下载辰思小说免费APP
Notasoulathome,anywhere,andIhadtotakemychanceofsurprisingMrs。DickKentonwhenIsawyourdooropenhere:Helaughedforlornly,asthegleamfadedoutofKenton’seyeagain。"Andtheworstofitisthatmyownmotherisn’tathometome,figurativelyspeaking,whenIgoovertoseeheratBallardsville。Shegotwindofmymisfortune,somehow,andwhenImadeacleanbreastofittoher,shesaidshecouldneverfeelthesametometillIhadmadeitallrightwiththeKentons。Andwhenaman’sownmotherisdownonhim,judge!"
BittridgeleftKentontoimaginethedesperatecase,andinspiteofhisdisbeliefinthemanandallhesaid,Kentoncouldnotkeephishardnessofhearttowardshim。"Idon’tknowwhatyou’reafter,youngman,"hebegan。"Butifyouexpectmetoreceiveyouundermyroofagain——"
"Oh,Idon’t,judge,Idon’t!"Bittridgeinterposed。"AllIwantistobeabletotellmymother——Idon’tcareforanybodyelse——thatIsawyou,andyouallowedmetosaythatIwastrulysorryforthepain——ifitwaspain;orannoyance,anyway——thatIhadcausedyou,andtogobacktoherwiththehopeofatoningforitsometimeorsomehow。That’sall。"
"Lookhere!"criedRenton。"Whathaveyouwrittentomydaughterfor?"
"Wasn’tthatnatural?IprizedheresteemmorethanIdoyourseven;butdidIaskheranythingmorethanI’veaskedyou?Ididn’texpecthertoanswerme;allIwantedwastohaveherbelievethatIwasn’tasblackasIwaspainted——notinside,anyway。Youknowwellenough——anybodyknows——
thatIwouldratherhaveherthinkwellofmethananyoneelseinthisworld,exceptmymother。Ihaven’tgotthegiftofshowingoutwhat’sgoodinme,ifthereisanygood,butIbelieveMissEllenwouldwanttothinkwellofmeifIgaveherachance。Ifevertherewasanangelonearth,she’sone。Idon’tdenythatIwashopefulofmercyfromher,becauseshecan’tthinkevil,butIcanlaymyhandonmyheartandsaythatIwasn’tselfishinmyhopes。Itseemedtomethatitwasherduetounderstandthatamanwhomshehadallowedtobeherfriendwasn’taltogetherunworthy。That’sasnearasIcancometoputtingintowordsthemotiveIhadinwritingtoher。Ican’tevenbegintoputintowordsthefeelingIhavetowardsher。It’sasifshewassomethingsacred。"
ThiswasthefeelingRentonhimselfhadtowardshisdaughter,andforthefirsttimehefoundhimselfoncommongroundwiththescapegracewhoprofessedit,andwhoselight,mockingfacesolittleenforcedhisprofession。IfBittridgecouldhavespokeninthedark,hiswordsmighthavecarriedaconvictionofhissincerity,butthere,inplainday,confrontingthefatherofEllen,whohadeverywishtobelievehimtrue,theeffectwasdifferent。Deepwithinhiswishtothinkthemanhonest,Kentonrecoiledfromhim。Hevaguelyperceivedthatitwasbecauseshecouldnotthinkevilthatthiswretchhadpoweruponher,andhewassensible,ashehadnotbeenbefore,thatshehadnosafetyfromhimexceptinabsence。Hedidnotknowwhattoanswer;hecouldnotrepelhiminopenterms,andstilllesscouldhemeethimwithanywordsthatwouldallowhimtoresumehisformerrelationswithhisfamily。Hesaid,finally:"Wewillletmattersstand。WearegoingtoEuropeinaweek,andIshallnotseeyouagain。IwilltellMrs。Kentonwhatyousay。"
"Thankyou,judge。AndtellherthatIappreciateyourkindnessmorethanIcansay!"Thejudgerosefromhischairandwenttowardsthewindow,whichhehadthrownopen。"Goingtoshutup?Letmehelpyouwiththatwindow;itseemstostick。Everythingfastup-stairs?"
"I——Ithinkso,"Kentonhesitated。
"I’lljustrunupandlook,"saidBittridge,andhetookthestairstwoatatime,beforeKentoncouldprotest,whentheycameoutintothehalltogether。"It’sallright,"hereportedonhisquickreturn。"I’lljustlookroundbelowhere,"andheexploredtheground-floorroomsinturn。
"No,youhadn’topenedanyotherwindow,"hesaid,glancingfinallyintothelibrary。"ShallIleavethispaperonyourtable?"
"Yes,leaveitthere,"saidKenton,helplessly,andheletBittridgeclosethefrontdoorafterhim,andlockit。
"IhopeMissLottieiswell,"hesuggestedinhandingthekeytoKenton。
"AndBoyne"headded,withthecordialityofanoldfamilyfriend。
"IhopeBoynehasgotreconciledtoNewYorkalittle。Hewasratheranxiousabouthispigeonswhenheleft,Iunderstand。ButIguessDick’smanhaslookedafterthem。I’dhaveofferedtotakechargeofthecocoonsmyselfifI’dhadachance。"Hewalked,gaylychatting,acrosstheinterveninglawnwithKentontohisson’sdoor,whereatsightofhimbra。RichardKentonevanescedintotheinteriorsoobviouslythatBittridgecouldnotoffertocomein。"Well,Ishallseeyouallwhenyoucomebackinthefall,judge,andIhopeyou’llhaveapleasantvoyageandagoodtimeinEurope。"
"Thankyou,"saidKenton,briefly。
"Remembermetotheladies!"andBittridgetookoffhishatwithhislefthand,whileheofferedthejudgehisright。"Well,good-bye!"
Kentonmadewhatresponsehecould,andescapedin-doors,wherehisdaughter-in-lawappearedfromtheobscurityintowhichshehadretiredfromBittridge。"Well,thatfollowdoesbeatall!How,intheworlddidhefindyou,father?"
"Hecameintothehouse,"saidthejudge,muchabashedathisfailuretodealadequatelywithBittridge。Hefeltitthemoreinthepresenceofhisson’swife。"Icouldn’t,seemtogetridofhiminanywayshortofkickinghimout。"
"No,there’snothingequaltohisimpudence。Idobelievehewouldhavecomeinhere,ifhehadn’tseenmefirst。Didyoutellhimwhenyouweregoingback,father?Becausehe’dbeatthetraintoseeyouoff,justassure!"
"No,Ididn’ttellhim,"saidKenton,feelingmoveshakennowfromtheinterviewwithBittridgethanhehadrealizedbefore。HewasashamedtoletMaryknowthathehadlistenedtoBittridge’sjustification,whichhenowperceivedwasnone,andhewouldhavelikedtopretendthathehadnotsilentlycondonedhisoffences,butMarydidnotdrivehimtothesedeceptionsbyanyfurtherallusionstoBittridge。
"Well,now,youmustgointothesitting-roomandliedownonthelounge;
IpromisedDicktomakeyou。Orwouldyourathergoup-stairstoyourroom?"
"IthinkI’llgotomyroom,"saidKenton。
HewasasleepthereonthebedwhenRichardcamehometodinnerandlookedsoftlyin。Hedecidednottowakehim,andMarysaidthesleepwoulddohimmoregoodthanthedinner。Attabletheytalkedhimover,andshetoldherhusbandwhatsheknewofthemorning’sadventure。
"Thatwasprettytoughforfather,"saidRichard。"Iwouldn’tgointothehousewithhim,becauseIknewhewantedtohaveittohimself;andthentothinkofthatdirtyhoundskulkingin!Well,perhapsit’sforthebest。Itwillmakeiteasier,forfathertogoandleavetheplace,andthey’vegottogo。They’vegottoputtheAtlanticOceanbetweenEllenandthatfellow。"
"Itdoesseemasifsomethingmightbedone,"hiswiferebelled。
"They’vedonethebestthatcouldbedone,"saidRichard。"Andifthatskunkhasn’tgotsomesortofnewholduponfather,Ishallbesatisfied。
TheworstofitisthatitwillbeallovertowninanhourthatBittridgehasmadeupwithus。Idon’tblamefather;hecouldn’thelpit;henevercouldberudetoanybody。"
"IthinkI’lltryifIcan’tberudetoMr。Bittridge,ifheeverundertakestoshowinmypretencethathehasmadeitupwithus,"saidMary。
Richardtenderlyfoundoutfromhisfather’sshamefacedreluctance,later,thatnogreatmischiefhadbeendone。ButnoprecautiononhispartavailedtokeepBittridgefromdemonstratingthegoodfeelingbetweenhimselfandtheKentonswhenthejudgestartedforNewYorkthenextafternoon。Hewastherewaitingtoseehimoff,andheallbuttooktheadieusoutofRichard’shands。Hegotpossessionofthejudge’svalise,andpressedpasttheporterintothesleeping-carwithit,andremainedloungingonthearmofthejudge’sseat,makingconversationwithhimandRichardtillthetrainbegantomove。Thenheranoutside,andwavedhishandtothejudge’swindowinfarewell,beforeallthatleisureofTuskingumwhichhauntedthearrivalanddepartureofthetrains。
MaryKentonwasfuriouswhenherhusbandcamehomeandreportedthefacttoher。
"Howintheworlddidhefindoutwhenfatherwasgoing?"
"Hemusthavecometoallthethroughtrainssincehesayhimyesterday。
ButIthinkevenyouwouldhavebeensuited,Mary,ifyouhadseenhisfailuretowalkofffromthedepotarm-in-armwithme:
"Iwouldn’thavebeensuitedwithanythingshortofyourknocking,himdown,Dick。"
"Oh,thatwouldn’thavedone,"saidRichard。Afterawhileheadded,patiently,"Ellenismakingagooddealoftroubleforus。"
ThiswaswhatMarywasthinkingherself,anditwaswhatshemighthavesaid,butsinceDickhadsaiditshewasobligedtoprotest。"Sheisn’ttoblameforit。"
"Oh,Iknowsheisn’ttoblame。"
V。
ThefatheroftheunhappygirlwasofthesamemixedmindasherodesleeplesslybacktoNewYorkinhisberth,andheardthenoisesofslumberallroundhim。Fromtimetotimehegroanedsoftly,andturnedfromonecheektotheother。Everyhalf-hourorsohelethiswindow-
curtainflyup,andlaywatchingthelandscapefleetingpast;andthenhepulledthecurtaindownagainandtriedtosleep。AfterpassingAlbanyhedozed,butatPoughkeepsieazealousportercalledhimbymistake,andtherestofthewaytoNewYorkhesatupinthesmoking-room。Itseemedalongwhilesincehehaddrowsed;thethinnaphadnotrestedhim,andtheoldfacethatshoweditselfintheglass,withthefrostofatwodays’beardonit,wasdry-eyedandlimplysquaredbythefallofthemusclesatthecornersofthechin。
Hewonderedhowheshouldjustifytohiswifethethingwhichhefeltasaccountableforhavinghappenedtohimasifhecouldhavepreventedit。
Itwouldnothavehappened,ofcourse,ifhehadnotgonetoTuskingum,andshecouldsaythattohim;nowitseemedtohimthathisgoing,whichhadbeensoimperativebeforehewent,wasaltogetherneedless。Nothingbutharmhadcomeofit,andithadbeenaselfishindulgenceofaculpableweakness。
ItwasalittlebetterforKentonwhenhefoundhimselfwithhisfamily,andtheywentdowntogethertothebreakfastwhichthemotherhadengagedtheyoungerchildrentomakeaspleasantastheycouldfortheirfather,andnotworryhimwithtalkaboutTuskingum。Theyhad,infact,gotovertheirfirstseasonofhomesickness,andwerepostponingtheirlongingforTuskingumtilltheirreturnfromEurope,whentheywouldallgostraightoutthere。Kentonranthegauntletofwelcomefromtheblackelevator-
boysandbell-boysandthehead-waiter,whowentbeforehimtopulloutthejudge’schair,withcommandingfrownstohisunderlingstodothelikefortherestofthefamily;andashisownclumsyIrishwaiterstoodbehindhischair,breathingheavilyuponthejudge’shead,hegavehisorderforbreakfast,withacurioussenseofhavinggothomeagainfromsomestrangeplace。HesatisfiedBoynethathispigeonsandpoultryhadbeenwellcaredforthroughthewinter,andhetoldLottiethathehadnotmetmuchofanybodyexceptDick’sfamily,beforeherecollectedseeinghalfadozenofheryoungmenatdifferedtimes。ShewasnotveryexactingaboutthemandhermindseemedsetuponEurope,oratleastshetalkedofnothingelse。Ellenwasquietasshealwayswas,butshesmiledgentlyonherfather,andMrs。Kentontoldhimofthegirl’spreparationsforgoing,andcongratulatedherselfontheirwisdominhavingpostponedtheirsailing,inviewofalltheyhadtodo;andshemadeKentonfeelthateverythingwasinthebestpossibleshape。Assoonasshegothimaloneintheirownroom,shesaid,"Well,whatisit,poppa?"
Thenhehadtotellher,andshelistenedwithominousgravity。Shedidnotsaythatnowhecouldseehowmuchbetteritwouldhavebeenifhehadnotgone,butshemadehimsayitforher;andshewouldnotlethimtakecomfortinthenotionofkeepingthefactofhisinterviewwithBittridgefromEllen。"Itwouldbeworsethanuseless。Hewillwritetoheraboutit,andthenshewillknowthatwehavebeen,concealingit。"
Kentonwasastonishedathimselffornothavingthoughtofthat。"Andwhatareyougoingtodo,Sarah?"
"Iamgoingtotellher,"saidMrs。Kenton。
"Whydidn’tpoppatellmebefore?"thegirlperverselydemanded,assoonasheranotherhaddoneso。
"Ellen,youareanaughtychild!Ihaveagreatmindnottohaveawordmoretosaytoyou。Yourfatherhasn’tbeeninthehouseanhour。DidyouwanthimtospeakbeforeLottieandBoyne!"
"Idon’tseewhyhedidn’ttellmehimself。Iknowthereissomethingyouarekeepingback。Iknowthereissomeword——"
"Oh,yonpoorgirl!"saidhermother,meltingintopityagainstallsenseofduty。"Haveweevertriedtodeceiveyou?"
"No,"Ellensobbed,withherfaceinherhands。"NowIwilltellyoueverywordthatpassed,"saidMrs。Kenton,andshetold,aswellasshecouldremember,allthatthejudgehadrepeatedfromBittridge。"Idon’tsayheisn’tashamedofhimself,"shecommentedattheend。"Heoughttobe,and,ofcourse,hewouldbegladtobeinwithusagainwhenwegoback;butthatdoesn’talterhischaracter,Ellen。Still,ifyoucan’tseethatyourself,Idon’twanttomakeyou,andifyouwouldrathergohometoTuskingum,wewillgiveupthetriptoEurope。"
"It’stoolatetodothatnow,"saidthegirl,incruelreproach。
Hermotherclosedherlipsresolutelytillshecouldsay,"Oryoucanwritetohimifyouwantto。"
"Idon’twantto,"saidEllen,andshedraggedherselfupoutofherchair,andtrailedslowlyoutoftheroomwithoutlookingathermother。
"Well?"thejudgeasked,impatiently,whenhecameinassoonafterthisashedecentlycould。TheyobservedformswithregardtotalkingaboutEllenwhich,afterall,wereratherforthemselvesthanforher;Mrs。
Kenton,atleast,knewthatthegirlknewwhentheyweretalkingabouther。
"ShetookitaswellasIexpected。"
"Whatisshegoingtodo?"
"Shedidn’tsay。ButIdon’tbelieveshewilldoanything。"
"IwishIhadtakenourticketsfornextSaturday,"saidKenton。
"Well,wemustwaitnow,"saidhiswife。"Ifhedoesn’twritetoher,shewon’twritetohim。"
"Hassheeveransweredthatletterofhis?"
"No,andIdon’tbelieveshewillnow。"
ThatnightEllencametohermotherandsaidsheneednotbeafraidofherwritingtoBittridge。"Hehasn’tchanged,ifhewaswrong,bycomingandsayingthosethingstopoppa,andnothinghaschanged。"
"ThatisthewayIhopedyouwouldseeit;Ellen。"Hermotherlookedwistfullyather,butthegirlleftherwithoutlettinghersatisfythelonginginthemother’shearttoputherarmsroundherchild,andpullherheaddownuponherbreastforacry。
Kentonsleptbetterthatnightthanhiswife,whowaskeptawakebyaformlessforeboding。Fortheweekthatfollowedshehadthesenseofliterallypushingthehoursaway,sothatattimesshefoundherselfbreathless,asiffromsomeheavyphysicalexertion。Atsuchtimesshewasfranticwiththewishtohavethedaysgone,andthedayoftheirsailingcome,butshekeptherimpatiencefromherhusbandandchildren,andespeciallyfromEllen。Thegirlwaspassiveenough;shewasalmostwilling,andinthepreparationfortheirvoyageshedidhershareoftheshopping,anddiscussedthedifficultpointsofthisbusinesswithhermotherandsisterasifshehadreallybeenthinkingaboutitall。Buthermotherdoubtedifshehad,andmademoreofEllen’ssunkeneyesandthinfacethanofherintelligentandattentivewords。Itwasthesethatshereportedtoherhusband,whomshekeptfromtalkingwithEllen,andotherwisequelled。
"Letheralone,"sheinsisted,onemorningofthelastweek。"Whatcanyoudobyspeakingtoheraboutit?Don’tyouseethatsheismakingthebestfightshecan?Youwillweakenherifyouinterfere。It’slessthanaweeknow,andifyoucanonlyholdout,Iknowshecan。"
Kentongroaned。"Well,Isupposeyou’reright,Sarah。ButIdon’tliketheideaofforcinghertogo,unless——"
"Thenyouhadbetterwritetothatfellow,andaskhimtocomeandgether。"
ThisshutKenton’smouth,andhekeptonwithhisshaving。Whenhehadfinishedhefeltfresher,ifnotstronger,andhewentdowntobreakfast,whichhehadalone,notonlywithreferencetohisownfamily,butalltheotherguestsofthehotel。Hewasalwayssoearlythatsometimesthedining-roomwasnotopen;whenthishappened,heusedtogoandbuyanewspaperattheclerk’sdesk,foritwastooearlythenforthenews-
standtobeopen。Ithappenedsothatmorning,andhegothispaperwithoutnoticingtheyoungmanwhowaswritinghisnameinthehotelregister,butwholookedbrisklyupwhentheclerkbadeKentongood-
morningbyname。
"Why,judge!"hesaid,andheputoutahandwhichKentontookwithtremblingreluctanceandadazedstare。"IthoughtyousailedlastSaturday!"
"WesailnextSaturday,"saidKenton。
"Well,well!ThenImisunderstood,"saidBittridge,andheadded:"Why,thisismoneyfoundintheroad!Howareallthefamily?I’vegotmymotherherewithme;broughtheronforakindofalittleouting。
She’llbethemostsurprisedwomaninNewYorkwhenItellheryou’rehereyet。Wecametothishotelbecauseweknewyouhadbeenhere,butwedidn’tsupposeyouwerehere!Well!Thisistoogood!IsawDick,Friday,buthedidn’tsayanythingaboutyoursailing;IsupposehethoughtIknew。Didn’tyoutellmeyouweregoinginaweek,thatdayinyourhouse?"
"PerhapsIdid,"Kentonfalteredout,hiseyesfixedonBittridge’swithahelplessfascination。
"Well,itdon’tmattersolongasyou’rehere。Mother’sintheparlorwaitingforme;Iwon’trisktakingyoutohernow,judge——rightoffthetrain,youknow。ButIwanttobringhertocallonMrs。Kentonassoonafterbreakfastasyou’llletme。ShejustidolizesMrs。Kenton,fromwhatI’vetoldherabouther。Ourroomsready?"Heturnedtotheclerk,andtheclerkcalled"Front!"toabellboy,whoranupandtookBittridge’shand-baggage,andstoodwaitingtofollowhimintotheparlor。"Well,youmustexcusemenow,judge。Solong!"hesaid,gayly,andKentoncreptfeeblyawaytothedining-room。
Hemusthaveeatenbreakfast,buthewasnotawareofdoingso;andtheeventsofhisleavingthetableandgoingupintheelevatorandfindinghimselfinhiswife’spresencedidnotpresentthemselvesconsecutively,thoughtheymustallhavesuccessivelyoccurred。Itdidnotseemtohimthathecouldtellwhatheknew,buthefoundhimselfdoingit,andherhearingitwithstrangequiet。
"Verywell,"shesaid。"ImusttellEllen,and,ifshewishes,wemuststayinandwaitfortheircall。"
"Yes,"thejudgemechanicallyconsented。
ItwaspainfulforMrs。KentontoseehowthegirlflushedwhensheannouncedthefactofBittridge’spresence,forsheknewwhatastrifeofhopeandshameandpridetherewasinEllen’sheart。Atfirstshesaidthatshedidnotwishtoseehim,andthenwhenMrs。Kentonwouldnotsaywhethershehadbetterseehimornot,sheadded,vaguely,"Ifhehasbroughthismother——"
"Ithinkwemustseethem,Ellen。Youwouldn’twishtothinkyouhadbeenunkind;andhemightbehurtonhismother’saccount。Heseemsreallyfondofher,andperhaps——"
"No,thereisn’tanyperhaps,momma,"saidthegirl,gratefully。"ButI
thinkwehadbetterseethem,too。IthinkwehadbetterALLseethem。"
"Justasyouplease,Ellen。Ifyouprefertomeetthemalone——"
"Idon’tpreferthat。Iwantpoppatobethere,andLottieandBoyneeven。"
Boyneobjectedwhenhewastoldthathispresencewasrequestedatthisfamilyrite,andhewouldhaveexcusedhimselfiftheinvitationhadbeenoftheformthatonemightdecline。"WhatdoIwanttoseehimfor?"hepuffed。"HenevercaredanythingaboutmeinTuskingum。What’shewanthere,anyway?"
"Iwishyoutocomein,myson,"saidhismother,andthatendedit。
Lottiewasnotsotractable。"Verywell,momma,"shesaid。"Butdon’texpectmetospeaktohim。Ihavesomelittleself-respect,iftherestofyouhaven’t。AmIgoingtoshakehandswithhim!Inevertooktheleastnoticeofhimathome,andI’mnotgoingtohere。"
Bittridgedecidedthequestionofhand-shakingforherwhentheymet。Hegreetedhergloomingbrotherwithajolly"Hello,Boyne!"andwithoutwaitingfortheboy’stardyresponsehesaid"Hello,Lottie!"tothegirl,andtookherhandandkeptitinhiswhilehemadeanelaboratecomplimenttohergoodlooksandhergaininweight。Shehadcometardilyasaproofthatshewouldnothavecomeinatallifshehadnotchosentodoso,andMrs。BittridgewasalreadyseatedbesideEllenonthesofa,holdingherhand,andtryingtokeephermobile,inattentiveeyesuponEllen’sface。Shewasalittlewoman,youthfullydressed,butnotdressedyouthfullyenoughforthedry,yellowhairwhichcurledtightlyinsmallringsonherskull,likethewigofarag-doll。Herrestlesseyeswereroundanddeep-set,withthelidsflungupoutofsight;shehadalax,formlessmouth,andananxioussmile,withwhichsheconstantlywatchedhersonforhisinitiative,whilesherecollectedherselffromtimetotime,longenoughtosmoothEllen’shandbetweenherown,andsay,"Oh,IjustthinktheworldofClarence;andIguesshethinkshismotherisaboutright,too,"andthendidnotheedwhatEllenanswered。
Thegirlsaidverylittle,anditwasBittridgewhotalkedforall,dominatingtheroomwithalarge,satisfiedpresence,inwhichthejudgesatwithdrawn,hisforeheadsupportedonhishand,andhiselbowonthetable。Mrs。Kentonheldherselfupright,withherhandscrossedbeforeher,stealingalooknowandthenatherdaughter’savertedface,butkeepinghereyesfromMrs。Bittridge,who,whenevershecaughtMrs。
Kenton’sglance,saidsomethingtoheraboutherClarence,andhowheusedtowritehometoheratBallardsvilleabouttheKentons,sothatshefeltacquaintedwithallofthem。Herreminiscenceswereperfunctory;
Mrs。Bittridgehadvoluntarilybutonetopic,andthatwasherself,eitherasshewasincludedintheinteresthersonmustinspire,orassheincludedhimintheinterestshemustinspire。Shesaidthat,nowtheyhadmetatlast,shewasnotgoingtoresttilltheKentonshadbeenovertoBallardsville,andmadeheragood,longvisit;hersonhadsomedifficultyinmakingherrealizethattheKentonsweregoingtoEurope。
Thenshelaughed,andsaidshekeptforgetting;andshedidwishtheywereallcomingbacktoTuskingum。
Ifitisamerittotreatafatuousmotherwithdeference,Bittridgehadthatmerit。Hisdeferencewasofthecaressingandlaughingsort,whichtookthespectatorintothejokeofherpeculiaritiesassomethingtheywouldappreciateandenjoywithhim。Shehadbeenakittenishandpettedpersoninheryouth,perhaps,andnowshepettedherself,aftershehadlongceasedtobeakitten。Whatwasrespectableandwhatwaspatheticinherwasherwishtopromoteherson’sfortuneswiththeKentons,butshetriedtodothisfromnotaveryclearunderstandingofherpart,apparently,andlittlesenseofthemeans。ForEllen’ssake,ratherthanhers,thefatherandmotherreceivedheroverturestotheirlikingkindly;theyansweredherpatiently,andMrs。Kentoneventriedtoleadthewayforhertoshowherselfatherbest,bytalkingofherjourneyontoNewYork,andofthecity,andwhatshewouldseetheretointeresther。LottieandBoyne,sternlyalooftogetherinoneoftheirmomentaryalliances,listenedtoherreplieswithasilentcontemptthatalmostincludedtheirmother;Kentonborewiththewomanhumblyandsadly。
Hewas,infact,ratherbewilderedwiththesituation,forwhichhefelthimselfremotelyifnotimmediatelyresponsible。Bittridgewasthereamongthemnotonlyongoodterms,butapparentlyinthecharacterofamorethantoleratedpretendanttoEllen’sfavor。Therewerepassagesoftimeiswhichthefatherwasnotsurethatthefellowwasnotengagedtohisdaughter,thoughwhentheseinstantsweregonehewasawarethattherehadbeennoovertlove-makingbetweenthemandBittridgehadneverofferedhimself。Whatwashedoingthere,then?Thejudgeaskedhimselfthat,withoutbeingabletoanswerhimself。Sofarashecouldmakeout,hiswifeandhewerelettinghimseeEllen,andshowherofftohismother,mainlytodisgustherwiththemboth,andbecausetheywereafraidthatiftheydeniedhertohim,itwouldbetheworseforthemthroughhersuffering。Thejudgewasnotaccustomedtoapplythetestsbywhichpeoplearefoundvulgarornot;thesewerenotofhissimpleworld;allthathefeltaboutMrs。Bittridgewasthatshewasaveryfoolish,falseperson,whowastrueinnothingbutheradmirationofherrascalofason;hedidnotthinkofBittridgeasarascalviolently,buthelplessly,andwithaheartthatmeltedinpityforEllen。
Helongedtohavethesepeoplegone,notsomuchbecausehewassounhappyintheirpresenceasbecausehewishedtolearnEllen’sfeelingaboutthemfromhiswife。Shewouldknow,whetherAllensaidanythingtoherornot。ButperhapsifMrs。Kentonhadbeenaskedtodeliverhermindonthispointatonceshewouldhavebeenalittlepuled。Allthatshecouldsee,andshesawitwithasinkingoftheheart,wasthatEllenlookedmoreatpeacethanshehadbeensinceBittridgewaslastintheirhouseatTuskingum。Hereyescovertlyfollowedhimashesattalking,orwentabouttheroom,makinghimselfathomeamongthem,asifhewerewelcomewitheveryone。Hejokedhermorethantherest,andaccusedherofhavingbecomearegularNew-Yorker;hesaidhesupposedthatwhenshecamebackfromEuropeshewouldnotknowanybodyinTuskingum;andhismother,playingwithEllen’sfingers,asiftheyhadbeenthefringeofatassel,declaredthatshemustnotmindhim,forhecarriedonjustsowitheverybody;atthesametimesheorderedhimtostop,orshewouldgorightoutoftheroom。
Shegavenoothersignofgoing,anditwashersonwhohadtomakethemovementforheratlast;sheapparentlydidnotknowthatitwasherparttomakeit。ShesaidthatnowtheKentonsmustcomeandreturnhercall,andberealneighborly,justthesameasiftheywereallathometogether。Whenhersonshookhandswitheveryoneshedidsotoo,andshesaidtoeach,"Well,Iwishyougood-morning,"andlethimpushherbeforehim,inhighdelightwiththejoke,outoftheroom。
WhentheyweregonetheKentonssatsilent,Ellenwitharaptsmileonherthin,flushedface,tillLottiesaid,"YouforgottoaskhimifwemightBREATHE,poppa,"andpacedoutoftheroominstatelyscorn,followedbyBoyne,whohadapparentlynowordsatthecommandofhisdumbrage。Kentonwishedtoremain,andhelookedathiswifeforinstruction。Shefrowned,andhetookthisforasignthathehadbettergo,andhewentwithalightsigh。
Hedidnotknowwhatelsetodowithhimself,andhewentdowntothereading-room。HefoundBittridgethere,smokingacigar,andtheyoungmancompanionablyofferedtobestowoneuponhim;butthejudgestifflyrefused,sayinghedidnotwishtosmokejustthen。HenotedthatBittridgewasstillinhischaracteroffamilyfavorite,andhishandtrembledashepasseditoverthesmoothknobofhisstick,whilehesatwaitingforthefellowtotakehimselfaway。ButBittridgehadapparentlynothoughtofgoing。Hewaslookingattheamusementsfortheeveninginapaperhehadbought,andhewishedtoconsultthejudgeastowhichwasthebesttheatretogotothatnight;hesaidhewantedtotakehismother。KentonprofessednottoknowmuchabouttheNewYorktheatres,andthenBittridgeguessedhemustgettheclerktotellhim。
Butstillhedidnotpartwiththejudge。Hesatdownbesidehim,andtoldhimhowgladhewastoseehisfamilylookingsowell,especiallyMissEllen;hecouldnotremembereverseeinghersostrong-looking。Hesaidthatgirlhadcapturedhismother,whowasinlovewithprettymuchthewholeKentonfamily,though。
"Andby-the-way,"headded,"IwanttothankyouandMrs。Kenton,judge,forthewayyoureceivedmymother。Youmadeherfeelthatshewasamongfriends。Shecan’ttalkaboutanythingelse,andIguessIsha’n’thavemuchtroubleinmakingherstayinNewYorkaslongasyou’rehere。Shewasinclinedtobehomesick。Thefactis,thoughIdon’tcaretohaveittalkedaboutyet,andIwishyouwouldn’tsayanythingtoDickaboutitwhenyouwritehome,IthinkofsettlinginNewYork。I’vebeenofferedashowintheadvertisingdepartmentofoneofthebigdailies——I’mnotatlibertytosaywhich——andit’satoss-upwhetherIstayhereorgotoWashington;I’vegotachancethere,too,butit’sonthestaffofanewenterprise,andI’mnotsureaboutit。I’vebroughtmymotheralongtoletherhavealookatbothplaces,thoughshedoesn’tknowit,andI’dratheryouwouldn’tspeakofitbeforeher;I’mgoingtotakeherontoWashingtonbeforewegoback。Iwanttohavemymotherwithme,judge。
It’sbetterforafellowtohavethathome-feelinginalargeplacefromthestart;itkeepshimoutofalotofthings,andIdon’tpretendtobebetterthanotherpeople,ornotmoresuperhuman。IfI’vebeenabletokeepoutofscrapes,it’smorebecauseI’vehadmymothernearme,andI
don’tintendevertobeseparatedfromher,afterthis,tillIhaveahomeofmyown。She’sbeentheguiding-starofmylife。"
Kentonwasunabletomakeanyformalresponse,and,infact,hewassopreoccupiedwiththequestionwhetherthefellowwasmoreafoolorafraudthathemadenoansweratall,beyondafewinarticulategrumblingsofassent。ThesesufficedforBittridge,apparently,forhewentoncontentedly:"WheneverI’vebeentemptedtogoalittlewild,thethoughtofhowmotherwouldfeelhaskeptmeonthetracklikenothingelsewould。No,judge,thereisn’tanythinginthisworldlikeagoodmother,excepttherightkindofawife。"
Kentonrose,andsaidhebelievedhemustgoupstairs。Bittridgesaid,"Allright;I’llseeyoulater,judge,"andswungeasilyofftoadvisewiththeclerkastothebesttheatre。
VI。
Kentonwassounhappythathecouldnotwaitforhiswifetocometohimintheirownroom;hebrokeinuponherandEllenintheparlor,andathiscomingthegirlflittedout,inthenoiselessfashionwhichoflatehadmadeherfatherfeelsomethingghostlikeinher。Hewasafraidshewasgrowingtodislikehim,andtryingtoavoidhim,andnowhepresentedhimselfquitehumblybeforehiswife,asifhehaddonewrongincoming。
Hebeganwithasortofapologyforinterrupting,buthiswifesaiditwasallright,andsheadded,"Wewerenottalkingaboutanythinginparticular。"Shewassilent,andthensheaddedagain:"SometimesI
thinkEllenhasn’tveryfineperceptions,afterall。Shedoesn’tseemtofeelaboutpeopleasIsupposedshewould。"
"Youmeanthatshedoesn’tfeelasyouwouldsupposeaboutthosepeople?"
Mrs。Kentonanswered,obliquely。"Shethinksit’sabeautifulthinginhimtobesodevotedtohismother。"
"Humph!Andwhatdoesshethinkofhismother?"
"Shethinksshehasveryprettyhair。"
Mrs。Kentonlookedgravelydownattheworkshehadinherhands,andKentondidnotknowwhattomakeofitall。Hedecidedthathiswifemustfeel,ashedid,adoubtofthechild’ssincerity,withsenseofherevasivenessmoretolerantthanhisown。YetheknewthatifitcametoaquestionofforcingEllentodowhatwasbestforher,orforbiddinghertodowhatwasworst,hiswifewouldhaveallthestrengthforthework,andhenone。Heaskedher,hopelesslyenough,"Doyouthinkshestillcaresforhim?"
"Ithinkshewishestogivehimanothertrial;Ihopeshewill。"Kentonwasdaunted,andheshowedit。"Shehasgottoconvinceherself,andwehavegottolether。Shebelieves,ofcourse,thathe’shereonheraccount,andthatflattersher。Whyshouldshebesodifferentfromothergirls?"Mrs。Kentondemandedoftheangryprotestinherhusband’seye。
Hisspiritfell,andhesaid,"Ionlywishsheweremorelikethem。"
"Well,then,sheisjustasheadstrongandassilly,whenitcomestoathinglikethis。Ouronlyhopeistoletherhaveherownway。"
"Doyousupposehecaresforher,afterall?"
Mrs。Kentonwassilent,asifinexhaustiveself-question。Thensheanswered:"No,Idon’tinthatway。Buthebelieveshecangether。"
"Then,Sarah,Ithinkwehaveadutytothepoorchild。Youmusttellherwhatyouhavetoldme。"
Mrs。Kentonsmiledratherbitterly,inrecognitionofthefactthattheperformanceoftheircommondutymustfallwhollytoher。Butshemerelysaid:"Thereisnoneedofmytellingher。Sheknowsitalready。"
"Andshewouldtakehiminspiteofknowingthathedidn’treallycareforher?"
"Idon’tsaythat。Shewouldn’townittoherself。"
"Andwhatareyougoingtodo?"
"Nothing。Wemustletthingstaketheircourse。"
Theyhadagreatdealmoretalkthatcametothesameend。Theyplayedtheirsadcomedy,heinthepartofafatherdeterminedtosavehischildfromherself,andsheinhersofresistingandwithholdinghim。Itendedasithadsooftenendedbefore——heyielded,withmorefaithinherwisdomthanshehadherself。
AtluncheontheBittridgescouldnotjointheKentons,orbeaskedtodoso,becausethetableheldonlyfour,buttheystoppedontheirwaytotheirowntable,themothertobridleandtossinaffectedreluctance,whilethesonbraggedhowhehadgotthelasttwoticketstobehadthatnightforthetheatrewherehewasgoingtotakehismother。Heseemedtothinkthatthefacthadaspecialclaimonthejudge’sinterest,andshetowishtofindoutwhetherMrs。Kentonapprovedoftheatre-going。
ShesaidshewouldnotthinkofgoinginBallardsville,butshesupposeditwasmorerulableinNewYork。
DuringtheafternoonshecalledattheKentonapartmenttoconsulttheladiesaboutwhatsheoughttowear。Shesaidshehadnothingbutablack’barege’along,andwouldthatdowiththehatshehadon?Shehadwornittoletthemsee,andnowsheturnedherfacefromaidetosidetogivethemtheeffectoftheplumes,thatfelllikeadishevelledfeather-
dusterroundandoverthecrown。Mrs。Kentoncouldonlysaythatitwoulddo,butshebelievedthatitwasthecustomnowforladiestotaketheirhatsoffinthetheatre。
Mrs。Bittridgegaveahoarselaugh。"Oh,dear!ThenI’llhavetofixmyhairtwoways?Idon’tknowwhatClarenceWILLsay。"
Thementionofherson’snameopenedthewayforhertotalkofhiminrelationtoherself,andtherestofherstaypassedinthecelebrationofhisfilialvirtues,whichhadbeenmanifestfromtheearliestperiod。
Shecouldnotrememberthatsheeverhadtohitthechildalick,shesaid,orthathehadevermadehershedatear。
Whenshewent,Boynegloomilyinquired,"Whatmakesherhairsomuchdarkerattherootsthanitisatthepoints?"andhismothersnubbedhimpromptly。
"Youhadnobusinesstobehere,Boyne。Idon’tlikeboyshangingaboutwhereladiesaretalkingtogether,andlistening。"
ThisdidnotpreventLottiefromanswering,directlyforBoyne,andindirectlyforEllen,"It’sbecauseit’sbeguntogrowsincethelastbleach。"
ItwaseasiertograpplewithBoynethanwithLottie,,andMrs。Kentonwaswillingtoallowhertoleavetheroomwithherbrotherunrebuked。
ShewasevenwillingtohavehadtheveilliftedfromMrs。Bittridge’shairwitharudehand,ifitworldhelpEllen。
"Idon’twantyoutothink,momma,"saidthegirl,"thatIdidn’tknowaboutherhair,orthatIdon’tseehowsillysheis。Butit’sallthemoretohiscreditifhecanbesogoodtoher,andadmireher。Wouldyonlikehimbetterifhedespisedher?"
Mrs。Kentonfeltboththedefianceandthesecretshamefromwhichitspranginherdaughter’swords;andshewaitedforamomentbeforesheanswered,"Iwouldliketobesurehedidn’t!"
"Ifhedoes,andifhehidesitfromher,it’sthesameasifhedidn’t;
it’sbetter。Butyouallwishtodislikehim。"
"Wedon’twishtodislikehim,Ellen,goodnessknows。ButIdon’tthinkhewouldcaremuchwhetherwedislikedhimornot。IamsureyourpoorfatherandIwouldbeonlytoogladtolikehim。"
"Lottiewouldn’t,"saidEllen,witharesentmenthermotherfoundpathetic,itwassofeebleandaimless。
"Lottiedoesn’tmatter,"shesaid。ShecouldnotmakeouthownearlyEllenwastosharingthecommondislike,orhowfarshewouldgoinfortifyingherselfagainstit。Shekeptwithdifficultytohernegativefrankness,andsheletthegirlleavetheroomwithafretfulsigh,asifprovokedthathermotherwouldnotprovokeherfurther。ThereweremomentswhenMrs。KentonbelievedthatEllenwassickofherlove,andthatshewouldpluckitoutofherheartherselfifshewereleftalone。
ShewasthengladBittridgehadcome,sothatEllenmightcomparewiththerealitythecounterfeitpresentmentshehadkeptinherfancy;andshebelievedthatifshecouldbutleavehimtodohisworst,itwouldbethebestforEllen。
Intheevening,directlyafterdinner,BittridgesentuphisnameforMrs。Kenton。Thejudgehadremainedtoreadhispaperbelow,andLottieandBoynehadgonetosomefriendsinanotherapartment。ItseemedtoMrs。Kentonapieceofluckthatsheshouldbeabletoseehimalone,andshecouldnothavesaidthatshewasunpreparedforhimtocomein,holdinghistheatre-ticketsexplanatorilyinhishand,orsurprisedwhenhebegan:
"Mrs。Kenton,mymother’sgotabadheadache,andI’vecometoaskafavorofyou。Shecan’tuseherticketforto-night,andIwantyoutoletMissEllencomewithme。Willyou?"
Bittridgehadconstitutedhimselfanoldfriendofthewholefamilyfromtherenewaloftheiracquaintance,andMrs。Kentonwasnowmadeawareofhisbeingherpeculiarfavorite,inspiteoftheinstantrepulsionshefelt,shewasnotaversetowhatheproposed。HerfearwasthatEllenwouldbeso,orthatshecouldkeepfrominfluencinghertothistestofherrealfeelingforBittridge。"Iwillaskher,Mr。Bittridge,"shesaid,withaseveritywhichwasapreliminaryoftheimpartialityshemeanttousewithEllen。
"Well,that’sright,"heanswered,andwhileshewenttothegirl’sroomheremainedexaminingthedetailsofthedrawing-roomdecorationsineasysecurity,whichMrs。Kentonjustifiedonherreturn。
"Ellenwillbereadytogowithyou,Mr。Bittridge。"
"Well,that’sgood,"saidtheyoungman,andwhilehetalkedonshesatwonderingatanaturewhichallmodestyanddeferenceseemedleftoutof,thoughhehadsometimesgivenevidenceofhisintellectualappreciationofthesethings。HetalkedtoMrs。Kentonnotonlyasiftheywereinevery-wiseequal,butasiftheywereofthesameage,almostofthesamesex。
Ellencamein,cloakedandhatted,withherdelicatefaceexcitedinprospectoftheadventure;andhermothersawBittridgelookatherwithmoretendernessthanshehadeverseeninhimbefore。"I’lltakegoodcareofher,Mrs。Kenton,"hesaid,andforthefirsttimeshefeltherselfrelentalittletowardshim。
AminuteaftertheyweregoneLottiebouncedintotheroom,followedbyBoyne。
"Momma!"sheshouted,"Ellenisn’tgoingtothetheatrewiththatfellow?"
"Yes,sheis。"
"Andyoulether,momma!Withoutachaperon?"
Boyne’sfacehadmirroredtheindignationinhissister’s,butatthisunprecedentedburstofconventionalityheforgottheirmomentaryalliance。"Well,you’reaprettyonetotalkaboutchaperons!WalkingalloverTuskingumwithfellowsatnight,andgoingbuggy-ridingwitheverybody,andoutrowing,andherefairlybeggingJimPlumptontocomedowntothesteamerandseeyouoffagain!"
"Shutup!"Lottieviolentlyreturned,"orI’lltellmommahowyou’vebeenbehavingwithRitaPlumptonyourself。"
"Well,tell!"Boynedefiedher。
"Oh,itdon’tmatterwhatabratofaboysaysordoes,anyway,"saidLottie。"ButIthinkEllenisdisgracingthefamily。EverybodyinthehotelislaughingatthatwiggyoldMrs。Bittridge,withherwobblyeyes,andtheycanseethathe’sjustasgreen!ThePlumptonshavebeenlaughingsoaboutthem,andItoldthemthatwehadnothingtodowiththemathome,andhadfairlyturnedBittridgeoutofthehouse,buthehadimpudenceenoughforanything;andnowtofindEllengoingofftothetheatrewithhimalone!"
Lottiebegantocrywithvexationasshewhippedoutoftheroom,andBoyne,whofelthimselfdrawntohersideagain,said,veryseriously:
"Well,itain’tthethinginNewYork,youknow,momma;andanybodycanseewhatajayBittridgeis。Ithinkit’stoobadtolether。"
"Itisn’tforyoutocriticiseyourmother,Boyne,"saidMrs。Kenton,butshewasmoreshakenthanshewouldallow。Herowntraditionsweresosimplethatthepointofetiquettewhichherchildrenhadurgedhadnotoccurredtoher。ThequestionwhetherEllenshouldgowithBittridgeatallbeingdecided,shewould,ofcourse,goinNewYorkasshewouldgoinTuskingum。NowMrs。Kentonperceivedthatshemustnot,andshehadhershareofhumiliationintheimpressionwhichhismother,asherfriend,apparently,wasmakingwithherchildren’sacquaintancesinthehotel。IftheywouldthinkeverybodyinTuskingumwaslikeher,itwouldcertainlybeveryunpleasant,butshewouldnotquiteownthistoherself,stilllesstoafourteen-year-oldboy。"IthinkwhatyourfatherandIdecidetoberightwillbesufficientexcuseforyouwithyourfriends。"
"Doesfatherknowit?"Boyneasked,mostunexpectedly。
Havingnootheranswerready,Mrs。Kentonsaid,"Youhadbettergotobed,myson。"
"Well,"hegrumbled,ashelefttheroom,"Idon’tknowwherealltheprideoftheKentonsisgoneto。"
InhissenseoffallengreatnessheattemptedtojoinLottieinherroom,butshesaid,"Goaway,nastything!"andBoynewasobligedtoseekhisownroom,whereheoccupiedhimselfwithacontrivancehewasinventingtoenableyoutocloseyourdoorandturnoffyourgasbyasystemofpulleyswithoutleavingyourbed,whenyouweretiredofreading。
Mrs。Kentonwaitedforherhusbandinmuchlesscomfort,andwhenhecame,andasked,restlessly,"Wherearethechildren?"shefirsttoldhimthatLottieandBoynewereintheirroomsbeforeshecouldbringherselftosaythatEllenhadgonetothetheatrewithBittridge。
Itwassomerelieftohavehimtakeitinthedullwayhedid,andtosaynothingworsethan,"Didyouthinkitwaswelltohaveher!"
"YoumaybesureIdidn’twantherto。ButwhatwouldshehavesaidifI
hadrefusedtolethergo?Icantellyouitisn’taneasymattertomanageherinthisbusiness,andit’sveryeasyforyoutocriticise,withouttakingtheresponsibility。"
"I’mnotcriticising,"saidKenton。"Iknowyouhaveactedforthebest。"
"Thechildren,"saidMrs。Kenton,wishingtobejustifiedfurther,"thinksheoughttohavehadachaperon。Ididn’tthinkofthat;itisn’tthecustomathome;butLottiewasverysaucyaboutit,andIhadtosendBoynetobed。Idon’tthinkourchildrenareverymuchcomforttous。"
"Theyaregoodchildren,"Kentonsaid,said——provisionally。
"Yes,thatistheworstofit。Iftheywerebad,wewouldn’texpectanycomfortfromthem。Ellenisaboutperfect。She’sasnearanangelasachildcanbe,butshecouldhardlyhavegivenusmoreanxietyifshehadbeentheworstgirlintheworld。"
"That’strue,"thefathersadlyassented。
"Shedidn’treallywanttogowithhimto-night,I’llsaythatforher,andifIhadsaidasinglewordagainstitshewouldn’thavegone。Butallatonce,whileshesattheretryingtothinkhowIcouldexcuseher,shebeganaskingmewhatsheshouldwear。There’ssomethingstrangeaboutit,Rufus。IfIbelievedinhypnotism,Ishouldsayshehadgonebecausehewilledhertogo。"
"Iguessshewentbecauseshewantedtogobecauseshe’sinlovewithhim,"saidKenton,hopelessly。
"Yes,"Mrs。Kentonagreed。"Idon’tseehowshecanendurethesightofhim。He’shandsomeenough,"sheadded,withawoman’ssubjectivelogic。
"Andthere’ssomethingfascinatingabouthim。He’sverygraceful,andhe’sgotagoodfigure。"
"He’sahound!"saidKenton,exhaustively。
"Ohyes,he’sahound,"shesighed,asiftherecouldbenodoubtonthatpoint。"Itdon’tseemrightforhimtobeinthesameroomwithEllen。
Butit’sforhertosay。Ifeelmoreandmorethatwecan’tinterferewithoutdoingharm。Isupposethatifshewerenotsoinnocentherselfshewouldrealizewhathewasbetter。ButIdothinkheappreciatesherinnocence。Heshowsmorereverenceforherthanforanyoneelse。"
"Howwasithismotherdidn’tgo?"askedKenton。
"Shehadaheadache,hesaid。ButIdon’tbelievethat。HealwaysintendedtogetEllentogo。Andthat’sanotherthingLottiewasvexedabout;shesayseverybodyislaughingatMrs。Bittridge,andit’smortifyingtohavepeopletakeherforafriendofours。"
"Iftherewerenothingworsethanthat,"saidKenton,"Iguesswecouldlivethroughit。Well,Idon’tknowhowit’sgoingtoallend。"
Theysattalkingsadly,butfindingacertaincomfortintheirmutualdiscouragement,andintheirknowledgethattheyweredoingthebesttheycouldfortheirchild,whosefreedomtheymustnotinfringesofarastodowhatwasabsolutelybest;andthetimepassednotsoheavilytillherreturn。Thiswasannouncedbythemountingoftheelevatortotheirlanding,andthenbylow,rapidpleadinginaman’svoiceoutside。
Kentonwasabouttoopenthedoor,whentherecametheformlessnoiseofwhatseemedastruggle,andEllen’svoiceroseinamuffedcry:"Oh!Oh!
Letmebe!Goaway!Ihateyou!"Kentonthedooropen,andEllenburstin,runningtohideherfaceinhermother’sbreast,whereshesobbedout,"He——hekissedme!"likeaterrifiedchildmorethananinsultedwoman。ThroughtheopendoorcametheclatterofBittridge’sfeetasherandown-stairs。
VII。
WhenMrs。Kentoncamefromquietingthehystericalgirlinherroomshehadthetask,almostasdelicateanddifficult,ofquietingherhusband。
Shehadkepthim,bythemostsolemnandexhaustiveentreaty,fromfollowingBittridgedownstairsandbeatinghimwithhisstick,andnowshewasanswerabletohimforhisforbearance。"Ifyondon’tbehaveyourself,Rufus,"shehadtosay,"youwillhavesomesortofstroke。
Afterall,there’snoharmdone。"
"Noharm!DoyoucallitnoharmforthathoundtokissEllen?"
"Hewouldn’thaveattempteditunlesssomethinghadleduptoit,I
suppose。"
"Sarah!Howcanyouspeaksoofthatangel?"
"Oh,thatangelisagirlliketherest。Youkissedmebeforewewereengaged。"
"Thatwasverydifferent。"
"Idon’tseehow。Ifyourdaughterissosacred,whywasn’thermother?
Youmendon’tthinkyourwivesaresacred。That’sit!"
"No,no,Sarah!It’sbecauseIdon’tthinkofyouasapartfrommyself,thatIcan’tthinkofyouasIdoofEllen。IbegyourpardonifI
seemedtosetheraboveyou。ButwhenIkissedyouwewereveryyoung,andwelivedinasimpleday,whensuchthingsmeantnoharm;andIwasveryfondofyou,andyouweretheholiestthingintheworldtome。IsEllenholytothatfellow?"
"Iknow,"Mrs。Kentonrelented。"I’mnotcomparinghimtoyou。AndthereisadifferencewithEllen。Sheisn’tlikeothergirls。IfithadbeenLottie——"
"Ishouldn’thavelikeditwithLottie,either,"saidthemajor,stiffly。
"ButifithadbeenLottieshewouldhaveboxedhisearsforhim,insteadofrunningtoyou。Lottiecantakecareofherself。AndIwilltakecareofEllen。WhenIseethatscoundrelinthemorning——"
"Whatwillyoudo,anoldmanlikeyou!Icantellyou,it’ssomethingyou’vejustgottobearitifyoudon’twantthescandaltofillthewholehotel。It’saveryfortunatething,afterall。It’llputanendtothewholeaffair。"
"Doyouthinkso,Sarah?IfIbelievedthat。WhatdoesEllensay?"
"Nothing;shewon’tsayanything——justcriesandhidesherface。
Ibelievesheisashamedofhavingmadeascenebeforeus。ButIknowthatshe’ssodisgustedwithhimthatshewillneverlookathimagain,andifit’sbroughthertothatIshouldthinkhiskissingherthegreatestblessingintheworldtousall。Yes,Ellen!"
Mrs。Kentonhurriedoffatafaintcallfromthegirl’sroom,andwhenshecameagainshesatdowntoalongdiscussionofthesituationwithherhusband,whilesheslowlytookdownherhairandprepareditforthenight。Herconclusion,whichshemadeherhusband’s,wasthatitwasmostfortunatetheyshouldbesailingsosoon,andthatitwasthegreatestpitytheywerenotsailinginthemorning。Shewishedhimtosleep,whethershesleptherselfornot,andsheputthemosthopefulfacepossibleuponthematter。"Onethingyoucanrestassuredof,Rufus,andthatisthatit’salloverwithEllen。Shemayneverspeaktoyouabouthim,andyoumustn’tevermentionhim,butshefeelsjustasyoucouldwish。Doesthatsatisfyyou?SometimeIwilltellyouallshesays。"
"Idon’tcaretohear,"saidKenton。"AllIwantisforhimtokeepawayfromme。IthinkifhespoketomeIshouldkillhim。"
"Rufus!"
"Ican’thelpit,Sarah。Ifeeloutragedtothebottomofmysoul。I
couldkillhim。"
Mrs。Kentonturnedherheadandlookedsteadfastlyathimoverhershoulder。"Ifyoustrikehim,ifyoutouchhim,Mr。Kenton,youwillundoeverythingthattheabominablewretchhasdoneforEllen,andyouwillclosemymouthandtiemyhands。Willyoupromisethatundernoprovocationwhateverwillyoudohimtheleastharm?IknowEllenbetterthanyoudo,andIknowthatyouwillmakeherhateyouunless——"
"Oh,Iwillpromise。Youneedn’tbeafraid。Lordhelpme!"Kentongroaned。"Iwon’ttouchhim。Butdon’texpectmetospeaktohim。"
"No,Idon’texpectthat。Hewon’toffertospeaktoyou。"
Theyslept,andinthemorningshestayedtobreakfastwithEllenintheirapartment,andletherhusbandgodownwiththeiryoungerchildren。
Shecouldtrusthimnow,whateverformhisfurthertrialshouldtake,andhefeltthathewaspledginghimselftoheranew,whenBittridgecamehilariouslytomeethiminthereading-room,wherehewentforapaperafterbreakfast。
"Ah,judge!"saidtheyoungman,gayly。"Hello,Boyne!"headdedtotheboy,whohadcomewithhisfather;Lottiehadgonedirectlyup-stairsfromthebreakfast-room。"Ihopeyou’reallwellthismorning?PlaynottoomuchforMissEllen?"
Kentonlookedhiminthefacewithoutanswering,andthentriedtogetawayfromhim,butBittridgefollowedhimup,talking,andignoringhissilence。
"Itwasasplendidpiece,judge。YoumusttakeMrs。Kenton。Iknowyou’llbothlikeit。Ihaven’teverseenMissEllensointerested。I
hopethewalkhomedidn’tfatigueher。Iwantedtogetacab,butshewouldwalk:Thejudgekeptmovingon,withhisheaddown。Hedidnotspeak,andBittridgewasforcedtonoticehissilence。"Nothingthematter,Ihope,withMissEllen,judge?"
"Goaway,"saidthejudge,inalowvoice,fumblingtheheadofhisstick。
"Why,what’sup?"askedBittridge,andhemanagedtogetinfrontofKentonandstayhimatapointwhereKentoncouldnotescape。Itwasacorneroftheroomtowhichtheoldmanhadaimlesslytended,withnopurposebuttoavoidhim:
"Iwishyoutoletmealone,sir,"saidKentonatlast。"Ican’tspeaktoyou。"
"Iunderstandwhatyoumean,judge,"saidBittridge,withagrin,allthemoremaddeningbecauseitseemedinvoluntary。"ButIcanexplaineverything。Ijustwantafewwordswithyou。It’sveryimportant;it’slifeordeathwithme,sir,"hesaid,tryingtolookgrave。"Willyouletmegotoyourroomswithyou?"
Kentonmadenoreply。
Bittridgebegantolaugh。"Thenlet’ssitdownhere,orintheladies’
parlor。Itwon’ttakemetwominutestomakeeverythingright。Ifyoudon’tbelieveI’minearnestIknowyoudon’tthinkIam,butIcanassureyou——WillyouletmespeakwithyouaboutMissEllen?"
StillKentondidnotanswer,shuttinghislipstight,andrememberinghispromisetohiswife。
Bittridgelaughed,asifinamusementatwhathehaddone。"Judge,letmesaytwowordstoyouinprivate!Ifyoucan’tnow,tellmewhenyoucan。We’regoingbackthisevening,motherandIare;sheisn’twell,andI’mnotgoingtotakehertoWashington。Idon’twanttogoleavingyouwiththeideathatIwantedtoinsultMissEllen。Icaretoomuchforher。IwanttoseeyouandMrs。Kentonaboutit。Ido,indeed。Andwon’tyouletmeseeyou,somewhere?"
Kentonlookedaway,firsttoonesideandthentoanother,andseemedstifling。
"Won’tyouspeaktome!Won’tyouanswerme?Seehere!I’dgetdownonmykneestoyouifitwoulddoyouanygood。Wherewillyoutalkwithme?"
"Nowhere!"shoutedKenton。"Willyougoaway,orshallIstrikeyouwithmystick?"
"Oh,Idon’tthink,"saidBittridge,andsuddenly,inthewantonnessofhisbaffledeffrontery,heraisedhishandandrubbedthebackofitintheoldman’sface。
BoyneKentonstruckwildlyathim,andBittridgecaughttheboybythearmandflunghimtohiskneesonthemarblefloor。Themenreadinginthearm-chairsaboutstartedtotheirfeet;aportercamerunning,andtookholdofBittridge。"Doyouwantanofficer,JudgeKenton?"hepanted。
"No,no!"Kentonanswered,chokingandtrembling。"Don’tarresthim。
Iwishtogotomyrooms,that’sall。Lethimgo。Don’tdoanythingaboutit。"
"I’llhelpyou,judge,"saidtheporter。"Takeholdofthisfellow,"hesaidtotwootherporterswhocameup。"Takehimtothedesk,andtelltheclerkhestruckJudgeKenton,butthejudgedon’twanthimarrested。"
BeforeKentonreachedtheelevatorwithBoyne,whowasrubbinghiskneesandfightingbackthetears,heheardtheclerk’svoicesaying,formally,totheporters,"Baggageoutof35and37"andadding,asmechanically,toBittridge:"Yourroomsarewanted。Getoutofthematonce!"
ItseemedthegatheringofneighborhoodaboutKenton,wherehehadfelthimselfsounfriended,againsttheoutragedonehim,andhefeltthesweetnessofbeingpersonallychampionedinaplacewherehehadthoughthimselfvaluedmerelyfortheprofitthatwasinhim;hiseyesfilled,andhisvoicefailedhiminthankingtheelevator-boyforrunningbeforehimtoringthebellofhisapartment。
VIII。
Thenextday,inTuskingum,Richard,KentonfoundamongthelettersofhislastmailonewhichheeasilyknewtobefromhissisterLottie,bythetightlycurled-uphandwriting,andbytheunliterarylookoftheslantedandhuddledaddressoftheenvelope:Theonlydoubthecouldhavefeltinopeningitwasfromtheunwontedlengthatwhichshehadwrittenhim;Lottieusuallypractisedalaconicbrevityinhernotes,whichweresuitedtothepovertyofherwrittenvocabularyratherthantheaffluenceofherspokenword。
"DearDick"[herletterran,trippingandstumblinginitscourse],"Ihavegottotellyouaboutsomethingthathasjusthappenedhere,andyouneedentlaughatthespeling,orthewayItellit,butjustpayattentiontothethingitself,ifyouplease。ThatdisgustingBittridgehasbeenherewithhishorridwiggyoldmother,andmommalethimtakeEllentothetheatre。Onthewayhomehetriedtomakeherpromiseshewouldmarryhimandatthedoorhekissedher。Theyhadanawfulnightwithherhiseterics,andIheardmommagoinginandout,andtryingtocomforthertilldaylight,nearly。InthemorningIwentdownwithpoppyandBoynetobreakfast,andafterI
cameup,fatherwenttothereading-roomtogetapaper,andthatBittridgewastherewaitingforhim,andwantedtospeakwithhimaboutEllen。Poppawouldentsayawordtohim,andhekeptfollowingpoppaup,tomakehim。Boynesaysbewouldenttakenoforanansir,andhungonandhungon,tillpoppathreatenedtohitthimwithhiscane。Thenhesawitwasnouse,andhetookhishandandrubbeditinpoppa’sface,andBoynebelieveshewastryingtopullpoppa’snose。BoyneactedlikeIwouldhavedone;hepoundedBittridgeintheback;butofcourseBittridgewastoostrongforhim,andthrewhimonthefloor,andBoynescrapedhiskneesothatitbledd。Thentheporterscameup,andcaughtBittridge,andwantedtosendforapoliceman,butfatherwouldentletthem,andtheporterstookBittridgetothedeskandtheclerktoldhimtogetoutinstantlyandtheyleftassoonasoldWiggycouldgetherthingson。Idon’tknowwheretheywent,buthetoldpoppatheyweregoinghometo-dayanyway。Now,Dick,Idon’tknowwhatyouwillwanttodo,andIamnotgoingtoputyouuptoanything,butI
knowwhatIwoulddo,prettywell,thefirsttimeBittridgeshowedhimselfinTuskingum。Youcandojustasyouplease,andIdon’taskyoutobelievemeifyou’rethinkI’msoexciteablethatIcanttellthetruth。IguessBoynewillsaythesame。MuchlovetoMary。Youraffectionatesister,"Lottie。
"P。S——EverywordLottiesaysistrue,butIamnotsurehemeanttopullhisnose。Thereasonwhyhethrewmedownsoeasilyis,I
havegrownaboutafoot,andIhavenotgotupmystrength。BOYNE。
"Thisisstrictlyconfidential。Theydon’tknowwearewriting。LATTIE。"
Afterreadingthisletter,RichardKentontoreitintosmallpieces,sothatthereshouldnotbeevensomuchwitnessasitboretofactsthatseemedtofillhimwithfurytothethroat。Hisfurywas,inagreementwithhistemperament,thewhitekindandcoldkind。Hewasabletokeepittohimselfforthatreason;atsupperhiswifeknewmerelythathehadsomethingonhismindthathedidnotwishtotalkof;andexperiencehadtaughtherthatitwouldbeuselesstotrymakinghimspeak。
Hesleptuponhiswrath,andinthemorningearly,atanhourwhenheknewtherewouldbenoloafersintheplace,hewenttoanout-datedsaddler’sshop,andaskedtheowner,aveteranofhisfather’sregiment,"Welks,doyouhappentohaveacowhideamongyourantiquities?"
"Regularoldstyle?"Welksreturned。"Kindtheymakeoutofacow’shideanduseonaman’s?"
"Somethingofthatsort,"saidRichard,withaslightsmile。
Thesaddlersaidnothingmore,butrummagedamongtheriff-raffonanuppershelf。Hegotdownwiththetapering,translucent,wicked-lookingthinginhishand。"Ireckonthat’swhatyou’reafter,squire。"
"Reckonitis,Welks,"saidRichard,drawingitthroughhistubedlefthand。Thenhebuttoneditunderhiscoat,andpaidthequarterwhichWelkssaidhadalwaysbeenthepriceofacowhideevensincehecouldremember,andwalkedawaytowardsthestation。
"How’stheoldcolonel"Welkscalledafterhim,havingforgottentoaskbefore。
"Thecolonel’sallright,"Richardcalledback,withoutlookinground。
Hewalkedupanddowninfrontofthestation。AlocaltraincameinfromBallardsvilleat8。15,andwaitedfortheNewYorkspecial,andthenreturnedtoBallardsville。Richardhadboughtaticketforthatstation,andwasgoingtotakethetrainback,butamongthepassengerswhodescendedfromitwhenitdrewinwasonewhosavedhimthetroubleofgoing。
Bittridge,withhisovercoathangingonhisarm,advancedtowardshimwiththerest,andcontinuedtoadvance,inasortoffascination,afterhisneighbors,withtheinstinctthatsomethingwasabouttohappen,partedoneithersideofRichard,andleftthetwomenconfronted。
Richarddidnotspeak,butdeliberatelyreachedouthislefthand,whichhecaughtsecurelyintoBittridge’scollar;thenhebegantobeathimwiththecowhidewhereverhecouldstrikehiswrithingandtwistingshape。Neitherutteredaword,andexceptforthewhirofthecowhideintheair,andtheraspingsoundofitsarrestuponthebodyofBittridge,thethingwasdoneinperfectsilence。Thewitnessesstoodwellbackinadaze,fromwhichtheyrecoveredwhenRichardreleasedBittridgewithatwistofthehandthattorehiscollarlooseandlefthiscravatdangling,andtossedthefrayedcowhideaway,andturnedandwalkedhomeward。ThenoneofthempickedupBittridge’shatandsetitaslantonhishead,andothershelpedpullhiscollartogetherandtiehiscravat。
ForthefewmomentsthatRichardKentonremainedinsighttheyscarcelyfoundwordscoherentenoughforquestion,andwhentheydid,Bittridgehadnothingbutconfusedanswerstogivetotheeffectthathedidnotknowwhatitmeant,buthewouldfindout。Hegotintoahackandhadhimselfdriventohishotel,buthenevermadetheinquirywhichhethreatened。
InhisownhouseRichardKentonlaydownawhile,deadlysick,andhiswifehadtobringhimbrandybeforehecouldcontrolhisnervessufficientlytospeak。Thenhetoldherwhathehaddone,andwhy,andMarypulledoffhisshoesandputahot-waterbottletohiscoldfeet。
Itwasnotexactlythetreatmentforachampion,butMaryKentonwasnotthinkingofthat,andwhenRichardsaidhestillfeltalittlesickatthestomachshewantedhimtotryadropofcamphorinadditiontothebrandy。Shesaidhemustnottalk,butshewishedhimsomuchtotalkthatshewasgladwhenhebegan。
"ItseemedtobesomethingIhadtodo,Mary,butIwouldgiveanythingifIhadnotbeenobligedtodoit:
"Yes,Iknowjusthowyoufeel,Dick,andIthinkit’sprettyhardthishascomeonyou。IdothinkEllenmight——"
"Itwasn’therfault,Mary。Youmustn’tblameher。She’shadmoretobearthanalltherestofus。"Marylookedstubbornlyunconvinced,andshewasnotmoved,apparently,bywhathewentontosay。"ThethingnowistokeepwhatI’vedonefrommakingmoremischiefforher。"
"Whatdoyoumean,Dick?Youdon’tbelievehe’lldoanythingaboutit,doyou?"
"No,I’mnotafraidofthat。Hismouthisshut。Butyoucan’ttellhowEllenwilltakeit。Shemaysidewithhimnow。"
"Dick!IfIthoughtEllenKentoncouldbesuchafoolasthat!"
"Ifshe’sinlovewithhimshe’lltakehispart。"
"Butshecan’tbeinlovewithhimwhensheknowshowheactedtoyourfather!"
"Wecan’tbesureofthat。Iknowhowheactedtofather;butatthisminuteIpityhimsothatIcouldtakehispartagainstfather。AndI
canunderstandhowEllen——Anyway,Imustmakeacleanbreastofit。
WhatdayisthisThursday?AndtheysailSaturday!Imustwrite——"
Heliftedhimselfonhiselbow,andmadeasiftothrowofftheshawlshehadspreaduponhim。
"No,no!Iwillwrite,Dick!Iwillwritetoyourmother。WhatshallI
say?"Shewhirledabout,andgotthepaperandinkoutofherwriting-
desk,andsatdownnearhimtokeephimfromgettingup,andwrotethedate,andtheaddress,"DearMotherKenton,"whichwasthewayshealwaysbeganherletterstoMrs。Kenton,inordertodistinguishherfromherownmother。"NowwhatshallIsay?"