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“Youhaven”tbeentoDetchworthyet?“Palliserinquired。
“No,notyet,“answeredTembarom。TheGranthamswereofthosewhohadnotyetcalled。
“It”sanagreeablehouse。TheGranthamsareagreeablepeople。”
“Arethereanyyoungpeopleinthefamily?“Tembaromasked。
“Youngpeople?Maleorfemale?“Pallisersmilinglyputit。Suddenlyitoccurredtohimthatthismightgivehimasortoflead。
“Girls,“saidTembarom,crudely”justplaingirls。”
Palliserlaughed。Hereitwas,perhaps。
“Theyarenotexactly”plain”girls,thoughtheyarenotbeauties。
TherearefourMissesGrantham。Lucyistheprettiest。Amabelisquitetremendousattennis。”
“Aretheyladies?“inquiredTembarom。
CaptainPalliserturnedandinvoluntarilystaredathim。Whatwasthefellowgettingat?
“I”mafraidIdon”tquiteunderstand,“hesaid。
ThenewTempleBarholmlookedquiteserious。Hedidnot,amazingtorelate,looklikeafoolevenwhenhegaveforthhisextraordinaryquestion。Itwashisalmostbusiness-likeseriousnesswhichsavedhim。
“Imean,doyoucallthemLadyLucyandLadyAmabel?“heanswered。
Ifhehadbeenyounger,lesshardened,orlessfinished,CaptainPalliserwouldhavelaughedoutright。Butheansweredwithoutself-
revelation。
“Oh,Isee。Youwereaskingwhetherthefamilyisatitledone。No;itisagoodoldname,quiteold,infact,butnotitlegoeswiththeestate。”
“Whoarethetitledpeopleabouthere?“Tembaromasked,quiteunabashed。
“TheEarlofPevensyatPevensyPark,theDukeofStoneatStoneHover,LordHambroughatDoone。Dooneisinthenextcounty,justovertheborder。”
“Havetheyallgotdaughters?“
CaptainPalliserfounditexpedienttoclearhisthroatbeforespeaking。
“LordPevensyhasdaughters,sohastheduke。LordHambroughhasthreesons。”
“Howmanydaughtersarethere——inabunch?“Mr。TempleBarholmsuggestedliberally。
ThereCaptainPalliserfeltitsafetoallowhimselftosmile,asthoughtakingitwithasenseofhumor。
“”Inabunch”isanawfullygoodwayofputtingit,“hesaid。“Ithappenstoapplyperhapsratherunfortunatelywell;bothfamiliesaremuchpoorerthantheyshouldbe,anddaughtersmustbeprovidedfor。
Eachhasfour。”Inabunch”thereareeight:LadyAlice,LadyEdith,LadyEthel,andLadyCeliaatStoneHover;LadyBeatrice,LadyGwynedd,LadyHonora,andLadyGwendolenatPevensyPark。Andnotafortuneamongthem,poorgirls!“
“It”snotthemoneythatmatterssomuch,“saidtheastoundingforeigner,“it”sthetitles。”
CaptainPalliserstoppedshortinthegardenpathforamoment。Hecouldscarcelybelievehisears。Thecrudegrotesquenessofitsofargotthebetterofhimthatifhehadnotcoughedhewouldhavebetrayedhimself。
“I”vehadaconfoundedcoldlately,“hesaid。“Excuseme;Imustgetitover。”
Heturnedalittleasideandcoughedenergetically。
AfterwatchinghimafewsecondsTembaromslippedtwofingersintohiswaistcoatpocketandproducedasmalltubeoftablets。
“Taketwoofthese,“hesaidassoonasthecoughstopped。“Ialwayscarryitaboutwithme。It”saNewYorkthingcalled”G。Destroyer。”G
standsforgrippe。”
Pallisertookit。
“Thanks。Withwater?No?Justdissolveinthemouth。Thanksawfully。”
Andhetooktwo,withtearsstillstandinginhiseyes。
“Don”ttastebad,dothey?“Mr。TempleBarholmremarkedencouragingly。
“Notatall。IthinkIshallbeallrightnow。Ijustneededtherelief。Ihavebeentryingtorestrainit。”
“That”samistake,“saidTembarom。Theystrolledonapaceorso,andhebeganagain,asthoughhedidnotmeantoletthesubjectdrop。
“It”sthetitles,“hesaid,“andthekind。Howmanyofthemaregood-
lookers?“
Palliserreflectedamoment,asthoughmakingmentalchoice。
“LadyAliceandLadyCeliaareratherplain,“hesaid,“andbothofthemareinvalidish。LadyEthelistallandhashandsomeeyes,butLadyEdithisreallythebeautyofthefamily。Sheridesanddanceswellandhasacharmingcolor。”
“Andtheotherones,“Tembaronsuggestedashepaused”LadyBeatriceandLadyGwyneddandLadyHonoraandLadyGwendolen。”
“Youremembertheirnameswell,“Palliserremarkedwithahalf-laugh。
“Oh,Ishallrememberthemallright,“Tembaromanswered。“Iearnedtwenty-fiveperinNewYorkbygettingnamesdownfine。”
“TheTalchestersarereallyallrathertaking。TalchesterisLordPevensy”sfamilyname,“Palliserexplained。“Theyaregirlswhohaveprettylittlenosesandbrightcomplexionsandeyes。LadyGwyneddandLadyHonorabothhavequitefascinatingdimples。”
“Dimples!“exclaimedhiscompanion。“Goodbusiness。”
“Doyoulikedimplesparticularly?“Palliserinquiredwithanimpartialair。
“I”dalwaysmakeabee-lineforadimple,“repliedMr。TempleBarholm。
“ClearthewaywhenIstart。”
ThiswasNewYorkphrasing,andwasplainlyhumorous;buttherewassomethingmorethanhumorinhiseyeandsmile——somethinghintingdistantlyatrecollection。
“You”llfindthematPevensyPark,“saidPalliser。
“WhataboutLadyJoanFayre?“wasthenextinquiry。
Palliser”ssideglanceathimwasobservantindeed。Heaskedhimselfhowmuchthemancouldknow。Takingthepastintoconsideration,LadyJoanmightturnouttobeasubjectrequiringdelicatehandling。Itwasnottheeasiestthingintheworldtotalkatallfreelytoapersonwithwhomonedesiredtokeepongoodterms,aboutayoungwomansupposedstilltocherishatragicpassionforthedeadmanwhooughttostandatthepresentmomentintheperson”s,figurativelyspeaking,extremelyill-fittingshoes。
“LadyJoanhasbeenfromherfirstseasonanundeniablebeauty,“hereplied。
“SheandtheoldladyaregoingtostayataplacecalledAsshaweHolt。Ithinkthey”regoingnextweek,“Tembaromsaid。
“Theoldlady?“repeatedCaptainPalliser。
“Imeanhermother。Theonethat”stheCountessofMallowe。”
“HaveyoumetLadyMallowe?“Palliserinquiredwithanotwhollyrepressedsmile。AvisionofLadyMalloweover-hearingtheirconversationarosebeforehim。
“No,Ihaven”t。What”sshelike?“
“Sheisnottheearly-ormid-Victorianoldlady,“wasPalliser”sreply。“ShewearsGainsboroughhats,andlooksaquitepossibleeightandthirty。Sheisahandsomepersonherself。”
Hewasnotawarethattheterm“oldlady“was,amongAmericansoftheclassofMrs。Bowse”sboarders,asortofgenerictermsignifyingalmostanythingmaternalwhichhadpassedthirty。
Tembaromproceeded。
“AftertheygetthroughattheAsshaweHoltplace,I”veaskedthemtocomehere。”
“Indeed,“saidPalliser,withaninwardstart。Themanevidentlydidnotknowwhatotherpeopledid。Afterall,whyshouldhe?HehadbeensellingsomethingorotherinthestreetsofNewYorkwhenthethinghappened,andheknewnothingofLondon。
“ThecountesscalledonMissAliciawhenwewereinLondon,“heheardnext。“Shesaidwewererelations。”
“Youare——asweare。Theconnectionisratherdistant,butitisnearenoughtoformasortoflink。”
“I”vewantedtoseeLadyJoan,“explainedTembarom。“FromwhatI”veheard,Ishouldsayshewasoneofthe”Lady”sPictorial”kind。”
“Iamafraid”Palliser”svoicewasslightlyunsteadyforthemoment——
“Ihavenotstudiedthetypesufficientlytoknow。The”Pictorial”issoexclusivelyawomen”speriodical。”
Hiscompanionlaughed。
“Well,I”veonlylookedthroughitoncemyselfjusttofindout。SomewayIalwaysthinkofLadyJoanasifshewaslikeoneofthoseBeaut”sfromBeautsville,withtrainsaslongasparlor-carsandfeathersintheirheads——dressedtogotoseethequeen。Iguessshe”sbeenpresentedatcourt,“headded。
“Yes,shehasbeenpresented。”
“Dotheylet”emgomorethanonce?“heaskedwithcasualcuriosity。
“Confoundthiscough!“exclaimedCaptainPalliser,andhebrokeforthagain。
“TakeanotherG,“saidTembarom,producinghistube。“Say,justtakethebottleandkeepitinyourpocket“
Whenthebriefparoxysmwasoverandtheymovedonagain,Palliserwaslookinganoddthingorsointheface。“IalwaysthinkofLadyJoan“
wasoneofthem。“Always“seemedtogoratherfar。Howoftenandwhyhadhe“alwaysthought“?Thefellowwasincredible。Didhissharp,boyishfaceandhisslouchconcealacolossal,vulgar,youngambition?
Therewasnotmuchconcealmentaboutit,Heavenknew。Andashesoevidentlywasnotawareofthefacts,howwouldtheyaffecthimwhenhediscoveredthem?AndthoughLadyMallowewasawomannotintheleastdistressedorhamperedbyshadesofdelicacyandscruple,shesurelywasastuteenoughtorealizethateventhisbounder”sdullnessmightbeawakenedtorealizethattherewasmorethanatouchofobviousindecencyinbringingthegirltothehouseofthemanshehadtragicallyloved,andmanoeuveringtoworkherintoitasthewifeofthemanwho,monstrouslyunfitashewas,hadtakenhisplace。CaptainPalliserknewwellthatthepressingoftherelationshiphadmeantonlyonething。Andhow,inthenameoftheFuries!hadshedraggedLadyJoanintotheschemewithher?
ItwasasunbelievableaswasthenewTempleBarholmhimself。Andhowunconcernedthefellowlooked!Perhapsthemanhehadsupplantedwasnomoretohimthanascarcelyrememberedname,ifhewasasmuchasthat。ThenTembarom,pacingslowlybyhisside,handsinpockets,eyesonthewalk,spoke:
“DidyoueverseeJemTempleBarholm?“heasked。
Itwaslikeathunderbolt。Hesaiditasthoughheweremerelycarryinghispreviousremarksontotheirnaturalconclusion;butPalliserfelthimselfsosuddenlyunadjusted,sotospeak,thathepalpablyhesitated。
“Didyou?“hiscompanionrepeated。
“Iknewhimwell,“wastheanswermadeassoonasreadjustmentwaspossible。
“Rememberjusthowhelooked?“
“Perfectly。Hewasastrikingfellow。Womenalwayssaidhehadfascinatingeyes。”
“Sortofslantdownwardontheoutsidecorners——andblackeyelashessortersweepingtogether?“
Palliserturnedwithamovementofsurprise。
“Howdidyouknow?Itwasjustthatoddsortofthing。”
“MissAliciatoldme。Andthere”sapictureinthegallerythat”slikehim。”
CaptainPalliserfeltasembarrassedasMissAliciahadfelt,butitwasforadifferentreason。Shehadfeltawkwardbecauseshehadfearedshehadtouchedonadelicatesubject。Palliserwasembarrassedbecausehewasentirelythrownoutofallhiscalculations。Hefeltforthemomentthattherewasnocalculatingatall,nosecurityinpreparingpaths。Youneverknowwheretheywouldlead。Herehadhebeenactuallyalarmedinsecret!Andtheoafstoodbeforehimundisturbedlyopeningupthesubjecthimself。
“ForafellowlikethattoloseagirlashelostLadyJoanwasprettytough,“theoafsaid。“Bygee!itwastough!“
Heknewitall——thewholething,scandal,tragicallybrokenmarriage,everything。Andknowingit,hewaslayinghisYankeeplansforgettingthegirltoTempleBarholmtolookherover。Itwasofagrossnessonesometimesheardofinmenofhiskind,andyetitseemedinitscasualnesstoout-leapanylittleschemeofthesorthehadsofarlookedonat。
“LadyJoanfeltitimmensely,“hesaid。
Afootmanwastobeseenmovingtowardthem,evidentlybearingamessage。Teawasservedinthedrawing-room,andhehadcometoannouncethefact。
Theywentbacktothehouse,andMissAliciafilledcupsforthemandpresidedoverthesplendidtraywithapersuasivesuggestioninthematterofhotorcoldthingswhichmadeiteasytoleaduptoanysubject。Shewasthebestofunobtrusivehostesses。
PallisertalkedofhisvisitatDetchworth,whichhadbeenshortenedbecausehehadgoneto“fitin“andremainuntilalargebutuncertainpartyturnedup。Ithadturnedupearlierthanhadbeenanticipated,andofcoursehecouldonlydelicatelyslipaway。
“Iamsorryithashappened,however,“hesaid,“notonlybecauseonedoesnotwishtoleaveDetchworth,butbecauseIshallmissLadyMalloweandLadyJoan,whoaretobeatAsshaweHoltnextweek。I
particularlywantedtoseethem。”
MissAliciaglancedatTembaromtoseewhathewoulddo。Hespokebeforehecouldcatchherglance。
“Say,“hesuggested,“whydon”tyoubringyourgripoverhereandstay?Iwishyouwould。”
“AgripmeansaGladstonebag,“MissAliciamurmuredinarapidundertone。
Palliserrepliedwithappreciativecourtesy。Thingsweregoingextremelywell。
“That”sawfullykindofyou,“heanswered。“Ishouldlikeittremendously。Nothingbetter。Youaregivingmeadelightfulopportunity。Thankyou,thankyou。IfImayturnuponThursdayI
shallbedelighted。”
Therewassatisfactioninthisatleastintheobservantgrayeyewhenhewentaway。
CHAPTERXX
DinneratDetchworthGrangewasmostamusingthatevening。Oneofthechiefreasons——infact,itwouldnotbetooventuresometosayTHE
chiefreason——forCaptainPalliser”sfrequentpresenceinverygoodcountryhouseswasthathehadawayofmakingthingsamusing。Hisrelationofanecdotes,ofpeopleandthings,wasdistinguishedbyamannerwhichsubtlydeclinedtorangeitselfonthesideofvulgargossip。QuietlyandwithafinecasualnessheconveyedthewholepictureoftheneworderatTempleBarholm。Hediditwithwonderfullylighttouches,andyetthewholethingwastobeseen——thelittleoldmaidinherexquisiteclothes,herunmistakablestampoftimidgoodbreeding,herprotectingadorationcombinedwithbewilderment;
thelong,lean,notaltogetherill-lookingNewYorkbounder,withhisslightslouch,hisdangerouslyunsophisticated-lookingface,andhisAmericanjocularityofslangphrase。
“He”sofaclassIknownothingabout。Iownhepuzzledmeatrifleatfirst,“Pallisersaidwithhiscoolsmile。“I”mnotsurethatI”ve”gotontohim”altogetheryet。That”sanexpressiveNewYorkphraseofhisown。Butwhenwewerestrollingabouttogether,hemaderevelationsapparentlywithoutbeingintheleastawarethattheywererevelations。Hewasunbelievable。Myfearwasthathewouldnotgoon。”
“Buthedidgoon?“askedAmabel。“Onemusthearsomethingoftherevelations。”
Thenwasgiveninthebestpossibleformthelittledramaofthetalkinthegarden。NoshadeofMr。TempleBarholm”scharacteristicswaslost。PallisergaveoccasionallyanEnglishattemptatthereproductionofhisnasaltwang,butitwasonlyatouchandnotsufficientlypersistedintobecomeundignified。
“Ican”tdoit,“hesaid。“Noneofuscanreallydoit。WhenEnglishactorstryitonthestage,itisnotintheleasttherealthing。
Theyonlydrawlthroughtheirnoses,anditismorethanthat。”
ThepeopleofDetchworthGrangewerenotnoisypeople,buttheirlaughterwasunrestrainedbeforetherecitalwasfinished。Nobodyhadgonesofaraseithertofearortohopeforanythingasundilutedinitsnatureasthiswas。
“Thenhewon”tgiveusachance,theleastchance,“criedLucyandAmabelalmostinunison。“Weareoutoftherunning。”
“Youwon”tgetevenalookin——becauseyouarenot”ladies”“saidtheirbrother。
“PoorJemTempleBarholm!Whatadifferentthingitwouldhavebeenifwehadhadhimforaneighbor!“Mr。Granthamfretted。
“WeshouldhavehadLadyJoanFayreaswell,“saidhiswife。
“Atleastshe”sagentlewomanaswellasa”lady”“Mr。Granthamsaid。
“Shewouldnothavebecomesobitterifthathideousthinghadnotoccurred。”
TheywonderedifthenewmanknewanythingaboutJem。Palliserhadnotreachedthatpartofhisrevelationwhenthelaughterhadbrokenintoit。Hetolditforthwith,andthelaughterwasovercomebyasortofdismayeddisgust。Thisdidnotaccordwiththerumorsofanalmost“nice“goodnature。
“There”savulgarhorridnessaboutit,“saidLucy。
“WhatpriceLadyMallowe!“saidtheson。“I”llbetasovereignshebeganit。”
“Shedid,“remarkedPalliser;“butIthinkonemayleaveMr。TempleBarholmsafelytoLadyJoan。”Mr。GranthamlaughedasonewhoknewsomethingofLadyJoan。
“There”sanAmericanismwhichIdidn”tlearnfromhim,“Palliseradded,“andIremembereditwhenhewastalkingherover。It”sthis:
whenyoudisposeofapersonfinallyandforever,you”wipeuptheearthwithhim。”LadyJoanwill”wipeuptheearth”withyournewneighbor。”
Therewasalittleshoutoflaughter。“Wipeuptheearth“wasentirelynewtoeverybody,thougheventhecountryinEnglandwasatthistimebynomeanswhollyignorantofAmericanslang。
Thisledtosomanyotherthingsbothmirth-provokingandserious,evensometimesveryseriousindeed,thattheentireeveningatDetchworthwasfilledwithtalkofTempleBarholm。Verynaturallythetalkdidnotendbyconfiningitselftoonehousehold。InduetimeCaptainPalliser”slittlesketcheswereknownindiversplaces,anditbecameahabittodiscusswhathadhappened,andwhatmightpossiblyhappeninthefuture。Therewerethosewhowenttothelengthofcallingonthenewmanbecausetheywantedtoseehimfacetoface。
Peopleheardnewthingseveryfewdays,butnoonerealizedthatitwasvaguelythroughPalliserthattheredevelopedageneralideathat,crudeandself-revealingashewas,therelurkedbehindtheoutwardcandoroftheintruderahintofover-sharpnessoftheAmericankind。
Thereseemednonecessityforhimtolayschemesbeyondthosehehadbetrayedinhisinquiriesabout“ladies,“butsomehowitbecameafixedideathathewascapableofdoingshadythingsifatanytimethetemptationarose。Thatwasreallywhathisboyishcasualnessmeant。ThatintruthwasPalliser”sfinalsecretconclusion。AndhewantedverymuchtofindoutwhyexactlylittleoldMissTempleBarholmhadbeentakenup。Ifthemanwantedintroductions,hecouldhavecontrivedtopickupasmartandenterprisingunprofessionalchaperoninLondonwhowouldhavedoneforhimwhatMissTempleBarholmwouldneverpresumetoattempt。Andyetheseemedtohavechosenherdeliberately。Hehadsetherliterallyattheheadofhishouse。AndPalliser,havingheardavaguerumorthathehadactuallysettledadecentincomeuponher,hadmadeadroitinquiriesandfounditwastrue。
Itwas。ToarrangethematterhadbeenoneofhisreasonsforgoingtoseeMr。PalfordduringtheirstayinLondon。
“Iwantedtofixyou——fixyousafe,“hesaidwhenhetoldMissAliciaaboutit。“Iguessnoonecantakeitawayfromyou,whateveroldthinghappens。”
“Whatcouldhappen,dearMr。TempleBarholm?“saidMissAliciainthemidstoftearsofgratitudeandtremulousjoy。“Youaresoyoungandstrongand——everything!Don”tevenspeakofsuchathinginjest。Whatcouldhappen?“
“Anythingcanhappen,“heanswered,“justanything。Happening”stheonethingyoucan”tbeton。IfIwasbetting,I”dputmymoneyonthethingIwassurecouldn”thappen。LookatthisTempleBarholmsonganddance!LookatT。T。ashewashalfstranglingintheblizzardupatHarlemandthankinghisstarslittleMunsbergdidn”tkickhimoutofhisconfectionerystorelessthanayearago!SolongasI”mallright,you”reallright。ButIwantedyoufixed,anyhow。”
Hepausedandlookedatherquestioninglyforamoment。Hewantedtosaysomethingandhewasnotsureheought。Hisreverenceforherlittlefinenessesandreservesincreasedinsteadofwearingaway。Hewasalwaysfindingoutnewthingsabouther。
“Say,“hebrokeforthalmostimpetuouslyafterhishesitation,“Iwishyouwouldn”tcallmeMr。TempleBarholm。”
“D-doyou?“shefluttered。“ButwhatcouldIcallyou?“
“Well,“heanswered,reddeningashadeorso,“I”dgiveahouseandlotifyoucouldjustcallmeTem。”
“Butitwouldsoundsounbecoming,sofamiliar,“sheprotested。
“That”sjustwhatI”maskingfor,“hesaid”someonetobefamiliarwith。I”mthefamiliarkind。That”swhat”sthematterwithme。I”dbefamiliarwithPearson,buthewouldn”tletme。I”dfrightenhimhalftodeath。He”dthinkthathewasn”tdoinghisdutyandearninghiswages,andthatsomehowhe”dgetfiredsomedaywithoutacharacter。”
Hedrewnearertoherandcoaxed。
“Couldn”tyoudoit?“heaskedalmostasthoughhewereaskingafavorofagirl。“JustTem?IbelievethatwouldcomeeasiertoyouthanT。
T。Igetfonderandfonderofyoueveryday,MissAlicia,honestInjun。AndI”dbesogratefultoyouifyou”djustbethatunbecominglyfamiliar。”
Helookedhonestlyinearnest;andifhegrewfonderandfonderofher,shewithoutdoubthad,inthefaceofeverything,givenherwholehearttohim。
“MightIcallyouTemple——tobeginwith?“sheasked。“Ittouchesmesotothinkofyouraskingme。Iwillbeginatonce。Thankyou——
Temple,“withafaintgasp。“Imighttrytheotheralittlelater。”
ItwasonlyafeweveningslaterthathetoldherabouttheflatsinHarlem。HehadsenttoNewYorkforalargebundleofnewspapers,andwhenheopenedthemhereadaloudanadvertisement,andshowedherapictureofalargebuildinggivenupentirelyto“flats。”
HehadrealizedfromthefirstthatNewYorklifehadasingularattractionforher。Theunrelieveddullnessofherlife——thosefewyearsofyouthinwhichshehadstifledvaguelongingsforthejoysexperiencedbyothergirls;theyearsofmiddleagespentinthedrearyefforttobe“submissivetothewillofGod,“which,honestlytranslated,signifiedsubmissiontotheexactionsanddomestictyranniesof“dearpapa“andotherslikehim——hadleftherwithhercapacitiesforpleasureasfreshlysensitiveasachild”s。Thesmallestchangeintheroutineofexistencethrilledherwithexcitement。Tembarom”scasualreferencestohisstrenuousboyhoodcausedhereyestowidenwitheagernesstohearmore。Havingseenthis,hefoundkeendelightintellingherstoriesofNewYorklife——
storiesofhimselforofotherladswhohadbeenhiscompanions。Shewoulddropherworkandgazeathimalmostwithbatedbreath。Hewasanexcellentraconteurwhenhetalkedofthethingsheknewwell。Hehadanunconscioushabitofspringingfromhisseatandactinghisscenesashedepictedthem,laughingandusingstreet-boyphrasing:
“It”sjustlikeatale,“MissAliciawouldbreathe,enrapturedashejumpedfromonestorytoanother。“It”sexactlylikeawonderfultale。”
ShelearnedtoknowtheNewYorkstreetswhentheyblazedwithheat,whentheywerehardwithfrozensnow,whentheyweresloppywithmeltingslushorbrightwithspringtimesunshineandspringwindsblowing,withprettywomenhurryingaboutinbefloweredspringhatsanddressesandtheexhilarationoftheworld-oldspringtimejoy。Shefoundherselfhurryingwiththem。Shesometimeshungwithhimandhiscompanionsontherailingoutsidedazzlingrestaurantswherescoresofgaypeopleaterichfoodinthesightoftheirboyishravenousness。
Shedartedinandoutamonghorsesandvehiclestofindcarriagesafterthetheateroropera,whereeverybodywasdresseddazzlinglyanddiamondsglittered。
“Oh,howricheverybodymusthaveseemedtoyou——howcruellyrich,poorlittleboy!“
“Theylookedrich,rightenough,“heansweredwhenshesaidit。“Andthereseemedalotofgoodthingstoeatallcorralledinafewplaces。Andyouwishedyoucouldbeletlooseinside。ButIdon”tknowasitseemedcruel。Thatwasthewayitwas,youknow,andyoucouldn”thelpit。Andtherewereplaceswherethey”dgiveawaysomeofwhatwasleft。Itellyou,wewereinluckthen。”
Therewassomespiritinhistellingitall——aspiritwhichhadsurelybeenwithhimthroughhishardestdays,aspiritofyoungmirthinrags——whichmadeherfeelsubconsciouslythatthewholeexperiencehad,afterall,beensomehowofthenatureoflife”shighadventure。
Hehadneverbeenillorheart-sick,andhelaughedwhenhetalkedofit,asthoughtheremembrancewasnotarecallingofdisaster。
“Clemmin”ornoclemmin”。IwishI”dlivedtheloifetha”slived,“
TummasHibblethwaitehadsaid。
Heramazementwouldindeedhavebeengreatifshehadbeentoldthatshesecretlysharedhisfeeling。
“Itseemsasifsomehowyouhadneverbeendull,“washermethodofexpressingit。
“Dull!Holycats!no,“hegrinned。“Therewasn”tanytimeforbeinganything。Youjusthadtokeepgoing。”
ShebecameintimefamiliarwithMrs。Bowse”sboarding-houseandboarders。SheknewMrs。PeckandMr。Jakesandtheyoungladyfromthenotioncounter(thosewonderfulshops!)。JuliusandJemandthehallbedroomandthetiltedchairsandcloudofsmokeshesawsooftenthatshefeltathomewiththem。
“PoorMrs。Bowse,“shesaid,“musthavebeenamostrespectable,motherly,hard-workingcreature。Reallyanicepersonofherclass。”
Shecouldnotquitevisualizethe“parlor,“butitmusthavebeenwarmandcomfortable。Andthepianola——apianowhichyoucouldplaywithoutevenknowingyournotes——Whatacleverinvention!Americaseemedfullofthemostwonderfullycleverthings。
TembaromwasactuallyupliftedinsoulwhenhediscoveredthatshelaidtransparentlittleplansforleadinghimintotalkaboutNewYork。Shewantedhimtotalkaboutit,andtheLordknowshewantedtotalkabouthimself。Hehadbeenafraidatfirst。Shemighthavehatedit,asPalforddid,anditwouldhavehurthimsomehowifshehadn”tunderstood。Butshedid。Withoutquiterealizingthefact,shewasbeginningtoloveit,towishshehadseenit。HerSomersetvicarageimaginationdidnotallowofsuchleapsaswouldbeimpliedbythedaringwishthatsometimeshemightseeit。
ButTembarom”simaginationwasmoreathletic。
“Jinks!wouldn”titbefinetotakeherthere!ThelarkinLondonwouldn”tbeacehightoit。”
TheHutchinsonswerenotNewYorkers,buttheyhadbeenpartoftheatmosphereofMrs。Bowse”s。Mr。Hutchinsonwouldofcourseberatheraforwardandpushingmantobeobligedtomeet,butLittleAnn!ShedidsolikeLittleAnn!Andthedearboydidsowant,inhisheartofhearts,totalkaboutherattimes。Shedidnotknowwhether,inthecircumstances,sheoughttoencouragehim;buthewassodear,andlookedsomuchdearerwhenheevensaid“LittleAnn,“thatshecouldnothelpoccasionallyleadinghimgentlytowardthesubject。
Whenheopenedthenewspapersandfoundtheadvertisementsoftheflats,shesawtheengaging,half-awkwardhumorousnesscomeintohiseyes。
“Here”sonethatwoulddoallright,“hesaid”fourroomsandabath,eleventhfloor,thirty-fivedollarsamonth。”
Hespreadthenewspaperonthetableandrestedonhiselbow,gazingatitforafewminuteswhollyabsorbed。Thenhelookedupatherandsmiled。
“There”saplanoftherooms,“hesaid。“Wouldyouliketolookatit?
ShallIbringyourchairuptothetablewhilewegooverittogether?“
Hebroughtthechair,andsidebysidetheywentoveritthoroughly。
ToMissAliciaithadalltheinterestofanewkindofpuzzle。Heexplaineditineverydetail。OneofhissecretshadbeenthatonseveraldayswhenGalton”smannerhadmadehimhopefulhehadvisitedcertainflatbuildingsandgoneintotheirintricacies。Hecouldthereforedescribewithcolortheirresources——thejanitor;theelevator;thedumb-waiterstocarryupdomesticsuppliesandcarrydownashesandrefuse;therefrigerator;theunlimitedsupplyofhotandcoldwater,theheatingplan;theastonishinglittlekitchen,withstationarywash-tubs;thetelephone,ifyoucouldaffordit,——alltheconvenienceswhichtoMissAlicia,accustomedtothehabitsofRowcroftVicarage,whereyouluggedcansofwaterup-stairsanddownifyoutookabathorevenwashedyourface;seemedluxuriesappertainingonlytotherichandgreat。
“Howconvenient!Howwonderful!Dearme!Dearme!“shesaidagainandagain,quiteflushedwithexcitement。“Itislikeafairy-story。Andit”snotbigatall,isit?“
“Youcouldgetmostofitintothis,“heanswered,exulting。“Youcouldgetallofitintothatbigwhite-andgoldparlor。”
“Thewhitesaloon?“
Heshowedhisteeth。
“IguessIoughttoremembertocallitthat,“hesaid,“butitalwaysmakesmethinkofKidMacMurphy”sonFourthAvenue。Hekeptwhatwascalledasaloon,andhe”dhaditpaintedwhite。”
“Didyouknowhim?“MissAliciaasked。
“Knowhim!Gee!no!Ididn”tflyashighasthat。He”dhavethoughtmeprettyfreshifI”dactedlikeIknewhim。HethoughthewasoneoftheFourHundred。He”dbeenaprize-fighter。HewasthefellowthatknockedoutKidWilkensinfourrounds。”Hebrokeoffandlaughedathimself。“Hearmetalktoyouaboutatoughlikethat!“heended,andhegaveherhandthelittleapologetic,protectivepatwhichalwaysmadeherheartbeatbecauseitwasso“nice。”
Hedrewherbacktotheadvertisements,anddrewsuchinterestingpicturesofwhatthelivesoftwopeople——motherandsonorfatheranddaughterorayoungmarriedcouplewhodidn”twanttoputonstyle——
mightbeinthetinycompartments,thattheirexcitementmountedagain。
Thiscouldbeabedroom,thatcouldbeabedroom,thatcouldbetheliving-room,andifyouputabitofbrightcarpetonthehallwayandhungupapictureorso,itwouldlookfirst-rate。Heevenwentintothematterofmeasurements,whichmadeitmorelikeputtingapuzzletogetherthanever,andtheirreliefwhentheyfoundtheycouldfitapieceoffurniturehecalled“alounge“intoacertaincornerwasathingofflushingdelight。The“lounge,“shefound,wasasortofcotwithsprings。Youcouldbuythemforthreedollars,andwhenyouputonamattressandcovereditwitha“spread,“youcouldsitonitinthedaytimeandsleeponitatnight,ifyouhadto。
Frommeasurementshewentintocalculationsaboutthecostofthings。
Hehadseenunpaintedwoodentablesyoucouldputmahoganystainon,andthey”dlookallyou”dwant。He”dseenasplendidlittlerocking-
chairinSecondAvenueforfivedollars,oneofthepaddedkindthatladieslike。Hehadseenanarm-chairforamanthatwasonlyseven;
buttheremightn”tberoomforboth,andyou”dhavetohavetherocking-chair。Hehadonceaskedthepriceofalotofplatesandcupsandsaucerswithrosesonthem,andyoucouldgetthemforsix;andyoudidn”tneedastovebecausetherewastherange。
HehadonceheardLittleAnntalkingtoMrs。Bowseaboutthepriceoffrying-pansandkettles,andtheyseemedtocostnexttonothing。He”dlookedintostorewindowsandnoticedthepricesofgroceriesandvegetablesandthingslikethat——sugar,forinstance;twopeoplewouldn”tusemuchsugarinaweek——andtheywouldn”tneedatonofteaorflourorcoffee。Ifafellowhadamotherorsisterorwifewhohadaheadandknewaboutthings,youcould“putitover“onmightylittle,andhaveasplendidtimetogether,too。You”devenbeabletoworkinacheapseatinatheatereverynowandthen。Helaughedandflushedashethoughtofit。
MissAliciahadneverhadadoll”shouse。RowcroftVicaragedidnotruntodollsandtheirbelongings。Herthwartedlongingforadoll”shousehadasortofparallelinhersimilarlythwartedlongingfor“alittleboy。”
Andherewasherdoll”shousesolong,solongunpossessed!Itwaslikethat,thisabsorbedcontrivingandfittingoffurnitureintocorners。Shealsoflushedandlaughed。Hereyesweresobrightlyeagerandhercheekssopinkthatshelookedquitegirlishunderherlacecap。
“Howprettyandcozyitmightbemade,howdear!“sheexclaimed。“Andonewouldbesohighupontheeleventhfloor,thatonewouldfeellikeabirdinanest。”
Hisfacelighted。Heseemedtoliketheideatremendously。
“Why,that”sso,“helaughed。“Thatideasuitsmedowntotheground。
Abirdinanest。Butthere”dhavetobetwo。Onewouldbelonely。
Say,MissAlicia,howwouldyouliketoliveinaplacelikethat?“
“Iamsureanyonewouldlikeit——iftheyhadsomedearrelativewiththem。”
Helovedher“dearrelative,“lovedit。Heknewhowmuchitmeantofwhathadlainhiddenunacknowledged,evenunknowntoher,throughalifetimeinherearly-Victorianspinsterbreast。
“Let”sgotoNewYorkandrentoneandliveinittogether。Wouldyoucome?“hesaid,andthoughhelaughed,hewasnotjocularintheusualway。“Wouldyou,ifwewakedupandfoundthisTempleBarholmthingwasadream?“
Somethinginhismanner,shedidnotknowwhat,puzzledheralittle。
“Butifitwereadream,youwouldbequitepooragain,“shesaid,smiling。
“No,Iwouldn”t。I”dgetGaltontogivemebackthepage。He”ddoitquick——quick,“hesaid,stillwithalaugh。“Beingpoor”snothing,anyhow。We”dhavethetimeofourlives。We”dbetwobirdsinanest。
Youcanlookoutthoseeleventh-storywindows”wayovertotheBronx,andgetbitsoftheriver。AndperhapsafterawhileAnnwoulddo-
likeshesaid,andwe”dbethreebirds。”
“Oh!“shesighedecstatically。“Howbeautifulitwouldbe!Weshouldbealittlefamily!“
“Soweshould,“heexulted。“ThinkofT。T。withafamily!“Hedrewhispaperofcalculationstowardhimagain。“Let”smakebelievewe”regoingtodoit,andworkoutwhatitwouldcost-forthree。Youknowabouthousekeeping,don”tyou?Let”swritedownalist。”
Ifhehadwarmedtohisworkbefore,hewarmedstillmoreafterthis。
MissAliciawasdrawnintoitagain,andfollowedhisfancifulplanswithanewfervor。Theywereliketwochildrenwhohadplayedatmake-
believeuntiltheyhadlostsightofcommonplacerealities。
MissAliciahadlivedamongsmalleconomiesandcouldbeofgreatassistancetohim。Theymadelistsandaddeduplinesoffiguresuntilthefine,hugeroomanditsthousandsofvolumesmeltedaway。Inthegreathall,guardedbywarriorsinarmor,thepowderedheadsofthewaitingfootmendroopedandnoddedwhilethepricesofpoundsofbutterandsugarandthevalueofpotatoesandflourandnutmegswerebalancedwithahecticjoy,andtherelativesignificanceofdollarsandcentsandshillingsandhalf-crownsandfive-centpiecescausedMissAliciaamilddelirium。
Bythetimethatshehadestablishedthefactsthatashillingwassomethingliketwenty-fivecents,adollarwasfourandtwopence,andtwenty-fivedollarswassomethingoverfivepounds,itwaspastmidnight。
Theyheardtheclockstrikethehalf-hour,andstoppedtostareateachother。
Tembaromgotupwithyetanotherlaugh。
“Say,Imustn”tkeepyouupallnight,“hesaid。“Buthaven”twehadafinetime-haven”twe?IfeelasifI”dbeenthere。”
TheyhadbeentheresoentirelythatMissAliciabroughtherselfbackwithdifficulty。
“Icanscarcelybelievethatwehavenot,“shesaid。“IfeelasifI
didn”tliketoleaveit。Itwassodelightful。”Sheglancedabouther。
“Theroomlookshuge,“shesaid”almosttoohugetolivein。”
“Doesn”tit?“heanswered。“NowyouknowhowIfeel。”Hegatheredhisscrapsofpapertogetherwithafeelingtouch。“Ididn”twanttocomebackmyself。WhenIgetabitofagrouchIshalljerktheseoutandgobackthereagain。”
“Oh,doletmegowithyou!“shesaid。“Ihavesoenjoyedit。”
“Youshallgowheneveryoulike,“hesaid。“We”llkeepitupforasortofgameonrainydays。Howmuchisadollar,MissAlicia?“
“Fourandtwopence。Andsugarissixcentsapound。”
“Gotothehead,“heanswered。“Rightagain。”
Theopenedrollofnewspaperswaslyingonthetablenearher。TheywerecopiesofTheEarth,andthedateofoneofthembymerestchancecaughthereye。
“Howodd!“shesaid。“Thoseareoldpapers。Didyounotice?Isitamistake?Thisoneisdated“Sheleanedforward,andhereyecaughtawordinahead-line。
“TheKlondike,“sheread。“There”ssomethinginitabouttheKlondike。”Heputhishandoutanddrewthepapersaway。
“Don”tyoureadthat,“hesaid。“Idon”twantyoutogotobedanddreamabouttheKlondike。You”vegottodreamabouttheflatinHarlem。”
“Yes,“sheanswered。“Imustn”tthinkaboutsadthings。TheflatinHarlemisquitehappy。Butitstartledmetoseethatword。”
“Ionlysentforthem——becauseIhappenedtowanttolooksomethingup,“heexplained。“Howmuchisapound,MissAlicia?“
“Fourdollarsandeighty-sixcents,“shereplied,recoveringherself。
“Goupheadagain。You”regoingtostaythere。”
Whenshegavehimherhandontheirpartingforthenighthehelditamoment。Asubtlecombinationofthingsmadehimdoit。Thecalculations,themeasurements,thenestfromwhichonecouldlookoutovertheBronx,wereprevailingelementsinitsmake-up。AnnhadbeenineachroomoftheHarlemflat,andshealwaysvaguelyremindedhimofAnn。
“Wearerelations,ain”twe?“heasked。
“Iamsureweoftenseemquitenearrelations——Temple。”Sheaddedthenamewithveryprettykindness。
“We”renotdistantonesanymore,anyhow,“hesaid。“Arewenearenough——wouldyouletmekissyougoodnight,MissAlicia?“
Anemotionalflushranuptohercapribbons。
“Indeed,mydearboy——indeed,yes。”
Holdingherhandwithachivalric,ifslightlyawkward,courtesy,hebent,andkissedhercheek。Itwasahearty,affectionatelygratefulyoungkiss,which,whileitwasforherself,remotelyincludedAnn。
“It”sthefirsttimeI”veeversaidgoodnighttoanyonelikethat,“
hesaid。“Thankyouforlettingme。”
Hepattedherhandagainbeforereleasingit。Shewentup-stairsblushingandfeelingratherasthoughshehadbeenproposedto,andyet,spinsterthoughshewas,somehowquiteunderstandingaboutthenestandAnn。
CHAPTERXXI
LadyMalloweandherdaughterdidnotpaytheirvisittoAsshaweHolt,theabsolute,thoughnotopenlyreferredto,factbeingthattheyhadnotbeeninvited。ThevisitinquestionhadmerelyfloatedintheairasadelicatesuggestionmadebyherladyshipinherlettertoMrs。
AssheShaw,totheeffectthatsheandJoanweregoingtostayatTempleBarholm,thevisittoAsshawetheyhadpartlyarrangedsometimeagomightnowbefittedin。
Thepartialarrangementitself,Mrs。AssheShawremarkedtohereldestdaughterwhenshereceivedthesuggestingnote,wassopartialastorequireslightconsideration,sinceithadbeenmade“bythewomanherself,whowouldpushherselfandherdaughterintoanyhouseinEnglandifabackdoorwereleftopen。”Inthecivillyphrasedlettershereceivedinanswertoherown,LadyMallowereadbetweenthelinesthepointofviewtaken,andwrithedsecretly,asshehadbeenmadetowrithescoresoftimesinthecourseofhercareer。Ithadhappenedsooften,indeed,thatitmighthavebeenimaginedthatshehadbecomeusedtoit;butthewomanwhoactedasmaidtoherselfandJoanalwaysknewwhen“shehadtriedtogetinsomewhere“andfailed。
ThenoteofexplanationsentimmediatelytoMissAliciawasatonceadroitandamiable。TheyhadunfortunatelybeendetainedinLondonadayortwopastthedatefixedfortheirvisittoAsshawe,andLadyMallowewouldnotallowMrs。AssheShawe,whohadsomanyguests,tobeinconveniencedbytheirarrivinglateandperhapsdisarrangingherplans。Soifitwasquiteconvenient,theywouldcometoTempleBarholmaweekearlier;butnot,ofcourse,ifthatwouldbetheleastupsetting。
Whentheyarrived,TembaromhimselfwasinLondon。Hehadsuddenlyfoundhewasobligedtogo。Thebusinesswhichcalledhimwassomethingwhichcouldnotbeputoff。Heexpectedtoreturnatonce。
ItwasmadeveryeasyforhimwhenhemadehisexcusestoPalliser,whosuggestedthathemightevenfindhimselfreturningbythesametrainwithhisguests,whichwouldgivehimopportunities。Ifhewasdetained,MissAliciacouldtakechargeofthesituation。Theywouldquiteunderstandwhensheexplained。CaptainPalliserforesawforhimselfsomequietentertainmentinhisownmeetingwiththevisitors。
LadyMallowealwaysprovidedacertainorderofamusementforhim,andnomanaliveobjectedtofindinginterestandevenacertainexcitementinthesocietyofLadyJoan。Itwasherchiefcharacteristicthatsheinspiredinamanavague,evenifslightlyirritated,desiretopleaseherinsomedegree。Toleadherontotalkinhersometimesbrilliant,alwaysheartlesslyunsparing,fashion,perhapstosmilehershadeofabittersmile,gaveamansomethingtodo,especiallyifhewasbored。Palliseranticipatedapossiblechanceofrepeatingthedialogueof“theladies,“not,however,goingintotheJemTempleBarholmpartofit。Whenonefindsamanwhoseidlelifehasgeneratedinhimthecuriositywhichisusuallycalledfeminine,itfrequentlyoccupieshimmoreactivelythanheisawareorwilladmit。
Afashionablemalegossipisacuriousdevelopment。Palliserwas,uponthewhole,notawarethathehadanintenseinterestinfindingouttheexactreasonwhyLadyMallowehadnotfailedutterlyinanyattempttodragherdaughtertothisparticularplace,tobeflungheadlong,sotospeak,atthisspecialman。LadyMalloweonecouldrunandread,butLadyJoanwasinthisinstanceunexplainable。Andassheneverdeignedtheslightestconcealment,thestoryofthedialoguewouldnodoubtcausehertoshowherhand。Shemusthaveahand,anditmustbeoneworthseeing。
Itwasnothe,however,whocouldeitherguessorunderstand。Thefollowingwouldhavebeenhissummingupofher:“Flaringlyhandsomegirl,broughtupbyhermothertooneend。Badtempertobeginwith。
Girlwhomight,ifshelostherhead,getintosomefrightfulmess。
Meetsafascinatingdevilinthefirstseason。AregularRomeoandJulietpassionblazesup——allforloveandtheworldwelllost。AllLondonlookingon。LadyMallowefranticandfurious。Suddenlythefascinatingdevilruinedforlife,donefor。Bolts,getskilled。LadyMallowetriumphant。Girldraggedaboutafterwardlikeabeautifulyoungdemoninchains。Refusesallsortsofthings。Behavesinfernally。Nobodyknowsanythingelse。”
Nobodydidknow;LadyMalloweherselfdidnot。FromthefirstyearinwhichJoanhadlookedatherwithchildconsciousnessshehadfeltthattherewasantagonisminthedeepsofhereyes。Nomotherlikestorecognizesuchathing,andLadyMallowewasaparticularlyvainwoman。Thechildwasgoingtobeanundeniablebeauty,andsheoughttoadorethemotherwhowastoarrangeherfuture。Insteadofwhich,sheplainlydislikedher。Bythetimeshewasthreeyearsold,theantagonismhadbecomedefianceandrebellion。LadyMallowecouldnotevenindulgeherselfinthesatisfactionofshowingherembryobeautyoff,andthuspreparingareputationforher。Shewasnotcrossortearful,butshehadthetemperofalittledevil。Shewouldnotbeshownoff。Shehatedit,andherbearingdangerouslysuggestedthatshehatedherhandsomeyoungmother。Noeffectscouldbeproducedwithher。
Beforeshewasfourtheantagonismwasmutual,anditincreasedwithyears。Thechildwasofapassionatenature,andhadbeenbornintenselyallhermotherwasnot,andintenselynotallhermotherwas。Athrow-backtosomehigh-spiritedandfiercelyhonestancestorcreatedinherafuryatthesightofmeanfalsitiesanddishonors。
Beforeshewasoldenoughtoknowtheexactcauseofherrageshewasshakenbyit。Shethoughtshehadabadtemper,andwasbadenoughtohateherownmotherwithoutbeingabletohelpit。Asshegrewoldershefoundoutthatshewasnotreallysobadasshehadthought,thoughshewasobligedtoconcedethatnothingpalliativecouldbesaidaboutthetemper。Ithadbeenviolentfromthefirst,andshehadlivedinanatmospherewhichinfuriatedit。Shedidnotsupposesuchathingcouldbecontrolled。Itsometimesfrightenedher。HadnottheoldMarquisofNorboroughbeencelebratedthroughhisentirelifeforhisfuries?Wastherenotahushed-uprumorthathehadoncethrownadecanterathiswife,andsonearlykilledherthatpeoplehadbeenaskingoneanotherinwhispersifapeeroftherealmcouldbehanged。
Hehadbeenbornthatway,sohadshe。Herschool-roomdayshadbeenahorrortoher,andalsoaterror,becauseshehadoftenalmostflungink-bottlesandheavyrulersathersilly,lyinggovernesses,andoncehaddugapairofscissorsintoonesneakingoldmaidfool”sarmwhenshehadmadeher“seered“byherignobletrickeries。Perhapsshewouldbehangedsomedayherself。Sheonceprayedforaweekthatshemightbemadebettertempered,——notthatshebelievedinprayer,——andofcoursenothingcameofit。
Everyyearshelivedsheragedmorefuriouslyatthetricksshesawplayedbyhermotherandeveryonewhosurroundedher;theveryservantsweregreaterliarsandpilferersthananyotherservants。Hermotherwasalwaystryingtogetthingsfrompeoplewhichtheydidnotwanttogiveher。Shewouldcarryoffslightsandsnubsasthoughtheywereactualtributes,ifshecouldgainherend。Thegirlknewwhatthemeaningofherownfuturewouldbe。Sinceshedefinitelydislikedherdaughter,LadyMallowedidnotmincematterswhentheywerealone。
Shehadnomoney,shewasextremelygoodlooking,shehadacertainnumberofyearsinwhichtofightforherownhandamongthenewdebutanteswhowerepresentedeveryseason。Herfirstseasonover,thenextseasonothergirlswouldbefresherthanshewas,andnewertothemenwhowereworthmarrying。Menlikenovelty。Afterhersecondseasonthedebutanteswouldseemfresherstillbycontrast。Thenpeoplewouldbegintosay,“Shewaspresentedfourorfiveyearsago。”
Afterthatitwouldbeallstruggle,——everyseasonitwouldbeworse。
Itwouldbecomeawful。Unmarriedwomenoverthirty-fivewouldspeakofherasthoughtheyhadbeeninthenurserytogether。Marriedgirlswithachildorsowouldtreatherasthoughshewereamaidenaunt。
Sheknewwhatwasbeforeher。Beggarystaredthembothinthefaceifshedidnotmakethemostofherlooksandwastenotime。AndJoanknewitwasalltrue,andthatworse,farworsethingsweretruealso。
Shewouldbeobligedtospendalonglifewithhermotherincheaplodgings,afaded,penniless,unmarriedwoman,railedat,taunted,sneeredat,forcedtobepartofhumiliatingtricksplayedtoenablethemtogetintodebtandthentoavoidpayingwhattheyowed。Hadshenotseenonehorribleoldwomanoftheirownrankwhowasanexampleofwhatpovertymightbringoneto,anoldharpywhotriedtoqueenitoverherlandladyinanactualbackstreet,andwasbyturnsfawneduponanddisgustingly“yourladyshiped“oroutrageouslyinsultedbyherlandlady?
Thenthatfirstseason!Dear,dearGod!thatfirstseasonwhenshemetJem!Shewasnotnineteen,andthefacileworldpretendedtobeatherfeet,andthesunshoneasthoughLondonwereinItaly,andtheparkwasmarvelouswithflowers,andthereweresuchdancesandsuchlaughter!
Anditwasallsoyoung——andshemetJem!Itwasatagarden-partyatalovelyoldhouseontheriver,aplacewithcelebratedgardenswhichwouldalwayscomebacktohermemoryasariotofroses。Thefrocksofthepeopleonthelawnlookedasthoughtheyweremadeofthepetalsofflowers,andamadlittlehauntingwaltzwasbeingplayedbytheband,andthereunderagreatcopperbirchonthegreenvelvetturfnearherstoodJem,lookingatherwithdark,liquid,slantingeyes!
Theywereonlyafewfeetfromeachother,——andhelooked,andshelooked,andthehaunting,madlittlewaltzplayedon,anditwasasthoughtheyhadbeenstandingtheresincetheworldbegan,andnothingelsewastrue。
Afterwardnothingmatteredtoeitherofthem。LadyMalloweherselfceasedtocount。Nowandthentheworldstopsfortwopeopleinthisunearthlyfashion。Atsuchtimes,asfarassuchapairareconcerned,causesandeffectscease。Herbadtemperfled,andsheknewshewouldneverfeelitsfuriouslashagain。
WithJemlookingatherwithhisglowing,droopingeyes,therewouldbenoreasonforrageandshame。Sheconfessedthetempertohimandtoldofherterrorofit;heconfessedtoherhisfondnessforhighplay,andtheyheldeachother”shands,notwithsentimentalyouthfullightness,butwiththestrongclaspofsworncomrades,andpromisedonhonorthattheywouldstandbyeachothereveryhouroftheirlivesagainsttheirworstselves。
Theywouldhavekeptthepact。Neitherwasaslightordishonestcreature。Thephaseoflifethroughwhichtheypassedisnotanewone,butitisnotoftensonearlyanomnipotentpoweraswastheirthree-months”dream。
Itlastedonlythatlengthoftime。Thencametheendoftheworld。
Joandidnotlookfreshinhersecondseason,andbeforeitwasovermenwereratherafraidofher。Becauseshewassoyoungthefreshnessreturnedtohercheek,butitnevercamebacktohereyes。
Whatexactlyhadhappened,orwhatshethought,itwasimpossibletoknow。Shehaddelicate,blackbrows,andbetweenthemappearedtwodelicate,fiercelines。Hereyeswereofapurplish-gray,“thecolorofthunder,“asnubbedadmirerhadoncesaid。Betweentheirblacklashestheyweremoredeeplythunder-colored。Herlifewithhermotherwasathingnottobespokenof。Tothedesperategirl”sagonyofrebellionagainstthehorroroffateLadyMallowe”stauntsandberatingsweredevilish。TherewasacertainboudoirinthehouseinHillStreetwhichwastoJoanlikethequestionchamberoftheInquisition。Shutupinittogether,thetwowentthroughsceneswhichintheircrueltywouldhavedonecredittotheMiddleAges。LadyMallowealwayslockedthedoortopreventtheunexpectedentranceofaservant,butservantsmanagedtohoveraboutit,becauseherladyshipfrequentlyforgotcautionsofarastoraisehervoiceattimes,asladiesarenotsupposedtodo。
“Wefight,“Joansaidwithashort,horriblelaughonemorning”wefightlikecatsanddogs。No,liketwocats。Acat-and-dogfightismorequicklyover。Somedayweshallscratcheachother”seyesout。”
“Haveyounoshame?“hermothercried。
“Iamburningwithit。IamlikeSt。Lawrenceonhisgridiron。”Turnmeoverontheotherside”“shequoted。
ThiswaswhenshehadbehavedsoabominablytotheDukeofMerthshirethathehadactuallywithdrawnhismorethanhalf-finishedproposal。
ThatwhichshehatedmorethanallelsewastheGodshehadprayedtowhensheaskedshemightbehelpedtocontrolhertemper。
ShehadnotbelievedinHimatthetime,butbecauseshewasfrightenedaftershehadstuckthescissorsintoFrauleinshehadtriedtheappealasanexperiment。ThenightaftershemetJem,whenshewenttoherroominHillStreetforthenight,shekneltdownandprayedbecauseshesuddenlydidbelieve。SincetherewasJemintheworld,theremustbetheothersomewhere。
Asdayfollowedday,herfaithgrewwithherlove。ShetoldJemaboutit,andtheyagreedtosayaprayertogetheratthesamehoureverynight。Thebigyoungmanthoughtherpietybeautiful,and,hisvoicewasunsteadyastheytalked。Butshetoldhimthatshewasnotpious,butimpious。
“Iwanttobemadegood,“shesaid。“Ihavebeenbadallmylife。I
wasabadchild,Ihavebeenabadgirl;butnowImustbegood。”
Onthenightafterthetragiccard-partyshewenttoherroomandkneeleddowninanewspirit。Sheknelt,butnottocoverherface,shekneltwiththroatstrainedandherfierceyoungfacethrownbackandupward。
Herhandswereclenchedtofistsandflungoutandshakenattheceiling。Shesaidthingssoawfulthatherownbloodshudderedassheutteredthem。Butshecouldnot——inhermadhelplessness——makethemawfulenough。Sheflungherselfonthecarpetatlast,herarmsoutstretchedlikeacreaturecrucifiedfacedownwardonthecross。
“IbelievedinYou!“shegasped。“ThefirstmomentyougavemeareasonIbelieved。Idid!Idid!WebothsaidourprayertoYoueverynight,likechildren。Andyou”vedonethis——this——this!“Andshebeatwithherfistsuponthefloor。
Severalyearshadpassedsincethatnight,andnolivingbeingknewwhatshecarriedinhersoul。Ifshehadasoul,shesaidtoherself,itwasblack——black。Butshehadnone。NeitherhadJemhadone;whentheearthandstoneshadfallenuponhimithadbeentheend,asitwouldhavebeenifhehadbeenabeetle。
ThiswastheguestwhowascomingtothehousewhereMilesHugosmiledfromhisframeinthepicture-gallery——thehousewhichwouldto-dayhavebeenJem”sifT。Tembaromhadnotinheritedit。
Tembaromreturnedsometwenty-fourhoursafterMissAliciahadreceivedhisvisitorsforhim。Hehadbeen“goinginto“absorbingthingsinLondon。Histhoughtsduringhisnorthwardjourneywerepuzzledanddiscouragedones。Hesatinthecorneroftherailwaycarriageandstaredoutofthewindowwithoutseeingthespringtimechangesintheflyinglandscape。
ThepricehewouldhavegivenforatalkwithAnnwouldnothavebeeneasytocompute。Herhead,herlevellittlehead,andherwayofseeingintothingsandpickingoutfactswithoutbeingrattledbywhatdidn”treallycount,wouldhavebeenworthanything。Thedayitselfwasadiscouragingone,withheavythreateningsofrainwhichdidnotfall。
Thelowcloudswerepilesofdark-purplegray,andwhenthesuntriedtosendlancesofominousyellowlightthroughthem,strangeandlurideffectswereproduced,andtheheavypurple-graymassesrolledtogetheragain。Hewonderedwhyhedidnothearlowrumblingsofthunder。
Hewenttohisroomatoncewhenhereachedhome。Hewaslate,andPearsontoldhimthattheladiesweredressingfordinner。Pearsonwasinwaitingwitheverythinginreadinessfortherapidperformanceofhisduties。Tembaromhadlearnedtoallowhimselftobewaitedupon。
Hehad,infact,donethisforthesatisfyingofPearson,whoserespectfulunhappinesswouldotherwisehavebeenmanifestdespitehiseffortstoconcealit。HedressedquicklyandaskedsomequestionsaboutStrangeways。OtherwisePearsonthoughtheseemedpreoccupied。Heonlymadeoneslightjoke。
“You”dbeafirst-ratedresserforaquick-changeartist,Pearson,“heremarked。
Onhiswaytothedrawing-roomhedeflectedfromthedirectpath,turningasideforamomenttothepicture-gallerybecauseforareasonofhisownhewantedtotakealookatMilesHugo。HetookalookatMilesHugooftenerthanMissAliciaknew。
Thegallerywasdimandgloomyenough,nowclosingininthepurple-
graytwilight。HewalkedthroughitwithoutglancingatthepicturesuntilhecametothetallboyinthesatinandlaceofCharlesII
period。Hepausedthereonlyforashorttime,buthestoodquiteneartheportrait,andlookedhardatthehandsomeface。
“Gee!“heexclaimedunderhisbreath,“it”squeer,gee!“
Thenheturnedsuddenlyroundtowardoneofthebigwindows。Heturnedbecausehehadbeenstartledbyasound,amovement。Someonewasstandingbeforethewindow。Forasecond”sspacethefigureseemedasthoughitwasalmostonewiththepurple-graycloudsthatwereitsbackground。Itwasatallyoungwoman,andherdresswasofathinmaterialofexactlytheircolor——dark-grayandpurpleatonce。Thewearerheldherheadhighandhaughtily。Shehadabeautiful,stormyface,andtheslender,blackbrowsweredrawntogetherbyafrown。
Tembaromhadneverseenagirlashandsomeanddisdainful。Hehad,indeed,neverbeenlookedatasshelookedathimwhenshemovedslightlyforward。
Heknewwhoitwas。ItwastheLadyJoangirl,andthesuddensightofhermomentarily“rattled“him。
“Youquitegavemeajolt,“hesaidawkwardly,andknowingthathesaiditlikea“mutt。”“Ididn”tknowanyonewasinthegallery。”
“Whatareyoudoinghere?“sheasked。Shespoketohimasthoughshewereaddressinganintrudingservant。Therewasemphasisontheword“you。”
Herintentionwassoevidentthatitincreasedhisfeelingofbeing“rattled。”Tofindhimselfconfrontingdeliberateillnatureofasuperiorandfinishedkindwaslikebeingspokentoinaforeignlanguage。
“I——I”mT。Tembarom。”heanswered,notabletokeephimselffromstaringbecauseshewassucha“winner“astolooks。
“T。Tembarom?“sherepeatedslowly,andhertonemadehimatonceseewhatafoolhehadbeentosayit。
“Iforgot,“hehalflaughed。“IoughttohavesaidI”mTempleBarholm。”
“Oh!“washersolecomment。Sheactuallystoodstillandlookedhimupanddown。
Sheknewperfectlywellwhohewas,andsheknewperfectlywellthatnopalliativeviewcouldpossiblybetakenbyanywell-bredpersonofherbearingtowardhim。Hewasherhost。Shehadcome,aguest,tohishousetoeathisbreadandsalt,andthecommonestdecencydemandedthatsheshouldconductherselfwithcivility。Butshecarednothingforthecommonest,orthemostuncommon,decency。Shewasthinkingofotherthings。AsshehadstoodbeforethewindowshehadfeltthathersoulhadneverbeensoblackasitwaswhensheturnedawayfromMilesHugo”sportrait——never,never。Shewantedtohurtpeople。PerhapsNerohadfeltasshedidandwasnotsohideousasheseemed。
Theman”stailorhadputhimintoproperclothes,andhisfeatureswererespectableenough,butnothingonearthcouldmakehimanythingbutwhathesopalpablywas。ShehadseenthatmuchacrossthegalleryasshehadwatchedhimstaringatMilesHugo。
“Ishouldthink,“shesaid,droppingthewordsslowlyagain,“thatyouwouldoftenforgetthatyouareTempleBarholm。”
“You”rerightthere,“heanswered。“Ican”tnailmyselfdowntoit。Itseemslikeasortofjoke。”
Shelookedhimoveragain。
“Itisajoke,“shesaid。
Itwasasthoughshehadslappedhimintheface,thoughshesaiditsoquietly。Heknewhehadreceivedtheslap,andthat,asitwasawoman,hecouldnotslapback。Itwasasortofsurprisetoherthathedidnotgigglenervouslyandturnredandshufflehisfeetinimpotentmisery。Hekeptquitestillamomentorsoandlookedather,thoughnotasshehadlookedathim。Shewonderedifhewassothick-
skinnedthathedidnotfeelanythingatall。
“That”sso,“headmitted。“That”sso。”Thenheactuallysmiledather。
“Idon”tknowhowtobehavemyself,yousee,“hesaid。“You”reLadyJoanFayre,ain”tyou?I”mmightygladtoseeyou。Happytomakeyouracquaintance,LadyJoan。”
Hetookherhandandshookitwithfriendlyvigorbeforesheknewwhathewasgoingtodo。
“I”llbetadollardinner”sready,“headded,“andBurrill”swaiting。
ItscaresmetodeathtokeepBurrillwaiting。He”sgotnouseforme,anyhow。Let”sgoandpacifyhim。”
Hedidnotleadthewayordragherbythearm,asitseemedtoherquiteprobablethathemight,ascostermongersdoonHampsteadHeath。
Heknewenoughtoletherpassfirstthroughthedoor;andwhenLadyMallowelookeduptoseeherenterthedrawing-room,hewasbehindher。Toherladyship”samazementandrelief,theycamein,sotospeak,together。Shehadbeensparedthetryingmomentofassistingattheceremonyoftheirpresentationtoeachother。
CHAPTERXXII
Inacertainsenseshehadbeendraggedtotheplacebyhermother。
LadyMallowehadmanyresources,andaboveallsheknewhowtowearyherintoresistlessnesswhichwasalmostindifference。Therehadbeenseveralshamelesslittlescenesinthelockedboudoir。Butthoughshehadbeendragged,shehadcomewithanintention。Sheknewwhatshewouldfindherselfbeingforcedtosubmittoiftheintruderwerenotdisposedofattheoutset,andifthemanoeuveringbeganwhichwouldbringhimtoLondon。Hewouldappearatherelbowhereandthereandateverycorner,probablyunawarethathewasbeingmadeanoffensivepuppetbytheastuteclevernessagainstwhichshecouldnotdefendherself,unlessshemadeactualscenesindrawing-rooms,atdinner-
tables,intheverystreetsthemselves。GiftedasLadyMallowewasinfineandlight-handeddealingofhercardsinanygame,herstakesatthisspecialjuncturewereseriouslyhigh。Joanknewwhattheywere,andthatshewasinamoodtouchedwithdesperation。ThedefenselesslynewandignorantTempleBarholmwastohermindadirectinterventionofProvidence,anditwasonlyJoanherselfwhocouldrobherofthebenefitsandreliefshecouldprovide。WithregardtoLadyJoan,thoughPalliser”squotedNewYorkism,“wipeuptheearth,“wasunknowntoher,theprocessshehadinmindwhensheleftLondonforLancashirewouldhavebeenwellcoveredbyit。Asinfeudaldaysshemighthaveorderedtherighthandofacreaturesuchasthistobestruckoff,forgettingthathewasaman,sowasshecapableto-dayofinflictinguponhimanyhurtwhichmightsweephimoutofherway。Shehadnotbeenatender-heartedgirl,andintheseyearsshewasabsolutelycallous。Thefellowbeingwhathewas,shehadnottheresourcesshemighthavecalleduponifhehadbeenagentleman。Hewouldnotunderstandthechillsandslightsofgoodmanners。Inthecountryhewouldbeeasiertomanagethanintown,especiallyifattackedinhisfirsttimiditybeforehisnewgrandeurs。Hisbighousenodoubtfrightenedhim,hisservants,thepeoplewhowereofaclassofwhichheknewnothing。WhenPallisertoldhisstoryshesawnewopenings。Hewouldstandinservileaweofherandofotherslikeher。
Hewouldbeafraidofher,tobeginwith,andshecouldmakehimmoreso。
Butthoughshehadcometoalarmhimsothathewouldbeputtoabsoluteflight,shehadalsocomeforanotherreason。ShehadneverseenTempleBarholm,andshehaddiscoveredbeforetheyhadknowneachotheraweekthatitwasJem”ssecretpassion。Hehadloveditwithaslightedandlonelychild”sromanticlonging;hehaddreamedofitasboyandman,knowingthatitmustsometimebehisown,hishome,andyetpreventedbyhisuncle”sattitudetowardhimfromdaringtoactasthoughherememberedthefact。OldMr。TempleBarholm”sspecialhumorhadbeenthatofamanguardingagainstpresumption。
Jemhadnotintendedtopresume,buthehadbeensnubbedwithrelentlesscrueltyevenforboyishexpressionsofadmiration。AndhehadhidhisfeelinginhisheartuntilhepoureditouttoJoan。To-
dayitwouldhavebeenhis。Together,together,theywouldhavelivedinitandlovedeverystoneofit,everyleafoneverygreattree,everywilddaffodilnoddinginthegreengrass。Mostpeople,Godbethanked!canforget。Thewiseonestrainthemselvesbeyondallelsetoforgetting。
Joanhadbeenaluckless,ill-brought-up,passionatechildandgirl。
InherMayfairnurseryshehadbeenaslittletrainedasayoungsavage。Sinceherblackhourshehadforgottennothing,allowedherselfnopalliatingmoments。Herbriefdreamofyoungjoyhadbeentheonerealthinginherlife。SheabsolutelyhadlainawakeatnightandreconstructedthehorrorofJem”sdeath,hadliveditoveragain,writhinginagonyonherbed,andmadlyfeelingthatbysodoingshewasholdingherloveclosetoherlife。
AndthemanwhostoodintheplaceJemhadlongedfor,themanwhosatattheheadofhistable,wasthis“thing!“Thatwaswhatshefelthimtobe,andeveryhurtshecoulddohim,everyhumiliationwhichshouldwritelargebeforehimhispresumptionandgrotesqueunfitness,wouldbeablowstruckforJem,whocouldneverstrikeablowforhimselfagain。Itwasallsenseless,butshehadnotwanttoreason。Fatehadnotreasonedinherbehalf。ShewatchedTembaromunderherlidsatthedinner-table。
Hehadnotwriggledorshuffledwhenshespoketohiminthegallery;
hedidneithernow,andmadenoobviouseffortstoseemunembarrassed。
Heusedhisknifeandforkinoddways,andhewasplainlynotusedtobeingwaitedupon。Morethanonceshesawtheservantsrestrainsmiles。Sheaddressednoremarkstohimherself,andansweredwithchillindifferencesuchthingsashesaidtoher。IfconversationhadflaggedbetweenhimandMr。Palfordbecausethesolicitordidnotknowhowtotalktohim,itdidnotevenreachthepointofflaggingwithher,becauseshewouldnottalkanddidnotallowittobegin。LadyMallowe,sickwithannoyance,wasquitebrilliant。ShedrewoutMissAliciabydetailedreminiscencesofavisitpaidtoRowltonHallyearsbefore。Thevicarhaddinedatthehallwhileshehadbeenthere。Sherememberedperfectlyhischarmofmannerandpowerfuloriginalityofmind,shesaidsweetly。Hehadspokenwithsuchaffectionofhis“littleAlicia,“whowassuchahelptohiminhisparishwork。
“Ithoughthewasspeakingofalittlegirlatfirst,“shesaidsmilingly,“butitsoonrevealeditselfthat”littleAlicia”wasonlyhiscaressingdiminutive。”
AcertainwideningofMissAlicia”sfascinatedeye,whichcouldnotremoveitselffromherface,causedhertoquailslightly。
“Hewasofcourseamanofgreatforceofcharacterand——andexpression,“sheadded。“Irememberthinkingatthetimethathiseloquentfranknessofphrasemightperhapsseemevenseveretofrivolouscreatureslikemyself。Areallyremarkablepersonality。”
“Hissermons,“falteredMissAlicia,asarefuge,“wereindeedremarkable。Iamsurehemustgreatlyhaveenjoyedhisconversationswithyou。IamafraidtherewereveryfewcleverwomenintheneighborhoodofRowlton。”
Castingabittersideglanceonhersilentdaughter,LadyMallowelightlyseizeduponNewYorkasasubject。SheknewsomuchofitfromdelightfulNewYorkers。LondonwasfullofdelightfulNewYorkers。ShewouldlikebeyondeverythingtospendawinterinNewYork。Sheunderstoodthattheseasontherewasinthewinterandthatitwasmostbrilliant。Mr。TempleBarholmmusttellthemaboutit。
“Yes,“saidLadyJoan,lookingathimthroughnarrowedlids,“Mr。
TempleBarholmoughttotellusaboutit。”
Shewantedtohearwhathewouldsay,toseehowhewouldtrytogetoutofthedifficultyorflounderstaggeringlythroughit。Hermotherknewinaninstantthatherownspeechhadbeenastupidblunder。ShehadputthemanintoexactlythepositionJoanwouldenjoyseeinghimin。Buthewasn”tinaposition,itappeared。
“Whatistheseason,anyhow?“hesaid。“You”vegotoneonmewhenyoutalkaboutseasons。”
“InLondon,“MissAliciaexplainedcourageously,“itisthetimewhenherMajestyisatBuckinghamPalace,andwhenthedrawing-roomsareheld,andParliamentsits,andpeoplecomeuptotownandgiveballs。”
ShewishedthatLadyMallowehadnotmadeherremarkjustatthistime。Sheknewthatthequietlymovingservantswerelistening,andthattheircivillyavertedeyeshadseenCaptainPallisersmileandLadyJoan”scuriouslook,andthatthewholeincidentwouldformentertainmentfortheirsupper-table。
“IguesstheyhaveitinthewinterinNewYork,then,ifthat”sit,“
hesaid。“There”snoBuckinghamPalacethere,andnodrawing-rooms,andCongresssitsinWashington。ButNewYorktakesitoutinsuppersatSherry”sandDelmonico”sandtheatersandreceptions。MissAliciaknowshowIusedtogotothemwhenIwasalittlefellow,don”tyou,MissAlicia?“headded,smilingatheracrossthetable。
“Youhavetoldme,“sheanswered。ShenoticedthatBurrillandthefootmenstoodatattentionintheirplaces。
“Iusedtostandoutsideinthesnowandlookinthroughthewindowsatthepeoplehavingagoodtime,“hesaid。“Uskidsthatweresellingnewspapersusedtotrytofillourselvesupwithchoosingwhoseplatewe”dtakeifwecouldgetatit。BeefsteakandFrenchfriedpotatoeswerethefavorites,andhotoysterstews。Weweresoall-firedhungry!“
“Howpathetic!“exclaimedLadyMallowe。“Andhowinteresting,nowthatitisallover!“
Sheknewthathermannerwasgushing,andJoan”sslightsideglanceofsubtleappreciationofthefactexasperatedheralmostbeyondendurance。Whatcouldonedo,whatcouldonetalkabout,withoutinvolvingoneselfindifficultiesoutofwhichone”shastyretreatcouldbeeffectedonlybygushing?TakingintoconsiderationtheawkwardnessofthewholesituationandseeingJoan”stemperandattitude,iftherehadnotbeensomuchatstakeshewouldhavereceivedasummoningtelegramfromLondonthenextdayandtakenflight。Butshehadbeenforcedtoholdhergroundbeforeinplacesshedetestedorwhereshewasnotwanted,andshemustholditagainuntilshehadfoundouttheworstorthebest。And,greatheaven!howJoanwasconductingherself,withthatslow,quietinsultingnessoftoneandlook,thewicked,silentinsolenceofbearingwhichnomanwasabletostand,howeveradmiringlyhebegan!TheDukeofMerthshirehadturnedhisbackuponitevenafteralltheworldhadknownhisintentions,evenafterthenewspapershadprematurelyannouncedtheengagementandsheherselfhadbeenconvincedthathecouldnotpossiblyretreat。Shehadworkeddesperatelythatseason,shehadfawnedonandpettednewspaperpeople,andstoopedtolittlethingsnoonebutherselfcouldhaveinventedandwhichnoonebutherselfknewof。AndneverhadJoanbeensosuperb;herbeautyhadseemedatitsmostbrilliantheight。Thematchwouldhavebeenmagnificent;buthecouldnotstandher,andwouldnot。Why,indeed,shouldanyman?Sheglancedatheracrossthetable。Abeauty,ofcourse;butshewasthinner,andhereyeshadahungryfiercenessinthem,andthetwodelicate,straightlinesbetweenherblackbrowsweredeepening。
Andtherewerenodukesonthehorizon。Merthshirehadmarriedalmostatonce,andalltheothersweretooyoungorhadwivesalready。Ifthismanwouldtakeher,shemightfeelherselflucky。TempleBarholmandseventythousandayearwerenottobetrifledwithbyagirlwhohadmadeherselfunpopularandwhowastwenty-six。Andforherownluckthemomenthadcomejustbeforeitwastoolate——asecondmarriage,wealth,theendofthehideousstruggle。Joanwastheobstacleinherpath,andshemustbeforcedoutofit。SheglancedquicklyatTembarom。HewastryingtotalktoJoannow。Hewastryingtopleaseher。Sheevidentlyhadafascinationforhim。Helookedatherinacuriouswaywhenshewasnotlookingathim。Itwasawaydifferentfromthatofothermenwhomshehadwatchedastheyfurtivelystared。Ithadstruckherthathecouldnottakehiseyesaway。Thatwasbecausehehadneverbeforebeenonspeakingtermswithawomanofbeautyandrank。
Joanherselfknewthathewastryingtopleaseher,andshewasaskingherselfhowlonghewouldhavethecourageandpresumptiontokeepitup。Hecouldscarcelybeenjoyingit。
Hewasnotenjoyingit,buthekeptitup。Hewantedtobefriendswithherformorereasonsthanone。Noonehadeverremainedlongatenmitywithhim。Hehad“gotover“agoodmanypeopleinthecourseofhiscareer,ashehad“gotover“JosephHutchinson。Thishadalwaysbeenaccomplishedbecausehepresentednosurfaceatwhicharrowscouldbethrown。Shewasthehardestpropositionhehadevercomeupagainst,hewasthinking;butifhedidn”tlethimselfbefoolenoughtobreaklooseandgetmad,she”dnothatehimsomuchafterawhile。
Shewouldbegintounderstandthatitwasn”thisfault;thenperhapshecouldgethertomakefriends。Infact,ifshehadbeenabletoreadhisthoughts,thereisnocertaintyastohowfarhertempermighthavecarriedher。Butshecouldseehimonlyasasharp-faced,commonAmericanoftheshop-boyclass,sittingattheheadofJemTempleBarholm”stable,inhischair。
Astheypassedthroughthehalltogotothedrawing-roomafterthemealwasover,shesawaneat,paleyoungmanspeakingtoBurrillandheardafewofhisratheranxiouslyutteredwords。