下载辰思小说免费APP
MissBartlettwasinthedrawing-room,gazingatthephotographofSt。Johnascending,whichhadbeenframed。
"Howdreadful!"shemurmured,"howmorethandreadful,ifMr。
Vyseshouldcometohearofitfromsomeothersource。”
"Oh,no,Charlotte,"saidthegirl,enteringthebattle。"GeorgeEmersonisallright,andwhatothersourceisthere?"
MissBartlettconsidered。"Forinstance,thedriver。Isawhimlookingthroughthebushesatyou,rememberhehadavioletbetweenhisteeth。”
Lucyshudderedalittle。"Weshallgetthesillyaffaironournervesifwearen\'tcareful。HowcouldaFlorentinecab-driverevergetholdofCecil?"
"Wemustthinkofeverypossibility。”
"Oh,it\'sallright。”
"OrperhapsoldMr。Emersonknows。Infact,heiscertaintoknow。”
"Idon\'tcareifhedoes。Iwasgratefultoyouforyourletter,butevenifthenewsdoesgetround,IthinkIcantrustCeciltolaughatit。”
"Tocontradictit?"
"No,tolaughatit。”Butsheknewinherheartthatshecouldnottrusthim,forhedesiredheruntouched。
"Verywell,dear,youknowbest。PerhapsgentlemenaredifferenttowhattheywerewhenIwasyoung。Ladiesarecertainlydifferent。”
"Now,Charlotte!"Shestruckatherplayfully。"Youkind,anxiousthing。WhatWOULDyouhavemedo?Firstyousay\'Don\'ttell\';andthenyousay,\'Tell\'。Whichisittobe?Quick!"
MissBartlettsighed"Iamnomatchforyouinconversation,dearest。IblushwhenIthinkhowIinterferedatFlorence,andyousowellabletolookafteryourself,andsomuchclevererinallwaysthanIam。Youwillneverforgiveme。”
"Shallwegoout,then。Theywillsmashallthechinaifwedon\'t。”
FortheairrangwiththeshrieksofMinnie,whowasbeingscalpedwithateaspoon。
"Dear,onemoment——wemaynothavethischanceforachatagain。
Haveyouseentheyoungoneyet?"
"Yes,Ihave。”
"Whathappened?"
"WemetattheRectory。”
"Whatlineishetakingup?"
"Noline。HetalkedaboutItaly,likeanyotherperson。Itisreallyallright。Whatadvantagewouldhegetfrombeingacad,toputitbluntly?IdowishIcouldmakeyouseeitmyway。Hereallywon\'tbeanynuisance,Charlotte。”
"Onceacad,alwaysacad。Thatismypooropinion。”
Lucypaused。"Cecilsaidoneday——andIthoughtitsoprofound——thattherearetwokindsofcads——theconsciousandthesubconscious。”Shepausedagain,tobesureofdoingjusticetoCecil\'sprofundity。ThroughthewindowshesawCecilhimself,turningoverthepagesofanovel。ItwasanewonefromSmith\'slibrary。Hermothermusthavereturnedfromthestation。
"Onceacad,alwaysacad,"dronedMissBartlett。
"WhatImeanbysubconsciousisthatEmersonlosthishead。I
fellintoallthoseviolets,andhewassillyandsurprised。I
don\'tthinkweoughttoblamehimverymuch。Itmakessuchadifferencewhenyouseeapersonwithbeautifulthingsbehindhimunexpectedly。Itreallydoes;itmakesanenormousdifference,andhelosthishead:hedoesn\'tadmireme,oranyofthatnonsense,onestraw。Freddyratherlikeshim,andhasaskedhimuphereonSunday,soyoucanjudgeforyourself。Hehasimproved;hedoesn\'talwayslookasifhe\'sgoingtoburstintotears。HeisaclerkintheGeneralManager\'sofficeatoneofthebigrailways——notaporter!andrunsdowntohisfatherforweek-ends。Papawastodowithjournalism,butisrheumaticandhasretired。There!Nowforthegarden。”Shetookholdofherguestbythearm。"Supposewedon\'ttalkaboutthissillyItalianbusinessanymore。WewantyoutohaveanicerestfulvisitatWindyCorner,withnoworriting。”
Lucythoughtthisratheragoodspeech。Thereadermayhavedetectedanunfortunateslipinit。WhetherMissBartlettdetectedthesliponecannotsay,foritisimpossibletopenetrateintothemindsofelderlypeople。Shemighthavespokenfurther,buttheywereinterruptedbytheentranceofherhostess。Explanationstookplace,andinthemidstofthemLucyescaped,theimagesthrobbingalittlemorevividlyinherbrain。
ChapterXV:TheDisasterWithinTheSundayafterMissBartlett\'sarrivalwasagloriousday,likemostofthedaysofthatyear。IntheWeald,autumnapproached,breakingupthegreenmonotonyofsummer,touchingtheparkswiththegreybloomofmist,thebeech-treeswithrusset,theoak-treeswithgold。Upontheheights,battalionsofblackpineswitnessedthechange,themselvesunchangeable。Eithercountrywasspannedbyacloudlesssky,andineitherarosethetinkleofchurchbells。
ThegardenofWindyCornerswasdesertedexceptforaredbook,whichlaysunningitselfuponthegravelpath。Fromthehousecameincoherentsounds,asoffemalespreparingforworship。"Themensaytheywon\'tgo"——"Well,Idon\'tblamethem"——Minniesays,needshego?"——"Tellher,nononsense"——"Anne!Mary!
Hookmebehind!"——"DearestLucia,mayItrespassuponyouforapin?"ForMissBartletthadannouncedthatsheatalleventswasoneforchurch。
Thesunrosehigheronitsjourney,guided,notbyPhaethon,butbyApollo,competent,unswerving,divine。Itsraysfellontheladieswhenevertheyadvancedtowardsthebedroomwindows;onMr。BeebedownatSummerStreetashesmiledoveraletterfromMissCatharineAlan;onGeorgeEmersoncleaninghisfather\'sboots;andlastly,tocompletethecatalogueofmemorablethings,ontheredbookmentionedpreviously。Theladiesmove,Mr。Beebemoves,Georgemoves,andmovementmayengendershadow。
Butthisbookliesmotionless,tobecaressedallthemorningbythesunandtoraiseitscoversslightly,asthoughacknowledgingthecaress。
PresentlyLucystepsoutofthedrawing-roomwindow。Hernewcerisedresshasbeenafailure,andmakesherlooktawdryandwan。Atherthroatisagarnetbrooch,onherfingeraringsetwithrubies——anengagementring。HereyesarebenttotheWeald。
Shefrownsalittle——notinanger,butasabravechildfrownswhenheistryingnottocry。Inallthatexpansenohumaneyeislookingather,andshemayfrownunrebukedandmeasurethespacesthatyetsurvivebetweenApolloandthewesternhills。
"Lucy!Lucy!What\'sthatbook?Who\'sbeentakingabookoutoftheshelfandleavingitabouttospoil?"
"It\'sonlythelibrarybookthatCecil\'sbeenreading。”
"Butpickitup,anddon\'tstandidlingtherelikeaflamingo。”
Lucypickedupthebookandglancedatthetitlelistlessly,UnderaLoggia。Shenolongerreadnovelsherself,devotingallhersparetimetosolidliteratureinthehopeofcatchingCecilup。Itwasdreadfulhowlittlesheknew,andevenwhenshethoughtsheknewathing,liketheItalianpainters,shefoundshehadforgottenit。OnlythismorningshehadconfusedFrancescoFranciawithPierodellaFrancesca,andCecilhadsaid,"What!youaren\'tforgettingyourItalyalready?"Andthistoohadlentanxietytohereyeswhenshesalutedthedearviewandthedeargardenintheforeground,andabovethem,scarcelyconceivableelsewhere,thedearsun。
"Lucy——haveyouasixpenceforMinnieandashillingforyourself?"
Shehastenedintohermother,whowasrapidlyworkingherselfintoaSundayfluster。
"It\'saspecialcollection——Iforgetwhatfor。Idobeg,novulgarclinkingintheplatewithhalfpennies;seethatMinniehasanicebrightsixpence。Whereisthechild?Minnie!Thatbook\'sallwarped。(Gracious,howplainyoulook!)PutitundertheAtlastopress。Minnie!"
"Oh,Mrs。Honeychurch——"fromtheupperregions。
"Minnie,don\'tbelate。Herecomesthehorse"——itwasalwaysthehorse,neverthecarriage。"Where\'sCharlotte?Runupandhurryher。Whyisshesolong?Shehadnothingtodo。Sheneverbringsanythingbutblouses。PoorCharlotte——HowIdodetestblouses!
Minnie!"
Paganismisinfectious——moreinfectiousthandiphtheriaorpiety——andtheRector\'sniecewastakentochurchprotesting。Asusual,shedidn\'tseewhy。Whyshouldn\'tshesitinthesunwiththeyoungmen?Theyoungmen,whohadnowappeared,mockedherwithungenerouswords。Mrs。Honeychurchdefendedorthodoxy,andinthemidstoftheconfusionMissBartlett,dressedintheveryheightofthefashion,camestrollingdownthestairs。
"DearMarian,Iamverysorry,butIhavenosmallchange——
nothingbutsovereignsandhalfcrowns。Couldanyonegiveme——"
"Yes,easily。Jumpin。Graciousme,howsmartyoulook!Whatalovelyfrock!Youputusalltoshame。”
"IfIdidnotwearmybestragsandtattersnow,whenshouldI
wearthem?"saidMissBartlettreproachfully。Shegotintothevictoriaandplacedherselfwithherbacktothehorse。Thenecessaryroarensued,andthentheydroveoff。
"Good-bye!Begood!"calledoutCecil。
Lucybitherlip,forthetonewassneering。Onthesubjectof"churchandsoon"theyhadhadratheranunsatisfactoryconversation。Hehadsaidthatpeopleoughttooverhaulthemselves,andshedidnotwanttooverhaulherself;shedidnotknowitwasdone。HonestorthodoxyCecilrespected,buthealwaysassumedthathonestyistheresultofaspiritualcrisis;hecouldnotimagineitasanaturalbirthright,thatmightgrowheavenwardlikeflowers。Allthathesaidonthissubjectpainedher,thoughheexudedtolerancefromeverypore;somehowtheEmersonsweredifferent。
ShesawtheEmersonsafterchurch。Therewasalineofcarriagesdowntheroad,andtheHoneychurchvehiclehappenedtobeoppositeCissieVilla。Tosavetime,theywalkedoverthegreentoit,andfoundfatherandsonsmokinginthegarden。
"Introduceme,"saidhermother。"Unlesstheyoungmanconsidersthatheknowsmealready。”
Heprobablydid;butLucyignoredtheSacredLakeandintroducedthemformally。OldMr。Emersonclaimedherwithmuchwarmth,andsaidhowgladhewasthatshewasgoingtobemarried。Shesaidyes,shewasgladtoo;andthen,asMissBartlettandMinniewerelingeringbehindwithMr。Beebe,sheturnedtheconversationtoalessdisturbingtopic,andaskedhimhowhelikedhisnewhouse。
"Verymuch,"hereplied,buttherewasanoteofoffenceinhisvoice;shehadneverknownhimoffendedbefore。Headded:"Wefind,though,thattheMissAlanswerecoming,andthatwehaveturnedthemout。Womenmindsuchathing。Iamverymuchupsetaboutit。”
"Ibelievethattherewassomemisunderstanding,"saidMrs。
Honeychurchuneasily。
"Ourlandlordwastoldthatweshouldbeadifferenttypeofperson,"saidGeorge,whoseemeddisposedtocarrythematterfurther。"Hethoughtweshouldbeartistic。Heisdisappointed。”
"AndIwonderwhetherweoughttowritetotheMissAlansandoffertogiveitup。Whatdoyouthink?"HeappealedtoLucy。
"Oh,stopnowyouhavecome,"saidLucylightly。ShemustavoidcensuringCecil。ForitwasonCecilthatthelittleepisodeturned,thoughhisnamewasnevermentioned。
"SoGeorgesays。HesaysthattheMissAlansmustgotothewall。
Yetitdoesseemsounkind。”
"Thereisonlyacertainamountofkindnessintheworld,"saidGeorge,watchingthesunlightflashonthepanelsofthepassingcarriages。
"Yes!"exclaimedMrs。Honeychurch。"That\'sexactlywhatIsay。
WhyallthistwiddlingandtwaddlingovertwoMissAlans?"
"Thereisacertainamountofkindness,justasthereisacertainamountoflight,"hecontinuedinmeasuredtones。"Wecastashadowonsomethingwhereverwestand,anditisnogoodmovingfromplacetoplacetosavethings;becausetheshadowalwaysfollows。Chooseaplacewhereyouwon\'tdoharm——yes,chooseaplacewhereyouwon\'tdoverymuchharm,andstandinitforallyouareworth,facingthesunshine。”
"Oh,Mr。Emerson,Iseeyou\'reclever!"
"Eh——?"
"Iseeyou\'regoingtobeclever。Ihopeyoudidn\'tgobehavinglikethattopoorFreddy。”
George\'seyeslaughed,andLucysuspectedthatheandhermotherwouldgetonratherwell。
"No,Ididn\'t,"hesaid。"Hebehavedthatwaytome。Itishisphilosophy。Onlyhestartslifewithit;andIhavetriedtheNoteofInterrogationfirst。”
"WhatDOyoumean?No,nevermindwhatyoumean。Don\'texplain。
Helooksforwardtoseeingyouthisafternoon。Doyouplaytennis?DoyoumindtennisonSunday——?"
"GeorgemindtennisonSunday!George,afterhiseducation,distinguishbetweenSunday——"
"Verywell,Georgedoesn\'tmindtennisonSunday。NomoredoI。
That\'ssettled。Mr。Emerson,ifyoucouldcomewithyoursonweshouldbesopleased。”
Hethankedher,butthewalksoundedratherfar;hecouldonlypotteraboutinthesedays。
SheturnedtoGeorge:"AndthenhewantstogiveuphishousetotheMissAlans。”
"Iknow,"saidGeorge,andputhisarmroundhisfather\'sneck。
ThekindnessthatMr。BeebeandLucyhadalwaysknowntoexistinhimcameoutsuddenly,likesunlighttouchingavastlandscape——atouchofthemorningsun?Sherememberedthatinallhisperversitieshehadneverspokenagainstaffection。
MissBartlettapproached。
"Youknowourcousin,MissBartlett,"saidMrs。Honeychurchpleasantly。"YoumetherwithmydaughterinFlorence。”
"Yes,indeed!"saidtheoldman,andmadeasifhewouldcomeoutofthegardentomeetthelady。MissBartlettpromptlygotintothevictoria。Thusentrenched,sheemittedaformalbow。ItwasthepensionBertoliniagain,thedining-tablewiththedecantersofwaterandwine。Itwastheold,oldbattleoftheroomwiththeview。
Georgedidnotrespondtothebow。Likeanyboy,heblushedandwasashamed;heknewthatthechaperonremembered。Hesaid:"I——
I\'llcomeuptotennisifIcanmanageit,"andwentintothehouse。PerhapsanythingthathedidwouldhavepleasedLucy,buthisawkwardnesswentstraighttoherheart;menwerenotgodsafterall,butashumanandasclumsyasgirls;evenmenmightsufferfromunexplaineddesires,andneedhelp。Tooneofherupbringing,andofherdestination,theweaknessofmenwasatruthunfamiliar,butshehadsurmiseditatFlorence,whenGeorgethrewherphotographsintotheRiverArno。
"George,don\'tgo,"criedhisfather,whothoughtitagreattreatforpeopleifhissonwouldtalktothem。"Georgehasbeeninsuchgoodspiritstoday,andIamsurehewillendbycomingupthisafternoon。”
Lucycaughthercousin\'seye。Somethinginitsmuteappealmadeherreckless。"Yes,"shesaid,raisinghervoice,"Idohopehewill。”Thenshewenttothecarriageandmurmured,"Theoldmanhasn\'tbeentold;Iknewitwasallright。”Mrs。Honeychurchfollowedher,andtheydroveaway。
SatisfactorythatMr。EmersonhadnotbeentoldoftheFlorenceescapade;yetLucy\'sspiritsshouldnothaveleaptupasifshehadsightedtherampartsofheaven。Satisfactory;yetsurelyshegreeteditwithdisproportionatejoy。Allthewayhomethehorses\'hoofssangatunetoher:"Hehasnottold,hehasnottold。”Herbrainexpandedthemelody:"Hehasnottoldhisfather——towhomhetellsallthings。Itwasnotanexploit。HedidnotlaughatmewhenIhadgone。”Sheraisedherhandtohercheek。"Hedoesnotloveme。No。Howterribleifhedid!Buthehasnottold。Hewillnottell。”
Shelongedtoshoutthewords:"Itisallright。It\'sasecretbetweenustwoforever。Cecilwillneverhear。”ShewasevengladthatMissBartletthadmadeherpromisesecrecy,thatlastdarkeveningatFlorence,whentheyhadkneltpackinginhisroom。Thesecret,bigorlittle,wasguarded。
OnlythreeEnglishpeopleknewofitintheworld。Thussheinterpretedherjoy。ShegreetedCecilwithunusualradiance,becauseshefeltsosafe。Ashehelpedheroutofthecarriage,shesaid:
"TheEmersonshavebeensonice。GeorgeEmersonhasimprovedenormously。”
"Howaremyproteges?"askedCecil,whotooknorealinterestinthem,andhadlongsinceforgottenhisresolutiontobringthemtoWindyCornerforeducationalpurposes。
"Proteges!"sheexclaimedwithsomewarmth。FortheonlyrelationshipwhichCecilconceivedwasfeudal:thatofprotectorandprotected。Hehadnoglimpseofthecomradeshipafterwhichthegirl\'ssoulyearned。
"Youshallseeforyourselfhowyourprotegesare。GeorgeEmersoniscomingupthisafternoon。Heisamostinterestingmantotalkto。Onlydon\'t——"Shenearlysaid,"Don\'tprotecthim。”Butthebellwasringingforlunch,and,asoftenhappened,Cecilhadpaidnogreatattentiontoherremarks。Charm,notargument,wastobeherforte。
Lunchwasacheerfulmeal。GenerallyLucywasdepressedatmeals。
Someonehadtobesoothed——eitherCecilorMissBartlettoraBeingnotvisibletothemortaleye——aBeingwhowhisperedtohersoul:"Itwillnotlast,thischeerfulness。InJanuaryyoumustgotoLondontoentertainthegrandchildrenofcelebratedmen。”
Butto-dayshefeltshehadreceivedaguarantee。Hermotherwouldalwayssitthere,herbrotherhere。Thesun,thoughithadmovedalittlesincethemorning,wouldneverbehiddenbehindthewesternhills。Afterluncheontheyaskedhertoplay。ShehadseenGluck\'sArmidethatyear,andplayedfrommemorythemusicoftheenchantedgarden——themusictowhichRenaudapproaches,beneaththelightofaneternaldawn,themusicthatnevergains,neverwanes,butripplesforeverlikethetidelessseasoffairyland。Suchmusicisnotforthepiano,andheraudiencebegantogetrestive,andCecil,sharingthediscontent,calledout:"Nowplayustheothergarden——theoneinParsifal。”
Sheclosedtheinstrument。
"Notverydutiful,"saidhermother\'svoice。
FearingthatshehadoffendedCecil,sheturnedquicklyround。
ThereGeorgewas。Hehadcreptinwithoutinterruptingher。
"Oh,Ihadnoidea!"sheexclaimed,gettingveryred;andthen,withoutawordofgreeting,shereopenedthepiano。CecilshouldhavetheParsifal,andanythingelsethatheliked。
"Ourperformerhaschangedhermind,"saidMissBartlett,perhapsimplying,shewillplaythemusictoMr。Emerson。Lucydidnotknowwhattodonorevenwhatshewantedtodo。SheplayedafewbarsoftheFlowerMaidens\'songverybadlyandthenshestopped。
"Ivotetennis,"saidFreddy,disgustedatthescrappyentertainment。
"Yes,sodoI。”Oncemoresheclosedtheunfortunatepiano。"I
voteyouhaveamen\'sfour。”
"Allright。”
"Notforme,thankyou,"saidCecil。"Iwillnotspoiltheset。”
Heneverrealizedthatitmaybeanactofkindnessinabadplayertomakeupafourth。
"Oh,comealongCecil。I\'mbad,Floyd\'srotten,andsoIdaresay\'sEmerson。”
Georgecorrectedhim:"Iamnotbad。”
Onelookeddownone\'snoseatthis。"ThencertainlyIwon\'tplay,"saidCecil,whileMissBartlett,undertheimpressionthatshewassnubbingGeorge,added:"Iagreewithyou,Mr。Vyse。Youhadmuchbetternotplay。Muchbetternot。”
Minnie,rushinginwhereCecilfearedtotread,announcedthatshewouldplay。"Ishallmisseveryballanyway,sowhatdoesitmatter?"ButSundayintervenedandstampedheavilyuponthekindlysuggestion。
"ThenitwillhavetobeLucy,"saidMrs。Honeychurch;"youmustfallbackonLucy。Thereisnootherwayoutofit。Lucy,goandchangeyourfrock。”
Lucy\'sSabbathwasgenerallyofthisamphibiousnature。Shekeptitwithouthypocrisyinthemorning,andbrokeitwithoutreluctanceintheafternoon。Asshechangedherfrock,shewonderedwhetherCecilwassneeringather;reallyshemustoverhaulherselfandsettleeverythingupbeforeshemarriedhim。
Mr。Floydwasherpartner。Shelikedmusic,buthowmuchbettertennisseemed。Howmuchbettertorunaboutincomfortableclothesthantositatthepianoandfeelgirtunderthearms。
Oncemoremusicappearedtohertheemploymentofachild。Georgeserved,andsurprisedherbyhisanxietytowin。SherememberedhowhehadsighedamongthetombsatSantaCrocebecausethingswouldn\'tfit;howafterthedeathofthatobscureItalianhehadleantovertheparapetbytheArnoandsaidtoher:"Ishallwanttolive,Itellyou,"Hewantedtolivenow,towinattennis,tostandforallhewasworthinthesun——thesunwhichhadbeguntodeclineandwasshininginhereyes;andhedidwin。
Ah,howbeautifultheWealdlooked!Thehillsstoodoutaboveitsradiance,asFiesolestandsabovetheTuscanPlain,andtheSouthDowns,ifonechose,werethemountainsofCarrara。ShemightbeforgettingherItaly,butshewasnoticingmorethingsinherEngland。Onecouldplayanewgamewiththeview,andtrytofindinitsinnumerablefoldssometownorvillagethatwoulddoforFlorence。Ah,howbeautifultheWealdlooked!
ButnowCecilclaimedher。Hechancedtobeinalucidcriticalmood,andwouldnotsympathizewithexaltation。Hehadbeenratheranuisanceallthroughthetennis,forthenovelthathewasreadingwassobadthathewasobligedtoreaditaloudtoothers。Hewouldstrollroundtheprecinctsofthecourtandcallout:"Isay,listentothis,Lucy。Threesplitinfinitives。”
"Dreadful!"saidLucy,andmissedherstroke。Whentheyhadfinishedtheirset,hestillwentonreading;therewassomemurderscene,andreallyeveryonemustlistentoit。FreddyandMr。Floydwereobligedtohuntforalostballinthelaurels,buttheothertwoacquiesced。
"ThesceneislaidinFlorence。”
"Whatfun,Cecil!Readaway。Come,Mr。Emerson,sitdownafterallyourenergy。”Shehad"forgiven"George,assheputit,andshemadeapointofbeingpleasanttohim。
Hejumpedoverthenetandsatdownatherfeetasking:"You——andareyoutired?"
"OfcourseI\'mnot!"
"Doyoumindbeingbeaten?"
Shewasgoingtoanswer,"No,"whenitstruckherthatshedidmind,sosheanswered,"Yes。”Sheaddedmerrily,"Idon\'tseeyou\'resuchasplendidplayer,though。Thelightwasbehindyou,anditwasinmyeyes。”
"IneversaidIwas。”
"Why,youdid!"
"Youdidn\'tattend。”
"Yousaid——oh,don\'tgoinforaccuracyatthishouse。Weallexaggerate,andwegetveryangrywithpeoplewhodon\'t。”
"\'ThesceneislaidinFlorence,\'"repeatedCecil,withanupwardnote。
Lucyrecollectedherself。
"\'Sunset。Leonorawasspeeding——\'"
Lucyinterrupted。"Leonora?IsLeonoratheheroine?Who\'sthebookby?"
"JosephEmeryPrank。\'Sunset。Leonoraspeedingacrossthesquare。
Praythesaintsshemightnotarrivetoolate。Sunset——thesunsetofItaly。UnderOrcagna\'sLoggia——theLoggiade\'Lanzi,aswesometimescallitnow——\'"
Lucyburstintolaughter。"\'JosephEmeryPrank\'indeed!Whyit\'sMissLavish!It\'sMissLavish\'snovel,andshe\'spublishingitundersomebodyelse\'sname。”
"WhomayMissLavishbe?"
"Oh,adreadfulperson——Mr。Emerson,yourememberMissLavish?"
Excitedbyherpleasantafternoon,sheclappedherhands。
Georgelookedup。"OfcourseIdo。IsawherthedayIarrivedatSummerStreet。Itwasshewhotoldmethatyoulivedhere。”
"Weren\'tyoupleased?"Shemeant"toseeMissLavish,"butwhenhebentdowntothegrasswithoutreplying,itstruckherthatshecouldmeansomethingelse。Shewatchedhishead,whichwasalmostrestingagainstherknee,andshethoughtthattheearswerereddening。"Nowonderthenovel\'sbad,"sheadded。"IneverlikedMissLavish。ButIsupposeoneoughttoreaditasone\'smether。”
"Allmodernbooksarebad,"saidCecil,whowasannoyedatherinattention,andventedhisannoyanceonliterature。"Everyonewritesformoneyinthesedays。”
"Oh,Cecil——!"
"Itisso。IwillinflictJosephEmeryPrankonyounolonger。”
Cecil,thisafternoonseemedsuchatwitteringsparrow。Theupsanddownsinhisvoicewerenoticeable,buttheydidnotaffecther。Shehaddweltamongstmelodyandmovement,andhernervesrefusedtoanswertotheclangofhis。Leavinghimtobeannoyed,shegazedattheblackheadagain。Shedidnotwanttostrokeit,butshesawherselfwantingtostrokeit;thesensationwascurious。
"Howdoyoulikethisviewofours,Mr。Emerson?"
"Inevernoticemuchdifferenceinviews。”
"Whatdoyoumean?"
"Becausethey\'reallalike。Becauseallthatmattersinthemisdistanceandair。”
"H\'m!"saidCecil,uncertainwhethertheremarkwasstrikingornot。
"Myfather"——helookedupather(andhewasalittleflushed)——
"saysthatthereisonlyoneperfectview——theviewoftheskystraightoverourheads,andthatalltheseviewsoneartharebutbungledcopiesofit。”
"IexpectyourfatherhasbeenreadingDante,"saidCecil,fingeringthenovel,whichalonepermittedhimtoleadtheconversation。
"Hetoldusanotherdaythatviewsarereallycrowds——crowdsoftreesandhousesandhills——andareboundtoresembleeachother,likehumancrowds——andthatthepowertheyhaveoverusissometimessupernatural,forthesamereason。”
Lucy\'slipsparted。
"Foracrowdismorethanthepeoplewhomakeitup。Somethinggetsaddedtoit——nooneknowshow——justassomethinghasgotaddedtothosehills。”
HepointedwithhisracquettotheSouthDowns。
"Whatasplendididea!"shemurmured。"Ishallenjoyhearingyourfathertalkagain。I\'msosorryhe\'snotsowell。”
"No,heisn\'twell。”
"There\'sanabsurdaccountofaviewinthisbook,"saidCecil。
"Alsothatmenfallintotwoclasses——thosewhoforgetviewsandthosewhorememberthem,eveninsmallrooms。”
"Mr。Emerson,haveyouanybrothersorsisters?"
"None。Why?"
"Youspokeof\'us。\'"
"Mymother,Iwasmeaning。”
Cecilclosedthenovelwithabang。
"Oh,Cecil——howyoumademejump!"
"IwillinflictJosephEmeryPrankonyounolonger。”
"IcanjustrememberusallthreegoingintothecountryforthedayandseeingasfarasHindhead。ItisthefirstthingthatI
remember。”
Cecilgotup;themanwasill-bred——hehadn\'tputonhiscoataftertennis——hedidn\'tdo。HewouldhavestrolledawayifLucyhadnotstoppedhim。
"Cecil,doreadthethingabouttheview。”
"NotwhileMr。Emersonisheretoentertainus。”
"No——readaway。Ithinknothing\'sfunnierthantohearsillythingsreadoutloud。IfMr。Emersonthinksusfrivolous,hecango。”
ThisstruckCecilassubtle,andpleasedhim。Itputtheirvisitorinthepositionofaprig。Somewhatmollified,hesatdownagain。
"Mr。Emerson,goandfindtennisballs。”Sheopenedthebook。
Cecilmusthavehisreadingandanythingelsethatheliked。ButherattentionwanderedtoGeorge\'smother,who——accordingtoMr。
Eager——hadbeenmurderedinthesightofGodaccordingtoherson——hadseenasfarasHindhead。
"AmIreallytogo?"askedGeorge。
"No,ofcoursenotreally,"sheanswered。
"Chaptertwo,"saidCecil,yawning。"Findmechaptertwo,ifitisn\'tbotheringyou。”
Chaptertwowasfound,andsheglancedatitsopeningsentences。
Shethoughtshehadgonemad。
"Here——handmethebook。”
Sheheardhervoicesaying:"Itisn\'tworthreading——it\'stoosillytoread——Ineversawsuchrubbish——itoughtn\'ttobeallowedtobeprinted。”
Hetookthebookfromher。
"\'Leonora,\'"heread,"\'satpensiveandalone。BeforeherlaytherichchampaignofTuscany,dottedoverwithmanyasmilingvillage。Theseasonwasspring。\'"
MissLavishknew,somehow,andhadprintedthepastindraggledprose,forCeciltoreadandforGeorgetohear。
"\'Agoldenhaze,\'"heread。Heread:"\'AfaroffthetowersofFlorence,whilethebankonwhichshesatwascarpetedwithviolets。AllunobservedAntoniostoleupbehindher——\'"
LestCecilshouldseeherfacesheturnedtoGeorgeandsawhisface。
Heread:"\'Therecamefromhislipsnowordyprotestationsuchasformalloversuse。Noeloquencewashis,nordidhesufferfromthelackofit。Hesimplyenfoldedherinhismanlyarms。\'"
"Thisisn\'tthepassageIwanted,"heinformedthem。"thereisanothermuchfunnier,furtheron。”Heturnedovertheleaves。
"Shouldwegointotea?"saidLucy,whosevoiceremainedsteady。
Sheledthewayupthegarden,Cecilfollowingher,Georgelast。
Shethoughtadisasterwasaverted。Butwhentheyenteredtheshrubberyitcame。Thebook,asifithadnotworkedmischiefenough,hadbeenforgotten,andCecilmustgobackforit;andGeorge,wholovedpassionately,mustblunderagainstherinthenarrowpath。
"No——"shegasped,and,forthesecondtime,waskissedbyhim。
Asifnomorewaspossible,heslippedback;Cecilrejoinedher;
theyreachedtheupperlawnalone。
ChapterXVI:LyingtoGeorgeButLucyhaddevelopedsincethespring。Thatistosay,shewasnowbetterabletostifletheemotionsofwhichtheconventionsandtheworlddisapprove。Thoughthedangerwasgreater,shewasnotshakenbydeepsobs。ShesaidtoCecil,"Iamnotcomingintotea——tellmother——Imustwritesomeletters,"andwentuptoherroom。Thenshepreparedforaction。Lovefeltandreturned,lovewhichourbodiesexactandourheartshavetransfigured,lovewhichisthemostrealthingthatweshallevermeet,reappearednowastheworld\'senemy,andshemuststifleit。
ShesentforMissBartlett。
Thecontestlaynotbetweenloveandduty。Perhapsthereneverissuchacontest。Itlaybetweentherealandthepretended,andLucy\'sfirstaimwastodefeatherself。Asherbraincloudedover,asthememoryoftheviewsgrewdimandthewordsofthebookdiedaway,shereturnedtoheroldshibbolethofnerves。She"conqueredherbreakdown。”Tamperingwiththetruth,sheforgotthatthetruthhadeverbeen。RememberingthatshewasengagedtoCecil,shecompelledherselftoconfusedremembrancesofGeorge;
hewasnothingtoher;heneverhadbeenanything;hehadbehavedabominably;shehadneverencouragedhim。Thearmouroffalsehoodissubtlywroughtoutofdarkness,andhidesamannotonlyfromothers,butfromhisownsoul。InafewmomentsLucywasequippedforbattle。
"Somethingtooawfulhashappened,"shebegan,assoonashercousinarrived。"DoyouknowanythingaboutMissLavish\'snovel?"
MissBartlettlookedsurprised,andsaidthatshehadnotreadthebook,norknownthatitwaspublished;Eleanorwasareticentwomanatheart。
"Thereisasceneinit。Theheroandheroinemakelove。Doyouknowaboutthat?"
"Dear——?"
"Doyouknowaboutit,please?"sherepeated。"Theyareonahillside,andFlorenceisinthedistance。”
"MygoodLucia,Iamallatsea。Iknownothingaboutitwhatever。”
"Thereareviolets。Icannotbelieveitisacoincidence。
Charlotte,Charlotte,howcouldyouhavetoldher?Ihavethoughtbeforespeaking;itmustbeyou。”
"Thennever——never——nevermoreshallEleanorLavishbeafriendofmine。”
"Soyoudidtell?"
"Ididjusthappen——whenIhadteawithheratRome——inthecourseofconversation——"
"ButCharlotte——whataboutthepromiseyougavemewhenwewerepacking?WhydidyoutellMissLavish,whenyouwouldn\'tevenletmetellmother?"
"IwillneverforgiveEleanor。Shehasbetrayedmyconfidence。”
"Whydidyoutellher,though?Thisisamostseriousthing。”
Whydoesanyonetellanything?Thequestioniseternal,anditwasnotsurprisingthatMissBartlettshouldonlysighfaintlyinresponse。Shehaddonewrong——sheadmittedit,sheonlyhopedthatshehadnotdoneharm;shehadtoldEleanorinthestrictestconfidence。
Lucystampedwithirritation。
"CecilhappenedtoreadoutthepassagealoudtomeandtoMr。
Emerson;itupsetMr。Emersonandheinsultedmeagain。BehindCecil\'sback。Ugh!Isitpossiblethatmenaresuchbrutes?
BehindCecil\'sbackaswewerewalkingupthegarden。”
MissBartlettburstintoself-accusationsandregrets。
"Whatistobedonenow?Canyoutellme?"
"Oh,Lucy——Ishallneverforgivemyself,nevertomydyingday。
Fancyifyourprospects——"
"Iknow,"saidLucy,wincingattheword。"IseenowwhyyouwantedmetotellCecil,andwhatyoumeantby\'someothersource。\'YouknewthatyouhadtoldMissLavish,andthatshewasnotreliable。
ItwasMissBartlett\'sturntowince。"However,"saidthegirl,despisinghercousin\'sshiftiness,"What\'sdone\'sdone。Youhaveputmeinamostawkwardposition。HowamItogetoutofit?"
MissBartlettcouldnotthink。Thedaysofherenergywereover。
Shewasavisitor,notachaperon,andadiscreditedvisitoratthat。Shestoodwithclaspedhandswhilethegirlworkedherselfintothenecessaryrage。
"Hemust——thatmanmusthavesuchasettingdownthathewon\'tforget。Andwho\'stogiveithim?Ican\'ttellmothernow——owingtoyou。NorCecil,Charlotte,owingtoyou。Iamcaughtupeveryway。IthinkIshallgomad。Ihavenoonetohelpme。That\'swhyI\'vesentforyou。What\'swantedisamanwithawhip。”
MissBartlettagreed:onewantedamanwithawhip。
"Yes——butit\'snogoodagreeing。What\'stobeDONE。Wewomengomaunderingon。WhatDOESagirldowhenshecomesacrossacad?"
"Ialwayssaidhewasacad,dear。Givemecreditforthat,atallevents。Fromtheveryfirstmoment——whenhesaidhisfatherwashavingabath。”
"Oh,botherthecreditandwho\'sbeenrightorwrong!We\'vebothmadeamuddleofit。GeorgeEmersonisstilldownthegardenthere,andishetobeleftunpunished,orisn\'the?Iwanttoknow。”
MissBartlettwasabsolutelyhelpless。Herownexposurehadunnervedher,andthoughtswerecollidingpainfullyinherbrain。
Shemovedfeeblytothewindow,andtriedtodetectthecad\'swhiteflannelsamongthelaurels。
"YouwerereadyenoughattheBertoliniwhenyourushedmeofftoRome。Can\'tyouspeakagaintohimnow?"
"WillinglywouldImoveheavenandearth——"
"Iwantsomethingmoredefinite,"saidLucycontemptuously。"Willyouspeaktohim?Itistheleastyoucando,surely,consideringitallhappenedbecauseyoubrokeyourword。”
"NeveragainshallEleanorLavishbeafriendofmine。”
Really,Charlottewasoutdoingherself。
"Yesorno,please;yesorno。”
"Itisthekindofthingthatonlyagentlemancansettle。”
GeorgeEmersonwascomingupthegardenwithatennisballinhishand。
"Verywell,"saidLucy,withanangrygesture。"Noonewillhelpme。Iwillspeaktohimmyself。”Andimmediatelysherealizedthatthiswaswhathercousinhadintendedallalong。
"Hullo,Emerson!"calledFreddyfrombelow。"Foundthelostball?
Goodman!Wantanytea?"Andtherewasanirruptionfromthehouseontotheterrace。
"Oh,Lucy,butthatisbraveofyou!Iadmireyou——"
TheyhadgatheredroundGeorge,whobeckoned,shefelt,overtherubbish,thesloppythoughts,thefurtiveyearningsthatwerebeginningtocumberhersoul。Herangerfadedatthesightofhim。Ah!TheEmersonswerefinepeopleintheirway。Shehadtosubduearushinherbloodbeforesaying:
"Freddyhastakenhimintothedining-room。Theothersaregoingdownthegarden。Come。Letusgetthisoverquickly。Come。Iwantyouintheroom,ofcourse。”
"Lucy,doyouminddoingit?"
"Howcanyouasksucharidiculousquestion?"
"PoorLucy——"Shestretchedoutherhand。"IseemtobringnothingbutmisfortunewhereverIgo。”Lucynodded。SherememberedtheirlasteveningatFlorence——thepacking,thecandle,theshadowofMissBartlett\'stoqueonthedoor。Shewasnottobetrappedbypathosasecondtime。Eludinghercousin\'scaress,sheledthewaydownstairs。
"Trythejam,"Freddywassaying。"Thejam\'sjollygood。”
George,lookingbiganddishevelled,waspacingupanddownthedining-room。Assheenteredhestopped,andsaid:
"No——nothingtoeat。”
"Yougodowntotheothers,"saidLucy;"CharlotteandIwillgiveMr。Emersonallhewants。Where\'smother?"
"She\'sstartedonherSundaywriting。She\'sinthedrawing-room。”
"That\'sallright。Yougoaway。”
Hewentoffsinging。
Lucysatdownatthetable。MissBartlett,whowasthoroughlyfrightened,tookupabookandpretendedtoread。
Shewouldnotbedrawnintoanelaboratespeech。Shejustsaid:
"Ican\'thaveit,Mr。Emerson。Icannoteventalktoyou。Gooutofthishouse,andnevercomeintoitagainaslongasIlivehere——"flushingasshespokeandpointingtothedoor。"Ihatearow。Goplease。”
"What——"
"Nodiscussion。”
"ButIcan\'t——"
Sheshookherhead。"Go,please。IdonotwanttocallinMr。
Vyse。”
"Youdon\'tmean,"hesaid,absolutelyignoringMissBartlett——
"youdon\'tmeanthatyouaregoingtomarrythatman?"
Thelinewasunexpected。
Sheshruggedhershoulders,asifhisvulgarityweariedher。"Youaremerelyridiculous,"shesaidquietly。
Thenhiswordsrosegravelyoverhers:"YoucannotlivewithVyse。He\'sonlyforanacquaintance。Heisforsocietyandcultivatedtalk。Heshouldknownooneintimately,leastofallawoman。”
ItwasanewlightonCecil\'scharacter。
"HaveyouevertalkedtoVysewithoutfeelingtired?"
"Icanscarcelydiscuss——"
"No,buthaveyouever?Heisthesortwhoareallrightsolongastheykeeptothings——books,pictures——butkillwhentheycometopeople。That\'swhyI\'llspeakoutthroughallthismuddleevennow。It\'sshockingenoughtoloseyouinanycase,butgenerallyamanmustdenyhimselfjoy,andIwouldhaveheldbackifyourCecilhadbeenadifferentperson。Iwouldneverhaveletmyselfgo。ButIsawhimfirstintheNationalGallery,whenhewincedbecausemyfathermispronouncedthenamesofgreatpainters。Thenhebringsushere,andwefinditistoplaysomesillytrickonakindneighbour。Thatisthemanallover——playingtricksonpeople,onthemostsacredformoflifethathecanfind。Next,I
meetyoutogether,andfindhimprotectingandteachingyouandyourmothertobeshocked,whenitwasforYOUtosettlewhetheryouwereshockedorno。Cecilalloveragain。Hedaren\'tletawomandecide。He\'sthetypewho\'skeptEuropebackforathousandyears。Everymomentofhislifehe\'sformingyou,tellingyouwhat\'scharmingoramusingorladylike,tellingyouwhatamanthinkswomanly;andyou,youofallwomen,listentohisvoiceinsteadoftoyourown。SoitwasattheRectory,whenImetyoubothagain;soithasbeenthewholeofthisafternoon。Therefore——not\'thereforeIkissedyou,\'becausethebookmademedothat,andIwishtogoodnessIhadmoreself-control。I\'mnotashamed。
Idon\'tapologize。Butithasfrightenedyou,andyoumaynothavenoticedthatIloveyou。Orwouldyouhavetoldmetogo,anddealtwithatremendousthingsolightly?Buttherefore——
thereforeIsettledtofighthim。”
Lucythoughtofaverygoodremark。
"YousayMr。Vysewantsmetolistentohim,Mr。Emerson。Pardonmeforsuggestingthatyouhavecaughtthehabit。”
Andhetooktheshoddyreproofandtoucheditintoimmortality。
Hesaid:
"Yes,Ihave,"andsankdownasifsuddenlyweary。"I\'mthesamekindofbruteatbottom。Thisdesiretogovernawoman——itliesverydeep,andmenandwomenmustfightittogetherbeforetheyshallenterthegarden。ButIdoloveyousurelyinabetterwaythanhedoes。”Hethought。"Yes——reallyinabetterway。IwantyoutohaveyourownthoughtsevenwhenIholdyouinmyarms,"
Hestretchedthemtowardsher。"Lucy,bequick——there\'snotimeforustotalknow——cometomeasyoucameinthespring,andafterwardsIwillbegentleandexplain。Ihavecaredforyousincethatmandied。Icannotlivewithoutyou,\'Nogood,\'I
thought;\'sheismarryingsomeoneelse\';butImeetyouagainwhenalltheworldisgloriouswaterandsun。AsyoucamethroughthewoodIsawthatnothingelsemattered。Icalled。Iwantedtoliveandhavemychanceofjoy。”
"AndMr。Vyse?"saidLucy,whokeptcommendablycalm。"Doeshenotmatter?ThatIloveCecilandshallbehiswifeshortly?A
detailofnoimportance,Isuppose?"
Buthestretchedhisarmsoverthetabletowardsher。
"MayIaskwhatyouintendtogainbythisexhibition?"
Hesaid:"Itisourlastchance。IshalldoallthatIcan。”Andasifhehaddoneallelse,heturnedtoMissBartlett,whosatlikesomeportentagainsttheskiesoftheevening。"Youwouldn\'tstopusthissecondtimeifyouunderstood,"hesaid。"Ihavebeenintothedark,andIamgoingbackintoit,unlessyouwilltrytounderstand。”
Herlong,narrowheaddrovebackwardsandforwards,asthoughdemolishingsomeinvisibleobstacle。Shedidnotanswer。
"Itisbeingyoung,"hesaidquietly,pickinguphisracquetfromthefloorandpreparingtogo。"ItisbeingcertainthatLucycaresformereally。Itisthatloveandyouthmatterintellectually。”
Insilencethetwowomenwatchedhim。Hislastremark,theyknew,wasnonsense,butwashegoingafteritornot?Wouldnothe,thecad,thecharlatan,attemptamoredramaticfinish?No。Hewasapparentlycontent。Heleftthem,carefullyclosingthefrontdoor;andwhentheylookedthroughthehallwindow,theysawhimgoupthedriveandbegintoclimbtheslopesofwitheredfernbehindthehouse。Theirtongueswereloosed,andtheyburstintostealthyrejoicings。
"Oh,Lucia——comebackhere——oh,whatanawfulman!"
Lucyhadnoreaction——atleast,notyet。"Well,heamusesme,"
shesaid。"EitherI\'mmad,orelseheis,andI\'minclinedtothinkit\'sthelatter。Onemorefussthroughwithyou,Charlotte。
Manythanks。Ithink,though,thatthisisthelast。Myadmirerwillhardlytroublemeagain。”
AndMissBartlett,too,essayedtheroguish:
"Well,itisn\'teveryonewhocouldboastsuchaconquest,dearest,isit?Oh,oneoughtn\'ttolaugh,really。Itmighthavebeenveryserious。Butyouweresosensibleandbrave——sounlikethegirlsofmyday。”
"Let\'sgodowntothem。”
But,onceintheopenair,shepaused。Someemotion——pity,terror,love,buttheemotionwasstrong——seizedher,andshewasawareofautumn。Summerwasending,andtheeveningbroughtherodoursofdecay,themorepatheticbecausetheywerereminiscentofspring。Thatsomethingorothermatteredintellectually?A
leaf,violentlyagitated,dancedpasther,whileotherleaveslaymotionless。Thattheearthwashasteningtore-enterdarkness,andtheshadowsofthosetreesoverWindyCorner?
"Hullo,Lucy!There\'sstilllightenoughforanotherset,ifyoutwo\'llhurry。”
"Mr。Emersonhashadtogo。”
"Whatanuisance!Thatspoilsthefour。Isay,Cecil,doplay,do,there\'sagoodchap。It\'sFloyd\'slastday。Doplaytenniswithus,justthisonce。”
Cecil\'svoicecame:"MydearFreddy,Iamnoathlete。Asyouwellremarkedthisverymorning,\'Therearesomechapswhoarenogoodforanythingbutbooks\';Ipleadguiltytobeingsuchachap,andwillnotinflictmyselfonyou。”
ThescalesfellfromLucy\'seyes。HowhadshestoodCecilforamoment?Hewasabsolutelyintolerable,andthesameeveningshebrokeoffherengagement。
ChapterXVII:LyingtoCecilHewasbewildered。Hehadnothingtosay。Hewasnotevenangry,butstood,withaglassofwhiskeybetweenhishands,tryingtothinkwhathadledhertosuchaconclusion。
Shehadchosenthemomentbeforebed,when,inaccordancewiththeirbourgeoishabit,shealwaysdispenseddrinkstothemen。
FreddyandMr。Floydweresuretoretirewiththeirglasses,whileCecilinvariablylingered,sippingathiswhileshelockedupthesideboard。
"Iamverysorryaboutit,"shesaid;"Ihavecarefullythoughtthingsover。Wearetoodifferent。Imustaskyoutoreleaseme,andtrytoforgetthatthereeverwassuchafoolishgirl。”
Itwasasuitablespeech,butshewasmoreangrythansorry,andhervoiceshowedit。
"Different——how——how——"
"Ihaven\'thadareallygoodeducation,foronething,"shecontinued,stillonherkneesbythesideboard。"MyItaliantripcametoolate,andIamforgettingallthatIlearntthere。I
shallneverbeabletotalktoyourfriends,orbehaveasawifeofyoursshould。”
"Idon\'tunderstandyou。Youaren\'tlikeyourself。You\'retired,Lucy。”
"Tired!"sheretorted,kindlingatonce。"Thatisexactlylikeyou。Youalwaysthinkwomendon\'tmeanwhattheysay。”
"Well,yousoundtired,asifsomethinghasworriedyou。”