Within the Tides

第8章

Andastherewerealwaysgroundedsnaggsinthechannelwhichitwouldbeimpossibletomakeout,DavidsonveryprudentlyturnedtheSissieround,andwithonlyenoughsteamontheboilerstogiveheratouchaheadifnecessary,letherdriftupsternfirstwiththetide,silentandinvisibleintheimpenetrabledarknessandinthedumbstillness。

"Itwasalongjob,andwhenattheendoftwohoursDavidsonthoughthemustbeuptotheclearing,thesettlementsleptalready,thewholelandofforestsandriverswasasleep。

"Davidson,seeingasolitarylightinthemasseddarknessoftheshore,knewthatitwasburninginBamtz\'shouse。Thiswasunexpectedatthistimeofthenight,butconvenientasaguide。

ByaturnofthescrewandatouchofthehelmhesheeredtheSissiealongsideBamtz\'swharf-amiserablestructureofadozenpilesandafewplanks,ofwhichtheex-vagabondwasveryproud。A

coupleofKalashesjumpeddownonit,tookaturnwiththeropesthrowntothemroundtheposts,andtheSissiecametorestwithoutasingleloudwordortheslightestnoise。Andjustintimetoo,forthetideturnedevenbeforeshewasproperlymoored。

"Davidsonhadsomethingtoeat,andthen,comingondeckforalastlookround,noticedthatthelightwasstillburninginthehouse。

"Thiswasveryunusual,butsincetheywereawakesolate,Davidsonthoughtthathewouldgouptosaythathewasinahurrytobeoffandtoaskthatwhatrattanstherewereinstoreshouldbesentonboardwiththefirstsignofdawn。

"Hesteppedcarefullyovertheshakyplanks,notbeinganxioustogetasprainedankle,andpickedhiswayacrossthewastegroundtothefootofthehouseladder。Thehousewasbutaglorifiedhutonpiles,unfencedandlonely。

"Likemanyastoutman,Davidsonisverylightfooted。Heclimbedthesevenstepsorso,steppedacrossthebambooplatformquietly,butwhathesawthroughthedoorwaystoppedhimshort。

"Fourmenweresittingbythelightofasolitarycandle。Therewasabottle,ajugandglassesonthetable,buttheywerenotengagedindrinking。Twopacksofcardswerelyingtheretoo,buttheywerenotpreparingtoplay。Theyweretalkingtogetherinwhispers,andremainedquiteunawareofhim。Hehimselfwastooastonishedtomakeasoundforsometime。Theworldwasstill,exceptforthesibilationofthewhisperingheadsbunchedtogetheroverthetable。

"AndDavidson,asIhavequotedhimtoyoubefore,didn\'tlikeit。

Hedidn\'tlikeitatall。

"Thesituationendedwithascreamproceedingfromthedark,interiorpartoftheroom。\'ODavy!you\'vegivenmeaturn。\'

"DavidsonmadeoutbeyondthetableAnne\'sverypaleface。Shelaughedalittlehysterically,outofthedeepshadowsbetweenthegloomymatwalls。\'Ha!ha!ha!\'

"Thefourheadssprangapartatthefirstsound,andfourpairsofeyesbecamefixedstonilyonDavidson。Thewomancameforward,havinglittlemoreonherthanaloosechintzwrapperandstrawslippersonherbarefeet。HerheadwastiedupMalayfashioninaredhandkerchief,withamassofloosehairhangingunderitbehind。Herprofessional,gay,Europeanfeathershadliterallydroppedoffherinthecourseofthesetwoyears,butalongnecklaceofamberbeadshungroundheruncoveredneck。Itwastheonlyornamentshehadleft;Bamtzhadsoldallherpoor-enoughtrinketsduringtheflightfromSaigon-whentheirassociationbegan。

"Shecameforward,pastthetable,intothelight,withherusualgropinggestureofextendedarms,asthoughhersoul,poorthing!

hadgoneblindlongago,herwhitecheekshollow,hereyesdarklywild,distracted,asDavidsonthought。Shecameonswiftly,grabbedhimbythearm,draggedhimin。\'It\'sheavenitselfthatsendsyouto-night。MyTony\'ssobad-comeandseehim。Comealong-do!\'

"Davidsonsubmitted。TheonlyoneofthementomovewasBamtz,whomadeasiftogetupbutdroppedbackinhischairagain。

Davidsoninpassingheardhimmutterconfusedlysomethingthatsoundedlike\'poorlittlebeggar。\'

"Thechild,lyingveryflushedinamiserablecotknockedupoutofgin-cases,staredatDavidsonwithwide,drowsyeyes。Itwasabadboutoffeverclearly。ButwhileDavidsonwaspromisingtogoonboardandfetchsomemedicines,andgenerallytryingtosayreassuringthings,hecouldnothelpbeingstruckbytheextraordinarymannerofthewomanstandingbyhisside。Gazingwithdespairingexpressiondownatthecot,shewouldsuddenlythrowaquick,startledglanceatDavidsonandthentowardstheotherroom。

"\'Yes,mypoorgirl,\'hewhispered,interpretingherdistractioninhisownway,thoughhehadnothingpreciseinhismind。\'I\'mafraidthisbodesnogoodtoyou。Howisittheyarehere?\'

"Sheseizedhisforearmandbreathedoutforcibly:\'Nogoodtome!

Oh,no!Butwhataboutyou!Theyareafterthedollarsyouhaveonboard。\'

"Davidsonletoutanastonished\'Howdotheyknowthereareanydollars?\'

"Sheclappedherhandslightly,indistress。\'Soit\'strue!Youhavethemonboard?Thenlookoutforyourself。\'

"Theystoodgazingdownattheboyinthecot,awarethattheymightbeobservedfromtheotherroom。

"\'Wemustgethimtoperspireassoonaspossible,\'saidDavidsoninhisordinaryvoice。\'You\'llhavetogivehimhotdrinkofsomekind。Iwillgoonboardandbringyouaspirit-kettleamongstotherthings。\'Andheaddedunderhisbreath:\'Dotheyactuallymeanmurder?\'

"Shemadenosign,shehadreturnedtoherdesolatecontemplationoftheboy。Davidsonthoughtshehadnotheardhimeven,whenwithanunchangedexpressionshespokeunderherbreath。

"\'TheFrenchmanwould,inaminute。Theothersshirkit-unlessyouresist。He\'sadevil。Hekeepsthemgoing。Withouthimtheywouldhavedonenothingbuttalk。I\'vegotchummywithhim。WhatcanyoudowhenyouarewithamanlikethefellowIamwithnow。

Bamtzisterrifiedofthem,andtheyknowit。He\'sinitfromfunk。Oh,Davy!takeyourshipaway-quick!\'

"\'Toolate,\'saidDavidson。\'She\'sonthemudalready。\'

"Ifthekidhadn\'tbeeninthisstateIwouldhaverunoffwithhim-toyou-intothewoods-anywhere。Oh,Davy!willhedie?\'shecriedaloudsuddenly。

"Davidsonmetthreemeninthedoorway。Theymadewayforhimwithoutactuallydaringtofacehisglance。ButBamtzwastheonlyonewholookeddownwithanairofguilt。ThebigFrenchmanhadremainedlollinginhischair;hekepthisstumpsinhispocketsandaddressedDavidson。

"\'Isn\'titunfortunateaboutthatchild!Thedistressofthatwomanthereupsetsme,butIamofnouseintheworld。Icouldn\'tsmooththesickpillowofmydearestfriend。Ihavenohands。

Wouldyoumindstickingoneofthosecigarettesthereintothemouthofapoor,harmlesscripple?Mynerveswantsoothing-uponmyhonour,theydo。\'

"Davidsoncompliedwithhisnaturallykindsmile。Ashisoutwardplaciditybecomesonlymorepronounced,ifpossible,themorereasonthereisforexcitement;andasDavidson\'seyes,whenhiswitsarehardatwork,getverystillandasifsleepy,thehugeFrenchmanmighthavebeenjustifiedinconcludingthatthemantherewasameresheep-asheepreadyforslaughter。Witha\'MERCIBIEN\'heupliftedhishugecarcasetoreachthelightofthecandlewithhiscigarette,andDavidsonleftthehouse。

"Goingdowntotheshipandreturning,hehadtimetoconsiderhisposition。Atfirsthewasinclinedtobelievethatthesemen(Niclaus-thewhiteNakhoda-wastheonlyoneheknewbysightbefore,besidesBamtz)werenotofthestamptoproceedtoextremities。Thiswaspartlythereasonwhyheneverattemptedtotakeanymeasuresonboard。HispacificKalasheswerenottobethoughtofasagainstwhitemen。Hiswretchedengineerwouldhavehadafitfromfrightatthemereideaofanysortofcombat。

Davidsonknewthathewouldhavetodependonhimselfinthisaffairifitevercameoff。

"DavidsonunderestimatednaturallythedrivingpoweroftheFrenchman\'scharacterandtheforceoftheactuatingmotive。Tothatmansohopelesslycrippledthesedollarswereanenormousopportunity。WithhisshareoftherobberyhewouldopenanothershopinVladivostok,Haiphong,Manila-somewherefaraway。

"NeitherdiditoccurtoDavidson,whoisamanofcourage,ifevertherewasone,thathispsychologywasnotknowntotheworldatlarge,andthattothisparticularlotofruffians,whojudgedhimbyhisappearance,heappearedanunsuspicious,inoffensive,softcreature,ashepassedagainthroughtheroom,hishandsfullofvariousobjectsandparcelsdestinedforthesickboy。

"Allthefourweresittingagainroundthetable。Bamtznothavingtheplucktoopenhismouth,itwasNiclauswho,asacollectivevoice,calledouttohimthicklytocomeoutsoonandjoininadrink。

"\'IthinkI\'llhavetostaysomelittletimeinthere,tohelpherlookaftertheboy,\'Davidsonansweredwithoutstopping。

"Thiswasagoodthingtosaytoallayapossiblesuspicion。And,asitwas,Davidsonfelthemustnotstayverylong。

"Hesatdownonanoldemptynail-kegneartheimprovisedcotandlookedatthechild;whileLaughingAnne,movingtoandfro,preparingthehotdrink,givingittotheboyinspoonfuls,orstoppingtogazemotionlessattheflushedface,whispereddisjointedbitsofinformation。ShehadsucceededinmakingfriendswiththatFrenchdevil。Davywouldunderstandthatsheknewhowtomakeherselfpleasanttoaman。

"AndDavidsonnoddedwithoutlookingather。

"Thebigbeasthadgottobequiteconfidentialwithher。Sheheldhiscardsforhimwhentheywerehavingagame。Bamtz!Oh!BamtzinhisfunkwasonlytoogladtoseetheFrenchmanhumoured。AndtheFrenchmanhadcometobelievethatshewasawomanwhodidn\'tcarewhatshedid。That\'showitcameabouttheygottotalkbeforeheropenly。Foralongtimeshecouldnotmakeoutwhatgametheywereupto。Thenewarrivals,notexpectingtofindawomanwithBamtz,hadbeenverystartledandannoyedatfirst,sheexplained。

"Shebusiedherselfinattendingtotheboy;andnobodylookingintothatroomwouldhaveseenanythingsuspiciousinthosetwopeopleexchangingmurmursbythesick-bedside。

"\'ButnowtheythinkIamabettermanthanBamtzeverwas,\'shesaidwithafaintlaugh。

"Thechildmoaned。Shewentdownonherknees,and,bendinglow,contemplatedhimmournfully。Thenraisingherhead,sheaskedDavidsonwhetherhethoughtthechildwouldgetbetter。Davidsonwassureofit。Shemurmuredsadly:\'Poorkid。There\'snothinginlifeforsuchashe。Notadog\'schance。ButIcouldn\'tlethimgo,Davy!Icouldn\'t。\'

"Davidsonfeltaprofoundpityforthechild。ShelaidherhandonhiskneeandwhisperedanearnestwarningagainsttheFrenchman。

Davymustneverlethimcometoclosequarters。NaturallyDavidsonwantedtoknowthereason,foramanwithouthandsdidnotstrikehimasveryformidableunderanycircumstances。

"\'Mindyoudon\'tlethim-that\'sall,\'sheinsistedanxiously,hesitated,andthenconfessedthattheFrenchmanhadgotherawayfromtheothersthatafternoonandhadorderedhertotieaseven-

poundironweight(outofthesetofweightsBamtzusedinbusiness)tohisrightstump。Shehadtodoitforhim。Shehadbeenafraidofhissavagetemper。Bamtzwassuchacraven,andneitheroftheothermenwouldhavecaredwhathappenedtoher。

TheFrenchman,however,withmanyawfulthreatshadwarnedhernottolettheothersknowwhatshehaddoneforhim。Afterwardshehadbeentryingtocajoleher。HehadpromisedherthatifshestoodbyhimfaithfullyinthisbusinesshewouldtakeherwithhimtoHaiphongorsomeotherplace。Apoorcrippleneededsomebodytotakecareofhim-always。

"Davidsonaskedheragainiftheyreallymeantmischief。Itwas,hetoldme,thehardestthingtobelievehehadrunupagainst,asyet,inhislife。Annenodded。TheFrenchman\'sheartwassetonthisrobbery。Davymightexpectthem,aboutmidnight,creepingonboardhisship,tostealanyhow-tomurder,perhaps。Hervoicesoundedweary,andhereyesremainedfastenedonherchild。

"AndstillDavidsoncouldnotacceptitsomehow;hiscontemptforthesemenwastoogreat。

"\'Lookhere,Davy,\'shesaid。\'I\'llgooutsidewiththemwhentheystart,anditwillbehardluckifIdon\'tfindsomethingtolaughat。Theyareusedtothatfromme。Laughorcry-what\'stheodds。Youwillbeabletohearmeonboardonthisquietnight。

Darkitistoo。Oh!it\'sdark,Davy!-it\'sdark!\'

"\'Don\'tyourunanyrisks,\'saidDavidson。Presentlyhecalledherattentiontotheboy,who,lessflushednow,haddroppedintoasoundsleep。\'Look。He\'llbeallright。\'

"Shemadeasiftosnatchthechilduptoherbreast,butrestrainedherself。Davidsonpreparedtogo。Shewhisperedhurriedly:

"\'Mind,Davy!I\'vetoldthemthatyougenerallysleepaftinthehammockundertheawningoverthecabin。Theyhavebeenaskingmeaboutyourwaysandaboutyourship,too。ItoldthemallIknew。

Ihadtokeepinwiththem。AndBamtzwouldhavetoldthemifI

hadn\'t-youunderstand?\'

"Hemadeafriendlysignandwentout。Themenaboutthetable(exceptBamtz)lookedathim。ThistimeitwasFectorwhospoke。

\'Won\'tyoujoinusinaquietgame,Captain?\'

"Davidsonsaidthatnowthechildwasbetterhethoughthewouldgoonboardandturnin。Fectorwastheonlyoneofthefourwhomhehad,sotospeak,neverseen,forhehadhadagoodlookattheFrenchmanalready。HeobservedFector\'smuddyeyes,hismean,bittermouth。Davidson\'scontemptforthosemenroseinhisgorge,whilehisplacidsmile,hisgentletonesandgeneralairofinnocenceputheartintothem。Theyexchangedmeaningglances。

"\'Weshallbesittinglateoverthecards,\'Fectorsaidinhisharsh,lowvoice。

"\'Don\'tmakemorenoisethanyoucanhelp。\'

"\'Oh!weareaquietlot。Andiftheinvalidshouldn\'tbesowell,shewillbesuretosendoneofusdowntocallyou,sothatyoumayplaythedoctoragain。Sodon\'tshootatsight。\'

"\'Heisn\'tashootingman,\'struckinNiclaus。

"\'Inevershootbeforemakingsurethere\'sareasonforit-atanyrate,\'saidDavidson。

"Bamtzletoutasicklysnigger。TheFrenchmanalonegotuptomakeabowtoDavidson\'scarelessnod。Hisstumpswerestuckimmovablyinhispockets。Davidsonunderstoodnowthereason。

"Hewentdowntotheship。Hiswitswereworkingactively,andhewasthoroughlyangry。Hesmiled,hesays(itmusthavebeenthefirstgrimsmileofhislife),atthethoughtoftheseven-poundweightlashedtotheendoftheFrenchman\'sstump。Theruffianhadtakenthatprecautionincaseofaquarrelthatmightariseoverthedivisionofthespoil。Amanwithanunsuspectedpowertodealkillingblowscouldtakehisownpartinasuddenscrimmageroundaheapofmoney,evenagainstadversariesarmedwithrevolvers,especiallyifhehimselfstartedtherow。

"\'He\'sreadytofaceanyofhisfriendswiththatthing。Buthewillhavenouseforit。Therewillbenooccasiontoquarrelaboutthesedollarshere,\'thoughtDavidson,gettingonboardquietly。Heneverpausedtolookiftherewasanybodyaboutthedecks。Asamatteroffact,mostofhiscrewwereonshore,andtherestslept,stowedawayindarkcorners。

"Hehadhisplan,andhewenttoworkmethodically。

"Hefetchedalotofclothingfrombelowanddisposeditinhishammockinsuchawayastodistendittotheshapeofahumanbody;thenhethrewoverallthelightcottonsheetheusedtodrawoverhimselfwhensleepingondeck。Havingdonethis,heloadedhistworevolversandclamberedintooneoftheboatstheSissiecarriedrightaft,swungoutontheirdavits。Thenhewaited。

"Andagainthedoubtofsuchathinghappeningtohimcreptintohismind。Hewasalmostashamedofthisridiculousvigilinaboat。Hebecamebored。Andthenhebecamedrowsy。Thestillnessoftheblackuniverseweariedhim。Therewasnoteventhelappingofthewatertokeephimcompany,forthetidewasoutandtheSissiewaslyingonsoftmud。Suddenlyinthebreathless,soundless,hotnightanarguspheasantscreamedinthewoodsacrossthestream。Davidsonstartedviolently,allhissensesonthealertatonce。

"Thecandlewasstillburninginthehouse。Everythingwasquietagain,butDavidsonfeltdrowsynolonger。Anuneasypremonitionofeviloppressedhim。

"\'SurelyIamnotafraid,\'hearguedwithhimself。

"Thesilencewaslikeasealonhisears,andhisnervousinwardimpatiencegrewintolerable。Hecommandedhimselftokeepstill。

Butallthesamehewasjustgoingtojumpoutoftheboatwhenafaintrippleontheimmensityofsilence,ameretremorintheair,theghostofasilverylaugh,reachedhisears。

"Illusion!

"Hekeptverystill。Hehadnodifficultynowinemulatingthestillnessofthemouse-agrimlydeterminedmouse。Buthecouldnotshakeoffthatpremonitionofevilunrelatedtothemeredangerofthesituation。Nothinghappened。Ithadbeenanillusion!

"Acuriositycametohimtolearnhowtheywouldgotowork。Hewonderedandwondered,tillthewholethingseemedmoreabsurdthanever。

"Hehadleftthehanginglampinthecabinburningasusual。Itwaspartofhisplanthateverythingshouldbeasusual。Suddenlyinthedimglowoftheskylightpanesabulkyshadowcameuptheladderwithoutasound,madetwostepstowardsthehammock(ithungrightovertheskylight),andstoodmotionless。TheFrenchman!

"Theminutesbegantoslipaway。DavidsonguessedthattheFrenchman\'spart(thepoorcripple)wastowatchhis(Davidson\'s)

slumberswhiletheotherswerenodoubtinthecabinbusyforcingoffthelazarettehatch。

"Whatwasthecoursetheymeanttopursueoncetheygotholdofthesilver(thereweretencases,andeachcouldbecarriedeasilybytwomen)nobodycantellnow。Butsofar,Davidsonwasright。

Theywereinthecabin。Heexpectedtohearthesoundsofbreaking-ineverymoment。Butthefactwasthatoneofthem(perhapsFector,whohadstolenpapersoutofdesksinhistime)

knewhowtopickalock,andapparentlywasprovidedwiththetools。ThuswhileDavidsonexpectedeverymomenttohearthembegindownthere,theyhadthebaroffalreadyandtwocasesactuallyupinthecabinoutofthelazarette。

"InthediffusedfaintglowoftheskylighttheFrenchmanmovednomorethanastatue。Davidsoncouldhaveshothimwiththegreatestease-buthewasnothomicidallyinclined。Moreover,hewantedtomakesurebeforeopeningfirethattheothershadgonetowork。

Nothearingthesoundsheexpectedtohear,hefeltuncertainwhethertheyallwereonboardyet。

"Whilehelistened,theFrenchman,whoseimmobilitymighthavebutcloakedaninternalstruggle;movedforwardapace,thenanother。

Davidson,entranced,watchedhimadvanceoneleg,withdrawhisrightstump,thearmedone,outofhispocket,andswinginghisbodytoputgreaterforceintotheblow,bringtheseven-poundweightdownonthehammockwheretheheadofthesleeperoughttohavebeen。

"Davidsonadmittedtomethathishairstirredattherootsthen。

ButforAnne,hisunsuspectingheadwouldhavebeenthere。TheFrenchman\'ssurprisemusthavebeensimplyoverwhelming。Hestaggeredawayfromthelightlyswinginghammock,andbeforeDavidsoncouldmakeamovementhehadvanished,boundingdowntheladdertowarnandalarmtheotherfellows。

"Davidsonspranginstantlyoutoftheboat,threwuptheskylightflap,andhadaglimpseofthemendowntherecrouchingroundthehatch。Theylookedupscared,andatthatmomenttheFrenchmanoutsidethedoorbellowedout\'TRAHISON-TRAHISON!\'Theyboltedoutofthecabin,fallingovereachotherandswearingawfully。

TheshotDavidsonletoffdowntheskylighthadhitnoone;butherantotheedgeofthecabin-topandatonceopenedfireatthedarkshapesrushingaboutthedeck。Theseshotswerereturned,andarapidfusilladeburstout,reportsandflashes,Davidsondodgingbehindaventilatorandpullingthetriggertillhisrevolverclicked,andthenthrowingitdowntotaketheotherinhisrighthand。

"HehadbeenhearinginthedintheFrenchman\'sinfuriatedyells\'TUEZ-LE!TUEZ-LE!\'abovethefiercecursingoftheothers。Butthoughtheyfiredathimtheywereonlythinkingofclearingout。

IntheflashesofthelastshotsDavidsonsawthemscramblingovertherail。Thathehadhitmorethanonehewascertain。Twodifferentvoiceshadcriedoutinpain。Butapparentlynoneofthemweredisabled。

"Davidsonleanedagainstthebulwarkreloadinghisrevolverwithouthaste。Hehadnottheslightestapprehensionoftheircomingback。

Ontheotherhand,hehadnointentionofpursuingthemonshoreinthedark。Whattheyweredoinghehadnoidea。Lookingtotheirhurtsprobably。NotveryfarfromthebanktheinvisibleFrenchmanwasblasphemingandcursinghisassociates,hisluck,andalltheworld。Heceased;thenwithasudden,vengefulyell,\'It\'sthatwoman!-it\'sthatwomanthathassoldus,\'washeardrunningoffinthenight。

"Davidsoncaughthisbreathinasuddenpangofremorse。HeperceivedwithdismaythatthestratagemofhisdefencehadgivenAnneaway。Hedidnothesitateamoment。Itwasforhimtosavehernow。Heleapedashore。Butevenashelandedonthewharfheheardashrillshriekwhichpiercedhisverysoul。

"Thelightwasstillburninginthehouse。Davidson,revolverinhand,wasmakingforitwhenanothershriek,awaytohisleft,madehimchangehisdirection。

"Hechangedhisdirection-butverysoonhestopped。Itwasthenthathehesitatedincruelperplexity。Heguessedwhathadhappened。Thewomanhadmanagedtoescapefromthehouseinsomeway,andnowwasbeingchasedintheopenbytheinfuriatedFrenchman。Hetrustedshewouldtrytorunonboardforprotection。

"AllwasstillaroundDavidson。Whethershehadrunonboardornot,thissilencemeantthattheFrenchmanhadlostherinthedark。

"Davidson,relieved,butstillveryanxious,turnedtowardstheriver-side。Hehadnotmadetwostepsinthatdirectionwhenanothershriekburstoutbehindhim,againclosetothehouse。

"HethinksthattheFrenchmanhadlostsightofthepoorwomanrightenough。Thencamethatperiodofsilence。Butthehorribleruffianhadnotgivenuphismurderouspurpose。Hereasonedthatshewouldtrytostealbacktoherchild,andwenttolieinwaitforhernearthehouse。

"Itmusthavebeensomethinglikethat。Assheenteredthelightfallingaboutthehouse-ladder,hehadrushedathertoosoon,impatientforvengeance。Shehadletoutthatsecondscreamofmortalfearwhenshecaughtsightofhim,andturnedtorunforlifeagain。

"Thistimeshewasmakingfortheriver,butnotinastraightline。HershriekscircledaboutDavidson。Heturnedonhisheels,followingthehorribletrailofsoundinthedarkness。Hewantedtoshout\'Thisway,Anne!Iamhere!\'buthecouldn\'t。Atthehorrorofthischase,moreghastlyinhisimaginationthanifhecouldhaveseenit,theperspirationbrokeoutonhisforehead,whilehisthroatwasasdryastinder。Alastsupremescreamwascutshortsuddenly。

"Thesilencewhichensuedwasevenmoredreadful。Davidsonfeltsick。Hetorehisfeetfromthespotandwalkedstraightbeforehim,grippingtherevolverandpeeringintotheobscurityfearfully。Suddenlyabulkyshapesprangfromthegroundwithinafewyardsofhimandboundedaway。Instinctivelyhefiredatit,startedtoruninpursuit,andstumbledagainstsomethingsoftwhichthrewhimdownheadlong。

"EvenashepitchedforwardonhisheadheknewitcouldbenothingelsebutLaughingAnne\'sbody。Hepickedhimselfupand,remainingonhisknees,triedtoliftherinhisarms。Hefelthersolimpthathegaveitup。Shewaslyingonherface,herlonghairscatteredontheground。Someofitwaswet。Davidson,feelingaboutherhead,cametoaplacewherethecrushedbonegavewayunderhisfingers。Butevenbeforethatdiscoveryheknewthatshewasdead。ThepursuingFrenchmanhadflungherdownwithakickfrombehind,and,squattingonherback,wasbatteringinherskullwiththeweightsheherselfhadfastenedtohisstump,whenthetotallyunexpectedDavidsonloomedupinthenightandscaredhimaway。

"Davidson,kneelingbythesideofthatwomandonesomiserablytodeath,wasovercomebyremorse。Shehaddiedforhim。Hismanhoodwasasifstunned。Forthefirsttimehefeltafraid。HemighthavebeenpounceduponinthedarkatanymomentbythemurdererofLaughingAnne。Heconfessestotheimpulseofcreepingawayfromthatpitifulcorpseonhishandsandkneestotherefugeoftheship。Heevensaysthatheactuallybegantodoso……

"OnecanhardlypicturetooneselfDavidsoncrawlingawayonallfoursfromthemurderedwoman-Davidsonunmannedandcrushedbytheideathatshehaddiedforhiminasense。Buthecouldnothavegoneveryfar。Whatstoppedhimwasthethoughtoftheboy,LaughingAnne\'schild,that(Davidsonrememberedherverywords)

wouldnothaveadog\'schance。

"ThislifethewomanhadleftbehindherappearedtoDavidson\'sconscienceinthelightofasacredtrust。Heassumedanerectattitudeand,quakinginwardlystill,turnedaboutandwalkedtowardsthehouse。

"Forallhistremorshewasverydetermined;butthatsmashedskullhadaffectedhisimagination,andhefeltverydefencelessinthedarkness,inwhichheseemedtohearfaintlynowhere,nowthere,theprowlingfootstepsofthemurdererwithouthands。Butheneverfalteredinhispurpose。Hegotawaywiththeboysafelyafterall。Thehousehefoundempty。Aprofoundsilenceencompassedhimallthetime,exceptonce,justashegotdowntheladderwithTonyinhisarms,whenafaintgroanreachedhisears。Itseemedtocomefromthepitch-blackspacebetweenthepostsonwhichthehousewasbuilt,buthedidnotstoptoinvestigate。

"It\'snousetellingyouindetailhowDavidsongotonboardwiththeburdenAnne\'smiserablycruelfatehadthrustintohisarms;

hownextmorninghisscaredcrew,afterobservingfromadistancethestateofaffairsonboard,rejoinedwithalacrity;howDavidsonwentashoreand,aidedbyhisengineer(stillhalfdeadwithfright),rolledupLaughingAnne\'sbodyinacottonsheetandbroughtitonboardforburialatsealater。Whilebusywiththispioustask,Davidson,glancingabout,perceivedahugeheapofwhiteclotheshuddledupagainstthecorner-postofthehouse。

ThatitwastheFrenchmanlyingtherehecouldnotdoubt。Takingitinconnectionwiththedismalgroanhehadheardinthenight,DavidsonisprettysurethathisrandomshotgaveamortalhurttothemurdererofpoorAnne。

"Astotheothers,Davidsonneverseteyesonasingleoneofthem。

Whethertheyhadconcealedthemselvesinthescaredsettlement,orboltedintotheforest,orwerehidingonboardNiclaus\'sprau,whichcouldbeseenlyingonthemudahundredyardsorsohigherupthecreek,thefactisthattheyvanished;andDavidsondidnottroublehisheadaboutthem。HelostnotimeingettingoutofthecreekdirectlytheSissiefloated。Aftersteamingsometwentymilesclearofthecoast,he(inhisownwords)\'committedthebodytothedeep。\'Hedideverythinghimself。Heweightedherdownwithafewfire-bars,hereadtheservice,heliftedtheplank,hewastheonlymourner。Andwhilehewasrenderingtheselastservicestothedead,thedesolationofthatlifeandtheatrociouswretchednessofitsendcriedaloudtohiscompassion,whisperedtohimintonesofself-reproach。

"Heoughttohavehandledthewarningshehadgivenhiminanotherway。Hewasconvincednowthatasimpledisplayofwatchfulnesswouldhavebeenenoughtorestrainthatvileandcowardlycrew。

Butthefactwasthathehadnotquitebelievedthatanythingwouldbeattempted。

"ThebodyofLaughingAnnehavingbeen\'committedtothedeep\'sometwentymilesS。S。W。fromCapeSelatan,thetaskbeforeDavidsonwastocommitLaughingAnne\'schildtothecareofhiswife。Andtherepoor,goodDavidsonmadeafatalmove。Hedidn\'twanttotellherthewholeawfulstory,sinceitinvolvedtheknowledgeofthedangerfromwhichhe,Davidson,hadescaped。Andthis,too,afterhehadbeenlaughingatherunreasonablefearsonlyashorttimebefore。

"\'IthoughtthatifItoldhereverything,\'Davidsonexplainedtome,\'shewouldneverhaveamoment\'speacewhileIwasawayonmytrips。\'

"Hesimplystatedthattheboywasanorphan,thechildofsomepeopletowhomhe,Davidson,wasunderthegreatestobligation,andthathefeltmorallyboundtolookafterhim。Somedayhewouldtellhermore,hesaid,andmeantimehetrustedinthegoodnessandwarmthofherheart,inherwoman\'snaturalcompassion。

"Hedidnotknowthatherheartwasaboutthesizeofaparchedpea,andhadtheproportionalamountofwarmth;andthatherfacultyofcompassionwasmainlydirectedtoherself。Hewasonlystartledanddisappointedattheairofcoldsurpriseandthesuspiciouslookwithwhichshereceivedhisimperfecttale。Butshedidnotsaymuch。Sheneverhadmuchtosay。Shewasafoolofthesilent,hopelesskind。

"WhatstoryDavidson\'screwthoughtfittosetafloatinMalaytownisneitherherenorthere。Davidsonhimselftooksomeofhisfriendsintohisconfidence,besidesgivingthefullstoryofficiallytotheHarbourMaster。

"TheHarbourMasterwasconsiderablyastonished。Hedidn\'tthink,however,thataformalcomplaintshouldbemadetotheDutchGovernment。Theywouldprobablydonothingintheend,afteralotoftroubleandcorrespondence。Therobberyhadnotcomeoff,afterall。Thosevagabondscouldbetrustedtogotothedevilintheirownway。Noamountoffusswouldbringthepoorwomantolifeagain,andtheactualmurdererhadbeendonejusticetobyachanceshotfromDavidson。Betterletthematterdrop。

"Thiswasgoodcommonsense。Buthewasimpressed。

"\'Soundsaterribleaffair,CaptainDavidson。\'

"\'Aye,terribleenough,\'agreedtheremorsefulDavidson。Butthemostterriblethingforhim,thoughhedidn\'tknowityetthen,wasthathiswife\'ssillybrainwasslowlycomingtotheconclusionthatTonywasDavidson\'schild,andthathehadinventedthatlamestorytointroducehimintoherpurehomeindefianceofdecency,ofvirtue-ofhermostsacredfeelings。

"Davidsonwasawareofsomeconstraintinhisdomesticrelations。

Butatthebestoftimesshewasnotdemonstrative;andperhapsthatverycoldnesswaspartofhercharmintheplacidDavidson\'seyes。Womenarelovedforallsortsofreasonsandevenforcharacteristicswhichonewouldthinkrepellent。Shewaswatchinghimandnursinghersuspicions。

"Then,oneday,Monkey-facedRitchiecalledonthatsweet,shyMrs。

Davidson。Shehadcomeoutunderhiscare,andheconsideredhimselfaprivilegedperson-heroldestfriendinthetropics。Heposedforagreatadmirerofhers。Hewasalwaysagreatchatterer。Hehadgotholdofthestoryrathervaguely,andhestartedchatteringonthatsubject,thinkingsheknewallaboutit。

AndinduecourseheletoutsomethingaboutLaughingAnne。

"\'LaughingAnne,\'saysMrs。Davidsonwithastart。\'What\'sthat?\'

Ritchieplungedintocircumlocutionatonce,butsheverysoonstoppedhim。\'Isthatcreaturedead?\'sheasks。

"\'Ibelieveso,\'stammeredRitchie。\'Yourhusbandsaysso。\'

"\'Butyoudon\'tknowforcertain?\'

"\'No!HowcouldI,Mrs。Davidson!\'

"\'That\'sallwantedtoknow,\'saysshe,andgoesoutoftheroom。

"WhenDavidsoncamehomeshewasreadytogoforhim,notwithcommonvolubleindignation,butasiftricklingastreamofcoldclearwaterdownhisback。Shetalkedofhisbaseintriguewithavilewoman,ofbeingmadeafoolof,oftheinsulttoherdignity。

"Davidsonbeggedhertolistentohimandtoldherallthestory,thinkingthatitwouldmoveaheartofstone。Hetriedtomakeherunderstandhisremorse。Sheheardhimtotheend,said\'Indeed!\'

andturnedherbackonhim。

"\'Don\'tyoubelieveme?\'heasked,appalled。

"Shedidn\'tsayyesorno。Allshesaidwas,\'Sendthatbratawayatonce。\'

"\'Ican\'tthrowhimoutintothestreet,\'criedDavidson。\'Youdon\'tmeanit。\'

"\'Idon\'tcare。Therearecharitableinstitutionsforsuchchildren,Isuppose。\'

"\'ThatIwillneverdo,\'saidDavidson。

"\'Verywell。That\'senoughforme。\'

"Davidson\'shomeafterthiswaslikeasilent,frozenhellforhim。

Astupidwomanwithasenseofgrievanceisworsethananunchaineddevil。HesenttheboytotheWhiteFathersinMalacca。Thiswasnotaveryexpensivesortofeducation,butshecouldnotforgivehimfornotcastingtheoffensivechildawayutterly。Sheworkeduphersenseofherwifelywrongsandofherinjuredpuritytosuchapitchthatoneday,whenpoorDavidsonwaspleadingwithhertobereasonableandnottomakeanimpossibleexistenceforthemboth,sheturnedonhiminachillpassionandtoldhimthathisverysightwasodioustoher。

"Davidson,withhisscrupulousdelicacyoffeeling,wasnotthemantoasserthisrightsoverawomanwhocouldnotbearthesightofhim。Hebowedhishead;andshortlyafterwardsarrangedforhertogobacktoherparents。Thatwasexactlywhatshewantedinheroutrageddignity。AndthenshehadalwaysdislikedthetropicsandhaddetestedsecretlythepeopleshehadtoliveamongstasDavidson\'swife。Shetookherpure,sensitive,meanlittlesoulawaytoFremantleorsomewhereinthatdirection。Andofcoursethelittlegirlwentawaywithhertoo。WhatcouldpoorDavidsonhavedonewithalittlegirlonhishands,evenifshehadconsentedtoleaveherwithhim-whichisunthinkable。

"ThisisthestorythathasspoiledDavidson\'ssmileforhim-

whichperhapsitwouldn\'thavedonesothoroughlyhadhebeenlessofagoodfellow。"

Hollisceased。ButbeforewerosefromthetableIaskedhimifheknewwhathadbecomeofLaughingAnne\'sboy。

HecountedcarefullythechangehandedhimbytheChinamanwaiter,andraisedhishead。

"Oh!that\'sthefinishingtouch。Hewasabright,takinglittlechap,asyouknow,andtheFatherstookveryspecialpainsinhisbringingup。Davidsonexpectedinhishearttohavesomecomfortoutofhim。Inhisplacidwayhe\'samanwhoneedsaffection。

Well,Tonyhasgrownintoafineyouth-butthereyouare!Hewantstobeapriest;hisonedreamistobeamissionary。TheFathersassureDavidsonthatitisaseriousvocation。Theytellhimhehasaspecialdispositionformissionwork,too。SoLaughingAnne\'sboywillleadasaintlylifeinChinasomewhere;hemayevenbecomeamartyr;butpoorDavidsonisleftoutinthecold。Hewillhavetogodownhillwithoutasinglehumanaffectionnearhimbecauseoftheseolddollars。"

Jan。1914

Footnotes:

(1)Thegallows,supposedtobewidowedofthelastexecutedcriminalandwaitingforanother。

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