T. Tembarom

第8章

“Youhaven”tbeentoDetchworthyet?“Palliserinquired。

“No,notyet,“answeredTembarom。TheGranthamswereofthosewhohadnotyetcalled。

“It”sanagreeablehouse。TheGranthamsareagreeablepeople。”

“Arethereanyyoungpeopleinthefamily?“Tembaromasked。

“Youngpeople?Maleorfemale?“Pallisersmilinglyputit。Suddenlyitoccurredtohimthatthismightgivehimasortoflead。

“Girls,“saidTembarom,crudely”justplaingirls。”

Palliserlaughed。Hereitwas,perhaps。

“Theyarenotexactly”plain”girls,thoughtheyarenotbeauties。

TherearefourMissesGrantham。Lucyistheprettiest。Amabelisquitetremendousattennis。”

“Aretheyladies?“inquiredTembarom。

CaptainPalliserturnedandinvoluntarilystaredathim。Whatwasthefellowgettingat?

“I”mafraidIdon”tquiteunderstand,“hesaid。

ThenewTempleBarholmlookedquiteserious。Hedidnot,amazingtorelate,looklikeafoolevenwhenhegaveforthhisextraordinaryquestion。Itwashisalmostbusiness-likeseriousnesswhichsavedhim。

“Imean,doyoucallthemLadyLucyandLadyAmabel?“heanswered。

Ifhehadbeenyounger,lesshardened,orlessfinished,CaptainPalliserwouldhavelaughedoutright。Butheansweredwithoutself-

revelation。

“Oh,Isee。Youwereaskingwhetherthefamilyisatitledone。No;itisagoodoldname,quiteold,infact,butnotitlegoeswiththeestate。”

“Whoarethetitledpeopleabouthere?“Tembaromasked,quiteunabashed。

“TheEarlofPevensyatPevensyPark,theDukeofStoneatStoneHover,LordHambroughatDoone。Dooneisinthenextcounty,justovertheborder。”

“Havetheyallgotdaughters?“

CaptainPalliserfounditexpedienttoclearhisthroatbeforespeaking。

“LordPevensyhasdaughters,sohastheduke。LordHambroughhasthreesons。”

“Howmanydaughtersarethere——inabunch?“Mr。TempleBarholmsuggestedliberally。

ThereCaptainPalliserfeltitsafetoallowhimselftosmile,asthoughtakingitwithasenseofhumor。

“”Inabunch”isanawfullygoodwayofputtingit,“hesaid。“Ithappenstoapplyperhapsratherunfortunatelywell;bothfamiliesaremuchpoorerthantheyshouldbe,anddaughtersmustbeprovidedfor。

Eachhasfour。”Inabunch”thereareeight:LadyAlice,LadyEdith,LadyEthel,andLadyCeliaatStoneHover;LadyBeatrice,LadyGwynedd,LadyHonora,andLadyGwendolenatPevensyPark。Andnotafortuneamongthem,poorgirls!“

“It”snotthemoneythatmatterssomuch,“saidtheastoundingforeigner,“it”sthetitles。”

CaptainPalliserstoppedshortinthegardenpathforamoment。Hecouldscarcelybelievehisears。Thecrudegrotesquenessofitsofargotthebetterofhimthatifhehadnotcoughedhewouldhavebetrayedhimself。

“I”vehadaconfoundedcoldlately,“hesaid。“Excuseme;Imustgetitover。”

Heturnedalittleasideandcoughedenergetically。

AfterwatchinghimafewsecondsTembaromslippedtwofingersintohiswaistcoatpocketandproducedasmalltubeoftablets。

“Taketwoofthese,“hesaidassoonasthecoughstopped。“Ialwayscarryitaboutwithme。It”saNewYorkthingcalled”G。Destroyer。”G

standsforgrippe。”

Pallisertookit。

“Thanks。Withwater?No?Justdissolveinthemouth。Thanksawfully。”

Andhetooktwo,withtearsstillstandinginhiseyes。

“Don”ttastebad,dothey?“Mr。TempleBarholmremarkedencouragingly。

“Notatall。IthinkIshallbeallrightnow。Ijustneededtherelief。Ihavebeentryingtorestrainit。”

“That”samistake,“saidTembarom。Theystrolledonapaceorso,andhebeganagain,asthoughhedidnotmeantoletthesubjectdrop。

“It”sthetitles,“hesaid,“andthekind。Howmanyofthemaregood-

lookers?“

Palliserreflectedamoment,asthoughmakingmentalchoice。

“LadyAliceandLadyCeliaareratherplain,“hesaid,“andbothofthemareinvalidish。LadyEthelistallandhashandsomeeyes,butLadyEdithisreallythebeautyofthefamily。Sheridesanddanceswellandhasacharmingcolor。”

“Andtheotherones,“Tembaronsuggestedashepaused”LadyBeatriceandLadyGwyneddandLadyHonoraandLadyGwendolen。”

“Youremembertheirnameswell,“Palliserremarkedwithahalf-laugh。

“Oh,Ishallrememberthemallright,“Tembaromanswered。“Iearnedtwenty-fiveperinNewYorkbygettingnamesdownfine。”

“TheTalchestersarereallyallrathertaking。TalchesterisLordPevensy”sfamilyname,“Palliserexplained。“Theyaregirlswhohaveprettylittlenosesandbrightcomplexionsandeyes。LadyGwyneddandLadyHonorabothhavequitefascinatingdimples。”

“Dimples!“exclaimedhiscompanion。“Goodbusiness。”

“Doyoulikedimplesparticularly?“Palliserinquiredwithanimpartialair。

“I”dalwaysmakeabee-lineforadimple,“repliedMr。TempleBarholm。

“ClearthewaywhenIstart。”

ThiswasNewYorkphrasing,andwasplainlyhumorous;buttherewassomethingmorethanhumorinhiseyeandsmile——somethinghintingdistantlyatrecollection。

“You”llfindthematPevensyPark,“saidPalliser。

“WhataboutLadyJoanFayre?“wasthenextinquiry。

Palliser”ssideglanceathimwasobservantindeed。Heaskedhimselfhowmuchthemancouldknow。Takingthepastintoconsideration,LadyJoanmightturnouttobeasubjectrequiringdelicatehandling。Itwasnottheeasiestthingintheworldtotalkatallfreelytoapersonwithwhomonedesiredtokeepongoodterms,aboutayoungwomansupposedstilltocherishatragicpassionforthedeadmanwhooughttostandatthepresentmomentintheperson”s,figurativelyspeaking,extremelyill-fittingshoes。

“LadyJoanhasbeenfromherfirstseasonanundeniablebeauty,“hereplied。

“SheandtheoldladyaregoingtostayataplacecalledAsshaweHolt。Ithinkthey”regoingnextweek,“Tembaromsaid。

“Theoldlady?“repeatedCaptainPalliser。

“Imeanhermother。Theonethat”stheCountessofMallowe。”

“HaveyoumetLadyMallowe?“Palliserinquiredwithanotwhollyrepressedsmile。AvisionofLadyMalloweover-hearingtheirconversationarosebeforehim。

“No,Ihaven”t。What”sshelike?“

“Sheisnottheearly-ormid-Victorianoldlady,“wasPalliser”sreply。“ShewearsGainsboroughhats,andlooksaquitepossibleeightandthirty。Sheisahandsomepersonherself。”

Hewasnotawarethattheterm“oldlady“was,amongAmericansoftheclassofMrs。Bowse”sboarders,asortofgenerictermsignifyingalmostanythingmaternalwhichhadpassedthirty。

Tembaromproceeded。

“AftertheygetthroughattheAsshaweHoltplace,I”veaskedthemtocomehere。”

“Indeed,“saidPalliser,withaninwardstart。Themanevidentlydidnotknowwhatotherpeopledid。Afterall,whyshouldhe?HehadbeensellingsomethingorotherinthestreetsofNewYorkwhenthethinghappened,andheknewnothingofLondon。

“ThecountesscalledonMissAliciawhenwewereinLondon,“heheardnext。“Shesaidwewererelations。”

“Youare——asweare。Theconnectionisratherdistant,butitisnearenoughtoformasortoflink。”

“I”vewantedtoseeLadyJoan,“explainedTembarom。“FromwhatI”veheard,Ishouldsayshewasoneofthe”Lady”sPictorial”kind。”

“Iamafraid”Palliser”svoicewasslightlyunsteadyforthemoment——

“Ihavenotstudiedthetypesufficientlytoknow。The”Pictorial”issoexclusivelyawomen”speriodical。”

Hiscompanionlaughed。

“Well,I”veonlylookedthroughitoncemyselfjusttofindout。SomewayIalwaysthinkofLadyJoanasifshewaslikeoneofthoseBeaut”sfromBeautsville,withtrainsaslongasparlor-carsandfeathersintheirheads——dressedtogotoseethequeen。Iguessshe”sbeenpresentedatcourt,“headded。

“Yes,shehasbeenpresented。”

“Dotheylet”emgomorethanonce?“heaskedwithcasualcuriosity。

“Confoundthiscough!“exclaimedCaptainPalliser,andhebrokeforthagain。

“TakeanotherG,“saidTembarom,producinghistube。“Say,justtakethebottleandkeepitinyourpocket“

Whenthebriefparoxysmwasoverandtheymovedonagain,Palliserwaslookinganoddthingorsointheface。“IalwaysthinkofLadyJoan“

wasoneofthem。“Always“seemedtogoratherfar。Howoftenandwhyhadhe“alwaysthought“?Thefellowwasincredible。Didhissharp,boyishfaceandhisslouchconcealacolossal,vulgar,youngambition?

Therewasnotmuchconcealmentaboutit,Heavenknew。Andashesoevidentlywasnotawareofthefacts,howwouldtheyaffecthimwhenhediscoveredthem?AndthoughLadyMallowewasawomannotintheleastdistressedorhamperedbyshadesofdelicacyandscruple,shesurelywasastuteenoughtorealizethateventhisbounder”sdullnessmightbeawakenedtorealizethattherewasmorethanatouchofobviousindecencyinbringingthegirltothehouseofthemanshehadtragicallyloved,andmanoeuveringtoworkherintoitasthewifeofthemanwho,monstrouslyunfitashewas,hadtakenhisplace。CaptainPalliserknewwellthatthepressingoftherelationshiphadmeantonlyonething。Andhow,inthenameoftheFuries!hadshedraggedLadyJoanintotheschemewithher?

ItwasasunbelievableaswasthenewTempleBarholmhimself。Andhowunconcernedthefellowlooked!Perhapsthemanhehadsupplantedwasnomoretohimthanascarcelyrememberedname,ifhewasasmuchasthat。ThenTembarom,pacingslowlybyhisside,handsinpockets,eyesonthewalk,spoke:

“DidyoueverseeJemTempleBarholm?“heasked。

Itwaslikeathunderbolt。Hesaiditasthoughheweremerelycarryinghispreviousremarksontotheirnaturalconclusion;butPalliserfelthimselfsosuddenlyunadjusted,sotospeak,thathepalpablyhesitated。

“Didyou?“hiscompanionrepeated。

“Iknewhimwell,“wastheanswermadeassoonasreadjustmentwaspossible。

“Rememberjusthowhelooked?“

“Perfectly。Hewasastrikingfellow。Womenalwayssaidhehadfascinatingeyes。”

“Sortofslantdownwardontheoutsidecorners——andblackeyelashessortersweepingtogether?“

Palliserturnedwithamovementofsurprise。

“Howdidyouknow?Itwasjustthatoddsortofthing。”

“MissAliciatoldme。Andthere”sapictureinthegallerythat”slikehim。”

CaptainPalliserfeltasembarrassedasMissAliciahadfelt,butitwasforadifferentreason。Shehadfeltawkwardbecauseshehadfearedshehadtouchedonadelicatesubject。Palliserwasembarrassedbecausehewasentirelythrownoutofallhiscalculations。Hefeltforthemomentthattherewasnocalculatingatall,nosecurityinpreparingpaths。Youneverknowwheretheywouldlead。Herehadhebeenactuallyalarmedinsecret!Andtheoafstoodbeforehimundisturbedlyopeningupthesubjecthimself。

“ForafellowlikethattoloseagirlashelostLadyJoanwasprettytough,“theoafsaid。“Bygee!itwastough!“

Heknewitall——thewholething,scandal,tragicallybrokenmarriage,everything。Andknowingit,hewaslayinghisYankeeplansforgettingthegirltoTempleBarholmtolookherover。Itwasofagrossnessonesometimesheardofinmenofhiskind,andyetitseemedinitscasualnesstoout-leapanylittleschemeofthesorthehadsofarlookedonat。

“LadyJoanfeltitimmensely,“hesaid。

Afootmanwastobeseenmovingtowardthem,evidentlybearingamessage。Teawasservedinthedrawing-room,andhehadcometoannouncethefact。

Theywentbacktothehouse,andMissAliciafilledcupsforthemandpresidedoverthesplendidtraywithapersuasivesuggestioninthematterofhotorcoldthingswhichmadeiteasytoleaduptoanysubject。Shewasthebestofunobtrusivehostesses。

PallisertalkedofhisvisitatDetchworth,whichhadbeenshortenedbecausehehadgoneto“fitin“andremainuntilalargebutuncertainpartyturnedup。Ithadturnedupearlierthanhadbeenanticipated,andofcoursehecouldonlydelicatelyslipaway。

“Iamsorryithashappened,however,“hesaid,“notonlybecauseonedoesnotwishtoleaveDetchworth,butbecauseIshallmissLadyMalloweandLadyJoan,whoaretobeatAsshaweHoltnextweek。I

particularlywantedtoseethem。”

MissAliciaglancedatTembaromtoseewhathewoulddo。Hespokebeforehecouldcatchherglance。

“Say,“hesuggested,“whydon”tyoubringyourgripoverhereandstay?Iwishyouwould。”

“AgripmeansaGladstonebag,“MissAliciamurmuredinarapidundertone。

Palliserrepliedwithappreciativecourtesy。Thingsweregoingextremelywell。

“That”sawfullykindofyou,“heanswered。“Ishouldlikeittremendously。Nothingbetter。Youaregivingmeadelightfulopportunity。Thankyou,thankyou。IfImayturnuponThursdayI

shallbedelighted。”

Therewassatisfactioninthisatleastintheobservantgrayeyewhenhewentaway。

CHAPTERXX

DinneratDetchworthGrangewasmostamusingthatevening。Oneofthechiefreasons——infact,itwouldnotbetooventuresometosayTHE

chiefreason——forCaptainPalliser”sfrequentpresenceinverygoodcountryhouseswasthathehadawayofmakingthingsamusing。Hisrelationofanecdotes,ofpeopleandthings,wasdistinguishedbyamannerwhichsubtlydeclinedtorangeitselfonthesideofvulgargossip。QuietlyandwithafinecasualnessheconveyedthewholepictureoftheneworderatTempleBarholm。Hediditwithwonderfullylighttouches,andyetthewholethingwastobeseen——thelittleoldmaidinherexquisiteclothes,herunmistakablestampoftimidgoodbreeding,herprotectingadorationcombinedwithbewilderment;

thelong,lean,notaltogetherill-lookingNewYorkbounder,withhisslightslouch,hisdangerouslyunsophisticated-lookingface,andhisAmericanjocularityofslangphrase。

“He”sofaclassIknownothingabout。Iownhepuzzledmeatrifleatfirst,“Pallisersaidwithhiscoolsmile。“I”mnotsurethatI”ve”gotontohim”altogetheryet。That”sanexpressiveNewYorkphraseofhisown。Butwhenwewerestrollingabouttogether,hemaderevelationsapparentlywithoutbeingintheleastawarethattheywererevelations。Hewasunbelievable。Myfearwasthathewouldnotgoon。”

“Buthedidgoon?“askedAmabel。“Onemusthearsomethingoftherevelations。”

Thenwasgiveninthebestpossibleformthelittledramaofthetalkinthegarden。NoshadeofMr。TempleBarholm”scharacteristicswaslost。PallisergaveoccasionallyanEnglishattemptatthereproductionofhisnasaltwang,butitwasonlyatouchandnotsufficientlypersistedintobecomeundignified。

“Ican”tdoit,“hesaid。“Noneofuscanreallydoit。WhenEnglishactorstryitonthestage,itisnotintheleasttherealthing。

Theyonlydrawlthroughtheirnoses,anditismorethanthat。”

ThepeopleofDetchworthGrangewerenotnoisypeople,buttheirlaughterwasunrestrainedbeforetherecitalwasfinished。Nobodyhadgonesofaraseithertofearortohopeforanythingasundilutedinitsnatureasthiswas。

“Thenhewon”tgiveusachance,theleastchance,“criedLucyandAmabelalmostinunison。“Weareoutoftherunning。”

“Youwon”tgetevenalookin——becauseyouarenot”ladies”“saidtheirbrother。

“PoorJemTempleBarholm!Whatadifferentthingitwouldhavebeenifwehadhadhimforaneighbor!“Mr。Granthamfretted。

“WeshouldhavehadLadyJoanFayreaswell,“saidhiswife。

“Atleastshe”sagentlewomanaswellasa”lady”“Mr。Granthamsaid。

“Shewouldnothavebecomesobitterifthathideousthinghadnotoccurred。”

TheywonderedifthenewmanknewanythingaboutJem。Palliserhadnotreachedthatpartofhisrevelationwhenthelaughterhadbrokenintoit。Hetolditforthwith,andthelaughterwasovercomebyasortofdismayeddisgust。Thisdidnotaccordwiththerumorsofanalmost“nice“goodnature。

“There”savulgarhorridnessaboutit,“saidLucy。

“WhatpriceLadyMallowe!“saidtheson。“I”llbetasovereignshebeganit。”

“Shedid,“remarkedPalliser;“butIthinkonemayleaveMr。TempleBarholmsafelytoLadyJoan。”Mr。GranthamlaughedasonewhoknewsomethingofLadyJoan。

“There”sanAmericanismwhichIdidn”tlearnfromhim,“Palliseradded,“andIremembereditwhenhewastalkingherover。It”sthis:

whenyoudisposeofapersonfinallyandforever,you”wipeuptheearthwithhim。”LadyJoanwill”wipeuptheearth”withyournewneighbor。”

Therewasalittleshoutoflaughter。“Wipeuptheearth“wasentirelynewtoeverybody,thougheventhecountryinEnglandwasatthistimebynomeanswhollyignorantofAmericanslang。

Thisledtosomanyotherthingsbothmirth-provokingandserious,evensometimesveryseriousindeed,thattheentireeveningatDetchworthwasfilledwithtalkofTempleBarholm。Verynaturallythetalkdidnotendbyconfiningitselftoonehousehold。InduetimeCaptainPalliser”slittlesketcheswereknownindiversplaces,anditbecameahabittodiscusswhathadhappened,andwhatmightpossiblyhappeninthefuture。Therewerethosewhowenttothelengthofcallingonthenewmanbecausetheywantedtoseehimfacetoface。

Peopleheardnewthingseveryfewdays,butnoonerealizedthatitwasvaguelythroughPalliserthattheredevelopedageneralideathat,crudeandself-revealingashewas,therelurkedbehindtheoutwardcandoroftheintruderahintofover-sharpnessoftheAmericankind。

Thereseemednonecessityforhimtolayschemesbeyondthosehehadbetrayedinhisinquiriesabout“ladies,“butsomehowitbecameafixedideathathewascapableofdoingshadythingsifatanytimethetemptationarose。Thatwasreallywhathisboyishcasualnessmeant。ThatintruthwasPalliser”sfinalsecretconclusion。AndhewantedverymuchtofindoutwhyexactlylittleoldMissTempleBarholmhadbeentakenup。Ifthemanwantedintroductions,hecouldhavecontrivedtopickupasmartandenterprisingunprofessionalchaperoninLondonwhowouldhavedoneforhimwhatMissTempleBarholmwouldneverpresumetoattempt。Andyetheseemedtohavechosenherdeliberately。Hehadsetherliterallyattheheadofhishouse。AndPalliser,havingheardavaguerumorthathehadactuallysettledadecentincomeuponher,hadmadeadroitinquiriesandfounditwastrue。

Itwas。ToarrangethematterhadbeenoneofhisreasonsforgoingtoseeMr。PalfordduringtheirstayinLondon。

“Iwantedtofixyou——fixyousafe,“hesaidwhenhetoldMissAliciaaboutit。“Iguessnoonecantakeitawayfromyou,whateveroldthinghappens。”

“Whatcouldhappen,dearMr。TempleBarholm?“saidMissAliciainthemidstoftearsofgratitudeandtremulousjoy。“Youaresoyoungandstrongand——everything!Don”tevenspeakofsuchathinginjest。Whatcouldhappen?“

“Anythingcanhappen,“heanswered,“justanything。Happening”stheonethingyoucan”tbeton。IfIwasbetting,I”dputmymoneyonthethingIwassurecouldn”thappen。LookatthisTempleBarholmsonganddance!LookatT。T。ashewashalfstranglingintheblizzardupatHarlemandthankinghisstarslittleMunsbergdidn”tkickhimoutofhisconfectionerystorelessthanayearago!SolongasI”mallright,you”reallright。ButIwantedyoufixed,anyhow。”

Hepausedandlookedatherquestioninglyforamoment。Hewantedtosaysomethingandhewasnotsureheought。Hisreverenceforherlittlefinenessesandreservesincreasedinsteadofwearingaway。Hewasalwaysfindingoutnewthingsabouther。

“Say,“hebrokeforthalmostimpetuouslyafterhishesitation,“Iwishyouwouldn”tcallmeMr。TempleBarholm。”

“D-doyou?“shefluttered。“ButwhatcouldIcallyou?“

“Well,“heanswered,reddeningashadeorso,“I”dgiveahouseandlotifyoucouldjustcallmeTem。”

“Butitwouldsoundsounbecoming,sofamiliar,“sheprotested。

“That”sjustwhatI”maskingfor,“hesaid”someonetobefamiliarwith。I”mthefamiliarkind。That”swhat”sthematterwithme。I”dbefamiliarwithPearson,buthewouldn”tletme。I”dfrightenhimhalftodeath。He”dthinkthathewasn”tdoinghisdutyandearninghiswages,andthatsomehowhe”dgetfiredsomedaywithoutacharacter。”

Hedrewnearertoherandcoaxed。

“Couldn”tyoudoit?“heaskedalmostasthoughhewereaskingafavorofagirl。“JustTem?IbelievethatwouldcomeeasiertoyouthanT。

T。Igetfonderandfonderofyoueveryday,MissAlicia,honestInjun。AndI”dbesogratefultoyouifyou”djustbethatunbecominglyfamiliar。”

Helookedhonestlyinearnest;andifhegrewfonderandfonderofher,shewithoutdoubthad,inthefaceofeverything,givenherwholehearttohim。

“MightIcallyouTemple——tobeginwith?“sheasked。“Ittouchesmesotothinkofyouraskingme。Iwillbeginatonce。Thankyou——

Temple,“withafaintgasp。“Imighttrytheotheralittlelater。”

ItwasonlyafeweveningslaterthathetoldherabouttheflatsinHarlem。HehadsenttoNewYorkforalargebundleofnewspapers,andwhenheopenedthemhereadaloudanadvertisement,andshowedherapictureofalargebuildinggivenupentirelyto“flats。”

HehadrealizedfromthefirstthatNewYorklifehadasingularattractionforher。Theunrelieveddullnessofherlife——thosefewyearsofyouthinwhichshehadstifledvaguelongingsforthejoysexperiencedbyothergirls;theyearsofmiddleagespentinthedrearyefforttobe“submissivetothewillofGod,“which,honestlytranslated,signifiedsubmissiontotheexactionsanddomestictyranniesof“dearpapa“andotherslikehim——hadleftherwithhercapacitiesforpleasureasfreshlysensitiveasachild”s。Thesmallestchangeintheroutineofexistencethrilledherwithexcitement。Tembarom”scasualreferencestohisstrenuousboyhoodcausedhereyestowidenwitheagernesstohearmore。Havingseenthis,hefoundkeendelightintellingherstoriesofNewYorklife——

storiesofhimselforofotherladswhohadbeenhiscompanions。Shewoulddropherworkandgazeathimalmostwithbatedbreath。Hewasanexcellentraconteurwhenhetalkedofthethingsheknewwell。Hehadanunconscioushabitofspringingfromhisseatandactinghisscenesashedepictedthem,laughingandusingstreet-boyphrasing:

“It”sjustlikeatale,“MissAliciawouldbreathe,enrapturedashejumpedfromonestorytoanother。“It”sexactlylikeawonderfultale。”

ShelearnedtoknowtheNewYorkstreetswhentheyblazedwithheat,whentheywerehardwithfrozensnow,whentheyweresloppywithmeltingslushorbrightwithspringtimesunshineandspringwindsblowing,withprettywomenhurryingaboutinbefloweredspringhatsanddressesandtheexhilarationoftheworld-oldspringtimejoy。Shefoundherselfhurryingwiththem。Shesometimeshungwithhimandhiscompanionsontherailingoutsidedazzlingrestaurantswherescoresofgaypeopleaterichfoodinthesightoftheirboyishravenousness。

Shedartedinandoutamonghorsesandvehiclestofindcarriagesafterthetheateroropera,whereeverybodywasdresseddazzlinglyanddiamondsglittered。

“Oh,howricheverybodymusthaveseemedtoyou——howcruellyrich,poorlittleboy!“

“Theylookedrich,rightenough,“heansweredwhenshesaidit。“Andthereseemedalotofgoodthingstoeatallcorralledinafewplaces。Andyouwishedyoucouldbeletlooseinside。ButIdon”tknowasitseemedcruel。Thatwasthewayitwas,youknow,andyoucouldn”thelpit。Andtherewereplaceswherethey”dgiveawaysomeofwhatwasleft。Itellyou,wewereinluckthen。”

Therewassomespiritinhistellingitall——aspiritwhichhadsurelybeenwithhimthroughhishardestdays,aspiritofyoungmirthinrags——whichmadeherfeelsubconsciouslythatthewholeexperiencehad,afterall,beensomehowofthenatureoflife”shighadventure。

Hehadneverbeenillorheart-sick,andhelaughedwhenhetalkedofit,asthoughtheremembrancewasnotarecallingofdisaster。

“Clemmin”ornoclemmin”。IwishI”dlivedtheloifetha”slived,“

TummasHibblethwaitehadsaid。

Heramazementwouldindeedhavebeengreatifshehadbeentoldthatshesecretlysharedhisfeeling。

“Itseemsasifsomehowyouhadneverbeendull,“washermethodofexpressingit。

“Dull!Holycats!no,“hegrinned。“Therewasn”tanytimeforbeinganything。Youjusthadtokeepgoing。”

ShebecameintimefamiliarwithMrs。Bowse”sboarding-houseandboarders。SheknewMrs。PeckandMr。Jakesandtheyoungladyfromthenotioncounter(thosewonderfulshops!)。JuliusandJemandthehallbedroomandthetiltedchairsandcloudofsmokeshesawsooftenthatshefeltathomewiththem。

“PoorMrs。Bowse,“shesaid,“musthavebeenamostrespectable,motherly,hard-workingcreature。Reallyanicepersonofherclass。”

Shecouldnotquitevisualizethe“parlor,“butitmusthavebeenwarmandcomfortable。Andthepianola——apianowhichyoucouldplaywithoutevenknowingyournotes——Whatacleverinvention!Americaseemedfullofthemostwonderfullycleverthings。

TembaromwasactuallyupliftedinsoulwhenhediscoveredthatshelaidtransparentlittleplansforleadinghimintotalkaboutNewYork。Shewantedhimtotalkaboutit,andtheLordknowshewantedtotalkabouthimself。Hehadbeenafraidatfirst。Shemighthavehatedit,asPalforddid,anditwouldhavehurthimsomehowifshehadn”tunderstood。Butshedid。Withoutquiterealizingthefact,shewasbeginningtoloveit,towishshehadseenit。HerSomersetvicarageimaginationdidnotallowofsuchleapsaswouldbeimpliedbythedaringwishthatsometimeshemightseeit。

ButTembarom”simaginationwasmoreathletic。

“Jinks!wouldn”titbefinetotakeherthere!ThelarkinLondonwouldn”tbeacehightoit。”

TheHutchinsonswerenotNewYorkers,buttheyhadbeenpartoftheatmosphereofMrs。Bowse”s。Mr。Hutchinsonwouldofcourseberatheraforwardandpushingmantobeobligedtomeet,butLittleAnn!ShedidsolikeLittleAnn!Andthedearboydidsowant,inhisheartofhearts,totalkaboutherattimes。Shedidnotknowwhether,inthecircumstances,sheoughttoencouragehim;buthewassodear,andlookedsomuchdearerwhenheevensaid“LittleAnn,“thatshecouldnothelpoccasionallyleadinghimgentlytowardthesubject。

Whenheopenedthenewspapersandfoundtheadvertisementsoftheflats,shesawtheengaging,half-awkwardhumorousnesscomeintohiseyes。

“Here”sonethatwoulddoallright,“hesaid”fourroomsandabath,eleventhfloor,thirty-fivedollarsamonth。”

Hespreadthenewspaperonthetableandrestedonhiselbow,gazingatitforafewminuteswhollyabsorbed。Thenhelookedupatherandsmiled。

“There”saplanoftherooms,“hesaid。“Wouldyouliketolookatit?

ShallIbringyourchairuptothetablewhilewegooverittogether?“

Hebroughtthechair,andsidebysidetheywentoveritthoroughly。

ToMissAliciaithadalltheinterestofanewkindofpuzzle。Heexplaineditineverydetail。OneofhissecretshadbeenthatonseveraldayswhenGalton”smannerhadmadehimhopefulhehadvisitedcertainflatbuildingsandgoneintotheirintricacies。Hecouldthereforedescribewithcolortheirresources——thejanitor;theelevator;thedumb-waiterstocarryupdomesticsuppliesandcarrydownashesandrefuse;therefrigerator;theunlimitedsupplyofhotandcoldwater,theheatingplan;theastonishinglittlekitchen,withstationarywash-tubs;thetelephone,ifyoucouldaffordit,——alltheconvenienceswhichtoMissAlicia,accustomedtothehabitsofRowcroftVicarage,whereyouluggedcansofwaterup-stairsanddownifyoutookabathorevenwashedyourface;seemedluxuriesappertainingonlytotherichandgreat。

“Howconvenient!Howwonderful!Dearme!Dearme!“shesaidagainandagain,quiteflushedwithexcitement。“Itislikeafairy-story。Andit”snotbigatall,isit?“

“Youcouldgetmostofitintothis,“heanswered,exulting。“Youcouldgetallofitintothatbigwhite-andgoldparlor。”

“Thewhitesaloon?“

Heshowedhisteeth。

“IguessIoughttoremembertocallitthat,“hesaid,“butitalwaysmakesmethinkofKidMacMurphy”sonFourthAvenue。Hekeptwhatwascalledasaloon,andhe”dhaditpaintedwhite。”

“Didyouknowhim?“MissAliciaasked。

“Knowhim!Gee!no!Ididn”tflyashighasthat。He”dhavethoughtmeprettyfreshifI”dactedlikeIknewhim。HethoughthewasoneoftheFourHundred。He”dbeenaprize-fighter。HewasthefellowthatknockedoutKidWilkensinfourrounds。”Hebrokeoffandlaughedathimself。“Hearmetalktoyouaboutatoughlikethat!“heended,andhegaveherhandthelittleapologetic,protectivepatwhichalwaysmadeherheartbeatbecauseitwasso“nice。”

Hedrewherbacktotheadvertisements,anddrewsuchinterestingpicturesofwhatthelivesoftwopeople——motherandsonorfatheranddaughterorayoungmarriedcouplewhodidn”twanttoputonstyle——

mightbeinthetinycompartments,thattheirexcitementmountedagain。

Thiscouldbeabedroom,thatcouldbeabedroom,thatcouldbetheliving-room,andifyouputabitofbrightcarpetonthehallwayandhungupapictureorso,itwouldlookfirst-rate。Heevenwentintothematterofmeasurements,whichmadeitmorelikeputtingapuzzletogetherthanever,andtheirreliefwhentheyfoundtheycouldfitapieceoffurniturehecalled“alounge“intoacertaincornerwasathingofflushingdelight。The“lounge,“shefound,wasasortofcotwithsprings。Youcouldbuythemforthreedollars,andwhenyouputonamattressandcovereditwitha“spread,“youcouldsitonitinthedaytimeandsleeponitatnight,ifyouhadto。

Frommeasurementshewentintocalculationsaboutthecostofthings。

Hehadseenunpaintedwoodentablesyoucouldputmahoganystainon,andthey”dlookallyou”dwant。He”dseenasplendidlittlerocking-

chairinSecondAvenueforfivedollars,oneofthepaddedkindthatladieslike。Hehadseenanarm-chairforamanthatwasonlyseven;

buttheremightn”tberoomforboth,andyou”dhavetohavetherocking-chair。Hehadonceaskedthepriceofalotofplatesandcupsandsaucerswithrosesonthem,andyoucouldgetthemforsix;andyoudidn”tneedastovebecausetherewastherange。

HehadonceheardLittleAnntalkingtoMrs。Bowseaboutthepriceoffrying-pansandkettles,andtheyseemedtocostnexttonothing。He”dlookedintostorewindowsandnoticedthepricesofgroceriesandvegetablesandthingslikethat——sugar,forinstance;twopeoplewouldn”tusemuchsugarinaweek——andtheywouldn”tneedatonofteaorflourorcoffee。Ifafellowhadamotherorsisterorwifewhohadaheadandknewaboutthings,youcould“putitover“onmightylittle,andhaveasplendidtimetogether,too。You”devenbeabletoworkinacheapseatinatheatereverynowandthen。Helaughedandflushedashethoughtofit。

MissAliciahadneverhadadoll”shouse。RowcroftVicaragedidnotruntodollsandtheirbelongings。Herthwartedlongingforadoll”shousehadasortofparallelinhersimilarlythwartedlongingfor“alittleboy。”

Andherewasherdoll”shousesolong,solongunpossessed!Itwaslikethat,thisabsorbedcontrivingandfittingoffurnitureintocorners。Shealsoflushedandlaughed。Hereyesweresobrightlyeagerandhercheekssopinkthatshelookedquitegirlishunderherlacecap。

“Howprettyandcozyitmightbemade,howdear!“sheexclaimed。“Andonewouldbesohighupontheeleventhfloor,thatonewouldfeellikeabirdinanest。”

Hisfacelighted。Heseemedtoliketheideatremendously。

“Why,that”sso,“helaughed。“Thatideasuitsmedowntotheground。

Abirdinanest。Butthere”dhavetobetwo。Onewouldbelonely。

Say,MissAlicia,howwouldyouliketoliveinaplacelikethat?“

“Iamsureanyonewouldlikeit——iftheyhadsomedearrelativewiththem。”

Helovedher“dearrelative,“lovedit。Heknewhowmuchitmeantofwhathadlainhiddenunacknowledged,evenunknowntoher,throughalifetimeinherearly-Victorianspinsterbreast。

“Let”sgotoNewYorkandrentoneandliveinittogether。Wouldyoucome?“hesaid,andthoughhelaughed,hewasnotjocularintheusualway。“Wouldyou,ifwewakedupandfoundthisTempleBarholmthingwasadream?“

Somethinginhismanner,shedidnotknowwhat,puzzledheralittle。

“Butifitwereadream,youwouldbequitepooragain,“shesaid,smiling。

“No,Iwouldn”t。I”dgetGaltontogivemebackthepage。He”ddoitquick——quick,“hesaid,stillwithalaugh。“Beingpoor”snothing,anyhow。We”dhavethetimeofourlives。We”dbetwobirdsinanest。

Youcanlookoutthoseeleventh-storywindows”wayovertotheBronx,andgetbitsoftheriver。AndperhapsafterawhileAnnwoulddo-

likeshesaid,andwe”dbethreebirds。”

“Oh!“shesighedecstatically。“Howbeautifulitwouldbe!Weshouldbealittlefamily!“

“Soweshould,“heexulted。“ThinkofT。T。withafamily!“Hedrewhispaperofcalculationstowardhimagain。“Let”smakebelievewe”regoingtodoit,andworkoutwhatitwouldcost-forthree。Youknowabouthousekeeping,don”tyou?Let”swritedownalist。”

Ifhehadwarmedtohisworkbefore,hewarmedstillmoreafterthis。

MissAliciawasdrawnintoitagain,andfollowedhisfancifulplanswithanewfervor。Theywereliketwochildrenwhohadplayedatmake-

believeuntiltheyhadlostsightofcommonplacerealities。

MissAliciahadlivedamongsmalleconomiesandcouldbeofgreatassistancetohim。Theymadelistsandaddeduplinesoffiguresuntilthefine,hugeroomanditsthousandsofvolumesmeltedaway。Inthegreathall,guardedbywarriorsinarmor,thepowderedheadsofthewaitingfootmendroopedandnoddedwhilethepricesofpoundsofbutterandsugarandthevalueofpotatoesandflourandnutmegswerebalancedwithahecticjoy,andtherelativesignificanceofdollarsandcentsandshillingsandhalf-crownsandfive-centpiecescausedMissAliciaamilddelirium。

Bythetimethatshehadestablishedthefactsthatashillingwassomethingliketwenty-fivecents,adollarwasfourandtwopence,andtwenty-fivedollarswassomethingoverfivepounds,itwaspastmidnight。

Theyheardtheclockstrikethehalf-hour,andstoppedtostareateachother。

Tembaromgotupwithyetanotherlaugh。

“Say,Imustn”tkeepyouupallnight,“hesaid。“Buthaven”twehadafinetime-haven”twe?IfeelasifI”dbeenthere。”

TheyhadbeentheresoentirelythatMissAliciabroughtherselfbackwithdifficulty。

“Icanscarcelybelievethatwehavenot,“shesaid。“IfeelasifI

didn”tliketoleaveit。Itwassodelightful。”Sheglancedabouther。

“Theroomlookshuge,“shesaid”almosttoohugetolivein。”

“Doesn”tit?“heanswered。“NowyouknowhowIfeel。”Hegatheredhisscrapsofpapertogetherwithafeelingtouch。“Ididn”twanttocomebackmyself。WhenIgetabitofagrouchIshalljerktheseoutandgobackthereagain。”

“Oh,doletmegowithyou!“shesaid。“Ihavesoenjoyedit。”

“Youshallgowheneveryoulike,“hesaid。“We”llkeepitupforasortofgameonrainydays。Howmuchisadollar,MissAlicia?“

“Fourandtwopence。Andsugarissixcentsapound。”

“Gotothehead,“heanswered。“Rightagain。”

Theopenedrollofnewspaperswaslyingonthetablenearher。TheywerecopiesofTheEarth,andthedateofoneofthembymerestchancecaughthereye。

“Howodd!“shesaid。“Thoseareoldpapers。Didyounotice?Isitamistake?Thisoneisdated“Sheleanedforward,andhereyecaughtawordinahead-line。

“TheKlondike,“sheread。“There”ssomethinginitabouttheKlondike。”Heputhishandoutanddrewthepapersaway。

“Don”tyoureadthat,“hesaid。“Idon”twantyoutogotobedanddreamabouttheKlondike。You”vegottodreamabouttheflatinHarlem。”

“Yes,“sheanswered。“Imustn”tthinkaboutsadthings。TheflatinHarlemisquitehappy。Butitstartledmetoseethatword。”

“Ionlysentforthem——becauseIhappenedtowanttolooksomethingup,“heexplained。“Howmuchisapound,MissAlicia?“

“Fourdollarsandeighty-sixcents,“shereplied,recoveringherself。

“Goupheadagain。You”regoingtostaythere。”

Whenshegavehimherhandontheirpartingforthenighthehelditamoment。Asubtlecombinationofthingsmadehimdoit。Thecalculations,themeasurements,thenestfromwhichonecouldlookoutovertheBronx,wereprevailingelementsinitsmake-up。AnnhadbeenineachroomoftheHarlemflat,andshealwaysvaguelyremindedhimofAnn。

“Wearerelations,ain”twe?“heasked。

“Iamsureweoftenseemquitenearrelations——Temple。”Sheaddedthenamewithveryprettykindness。

“We”renotdistantonesanymore,anyhow,“hesaid。“Arewenearenough——wouldyouletmekissyougoodnight,MissAlicia?“

Anemotionalflushranuptohercapribbons。

“Indeed,mydearboy——indeed,yes。”

Holdingherhandwithachivalric,ifslightlyawkward,courtesy,hebent,andkissedhercheek。Itwasahearty,affectionatelygratefulyoungkiss,which,whileitwasforherself,remotelyincludedAnn。

“It”sthefirsttimeI”veeversaidgoodnighttoanyonelikethat,“

hesaid。“Thankyouforlettingme。”

Hepattedherhandagainbeforereleasingit。Shewentup-stairsblushingandfeelingratherasthoughshehadbeenproposedto,andyet,spinsterthoughshewas,somehowquiteunderstandingaboutthenestandAnn。

CHAPTERXXI

LadyMalloweandherdaughterdidnotpaytheirvisittoAsshaweHolt,theabsolute,thoughnotopenlyreferredto,factbeingthattheyhadnotbeeninvited。ThevisitinquestionhadmerelyfloatedintheairasadelicatesuggestionmadebyherladyshipinherlettertoMrs。

AssheShaw,totheeffectthatsheandJoanweregoingtostayatTempleBarholm,thevisittoAsshawetheyhadpartlyarrangedsometimeagomightnowbefittedin。

Thepartialarrangementitself,Mrs。AssheShawremarkedtohereldestdaughterwhenshereceivedthesuggestingnote,wassopartialastorequireslightconsideration,sinceithadbeenmade“bythewomanherself,whowouldpushherselfandherdaughterintoanyhouseinEnglandifabackdoorwereleftopen。”Inthecivillyphrasedlettershereceivedinanswertoherown,LadyMallowereadbetweenthelinesthepointofviewtaken,andwrithedsecretly,asshehadbeenmadetowrithescoresoftimesinthecourseofhercareer。Ithadhappenedsooften,indeed,thatitmighthavebeenimaginedthatshehadbecomeusedtoit;butthewomanwhoactedasmaidtoherselfandJoanalwaysknewwhen“shehadtriedtogetinsomewhere“andfailed。

ThenoteofexplanationsentimmediatelytoMissAliciawasatonceadroitandamiable。TheyhadunfortunatelybeendetainedinLondonadayortwopastthedatefixedfortheirvisittoAsshawe,andLadyMallowewouldnotallowMrs。AssheShawe,whohadsomanyguests,tobeinconveniencedbytheirarrivinglateandperhapsdisarrangingherplans。Soifitwasquiteconvenient,theywouldcometoTempleBarholmaweekearlier;butnot,ofcourse,ifthatwouldbetheleastupsetting。

Whentheyarrived,TembaromhimselfwasinLondon。Hehadsuddenlyfoundhewasobligedtogo。Thebusinesswhichcalledhimwassomethingwhichcouldnotbeputoff。Heexpectedtoreturnatonce。

ItwasmadeveryeasyforhimwhenhemadehisexcusestoPalliser,whosuggestedthathemightevenfindhimselfreturningbythesametrainwithhisguests,whichwouldgivehimopportunities。Ifhewasdetained,MissAliciacouldtakechargeofthesituation。Theywouldquiteunderstandwhensheexplained。CaptainPalliserforesawforhimselfsomequietentertainmentinhisownmeetingwiththevisitors。

LadyMallowealwaysprovidedacertainorderofamusementforhim,andnomanaliveobjectedtofindinginterestandevenacertainexcitementinthesocietyofLadyJoan。Itwasherchiefcharacteristicthatsheinspiredinamanavague,evenifslightlyirritated,desiretopleaseherinsomedegree。Toleadherontotalkinhersometimesbrilliant,alwaysheartlesslyunsparing,fashion,perhapstosmilehershadeofabittersmile,gaveamansomethingtodo,especiallyifhewasbored。Palliseranticipatedapossiblechanceofrepeatingthedialogueof“theladies,“not,however,goingintotheJemTempleBarholmpartofit。Whenonefindsamanwhoseidlelifehasgeneratedinhimthecuriositywhichisusuallycalledfeminine,itfrequentlyoccupieshimmoreactivelythanheisawareorwilladmit。

Afashionablemalegossipisacuriousdevelopment。Palliserwas,uponthewhole,notawarethathehadanintenseinterestinfindingouttheexactreasonwhyLadyMallowehadnotfailedutterlyinanyattempttodragherdaughtertothisparticularplace,tobeflungheadlong,sotospeak,atthisspecialman。LadyMalloweonecouldrunandread,butLadyJoanwasinthisinstanceunexplainable。Andassheneverdeignedtheslightestconcealment,thestoryofthedialoguewouldnodoubtcausehertoshowherhand。Shemusthaveahand,anditmustbeoneworthseeing。

Itwasnothe,however,whocouldeitherguessorunderstand。Thefollowingwouldhavebeenhissummingupofher:“Flaringlyhandsomegirl,broughtupbyhermothertooneend。Badtempertobeginwith。

Girlwhomight,ifshelostherhead,getintosomefrightfulmess。

Meetsafascinatingdevilinthefirstseason。AregularRomeoandJulietpassionblazesup——allforloveandtheworldwelllost。AllLondonlookingon。LadyMallowefranticandfurious。Suddenlythefascinatingdevilruinedforlife,donefor。Bolts,getskilled。LadyMallowetriumphant。Girldraggedaboutafterwardlikeabeautifulyoungdemoninchains。Refusesallsortsofthings。Behavesinfernally。Nobodyknowsanythingelse。”

Nobodydidknow;LadyMalloweherselfdidnot。FromthefirstyearinwhichJoanhadlookedatherwithchildconsciousnessshehadfeltthattherewasantagonisminthedeepsofhereyes。Nomotherlikestorecognizesuchathing,andLadyMallowewasaparticularlyvainwoman。Thechildwasgoingtobeanundeniablebeauty,andsheoughttoadorethemotherwhowastoarrangeherfuture。Insteadofwhich,sheplainlydislikedher。Bythetimeshewasthreeyearsold,theantagonismhadbecomedefianceandrebellion。LadyMallowecouldnotevenindulgeherselfinthesatisfactionofshowingherembryobeautyoff,andthuspreparingareputationforher。Shewasnotcrossortearful,butshehadthetemperofalittledevil。Shewouldnotbeshownoff。Shehatedit,andherbearingdangerouslysuggestedthatshehatedherhandsomeyoungmother。Noeffectscouldbeproducedwithher。

Beforeshewasfourtheantagonismwasmutual,anditincreasedwithyears。Thechildwasofapassionatenature,andhadbeenbornintenselyallhermotherwasnot,andintenselynotallhermotherwas。Athrow-backtosomehigh-spiritedandfiercelyhonestancestorcreatedinherafuryatthesightofmeanfalsitiesanddishonors。

Beforeshewasoldenoughtoknowtheexactcauseofherrageshewasshakenbyit。Shethoughtshehadabadtemper,andwasbadenoughtohateherownmotherwithoutbeingabletohelpit。Asshegrewoldershefoundoutthatshewasnotreallysobadasshehadthought,thoughshewasobligedtoconcedethatnothingpalliativecouldbesaidaboutthetemper。Ithadbeenviolentfromthefirst,andshehadlivedinanatmospherewhichinfuriatedit。Shedidnotsupposesuchathingcouldbecontrolled。Itsometimesfrightenedher。HadnottheoldMarquisofNorboroughbeencelebratedthroughhisentirelifeforhisfuries?Wastherenotahushed-uprumorthathehadoncethrownadecanterathiswife,andsonearlykilledherthatpeoplehadbeenaskingoneanotherinwhispersifapeeroftherealmcouldbehanged。

Hehadbeenbornthatway,sohadshe。Herschool-roomdayshadbeenahorrortoher,andalsoaterror,becauseshehadoftenalmostflungink-bottlesandheavyrulersathersilly,lyinggovernesses,andoncehaddugapairofscissorsintoonesneakingoldmaidfool”sarmwhenshehadmadeher“seered“byherignobletrickeries。Perhapsshewouldbehangedsomedayherself。Sheonceprayedforaweekthatshemightbemadebettertempered,——notthatshebelievedinprayer,——andofcoursenothingcameofit。

Everyyearshelivedsheragedmorefuriouslyatthetricksshesawplayedbyhermotherandeveryonewhosurroundedher;theveryservantsweregreaterliarsandpilferersthananyotherservants。Hermotherwasalwaystryingtogetthingsfrompeoplewhichtheydidnotwanttogiveher。Shewouldcarryoffslightsandsnubsasthoughtheywereactualtributes,ifshecouldgainherend。Thegirlknewwhatthemeaningofherownfuturewouldbe。Sinceshedefinitelydislikedherdaughter,LadyMallowedidnotmincematterswhentheywerealone。

Shehadnomoney,shewasextremelygoodlooking,shehadacertainnumberofyearsinwhichtofightforherownhandamongthenewdebutanteswhowerepresentedeveryseason。Herfirstseasonover,thenextseasonothergirlswouldbefresherthanshewas,andnewertothemenwhowereworthmarrying。Menlikenovelty。Afterhersecondseasonthedebutanteswouldseemfresherstillbycontrast。Thenpeoplewouldbegintosay,“Shewaspresentedfourorfiveyearsago。”

Afterthatitwouldbeallstruggle,——everyseasonitwouldbeworse。

Itwouldbecomeawful。Unmarriedwomenoverthirty-fivewouldspeakofherasthoughtheyhadbeeninthenurserytogether。Marriedgirlswithachildorsowouldtreatherasthoughshewereamaidenaunt。

Sheknewwhatwasbeforeher。Beggarystaredthembothinthefaceifshedidnotmakethemostofherlooksandwastenotime。AndJoanknewitwasalltrue,andthatworse,farworsethingsweretruealso。

Shewouldbeobligedtospendalonglifewithhermotherincheaplodgings,afaded,penniless,unmarriedwoman,railedat,taunted,sneeredat,forcedtobepartofhumiliatingtricksplayedtoenablethemtogetintodebtandthentoavoidpayingwhattheyowed。Hadshenotseenonehorribleoldwomanoftheirownrankwhowasanexampleofwhatpovertymightbringoneto,anoldharpywhotriedtoqueenitoverherlandladyinanactualbackstreet,andwasbyturnsfawneduponanddisgustingly“yourladyshiped“oroutrageouslyinsultedbyherlandlady?

Thenthatfirstseason!Dear,dearGod!thatfirstseasonwhenshemetJem!Shewasnotnineteen,andthefacileworldpretendedtobeatherfeet,andthesunshoneasthoughLondonwereinItaly,andtheparkwasmarvelouswithflowers,andthereweresuchdancesandsuchlaughter!

Anditwasallsoyoung——andshemetJem!Itwasatagarden-partyatalovelyoldhouseontheriver,aplacewithcelebratedgardenswhichwouldalwayscomebacktohermemoryasariotofroses。Thefrocksofthepeopleonthelawnlookedasthoughtheyweremadeofthepetalsofflowers,andamadlittlehauntingwaltzwasbeingplayedbytheband,andthereunderagreatcopperbirchonthegreenvelvetturfnearherstoodJem,lookingatherwithdark,liquid,slantingeyes!

Theywereonlyafewfeetfromeachother,——andhelooked,andshelooked,andthehaunting,madlittlewaltzplayedon,anditwasasthoughtheyhadbeenstandingtheresincetheworldbegan,andnothingelsewastrue。

Afterwardnothingmatteredtoeitherofthem。LadyMalloweherselfceasedtocount。Nowandthentheworldstopsfortwopeopleinthisunearthlyfashion。Atsuchtimes,asfarassuchapairareconcerned,causesandeffectscease。Herbadtemperfled,andsheknewshewouldneverfeelitsfuriouslashagain。

WithJemlookingatherwithhisglowing,droopingeyes,therewouldbenoreasonforrageandshame。Sheconfessedthetempertohimandtoldofherterrorofit;heconfessedtoherhisfondnessforhighplay,andtheyheldeachother”shands,notwithsentimentalyouthfullightness,butwiththestrongclaspofsworncomrades,andpromisedonhonorthattheywouldstandbyeachothereveryhouroftheirlivesagainsttheirworstselves。

Theywouldhavekeptthepact。Neitherwasaslightordishonestcreature。Thephaseoflifethroughwhichtheypassedisnotanewone,butitisnotoftensonearlyanomnipotentpoweraswastheirthree-months”dream。

Itlastedonlythatlengthoftime。Thencametheendoftheworld。

Joandidnotlookfreshinhersecondseason,andbeforeitwasovermenwereratherafraidofher。Becauseshewassoyoungthefreshnessreturnedtohercheek,butitnevercamebacktohereyes。

Whatexactlyhadhappened,orwhatshethought,itwasimpossibletoknow。Shehaddelicate,blackbrows,andbetweenthemappearedtwodelicate,fiercelines。Hereyeswereofapurplish-gray,“thecolorofthunder,“asnubbedadmirerhadoncesaid。Betweentheirblacklashestheyweremoredeeplythunder-colored。Herlifewithhermotherwasathingnottobespokenof。Tothedesperategirl”sagonyofrebellionagainstthehorroroffateLadyMallowe”stauntsandberatingsweredevilish。TherewasacertainboudoirinthehouseinHillStreetwhichwastoJoanlikethequestionchamberoftheInquisition。Shutupinittogether,thetwowentthroughsceneswhichintheircrueltywouldhavedonecredittotheMiddleAges。LadyMallowealwayslockedthedoortopreventtheunexpectedentranceofaservant,butservantsmanagedtohoveraboutit,becauseherladyshipfrequentlyforgotcautionsofarastoraisehervoiceattimes,asladiesarenotsupposedtodo。

“Wefight,“Joansaidwithashort,horriblelaughonemorning”wefightlikecatsanddogs。No,liketwocats。Acat-and-dogfightismorequicklyover。Somedayweshallscratcheachother”seyesout。”

“Haveyounoshame?“hermothercried。

“Iamburningwithit。IamlikeSt。Lawrenceonhisgridiron。”Turnmeoverontheotherside”“shequoted。

ThiswaswhenshehadbehavedsoabominablytotheDukeofMerthshirethathehadactuallywithdrawnhismorethanhalf-finishedproposal。

ThatwhichshehatedmorethanallelsewastheGodshehadprayedtowhensheaskedshemightbehelpedtocontrolhertemper。

ShehadnotbelievedinHimatthetime,butbecauseshewasfrightenedaftershehadstuckthescissorsintoFrauleinshehadtriedtheappealasanexperiment。ThenightaftershemetJem,whenshewenttoherroominHillStreetforthenight,shekneltdownandprayedbecauseshesuddenlydidbelieve。SincetherewasJemintheworld,theremustbetheothersomewhere。

Asdayfollowedday,herfaithgrewwithherlove。ShetoldJemaboutit,andtheyagreedtosayaprayertogetheratthesamehoureverynight。Thebigyoungmanthoughtherpietybeautiful,and,hisvoicewasunsteadyastheytalked。Butshetoldhimthatshewasnotpious,butimpious。

“Iwanttobemadegood,“shesaid。“Ihavebeenbadallmylife。I

wasabadchild,Ihavebeenabadgirl;butnowImustbegood。”

Onthenightafterthetragiccard-partyshewenttoherroomandkneeleddowninanewspirit。Sheknelt,butnottocoverherface,shekneltwiththroatstrainedandherfierceyoungfacethrownbackandupward。

Herhandswereclenchedtofistsandflungoutandshakenattheceiling。Shesaidthingssoawfulthatherownbloodshudderedassheutteredthem。Butshecouldnot——inhermadhelplessness——makethemawfulenough。Sheflungherselfonthecarpetatlast,herarmsoutstretchedlikeacreaturecrucifiedfacedownwardonthecross。

“IbelievedinYou!“shegasped。“ThefirstmomentyougavemeareasonIbelieved。Idid!Idid!WebothsaidourprayertoYoueverynight,likechildren。Andyou”vedonethis——this——this!“Andshebeatwithherfistsuponthefloor。

Severalyearshadpassedsincethatnight,andnolivingbeingknewwhatshecarriedinhersoul。Ifshehadasoul,shesaidtoherself,itwasblack——black。Butshehadnone。NeitherhadJemhadone;whentheearthandstoneshadfallenuponhimithadbeentheend,asitwouldhavebeenifhehadbeenabeetle。

ThiswastheguestwhowascomingtothehousewhereMilesHugosmiledfromhisframeinthepicture-gallery——thehousewhichwouldto-dayhavebeenJem”sifT。Tembaromhadnotinheritedit。

Tembaromreturnedsometwenty-fourhoursafterMissAliciahadreceivedhisvisitorsforhim。Hehadbeen“goinginto“absorbingthingsinLondon。Histhoughtsduringhisnorthwardjourneywerepuzzledanddiscouragedones。Hesatinthecorneroftherailwaycarriageandstaredoutofthewindowwithoutseeingthespringtimechangesintheflyinglandscape。

ThepricehewouldhavegivenforatalkwithAnnwouldnothavebeeneasytocompute。Herhead,herlevellittlehead,andherwayofseeingintothingsandpickingoutfactswithoutbeingrattledbywhatdidn”treallycount,wouldhavebeenworthanything。Thedayitselfwasadiscouragingone,withheavythreateningsofrainwhichdidnotfall。

Thelowcloudswerepilesofdark-purplegray,andwhenthesuntriedtosendlancesofominousyellowlightthroughthem,strangeandlurideffectswereproduced,andtheheavypurple-graymassesrolledtogetheragain。Hewonderedwhyhedidnothearlowrumblingsofthunder。

Hewenttohisroomatoncewhenhereachedhome。Hewaslate,andPearsontoldhimthattheladiesweredressingfordinner。Pearsonwasinwaitingwitheverythinginreadinessfortherapidperformanceofhisduties。Tembaromhadlearnedtoallowhimselftobewaitedupon。

Hehad,infact,donethisforthesatisfyingofPearson,whoserespectfulunhappinesswouldotherwisehavebeenmanifestdespitehiseffortstoconcealit。HedressedquicklyandaskedsomequestionsaboutStrangeways。OtherwisePearsonthoughtheseemedpreoccupied。Heonlymadeoneslightjoke。

“You”dbeafirst-ratedresserforaquick-changeartist,Pearson,“heremarked。

Onhiswaytothedrawing-roomhedeflectedfromthedirectpath,turningasideforamomenttothepicture-gallerybecauseforareasonofhisownhewantedtotakealookatMilesHugo。HetookalookatMilesHugooftenerthanMissAliciaknew。

Thegallerywasdimandgloomyenough,nowclosingininthepurple-

graytwilight。HewalkedthroughitwithoutglancingatthepicturesuntilhecametothetallboyinthesatinandlaceofCharlesII

period。Hepausedthereonlyforashorttime,buthestoodquiteneartheportrait,andlookedhardatthehandsomeface。

“Gee!“heexclaimedunderhisbreath,“it”squeer,gee!“

Thenheturnedsuddenlyroundtowardoneofthebigwindows。Heturnedbecausehehadbeenstartledbyasound,amovement。Someonewasstandingbeforethewindow。Forasecond”sspacethefigureseemedasthoughitwasalmostonewiththepurple-graycloudsthatwereitsbackground。Itwasatallyoungwoman,andherdresswasofathinmaterialofexactlytheircolor——dark-grayandpurpleatonce。Thewearerheldherheadhighandhaughtily。Shehadabeautiful,stormyface,andtheslender,blackbrowsweredrawntogetherbyafrown。

Tembaromhadneverseenagirlashandsomeanddisdainful。Hehad,indeed,neverbeenlookedatasshelookedathimwhenshemovedslightlyforward。

Heknewwhoitwas。ItwastheLadyJoangirl,andthesuddensightofhermomentarily“rattled“him。

“Youquitegavemeajolt,“hesaidawkwardly,andknowingthathesaiditlikea“mutt。”“Ididn”tknowanyonewasinthegallery。”

“Whatareyoudoinghere?“sheasked。Shespoketohimasthoughshewereaddressinganintrudingservant。Therewasemphasisontheword“you。”

Herintentionwassoevidentthatitincreasedhisfeelingofbeing“rattled。”Tofindhimselfconfrontingdeliberateillnatureofasuperiorandfinishedkindwaslikebeingspokentoinaforeignlanguage。

“I——I”mT。Tembarom。”heanswered,notabletokeephimselffromstaringbecauseshewassucha“winner“astolooks。

“T。Tembarom?“sherepeatedslowly,andhertonemadehimatonceseewhatafoolhehadbeentosayit。

“Iforgot,“hehalflaughed。“IoughttohavesaidI”mTempleBarholm。”

“Oh!“washersolecomment。Sheactuallystoodstillandlookedhimupanddown。

Sheknewperfectlywellwhohewas,andsheknewperfectlywellthatnopalliativeviewcouldpossiblybetakenbyanywell-bredpersonofherbearingtowardhim。Hewasherhost。Shehadcome,aguest,tohishousetoeathisbreadandsalt,andthecommonestdecencydemandedthatsheshouldconductherselfwithcivility。Butshecarednothingforthecommonest,orthemostuncommon,decency。Shewasthinkingofotherthings。AsshehadstoodbeforethewindowshehadfeltthathersoulhadneverbeensoblackasitwaswhensheturnedawayfromMilesHugo”sportrait——never,never。Shewantedtohurtpeople。PerhapsNerohadfeltasshedidandwasnotsohideousasheseemed。

Theman”stailorhadputhimintoproperclothes,andhisfeatureswererespectableenough,butnothingonearthcouldmakehimanythingbutwhathesopalpablywas。ShehadseenthatmuchacrossthegalleryasshehadwatchedhimstaringatMilesHugo。

“Ishouldthink,“shesaid,droppingthewordsslowlyagain,“thatyouwouldoftenforgetthatyouareTempleBarholm。”

“You”rerightthere,“heanswered。“Ican”tnailmyselfdowntoit。Itseemslikeasortofjoke。”

Shelookedhimoveragain。

“Itisajoke,“shesaid。

Itwasasthoughshehadslappedhimintheface,thoughshesaiditsoquietly。Heknewhehadreceivedtheslap,andthat,asitwasawoman,hecouldnotslapback。Itwasasortofsurprisetoherthathedidnotgigglenervouslyandturnredandshufflehisfeetinimpotentmisery。Hekeptquitestillamomentorsoandlookedather,thoughnotasshehadlookedathim。Shewonderedifhewassothick-

skinnedthathedidnotfeelanythingatall。

“That”sso,“headmitted。“That”sso。”Thenheactuallysmiledather。

“Idon”tknowhowtobehavemyself,yousee,“hesaid。“You”reLadyJoanFayre,ain”tyou?I”mmightygladtoseeyou。Happytomakeyouracquaintance,LadyJoan。”

Hetookherhandandshookitwithfriendlyvigorbeforesheknewwhathewasgoingtodo。

“I”llbetadollardinner”sready,“headded,“andBurrill”swaiting。

ItscaresmetodeathtokeepBurrillwaiting。He”sgotnouseforme,anyhow。Let”sgoandpacifyhim。”

Hedidnotleadthewayordragherbythearm,asitseemedtoherquiteprobablethathemight,ascostermongersdoonHampsteadHeath。

Heknewenoughtoletherpassfirstthroughthedoor;andwhenLadyMallowelookeduptoseeherenterthedrawing-room,hewasbehindher。Toherladyship”samazementandrelief,theycamein,sotospeak,together。Shehadbeensparedthetryingmomentofassistingattheceremonyoftheirpresentationtoeachother。

CHAPTERXXII

Inacertainsenseshehadbeendraggedtotheplacebyhermother。

LadyMallowehadmanyresources,andaboveallsheknewhowtowearyherintoresistlessnesswhichwasalmostindifference。Therehadbeenseveralshamelesslittlescenesinthelockedboudoir。Butthoughshehadbeendragged,shehadcomewithanintention。Sheknewwhatshewouldfindherselfbeingforcedtosubmittoiftheintruderwerenotdisposedofattheoutset,andifthemanoeuveringbeganwhichwouldbringhimtoLondon。Hewouldappearatherelbowhereandthereandateverycorner,probablyunawarethathewasbeingmadeanoffensivepuppetbytheastuteclevernessagainstwhichshecouldnotdefendherself,unlessshemadeactualscenesindrawing-rooms,atdinner-

tables,intheverystreetsthemselves。GiftedasLadyMallowewasinfineandlight-handeddealingofhercardsinanygame,herstakesatthisspecialjuncturewereseriouslyhigh。Joanknewwhattheywere,andthatshewasinamoodtouchedwithdesperation。ThedefenselesslynewandignorantTempleBarholmwastohermindadirectinterventionofProvidence,anditwasonlyJoanherselfwhocouldrobherofthebenefitsandreliefshecouldprovide。WithregardtoLadyJoan,thoughPalliser”squotedNewYorkism,“wipeuptheearth,“wasunknowntoher,theprocessshehadinmindwhensheleftLondonforLancashirewouldhavebeenwellcoveredbyit。Asinfeudaldaysshemighthaveorderedtherighthandofacreaturesuchasthistobestruckoff,forgettingthathewasaman,sowasshecapableto-dayofinflictinguponhimanyhurtwhichmightsweephimoutofherway。Shehadnotbeenatender-heartedgirl,andintheseyearsshewasabsolutelycallous。Thefellowbeingwhathewas,shehadnottheresourcesshemighthavecalleduponifhehadbeenagentleman。Hewouldnotunderstandthechillsandslightsofgoodmanners。Inthecountryhewouldbeeasiertomanagethanintown,especiallyifattackedinhisfirsttimiditybeforehisnewgrandeurs。Hisbighousenodoubtfrightenedhim,hisservants,thepeoplewhowereofaclassofwhichheknewnothing。WhenPallisertoldhisstoryshesawnewopenings。Hewouldstandinservileaweofherandofotherslikeher。

Hewouldbeafraidofher,tobeginwith,andshecouldmakehimmoreso。

Butthoughshehadcometoalarmhimsothathewouldbeputtoabsoluteflight,shehadalsocomeforanotherreason。ShehadneverseenTempleBarholm,andshehaddiscoveredbeforetheyhadknowneachotheraweekthatitwasJem”ssecretpassion。Hehadloveditwithaslightedandlonelychild”sromanticlonging;hehaddreamedofitasboyandman,knowingthatitmustsometimebehisown,hishome,andyetpreventedbyhisuncle”sattitudetowardhimfromdaringtoactasthoughherememberedthefact。OldMr。TempleBarholm”sspecialhumorhadbeenthatofamanguardingagainstpresumption。

Jemhadnotintendedtopresume,buthehadbeensnubbedwithrelentlesscrueltyevenforboyishexpressionsofadmiration。AndhehadhidhisfeelinginhisheartuntilhepoureditouttoJoan。To-

dayitwouldhavebeenhis。Together,together,theywouldhavelivedinitandlovedeverystoneofit,everyleafoneverygreattree,everywilddaffodilnoddinginthegreengrass。Mostpeople,Godbethanked!canforget。Thewiseonestrainthemselvesbeyondallelsetoforgetting。

Joanhadbeenaluckless,ill-brought-up,passionatechildandgirl。

InherMayfairnurseryshehadbeenaslittletrainedasayoungsavage。Sinceherblackhourshehadforgottennothing,allowedherselfnopalliatingmoments。Herbriefdreamofyoungjoyhadbeentheonerealthinginherlife。SheabsolutelyhadlainawakeatnightandreconstructedthehorrorofJem”sdeath,hadliveditoveragain,writhinginagonyonherbed,andmadlyfeelingthatbysodoingshewasholdingherloveclosetoherlife。

AndthemanwhostoodintheplaceJemhadlongedfor,themanwhosatattheheadofhistable,wasthis“thing!“Thatwaswhatshefelthimtobe,andeveryhurtshecoulddohim,everyhumiliationwhichshouldwritelargebeforehimhispresumptionandgrotesqueunfitness,wouldbeablowstruckforJem,whocouldneverstrikeablowforhimselfagain。Itwasallsenseless,butshehadnotwanttoreason。Fatehadnotreasonedinherbehalf。ShewatchedTembaromunderherlidsatthedinner-table。

Hehadnotwriggledorshuffledwhenshespoketohiminthegallery;

hedidneithernow,andmadenoobviouseffortstoseemunembarrassed。

Heusedhisknifeandforkinoddways,andhewasplainlynotusedtobeingwaitedupon。Morethanonceshesawtheservantsrestrainsmiles。Sheaddressednoremarkstohimherself,andansweredwithchillindifferencesuchthingsashesaidtoher。IfconversationhadflaggedbetweenhimandMr。Palfordbecausethesolicitordidnotknowhowtotalktohim,itdidnotevenreachthepointofflaggingwithher,becauseshewouldnottalkanddidnotallowittobegin。LadyMallowe,sickwithannoyance,wasquitebrilliant。ShedrewoutMissAliciabydetailedreminiscencesofavisitpaidtoRowltonHallyearsbefore。Thevicarhaddinedatthehallwhileshehadbeenthere。Sherememberedperfectlyhischarmofmannerandpowerfuloriginalityofmind,shesaidsweetly。Hehadspokenwithsuchaffectionofhis“littleAlicia,“whowassuchahelptohiminhisparishwork。

“Ithoughthewasspeakingofalittlegirlatfirst,“shesaidsmilingly,“butitsoonrevealeditselfthat”littleAlicia”wasonlyhiscaressingdiminutive。”

AcertainwideningofMissAlicia”sfascinatedeye,whichcouldnotremoveitselffromherface,causedhertoquailslightly。

“Hewasofcourseamanofgreatforceofcharacterand——andexpression,“sheadded。“Irememberthinkingatthetimethathiseloquentfranknessofphrasemightperhapsseemevenseveretofrivolouscreatureslikemyself。Areallyremarkablepersonality。”

“Hissermons,“falteredMissAlicia,asarefuge,“wereindeedremarkable。Iamsurehemustgreatlyhaveenjoyedhisconversationswithyou。IamafraidtherewereveryfewcleverwomenintheneighborhoodofRowlton。”

Castingabittersideglanceonhersilentdaughter,LadyMallowelightlyseizeduponNewYorkasasubject。SheknewsomuchofitfromdelightfulNewYorkers。LondonwasfullofdelightfulNewYorkers。ShewouldlikebeyondeverythingtospendawinterinNewYork。Sheunderstoodthattheseasontherewasinthewinterandthatitwasmostbrilliant。Mr。TempleBarholmmusttellthemaboutit。

“Yes,“saidLadyJoan,lookingathimthroughnarrowedlids,“Mr。

TempleBarholmoughttotellusaboutit。”

Shewantedtohearwhathewouldsay,toseehowhewouldtrytogetoutofthedifficultyorflounderstaggeringlythroughit。Hermotherknewinaninstantthatherownspeechhadbeenastupidblunder。ShehadputthemanintoexactlythepositionJoanwouldenjoyseeinghimin。Buthewasn”tinaposition,itappeared。

“Whatistheseason,anyhow?“hesaid。“You”vegotoneonmewhenyoutalkaboutseasons。”

“InLondon,“MissAliciaexplainedcourageously,“itisthetimewhenherMajestyisatBuckinghamPalace,andwhenthedrawing-roomsareheld,andParliamentsits,andpeoplecomeuptotownandgiveballs。”

ShewishedthatLadyMallowehadnotmadeherremarkjustatthistime。Sheknewthatthequietlymovingservantswerelistening,andthattheircivillyavertedeyeshadseenCaptainPallisersmileandLadyJoan”scuriouslook,andthatthewholeincidentwouldformentertainmentfortheirsupper-table。

“IguesstheyhaveitinthewinterinNewYork,then,ifthat”sit,“

hesaid。“There”snoBuckinghamPalacethere,andnodrawing-rooms,andCongresssitsinWashington。ButNewYorktakesitoutinsuppersatSherry”sandDelmonico”sandtheatersandreceptions。MissAliciaknowshowIusedtogotothemwhenIwasalittlefellow,don”tyou,MissAlicia?“headded,smilingatheracrossthetable。

“Youhavetoldme,“sheanswered。ShenoticedthatBurrillandthefootmenstoodatattentionintheirplaces。

“Iusedtostandoutsideinthesnowandlookinthroughthewindowsatthepeoplehavingagoodtime,“hesaid。“Uskidsthatweresellingnewspapersusedtotrytofillourselvesupwithchoosingwhoseplatewe”dtakeifwecouldgetatit。BeefsteakandFrenchfriedpotatoeswerethefavorites,andhotoysterstews。Weweresoall-firedhungry!“

“Howpathetic!“exclaimedLadyMallowe。“Andhowinteresting,nowthatitisallover!“

Sheknewthathermannerwasgushing,andJoan”sslightsideglanceofsubtleappreciationofthefactexasperatedheralmostbeyondendurance。Whatcouldonedo,whatcouldonetalkabout,withoutinvolvingoneselfindifficultiesoutofwhichone”shastyretreatcouldbeeffectedonlybygushing?TakingintoconsiderationtheawkwardnessofthewholesituationandseeingJoan”stemperandattitude,iftherehadnotbeensomuchatstakeshewouldhavereceivedasummoningtelegramfromLondonthenextdayandtakenflight。Butshehadbeenforcedtoholdhergroundbeforeinplacesshedetestedorwhereshewasnotwanted,andshemustholditagainuntilshehadfoundouttheworstorthebest。And,greatheaven!howJoanwasconductingherself,withthatslow,quietinsultingnessoftoneandlook,thewicked,silentinsolenceofbearingwhichnomanwasabletostand,howeveradmiringlyhebegan!TheDukeofMerthshirehadturnedhisbackuponitevenafteralltheworldhadknownhisintentions,evenafterthenewspapershadprematurelyannouncedtheengagementandsheherselfhadbeenconvincedthathecouldnotpossiblyretreat。Shehadworkeddesperatelythatseason,shehadfawnedonandpettednewspaperpeople,andstoopedtolittlethingsnoonebutherselfcouldhaveinventedandwhichnoonebutherselfknewof。AndneverhadJoanbeensosuperb;herbeautyhadseemedatitsmostbrilliantheight。Thematchwouldhavebeenmagnificent;buthecouldnotstandher,andwouldnot。Why,indeed,shouldanyman?Sheglancedatheracrossthetable。Abeauty,ofcourse;butshewasthinner,andhereyeshadahungryfiercenessinthem,andthetwodelicate,straightlinesbetweenherblackbrowsweredeepening。

Andtherewerenodukesonthehorizon。Merthshirehadmarriedalmostatonce,andalltheothersweretooyoungorhadwivesalready。Ifthismanwouldtakeher,shemightfeelherselflucky。TempleBarholmandseventythousandayearwerenottobetrifledwithbyagirlwhohadmadeherselfunpopularandwhowastwenty-six。Andforherownluckthemomenthadcomejustbeforeitwastoolate——asecondmarriage,wealth,theendofthehideousstruggle。Joanwastheobstacleinherpath,andshemustbeforcedoutofit。SheglancedquicklyatTembarom。HewastryingtotalktoJoannow。Hewastryingtopleaseher。Sheevidentlyhadafascinationforhim。Helookedatherinacuriouswaywhenshewasnotlookingathim。Itwasawaydifferentfromthatofothermenwhomshehadwatchedastheyfurtivelystared。Ithadstruckherthathecouldnottakehiseyesaway。Thatwasbecausehehadneverbeforebeenonspeakingtermswithawomanofbeautyandrank。

Joanherselfknewthathewastryingtopleaseher,andshewasaskingherselfhowlonghewouldhavethecourageandpresumptiontokeepitup。Hecouldscarcelybeenjoyingit。

Hewasnotenjoyingit,buthekeptitup。Hewantedtobefriendswithherformorereasonsthanone。Noonehadeverremainedlongatenmitywithhim。Hehad“gotover“agoodmanypeopleinthecourseofhiscareer,ashehad“gotover“JosephHutchinson。Thishadalwaysbeenaccomplishedbecausehepresentednosurfaceatwhicharrowscouldbethrown。Shewasthehardestpropositionhehadevercomeupagainst,hewasthinking;butifhedidn”tlethimselfbefoolenoughtobreaklooseandgetmad,she”dnothatehimsomuchafterawhile。

Shewouldbegintounderstandthatitwasn”thisfault;thenperhapshecouldgethertomakefriends。Infact,ifshehadbeenabletoreadhisthoughts,thereisnocertaintyastohowfarhertempermighthavecarriedher。Butshecouldseehimonlyasasharp-faced,commonAmericanoftheshop-boyclass,sittingattheheadofJemTempleBarholm”stable,inhischair。

Astheypassedthroughthehalltogotothedrawing-roomafterthemealwasover,shesawaneat,paleyoungmanspeakingtoBurrillandheardafewofhisratheranxiouslyutteredwords。

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