The Kentons

第2章

Notasoulathome,anywhere,andIhadtotakemychanceofsurprisingMrs。DickKentonwhenIsawyourdooropenhere:Helaughedforlornly,asthegleamfadedoutofKenton’seyeagain。"Andtheworstofitisthatmyownmotherisn’tathometome,figurativelyspeaking,whenIgoovertoseeheratBallardsville。Shegotwindofmymisfortune,somehow,andwhenImadeacleanbreastofittoher,shesaidshecouldneverfeelthesametometillIhadmadeitallrightwiththeKentons。Andwhenaman’sownmotherisdownonhim,judge!"

BittridgeleftKentontoimaginethedesperatecase,andinspiteofhisdisbeliefinthemanandallhesaid,Kentoncouldnotkeephishardnessofhearttowardshim。"Idon’tknowwhatyou’reafter,youngman,"hebegan。"Butifyouexpectmetoreceiveyouundermyroofagain——"

"Oh,Idon’t,judge,Idon’t!"Bittridgeinterposed。"AllIwantistobeabletotellmymother——Idon’tcareforanybodyelse——thatIsawyou,andyouallowedmetosaythatIwastrulysorryforthepain——ifitwaspain;orannoyance,anyway——thatIhadcausedyou,andtogobacktoherwiththehopeofatoningforitsometimeorsomehow。That’sall。"

"Lookhere!"criedRenton。"Whathaveyouwrittentomydaughterfor?"

"Wasn’tthatnatural?IprizedheresteemmorethanIdoyourseven;butdidIaskheranythingmorethanI’veaskedyou?Ididn’texpecthertoanswerme;allIwantedwastohaveherbelievethatIwasn’tasblackasIwaspainted——notinside,anyway。Youknowwellenough——anybodyknows——

thatIwouldratherhaveherthinkwellofmethananyoneelseinthisworld,exceptmymother。Ihaven’tgotthegiftofshowingoutwhat’sgoodinme,ifthereisanygood,butIbelieveMissEllenwouldwanttothinkwellofmeifIgaveherachance。Ifevertherewasanangelonearth,she’sone。Idon’tdenythatIwashopefulofmercyfromher,becauseshecan’tthinkevil,butIcanlaymyhandonmyheartandsaythatIwasn’tselfishinmyhopes。Itseemedtomethatitwasherduetounderstandthatamanwhomshehadallowedtobeherfriendwasn’taltogetherunworthy。That’sasnearasIcancometoputtingintowordsthemotiveIhadinwritingtoher。Ican’tevenbegintoputintowordsthefeelingIhavetowardsher。It’sasifshewassomethingsacred。"

ThiswasthefeelingRentonhimselfhadtowardshisdaughter,andforthefirsttimehefoundhimselfoncommongroundwiththescapegracewhoprofessedit,andwhoselight,mockingfacesolittleenforcedhisprofession。IfBittridgecouldhavespokeninthedark,hiswordsmighthavecarriedaconvictionofhissincerity,butthere,inplainday,confrontingthefatherofEllen,whohadeverywishtobelievehimtrue,theeffectwasdifferent。Deepwithinhiswishtothinkthemanhonest,Kentonrecoiledfromhim。Hevaguelyperceivedthatitwasbecauseshecouldnotthinkevilthatthiswretchhadpoweruponher,andhewassensible,ashehadnotbeenbefore,thatshehadnosafetyfromhimexceptinabsence。Hedidnotknowwhattoanswer;hecouldnotrepelhiminopenterms,andstilllesscouldhemeethimwithanywordsthatwouldallowhimtoresumehisformerrelationswithhisfamily。Hesaid,finally:"Wewillletmattersstand。WearegoingtoEuropeinaweek,andIshallnotseeyouagain。IwilltellMrs。Kentonwhatyousay。"

"Thankyou,judge。AndtellherthatIappreciateyourkindnessmorethanIcansay!"Thejudgerosefromhischairandwenttowardsthewindow,whichhehadthrownopen。"Goingtoshutup?Letmehelpyouwiththatwindow;itseemstostick。Everythingfastup-stairs?"

"I——Ithinkso,"Kentonhesitated。

"I’lljustrunupandlook,"saidBittridge,andhetookthestairstwoatatime,beforeKentoncouldprotest,whentheycameoutintothehalltogether。"It’sallright,"hereportedonhisquickreturn。"I’lljustlookroundbelowhere,"andheexploredtheground-floorroomsinturn。

"No,youhadn’topenedanyotherwindow,"hesaid,glancingfinallyintothelibrary。"ShallIleavethispaperonyourtable?"

"Yes,leaveitthere,"saidKenton,helplessly,andheletBittridgeclosethefrontdoorafterhim,andlockit。

"IhopeMissLottieiswell,"hesuggestedinhandingthekeytoKenton。

"AndBoyne"headded,withthecordialityofanoldfamilyfriend。

"IhopeBoynehasgotreconciledtoNewYorkalittle。Hewasratheranxiousabouthispigeonswhenheleft,Iunderstand。ButIguessDick’smanhaslookedafterthem。I’dhaveofferedtotakechargeofthecocoonsmyselfifI’dhadachance。"Hewalked,gaylychatting,acrosstheinterveninglawnwithKentontohisson’sdoor,whereatsightofhimbra。RichardKentonevanescedintotheinteriorsoobviouslythatBittridgecouldnotoffertocomein。"Well,Ishallseeyouallwhenyoucomebackinthefall,judge,andIhopeyou’llhaveapleasantvoyageandagoodtimeinEurope。"

"Thankyou,"saidKenton,briefly。

"Remembermetotheladies!"andBittridgetookoffhishatwithhislefthand,whileheofferedthejudgehisright。"Well,good-bye!"

Kentonmadewhatresponsehecould,andescapedin-doors,wherehisdaughter-in-lawappearedfromtheobscurityintowhichshehadretiredfromBittridge。"Well,thatfollowdoesbeatall!How,intheworlddidhefindyou,father?"

"Hecameintothehouse,"saidthejudge,muchabashedathisfailuretodealadequatelywithBittridge。Hefeltitthemoreinthepresenceofhisson’swife。"Icouldn’t,seemtogetridofhiminanywayshortofkickinghimout。"

"No,there’snothingequaltohisimpudence。Idobelievehewouldhavecomeinhere,ifhehadn’tseenmefirst。Didyoutellhimwhenyouweregoingback,father?Becausehe’dbeatthetraintoseeyouoff,justassure!"

"No,Ididn’ttellhim,"saidKenton,feelingmoveshakennowfromtheinterviewwithBittridgethanhehadrealizedbefore。HewasashamedtoletMaryknowthathehadlistenedtoBittridge’sjustification,whichhenowperceivedwasnone,andhewouldhavelikedtopretendthathehadnotsilentlycondonedhisoffences,butMarydidnotdrivehimtothesedeceptionsbyanyfurtherallusionstoBittridge。

"Well,now,youmustgointothesitting-roomandliedownonthelounge;

IpromisedDicktomakeyou。Orwouldyourathergoup-stairstoyourroom?"

"IthinkI’llgotomyroom,"saidKenton。

HewasasleepthereonthebedwhenRichardcamehometodinnerandlookedsoftlyin。Hedecidednottowakehim,andMarysaidthesleepwoulddohimmoregoodthanthedinner。Attabletheytalkedhimover,andshetoldherhusbandwhatsheknewofthemorning’sadventure。

"Thatwasprettytoughforfather,"saidRichard。"Iwouldn’tgointothehousewithhim,becauseIknewhewantedtohaveittohimself;andthentothinkofthatdirtyhoundskulkingin!Well,perhapsit’sforthebest。Itwillmakeiteasier,forfathertogoandleavetheplace,andthey’vegottogo。They’vegottoputtheAtlanticOceanbetweenEllenandthatfellow。"

"Itdoesseemasifsomethingmightbedone,"hiswiferebelled。

"They’vedonethebestthatcouldbedone,"saidRichard。"Andifthatskunkhasn’tgotsomesortofnewholduponfather,Ishallbesatisfied。

TheworstofitisthatitwillbeallovertowninanhourthatBittridgehasmadeupwithus。Idon’tblamefather;hecouldn’thelpit;henevercouldberudetoanybody。"

"IthinkI’lltryifIcan’tberudetoMr。Bittridge,ifheeverundertakestoshowinmypretencethathehasmadeitupwithus,"saidMary。

Richardtenderlyfoundoutfromhisfather’sshamefacedreluctance,later,thatnogreatmischiefhadbeendone。ButnoprecautiononhispartavailedtokeepBittridgefromdemonstratingthegoodfeelingbetweenhimselfandtheKentonswhenthejudgestartedforNewYorkthenextafternoon。Hewastherewaitingtoseehimoff,andheallbuttooktheadieusoutofRichard’shands。Hegotpossessionofthejudge’svalise,andpressedpasttheporterintothesleeping-carwithit,andremainedloungingonthearmofthejudge’sseat,makingconversationwithhimandRichardtillthetrainbegantomove。Thenheranoutside,andwavedhishandtothejudge’swindowinfarewell,beforeallthatleisureofTuskingumwhichhauntedthearrivalanddepartureofthetrains。

MaryKentonwasfuriouswhenherhusbandcamehomeandreportedthefacttoher。

"Howintheworlddidhefindoutwhenfatherwasgoing?"

"Hemusthavecometoallthethroughtrainssincehesayhimyesterday。

ButIthinkevenyouwouldhavebeensuited,Mary,ifyouhadseenhisfailuretowalkofffromthedepotarm-in-armwithme:

"Iwouldn’thavebeensuitedwithanythingshortofyourknocking,himdown,Dick。"

"Oh,thatwouldn’thavedone,"saidRichard。Afterawhileheadded,patiently,"Ellenismakingagooddealoftroubleforus。"

ThiswaswhatMarywasthinkingherself,anditwaswhatshemighthavesaid,butsinceDickhadsaiditshewasobligedtoprotest。"Sheisn’ttoblameforit。"

"Oh,Iknowsheisn’ttoblame。"

V。

ThefatheroftheunhappygirlwasofthesamemixedmindasherodesleeplesslybacktoNewYorkinhisberth,andheardthenoisesofslumberallroundhim。Fromtimetotimehegroanedsoftly,andturnedfromonecheektotheother。Everyhalf-hourorsohelethiswindow-

curtainflyup,andlaywatchingthelandscapefleetingpast;andthenhepulledthecurtaindownagainandtriedtosleep。AfterpassingAlbanyhedozed,butatPoughkeepsieazealousportercalledhimbymistake,andtherestofthewaytoNewYorkhesatupinthesmoking-room。Itseemedalongwhilesincehehaddrowsed;thethinnaphadnotrestedhim,andtheoldfacethatshoweditselfintheglass,withthefrostofatwodays’beardonit,wasdry-eyedandlimplysquaredbythefallofthemusclesatthecornersofthechin。

Hewonderedhowheshouldjustifytohiswifethethingwhichhefeltasaccountableforhavinghappenedtohimasifhecouldhavepreventedit。

Itwouldnothavehappened,ofcourse,ifhehadnotgonetoTuskingum,andshecouldsaythattohim;nowitseemedtohimthathisgoing,whichhadbeensoimperativebeforehewent,wasaltogetherneedless。Nothingbutharmhadcomeofit,andithadbeenaselfishindulgenceofaculpableweakness。

ItwasalittlebetterforKentonwhenhefoundhimselfwithhisfamily,andtheywentdowntogethertothebreakfastwhichthemotherhadengagedtheyoungerchildrentomakeaspleasantastheycouldfortheirfather,andnotworryhimwithtalkaboutTuskingum。Theyhad,infact,gotovertheirfirstseasonofhomesickness,andwerepostponingtheirlongingforTuskingumtilltheirreturnfromEurope,whentheywouldallgostraightoutthere。Kentonranthegauntletofwelcomefromtheblackelevator-

boysandbell-boysandthehead-waiter,whowentbeforehimtopulloutthejudge’schair,withcommandingfrownstohisunderlingstodothelikefortherestofthefamily;andashisownclumsyIrishwaiterstoodbehindhischair,breathingheavilyuponthejudge’shead,hegavehisorderforbreakfast,withacurioussenseofhavinggothomeagainfromsomestrangeplace。HesatisfiedBoynethathispigeonsandpoultryhadbeenwellcaredforthroughthewinter,andhetoldLottiethathehadnotmetmuchofanybodyexceptDick’sfamily,beforeherecollectedseeinghalfadozenofheryoungmenatdifferedtimes。ShewasnotveryexactingaboutthemandhermindseemedsetuponEurope,oratleastshetalkedofnothingelse。Ellenwasquietasshealwayswas,butshesmiledgentlyonherfather,andMrs。Kentontoldhimofthegirl’spreparationsforgoing,andcongratulatedherselfontheirwisdominhavingpostponedtheirsailing,inviewofalltheyhadtodo;andshemadeKentonfeelthateverythingwasinthebestpossibleshape。Assoonasshegothimaloneintheirownroom,shesaid,"Well,whatisit,poppa?"

Thenhehadtotellher,andshelistenedwithominousgravity。Shedidnotsaythatnowhecouldseehowmuchbetteritwouldhavebeenifhehadnotgone,butshemadehimsayitforher;andshewouldnotlethimtakecomfortinthenotionofkeepingthefactofhisinterviewwithBittridgefromEllen。"Itwouldbeworsethanuseless。Hewillwritetoheraboutit,andthenshewillknowthatwehavebeen,concealingit。"

Kentonwasastonishedathimselffornothavingthoughtofthat。"Andwhatareyougoingtodo,Sarah?"

"Iamgoingtotellher,"saidMrs。Kenton。

"Whydidn’tpoppatellmebefore?"thegirlperverselydemanded,assoonasheranotherhaddoneso。

"Ellen,youareanaughtychild!Ihaveagreatmindnottohaveawordmoretosaytoyou。Yourfatherhasn’tbeeninthehouseanhour。DidyouwanthimtospeakbeforeLottieandBoyne!"

"Idon’tseewhyhedidn’ttellmehimself。Iknowthereissomethingyouarekeepingback。Iknowthereissomeword——"

"Oh,yonpoorgirl!"saidhermother,meltingintopityagainstallsenseofduty。"Haveweevertriedtodeceiveyou?"

"No,"Ellensobbed,withherfaceinherhands。"NowIwilltellyoueverywordthatpassed,"saidMrs。Kenton,andshetold,aswellasshecouldremember,allthatthejudgehadrepeatedfromBittridge。"Idon’tsayheisn’tashamedofhimself,"shecommentedattheend。"Heoughttobe,and,ofcourse,hewouldbegladtobeinwithusagainwhenwegoback;butthatdoesn’talterhischaracter,Ellen。Still,ifyoucan’tseethatyourself,Idon’twanttomakeyou,andifyouwouldrathergohometoTuskingum,wewillgiveupthetriptoEurope。"

"It’stoolatetodothatnow,"saidthegirl,incruelreproach。

Hermotherclosedherlipsresolutelytillshecouldsay,"Oryoucanwritetohimifyouwantto。"

"Idon’twantto,"saidEllen,andshedraggedherselfupoutofherchair,andtrailedslowlyoutoftheroomwithoutlookingathermother。

"Well?"thejudgeasked,impatiently,whenhecameinassoonafterthisashedecentlycould。TheyobservedformswithregardtotalkingaboutEllenwhich,afterall,wereratherforthemselvesthanforher;Mrs。

Kenton,atleast,knewthatthegirlknewwhentheyweretalkingabouther。

"ShetookitaswellasIexpected。"

"Whatisshegoingtodo?"

"Shedidn’tsay。ButIdon’tbelieveshewilldoanything。"

"IwishIhadtakenourticketsfornextSaturday,"saidKenton。

"Well,wemustwaitnow,"saidhiswife。"Ifhedoesn’twritetoher,shewon’twritetohim。"

"Hassheeveransweredthatletterofhis?"

"No,andIdon’tbelieveshewillnow。"

ThatnightEllencametohermotherandsaidsheneednotbeafraidofherwritingtoBittridge。"Hehasn’tchanged,ifhewaswrong,bycomingandsayingthosethingstopoppa,andnothinghaschanged。"

"ThatisthewayIhopedyouwouldseeit;Ellen。"Hermotherlookedwistfullyather,butthegirlleftherwithoutlettinghersatisfythelonginginthemother’shearttoputherarmsroundherchild,andpullherheaddownuponherbreastforacry。

Kentonsleptbetterthatnightthanhiswife,whowaskeptawakebyaformlessforeboding。Fortheweekthatfollowedshehadthesenseofliterallypushingthehoursaway,sothatattimesshefoundherselfbreathless,asiffromsomeheavyphysicalexertion。Atsuchtimesshewasfranticwiththewishtohavethedaysgone,andthedayoftheirsailingcome,butshekeptherimpatiencefromherhusbandandchildren,andespeciallyfromEllen。Thegirlwaspassiveenough;shewasalmostwilling,andinthepreparationfortheirvoyageshedidhershareoftheshopping,anddiscussedthedifficultpointsofthisbusinesswithhermotherandsisterasifshehadreallybeenthinkingaboutitall。Buthermotherdoubtedifshehad,andmademoreofEllen’ssunkeneyesandthinfacethanofherintelligentandattentivewords。Itwasthesethatshereportedtoherhusband,whomshekeptfromtalkingwithEllen,andotherwisequelled。

"Letheralone,"sheinsisted,onemorningofthelastweek。"Whatcanyoudobyspeakingtoheraboutit?Don’tyouseethatsheismakingthebestfightshecan?Youwillweakenherifyouinterfere。It’slessthanaweeknow,andifyoucanonlyholdout,Iknowshecan。"

Kentongroaned。"Well,Isupposeyou’reright,Sarah。ButIdon’tliketheideaofforcinghertogo,unless——"

"Thenyouhadbetterwritetothatfellow,andaskhimtocomeandgether。"

ThisshutKenton’smouth,andhekeptonwithhisshaving。Whenhehadfinishedhefeltfresher,ifnotstronger,andhewentdowntobreakfast,whichhehadalone,notonlywithreferencetohisownfamily,butalltheotherguestsofthehotel。Hewasalwayssoearlythatsometimesthedining-roomwasnotopen;whenthishappened,heusedtogoandbuyanewspaperattheclerk’sdesk,foritwastooearlythenforthenews-

standtobeopen。Ithappenedsothatmorning,andhegothispaperwithoutnoticingtheyoungmanwhowaswritinghisnameinthehotelregister,butwholookedbrisklyupwhentheclerkbadeKentongood-

morningbyname。

"Why,judge!"hesaid,andheputoutahandwhichKentontookwithtremblingreluctanceandadazedstare。"IthoughtyousailedlastSaturday!"

"WesailnextSaturday,"saidKenton。

"Well,well!ThenImisunderstood,"saidBittridge,andheadded:"Why,thisismoneyfoundintheroad!Howareallthefamily?I’vegotmymotherherewithme;broughtheronforakindofalittleouting。

She’llbethemostsurprisedwomaninNewYorkwhenItellheryou’rehereyet。Wecametothishotelbecauseweknewyouhadbeenhere,butwedidn’tsupposeyouwerehere!Well!Thisistoogood!IsawDick,Friday,buthedidn’tsayanythingaboutyoursailing;IsupposehethoughtIknew。Didn’tyoutellmeyouweregoinginaweek,thatdayinyourhouse?"

"PerhapsIdid,"Kentonfalteredout,hiseyesfixedonBittridge’swithahelplessfascination。

"Well,itdon’tmattersolongasyou’rehere。Mother’sintheparlorwaitingforme;Iwon’trisktakingyoutohernow,judge——rightoffthetrain,youknow。ButIwanttobringhertocallonMrs。Kentonassoonafterbreakfastasyou’llletme。ShejustidolizesMrs。Kenton,fromwhatI’vetoldherabouther。Ourroomsready?"Heturnedtotheclerk,andtheclerkcalled"Front!"toabellboy,whoranupandtookBittridge’shand-baggage,andstoodwaitingtofollowhimintotheparlor。"Well,youmustexcusemenow,judge。Solong!"hesaid,gayly,andKentoncreptfeeblyawaytothedining-room。

Hemusthaveeatenbreakfast,buthewasnotawareofdoingso;andtheeventsofhisleavingthetableandgoingupintheelevatorandfindinghimselfinhiswife’spresencedidnotpresentthemselvesconsecutively,thoughtheymustallhavesuccessivelyoccurred。Itdidnotseemtohimthathecouldtellwhatheknew,buthefoundhimselfdoingit,andherhearingitwithstrangequiet。

"Verywell,"shesaid。"ImusttellEllen,and,ifshewishes,wemuststayinandwaitfortheircall。"

"Yes,"thejudgemechanicallyconsented。

ItwaspainfulforMrs。KentontoseehowthegirlflushedwhensheannouncedthefactofBittridge’spresence,forsheknewwhatastrifeofhopeandshameandpridetherewasinEllen’sheart。Atfirstshesaidthatshedidnotwishtoseehim,andthenwhenMrs。Kentonwouldnotsaywhethershehadbetterseehimornot,sheadded,vaguely,"Ifhehasbroughthismother——"

"Ithinkwemustseethem,Ellen。Youwouldn’twishtothinkyouhadbeenunkind;andhemightbehurtonhismother’saccount。Heseemsreallyfondofher,andperhaps——"

"No,thereisn’tanyperhaps,momma,"saidthegirl,gratefully。"ButI

thinkwehadbetterseethem,too。IthinkwehadbetterALLseethem。"

"Justasyouplease,Ellen。Ifyouprefertomeetthemalone——"

"Idon’tpreferthat。Iwantpoppatobethere,andLottieandBoyneeven。"

Boyneobjectedwhenhewastoldthathispresencewasrequestedatthisfamilyrite,andhewouldhaveexcusedhimselfiftheinvitationhadbeenoftheformthatonemightdecline。"WhatdoIwanttoseehimfor?"hepuffed。"HenevercaredanythingaboutmeinTuskingum。What’shewanthere,anyway?"

"Iwishyoutocomein,myson,"saidhismother,andthatendedit。

Lottiewasnotsotractable。"Verywell,momma,"shesaid。"Butdon’texpectmetospeaktohim。Ihavesomelittleself-respect,iftherestofyouhaven’t。AmIgoingtoshakehandswithhim!Inevertooktheleastnoticeofhimathome,andI’mnotgoingtohere。"

Bittridgedecidedthequestionofhand-shakingforherwhentheymet。Hegreetedhergloomingbrotherwithajolly"Hello,Boyne!"andwithoutwaitingfortheboy’stardyresponsehesaid"Hello,Lottie!"tothegirl,andtookherhandandkeptitinhiswhilehemadeanelaboratecomplimenttohergoodlooksandhergaininweight。Shehadcometardilyasaproofthatshewouldnothavecomeinatallifshehadnotchosentodoso,andMrs。BittridgewasalreadyseatedbesideEllenonthesofa,holdingherhand,andtryingtokeephermobile,inattentiveeyesuponEllen’sface。Shewasalittlewoman,youthfullydressed,butnotdressedyouthfullyenoughforthedry,yellowhairwhichcurledtightlyinsmallringsonherskull,likethewigofarag-doll。Herrestlesseyeswereroundanddeep-set,withthelidsflungupoutofsight;shehadalax,formlessmouth,andananxioussmile,withwhichsheconstantlywatchedhersonforhisinitiative,whilesherecollectedherselffromtimetotime,longenoughtosmoothEllen’shandbetweenherown,andsay,"Oh,IjustthinktheworldofClarence;andIguesshethinkshismotherisaboutright,too,"andthendidnotheedwhatEllenanswered。

Thegirlsaidverylittle,anditwasBittridgewhotalkedforall,dominatingtheroomwithalarge,satisfiedpresence,inwhichthejudgesatwithdrawn,hisforeheadsupportedonhishand,andhiselbowonthetable。Mrs。Kentonheldherselfupright,withherhandscrossedbeforeher,stealingalooknowandthenatherdaughter’savertedface,butkeepinghereyesfromMrs。Bittridge,who,whenevershecaughtMrs。

Kenton’sglance,saidsomethingtoheraboutherClarence,andhowheusedtowritehometoheratBallardsvilleabouttheKentons,sothatshefeltacquaintedwithallofthem。Herreminiscenceswereperfunctory;

Mrs。Bittridgehadvoluntarilybutonetopic,andthatwasherself,eitherasshewasincludedintheinteresthersonmustinspire,orassheincludedhimintheinterestshemustinspire。Shesaidthat,nowtheyhadmetatlast,shewasnotgoingtoresttilltheKentonshadbeenovertoBallardsville,andmadeheragood,longvisit;hersonhadsomedifficultyinmakingherrealizethattheKentonsweregoingtoEurope。

Thenshelaughed,andsaidshekeptforgetting;andshedidwishtheywereallcomingbacktoTuskingum。

Ifitisamerittotreatafatuousmotherwithdeference,Bittridgehadthatmerit。Hisdeferencewasofthecaressingandlaughingsort,whichtookthespectatorintothejokeofherpeculiaritiesassomethingtheywouldappreciateandenjoywithhim。Shehadbeenakittenishandpettedpersoninheryouth,perhaps,andnowshepettedherself,aftershehadlongceasedtobeakitten。Whatwasrespectableandwhatwaspatheticinherwasherwishtopromoteherson’sfortuneswiththeKentons,butshetriedtodothisfromnotaveryclearunderstandingofherpart,apparently,andlittlesenseofthemeans。ForEllen’ssake,ratherthanhers,thefatherandmotherreceivedheroverturestotheirlikingkindly;theyansweredherpatiently,andMrs。Kentoneventriedtoleadthewayforhertoshowherselfatherbest,bytalkingofherjourneyontoNewYork,andofthecity,andwhatshewouldseetheretointeresther。LottieandBoyne,sternlyalooftogetherinoneoftheirmomentaryalliances,listenedtoherreplieswithasilentcontemptthatalmostincludedtheirmother;Kentonborewiththewomanhumblyandsadly。

Hewas,infact,ratherbewilderedwiththesituation,forwhichhefelthimselfremotelyifnotimmediatelyresponsible。Bittridgewasthereamongthemnotonlyongoodterms,butapparentlyinthecharacterofamorethantoleratedpretendanttoEllen’sfavor。Therewerepassagesoftimeiswhichthefatherwasnotsurethatthefellowwasnotengagedtohisdaughter,thoughwhentheseinstantsweregonehewasawarethattherehadbeennoovertlove-makingbetweenthemandBittridgehadneverofferedhimself。Whatwashedoingthere,then?Thejudgeaskedhimselfthat,withoutbeingabletoanswerhimself。Sofarashecouldmakeout,hiswifeandhewerelettinghimseeEllen,andshowherofftohismother,mainlytodisgustherwiththemboth,andbecausetheywereafraidthatiftheydeniedhertohim,itwouldbetheworseforthemthroughhersuffering。Thejudgewasnotaccustomedtoapplythetestsbywhichpeoplearefoundvulgarornot;thesewerenotofhissimpleworld;allthathefeltaboutMrs。Bittridgewasthatshewasaveryfoolish,falseperson,whowastrueinnothingbutheradmirationofherrascalofason;hedidnotthinkofBittridgeasarascalviolently,buthelplessly,andwithaheartthatmeltedinpityforEllen。

Helongedtohavethesepeoplegone,notsomuchbecausehewassounhappyintheirpresenceasbecausehewishedtolearnEllen’sfeelingaboutthemfromhiswife。Shewouldknow,whetherAllensaidanythingtoherornot。ButperhapsifMrs。Kentonhadbeenaskedtodeliverhermindonthispointatonceshewouldhavebeenalittlepuled。Allthatshecouldsee,andshesawitwithasinkingoftheheart,wasthatEllenlookedmoreatpeacethanshehadbeensinceBittridgewaslastintheirhouseatTuskingum。Hereyescovertlyfollowedhimashesattalking,orwentabouttheroom,makinghimselfathomeamongthem,asifhewerewelcomewitheveryone。Hejokedhermorethantherest,andaccusedherofhavingbecomearegularNew-Yorker;hesaidhesupposedthatwhenshecamebackfromEuropeshewouldnotknowanybodyinTuskingum;andhismother,playingwithEllen’sfingers,asiftheyhadbeenthefringeofatassel,declaredthatshemustnotmindhim,forhecarriedonjustsowitheverybody;atthesametimesheorderedhimtostop,orshewouldgorightoutoftheroom。

Shegavenoothersignofgoing,anditwashersonwhohadtomakethemovementforheratlast;sheapparentlydidnotknowthatitwasherparttomakeit。ShesaidthatnowtheKentonsmustcomeandreturnhercall,andberealneighborly,justthesameasiftheywereallathometogether。Whenhersonshookhandswitheveryoneshedidsotoo,andshesaidtoeach,"Well,Iwishyougood-morning,"andlethimpushherbeforehim,inhighdelightwiththejoke,outoftheroom。

WhentheyweregonetheKentonssatsilent,Ellenwitharaptsmileonherthin,flushedface,tillLottiesaid,"YouforgottoaskhimifwemightBREATHE,poppa,"andpacedoutoftheroominstatelyscorn,followedbyBoyne,whohadapparentlynowordsatthecommandofhisdumbrage。Kentonwishedtoremain,andhelookedathiswifeforinstruction。Shefrowned,andhetookthisforasignthathehadbettergo,andhewentwithalightsigh。

Hedidnotknowwhatelsetodowithhimself,andhewentdowntothereading-room。HefoundBittridgethere,smokingacigar,andtheyoungmancompanionablyofferedtobestowoneuponhim;butthejudgestifflyrefused,sayinghedidnotwishtosmokejustthen。HenotedthatBittridgewasstillinhischaracteroffamilyfavorite,andhishandtrembledashepasseditoverthesmoothknobofhisstick,whilehesatwaitingforthefellowtotakehimselfaway。ButBittridgehadapparentlynothoughtofgoing。Hewaslookingattheamusementsfortheeveninginapaperhehadbought,andhewishedtoconsultthejudgeastowhichwasthebesttheatretogotothatnight;hesaidhewantedtotakehismother。KentonprofessednottoknowmuchabouttheNewYorktheatres,andthenBittridgeguessedhemustgettheclerktotellhim。

Butstillhedidnotpartwiththejudge。Hesatdownbesidehim,andtoldhimhowgladhewastoseehisfamilylookingsowell,especiallyMissEllen;hecouldnotremembereverseeinghersostrong-looking。Hesaidthatgirlhadcapturedhismother,whowasinlovewithprettymuchthewholeKentonfamily,though。

"Andby-the-way,"headded,"IwanttothankyouandMrs。Kenton,judge,forthewayyoureceivedmymother。Youmadeherfeelthatshewasamongfriends。Shecan’ttalkaboutanythingelse,andIguessIsha’n’thavemuchtroubleinmakingherstayinNewYorkaslongasyou’rehere。Shewasinclinedtobehomesick。Thefactis,thoughIdon’tcaretohaveittalkedaboutyet,andIwishyouwouldn’tsayanythingtoDickaboutitwhenyouwritehome,IthinkofsettlinginNewYork。I’vebeenofferedashowintheadvertisingdepartmentofoneofthebigdailies——I’mnotatlibertytosaywhich——andit’satoss-upwhetherIstayhereorgotoWashington;I’vegotachancethere,too,butit’sonthestaffofanewenterprise,andI’mnotsureaboutit。I’vebroughtmymotheralongtoletherhavealookatbothplaces,thoughshedoesn’tknowit,andI’dratheryouwouldn’tspeakofitbeforeher;I’mgoingtotakeherontoWashingtonbeforewegoback。Iwanttohavemymotherwithme,judge。

It’sbetterforafellowtohavethathome-feelinginalargeplacefromthestart;itkeepshimoutofalotofthings,andIdon’tpretendtobebetterthanotherpeople,ornotmoresuperhuman。IfI’vebeenabletokeepoutofscrapes,it’smorebecauseI’vehadmymothernearme,andI

don’tintendevertobeseparatedfromher,afterthis,tillIhaveahomeofmyown。She’sbeentheguiding-starofmylife。"

Kentonwasunabletomakeanyformalresponse,and,infact,hewassopreoccupiedwiththequestionwhetherthefellowwasmoreafoolorafraudthathemadenoansweratall,beyondafewinarticulategrumblingsofassent。ThesesufficedforBittridge,apparently,forhewentoncontentedly:"WheneverI’vebeentemptedtogoalittlewild,thethoughtofhowmotherwouldfeelhaskeptmeonthetracklikenothingelsewould。No,judge,thereisn’tanythinginthisworldlikeagoodmother,excepttherightkindofawife。"

Kentonrose,andsaidhebelievedhemustgoupstairs。Bittridgesaid,"Allright;I’llseeyoulater,judge,"andswungeasilyofftoadvisewiththeclerkastothebesttheatre。

VI。

Kentonwassounhappythathecouldnotwaitforhiswifetocometohimintheirownroom;hebrokeinuponherandEllenintheparlor,andathiscomingthegirlflittedout,inthenoiselessfashionwhichoflatehadmadeherfatherfeelsomethingghostlikeinher。Hewasafraidshewasgrowingtodislikehim,andtryingtoavoidhim,andnowhepresentedhimselfquitehumblybeforehiswife,asifhehaddonewrongincoming。

Hebeganwithasortofapologyforinterrupting,buthiswifesaiditwasallright,andsheadded,"Wewerenottalkingaboutanythinginparticular。"Shewassilent,andthensheaddedagain:"SometimesI

thinkEllenhasn’tveryfineperceptions,afterall。Shedoesn’tseemtofeelaboutpeopleasIsupposedshewould。"

"Youmeanthatshedoesn’tfeelasyouwouldsupposeaboutthosepeople?"

Mrs。Kentonanswered,obliquely。"Shethinksit’sabeautifulthinginhimtobesodevotedtohismother。"

"Humph!Andwhatdoesshethinkofhismother?"

"Shethinksshehasveryprettyhair。"

Mrs。Kentonlookedgravelydownattheworkshehadinherhands,andKentondidnotknowwhattomakeofitall。Hedecidedthathiswifemustfeel,ashedid,adoubtofthechild’ssincerity,withsenseofherevasivenessmoretolerantthanhisown。YetheknewthatifitcametoaquestionofforcingEllentodowhatwasbestforher,orforbiddinghertodowhatwasworst,hiswifewouldhaveallthestrengthforthework,andhenone。Heaskedher,hopelesslyenough,"Doyouthinkshestillcaresforhim?"

"Ithinkshewishestogivehimanothertrial;Ihopeshewill。"Kentonwasdaunted,andheshowedit。"Shehasgottoconvinceherself,andwehavegottolether。Shebelieves,ofcourse,thathe’shereonheraccount,andthatflattersher。Whyshouldshebesodifferentfromothergirls?"Mrs。Kentondemandedoftheangryprotestinherhusband’seye。

Hisspiritfell,andhesaid,"Ionlywishsheweremorelikethem。"

"Well,then,sheisjustasheadstrongandassilly,whenitcomestoathinglikethis。Ouronlyhopeistoletherhaveherownway。"

"Doyousupposehecaresforher,afterall?"

Mrs。Kentonwassilent,asifinexhaustiveself-question。Thensheanswered:"No,Idon’tinthatway。Buthebelieveshecangether。"

"Then,Sarah,Ithinkwehaveadutytothepoorchild。Youmusttellherwhatyouhavetoldme。"

Mrs。Kentonsmiledratherbitterly,inrecognitionofthefactthattheperformanceoftheircommondutymustfallwhollytoher。Butshemerelysaid:"Thereisnoneedofmytellingher。Sheknowsitalready。"

"Andshewouldtakehiminspiteofknowingthathedidn’treallycareforher?"

"Idon’tsaythat。Shewouldn’townittoherself。"

"Andwhatareyougoingtodo?"

"Nothing。Wemustletthingstaketheircourse。"

Theyhadagreatdealmoretalkthatcametothesameend。Theyplayedtheirsadcomedy,heinthepartofafatherdeterminedtosavehischildfromherself,andsheinhersofresistingandwithholdinghim。Itendedasithadsooftenendedbefore——heyielded,withmorefaithinherwisdomthanshehadherself。

AtluncheontheBittridgescouldnotjointheKentons,orbeaskedtodoso,becausethetableheldonlyfour,buttheystoppedontheirwaytotheirowntable,themothertobridleandtossinaffectedreluctance,whilethesonbraggedhowhehadgotthelasttwoticketstobehadthatnightforthetheatrewherehewasgoingtotakehismother。Heseemedtothinkthatthefacthadaspecialclaimonthejudge’sinterest,andshetowishtofindoutwhetherMrs。Kentonapprovedoftheatre-going。

ShesaidshewouldnotthinkofgoinginBallardsville,butshesupposeditwasmorerulableinNewYork。

DuringtheafternoonshecalledattheKentonapartmenttoconsulttheladiesaboutwhatsheoughttowear。Shesaidshehadnothingbutablack’barege’along,andwouldthatdowiththehatshehadon?Shehadwornittoletthemsee,andnowsheturnedherfacefromaidetosidetogivethemtheeffectoftheplumes,thatfelllikeadishevelledfeather-

dusterroundandoverthecrown。Mrs。Kentoncouldonlysaythatitwoulddo,butshebelievedthatitwasthecustomnowforladiestotaketheirhatsoffinthetheatre。

Mrs。Bittridgegaveahoarselaugh。"Oh,dear!ThenI’llhavetofixmyhairtwoways?Idon’tknowwhatClarenceWILLsay。"

Thementionofherson’snameopenedthewayforhertotalkofhiminrelationtoherself,andtherestofherstaypassedinthecelebrationofhisfilialvirtues,whichhadbeenmanifestfromtheearliestperiod。

Shecouldnotrememberthatsheeverhadtohitthechildalick,shesaid,orthathehadevermadehershedatear。

Whenshewent,Boynegloomilyinquired,"Whatmakesherhairsomuchdarkerattherootsthanitisatthepoints?"andhismothersnubbedhimpromptly。

"Youhadnobusinesstobehere,Boyne。Idon’tlikeboyshangingaboutwhereladiesaretalkingtogether,andlistening。"

ThisdidnotpreventLottiefromanswering,directlyforBoyne,andindirectlyforEllen,"It’sbecauseit’sbeguntogrowsincethelastbleach。"

ItwaseasiertograpplewithBoynethanwithLottie,,andMrs。Kentonwaswillingtoallowhertoleavetheroomwithherbrotherunrebuked。

ShewasevenwillingtohavehadtheveilliftedfromMrs。Bittridge’shairwitharudehand,ifitworldhelpEllen。

"Idon’twantyoutothink,momma,"saidthegirl,"thatIdidn’tknowaboutherhair,orthatIdon’tseehowsillysheis。Butit’sallthemoretohiscreditifhecanbesogoodtoher,andadmireher。Wouldyonlikehimbetterifhedespisedher?"

Mrs。Kentonfeltboththedefianceandthesecretshamefromwhichitspranginherdaughter’swords;andshewaitedforamomentbeforesheanswered,"Iwouldliketobesurehedidn’t!"

"Ifhedoes,andifhehidesitfromher,it’sthesameasifhedidn’t;

it’sbetter。Butyouallwishtodislikehim。"

"Wedon’twishtodislikehim,Ellen,goodnessknows。ButIdon’tthinkhewouldcaremuchwhetherwedislikedhimornot。IamsureyourpoorfatherandIwouldbeonlytoogladtolikehim。"

"Lottiewouldn’t,"saidEllen,witharesentmenthermotherfoundpathetic,itwassofeebleandaimless。

"Lottiedoesn’tmatter,"shesaid。ShecouldnotmakeouthownearlyEllenwastosharingthecommondislike,orhowfarshewouldgoinfortifyingherselfagainstit。Shekeptwithdifficultytohernegativefrankness,andsheletthegirlleavetheroomwithafretfulsigh,asifprovokedthathermotherwouldnotprovokeherfurther。ThereweremomentswhenMrs。KentonbelievedthatEllenwassickofherlove,andthatshewouldpluckitoutofherheartherselfifshewereleftalone。

ShewasthengladBittridgehadcome,sothatEllenmightcomparewiththerealitythecounterfeitpresentmentshehadkeptinherfancy;andshebelievedthatifshecouldbutleavehimtodohisworst,itwouldbethebestforEllen。

Intheevening,directlyafterdinner,BittridgesentuphisnameforMrs。Kenton。Thejudgehadremainedtoreadhispaperbelow,andLottieandBoynehadgonetosomefriendsinanotherapartment。ItseemedtoMrs。Kentonapieceofluckthatsheshouldbeabletoseehimalone,andshecouldnothavesaidthatshewasunpreparedforhimtocomein,holdinghistheatre-ticketsexplanatorilyinhishand,orsurprisedwhenhebegan:

"Mrs。Kenton,mymother’sgotabadheadache,andI’vecometoaskafavorofyou。Shecan’tuseherticketforto-night,andIwantyoutoletMissEllencomewithme。Willyou?"

Bittridgehadconstitutedhimselfanoldfriendofthewholefamilyfromtherenewaloftheiracquaintance,andMrs。Kentonwasnowmadeawareofhisbeingherpeculiarfavorite,inspiteoftheinstantrepulsionshefelt,shewasnotaversetowhatheproposed。HerfearwasthatEllenwouldbeso,orthatshecouldkeepfrominfluencinghertothistestofherrealfeelingforBittridge。"Iwillaskher,Mr。Bittridge,"shesaid,withaseveritywhichwasapreliminaryoftheimpartialityshemeanttousewithEllen。

"Well,that’sright,"heanswered,andwhileshewenttothegirl’sroomheremainedexaminingthedetailsofthedrawing-roomdecorationsineasysecurity,whichMrs。Kentonjustifiedonherreturn。

"Ellenwillbereadytogowithyou,Mr。Bittridge。"

"Well,that’sgood,"saidtheyoungman,andwhilehetalkedonshesatwonderingatanaturewhichallmodestyanddeferenceseemedleftoutof,thoughhehadsometimesgivenevidenceofhisintellectualappreciationofthesethings。HetalkedtoMrs。Kentonnotonlyasiftheywereinevery-wiseequal,butasiftheywereofthesameage,almostofthesamesex。

Ellencamein,cloakedandhatted,withherdelicatefaceexcitedinprospectoftheadventure;andhermothersawBittridgelookatherwithmoretendernessthanshehadeverseeninhimbefore。"I’lltakegoodcareofher,Mrs。Kenton,"hesaid,andforthefirsttimeshefeltherselfrelentalittletowardshim。

AminuteaftertheyweregoneLottiebouncedintotheroom,followedbyBoyne。

"Momma!"sheshouted,"Ellenisn’tgoingtothetheatrewiththatfellow?"

"Yes,sheis。"

"Andyoulether,momma!Withoutachaperon?"

Boyne’sfacehadmirroredtheindignationinhissister’s,butatthisunprecedentedburstofconventionalityheforgottheirmomentaryalliance。"Well,you’reaprettyonetotalkaboutchaperons!WalkingalloverTuskingumwithfellowsatnight,andgoingbuggy-ridingwitheverybody,andoutrowing,andherefairlybeggingJimPlumptontocomedowntothesteamerandseeyouoffagain!"

"Shutup!"Lottieviolentlyreturned,"orI’lltellmommahowyou’vebeenbehavingwithRitaPlumptonyourself。"

"Well,tell!"Boynedefiedher。

"Oh,itdon’tmatterwhatabratofaboysaysordoes,anyway,"saidLottie。"ButIthinkEllenisdisgracingthefamily。EverybodyinthehotelislaughingatthatwiggyoldMrs。Bittridge,withherwobblyeyes,andtheycanseethathe’sjustasgreen!ThePlumptonshavebeenlaughingsoaboutthem,andItoldthemthatwehadnothingtodowiththemathome,andhadfairlyturnedBittridgeoutofthehouse,buthehadimpudenceenoughforanything;andnowtofindEllengoingofftothetheatrewithhimalone!"

Lottiebegantocrywithvexationasshewhippedoutoftheroom,andBoyne,whofelthimselfdrawntohersideagain,said,veryseriously:

"Well,itain’tthethinginNewYork,youknow,momma;andanybodycanseewhatajayBittridgeis。Ithinkit’stoobadtolether。"

"Itisn’tforyoutocriticiseyourmother,Boyne,"saidMrs。Kenton,butshewasmoreshakenthanshewouldallow。Herowntraditionsweresosimplethatthepointofetiquettewhichherchildrenhadurgedhadnotoccurredtoher。ThequestionwhetherEllenshouldgowithBittridgeatallbeingdecided,shewould,ofcourse,goinNewYorkasshewouldgoinTuskingum。NowMrs。Kentonperceivedthatshemustnot,andshehadhershareofhumiliationintheimpressionwhichhismother,asherfriend,apparently,wasmakingwithherchildren’sacquaintancesinthehotel。IftheywouldthinkeverybodyinTuskingumwaslikeher,itwouldcertainlybeveryunpleasant,butshewouldnotquiteownthistoherself,stilllesstoafourteen-year-oldboy。"IthinkwhatyourfatherandIdecidetoberightwillbesufficientexcuseforyouwithyourfriends。"

"Doesfatherknowit?"Boyneasked,mostunexpectedly。

Havingnootheranswerready,Mrs。Kentonsaid,"Youhadbettergotobed,myson。"

"Well,"hegrumbled,ashelefttheroom,"Idon’tknowwherealltheprideoftheKentonsisgoneto。"

InhissenseoffallengreatnessheattemptedtojoinLottieinherroom,butshesaid,"Goaway,nastything!"andBoynewasobligedtoseekhisownroom,whereheoccupiedhimselfwithacontrivancehewasinventingtoenableyoutocloseyourdoorandturnoffyourgasbyasystemofpulleyswithoutleavingyourbed,whenyouweretiredofreading。

Mrs。Kentonwaitedforherhusbandinmuchlesscomfort,andwhenhecame,andasked,restlessly,"Wherearethechildren?"shefirsttoldhimthatLottieandBoynewereintheirroomsbeforeshecouldbringherselftosaythatEllenhadgonetothetheatrewithBittridge。

Itwassomerelieftohavehimtakeitinthedullwayhedid,andtosaynothingworsethan,"Didyouthinkitwaswelltohaveher!"

"YoumaybesureIdidn’twantherto。ButwhatwouldshehavesaidifI

hadrefusedtolethergo?Icantellyouitisn’taneasymattertomanageherinthisbusiness,andit’sveryeasyforyoutocriticise,withouttakingtheresponsibility。"

"I’mnotcriticising,"saidKenton。"Iknowyouhaveactedforthebest。"

"Thechildren,"saidMrs。Kenton,wishingtobejustifiedfurther,"thinksheoughttohavehadachaperon。Ididn’tthinkofthat;itisn’tthecustomathome;butLottiewasverysaucyaboutit,andIhadtosendBoynetobed。Idon’tthinkourchildrenareverymuchcomforttous。"

"Theyaregoodchildren,"Kentonsaid,said——provisionally。

"Yes,thatistheworstofit。Iftheywerebad,wewouldn’texpectanycomfortfromthem。Ellenisaboutperfect。She’sasnearanangelasachildcanbe,butshecouldhardlyhavegivenusmoreanxietyifshehadbeentheworstgirlintheworld。"

"That’strue,"thefathersadlyassented。

"Shedidn’treallywanttogowithhimto-night,I’llsaythatforher,andifIhadsaidasinglewordagainstitshewouldn’thavegone。Butallatonce,whileshesattheretryingtothinkhowIcouldexcuseher,shebeganaskingmewhatsheshouldwear。There’ssomethingstrangeaboutit,Rufus。IfIbelievedinhypnotism,Ishouldsayshehadgonebecausehewilledhertogo。"

"Iguessshewentbecauseshewantedtogobecauseshe’sinlovewithhim,"saidKenton,hopelessly。

"Yes,"Mrs。Kentonagreed。"Idon’tseehowshecanendurethesightofhim。He’shandsomeenough,"sheadded,withawoman’ssubjectivelogic。

"Andthere’ssomethingfascinatingabouthim。He’sverygraceful,andhe’sgotagoodfigure。"

"He’sahound!"saidKenton,exhaustively。

"Ohyes,he’sahound,"shesighed,asiftherecouldbenodoubtonthatpoint。"Itdon’tseemrightforhimtobeinthesameroomwithEllen。

Butit’sforhertosay。Ifeelmoreandmorethatwecan’tinterferewithoutdoingharm。Isupposethatifshewerenotsoinnocentherselfshewouldrealizewhathewasbetter。ButIdothinkheappreciatesherinnocence。Heshowsmorereverenceforherthanforanyoneelse。"

"Howwasithismotherdidn’tgo?"askedKenton。

"Shehadaheadache,hesaid。ButIdon’tbelievethat。HealwaysintendedtogetEllentogo。Andthat’sanotherthingLottiewasvexedabout;shesayseverybodyislaughingatMrs。Bittridge,andit’smortifyingtohavepeopletakeherforafriendofours。"

"Iftherewerenothingworsethanthat,"saidKenton,"Iguesswecouldlivethroughit。Well,Idon’tknowhowit’sgoingtoallend。"

Theysattalkingsadly,butfindingacertaincomfortintheirmutualdiscouragement,andintheirknowledgethattheyweredoingthebesttheycouldfortheirchild,whosefreedomtheymustnotinfringesofarastodowhatwasabsolutelybest;andthetimepassednotsoheavilytillherreturn。Thiswasannouncedbythemountingoftheelevatortotheirlanding,andthenbylow,rapidpleadinginaman’svoiceoutside。

Kentonwasabouttoopenthedoor,whentherecametheformlessnoiseofwhatseemedastruggle,andEllen’svoiceroseinamuffedcry:"Oh!Oh!

Letmebe!Goaway!Ihateyou!"Kentonthedooropen,andEllenburstin,runningtohideherfaceinhermother’sbreast,whereshesobbedout,"He——hekissedme!"likeaterrifiedchildmorethananinsultedwoman。ThroughtheopendoorcametheclatterofBittridge’sfeetasherandown-stairs。

VII。

WhenMrs。Kentoncamefromquietingthehystericalgirlinherroomshehadthetask,almostasdelicateanddifficult,ofquietingherhusband。

Shehadkepthim,bythemostsolemnandexhaustiveentreaty,fromfollowingBittridgedownstairsandbeatinghimwithhisstick,andnowshewasanswerabletohimforhisforbearance。"Ifyondon’tbehaveyourself,Rufus,"shehadtosay,"youwillhavesomesortofstroke。

Afterall,there’snoharmdone。"

"Noharm!DoyoucallitnoharmforthathoundtokissEllen?"

"Hewouldn’thaveattempteditunlesssomethinghadleduptoit,I

suppose。"

"Sarah!Howcanyouspeaksoofthatangel?"

"Oh,thatangelisagirlliketherest。Youkissedmebeforewewereengaged。"

"Thatwasverydifferent。"

"Idon’tseehow。Ifyourdaughterissosacred,whywasn’thermother?

Youmendon’tthinkyourwivesaresacred。That’sit!"

"No,no,Sarah!It’sbecauseIdon’tthinkofyouasapartfrommyself,thatIcan’tthinkofyouasIdoofEllen。IbegyourpardonifI

seemedtosetheraboveyou。ButwhenIkissedyouwewereveryyoung,andwelivedinasimpleday,whensuchthingsmeantnoharm;andIwasveryfondofyou,andyouweretheholiestthingintheworldtome。IsEllenholytothatfellow?"

"Iknow,"Mrs。Kentonrelented。"I’mnotcomparinghimtoyou。AndthereisadifferencewithEllen。Sheisn’tlikeothergirls。IfithadbeenLottie——"

"Ishouldn’thavelikeditwithLottie,either,"saidthemajor,stiffly。

"ButifithadbeenLottieshewouldhaveboxedhisearsforhim,insteadofrunningtoyou。Lottiecantakecareofherself。AndIwilltakecareofEllen。WhenIseethatscoundrelinthemorning——"

"Whatwillyoudo,anoldmanlikeyou!Icantellyou,it’ssomethingyou’vejustgottobearitifyoudon’twantthescandaltofillthewholehotel。It’saveryfortunatething,afterall。It’llputanendtothewholeaffair。"

"Doyouthinkso,Sarah?IfIbelievedthat。WhatdoesEllensay?"

"Nothing;shewon’tsayanything——justcriesandhidesherface。

Ibelievesheisashamedofhavingmadeascenebeforeus。ButIknowthatshe’ssodisgustedwithhimthatshewillneverlookathimagain,andifit’sbroughthertothatIshouldthinkhiskissingherthegreatestblessingintheworldtousall。Yes,Ellen!"

Mrs。Kentonhurriedoffatafaintcallfromthegirl’sroom,andwhenshecameagainshesatdowntoalongdiscussionofthesituationwithherhusband,whilesheslowlytookdownherhairandprepareditforthenight。Herconclusion,whichshemadeherhusband’s,wasthatitwasmostfortunatetheyshouldbesailingsosoon,andthatitwasthegreatestpitytheywerenotsailinginthemorning。Shewishedhimtosleep,whethershesleptherselfornot,andsheputthemosthopefulfacepossibleuponthematter。"Onethingyoucanrestassuredof,Rufus,andthatisthatit’salloverwithEllen。Shemayneverspeaktoyouabouthim,andyoumustn’tevermentionhim,butshefeelsjustasyoucouldwish。Doesthatsatisfyyou?SometimeIwilltellyouallshesays。"

"Idon’tcaretohear,"saidKenton。"AllIwantisforhimtokeepawayfromme。IthinkifhespoketomeIshouldkillhim。"

"Rufus!"

"Ican’thelpit,Sarah。Ifeeloutragedtothebottomofmysoul。I

couldkillhim。"

Mrs。Kentonturnedherheadandlookedsteadfastlyathimoverhershoulder。"Ifyoustrikehim,ifyoutouchhim,Mr。Kenton,youwillundoeverythingthattheabominablewretchhasdoneforEllen,andyouwillclosemymouthandtiemyhands。Willyoupromisethatundernoprovocationwhateverwillyoudohimtheleastharm?IknowEllenbetterthanyoudo,andIknowthatyouwillmakeherhateyouunless——"

"Oh,Iwillpromise。Youneedn’tbeafraid。Lordhelpme!"Kentongroaned。"Iwon’ttouchhim。Butdon’texpectmetospeaktohim。"

"No,Idon’texpectthat。Hewon’toffertospeaktoyou。"

Theyslept,andinthemorningshestayedtobreakfastwithEllenintheirapartment,andletherhusbandgodownwiththeiryoungerchildren。

Shecouldtrusthimnow,whateverformhisfurthertrialshouldtake,andhefeltthathewaspledginghimselftoheranew,whenBittridgecamehilariouslytomeethiminthereading-room,wherehewentforapaperafterbreakfast。

"Ah,judge!"saidtheyoungman,gayly。"Hello,Boyne!"headdedtotheboy,whohadcomewithhisfather;Lottiehadgonedirectlyup-stairsfromthebreakfast-room。"Ihopeyou’reallwellthismorning?PlaynottoomuchforMissEllen?"

Kentonlookedhiminthefacewithoutanswering,andthentriedtogetawayfromhim,butBittridgefollowedhimup,talking,andignoringhissilence。

"Itwasasplendidpiece,judge。YoumusttakeMrs。Kenton。Iknowyou’llbothlikeit。Ihaven’teverseenMissEllensointerested。I

hopethewalkhomedidn’tfatigueher。Iwantedtogetacab,butshewouldwalk:Thejudgekeptmovingon,withhisheaddown。Hedidnotspeak,andBittridgewasforcedtonoticehissilence。"Nothingthematter,Ihope,withMissEllen,judge?"

"Goaway,"saidthejudge,inalowvoice,fumblingtheheadofhisstick。

"Why,what’sup?"askedBittridge,andhemanagedtogetinfrontofKentonandstayhimatapointwhereKentoncouldnotescape。Itwasacorneroftheroomtowhichtheoldmanhadaimlesslytended,withnopurposebuttoavoidhim:

"Iwishyoutoletmealone,sir,"saidKentonatlast。"Ican’tspeaktoyou。"

"Iunderstandwhatyoumean,judge,"saidBittridge,withagrin,allthemoremaddeningbecauseitseemedinvoluntary。"ButIcanexplaineverything。Ijustwantafewwordswithyou。It’sveryimportant;it’slifeordeathwithme,sir,"hesaid,tryingtolookgrave。"Willyouletmegotoyourroomswithyou?"

Kentonmadenoreply。

Bittridgebegantolaugh。"Thenlet’ssitdownhere,orintheladies’

parlor。Itwon’ttakemetwominutestomakeeverythingright。Ifyoudon’tbelieveI’minearnestIknowyoudon’tthinkIam,butIcanassureyou——WillyouletmespeakwithyouaboutMissEllen?"

StillKentondidnotanswer,shuttinghislipstight,andrememberinghispromisetohiswife。

Bittridgelaughed,asifinamusementatwhathehaddone。"Judge,letmesaytwowordstoyouinprivate!Ifyoucan’tnow,tellmewhenyoucan。We’regoingbackthisevening,motherandIare;sheisn’twell,andI’mnotgoingtotakehertoWashington。Idon’twanttogoleavingyouwiththeideathatIwantedtoinsultMissEllen。Icaretoomuchforher。IwanttoseeyouandMrs。Kentonaboutit。Ido,indeed。Andwon’tyouletmeseeyou,somewhere?"

Kentonlookedaway,firsttoonesideandthentoanother,andseemedstifling。

"Won’tyouspeaktome!Won’tyouanswerme?Seehere!I’dgetdownonmykneestoyouifitwoulddoyouanygood。Wherewillyoutalkwithme?"

"Nowhere!"shoutedKenton。"Willyougoaway,orshallIstrikeyouwithmystick?"

"Oh,Idon’tthink,"saidBittridge,andsuddenly,inthewantonnessofhisbaffledeffrontery,heraisedhishandandrubbedthebackofitintheoldman’sface。

BoyneKentonstruckwildlyathim,andBittridgecaughttheboybythearmandflunghimtohiskneesonthemarblefloor。Themenreadinginthearm-chairsaboutstartedtotheirfeet;aportercamerunning,andtookholdofBittridge。"Doyouwantanofficer,JudgeKenton?"hepanted。

"No,no!"Kentonanswered,chokingandtrembling。"Don’tarresthim。

Iwishtogotomyrooms,that’sall。Lethimgo。Don’tdoanythingaboutit。"

"I’llhelpyou,judge,"saidtheporter。"Takeholdofthisfellow,"hesaidtotwootherporterswhocameup。"Takehimtothedesk,andtelltheclerkhestruckJudgeKenton,butthejudgedon’twanthimarrested。"

BeforeKentonreachedtheelevatorwithBoyne,whowasrubbinghiskneesandfightingbackthetears,heheardtheclerk’svoicesaying,formally,totheporters,"Baggageoutof35and37"andadding,asmechanically,toBittridge:"Yourroomsarewanted。Getoutofthematonce!"

ItseemedthegatheringofneighborhoodaboutKenton,wherehehadfelthimselfsounfriended,againsttheoutragedonehim,andhefeltthesweetnessofbeingpersonallychampionedinaplacewherehehadthoughthimselfvaluedmerelyfortheprofitthatwasinhim;hiseyesfilled,andhisvoicefailedhiminthankingtheelevator-boyforrunningbeforehimtoringthebellofhisapartment。

VIII。

Thenextday,inTuskingum,Richard,KentonfoundamongthelettersofhislastmailonewhichheeasilyknewtobefromhissisterLottie,bythetightlycurled-uphandwriting,andbytheunliterarylookoftheslantedandhuddledaddressoftheenvelope:Theonlydoubthecouldhavefeltinopeningitwasfromtheunwontedlengthatwhichshehadwrittenhim;Lottieusuallypractisedalaconicbrevityinhernotes,whichweresuitedtothepovertyofherwrittenvocabularyratherthantheaffluenceofherspokenword。

"DearDick"[herletterran,trippingandstumblinginitscourse],"Ihavegottotellyouaboutsomethingthathasjusthappenedhere,andyouneedentlaughatthespeling,orthewayItellit,butjustpayattentiontothethingitself,ifyouplease。ThatdisgustingBittridgehasbeenherewithhishorridwiggyoldmother,andmommalethimtakeEllentothetheatre。Onthewayhomehetriedtomakeherpromiseshewouldmarryhimandatthedoorhekissedher。Theyhadanawfulnightwithherhiseterics,andIheardmommagoinginandout,andtryingtocomforthertilldaylight,nearly。InthemorningIwentdownwithpoppyandBoynetobreakfast,andafterI

cameup,fatherwenttothereading-roomtogetapaper,andthatBittridgewastherewaitingforhim,andwantedtospeakwithhimaboutEllen。Poppawouldentsayawordtohim,andhekeptfollowingpoppaup,tomakehim。Boynesaysbewouldenttakenoforanansir,andhungonandhungon,tillpoppathreatenedtohitthimwithhiscane。Thenhesawitwasnouse,andhetookhishandandrubbeditinpoppa’sface,andBoynebelieveshewastryingtopullpoppa’snose。BoyneactedlikeIwouldhavedone;hepoundedBittridgeintheback;butofcourseBittridgewastoostrongforhim,andthrewhimonthefloor,andBoynescrapedhiskneesothatitbledd。Thentheporterscameup,andcaughtBittridge,andwantedtosendforapoliceman,butfatherwouldentletthem,andtheporterstookBittridgetothedeskandtheclerktoldhimtogetoutinstantlyandtheyleftassoonasoldWiggycouldgetherthingson。Idon’tknowwheretheywent,buthetoldpoppatheyweregoinghometo-dayanyway。Now,Dick,Idon’tknowwhatyouwillwanttodo,andIamnotgoingtoputyouuptoanything,butI

knowwhatIwoulddo,prettywell,thefirsttimeBittridgeshowedhimselfinTuskingum。Youcandojustasyouplease,andIdon’taskyoutobelievemeifyou’rethinkI’msoexciteablethatIcanttellthetruth。IguessBoynewillsaythesame。MuchlovetoMary。Youraffectionatesister,"Lottie。

"P。S——EverywordLottiesaysistrue,butIamnotsurehemeanttopullhisnose。Thereasonwhyhethrewmedownsoeasilyis,I

havegrownaboutafoot,andIhavenotgotupmystrength。BOYNE。

"Thisisstrictlyconfidential。Theydon’tknowwearewriting。LATTIE。"

Afterreadingthisletter,RichardKentontoreitintosmallpieces,sothatthereshouldnotbeevensomuchwitnessasitboretofactsthatseemedtofillhimwithfurytothethroat。Hisfurywas,inagreementwithhistemperament,thewhitekindandcoldkind。Hewasabletokeepittohimselfforthatreason;atsupperhiswifeknewmerelythathehadsomethingonhismindthathedidnotwishtotalkof;andexperiencehadtaughtherthatitwouldbeuselesstotrymakinghimspeak。

Hesleptuponhiswrath,andinthemorningearly,atanhourwhenheknewtherewouldbenoloafersintheplace,hewenttoanout-datedsaddler’sshop,andaskedtheowner,aveteranofhisfather’sregiment,"Welks,doyouhappentohaveacowhideamongyourantiquities?"

"Regularoldstyle?"Welksreturned。"Kindtheymakeoutofacow’shideanduseonaman’s?"

"Somethingofthatsort,"saidRichard,withaslightsmile。

Thesaddlersaidnothingmore,butrummagedamongtheriff-raffonanuppershelf。Hegotdownwiththetapering,translucent,wicked-lookingthinginhishand。"Ireckonthat’swhatyou’reafter,squire。"

"Reckonitis,Welks,"saidRichard,drawingitthroughhistubedlefthand。Thenhebuttoneditunderhiscoat,andpaidthequarterwhichWelkssaidhadalwaysbeenthepriceofacowhideevensincehecouldremember,andwalkedawaytowardsthestation。

"How’stheoldcolonel"Welkscalledafterhim,havingforgottentoaskbefore。

"Thecolonel’sallright,"Richardcalledback,withoutlookinground。

Hewalkedupanddowninfrontofthestation。AlocaltraincameinfromBallardsvilleat8。15,andwaitedfortheNewYorkspecial,andthenreturnedtoBallardsville。Richardhadboughtaticketforthatstation,andwasgoingtotakethetrainback,butamongthepassengerswhodescendedfromitwhenitdrewinwasonewhosavedhimthetroubleofgoing。

Bittridge,withhisovercoathangingonhisarm,advancedtowardshimwiththerest,andcontinuedtoadvance,inasortoffascination,afterhisneighbors,withtheinstinctthatsomethingwasabouttohappen,partedoneithersideofRichard,andleftthetwomenconfronted。

Richarddidnotspeak,butdeliberatelyreachedouthislefthand,whichhecaughtsecurelyintoBittridge’scollar;thenhebegantobeathimwiththecowhidewhereverhecouldstrikehiswrithingandtwistingshape。Neitherutteredaword,andexceptforthewhirofthecowhideintheair,andtheraspingsoundofitsarrestuponthebodyofBittridge,thethingwasdoneinperfectsilence。Thewitnessesstoodwellbackinadaze,fromwhichtheyrecoveredwhenRichardreleasedBittridgewithatwistofthehandthattorehiscollarlooseandlefthiscravatdangling,andtossedthefrayedcowhideaway,andturnedandwalkedhomeward。ThenoneofthempickedupBittridge’shatandsetitaslantonhishead,andothershelpedpullhiscollartogetherandtiehiscravat。

ForthefewmomentsthatRichardKentonremainedinsighttheyscarcelyfoundwordscoherentenoughforquestion,andwhentheydid,Bittridgehadnothingbutconfusedanswerstogivetotheeffectthathedidnotknowwhatitmeant,buthewouldfindout。Hegotintoahackandhadhimselfdriventohishotel,buthenevermadetheinquirywhichhethreatened。

InhisownhouseRichardKentonlaydownawhile,deadlysick,andhiswifehadtobringhimbrandybeforehecouldcontrolhisnervessufficientlytospeak。Thenhetoldherwhathehaddone,andwhy,andMarypulledoffhisshoesandputahot-waterbottletohiscoldfeet。

Itwasnotexactlythetreatmentforachampion,butMaryKentonwasnotthinkingofthat,andwhenRichardsaidhestillfeltalittlesickatthestomachshewantedhimtotryadropofcamphorinadditiontothebrandy。Shesaidhemustnottalk,butshewishedhimsomuchtotalkthatshewasgladwhenhebegan。

"ItseemedtobesomethingIhadtodo,Mary,butIwouldgiveanythingifIhadnotbeenobligedtodoit:

"Yes,Iknowjusthowyoufeel,Dick,andIthinkit’sprettyhardthishascomeonyou。IdothinkEllenmight——"

"Itwasn’therfault,Mary。Youmustn’tblameher。She’shadmoretobearthanalltherestofus。"Marylookedstubbornlyunconvinced,andshewasnotmoved,apparently,bywhathewentontosay。"ThethingnowistokeepwhatI’vedonefrommakingmoremischiefforher。"

"Whatdoyoumean,Dick?Youdon’tbelievehe’lldoanythingaboutit,doyou?"

"No,I’mnotafraidofthat。Hismouthisshut。Butyoucan’ttellhowEllenwilltakeit。Shemaysidewithhimnow。"

"Dick!IfIthoughtEllenKentoncouldbesuchafoolasthat!"

"Ifshe’sinlovewithhimshe’lltakehispart。"

"Butshecan’tbeinlovewithhimwhensheknowshowheactedtoyourfather!"

"Wecan’tbesureofthat。Iknowhowheactedtofather;butatthisminuteIpityhimsothatIcouldtakehispartagainstfather。AndI

canunderstandhowEllen——Anyway,Imustmakeacleanbreastofit。

WhatdayisthisThursday?AndtheysailSaturday!Imustwrite——"

Heliftedhimselfonhiselbow,andmadeasiftothrowofftheshawlshehadspreaduponhim。

"No,no!Iwillwrite,Dick!Iwillwritetoyourmother。WhatshallI

say?"Shewhirledabout,andgotthepaperandinkoutofherwriting-

desk,andsatdownnearhimtokeephimfromgettingup,andwrotethedate,andtheaddress,"DearMotherKenton,"whichwasthewayshealwaysbeganherletterstoMrs。Kenton,inordertodistinguishherfromherownmother。"NowwhatshallIsay?"

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