Northanger Abbey

第7章

“No,“saidhe,“myfather\'shandsneednotbestrengthened,andFrederick\'sconfessionoffollyneednotbeforestalled。

Hemusttellhisownstory。”

“Buthewilltellonlyhalfofit。”

“Aquarterwouldbeenough。”

AdayortwopassedawayandbroughtnotidingsofCaptainTilney。Hisbrotherandsisterknewnotwhattothink。Sometimesitappearedtothemasifhissilencewouldbethenaturalresultofthesuspectedengagement,andatothersthatitwaswhollyincompatiblewithit。

Thegeneral,meanwhile,thoughoffendedeverymorningbyFrederick\'sremissnessinwriting,wasfreefromanyrealanxietyabouthim,andhadnomorepressingsolicitudethanthatofmakingMissMorland\'stimeatNorthangerpasspleasantly。Heoftenexpressedhisuneasinessonthishead,fearedthesamenessofeveryday\'ssocietyandemploymentswoulddisgustherwiththeplace,wishedtheLadyFrasershadbeeninthecountry,talkedeverynowandthenofhavingalargepartytodinner,andonceortwicebeganeventocalculatethenumberofyoungdancingpeopleintheneighbourhood。

Butthenitwassuchadeadtimeofyear,nowild-fowl,nogame,andtheLadyFraserswerenotinthecountry。

Anditallended,atlast,inhistellingHenryonemorningthatwhenhenextwenttoWoodston,theywouldtakehimbysurprisetheresomedayorother,andeattheirmuttonwithhim。Henrywasgreatlyhonouredandveryhappy,andCatherinewasquitedelightedwiththescheme。

“Andwhendoyouthink,sir,Imaylookforwardtothispleasure?ImustbeatWoodstononMondaytoattendtheparishmeeting,andshallprobablybeobligedtostaytwoorthreedays。”

“Well,well,wewilltakeourchancesomeoneofthosedays。Thereisnoneedtofix。Youarenottoputyourselfatalloutofyourway。Whateveryoumayhappentohaveinthehousewillbeenough。

IthinkIcananswerfortheyoungladiesmakingallowanceforabachelor\'stable。Letmesee;Mondaywillbeabusydaywithyou,wewillnotcomeonMonday;

andTuesdaywillbeabusyonewithme。IexpectmysurveyorfromBrockhamwithhisreportinthemorning;

andafterwardsIcannotindecencyfailattendingtheclub。

IreallycouldnotfacemyacquaintanceifIstayedawaynow;for,asIamknowntobeinthecountry,itwouldbetakenexceedinglyamiss;anditisarulewithme,MissMorland,nevertogiveoffencetoanyofmyneighbours,ifasmallsacrificeoftimeandattentioncanpreventit。Theyareasetofveryworthymen。

TheyhavehalfabuckfromNorthangertwiceayear;

andIdinewiththemwheneverIcan。Tuesday,therefore,wemaysayisoutofthequestion。ButonWednesday,Ithink,Henry,youmayexpectus;andweshallbewithyouearly,thatwemayhavetimetolookaboutus。

TwohoursandthreequarterswillcarryustoWoodston,Isuppose;weshallbeinthecarriagebyten;so,aboutaquarterbeforeoneonWednesday,youmaylookforus。”

AballitselfcouldnothavebeenmorewelcometoCatherinethanthislittleexcursion,sostrongwasherdesiretobeacquaintedwithWoodston;

andherheartwasstillboundingwithjoywhenHenry,aboutanhourafterwards,camebootedandgreatcoatedintotheroomwheresheandEleanorweresitting,andsaid,“Iamcome,youngladies,inaverymoralizingstrain,toobservethatourpleasuresinthisworldarealwaystobepaidfor,andthatweoftenpurchasethematagreatdisadvantage,givingready-moniedactualhappinessforadraftonthefuture,thatmaynotbehonoured。

Witnessmyself,atthispresenthour。BecauseIamtohopeforthesatisfactionofseeingyouatWoodstononWednesday,whichbadweather,ortwentyothercauses,mayprevent,Imustgoawaydirectly,twodaysbeforeI

intendedit。”

“Goaway!“saidCatherine,withaverylongface。

“Andwhy?“

“Why!Howcanyouaskthequestion?Becausenotimeistobelostinfrighteningmyoldhousekeeperoutofherwits,becauseImustgoandprepareadinnerforyou,tobesure。”

“Oh!Notseriously!“

“Aye,andsadlytoo——forIhadmuchratherstay。”

“Buthowcanyouthinkofsuchathing,afterwhatthegeneralsaid?Whenhesoparticularlydesiredyounottogiveyourselfanytrouble,becauseanythingwoulddo。”

Henryonlysmiled。“Iamsureitisquiteunnecessaryuponyoursister\'saccountandmine。

Youmustknowittobeso;andthegeneralmadesuchapointofyourprovidingnothingextraordinary:besides,ifhehadnotsaidhalfsomuchashedid,hehasalwayssuchanexcellentdinnerathome,thatsittingdowntoamiddlingoneforonedaycouldnotsignify。”

“IwishIcouldreasonlikeyou,forhissakeandmyown。

Good-bye。AstomorrowisSunday,Eleanor,Ishallnotreturn。”

Hewent;and,itbeingatanytimeamuchsimpleroperationtoCatherinetodoubtherownjudgmentthanHenry\'s,shewasverysoonobligedtogivehimcreditforbeingright,howeverdisagreeabletoherhisgoing。

Buttheinexplicabilityofthegeneral\'sconductdweltmuchonherthoughts。Thathewasveryparticularinhiseating,shehad,byherownunassistedobservation,alreadydiscovered;butwhyheshouldsayonethingsopositively,andmeananotherallthewhile,wasmostunaccountable!Howwerepeople,atthatrate,tobeunderstood?WhobutHenrycouldhavebeenawareofwhathisfatherwasat?

FromSaturdaytoWednesday,however,theywerenowtobewithoutHenry。Thiswasthesadfinaleofeveryreflection:andCaptainTilney\'sletterwouldcertainlycomeinhisabsence;andWednesdayshewasverysurewouldbewet。

Thepast,present,andfuturewereallequallyingloom。

Herbrothersounhappy,andherlossinIsabellasogreat;

andEleanor\'sspiritsalwaysaffectedbyHenry\'sabsence!

Whatwastheretointerestoramuseher?Shewastiredofthewoodsandtheshrubberies——alwayssosmoothandsodry;

andtheabbeyinitselfwasnomoretohernowthananyotherhouse。Thepainfulremembranceofthefollyithadhelpedtonourishandperfectwastheonlyemotionwhichcouldspringfromaconsiderationofthebuilding。

Whatarevolutioninherideas!She,whohadsolongedtobeinanabbey!Now,therewasnothingsocharmingtoherimaginationastheunpretendingcomfortofawell-connectedparsonage,somethinglikeFullerton,butbetter:Fullertonhaditsfaults,butWoodstonprobablyhadnone。IfWednesdayshouldevercome!

Itdidcome,andexactlywhenitmightbereasonablylookedfor。Itcame——itwasfine——andCatherinetrodonair。Byteno\'clock,thechaiseandfourconveyedthetwofromtheabbey;and,afteranagreeabledriveofalmosttwentymiles,theyenteredWoodston,alargeandpopulousvillage,inasituationnotunpleasant。

Catherinewasashamedtosayhowprettyshethoughtit,asthegeneralseemedtothinkanapologynecessaryfortheflatnessofthecountry,andthesizeofthevillage;

butinherheartshepreferredittoanyplaceshehadeverbeenat,andlookedwithgreatadmirationateveryneathouseabovetherankofacottage,andatallthelittlechandler\'sshopswhichtheypassed。Atthefurtherendofthevillage,andtolerablydisengagedfromtherestofit,stoodtheparsonage,anew-builtsubstantialstonehouse,withitssemicircularsweepandgreengates;and,astheydroveuptothedoor,Henry,withthefriendsofhissolitude,alargeNewfoundlandpuppyandtwoorthreeterriers,wasreadytoreceiveandmakemuchofthem。

Catherine\'smindwastoofull,assheenteredthehouse,forhereithertoobserveortosayagreatdeal;and,tillcalledonbythegeneralforheropinionofit,shehadverylittleideaoftheroominwhichshewassitting。Uponlookingrounditthen,sheperceivedinamomentthatitwasthemostcomfortableroomintheworld;butshewastooguardedtosayso,andthecoldnessofherpraisedisappointedhim。

“Wearenotcallingitagoodhouse,“saidhe。

“WearenotcomparingitwithFullertonandNorthanger——weareconsideringitasamereparsonage,smallandconfined,weallow,butdecent,perhaps,andhabitable;andaltogethernotinferiortothegenerality;or,inotherwords,IbelievetherearefewcountryparsonagesinEnglandhalfsogood。Itmayadmitofimprovement,however。Farbeitfrommetosayotherwise;andanythinginreason——abowthrownout,perhaps——though,betweenourselves,ifthereisonethingmorethananothermyaversion,itisapatched-onbow。”

Catherinedidnothearenoughofthisspeechtounderstandorbepainedbyit;andothersubjectsbeingstudiouslybroughtforwardandsupportedbyHenry,atthesametimethatatrayfullofrefreshmentswasintroducedbyhisservant,thegeneralwasshortlyrestoredtohiscomplacency,andCatherinetoallherusualeaseofspirits。

Theroominquestionwasofacommodious,well-proportionedsize,andhandsomelyfittedupasadining-parlour;andontheirquittingittowalkroundthegrounds,shewasshown,firstintoasmallerapartment,belongingpeculiarlytothemasterofthehouse,andmadeunusuallytidyontheoccasion;andafterwardsintowhatwastobethedrawing-room,withtheappearanceofwhich,thoughunfurnished,Catherinewasdelightedenougheventosatisfythegeneral。Itwasaprettilyshapedroom,thewindowsreachingtotheground,andtheviewfromthempleasant,thoughonlyovergreenmeadows;

andsheexpressedheradmirationatthemomentwithallthehonestsimplicitywithwhichshefeltit。

“Oh!Whydonotyoufitupthisroom,Mr。Tilney?Whatapitynottohaveitfittedup!ItistheprettiestroomIeversaw;itistheprettiestroomintheworld!“

“Itrust,“saidthegeneral,withamostsatisfiedsmile,“thatitwillveryspeedilybefurnished:itwaitsonlyforalady\'staste!“

“Well,ifitwasmyhouse,Ishouldneversitanywhereelse。Oh!Whatasweetlittlecottagethereisamongthetrees——appletrees,too!Itistheprettiestcottage!“

“Youlikeit——youapproveitasanobject——itisenough。

Henry,rememberthatRobinsonisspokentoaboutit。

Thecottageremains。”

SuchacomplimentrecalledallCatherine\'sconsciousness,andsilencedherdirectly;and,thoughpointedlyappliedtobythegeneralforherchoiceoftheprevailingcolourofthepaperandhangings,nothinglikeanopiniononthesubjectcouldbedrawnfromher。Theinfluenceoffreshobjectsandfreshair,however,wasofgreatuseindissipatingtheseembarrassingassociations;

and,havingreachedtheornamentalpartofthepremises,consistingofawalkroundtwosidesofameadow,onwhichHenry\'sgeniushadbeguntoactabouthalfayearago,shewassufficientlyrecoveredtothinkitprettierthananypleasure-groundshehadeverbeeninbefore,thoughtherewasnotashrubinithigherthanthegreenbenchinthecorner。

Asaunterintoothermeadows,andthroughpartofthevillage,withavisittothestablestoexaminesomeimprovements,andacharminggameofplaywithalitterofpuppiesjustabletorollabout,broughtthemtofouro\'clock,whenCatherinescarcelythoughtitcouldbethree。Atfourtheyweretodine,andatsixtosetoffontheirreturn。Neverhadanydaypassedsoquickly!

Shecouldnotbutobservethattheabundanceofthedinnerdidnotseemtocreatethesmallestastonishmentinthegeneral;nay,thathewasevenlookingattheside-tableforcoldmeatwhichwasnotthere。Hissonanddaughter\'sobservationswereofadifferentkind。

Theyhadseldomseenhimeatsoheartilyatanytablebuthisown,andneverbeforeknownhimsolittledisconcertedbythemeltedbutter\'sbeingoiled。

Atsixo\'clock,thegeneralhavingtakenhiscoffee,thecarriageagainreceivedthem;andsogratifyinghadbeenthetenorofhisconductthroughoutthewholevisit,sowellassuredwashermindonthesubjectofhisexpectations,that,couldshehavefeltequallyconfidentofthewishesofhisson,CatherinewouldhavequittedWoodstonwithlittleanxietyastotheHowortheWhenshemightreturntoit。

CHAPTER27

ThenextmorningbroughtthefollowingveryunexpectedletterfromIsabella:

Bath,AprilMydearestCatherine,Ireceivedyourtwokindletterswiththegreatestdelight,andhaveathousandapologiestomakefornotansweringthemsooner。

Ireallyamquiteashamedofmyidleness;butinthishorridplaceonecanfindtimefornothing。

IhavehadmypeninmyhandtobeginalettertoyoualmosteverydaysinceyouleftBath,buthavealwaysbeenpreventedbysomesillytriflerorother。

Praywritetomesoon,anddirecttomyownhome。

ThankGod,weleavethisvileplacetomorrow。Sinceyouwentaway,Ihavehadnopleasureinit——thedustisbeyondanything;andeverybodyonecaresforisgone。IbelieveifIcouldseeyouIshouldnotmindtherest,foryouaredearertomethananybodycanconceive。Iamquiteuneasyaboutyourdearbrother,nothavingheardfromhimsincehewenttoOxford;andamfearfulofsomemisunderstanding。Yourkindofficeswillsetallright:heistheonlymanIeverdidorcouldlove,andItrustyouwillconvincehimofit。Thespringfashionsarepartlydown;andthehatsthemostfrightfulyoucanimagine。Ihopeyouspendyourtimepleasantly,butamafraidyouneverthinkofme。IwillnotsayallthatIcouldofthefamilyyouarewith,becauseIwouldnotbeungenerous,orsetyouagainstthoseyouesteem;butitisverydifficulttoknowwhomtotrust,andyoungmenneverknowtheirmindstwodaystogether。Irejoicetosaythattheyoungmanwhom,ofallothers,I

particularlyabhor,hasleftBath。Youwillknow,fromthisdescription,ImustmeanCaptainTilney,who,asyoumayremember,wasamazinglydisposedtofollowandteaseme,beforeyouwentaway。Afterwardshegotworse,andbecamequitemyshadow。Manygirlsmighthavebeentakenin,forneverweresuchattentions;butIknewtheficklesextoowell。Hewentawaytohisregimenttwodaysago,andItrustIshallneverbeplaguedwithhimagain。HeisthegreatestcoxcombIeversaw,andamazinglydisagreeable。ThelasttwodayshewasalwaysbythesideofCharlotteDavis:Ipitiedhistaste,buttooknonoticeofhim。ThelasttimewemetwasinBathStreet,andIturneddirectlyintoashopthathemightnotspeaktome;Iwouldnotevenlookathim。Hewentintothepump-roomafterwards;

butIwouldnothavefollowedhimforalltheworld。

Suchacontrastbetweenhimandyourbrother!Praysendmesomenewsofthelatter——Iamquiteunhappyabouthim;heseemedsouncomfortablewhenhewentaway,withacold,orsomethingthataffectedhisspirits。Iwouldwritetohimmyself,buthavemislaidhisdirection;and,asIhintedabove,amafraidhetooksomethinginmyconductamiss。Prayexplaineverythingtohissatisfaction;or,ifhestillharboursanydoubt,alinefromhimselftome,oracallatPutneywhennextintown,mightsetalltorights。Ihavenotbeentotheroomsthisage,nortotheplay,exceptgoinginlastnightwiththeHodges,forafrolic,athalfprice:

theyteasedmeintoit;andIwasdeterminedtheyshouldnotsayIshutmyselfupbecauseTilneywasgone。WehappenedtositbytheMitchells,andtheypretendedtobequitesurprisedtoseemeout。I

knewtheirspite:atonetimetheycouldnotbeciviltome,butnowtheyareallfriendship;butIamnotsuchafoolastobetakeninbythem。

YouknowIhaveaprettygoodspiritofmyown。

AnneMitchellhadtriedtoputonaturbanlikemine,asIworeittheweekbeforeattheconcert,butmadewretchedworkofit——ithappenedtobecomemyoddface,Ibelieve,atleastTilneytoldmesoatthetime,andsaideveryeyewasuponme;butheisthelastmanwhosewordIwouldtake。Iwearnothingbutpurplenow:IknowIlookhideousinit,butnomatter——itisyourdearbrother\'sfavouritecolour。Losenotime,mydearest,sweetestCatherine,inwritingtohimandtome,Whoeveram,etc。

SuchastrainofshallowartificecouldnotimposeevenuponCatherine。Itsinconsistencies,contradictions,andfalsehoodstruckherfromtheveryfirst。ShewasashamedofIsabella,andashamedofhavingeverlovedher。

Herprofessionsofattachmentwerenowasdisgustingasherexcuseswereempty,andherdemandsimpudent。

“WritetoJamesonherbehalf!No,JamesshouldneverhearIsabella\'snamementionedbyheragain。”

OnHenry\'sarrivalfromWoodston,shemadeknowntohimandEleanortheirbrother\'ssafety,congratulatingthemwithsincerityonit,andreadingaloudthemostmaterialpassagesofherletterwithstrongindignation。

Whenshehadfinishedit——“SomuchforIsabella,“

shecried,“andforallourintimacy!Shemustthinkmeanidiot,orshecouldnothavewrittenso;butperhapsthishasservedtomakehercharacterbetterknowntomethanmineistoher。Iseewhatshehasbeenabout。

Sheisavaincoquette,andhertrickshavenotanswered。

IdonotbelieveshehadeveranyregardeitherforJamesorforme,andIwishIhadneverknownher。”

“Itwillsoonbeasifyouneverhad,“saidHenry。

“ThereisbutonethingthatIcannotunderstand。

IseethatshehashaddesignsonCaptainTilney,whichhavenotsucceeded;butIdonotunderstandwhatCaptainTilneyhasbeenaboutallthistime。Whyshouldhepayhersuchattentionsastomakeherquarrelwithmybrother,andthenflyoffhimself?“

“IhaveverylittletosayforFrederick\'smotives,suchasIbelievethemtohavebeen。HehashisvanitiesaswellasMissThorpe,andthechiefdifferenceis,that,havingastrongerhead,theyhavenotyetinjuredhimself。

Iftheeffectofhisbehaviourdoesnotjustifyhimwithyou,wehadbetternotseekafterthecause。”

“Thenyoudonotsupposeheeverreallycaredabouther?“

“Iampersuadedthatheneverdid。”

“Andonlymadebelievetodosoformischief\'ssake?“

Henrybowedhisassent。

“Well,then,ImustsaythatIdonotlikehimatall。

Thoughithasturnedoutsowellforus,Idonotlikehimatall。Asithappens,thereisnogreatharmdone,becauseIdonotthinkIsabellahasanyhearttolose。

But,supposehehadmadeherverymuchinlovewithhim?“

“ButwemustfirstsupposeIsabellatohavehadahearttolose——consequentlytohavebeenaverydifferentcreature;

and,inthatcase,shewouldhavemetwithverydifferenttreatment。”

“Itisveryrightthatyoushouldstandbyyourbrother。”

“Andifyouwouldstandbyyours,youwouldnotbemuchdistressedbythedisappointmentofMissThorpe。

Butyourmindiswarpedbyaninnateprincipleofgeneralintegrity,andthereforenotaccessibletothecoolreasoningsoffamilypartiality,oradesireofrevenge。”

Catherinewascomplimentedoutoffurtherbitterness。

Frederickcouldnotbeunpardonablyguilty,whileHenrymadehimselfsoagreeable。SheresolvedonnotansweringIsabella\'sletter,andtriedtothinknomoreofit。

CHAPTER28

Soonafterthis,thegeneralfoundhimselfobligedtogotoLondonforaweek;andheleftNorthangerearnestlyregrettingthatanynecessityshouldrobhimevenforanhourofMissMorland\'scompany,andanxiouslyrecommendingthestudyofhercomfortandamusementtohischildrenastheirchiefobjectinhisabsence。

HisdeparturegaveCatherinethefirstexperimentalconvictionthatalossmaybesometimesagain。Thehappinesswithwhichtheirtimenowpassed,everyemploymentvoluntary,everylaughindulged,everymealasceneofeaseandgoodhumour,walkingwheretheylikedandwhentheyliked,theirhours,pleasures,andfatiguesattheirowncommand,madeherthoroughlysensibleoftherestraintwhichthegeneral\'spresencehadimposed,andmostthankfullyfeeltheirpresentreleasefromit。Sucheaseandsuchdelightsmadeherlovetheplaceandthepeoplemoreandmoreeveryday;andhaditnotbeenforadreadofitssoonbecomingexpedienttoleavetheone,andanapprehensionofnotbeingequallybelovedbytheother,shewouldateachmomentofeachdayhavebeenperfectlyhappy;butshewasnowinthefourthweekofhervisit;beforethegeneralcamehome,thefourthweekwouldbeturned,andperhapsitmightseemanintrusionifshestayedmuchlonger。

Thiswasapainfulconsiderationwheneveritoccurred;

andeagertogetridofsuchaweightonhermind,sheverysoonresolvedtospeaktoEleanoraboutitatonce,proposegoingaway,andbeguidedinherconductbythemannerinwhichherproposalmightbetaken。

Awarethatifshegaveherselfmuchtime,shemightfeelitdifficulttobringforwardsounpleasantasubject,shetookthefirstopportunityofbeingsuddenlyalonewithEleanor,andofEleanor\'sbeinginthemiddleofaspeechaboutsomethingverydifferent,tostartforthherobligationofgoingawayverysoon。

Eleanorlookedanddeclaredherselfmuchconcerned。

Shehad“hopedforthepleasureofhercompanyforamuchlongertime——hadbeenmisled(perhapsbyherwishes)

tosupposethatamuchlongervisithadbeenpromised——andcouldnotbutthinkthatifMr。andMrs。Morlandwereawareofthepleasureitwastohertohaveherthere,theywouldbetoogeneroustohastenherreturn。”

Catherineexplained:“Oh!Astothat,PapaandMammawereinnohurryatall。Aslongasshewashappy,theywouldalwaysbesatisfied。”

“Thenwhy,mightsheask,insuchahurryherselftoleavethem?“

“Oh!Becauseshehadbeentheresolong。”

“Nay,ifyoucanusesuchaword,Icanurgeyounofarther。Ifyouthinkitlong——“

“Oh!No,Idonotindeed。Formyownpleasure,Icouldstaywithyouaslongagain。”Anditwasdirectlysettledthat,tillshehad,herleavingthemwasnoteventobethoughtof。

Inhavingthiscauseofuneasinesssopleasantlyremoved,theforceoftheotherwaslikewiseweakened。Thekindness,theearnestnessofEleanor\'smannerinpressinghertostay,andHenry\'sgratifiedlookonbeingtoldthatherstaywasdetermined,weresuchsweetproofsofherimportancewiththem,asleftheronlyjustsomuchsolicitudeasthehumanmindcanneverdocomfortablywithout。

Shedid——almostalways——believethatHenrylovedher,andquitealwaysthathisfatherandsisterlovedandevenwishedhertobelongtothem;andbelievingsofar,herdoubtsandanxietiesweremerelysportiveirritations。

Henrywasnotabletoobeyhisfather\'sinjunctionofremainingwhollyatNorthangerinattendanceontheladies,duringhisabsenceinLondon,theengagementsofhiscurateatWoodstonobliginghimtoleavethemonSaturdayforacoupleofnights。Hislosswasnotnowwhatithadbeenwhilethegeneralwasathome;itlessenedtheirgaiety,butdidnotruintheircomfort;andthetwogirlsagreeinginoccupation,andimprovinginintimacy,foundthemselvessowellsufficientforthetimetothemselves,thatitwaseleveno\'clock,ratheralatehourattheabbey,beforetheyquittedthesupper-roomonthedayofHenry\'sdeparture。

Theyhadjustreachedtheheadofthestairswhenitseemed,asfarasthethicknessofthewallswouldallowthemtojudge,thatacarriagewasdrivinguptothedoor,andthenextmomentconfirmedtheideabytheloudnoiseofthehouse-bell。Afterthefirstperturbationofsurprisehadpassedaway,ina“Goodheaven!Whatcanbethematter?“

itwasquicklydecidedbyEleanortobehereldestbrother,whosearrivalwasoftenassudden,ifnotquitesounseasonable,andaccordinglyshehurrieddowntowelcomehim。

Catherinewalkedontoherchamber,makinguphermindaswellasshecould,toafurtheracquaintancewithCaptainTilney,andcomfortingherselfundertheunpleasantimpressionhisconducthadgivenher,andthepersuasionofhisbeingbyfartoofineagentlemantoapproveofher,thatatleasttheyshouldnotmeetundersuchcircumstancesaswouldmaketheirmeetingmateriallypainful。

ShetrustedhewouldneverspeakofMissThorpe;

andindeed,ashemustbythistimebeashamedoftheparthehadacted,therecouldbenodangerofit;

andaslongasallmentionofBathsceneswereavoided,shethoughtshecouldbehavetohimverycivilly。

Insuchconsiderationstimepassedaway,anditwascertainlyinhisfavourthatEleanorshouldbesogladtoseehim,andhavesomuchtosay,forhalfanhourwasalmostgonesincehisarrival,andEleanordidnotcomeup。

AtthatmomentCatherinethoughtsheheardherstepinthegallery,andlistenedforitscontinuance;

butallwassilent。Scarcely,however,hadsheconvictedherfancyoferror,whenthenoiseofsomethingmovingclosetoherdoormadeherstart;itseemedasifsomeonewastouchingtheverydoorway——andinanothermomentaslightmotionofthelockprovedthatsomehandmustbeonit。Shetrembledalittleattheideaofanyone\'sapproachingsocautiously;butresolvingnottobeagainovercomebytrivialappearancesofalarm,ormisledbyaraisedimagination,shesteppedquietlyforward,andopenedthedoor。Eleanor,andonlyEleanor,stoodthere。

Catherine\'sspirits,however,weretranquillizedbutforaninstant,forEleanor\'scheekswerepale,andhermannergreatlyagitated。Thoughevidentlyintendingtocomein,itseemedanefforttoentertheroom,andastillgreatertospeakwhenthere。Catherine,supposingsomeuneasinessonCaptainTilney\'saccount,couldonlyexpressherconcernbysilentattention,obligedhertobeseated,rubbedhertempleswithlavender-water,andhungoverherwithaffectionatesolicitude。

“MydearCatherine,youmustnot——youmustnotindeed——“

wereEleanor\'sfirstconnectedwords。“Iamquitewell。

Thiskindnessdistractsme——Icannotbearit——Icometoyouonsuchanerrand!“

“Errand!Tome!“

“HowshallItellyou!Oh!HowshallItellyou!“

AnewideanowdartedintoCatherine\'smind,andturningaspaleasherfriend,sheexclaimed,“\'TisamessengerfromWoodston!“

“Youaremistaken,indeed,“returnedEleanor,lookingathermostcompassionately;“itisnoonefromWoodston。

Itismyfatherhimself。”Hervoicefaltered,andhereyeswereturnedtothegroundasshementionedhisname。

Hisunlooked-forreturnwasenoughinitselftomakeCatherine\'sheartsink,andforafewmomentsshehardlysupposedtherewereanythingworsetobetold。

Shesaidnothing;andEleanor,endeavouringtocollectherselfandspeakwithfirmness,butwitheyesstillcastdown,soonwenton。“Youaretoogood,Iamsure,tothinktheworseofmeforthepartIamobligedtoperform。Iamindeedamostunwillingmessenger。

Afterwhathassolatelypassed,solatelybeensettledbetweenus——howjoyfully,howthankfullyonmyside!——astoyourcontinuinghereasIhopedformany,manyweekslonger,howcanItellyouthatyourkindnessisnottobeaccepted——andthatthehappinessyourcompanyhashithertogivenusistoberepaidby——ButImustnottrustmyselfwithwords。MydearCatherine,wearetopart。MyfatherhasrecollectedanengagementthattakesourwholefamilyawayonMonday。WearegoingtoLordLongtown\'s,nearHereford,forafortnight。

Explanationandapologyareequallyimpossible。Icannotattempteither。”

“MydearEleanor,“criedCatherine,suppressingherfeelingsaswellasshecould,“donotbesodistressed。

Asecondengagementmustgivewaytoafirst。Iamvery,verysorrywearetopart——sosoon,andsosuddenlytoo;

butIamnotoffended,indeedIamnot。Icanfinishmyvisithere,youknow,atanytime;orIhopeyouwillcometome。Canyou,whenyoureturnfromthislord\'s,cometoFullerton?“

“Itwillnotbeinmypower,Catherine。”

“Comewhenyoucan,then。”

Eleanormadenoanswer;andCatherine\'sthoughtsrecurringtosomethingmoredirectlyinteresting,sheadded,thinkngaloud,“Monday——sosoonasMonday;

andyouallgo。Well,Iamcertainof——Ishallbeabletotakeleave,however。Ineednotgotilljustbeforeyoudo,youknow。Donotbedistressed,Eleanor,IcangoonMondayverywell。Myfatherandmother\'shavingnonoticeofitisofverylittleconsequence。

Thegeneralwillsendaservantwithme,Idaresay,halftheway——andthenIshallsoonbeatSalisbury,andthenIamonlyninemilesfromhome。”

“Ah,Catherine!Wereitsettledso,itwouldbesomewhatlessintolerable,thoughinsuchcommonattentionsyouwouldhavereceivedbuthalfwhatyouought。

But——howcanItellyou?——tomorrowmorningisfixedforyourleavingus,andnoteventhehourislefttoyourchoice;

theverycarriageisordered,andwillbehereatseveno\'clock,andnoservantwillbeofferedyou。”

Catherinesatdown,breathlessandspeechless。

“Icouldhardlybelievemysenses,whenIheardit;

andnodispleasure,noresentmentthatyoucanfeelatthismoment,howeverjustlygreat,canbemorethanI

myself——butImustnottalkofwhatIfelt。Oh!ThatI

couldsuggestanythinginextenuation!GoodGod!Whatwillyourfatherandmothersay!Aftercourtingyoufromtheprotectionofrealfriendstothis——almostdoubledistancefromyourhome,tohaveyoudrivenoutofthehouse,withouttheconsiderationsevenofdecentcivility!Dear,dearCatherine,inbeingthebearerofsuchamessage,Iseemguiltymyselfofallitsinsult;yet,Itrustyouwillacquitme,foryoumusthavebeenlongenoughinthishousetoseethatIambutanominalmistressofit,thatmyrealpowerisnothing。”

“HaveIoffendedthegeneral?“saidCatherineinafalteringvoice。

“Alas!Formyfeelingsasadaughter,allthatIknow,allthatIanswerfor,isthatyoucanhavegivenhimnojustcauseofoffence。Hecertainlyisgreatly,verygreatlydiscomposed;Ihaveseldomseenhimmoreso。

Histemperisnothappy,andsomethinghasnowoccurredtoruffleitinanuncommondegree;somedisappointment,somevexation,whichjustatthismomentseemsimportant,butwhichIcanhardlysupposeyoutohaveanyconcernin,forhowisitpossible?“

ItwaswithpainthatCatherinecouldspeakatall;

anditwasonlyforEleanor\'ssakethatsheattemptedit。

“Iamsure,“saidshe,“IamverysorryifIhaveoffendedhim。

ItwasthelastthingIwouldwillinglyhavedone。

Butdonotbeunhappy,Eleanor。Anengagement,youknow,mustbekept。Iamonlysorryitwasnotrecollectedsooner,thatImighthavewrittenhome。Butitisofverylittleconsequence。”

“Ihope,Iearnestlyhope,thattoyourrealsafetyitwillbeofnone;buttoeverythingelseitisofthegreatestconsequence:tocomfort,appearance,propriety,toyourfamily,totheworld。Wereyourfriends,theAllens,stillinBath,youmightgotothemwithcomparativeease;afewhourswouldtakeyouthere;butajourneyofseventymiles,tobetakenpostbyyou,atyourage,alone,unattended!“

“Oh,thejourneyisnothing。Donotthinkaboutthat。

Andifwearetopart,afewhourssoonerorlater,youknow,makesnodifference。Icanbereadybyseven。

Letmebecalledintime。”Eleanorsawthatshewishedtobealone;andbelievingitbetterforeachthattheyshouldavoidanyfurtherconversation,nowleftherwith,“Ishallseeyouinthemorning。”

Catherine\'sswellingheartneededrelief。

InEleanor\'spresencefriendshipandpridehadequallyrestrainedhertears,butnosoonerwasshegonethantheyburstforthintorrents。Turnedfromthehouse,andinsuchaway!Withoutanyreasonthatcouldjustify,anyapologythatcouldatonefortheabruptness,therudeness,nay,theinsolenceofit。Henryatadistance——notableeventobidhimfarewell。Everyhope,everyexpectationfromhimsuspended,atleast,andwhocouldsayhowlong?Whocouldsaywhentheymightmeetagain?

AndallthisbysuchamanasGeneralTilney,sopolite,sowellbred,andheretoforesoparticularlyfondofher!Itwasasincomprehensibleasitwasmortifyingandgrievous。

Fromwhatitcouldarise,andwhereitwouldend,wereconsiderationsofequalperplexityandalarm。

Themannerinwhichitwasdonesogrosslyuncivil,hurryingherawaywithoutanyreferencetoherownconvenience,orallowinghereventheappearanceofchoiceastothetimeormodeofhertravelling;oftwodays,theearliestfixedon,andofthatalmosttheearliesthour,asifresolvedtohavehergonebeforehewasstirringinthemorning,thathemightnotbeobligedeventoseeher。Whatcouldallthismeanbutanintentionalaffront?Bysomemeansorothershemusthavehadthemisfortunetooffendhim。

Eleanorhadwishedtospareherfromsopainfulanotion,butCatherinecouldnotbelieveitpossiblethatanyinjuryoranymisfortunecouldprovokesuchillwillagainstapersonnotconnected,or,atleast,notsupposedtobeconnectedwithit。

Heavilypassedthenight。Sleep,orreposethatdeservedthenameofsleep,wasoutofthequestion。

Thatroom,inwhichherdisturbedimaginationhadtormentedheronherfirstarrival,wasagainthesceneofagitatedspiritsandunquietslumbers。Yethowdifferentnowthesourceofherinquietudefromwhatithadbeenthen——howmournfullysuperiorinrealityandsubstance!Heranxietyhadfoundationinfact,herfearsinprobability;

andwithamindsooccupiedinthecontemplationofactualandnaturalevil,thesolitudeofhersituation,thedarknessofherchamber,theantiquityofthebuilding,werefeltandconsideredwithoutthesmallestemotion;

andthoughthewindwashigh,andoftenproducedstrangeandsuddennoisesthroughoutthehouse,shehearditallasshelayawake,hourafterhour,withoutcuriosityorterror。

SoonaftersixEleanorenteredherroom,eagertoshowattentionorgiveassistancewhereitwaspossible;butverylittleremainedtobedone。Catherinehadnotloitered;

shewasalmostdressed,andherpackingalmostfinished。

Thepossibilityofsomeconciliatorymessagefromthegeneraloccurredtoherashisdaughterappeared。

Whatsonatural,asthatangershouldpassawayandrepentancesucceedit?Andsheonlywantedtoknowhowfar,afterwhathadpassed,anapologymightproperlybereceivedbyher。Buttheknowledgewouldhavebeenuselesshere;

itwasnotcalledfor;neitherclemencynordignitywasputtothetrial——Eleanorbroughtnomessage。

Verylittlepassedbetweenthemonmeeting;eachfoundhergreatestsafetyinsilence,andfewandtrivialwerethesentencesexchangedwhiletheyremainedupstairs,Catherineinbusyagitationcompletingherdress,andEleanorwithmoregoodwillthanexperienceintentuponfillingthetrunk。Wheneverythingwasdonetheylefttheroom,Catherinelingeringonlyhalfaminutebehindherfriendtothrowapartingglanceoneverywell-known,cherishedobject,andwentdowntothebreakfast-parlour,wherebreakfastwasprepared。Shetriedtoeat,aswelltosaveherselffromthepainofbeingurgedastomakeherfriendcomfortable;butshehadnoappetite,andcouldnotswallowmanymouthfuls。Thecontrastbetweenthisandherlastbreakfastinthatroomgaveherfreshmisery,andstrengthenedherdistasteforeverythingbeforeher。

Itwasnotfourandtwentyhoursagosincetheyhadmettheretothesamerepast,butincircumstanceshowdifferent!Withwhatcheerfulease,whathappy,thoughfalse,security,hadshethenlookedaroundher,enjoyingeverythingpresent,andfearinglittleinfuture,beyondHenry\'sgoingtoWoodstonforaday!Happy,happybreakfast!ForHenryhadbeenthere;Henryhadsatbyherandhelpedher。Thesereflectionswerelongindulgedundisturbedbyanyaddressfromhercompanion,whosatasdeepinthoughtasherself;andtheappearanceofthecarriagewasthefirstthingtostartleandrecallthemtothepresentmoment。Catherine\'scolourroseatthesightofit;andtheindignitywithwhichshewastreated,strikingatthatinstantonhermindwithpeculiarforce,madeherforashorttimesensibleonlyofresentment。

Eleanorseemednowimpelledintoresolutionandspeech。

“Youmustwritetome,Catherine,“shecried;

“youmustletmehearfromyouassoonaspossible。

TillIknowyoutobesafeathome,Ishallnothaveanhour\'scomfort。Foroneletter,atallrisks,allhazards,Imustentreat。LetmehavethesatisfactionofknowingthatyouaresafeatFullerton,andhavefoundyourfamilywell,andthen,tillIcanaskforyourcorrespondenceasIoughttodo,Iwillnotexpectmore。

DirecttomeatLordLongtown\'s,and,Imustaskit,undercovertoAlice。”

“No,Eleanor,ifyouarenotallowedtoreceivealetterfromme,IamsureIhadbetternotwrite。

Therecanbenodoubtofmygettinghomesafe。”

Eleanoronlyreplied,“Icannotwonderatyourfeelings。

Iwillnotimportuneyou。IwilltrusttoyourownkindnessofheartwhenIamatadistancefromyou。”Butthis,withthelookofsorrowaccompanyingit,wasenoughtomeltCatherine\'sprideinamoment,andsheinstantlysaid,“Oh,Eleanor,Iwillwritetoyouindeed。”

TherewasyetanotherpointwhichMissTilneywasanxioustosettle,thoughsomewhatembarrassedinspeakingof。

Ithadoccurredtoherthataftersolonganabsencefromhome,Catherinemightnotbeprovidedwithmoneyenoughfortheexpensesofherjourney,and,uponsuggestingittoherwithmostaffectionateoffersofaccommodation,itprovedtobeexactlythecase。Catherinehadneverthoughtonthesubjecttillthatmoment,but,uponexaminingherpurse,wasconvincedthatbutforthiskindnessofherfriend,shemighthavebeenturnedfromthehousewithouteventhemeansofgettinghome;andthedistressinwhichshemusthavebeentherebyinvolvedfillingthemindsofboth,scarcelyanotherwordwassaidbyeitherduringthetimeoftheirremainingtogether。Short,however,wasthattime。

Thecarriagewassoonannouncedtobeready;andCatherine,instantlyrising,alongandaffectionateembracesuppliedtheplaceoflanguageinbiddingeachotheradieu;

and,astheyenteredthehall,unabletoleavethehousewithoutsomementionofonewhosenamehadnotyetbeenspokenbyeither,shepausedamoment,andwithquiveringlipsjustmadeitintelligiblethatsheleft“herkindremembranceforherabsentfriend。”Butwiththisapproachtohisnameendedallpossibilityofrestrainingherfeelings;and,hidingherfaceaswellasshecouldwithherhandkerchief,shedartedacrossthehall,jumpedintothechaise,andinamomentwasdrivenfromthedoor。

CHAPTER29

Catherinewastoowretchedtobefearful。Thejourneyinitselfhadnoterrorsforher;andshebeganitwithouteitherdreadingitslengthorfeelingitssolitariness。

Leaningbackinonecomerofthecarriage,inaviolentburstoftears,shewasconveyedsomemilesbeyondthewallsoftheabbeybeforesheraisedherhead;

andthehighestpointofgroundwithintheparkwasalmostclosedfromherviewbeforeshewascapableofturninghereyestowardsit。Unfortunately,theroadshenowtravelledwasthesamewhichonlytendaysagoshehadsohappilypassedalongingoingtoandfromWoodston;

and,forfourteenmiles,everybitterfeelingwasrenderedmoreseverebythereviewofobjectsonwhichshehadfirstlookedunderimpressionssodifferent。Everymile,asitbroughthernearerWoodston,addedtohersufferings,andwhenwithinthedistanceoffive,shepassedtheturningwhichledtoit,andthoughtofHenry,sonear,yetsounconscious,hergriefandagitationwereexcessive。

Thedaywhichshehadspentatthatplacehadbeenoneofthehappiestofherlife。Itwasthere,itwasonthatday,thatthegeneralhadmadeuseofsuchexpressionswithregardtoHenryandherself,hadsospokenandsolookedastogiveherthemostpositiveconvictionofhisactuallywishingtheirmarriage。Yes,onlytendaysagohadheelatedherbyhispointedregard——hadheevenconfusedherbyhistoosignificantreference!Andnow——whathadshedone,orwhathadsheomittedtodo,tomeritsuchachange?

Theonlyoffenceagainsthimofwhichshecouldaccuseherselfhadbeensuchaswasscarcelypossibletoreachhisknowledge。Henryandherownheartonlywereprivytotheshockingsuspicionswhichshehadsoidlyentertained;

andequallysafedidshebelievehersecretwitheach。

Designedly,atleast,Henrycouldnothavebetrayedher。

If,indeed,byanystrangemischancehisfathershouldhavegainedintelligenceofwhatshehaddaredtothinkandlookfor,ofhercauselessfanciesandinjuriousexaminations,shecouldnotwonderatanydegreeofhisindignation。

Ifawareofherhavingviewedhimasamurderer,shecouldnotwonderathiseventurningherfromhishouse。

Butajustificationsofulloftorturetoherself,shetrusted,wouldnotbeinhispower。

Anxiousaswereallherconjecturesonthispoint,itwasnot,however,theoneonwhichshedweltmost。

Therewasathoughtyetnearer,amoreprevailing,moreimpetuousconcern。HowHenrywouldthink,andfeel,andlook,whenhereturnedonthemorrowtoNorthangerandheardofherbeinggone,wasaquestionofforceandinteresttoriseovereveryother,tobeneverceasing,alternatelyirritatingandsoothing;itsometimessuggestedthedreadofhiscalmacquiescence,andatotherswasansweredbythesweetestconfidenceinhisregretandresentment。

Tothegeneral,ofcourse,hewouldnotdaretospeak;

buttoEleanor——whatmighthenotsaytoEleanorabouther?

Inthisunceasingrecurrenceofdoubtsandinquiries,onanyonearticleofwhichhermindwasincapableofmorethanmomentaryrepose,thehourspassedaway,andherjourneyadvancedmuchfasterthanshelookedfor。Thepressinganxietiesofthought,whichpreventedherfromnoticinganythingbeforeher,whenoncebeyondtheneighbourhoodofWoodston,savedheratthesametimefromwatchingherprogress;andthoughnoobjectontheroadcouldengageamoment\'sattention,shefoundnostageofittedious。

Fromthis,shewaspreservedtoobyanothercause,byfeelingnoeagernessforherjourney\'sconclusion;

fortoreturninsuchamannertoFullertonwasalmosttodestroythepleasureofameetingwiththoseshelovedbest,evenafteranabsencesuchashers——anelevenweeks\'absence。Whathadshetosaythatwouldnothumbleherselfandpainherfamily,thatwouldnotincreaseherowngriefbytheconfessionofit,extendanuselessresentment,andperhapsinvolvetheinnocentwiththeguiltyinundistinguishingillwill?ShecouldneverdojusticetoHenryandEleanor\'smerit;shefeltittoostronglyforexpression;andshouldadislikebetakenagainstthem,shouldtheybethoughtofunfavourably,ontheirfather\'saccount,itwouldcuthertotheheart。

Withthesefeelings,sheratherdreadedthansoughtforthefirstviewofthatwell-knownspirewhichwouldannounceherwithintwentymilesofhome。SalisburyshehadknowntobeherpointonleavingNorthanger;butafterthefirststageshehadbeenindebtedtothepost-mastersforthenamesoftheplaceswhichwerethentoconducthertoit;sogreathadbeenherignoranceofherroute。

Shemetwithnothing,however,todistressorfrightenher。

Heryouth,civilmanners,andliberalpayprocuredheralltheattentionthatatravellerlikeherselfcouldrequire;

andstoppingonlytochangehorses,shetravelledonforaboutelevenhourswithoutaccidentoralarm,andbetweensixandseveno\'clockintheeveningfoundherselfenteringFullerton。

Aheroinereturning,atthecloseofhercareer,tohernativevillage,inallthetriumphofrecoveredreputation,andallthedignityofacountess,withalongtrainofnoblerelationsintheirseveralphaetons,andthreewaiting-maidsinatravellingchaiseandfour,behindher,isaneventonwhichthepenofthecontrivermaywelldelighttodwell;itgivescredittoeveryconclusion,andtheauthormustshareinthegloryshesoliberallybestows。Butmyaffairiswidelydifferent;

Ibringbackmyheroinetoherhomeinsolitudeanddisgrace;

andnosweetelationofspiritscanleadmeintominuteness。

Aheroineinahackpost-chaiseissuchablowuponsentiment,asnoattemptatgrandeurorpathoscanwithstand。

Swiftlythereforeshallherpost-boydrivethroughthevillage,amidthegazeofSundaygroups,andspeedyshallbeherdescentfromit。

But,whatevermightbethedistressofCatherine\'smind,asshethusadvancedtowardstheparsonage,andwhateverthehumiliationofherbiographerinrelatingit,shewaspreparingenjoymentofnoeverydaynatureforthosetowhomshewent;first,intheappearanceofhercarriage——andsecondly,inherself。ThechaiseofatravellerbeingararesightinFullerton,thewholefamilywereimmediatelyatthewindow;andtohaveitstopatthesweep-gatewasapleasuretobrighteneveryeyeandoccupyeveryfancy——apleasurequiteunlookedforbyallbutthetwoyoungestchildren,aboyandgirlofsixandfouryearsold,whoexpectedabrotherorsisterineverycarriage。HappytheglancethatfirstdistinguishedCatherine!Happythevoicethatproclaimedthediscovery!ButwhethersuchhappinesswerethelawfulpropertyofGeorgeorHarrietcouldneverbeexactlyunderstood。

Herfather,mother,Sarah,George,andHarriet,allassembledatthedoortowelcomeherwithaffectionateeagerness,wasasighttoawakenthebestfeelingsofCatherine\'sheart;andintheembraceofeach,asshesteppedfromthecarriage,shefoundherselfsoothedbeyondanythingthatshehadbelievedpossible。Sosurrounded,socaressed,shewasevenhappy!Inthejoyfulnessoffamilyloveeverythingforashorttimewassubdued,andthepleasureofseeingher,leavingthematfirstlittleleisureforcalmcuriosity,theywereallseatedroundthetea-table,whichMrs。Morlandhadhurriedforthecomfortofthepoortraveller,whosepaleandjadedlookssooncaughthernotice,beforeanyinquirysodirectastodemandapositiveanswerwasaddressedtoher。

Reluctantly,andwithmuchhesitation,didshethenbeginwhatmightperhaps,attheendofhalfanhour,betermed,bythecourtesyofherhearers,anexplanation;

butscarcely,withinthattime,couldtheyatalldiscoverthecause,orcollecttheparticulars,ofhersuddenreturn。

Theywerefarfrombeinganirritablerace;farfromanyquicknessincatching,orbitternessinresenting,affronts:buthere,whenthewholewasunfolded,wasaninsultnottobeoverlooked,nor,forthefirsthalfhour,tobeeasilypardoned。Withoutsufferinganyromanticalarm,intheconsiderationoftheirdaughter\'slongandlonelyjourney,Mr。andMrs。Morlandcouldnotbutfeelthatitmighthavebeenproductiveofmuchunpleasantnesstoher;thatitwaswhattheycouldneverhavevoluntarilysuffered;andthat,inforcingheronsuchameasure,GeneralTilneyhadactedneitherhonourablynorfeelingly——neitherasagentlemannorasaparent。

Whyhehaddoneit,whatcouldhaveprovokedhimtosuchabreachofhospitality,andsosuddenlyturnedallhispartialregardfortheirdaughterintoactualillwill,wasamatterwhichtheywereatleastasfarfromdiviningasCatherineherself;butitdidnotoppressthembyanymeanssolong;and,afteraduecourseofuselessconjecture,that“itwasastrangebusiness,andthathemustbeaverystrangeman,“grewenoughforalltheirindignationandwonder;thoughSarahindeedstillindulgedinthesweetsofincomprehensibility,exclaimingandconjecturingwithyouthfulardour。“Mydear,yougiveyourselfagreatdealofneedlesstrouble,“

saidhermotheratlast;“dependuponit,itissomethingnotatallworthunderstanding。”

“IcanallowforhiswishingCatherineaway,whenherecollectedthisengagement,“saidSarah,“butwhynotdoitcivilly?“

“Iamsorryfortheyoungpeople,“returnedMrs。Morland;

“theymusthaveasadtimeofit;butasforanythingelse,itisnomatternow;Catherineissafeathome,andourcomfortdoesnotdependuponGeneralTilney。”

Catherinesighed。“Well,“continuedherphilosophicmother,“IamgladIdidnotknowofyourjourneyatthetime;

butnowitisanover,perhapsthereisnogreatharmdone。

Itisalwaysgoodforyoungpeopletobeputuponexertingthemselves;andyouknow,mydearCatherine,youalwayswereasadlittleshatter-brainedcreature;

butnowyoumusthavebeenforcedtohaveyourwitsaboutyou,withsomuchchangingofchaisesandsoforth;andIhopeitwillappearthatyouhavenotleftanythingbehindyouinanyofthepockets。”

Catherinehopedsotoo,andtriedtofeelaninterestinherownamendment,butherspiritswerequiteworndown;

and,tobesilentandalonebecomingsoonheronlywish,shereadilyagreedtohermother\'snextcounselofgoingearlytobed。Herparents,seeingnothinginherilllooksandagitationbutthenaturalconsequenceofmortifiedfeelings,andoftheunusualexertionandfatigueofsuchajourney,partedfromherwithoutanydoubtoftheirbeingsoonsleptaway;andthough,whentheyallmetthenextmorning,herrecoverywasnotequaltotheirhopes,theywerestillperfectlyunsuspiciousoftherebeinganydeeperevil。

Theyneveroncethoughtofherheart,which,fortheparentsofayoungladyofseventeen,justreturnedfromherfirstexcursionfromhome,wasoddenough!

Assoonasbreakfastwasover,shesatdowntofulfilherpromisetoMissTilney,whosetrustintheeffectoftimeanddistanceonherfriend\'sdispositionwasalreadyjustified,foralreadydidCatherinereproachherselfwithhavingpartedfromEleanorcoldly,withhavingneverenoughvaluedhermeritsorkindness,andneverenoughcommiseratedherforwhatshehadbeenyesterdaylefttoendure。Thestrengthofthesefeelings,however,wasfarfromassistingherpen;andneverhaditbeenharderforhertowritethaninaddressingEleanorTilney。

Tocomposealetterwhichmightatoncedojusticetohersentimentsandhersituation,conveygratitudewithoutservileregret,beguardedwithoutcoldness,andhonestwithoutresentment——aletterwhichEleanormightnotbepainedbytheperusalof——and,aboveall,whichshemightnotblushherself,ifHenryshouldchancetosee,wasanundertakingtofrightenawayallherpowersofperformance;and,afterlongthoughtandmuchperplexity,tobeverybriefwasallthatshecoulddetermineonwithanyconfidenceofsafety。ThemoneythereforewhichEleanorhadadvancedwasenclosedwithlittlemorethangratefulthanks,andthethousandgoodwishesofamostaffectionateheart。

“Thishasbeenastrangeacquaintance,“

observedMrs。Morland,astheletterwasfinished;

“soonmadeandsoonended。Iamsorryithappensso,forMrs。Allenthoughtthemveryprettykindofyoungpeople;

andyouweresadlyoutoflucktooinyourIsabella。

Ah!PoorJames!Well,wemustliveandlearn;andthenextnewfriendsyoumakeIhopewillbebetterworthkeeping。”

Catherinecolouredasshewarmlyanswered,“NofriendcanbebetterworthkeepingthanEleanor。”

“Ifso,mydear,Idaresayyouwillmeetagainsometimeorother;donotbeuneasy。Itistentoonebutyouarethrowntogetheragaininthecourseofafewyears;

andthenwhatapleasureitwillbe!“

Mrs。Morlandwasnothappyinherattemptatconsolation。

ThehopeofmeetingagaininthecourseofafewyearscouldonlyputintoCatherine\'sheadwhatmighthappenwithinthattimetomakeameetingdreadfultoher。

ShecouldneverforgetHenryTilney,orthinkofhimwithlesstendernessthanshedidatthatmoment;buthemightforgether;andinthatcase,tomeet——!Hereyesfilledwithtearsasshepicturedheracquaintancesorenewed;

andhermother,perceivinghercomfortablesuggestionstohavehadnogoodeffect,proposed,asanotherexpedientforrestoringherspirits,thattheyshouldcallonMrs。Allen。

Thetwohouseswereonlyaquarterofamileapart;

and,astheywalked,Mrs。MorlandquicklydispatchedallthatshefeltonthescoreofJames\'sdisappointment。

“Wearesorryforhim,“saidshe;“butotherwisethereisnoharmdoneinthematchgoingoff;foritcouldnotbeadesirablethingtohavehimengagedtoagirlwhomwehadnotthesmallestacquaintancewith,andwhowassoentirelywithoutfortune;andnow,aftersuchbehaviour,wecannotthinkatallwellofher。JustatpresentitcomeshardtopoorJames;butthatwillnotlastforever;

andIdaresayhewillbeadiscreetermanallhislife,forthefoolishnessofhisfirstchoice。”

ThiswasjustsuchasummaryviewoftheaffairasCatherinecouldlistento;anothersentencemighthaveendangeredhercomplaisance,andmadeherreplylessrational;

forsoonwereallherthinkingpowersswallowedupinthereflectionofherownchangeoffeelingsandspiritssincelastshehadtroddenthatwell-knownroad。Itwasnotthreemonthsagosince,wildwithjoyfulexpectation,shehadthererunbackwardsandforwardssometentimesaday,withanheartlight,gay,andindependent;

lookingforwardtopleasuresuntastedandunalloyed,andfreefromtheapprehensionofevilasfromtheknowledgeofit。Threemonthsagohadseenherallthis;andnow,howalteredabeingdidshereturn!

ShewasreceivedbytheAllenswithallthekindnesswhichherunlooked-forappearance,actingonasteadyaffection,wouldnaturallycallforth;andgreatwastheirsurprise,andwarmtheirdispleasure,onhearinghowshehadbeentreated——thoughMrs。Morland\'saccountofitwasnoinflatedrepresentation,nostudiedappealtotheirpassions。

“Catherinetookusquitebysurpriseyesterdayevening,“

saidshe。“Shetravelledallthewaypostbyherself,andknewnothingofcomingtillSaturdaynight;forGeneralTilney,fromsomeoddfancyorother,allofasuddengrewtiredofhavingherthere,andalmostturnedheroutofthehouse。

Veryunfriendly,certainly;andhemustbeaveryoddman;

butwearesogladtohaveheramongstusagain!Anditisagreatcomforttofindthatsheisnotapoorhelplesscreature,butcanshiftverywellforherself。”

Mr。Allenexpressedhimselfontheoccasionwiththereasonableresentmentofasensiblefriend;andMrs。Allenthoughthisexpressionsquitegoodenoughtobeimmediatelymadeuseofagainbyherself。Hiswonder,hisconjectures,andhisexplanationsbecameinsuccessionhers,withtheadditionofthissingleremark——“Ireallyhavenotpatiencewiththegeneral“——tofillupeveryaccidentalpause。

And,“Ireallyhavenotpatiencewiththegeneral,“

wasutteredtwiceafterMr。Allenlefttheroom,withoutanyrelaxationofanger,oranymaterialdigressionofthought。Amoreconsiderabledegreeofwanderingattendedthethirdrepetition;and,aftercompletingthefourth,sheimmediatelyadded,“Onlythink,mydear,ofmyhavinggotthatfrightfulgreatrentinmybestMechlinsocharminglymended,beforeIleftBath,thatonecanhardlyseewhereitwas。Imustshowityousomedayorother。Bathisaniceplace,Catherine,afterall。

IassureyouIdidnotabovehalflikecomingaway。

Mrs。Thorpe\'sbeingtherewassuchacomforttous,wasnotit?Youknow,youandIwerequiteforlornatfirst。”

“Yes,butthatdidnotlastlong,“saidCatherine,hereyesbrighteningattherecollectionofwhathadfirstgivenspirittoherexistencethere。

“Verytrue:wesoonmetwithMrs。Thorpe,andthenwewantedfornothing。Mydear,donotyouthinkthesesilkgloveswearverywell?IputthemonnewthefirsttimeofourgoingtotheLowerRooms,youknow,andIhavewornthemagreatdealsince。Doyourememberthatevening?“

“DoI!Oh!Perfectly。”

“Itwasveryagreeable,wasnotit?Mr。Tilneydrankteawithus,andIalwaysthoughthimagreataddition,heissoveryagreeable。Ihaveanotionyoudancedwithhim,butamnotquitesure。IrememberIhadmyfavouritegownon。”

Catherinecouldnotanswer;and,afterashorttrialofothersubjects,Mrs。Allenagainreturnedto——“Ireallyhavenotpatiencewiththegeneral!Suchanagreeable,worthymanasheseemedtobe!Idonotsuppose,Mrs。Morland,youeversawabetter-bredmaninyourlife。

Hislodgingsweretakentheverydayafterheleftthem,Catherine。Butnowonder;MilsomStreet,youknow。”

Astheywalkedhomeagain,Mrs。Morlandendeavouredtoimpressonherdaughter\'smindthehappinessofhavingsuchsteadywell-wishersasMr。andMrs。Allen,andtheverylittleconsiderationwhichtheneglectorunkindnessofslightacquaintanceliketheTilneysoughttohavewithher,whileshecouldpreservethegoodopinionandaffectionofherearliestfriends。

Therewasagreatdealofgoodsenseinallthis;

buttherearesomesituationsofthehumanmindinwhichgoodsensehasverylittlepower;andCatherine\'sfeelingscontradictedalmosteverypositionhermotheradvanced。

Itwasuponthebehaviouroftheseveryslightacquaintancethatallherpresenthappinessdepended;andwhileMrs。Morlandwassuccessfullyconfirmingherownopinionsbythejustnessofherownrepresentations,CatherinewassilentlyreflectingthatnowHenrymusthavearrivedatNorthanger;nowhemusthaveheardofherdeparture;

andnow,perhaps,theywereallsettingoffforHereford。

CHAPTER30

Catherine\'sdispositionwasnotnaturallysedentary,norhadherhabitsbeeneververyindustrious;butwhatevermighthithertohavebeenherdefectsofthatsort,hermothercouldnotbutperceivethemnowtobegreatlyincreased。

Shecouldneithersitstillnoremployherselffortenminutestogether,walkingroundthegardenandorchardagainandagain,asifnothingbutmotionwasvoluntary;

anditseemedasifshecouldevenwalkaboutthehouseratherthanremainfixedforanytimeintheparlour。

Herlossofspiritswasayetgreateralteration。Inherramblingandheridlenessshemightonlybeacaricatureofherself;butinhersilenceandsadnessshewastheveryreverseofallthatshehadbeenbefore。

FortwodaysMrs。Morlandallowedittopassevenwithoutahint;butwhenathirdnight\'sresthadneitherrestoredhercheerfulness,improvedherinusefulactivity,norgivenheragreaterinclinationforneedlework,shecouldnolongerrefrainfromthegentlereproofof,“MydearCatherine,Iamafraidyouaregrowingquiteafinelady。IdonotknowwhenpoorRichard\'scravatswouldbedone,ifhehadnofriendbutyou。YourheadrunstoomuchuponBath;butthereisatimeforeverything——atimeforballsandplays,andatimeforwork。

Youhavehadalongrunofamusement,andnowyoumusttrytobeuseful。”

Catherinetookupherworkdirectly,saying,inadejectedvoice,that“herheaddidnotrunuponBath——much。”

“ThenyouarefrettingaboutGeneralTilney,andthatisverysimpleofyou;fortentoonewhetheryoueverseehimagain。Youshouldneverfretabouttrifles。”

Afterashortsilence——“Ihope,myCatherine,youarenotgettingoutofhumourwithhomebecauseitisnotsograndasNorthanger。Thatwouldbeturningyourvisitintoanevilindeed。Whereveryouareyoushouldalwaysbecontented,butespeciallyathome,becausethereyoumustspendthemostofyourtime。Ididnotquitelike,atbreakfast,tohearyoutalksomuchabouttheFrenchbreadatNorthanger。”

“IamsureIdonotcareaboutthebread。

itisallthesametomewhatIeat。”

“Thereisaverycleveressayinoneofthebooksupstairsuponmuchsuchasubject,aboutyounggirlsthathavebeenspoiltforhomebygreatacquaintance——TheMirror,Ithink。Iwilllookitoutforyousomedayorother,becauseIamsureitwilldoyougood。”

Catherinesaidnomore,and,withanendeavourtodoright,appliedtoherwork;but,afterafewminutes,sunkagain,withoutknowingitherself,intolanguorandlistlessness,movingherselfinherchair,fromtheirritationofweariness,muchoftenerthanshemovedherneedle。

Mrs。Morlandwatchedtheprogressofthisrelapse;

andseeing,inherdaughter\'sabsentanddissatisfiedlook,thefullproofofthatrepiningspirittowhichshehadnowbeguntoattributeherwantofcheerfulness,hastilylefttheroomtofetchthebookinquestion,anxioustolosenotimeinattackingsodreadfulamalady。

Itwassometimebeforeshecouldfindwhatshelookedfor;

andotherfamilymattersoccurringtodetainher,aquarterofanhourhadelapsedereshereturneddownstairswiththevolumefromwhichsomuchwashoped。

Heravocationsabovehavingshutoutallnoisebutwhatshecreatedherself,sheknewnotthatavisitorhadarrivedwithinthelastfewminutes,till,onenteringtheroom,thefirstobjectshebeheldwasayoungmanwhomshehadneverseenbefore。Withalookofmuchrespect,heimmediatelyrose,andbeingintroducedtoherbyherconsciousdaughteras“Mr。HenryTilney,“withtheembarrassmentofrealsensibilitybegantoapologizeforhisappearancethere,acknowledgingthatafterwhathadpassedhehadlittlerighttoexpectawelcomeatFullerton,andstatinghisimpatiencetobeassuredofMissMorland\'shavingreachedherhomeinsafety,asthecauseofhisintrusion。Hedidnotaddresshimselftoanuncandidjudgeoraresentfulheart。Farfromcomprehendinghimorhissisterintheirfather\'smisconduct,Mrs。Morlandhadbeenalwayskindlydisposedtowardseach,andinstantly,pleasedbyhisappearance,receivedhimwiththesimpleprofessionsofunaffectedbenevolence;

thankinghimforsuchanattentiontoherdaughter,assuringhimthatthefriendsofherchildrenwerealwayswelcomethere,andentreatinghimtosaynotanotherwordofthepast。

Hewasnotill-inclinedtoobeythisrequest,for,thoughhisheartwasgreatlyrelievedbysuchunlooked-formildness,itwasnotjustatthatmomentinhispowertosayanythingtothepurpose。Returninginsilencetohisseat,therefore,heremainedforsomeminutesmostcivillyansweringallMrs。Morland\'scommonremarksabouttheweatherandroads。Catherinemeanwhile——theanxious,agitated,happy,feverishCatherine——saidnotaword;

butherglowingcheekandbrightenedeyemadehermothertrustthatthisgood-naturedvisitwouldatleastsetherheartateaseforatime,andgladlythereforedidshelayasidethefirstvolumeofTheMirrorforafuturehour。

DesirousofMr。Morland\'sassistance,aswellingivingencouragement,asinfindingconversationforherguest,whoseembarrassmentonhisfather\'saccountsheearnestlypitied,Mrs。Morlandhadveryearlydispatchedoneofthechildrentosummonhim;butMr。Morlandwasfromhome——andbeingthuswithoutanysupport,attheendofaquarterofanhourshehadnothingtosay。Afteracoupleofminutes\'unbrokensilence,Henry,turningtoCatherineforthefirsttimesincehermother\'sentrance,askedher,withsuddenalacrity,ifMr。andMrs。AllenwerenowatFullerton?Andondeveloping,fromamidstallherperplexityofwordsinreply,themeaning,whichoneshortsyllablewouldhavegiven,immediatelyexpressedhisintentionofpayinghisrespectstothem,and,witharisingcolour,askedherifshewouldhavethegoodnesstoshowhimtheway。“Youmayseethehousefromthiswindow,sir,“

wasinformationonSarah\'sside,whichproducedonlyabowofacknowledgmentfromthegentleman,andasilencingnodfromhermother;forMrs。Morland,thinkingitprobable,asasecondaryconsiderationinhiswishofwaitingontheirworthyneighbours,thathemighthavesomeexplanationtogiveofhisfather\'sbehaviour,whichitmustbemorepleasantforhimtocommunicateonlytoCatherine,wouldnotonanyaccountpreventheraccompanyinghim。

Theybegantheirwalk,andMrs。Morlandwasnotentirelymistakeninhisobjectinwishingit。Someexplanationonhisfather\'saccounthehadtogive;buthisfirstpurposewastoexplainhimself,andbeforetheyreachedMr。Allen\'sgroundshehaddoneitsowellthatCatherinedidnotthinkitcouldeverberepeatedtoooften。

Shewasassuredofhisaffection;andthatheartinreturnwassolicited,which,perhaps,theyprettyequallyknewwasalreadyentirelyhisown;for,thoughHenrywasnowsincerelyattachedtoher,thoughhefeltanddelightedinalltheexcellenciesofhercharacterandtrulylovedhersociety,Imustconfessthathisaffectionoriginatedinnothingbetterthangratitude,or,inotherwords,thatapersuasionofherpartialityforhimhadbeentheonlycauseofgivingheraseriousthought。Itisanewcircumstanceinromance,Iacknowledge,anddreadfullyderogatoryofanheroine\'sdignity;butifitbeasnewincommonlife,thecreditofawildimaginationwillatleastbeallmyown。

AveryshortvisittoMrs。Allen,inwhichHenrytalkedatrandom,withoutsenseorconnection,andCatherine,raptinthecontemplationofherownunutterablehappiness,scarcelyopenedherlips,dismissedthemtotheecstasiesofanothertete-a-tete;andbeforeitwassufferedtoclose,shewasenabledtojudgehowfarhewassanctionedbyparentalauthorityinhispresentapplication。

OnhisreturnfromWoodston,twodaysbefore,hehadbeenmetneartheabbeybyhisimpatientfather,hastilyinformedinangrytermsofMissMorland\'sdeparture,andorderedtothinkofhernomore。

Suchwasthepermissionuponwhichhehadnowofferedherhishand。TheaffrightedCatherine,amidstalltheterrorsofexpectation,asshelistenedtothisaccount,couldnotbutrejoiceinthekindcautionwithwhichHenryhadsavedherfromthenecessityofaconscientiousrejection,byengagingherfaithbeforehementionedthesubject;

andasheproceededtogivetheparticulars,andexplainthemotivesofhisfather\'sconduct,herfeelingssoonhardenedintoevenatriumphantdelight。Thegeneralhadhadnothingtoaccuseherof,nothingtolaytohercharge,butherbeingtheinvoluntary,unconsciousobjectofadeceptionwhichhispridecouldnotpardon,andwhichabetterpridewouldhavebeenashamedtoown。

Shewasguiltyonlyofbeinglessrichthanhehadsupposedhertobe。Underamistakenpersuasionofherpossessionsandclaims,hehadcourtedheracquaintanceinBath,solicitedhercompanyatNorthanger,anddesignedherforhisdaughter-in-law。Ondiscoveringhiserror,toturnherfromthehouseseemedthebest,thoughtohisfeelingsaninadequateproofofhisresentmenttowardsherself,andhiscontemptofherfamily。

JohnThorpehadfirstmisledhim。Thegeneral,perceivinghissononenightatthetheatretobepayingconsiderableattentiontoMissMorland,hadaccidentallyinquiredofThorpeifheknewmoreofherthanhername。

Thorpe,mosthappytobeonspeakingtermswithamanofGeneralTilney\'simportance,hadbeenjoyfullyandproudlycommunicative;andbeingatthattimenotonlyindailyexpectationofMorland\'sengagingIsabella,butlikewiseprettywellresolveduponmarryingCatherinehimself,hisvanityinducedhimtorepresentthefamilyasyetmorewealthythanhisvanityandavaricehadmadehimbelievethem。

Withwhomsoeverhewas,orwaslikelytobeconnected,hisownconsequencealwaysrequiredthattheirsshouldbegreat,andashisintimacywithanyacquaintancegrew,soregularlygrewtheirfortune。TheexpectationsofhisfriendMorland,therefore,fromthefirstoverrated,hadeversincehisintroductiontoIsabellabeengraduallyincreasing;andbymerelyaddingtwiceasmuchforthegrandeurofthemoment,bydoublingwhathechosetothinktheamountofMr。Morland\'spreferment,treblinghisprivatefortune,bestowingarichaunt,andsinkinghalfthechildren,hewasabletorepresentthewholefamilytothegeneralinamostrespectablelight。

ForCatherine,however,thepeculiarobjectofthegeneral\'scuriosity,andhisownspeculations,hehadyetsomethingmoreinreserve,andthetenorfifteenthousandpoundswhichherfathercouldgiveherwouldbeaprettyadditiontoMr。Allen\'sestate。Herintimacytherehadmadehimseriouslydetermineonherbeinghandsomelylegaciedhereafter;

andtospeakofherthereforeasthealmostacknowledgedfutureheiressofFullertonnaturallyfollowed。

Uponsuchintelligencethegeneralhadproceeded;

forneverhaditoccurredtohimtodoubtitsauthority。

Thorpe\'sinterestinthefamily,byhissister\'sapproachingconnectionwithoneofitsmembers,andhisownviewsonanother(circumstancesofwhichheboastedwithalmostequalopenness),seemedsufficientvouchersforhistruth;

andtothesewereaddedtheabsolutefactsoftheAllensbeingwealthyandchildless,ofMissMorland\'sbeingundertheircare,and——assoonashisacquaintanceallowedhimtojudge——oftheirtreatingherwithparentalkindness。

Hisresolutionwassoonformed。AlreadyhadhediscernedalikingtowardsMissMorlandinthecountenanceofhisson;

andthankfulforMr。Thorpe\'scommunication,healmostinstantlydeterminedtosparenopainsinweakeninghisboastedinterestandruininghisdearesthopes。

Catherineherselfcouldnotbemoreignorantatthetimeofallthis,thanhisownchildren。HenryandEleanor,perceivingnothinginhersituationlikelytoengagetheirfather\'sparticularrespect,hadseenwithastonishmentthesuddenness,continuance,andextentofhisattention;

andthoughlatterly,fromsomehintswhichhadaccompaniedanalmostpositivecommandtohissonofdoingeverythinginhispowertoattachher,Henrywasconvincedofhisfather\'sbelievingittobeanadvantageousconnection,itwasnottillthelateexplanationatNorthangerthattheyhadthesmallestideaofthefalsecalculationswhichhadhurriedhimon。Thattheywerefalse,thegeneralhadlearntfromtheverypersonwhohadsuggestedthem,fromThorpehimself,whomhehadchancedtomeetagainintown,andwho,undertheinfluenceofexactlyoppositefeelings,irritatedbyCatherine\'srefusal,andyetmorebythefailureofaveryrecentendeavourtoaccomplishareconciliationbetweenMorlandandIsabella,convincedthattheywereseparatedforever,andspurningafriendshipwhichcouldbenolongerserviceable,hastenedtocontradictallthathehadsaidbeforetotheadvantageoftheMorlands——confessedhimselftohavebeentotallymistakeninhisopinionoftheircircumstancesandcharacter,misledbytherhodomontadeofhisfriendtobelievehisfatheramanofsubstanceandcredit,whereasthetransactionsofthetwoorthreelastweeksprovedhimtobeneither;foraftercomingeagerlyforwardonthefirstovertureofamarriagebetweenthefamilies,withthemostliberalproposals,hehad,onbeingbroughttothepointbytheshrewdnessoftherelator,beenconstrainedtoacknowledgehimselfincapableofgivingtheyoungpeopleevenadecentsupport。Theywere,infact,anecessitousfamily;numerous,too,almostbeyondexample;

bynomeansrespectedintheirownneighbourhood,ashehadlatelyhadparticularopportunitiesofdiscovering;

aimingatastyleoflifewhichtheirfortunecouldnotwarrant;

seekingtobetterthemselvesbywealthyconnections;

aforward,bragging,schemingrace。

TheterrifiedgeneralpronouncedthenameofAllenwithaninquiringlook;andheretooThorpehadlearnthiserror。TheAllens,hebelieved,hadlivednearthemtoolong,andheknewtheyoungmanonwhomtheFullertonestatemustdevolve。Thegeneralneedednomore。

Enragedwithalmosteverybodyintheworldbuthimself,hesetoutthenextdayfortheabbey,wherehisperformanceshavebeenseen。

Ileaveittomyreader\'ssagacitytodeterminehowmuchofallthisitwaspossibleforHenrytocommunicateatthistimetoCatherine,howmuchofithecouldhavelearntfromhisfather,inwhatpointshisownconjecturesmightassisthim,andwhatportionmustyetremaintobetoldinaletterfromJames。Ihaveunitedfortheircasewhattheymustdivideformine。Catherine,atanyrate,heardenoughtofeelthatinsuspectingGeneralTilneyofeithermurderingorshuttinguphiswife,shehadscarcelysinnedagainsthischaracter,ormagnifiedhiscruelty。

Henry,inhavingsuchthingstorelateofhisfather,wasalmostaspitiableasintheirfirstavowaltohimself。

Heblushedforthenarrow-mindedcounselwhichhewasobligedtoexpose。TheconversationbetweenthematNorthangerhadbeenofthemostunfriendlykind。

Henry\'sindignationonhearinghowCatherinehadbeentreated,oncomprehendinghisfather\'sviews,andbeingorderedtoacquiesceinthem,hadbeenopenandbold。Thegeneral,accustomedoneveryordinaryoccasiontogivethelawinhisfamily,preparedfornoreluctancebutoffeeling,noopposingdesirethatshoulddaretoclotheitselfinwords,couldinbrooktheoppositionofhisson,steadyasthesanctionofreasonandthedictateofconsciencecouldmakeit。But,insuchacause,hisanger,thoughitmustshock,couldnotintimidateHenry,whowassustainedinhispurposebyaconvictionofitsjustice。

HefelthimselfboundasmuchinhonourasinaffectiontoMissMorland,andbelievingthathearttobehisownwhichhehadbeendirectedtogain,nounworthyretractionofatacitconsent,noreversingdecreeofunjustifiableanger,couldshakehisfidelity,orinfluencetheresolutionsitprompted。

HesteadilyrefusedtoaccompanyhisfatherintoHerefordshire,anengagementformedalmostatthemomenttopromotethedismissalofCatherine,andassteadilydeclaredhisintentionofofferingherhishand。

Thegeneralwasfuriousinhisanger,andtheypartedindreadfuldisagreement。Henry,inanagitationofmindwhichmanysolitaryhourswererequiredtocompose,hadreturnedalmostinstantlytoWoodston,and,ontheafternoonofthefollowingday,hadbegunhisjourneytoFullerton。

CHAPTER31

Mr。andMrs。Morland\'ssurpriseonbeingappliedtobyMr。Tilneyfortheirconsenttohismarryingtheirdaughterwas,forafewminutes,considerable,ithavingneverenteredtheirheadstosuspectanattachmentoneitherside;butasnothing,afterall,couldbemorenaturalthanCatherine\'sbeingbeloved,theysoonlearnttoconsideritwithonlythehappyagitationofgratifiedpride,and,asfarastheyalonewereconcerned,hadnotasingleobjectiontostart。Hispleasingmannersandgoodsensewereself-evidentrecommendations;

andhavingneverheardevilofhim,itwasnottheirwaytosupposeanyevilcouldbetold。Goodwillsupplyingtheplaceofexperience,hischaracterneedednoattestation。

“Catherinewouldmakeasad,heedlessyounghousekeepertobesure,“washermother\'sforebodingremark;butquickwastheconsolationoftherebeingnothinglikepractice。

Therewasbutoneobstacle,inshort,tobementioned;

buttillthatonewasremoved,itmustbeimpossibleforthemtosanctiontheengagement。Theirtempersweremild,buttheirprinciplesweresteady,andwhilehisparentsoexpresslyforbadetheconnection,theycouldnotallowthemselvestoencourageit。Thatthegeneralshouldcomeforwardtosolicitthealliance,orthatheshouldevenveryheartilyapproveit,theywerenotrefinedenoughtomakeanyparadingstipulation;butthedecentappearanceofconsentmustbeyielded,andthatonceobtained——andtheirownheartsmadethemtrustthatitcouldnotbeverylongdenied——theirwillingapprobationwasinstantlytofollow。Hisconsentwasallthattheywishedfor。Theywerenomoreinclinedthanentitledtodemandhismoney。Ofaveryconsiderablefortune,hissonwas,bymarriagesettlements,eventuallysecure;

hispresentincomewasanincomeofindependenceandcomfort,andundereverypecuniaryview,itwasamatchbeyondtheclaimsoftheirdaughter。

Theyoungpeoplecouldnotbesurprisedatadecisionlikethis。Theyfeltandtheydeplored——buttheycouldnotresentit;andtheyparted,endeavouringtohopethatsuchachangeinthegeneral,aseachbelievedalmostimpossible,mightspeedilytakeplace,tounitethemagaininthefullnessofprivilegedaffection。

Henryreturnedtowhatwasnowhisonlyhome,towatchoverhisyoungplantations,andextendhisimprovementsforhersake,towhoseshareinthemhelookedanxiouslyforward;andCatherineremainedatFullertontocry。Whetherthetormentsofabsenceweresoftenedbyaclandestinecorrespondence,letusnotinquire。

Mr。andMrs。Morlandneverdid——theyhadbeentookindtoexactanypromise;andwheneverCatherinereceivedaletter,as,atthattime,happenedprettyoften,theyalwayslookedanotherway。

Theanxiety,whichinthisstateoftheirattachmentmustbetheportionofHenryandCatherine,andofallwholovedeither,astoitsfinalevent,canhardlyextend,Ifear,tothebosomofmyreaders,whowillseeinthetell-talecompressionofthepagesbeforethem,thatweareallhasteningtogethertoperfectfelicity。

Themeansbywhichtheirearlymarriagewaseffectedcanbetheonlydoubt:whatprobablecircumstancecouldworkuponatemperlikethegeneral\'s?Thecircumstancewhichchieflyavailedwasthemarriageofhisdaughterwithamanoffortuneandconsequence,whichtookplaceinthecourseofthesummer——anaccessionofdignitythatthrewhimintoafitofgoodhumour,fromwhichhedidnotrecovertillafterEleanorhadobtainedhisforgivenessofHenry,andhispermissionforhim“tobeafoolifhelikedit!“

ThemarriageofEleanorTilney,herremovalfromalltheevilsofsuchahomeasNorthangerhadbeenmadebyHenry\'sbanishment,tothehomeofherchoiceandthemanofherchoice,isaneventwhichIexpecttogivegeneralsatisfactionamongallheracquaintance。

Myownjoyontheoccasionisverysincere。Iknownoonemoreentitled,byunpretendingmerit,orbetterpreparedbyhabitualsuffering,toreceiveandenjoyfelicity。

Herpartialityforthisgentlemanwasnotofrecentorigin;

andhehadbeenlongwithheldonlybyinferiorityofsituationfromaddressingher。Hisunexpectedaccessiontotitleandfortunehadremovedallhisdifficulties;

andneverhadthegenerallovedhisdaughtersowellinallherhoursofcompanionship,utility,andpatientenduranceaswhenhefirsthailedher“YourLadyship!“

Herhusbandwasreallydeservingofher;independentofhispeerage,hiswealth,andhisattachment,beingtoaprecisionthemostcharmingyoungmanintheworld。

Anyfurtherdefinitionofhismeritsmustbeunnecessary;

themostcharmingyoungmanintheworldisinstantlybeforetheimaginationofusall。Concerningtheoneinquestion,therefore,Ihaveonlytoadd——awarethattherulesofcompositionforbidtheintroductionofacharacternotconnectedwithmyfable——thatthiswastheverygentlemanwhosenegligentservantleftbehindhimthatcollectionofwashing-bills,resultingfromalongvisitatNorthanger,bywhichmyheroinewasinvolvedinoneofhermostalarmingadventures。

Theinfluenceoftheviscountandviscountessintheirbrother\'sbehalfwasassistedbythatrightunderstandingofMr。Morland\'scircumstanceswhich,assoonasthegeneralwouldallowhimselftobeinformed,theywerequalifiedtogive。IttaughthimthathehadbeenscarcelymoremisledbyThorpe\'sfirstboastofthefamilywealththanbyhissubsequentmaliciousoverthrowofit;

thatinnosenseofthewordweretheynecessitousorpoor,andthatCatherinewouldhavethreethousandpounds。

Thiswassomaterialanamendmentofhislateexpectationsthatitgreatlycontributedtosmooththedescentofhispride;andbynomeanswithoutitseffectwastheprivateintelligence,whichhewasatsomepainstoprocure,thattheFullertonestate,beingentirelyatthedisposalofitspresentproprietor,wasconsequentlyopentoeverygreedyspeculation。

Onthestrengthofthis,thegeneral,soonafterEleanor\'smarriage,permittedhissontoreturntoNorthanger,andthencemadehimthebearerofhisconsent,verycourteouslywordedinapagefullofemptyprofessionstoMr。Morland。Theeventwhichitauthorizedsoonfollowed:HenryandCatherineweremarried,thebellsrang,andeverybodysmiled;and,asthistookplacewithinatwelvemonthfromthefirstdayoftheirmeeting,itwillnotappear,afterallthedreadfuldelaysoccasionedbythegeneral\'scruelty,thattheywereessentiallyhurtbyit。Tobeginperfecthappinessattherespectiveagesoftwenty-sixandeighteenistodoprettywell;

andprofessingmyselfmoreoverconvincedthatthegeneral\'sunjustinterference,sofarfrombeingreallyinjurioustotheirfelicity,wasperhapsratherconducivetoit,byimprovingtheirknowledgeofeachother,andaddingstrengthtotheirattachment,Ileaveittobesettled,bywhomsoeveritmayconcern,whetherthetendencyofthisworkbealtogethertorecommendparentaltyranny,orrewardfilialdisobedience。

*VidealetterfromMr。Richardson,No。97,Vol。II,Rambler。

ANOTEONTHETEXT

NorthangerAbbeywaswrittenin1797-98underadifferenttitle。

Themanuscriptwasrevisedaround1803andsoldtoaLondonpublisher,Crosbie&Co。,whosolditbackin1816。

TheSignetClassictextisbasedonthefirstedition,publishedbyJohnMurray,London,in1818——theyearfollowingMissAusten\'sdeath。SpellingandpunctuationhavebeenlargelybroughtintoconformitywithmodernBritishusage。

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