersadly。
Thatsadnessflowedtotheheartofthemotherasifsomegleamhadlightedupagulftoher。Thebaronhadgoneout;Fannywenttothedoorofthetowerandpushedthebolt,thenshereturned,andleaneduponthebackofherboy’schair,likethesisterofDidoinGuerin’spicture,andsaid,——”Whatisit,myCalyste?whatmakesyousosad?YoupromisedtoexplaintomethesevisitstoLesTouches;Iamtoblessitsmistress,——atleast,yousaidso。””Yes,indeedyouwill,dearmother,”hereplied。”Shehasshownmetheinsufficiencyofmyeducationatanepochwhenthenoblesoughttopossessapersonalvalueinordertogivelifetotheirrank。IwasasfarfromtheageweliveinasGuerandeisfromParis。Shehasbeen,asitwere,themotherofmyintellect。””Icannotblessherforthat,”saidthebaroness,withtearsinhereyes。”Mamma!”criedCalyste,onwhoseforeheadthosehottearsfell,twopearlsofsorrowfulmotherhood,”mamma,don’tweep!Justnow,whenI
wantedtodoheraservice,andsearchthecountryround,shesaid,’Itwillmakeyourmothersouneasy。’””Didshesaythat?ThenIcanforgivehermanythings,”repliedFanny。”Felicitethinksonlyofmygood,”continuedCalyste。”Sheoftenchecksthelively,venturesomelanguageofartistssoasnottoshakemeinafaithwhichis,thoughsheknowsitnot,unshakable。ShehastoldmeofthelifeinParisofseveralyoungmenofthehighestnobilitycomingfromtheirprovinces,asImightdo,——leavingfamilieswithoutfortune,butobtaininginParis,bythepoweroftheirwillandtheirintellect,agreatcareer。IcandowhattheBarondeRastignac,nowaministerofState,hasdone。Felicitehastaughtme;
Ireadwithher;shegivesmelessonsonthepiano;sheisteachingmeItalian;shehasinitiatedmeintoathousandsocialsecrets,aboutwhichnooneinGuerandeknowsanythingatall。Shecouldnotgivemethetreasuresofherlove,butshehasgivenmethoseofhervastintellect,hermind,hergenius。Shedoesnotwanttobeapleasure,butalighttome;shelessensnotoneofmyfaiths;sheherselfhasfaithinthenobility,shelovesBrittany,she——””ShehaschangedourCalyste,”saidhisblindoldaunt,interruptinghim。”Idonotunderstandonewordhehasbeensaying。Youhaveasolidroofoveryourhead,mygoodnephew;youhaveparentsandrelationswhoadoreyou,andfaithfulservants;youcanmarrysomegoodlittleBretongirl,religiousandaccomplished,whowillmakeyouhappy。Reserveyourambitionsforyoureldestson,whomaybefourtimesasrichasyou,ifyouchoosetolivetranquilly,thriftily,inobscurity,——butinthepeaceofGod,——inordertoreleasetheburdensonyourestate。ItisallassimpleasaBretonheart。Youwillbe,notsorapidlyperhaps,butmoresolidly,arichnobleman。””Yourauntisright,mydarling;sheplansforyourhappinesswithasmuchanxietyasIdomyself。IfIdonotsucceedinmarryingyoutomyniece,Margaret,thedaughterofyouruncle,LordFitzwilliam,itisalmostcertainthatMademoiselledePen-Hoelwillleaveherfortunetowhicheverofherniecesyoumaychoose。””Andbesides,there’salittlegoldtobefoundhere,”addedtheoldauntinalowvoice,withamysteriousglanceabouther。”Marry!atmyage!”hesaid,castingonhismotheroneofthoselookswhichmelttheargumentsofmothers。”AmItolivewithoutmybeautifulfondloves?MustInevertrembleorthroborfearorgasp,orliebeneathimplacablelooksandsoftenthem?AmInevertoknowbeautyinitsfreedom,thefantasyofthesoul,thecloudsthatcoursethroughtheazureofhappiness,whichthebreathofpleasuredissipates?Ah!shallIneverwanderinthosesweetby-pathsmoistwithdew;neverstandbeneaththedrenchingofagutterandnotknowitrains,likethoseloversseenbyDiderot;nevertake,liketheDucdeLorraine,alivecoalinmyhand?Aretherenosilkenladdersforme,norottentrellisestoclingtoandnotfall?ShallIknownothingofwomanbutconjugalsubmission;nothingoflovebuttheflameofitslamp-wick?Aremylongingstobesatisfiedbeforetheyareroused?
MustIliveoutmydaysdeprivedofthatmadnessoftheheartthatmakesamanandhispower?Wouldyoumakemeamarriedmonk?No!I
haveeatenofthefruitofParisiancivilization。Doyounotseethatyouhave,bytheignorantmoralsofthisfamily,preparedthefirethatconsumesme,that/will/consumemeutterly,unlessIcanadorethedivinenessIseeeverywhere,——inthosesandsgleaminginthesun,inthegreenfoliage,inallthewomen,beautiful,noble,elegant,picturedinthebooksandinthepoemsIhavereadwithCamille?Alas!
thereisbutonesuchwomaninGuerande,anditisyou,mymother!Thebirdsofmybeautifuldream,theycomefromParis,theyflyfromthepagesofScott,ofByron,——Parisina,Effie,Minna!yes,andthatroyalduchess,whomIsawonthemoorsamongthefurzeandtheferns,whoseveryaspectsentthebloodtomyheart。”
Thebaronesssawthesethoughtsflamingintheeyesofherson,clearer,morebeautiful,morelivingthanartcantelltothosewhoreadthem。Shegraspedthemrapidly,flungtoherastheywereinglanceslikearrowsfromanupsetquiver。WithouthavingreadBeaumarchais,shefelt,asotherwomenwouldhavefelt,thatitwouldbeacrimetomarryCalyste。”Oh!mychild!”shesaid,takinghiminherarms,andkissingthebeautifulhairthatwasstillhers,”marrywhomyouwill,andwhenyouwill,butbehappy!Mypartinlifeisnottohamperyou。”
Mariottecametolaythetable。GasselinwasoutexercisingCalyste’shorse,whichtheyouthhadnotmountedfortwomonths。Thethreewomen,mother,aunt,andMariotte,sharedinthetenderfemininewiliness,whichtaughtthemtomakemuchofCalystewhenhedinedathome。BretonplainnessfoughtagainstParisianluxury,nowbroughttotheverydoorsofGuerande。MariotteendeavoredtoweanheryoungmasterfromtheaccomplishedserviceofCamilleMaupin’skitchen,justashismotherandauntstrovetoholdhiminthenetoftheirtendernessandrenderallcomparisonimpossible。”There’sasalmon-troutfordinner,MonsieurCalyste,andsnipe,andpancakessuchasIknowyoucan’tgetanywherebuthere,”saidMariotte,withasly,triumphantlookasshesmoothedthecloth,acascadeofsnow。
Afterdinner,whentheoldaunthadtakenupherknitting,andtherectorandMonsieurduHalgahadarrived,alluredbytheirprecious/mouche/,CalystewentbacktoLesTouchesonthepretextofreturningtheletter。
ClaudeVignonandFelicitewerestillattable。Thegreatcriticwassomethingofagourmand,andFelicitepamperedthevice,knowinghowindispensableawomanmakesherselfbysuchcompliance。Thedinner-
tablepresentedthatrichandbrilliantaspectwhichmodernluxury,aidedbytheperfectingofhandicrafts,nowgivestoitsservice。ThepoorandnoblehouseofGueniclittleknewwithwhatanadversaryitwasattemptingtocompete,orwhatamountoffortunewasnecessarytoenterthelistsagainstthesilverware,thedelicateporcelain,thebeautifullinen,thesilver-giltservicebroughtfromParisbyMademoiselledesTouches,andthescienceofhercook。Calystedeclinedtheliqueurscontainedinoneofthosesuperbcasesofpreciouswoods,whicharesomethingliketabernacles。”Here’stheletter,”hesaid,withinnocentostentation,lookingatClaude,whowasslowlysippingaglassof/liqueur-des-iles/。”Well,whatdidyouthinkofit?”askedMademoiselledesTouches,throwingtheletteracrossthetabletoVignon,whobegantoreadit,takingupandputtingdownatintervalshislittleglass。”Ithought——well,thatParisianwomenwereveryfortunatetohavemenofgeniustoadorewhoadorethem。””Ah!youarestillinyourvillage,”saidFelicite,laughing。”What!
didyounotseethatsheloveshimless,and——””Thatisevident,”saidClaudeVignon,whohadonlyreadthefirstpage。”Dopeoplereasonontheirsituationwhentheyreallylove;aretheyasshrewdasthemarquise,asobserving,asdiscriminating?YourdearBeatrixisheldtoContinowbyprideonly;sheiscondemnedtolovehim/quandmeme/。””Poorwoman!”saidCamille。
Calyste’seyeswerefixedonthetable;hesawnothingabouthim。ThebeautifulwomaninthefancifuldressdescribedthatmorningbyFeliciteappearedtohimcrownedwithlight;shesmiledtohim,shewavedherfan;theotherhand,issuingfromitsruffleoflace,fellwhiteandpureontheheavyfoldsofhercrimsonvelvetrobe。”Sheisjustthethingforyou,”saidClaudeVignon,smilingsardonicallyatCalyste。
Theyoungmanwasdeeplywoundedbythewords,andbythemannerinwhichtheyweresaid。”Don’tputsuchideasintoCalyste’smind;youdon’tknowhowdangeroussuchjokesmayprovetobe,”saidMademoiselledesTouches,hastily。”IknowBeatrix,andthereissomethingtoograndioseinhernaturetoallowhertochange。Besides,Contiwillbehere。””Ha!”saidClaudeVignon,satirically,”aslighttouchofjealousy,eh?””Canyoureallythinkso?”saidCamille,haughtily。”Youaremoreperspicaciousthanamother,”repliedClaudeVignon,stillsarcastically。”Butitwouldbeimpossible,”saidCamille,lookingatCalyste。”Theyareverywellmatched,”remarkedVignon。”Sheistenyearsolderthanhe;anditishewhoappearstobethegirl——””Agirl,monsieur,”saidCalyste,wakingfromhisreverie,”whohasbeentwiceunderfireinLaVendee!IftheCausehadhadtwentythousandmoresuchgirls——””Iwasgivingyousomewell-deservedpraise,andthatiseasierthantogiveyouabeard,”remarkedVignon。”Ihaveaswordforthosewhoweartheirbeardstoolong,”criedCalyste。”AndIamverygoodatanepigram,”saidtheother,smiling。”WeareFrenchmen;theaffaircaneasilybearranged。”
MademoiselledesTouchescastasupplicatinglookonCalyste,whichcalmedhiminstantly。”Why,”saidFelicite,asiftobreakupthediscussion,”doyoungmenlikemyCalyste,beginbylovingwomenofacertainage?””Idon’tknowanysentimentmoreartlessormoregenerous,”repliedVignon。”Itisthenaturalconsequenceoftheadorablequalitiesofyouth。Besides,howwouldoldwomenendifitwerenotforsuchlove?