Wuthering Heights

第12章

`Icarenothingforhisanger,\'exclaimedCathy,imaginingshewouldbeitsobject。

`ButIdo,\'saidhercousin,shuddering。`Don\'tprovokehimagainstme,Catherine,forheisveryhard。\'

`Isheseveretoyou,MasterHeathcliff?\'Iinquired。`Hashegrownwearyofindulgence,andpassedfrompassivetoactivehatred?\'

Lintonlookedatme,butdidnotanswer;and,afterkeepingherseatbyhissideanothertenminutes,duringwhichhisheadfelldrowsilyonhisbreast,andheutterednothingexceptsuppressedmoansofexhaustionorpain,Cathybegantoseeksolaceinlookingforbilberries,andsharingtheproduceofherresearcheswithme:shedidnotofferthemtohim,forshesawfurthernoticewouldonlywearyandannoy。

`Isithalfanhournow,Ellen?\'shewhisperedinmyear,atlast。

`Ican\'ttellwhyweshouldstay。He\'sasleep,andpapawillbewantingusback。\'

`Well,wemustnotleavehimasleep,\'Ianswered;`waittillhewakes,andbepatient。Youweremightyeagertosetoff,butyourlongingtoseepoorLintonhassoonevaporated!\'

`Whydidhewishtoseeme?\'returnedCatherine。`Inhiscrossesthumours,formerly,IlikedhimbetterthanIdoinhispresentcuriousmood。It\'sjustasifitwereataskhewascompelledtoperform——thisinterview——forfearhisfathershouldscoldhim。ButI\'mhardlygoingtocometogiveMrHeathcliffpleasure;whateverreasonhemayhavefororderingLintontoundergothispenance。And,thoughI\'mgladhe\'sbetterinhealth,I\'msorryhe\'ssomuchlesspleasant,andsomuchlessaffectionatetome。\'

`Youthinkheisbetterinhealththen?\'Isaid。

`Yes,\'sheanswered;`becausehealwaysmadesuchagreatdealofhissufferings,youknow。Heisnottolerablywell,ashetoldmetotellpapa;buthe\'sbetter,verylikely。\'

`Thereyoudifferwithme,MissCathy,\'Iremarked;`Ishouldconjecturehimtobefarworse。\'

Lintonherestartedfromhisslumberinbewilderedterror,andaskedifanyonehadcalledhisname。

`No,\'saidCatherine;`unlessindreams。Icannotconceivehowyoumanagetodozeoutofdoors,inthemorning。\'

`IthoughtIheardmyfather,\'hegasped,glancinguptothefrowningnababoveus。`Youaresurenobodyspoke?\'

`Quitesure,\'repliedhiscousin。`OnlyEllenandIweredisputingconcerningyourhealth。Areyoutrulystronger,Linton,thanwhenweseparatedinwinter?IfyoubeI\'mcertainonethingisnotstronger——yourregardforme:speak,——areyou?\'

ThetearsgushedfromLinton\'seyesasheanswered,`Yes,yes,Iam!\'And,stillunderthespelloftheimaginaryvoice,hisgazewanderedupanddowntodetectitsowner。Cathyrose。`Fortodaywemustpart,\'

shesaid。`AndIwon\'tconcealthatIhavebeensadlydisappointedwithourmeeting;thoughI\'llmentionittonobodybutyou:notthatIstandinaweofMrHeathcliff。\'

`Hush,\'murmuredLinton:`forGod\'ssake,hush!He\'scoming。\'

AndheclungtoCatherine\'sarm,strivingtodetainher;butatthatannouncementshehastilydisengagedherself,andwhistledtoMinny,whoobeyedherlikeadog。

`I\'llbeherenextThursday,\'shecried,springingtothesaddle。

`Goodbye。Quick,Ellen!\'

Andsowelefthim,scarcelyconsciousofourdeparture,soabsorbedwasheinanticipatinghisfather\'sapproach。

Beforewereachedhome,Catherine\'sdispleasuresoftenedintoaperplexedsensationofpityandregret,largelyblendedwithvague,uneasydoubtsaboutLinton\'sactualcircumstances,physicalandsocial;inwhichIpartook,thoughIcounselledhernottosaymuch;forasecondjourneywouldmakeusbetterjudges。Mymasterrequestedanaccountofourongoings。

Hisnephew\'sofferingofthankswasdulydelivered,MissCathygentlytouchingontherest:Ialsothrewlittlelightonhisinquiries,forIhardlyknewwhattohide,andwhattoreveal。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter27Sevendaysglidedaway,everyonemarkingitscoursebythehenceforthrapidalterationofEdgarLinton\'sstate。Thehavocthatmonthshadpreviouslywroughtwasnowemulatedbytheinroadsofhours。Catherine,wewouldfainhavedeludedyet:butherownquickspiritrefusedtodeludeher:itdivinedinsecret,andbroodedonthedreadfulprobability,graduallyripeningintocertainty。Shehadnotthehearttomentionherride,whenThursdaycameround;Imentioneditforher,andobtainedpermissiontoorderheroutofdoors:forthelibrary,whereherfatherstoppedashorttimedaily——thebriefperiodhecouldbeartositup——andhischamber,hadbecomeherwholeworld。Shegrudgedeachmomentthatdidnotfindherbendingoverhispillow,orseatedbyhisside:Hercountenancegrewwanwithwatchingandsorrow,andmymastergladlydismissedhertowhatheflatteredhimselfwouldbeahappychangeofsceneandsociety;drawingcomfortfromthehopethatshewouldnotnowbeleftentirelyaloneafterhisdeath。

Hehadafixedidea,Iguessedbyseveralobservationsheletfall,that,ashisnephewresembledhiminperson,hewouldresemblehiminmind;forLinton\'slettersborefewornoindicationsofhisdefectivecharacter。AndI,throughpardonableweakness,refrainedfromcorrectingtheerror;askingmyselfwhatgoodtherewouldbeindisturbinghislastmomentswithinformationthathehadneitherpowernoropportunitytoturntoaccount。

Wedeferredourexcursiontilltheafternoon;agoldenafternoonofAugust:everybreathfromthehillssofulloflife,thatitseemedwhoeverrespiredit,thoughdying,mightrevive。Catherine\'sfacewasjustlikethelandscape——shadowsandsunshineflittingoveritinrapidsuccession;

buttheshadowsrestedlonger,andthesunshinewasmoretransient;andherpoorlittleheartreproacheditselfforeventhatpassingforgetfulnessofitscares。

WediscernedLintonwatchingatthesamespothehadselectedbefore。Myyoungmistressalighted,andtoldmethat,asshewasresolvedtostayaverylittlewhile,Ihadbetterholdtheponyandremainonhorseback;

butIdissented:Iwouldn\'trisklosingsightofthechargecommittedtomeaminute;soweclimbedtheslopeofheathtogether。MasterHeathcliffreceiveduswithgreateranimationonthisoccasion:nottheanimationofhighspiritsthough,noryetofjoy;itlookedmorelikefear。

`Itislate!\'hesaid,speakingshortandwithdifficulty。`Isnotyourfatherveryill?Ithoughtyouwouldn\'tcome。\'

`Whywon\'tyoubecandid?\'criedCatherine,swallowinghergreeting。`Whycannotyousayatonceyoudon\'twantme?Itisstrange,Linton,thatforthesecondtimeyouhavebroughtmehereonpurpose,apparently,todistressusboth,andfornoreasonbesides!\'

Lintonshivered,andglancedather,halfsupplicating,halfashamed;

buthiscousin\'spatiencewasnotsufficienttoendurethisenigmaticalbehaviour。

`Myfatherisveryill,\'shesaid;`andwhyamIcalledfromhisbedside?Whydidn\'tyousendtoabsolvemefrommypromise,when\'\'youwishedIwouldn\'tkeepit?Come!Idesireanexplanation:playingandtriflingarecompletelybanishedoutofmymind;andIcan\'tdanceattendanceonyouraffectationsnow!\'

`Myaffectations!\'hemurmured;`whatarethey?ForHeaven\'ssake,Catherine,don\'tlooksoangry!Despisemeasmuchasyouplease;Iamaworthless,cowardlywretch:Ican\'tbescornedenough;butI\'mtoomeanforyouranger。Hatemyfather,andsparemeforcontempt。\'

`Nonsense!\'criedCatherine,inapassion。`Foolish,sillyboy!

Andthere!hetrembles,asifIwerereallygoingtotouchhim!Youneedn\'tbespeakcontempt,Linton:anybodywillhaveitspontaneouslyatyourservice。

Getoff!Ishallreturnhome:itisfollydraggingyoufromthehearthstone,andpretending——whatdowepretend?Letgomyfrock!IfIpitiedyouforcryingandlookingsoveryfrightened,youshouldspurnsuchpity。Ellen,tellhimhowdisgracefulthisconductis。Rise,anddon\'tdegradeyourselfintoanabjectreptile——don\'t!\'

Withstreamingfaceandanexpressionofagony,Lintonhadthrownhisnervelessframealongtheground:heseemedconvulsedwithexquisiteterror。

`Oh!\'hesobbed,`Icannotbearit!Catherine,Catherine,I\'matraitor,too,andIdarenottellyou!Butleaveme,andIshallbekilled!DearCatherine,mylifeisinyourhands:andyouhavesaidyoulovedme,andifyoudid,itwouldn\'tharmyou。You\'llnotgo,then?kind,sweet,goodCatherine!Andperhapsyouwillconsent——andhe\'llletmediewithyou!\'

Myyounglady,onwitnessinghisintenseanguish,stoopedtoraisehim。Theoldfeelingofindulgenttendernessovercamehervexation,andshegrewthoroughlymovedandalarmed。

`Consenttowhat?\'sheasked。`Tostay?Tellmethemeaningofthisstrangetalk,andIwill。Youcontradictyourownwords,anddistractme!Becalmandfrank,andconfessatonceallthatweighsonyourheart。

Youwouldn\'tinjureme,Linton,wouldyou?Youwouldn\'tletanyenemyhurtme,ifyoucouldpreventit?I\'llbelieveyouareacowardforyourself,butnotacowardlybetrayerofyourbestfriend。\'

`Butmyfatherthreatenedme,\'gaspedtheboy,claspinghisattenuatedfingers,`andIdreadhim——Idreadhim!Idarenottell!\'

`Oh,well!\'saidCatherine,withscornfulcompassion,`keepyoursecret:I\'mnocoward。Saveyourself;I\'mnotafraid!\'

Hermagnanimityprovokedhistears:heweptwildly,kissinghersupportinghands,andyetcouldnotsummoncouragetospeakout。Iwascogitatingwhatthemysterymightbe,anddeterminedCatherineshouldneversuffer,tobenefithimoranyoneelse,bymygoodwill;whenhearingarustleamongtheling,IlookedupandsawMrHeathcliffalmostcloseuponus,descendingtheHeights。Hedidn\'tcastaglancetowardsmycompanions,thoughtheyweresufficientlynearforLinton\'ssobstobeaudible;buthailingmeinthealmostheartytoneheassumedtononebesides,andthesincerityofwhichIcouldn\'tavoiddoubting,hesaid:

`Itissomethingtoseeyousonear"tomyhouse,Nelly。HowareyouattheGrange?Letushear。Therumourgoes\',headdedinalowertone,`thatEdgarLintonisonhisdeathbed:perhapstheyexaggeratehisillness!\'

`No;mymasterisdying,\'Ireplied:`itistrueenough。Asadthingitwillbeforusall,butablessingforhim!\'

`Howlongwillhelast,doyouthink?\'heasked。

`Idon\'tknow,\'Isaid。

`Because,\'hecontinued,lookingatthetwoyoungpeople,whowerefixedunderhiseye——Lintonappearedasifhecouldnotventuretostirorraisehishead,andCatherinecouldnotmove,onhisaccount——`becausethatladyonderseemsdeterminedtobeatme;andI\'dthankhisuncletobequick,andgobeforehim。Hallo!hasthewhelpbeenplayingthatgamelong?Ididgivehimsomelessonsaboutsnivelling。IsheprettylivelywithMissLintongenerally?\'

`Lively?no——hehasshownthegreatestdistress,\'Ianswered。

`Toseehim,Ishouldsay,thatinsteadoframblingwithhissweetheartonthehills,heoughttobeinbed,underthehandsofadoctor。\'

`Heshallbeinadayortwo,\'mutteredHeathcliff。`Butfirst——getup,Linton!Getup!\'heshouted。`Don\'tgrovelonthegroundthere:up,thismoment!\'

Lintonhadsunkprostrateagaininanotherparoxysmofhelplessfear,causedbyhisfather\'sglancetowardshim,Isuppose:therewasnothingelsetoproducesuchhumiliation。Hemadeseveraleffortstoobey,buthislittlestrengthwasannihilatedforthetime,andhefellbackagainwithamoan。MrHeathcliffadvanced,andliftedhimtoleanagainstaridgeofturf。

`Now,\'saidhe,withcurbedferocity,`I\'mgettingangry;andifyoudon\'tcommandthatpaltryspiritofyours——Damnyou!getupdirectly!\'

`Iwill,Father,\'hepanted。`Only,letmealone,orIshallfaint。

I\'vedoneasyouwished,I\'msure。CatherinewilltellyouthatI——thatI——havebeencheerful。Ah!keepbyme,Catherine:givemeyourhand。\'

`Takemine,\'saidhisfather;`standonyourfeet。Therenow——she\'lllendyouherarm:that\'sright,lookather。YouwouldimagineI

wasthedevilhimself,MissLinton,toexcitesuchhorror。Besokindastowalkhomewithhim,willyou?HeshuddersifItouchhim。\'

`Linton,dear!\'whisperedCatherine,`Ican\'tgotoWutheringHeights:papahasforbiddenme。He\'llnotharmyou:whyareyousoafraid?\'

`Icanneverre-enterthathouse,\'heanswered。`I\'mnottore-enteritwithoutyou!\'

`Stop!\'criedhisfather。`We\'llrespectCatherine\'sfilialscruples。

Nelly,takehimin,andI\'llfollowyouradviceconcerningthedoctor,withoutdelay。\'

`You\'lldowell,\'repliedI。`ButImustremainwithmymistress:

tomindyoursonisnotmybusiness。\'

`Youareverystiff,\'saidHeathcliff,`Iknowthat:butyou\'llforcemetopinchthebabyandmakeitscreambeforeitmovesyourcharity。

Come,then,myhero。Areyouwillingtoreturn,escortedbyme?\'

Heapproachedoncemore,andmadeasifhewouldseizethefragilebeing;but,shrinkingback,Lintonclungtohiscousin,andimploredhertoaccompanyhim,withafranticimportunitythatadmittednodenial。HoweverIdisapproved,Icouldn\'thinderher:indeed,howcouldshehaverefusedhimherself?Whatwasfillinghimwithdreadwehadnomeansofdiscerning:

buttherehewas,powerlessunderitsgrip,andanyadditionseemedcapableofshockinghimintoidiotcy。Wereachedthethreshold:Catherinewalkedin,andIstoodwaitingtillshehadconductedtheinvalidtoachair,expectingheroutimmediately;whenMrHeathcliff,pushingmeforward,exclaimed:

`Myhouseisnotstrickenwiththeplague,Nelly;andIhaveamindtobehospitabletoday:sitdown,andallowmetoshutthedoor。\'

Heshutandlockeditalso。Istarted。

`Youshallhaveteabeforeyougohome,\'headded。`Iambymyself。

HaretonisgonewithsomecattletotheLees,andZillahandJosephareoffonajourneyofpleasure;and,thoughI\'musedtobeingalone,I\'dratherhavesomeinterestingcompany,ifIcangetit。MissLinton,takeyourseatbyhim。IgiveyouwhatIhave:thepresentishardlyworthaccepting;butIhavenothingelsetooffer。ItisLinton,Imean。

Howshedoesstare!It\'soddwhatasavagefeelingIhavetoanythingthatseemsafraidofme!HadIbeenbornwherelawsarelessstrictandtasteslessdainty,Ishouldtreatmyself,toaslowvivisectionofthosetwo,asanevening\'samusement。

Hedrewinhisbreath,struckthetable,andsworetohimself,`Byhell!Ihatethem。\'

`I\'mnotafraidofyou!\'exclaimedCatherine,whocouldnothearthelatterpartofhisspeech。Shesteppedcloseup;herblackeyesflashingwithpassionandresolution。`Givemethatkey:Iwillhaveit!\'shesaid。

`Iwouldn\'teatordrinkhere,ifIwerestarving。\'

Heathcliffhadthekeyinhishandthatremainedonthetable。

Helookedup,seizedwithasortofsurpriseatherboldness;or,possibly,remindedbyhervoiceandglance,ofthepersonfromwhomsheinheritedit。Shesnatchedattheinstrument,andhalfsucceededingettingitoutofhisloosenedfingers:butheractionrecalledhimtothepresent;herecovereditspeedily。

`Now,CatherineLinton,\'hesaid,`standoff,orIshallknockyoudown;andthatwillmakeMrsDeanmad。\'

Regardlessofthiswarning,shecapturedhisclosedhandanditscontentsagain。`Wewillgo!\'sherepeated,exertingherutmosteffortstocausetheironmusclestorelax;andfindingthathernailsmadenoimpression,sheappliedherteethprettysharply。Heathcliffglancedatmeaglancethatkeptmefrominterferingamoment。Catherinewastoointentonhisfingerstonoticehisface。Heopenedthemsuddenly,andresignedtheobjectofdispute;but,ereshehadwellsecuredit,heseizedherwiththeliberatedhand,and,pullingheronhisknee,administeredwiththeotherashowerofterrificslapsonthesideofthehead,eachsufficienttohavefulfilledhisthreat,hadshebeenabletofall。

AtthisdiabolicalviolenceIrushedonhimfuriously。`Youvillain!\'

Ibegantocry,`youvillain!\'Atouchonthechestsilencedme:Iamstout,andsoonputoutofbreath;and,whatwiththatandtherage,Istaggereddizzilyback,andfeltreadytosuffocate,ortoburstabloodvessel。

Thescenewasoverintwominutes;Catherine,released,puthertwohandstohertemples,andlookedjustasifshewerenotsurewhetherherearswereofforon。Shetrembledlikeareed,poorthing,andleantagainstthetableperfectlybewildered。

`Iknowhowtochastisechildren,yousee,\'saidthescoundrelgrimly,ashestoopedtorepossesshimselfofthekey,whichhaddroppedtothefloor。`GotoLintonnow,asItoldyou;andcryatyourease!I

shallbeyourfather,tomorrow——allthefatheryou\'llhaveinafewdays——andyoushallhaveplentyofthat。Youcanbearplenty;you\'renoweakling:

youshallhaveadailytaste,ifIcatchsuchadevilofatemperinyoureyesagain!\'

CathyrantomeinsteadofLinton,andkneltdownandputherburningcheekonmylap,weepingaloud。Hercousinhadshrunkintoacornerofthesettle,asquietasamouse,congratulatinghimself,Idaresay,thatthecorrectionhadlightedonanotherthanhim。MrHeathcliff,perceivingusallconfounded,rose,andexpeditiouslymadetheteahimself。Thecupsandsaucerswerelaidready。Hepoureditout,andhandedmeacup。

`Washawayyourspleen,\'hesaid。`Andhelpyourownnaughtypetandmine。Itisnotpoisoned,thoughIpreparedit。I\'mgoingouttoseekyourhorses。\'

Ourfirstthought,onhisdeparture,wastoforceanexitsomewhere。

Wetriedthekitchendoor,butthatwasfastenedoutside:welookedatthewindows——theyweretoonarrowforevenCathy\'slittlefigure。

`Masterinto,\'Icried,seeingwewereregularlyimprisoned:`youknowwhatyourdiabolicalfatherisafter,andyoushalltellus,orI\'llboxyourears,ashehasdoneyourcousin\'s。\'

`Yes,Linton,youmusttell,\'saidCatherine。`ItwasforyoursakeIcame;anditwillbewickedlyungratefulifyourefuse。\'

`Givemesometea,I\'mthirsty,andthenI\'lltellyou,\'heanswered。

`MrsDean,goaway。Idon\'tlikeyoustandingoverme。Now,Catherine,youarelettingyourtearsfallintomycup。Iwon\'tdrinkthat。Givemeanother。\'

Catherinepushedanothertohim,andwipedherface。Ifeltdisgustedatthelittlewretch\'scomposure,sincehewasnolongerinterrorforhimself。TheanguishhehadexhibitedonthemoorsubsidedassoonaseverheenteredWutheringHeights;soIguessedhehadbeenmenacedwithanawfulvisitationofwrathifhefailedindecoyingusthere;and,thataccomplished,hehadnofurtherimmediatefears。

`Papawantsustobemarried,\'hecontinued,aftersippingsomeoftheliquid。`Andheknowsyourpapawouldn\'tletusmarrynow;andhe\'safraidofmydying,ifwewait;sowearetobemarriedinthemorning,andyouaretostayhereallnight;andifyoudoashewishes,youshallreturnhomenextday,andtakemewithyou。\'

`Takeyouwithher,pitifulchangeling?\'Iexclaimed。`Youmarry?

Why,themanismad;orhethinksusfools,everyone。Anddoyouimaginethatbeautifulyounglady,thathealthy,heartygirl,willtieherselftoalittleperishingmonkeylikeyou!Areyoucherishingthenotionthatanybody,letaloneMissCatherineLinton,wouldhaveyouforahusband?

Youwantwhippingforbringingusinhereatall,withyourdastardlypulingtricks;and——don\'tlooksosilly,now!I\'veaverygoodmindtoshakeyouseverely,foryourcontemptibletreachery,andyourimbecileconceit。\'

Ididgivehimaslightshaking;butitbroughtonthecough,andhetooktohisordinaryresourceofmoaningandweeping,andCatherinerebukedme。

`Stayallnight?No,\'shesaid,lookingslowlyround。`Ellen,I\'llburnthatdoordown,butI\'llgetout。\'

Andshewouldhavecommencedtheexecutionofherthreatdirectly,butLintonwasupinalarmforhisdearselfagain。Heclaspedherinhistwofeeblearms,sobbing:

`Won\'tyouhaveme,andsaveme?notletmecometotheGrange?

Oh!darlingCatherine!youmustn\'tgoandleaveme,afterall。Youmustobeymyfather——youmust!\'

`Imustobeymyown,\'shereplied,`andrelievehimfromthiscruelsuspense。Thewholenight!Whatwouldhethink?he\'llbedistressedalready。I\'lleitherbreakorburnawayoutofthehouse。Bequiet!You\'reinnodanger;butifyouhinderme——Linton,Ilovepapabetterthanyou!\'

ThemortalterrorhefeltofMrHeathcliff\'sanger,restoredtotheboyhiscoward\'seloquence。Catherinewasneardistraught:still,shepersistedthatshemustgohome,andtriedentreatyinherturn,persuadinghimtosubduehisselfishagony。Whiletheywerethusoccupied,ourgaolerre-entered。

`Yourbeastshavetrottedoff,\'hesaid,`and——now,Linton!snivellingagain?Whathasshebeendoingtoyou?Come,come——havedone,andgettobed。Inamonthortwo,mylad,you\'llbeabletopayherbackherpresenttyrannieswithavigoroushand。You\'repiningforpurelove,areyounot?

nothingelseintheworld:andsheshallhaveyou!There,tobed!Zillahwon\'tbeheretonight;youmustundressyourself。Hush!holdyournoise!

Onceinyourownroom,I\'llnotcomenearyou:youneedn\'tfear。Bychanceyou\'vemanagedtolerably。I\'lllooktotherest。\'

Hespokethesewords,holdingthedooropenforhissontopass;

andthelatterachievedhisexitexactlyasaspanielmight,whichsuspectedthepersonwhoattendedonitofdesigningaspitefulsqueeze。Thelockwasre-secured。Heathcliffapproachedthefire,wheremymistressandI

stoodsilent。Catherinelookedup,andinstinctivelyraisedherhandtohercheek:hisneighbourhoodrevivedapainfulsensation。Anybodyelsewouldhavebeenincapableofregardingthechildishactwithsternness,buthescowledonher,andmuttered:

`Oh!youarenotafraidofme?Yourcourageiswelldisguised:

youseemdamnablyafraid!\'

`Iamafraidnow,\'shereplied,`because,ifIstay,papawillbemiserable;andhowcanIenduremakinghimmiserable;——whenhe——whenhe——MrHeathcliff,letmegohome!IpromisetomarryLinton:papawouldlikemeto,andIlovehim——whyshouldyouwishtoforcemetodowhatI\'llwillinglydoofmyself?\'

`Lethimdaretoforceyou!\'Icried。`There\'slawintheland,thankGodthereis;thoughwebeinanout-of-the-wayplace。I\'dinformifheweremyownson:andit\'sfelonywithoutbenefitofclergy!\'

`Silence!\'saidtheruffian。`Tothedevilwithyourclamour!

Idon\'twantyoutospeak。MissLinton,Ishallenjoymyselfremarkablyinthinkingyourfatherwillbemiserable:Ishallnotsleepforsatisfaction。

Youcouldhavehitonnosurerwayoffixingyourresidenceundermyroofforthenexttwenty-fourhours,thaninformingmethatsuchaneventwouldfollow。AstoyourpromisetomarryLinton,I\'lltakecareyoushallkeepit;foryoushallnotquitthisplacetillitisfulfilled。\'

`SendEllen,then,toletpapaknowI\'msafe!\'exclaimedCatherine,weepingbitterly。`Ormarrymenow。Poorpapa!Ellen,he\'llthinkwe\'relost。Whatshallwedo?\'

`Nothe!He\'llthinkyouaretiredofwaitingonhim,andrunoffforalittleamusement,\'answeredHeathcliff。`Youcannotdenythatyouenteredmyhouseofyourownaccord,incontemptofhisinjunctionstothecontrary。Anditisquitenaturalthatyoushoulddesireamusementatyourage;aridthatyouwouldwearyofnursingasickman,andthatmanonlyyourfather。Catherine,hishappiestdayswereoverwhenyourdaysbegan。Hecursedyou,Idaresay,forcomingintotheworld(I

did,atleast);anditwouldjustdoifhecursedyouashewentoutofit。I\'djoinhim。Idon\'tloveyou!HowshouldI?Weepaway。AsfarasIcansee,itwillbeyourchiefdiversionhereafter;unlessLintonmakeamendsforotherlosses:andyourprovidentparentappearstofancyhemay。Hislettersofadviceandconsolationentertainedmevastly。Inhislastherecommendedmyjeweltobecarefulofhis;andkindtoherwhenhegother。Carefulandkind——that\'spaternal。ButLintonrequireshiswholestockofcareandkindnessforhimself。Lintoncanplaythelittletyrantwell。He\'llundertaketotortureanynumberofcats,iftheirteethbedrawnandtheirclawspared。You\'llbeabletotellhisunclefinetalesofhiskindness,whenyougethomeagain,Iassureyou。\'

`You\'rerightthere!\'Isaid;`explainyourson\'scharacter。Showhisresemblancetoyourself;andthen,Ihope,MissCathywillthinktwicebeforeshetakesthecockatrice!\'

`Idon\'tmuchmindspeakingofhisamiablequalitiesnow,\'heanswered;`becauseshemusteitheraccepthimorremainaprisoner,andyoualongwithher,tillyourmasterdies。Icandetainyouboth,quiteconcealed,here。Ifyoudoubt,encouragehertoretractherword,andyou\'llhaveanopportunityofjudging!\'

`I\'llnotretractmyword,\'saidCatherine。`I\'llmarryhimwithinthishour,ifImaygotoThrushcrossGrangeafterwards。MrHeathcliff,you\'reacruelman,butyou\'renotafiend;andyouwon\'t,frommeremalice,destroyirrevocablyallmyhappiness。IfpapathoughtIhadlefthimonpurpose,andifhediedbeforeIreturned,couldIbeartolive?

I\'vegivenovercrying:butI\'mgoingtokneelhere,atyourknee;andI\'llnotgetup,andI\'llnottakemyeyesfromyourfacetillyoulookbackatme!No,don\'tturnaway!dolook!You\'llseenothingtoprovokeyou。Idon\'thateyou。I\'mnotangrythatyoustruckme。Haveyouneverlovedanybodyinallyourlife,uncle?never?Ah!youmustlookonce。I\'msowretched,youcan\'thelpbeingsorryandpityingme。\'

`Keepyoureft\'sfingersoff;andmove,orI\'llkickyou!\'criedHeathcliff,brutallyrepulsingher。`I\'dratherbehuggedbyasnake。Howthedevilcanyoudreamoffawningonme?Idetestyou!\'

Heshruggedhisshoulders:shookhimself,indeed,asifhisfleshcreptwithaversion;andthrustbackhischair;whileIgotup,andopenedmymouth,tocommenceadownrighttorrentofabuse。ButIwasrendereddumbinthemiddleofthefirstsentence,byathreatthatIshouldbeshownintoaroombymyselftheverynextsyllableIuttered。Itwasgrowingdark——weheardasoundofvoicesatthegardengate。Ourhosthurriedoutinstantly:hehadhiswitsabouthim;wehadnot。Therewasatalkoftwoorthreeminutes,andhereturnedalone。

`IthoughtithadbeenyourcousinHareton,\'IobservedtoCatherine。

`Iwishhewouldarrive!Whoknowsbuthemighttakeourpart?\'

`ItwasthreeservantssenttoseekyoufromtheGrange,\'saidHeathcliff,overhearingme。`Youshouldhaveopenedalatticeandcalledout:butIcouldswearthatchitisgladyoudidn\'t。She\'sgladtobeobligedtostay,I\'mcertain。\'

Atlearningthechancewehadmissed,webothgaveventtoourgriefwithoutcontrol;andheallowedustowailontillnineo\'clock。

Thenhebidusgoupstairs,throughthekitchen,toZillah\'schamber;andIwhisperedmycompaniontoobey:perhapswemightcontrivetogetthroughthewindowthere,orintoagarret,andoutbyitsskylight。Thewindow,however,wasnarrow,likethosebelow,andthegarrettrapwassafefromourattempts;forwewerefastenedinasbefore。Weneitherofuslaydown:

Catherinetookherstationbythelattice,andwatchedanxiouslyformorning;

adeepsighbeingtheonlyanswerIcouldobtaintomyfrequententreatiesthatshewouldtrytorest。Iseatedmyselfinachair,androckedtoandfro,passingharshjudgmentonmymanyderelictionsofduty;fromwhich,itstruckmethen,allthemisfortunesofallmyemployerssprang。Itwasnotthecase,inreality,Iamaware;butitwas,inmyimagination,thatdismalnight;andIthoughtHeathcliffhimselflessguiltythanI。

Atseveno\'clockhecame,andinquiredifMissLintonhadrisen。

Sherantothedoorimmediately,andanswered,`Yes。\'`Here,then,\'

hesaid,openingit,andpullingheroutIrosetofollow,butheturnedthelockagain。Idemandedmyrelease。

`Bepatient,\'hereplied;`I\'llsendupyourbreakfastinawhile。\'

Ithumpedonthepanels,andrattledthelatchangrily;andCatherineaskedwhyIwasstillshutup?Heanswered,Imusttrytoendureitanotherhour,andtheywentaway。Ienduredittwoorthreehours;atlength,I

heardafootstep:notHeathcliff\'s。

`I\'vebroughtyousomethingtoeat,\'saidavoice;`oppentdoor!\'

Complyingeagerly,IbeheldHareton,ladenwithfoodenoughtolastmeallday。

`Takit,\'headded,thrustingthetrayintomyhand。

`Stayoneminute,\'Ibegan。

`Nay,\'criedhe,andretired,regardlessofanyprayersIcouldpourforthtodetainhim。

AndthereIremainedenclosedthewholeday,andthewholeofthenextnight;andanother,andanother。FivenightsandfourdaysIremained,altogether,seeingnobodybutHareton,onceeverymorning;andhewasamodelofajailer:surly,anddumb,anddeaftoeveryattemptatmovinghissenseofjusticeorcompassion。

[NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter28Onthefifthmorning,orratherafternoon,adifferentstepapproached——lighterandshorter;and,thistime,thepersonenteredtheroom。ItwasZillah;

donnedinherscarletshawl,withablacksilkbonnetonherhead,andawillowbasketswungtoherarm。

`Eh,dear!MrsDean!\'sheexclaimed。`Well!thereisatalkaboutyouatGimmerton。IneverthoughtbutyouweresunkintheBlackhorsemarsh,andmissywithyou,tillmastertoldmeyou\'dbeenfound,andhe\'dlodgedyouhere!What!andyoumusthavegotonanisland,sure?Andhowlongwereyouinthehole?Didmastersaveyou,MrsDean?Butyou\'renotsothin——you\'venotbeensopoorly,haveyou?\'

`Yourmasterisatruescoundrel!\'Ireplied。`Butheshallanswerforit。Heneedn\'thaveraisedthattale:itshallallbelaidbare!\'

`Whatdoyoumean?\'askedzillah。`It\'snothistale:theytellthatinthevillage——aboutyourbeinglostinthemarsh:andIcallstoEarnshaw,whenIcomein——"Eh,they\'squeerthings,MrHareton,happenedsinceIwentoff。It\'sasadpityofthatlikelyyounglass,andcantNellyDean。\'\'Hestared。Ithoughthehadnotheardaught,soItoldhimtherumour。Themasterlistened,andhejustsmiledtohimself,andsaid,``Iftheyhavebeeninthemarsh,theyareoutnow,Zillah。NellyDeanislodged,atthisminute,inyourroom。Youcantellhertoflit,whenyougoup;

hereisthekey。Thebogwatergotintoherhead,andshewouldhaverunhomequiteflighty;butIfixedhertillshecameroundtohersenses。

YoucanbidhergototheGrangeatonce,ifshebeable,andcarryamessagefromme,thatheryoungladywillfollowintimetoattendthesquire\'sfuneral。"\'

`MrEdgarisnotdead?\'Igasped。`Oh!Zillah,Zillah!\'

`No,no;sityoudown,mygoodmistress,\'shereplied,`you\'rerightsicklyyet。He\'snotdead:DoctorKenneththinkshemaylastanotherday。Imethimontheroadandasked。\'

Insteadofsittingdown,Isnatchedmyoutdoorthings,andhastenedbelow,forthewaywasfree。Onenteringthehouse,IlookedaboutforsomeonetogiveinformationofCatherine。Theplacewasfilledwithsunshine,andthedoorstoodwideopen;butnobodyseemedathand。AsIhesitatedwhethertogooffatonce,orreturnandseekmymistress,aslightcoughdrewmyattentiontothehearth。Lintonlayonthesettle,soletenant,suckingastickofsugar-candy,andpursuingmymovementswithapatheticeyes。`WhereisMissCatherine?\'Idemandedsternly,supposingIcouldfrightenhimintogivingintelligence,bycatchinghimthus,alone。Hesuckedonlikeaninnocent。

`Isshegone?\'Isaid。

`No,\'hereplied;`she\'supstairs:she\'snottogo;wewon\'tlether。\'

`Youwon\'tlether,littleidiot!\'Iexclaimed。`Directmetoherroomimmediately,orI\'llmakeyousingoutsharply。\'

`Papawouldmakeyousingout,ifyouattemptedtogetthere,\'

heanswered。`HesaysI\'mnottobesoftwithCatherine:she\'smywife,andit\'sshamefulthatsheshouldwishtoleaveme。Hesays,shehatesmeandwantsmetodie,thatshemayhavemymoney;butsheshan\'thaveit:andsheshan\'tgohome!Shenevershall!——shemaycry,andbesickasmuchasshepleases!\'

Heresumedhisformeroccupation,closinghislids,asifhemeanttodropasleep。

`MasterHeathcliff,\'Iresumed,`haveyouforgottenallCatherine\'skindnesstoyoulastwinter,whenyouaffirmedyoulovedher,andwhenshebroughtyoubooksandsungyousongs,andcamemanyatimethroughwindandsnowtoseeyou?Shewepttomissoneevening,becauseyouwouldbedisappointed;andyoufeltthenthatshewasahundredtimestoogoodtoyou:andnowyoubelievetheliesyourfathertells,thoughyouknowhedetestsyouboth。Andyoujoinhimagainsther。That\'sfinegratitude,isitnot?\'

ThecornerofLinton\'smouthfell,andhetookthesugar-candyfromhislips。

`DidshecometoWutheringHeights,becauseshehatedyou?\'I

continued。`Thinkforyourself!Astoyourmoney,shedoesnotevenknowthatyouwillhaveany。Andyousayshe\'ssick;andyet,youleaveheralone,upthereinastrangehouse!Youwhohavefeltwhatitistobesoneglected!Youcouldpityyourownsufferings;andshepitiedthemtoo;

butyouwon\'tpityhers!Ishedtears,MasterHeathcliff,yousee——anelderlywoman,andaservantmerely——andyou,afterpretendingsuchaffection,andhavingreasontoworshipheralmost,storeeverytearyouhaveforyourself,andlietherequiteatease。Ah!you\'reaheartless,selfishboy!\'

`Ican\'tstaywithher,\'heansweredcrossly。`I\'llnotstaybymyself。ShecriessoIcan\'tbearit。Andshewon\'tgiveover,thoughI

sayI\'llcallmyfather。Ididcallhimonce,andhethreatenedtostrangleher,ifshewasnotquiet;butshebeganagaintheinstanthelefttheroom,moaningandgrievingallnightlong,thoughIscreamedforvexationthatIcouldn\'tsleep。\'

`IsMrHeathcliffout?\'Iinquired,perceivingthatthewretchedcreaturehadnopowertosympathizewithhiscousin\'smentaltortures。

`He\'sinthecourt,\'hereplied,`talkingtoDrKenneth;whosaysuncleisdying,truly,atlast。I\'mglad,forIshallbemasteroftheGrangeafterhim——andCatherinealwaysspokeofitasherhouse。

Itisn\'thers!It\'smine:papasayseverythingshehasismine。Allhernicebooksaremine;sheofferedtogivemethem,andherprettybirds,andherponyMinny,ifIwouldgetthekeyofourroom,andletherout;

butItoldhershehadnothingtogive,theywereall,allmine。Andthenshecried,andtookalittlepicturefromherneck,andsaidIshouldhavethat;twopicturesinagoldcase,ononesidehermother,andontheother,uncle,whentheywereyoung。Thatwasyesterday——Isaidtheyweremine,too;andtriedtogetthemfromher。Thespitefulthingwouldn\'tletme:shepushedmeoff,andhurtme。Ishriekedout——thatfrightensher——sheheardpapacoming,andshebrokethehingesanddividedthecase,andgavemehermother\'sportrait;theothersheattemptedtohide:butpapaaskedwhatwasthematter,andIexplainedit。HetooktheoneIhadaway,andorderedhertoresignherstome;sherefused,andhe——hestruckherdown,andwrencheditoffthechain,andcrusheditwithhisfoot。\'

`Andwereyoupleasedtoseeherstruck?\'Iasked:havingmydesignsinencouraginghistalk。

`Iwinked,\'heanswered:`Iwinktoseemyfatherstrikeadogorahorse,hedoesitsohard。YetIwasgladatfirst——shedeservedpunishingforpushingme:butwhenpapawasgone,shemademecometothewindowandshowedmehercheekcutontheinside,againstherteeth,andhermouthfillingwithblood;andthenshegatheredupthebitsofthepicture,andwentandsatdownwithherfacetothewall,andshehasneverspokentomesince:andIsometimesthinkshecan\'tspeakforpain。Idon\'tliketothinkso;butshe\'sanaughtythingforcryingcontinually;andshelookssopaleandwild,I\'mafraidofher。\'

`Andyoucangetthekeyifyouchoose?\'Isaid。

`Yes,whenI\'mupstairs,\'heanswered;`butIcan\'twalkupstairsnow。

`Inwhatapartmentisit?\'Iasked。

`Oh,\'hecried,`Ishan\'ttellyouwhereitis!Itisoursecret。

Nobody,neitherHaretonnorZillah,istoknow。There!you\'vetiredme——goaway,goaway!\'Andheturnedhisfaceontohisarm,andshuthiseyesagain。

IconsidereditbesttodepartwithoutseeingMrHeathcliff,andbringarescueformyyoungladyfromtheGrange。Onreachingit,theastonishmentofmyfellow-servantstoseeme,andtheirjoyalso,wasintense;andwhentheyheardthattheirlittlemistresswassafe,twoorthreewereabouttohurryupandshoutthenewsatMrEdgar\'sdoor:butIbespoketheannouncementofit,myself。HowchangedIfoundhim,eveninthosefewdays!Helayanimageofsadnessandresignationwaitinghisdeath。Veryyounghelooked;

thoughhisactualagewasthirty-nine,onewouldhavecalledhimtenyearsyounger,atleast。HethoughtofCatherine;forhemurmuredhername。I

touchedhishand,andspoke。

`Catherineiscoming,dearmaster!\'Iwhispered;`sheisaliveandwell;andwillbehere,Ihope,tonight。\'

Itrembledatthefirsteffectsofthisintelligence:hehalfroseup,lookedeagerlyroundtheapartment,andthensankbackinaswoon。

Assoonasherecovered,Irelatedourcompulsoryvisit,anddetentionattheHeights。IsaidHeathcliffforcedmetogoin:whichwasnotquitetrue。IutteredaslittleaspossibleagainstLinton;nordidIdescribeallhisfather\'sbrutalconduct——myintentionsbeingtoaddnobitterness,ifIcouldhelpit,tohisalreadyoverflowingcup。

Hedivinedthatoneofhisenemy\'spurposeswastosecurethepersonalproperty,aswellastheestate,tohisson:orratherhimself;

yetwhyhedidnotwaittillhisdeceasewasapuzzletomymaster,becauseignoranthownearlyheandhisnephewwouldquittheworldtogether。However,hefeltthathiswillhadbetterbealtered:insteadofleavingCatherine\'sfortuneatherowndisposal,hedeterminedtoputitinthehandsoftrusteesforheruseduringlife,andforherchildren,ifshehadany,afterher。

Bythatmeans,itcouldnotfalltoMrHeathcliffshouldLintondie。

Havingreceivedhisorders,Idispatchedamantofetchtheattorney,andfourmore,providedwithserviceableweapons,todemandmyyoungladyofherjailer。Bothpartiesweredelayedverylate。Thesingleservantreturnedfirst。HesaidMrGreen,thelawyer,wasoutwhenhearrivedathishouse,andhehadtowaittwohoursforhisre-entrance;andthenMrGreentoldhimhehadalittlebusinessinthevillagethatmustbedone;

buthewouldbeatThrushcrossGrangebeforemorning。Thefourmencamebackunaccompaniedalso。TheybroughtwordthatCatherinewasill:tooilltoquitherroom;andHeathcliffwouldnotsufferthemtoseeher。

Iscoldedthestupidfellowswellforlisteningtothattale,whichIwouldnotcarrytomymaster;resolvingtotakeawholebevyuptotheHeights,atdaylight,andstormitliterally,unlesstheprisonerwerequietlysurrenderedtous。Herfathershallseeher,Ivowed,andvowedagain,ifthatdevilbekilledonhisowndoorstonesintryingtopreventit!

Happily,Iwassparedthejourneyandthetrouble。Ihadgonedownstairsatthreeo\'clocktofetchajugofwater;andwaspassingthroughthehallwithitinmyhand,whenasharpknockatthefrontdoormademejump。`Oh!itisGreen,\'Isaid,recollectingmyself——`onlyGreen,\'

andIwenton,intendingtosendsomebodyelsetoopenit;buttheknockwasrepeated:notloud,andstillimportunately。Iputthejugonthebanisterandhastenedtoadmithimmyself。Theharvestmoonshoneclearoutside。

Itwasnottheattorney。Myownsweetlittlemistresssprangonmyneck,sobbing:

`Ellen!Ellen!ispapaalive?\'

`Yes,\'Icried:`yes,myangel,heis。Godbethanked,youaresafewithusagain!\'

Shewantedtorun,breathlessasshewas,upstairstoMrLinton\'sroom;butIcompelledhertositdownonachair,andmadeherdrink,andwashedherpaleface,chafingitintoafaintcolourwithmyapron。ThenIsaidImustgofirst,andtellofherarrival;imploringhertosay,sheshouldbehappywithyoungHeathcliff。Shestared,butsooncomprehendingwhyIcounselledhertoutterthefalsehood,sheassuredmeshewouldnotcomplain。

Icouldn\'tabidetobepresentattheirmeeting。Istoodoutsidethechamberdooraquarterofanhour,andhardlyventurednearthebed,then。Allwascomposed,however:Catherine\'sdespairwasassilentasherfather\'sjoy。Shesupportedhimcalmly,inappearance;andhefixedonherfeatureshisraisedeyes,thatseemeddilatingwithecstasy。

Hediedblissfully,MrLockwood:hediedso。Kissinghercheek,hemurmured。

`Iamgoingtoher;andyou,darlingchild,shallcometous!\'

andneverstirredorspokeagain;butcontinuedthatrapt,radiantgaze,tillhispulseimperceptiblystoppedandhissouldeparted。Nonecouldhavenoticedtheexactminuteofhisdeath,itwassoentirelywithoutastruggle。

WhetherCatherinehadspenthertears,orwhetherthegriefweretooweightytoletthemflow,shesattheredry-eyedtillthesunrose:

shesattillnoon,andwouldstillhaveremainedbroodingoverthatdeathbed,butIinsistedonhercomingawayandtakingsomerepose。ItwaswellI

succeededinremovingher;foratdinnertimeappearedthelawyer,havingcalledatWutheringHeightstogethisinstructionshowtobehave。HehadsoldhimselftoMrHeathcliff,andthatwasthecauseofhisdelayinobeyingmymaster\'ssummons。Fortunately,nothoughtofworldlyaffairscrossedthelatter\'smind,todisturbhim,afterhisdaughter\'sarrival。

MrGreentookuponhimselftoordereverythingandeverybodyabouttheplace。Hegavealltheservants,butme,noticetoquit。HewouldhavecarriedhisdelegatedauthoritytothepointofinsistingthatEdgarLintonshouldnotbeburiedbesidehiswife,butinthechapel,withhisfamily。

Therewasthewill,however,tohinderthat,andmyloudprotestationsagainstanyinfringementofitsdirections。Thefuneralwashurriedover;

Catherine,MrsLintonHeathcliffnow,wassufferedtostayattheGrangetillherfather\'scorpsehadquittedit。

ShetoldmethatheranguishhadatlastspurredLintontoincurtheriskofliberatingher。SheheardthemenIsentdisputingatthedoor,andshegatheredthesenseofHeathcliff\'sanswer。Itdroveherdesperate。

Linton,whohadbeenconveyeduptothelittleparloursoonafterIleft,wasterrifiedintofetchingthekeybeforehisfatherre-ascended。Hehadthecunningtounlockandrelockthedoor,withoutshuttingit;andwhenheshouldhavegonetobed,hebeggedtosleepwithHareton,andhispetitionwasgrantedforonce。Catherinestoleoutbeforebreakofday。Shedarenottrythedoors,lestthedogsshouldraiseanalarm;shevisitedtheemptychambersandexaminedtheirwindows;and,luckily,lightingonhermother\'s,shegoteasilyoutofitslattice,andontotheground,bymeansofthefirtreecloseby。Heraccomplicesufferedforhisshareintheescape,notwithstandinghistimidcontrivances。

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WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter29Theeveningafterthefuneral,myyoungladyandIwereseatedinthelibrary;

nowmusingmournfully——oneofusdespairingly——onourloss,nowventuringconjecturesastothegloomyfuture。

WehadjustagreedthebestdestinywhichcouldawaitCatherine,wouldbeapermissiontocontinueresidentattheGrange;atleast,duringLinton\'slife:hebeingallowedtojoinherthere,andItoremainashousekeeper。

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