A Laodicean

第20章

\'Yes,itisaverynicecountrytoramblein,\'echoedheraunt,inmoderatetones。\'Whendoyouintendtostart?\'

\'Ishouldliketocrossto-night。Youmustgowithme,aunt;

willyounot?\'

Mrs。Goodmanexpostulatedagainstsuchsuddenness。\'Itwillredoubletherumoursthatareafloat,if,afterbeingsupposedill,youareseengoingoffbyrailwayperfectlywell。\'

\'That\'sacontingencywhichIamquitewillingtoruntheriskof。Well,itwouldberathersudden,asyousay,togoto-

night。Butwe\'llgoto-morrownightatlatest。\'Undertheinfluenceofthedecisionsheboundeduplikeanelasticballandwenttotheglass,whichshowedalightinhereyethathadnotbeentherebeforethisresolutiontotravelinNormandyhadbeentaken。

TheeveningandthenextmorningwerepassedinwritingafinalandkindlynoteofdismissaltoSirWilliamDeStancy,inmakingarrangementsforthejourney,andincommissioningHavilltotakeadvantageoftheirabsencebyemptyingcertainroomsoftheirfurniture,andrepairingtheirdilapidations——aworkwhich,withthatinhand,wouldcompletethesectionforwhichhehadbeenengaged。Mr。Wardlawhadleftthecastle;

soalsohadCharlotte,byherownwish,herresidencetherehavingbeenfoundtoooppressivetoherselftobecontinuedforthepresent。AccompaniedbyMrs。Goodman,Milly,andClementine,theelderlyFrenchmaid,whostillremainedwiththem,PauladroveintoMarktoninthetwilightandtookthetraintoBudmouth。

Whentheygottheretheyfoundthatanunpleasantbreezewasblowingoutatsea,thoughinlandithadbeencalmenough。

Mrs。GoodmanproposedtostayatBudmouthtillthenextday,inhopethattheremightbesmoothwater;butanEnglishseaportinnbeingathingthatPauladislikedmorethanaroughpassage,shewouldnotlistentothiscounsel。Otherimpatientreasons,too,mighthaveweighedwithher。Whennightcametheirloomingmiseriesbegan。Paulafoundthatinadditiontoherowntroublesshehadthoseofthreeotherpeopletosupport;butshedidnotaudiblycomplain。

\'Paula,Paula,\'saidMrs。Goodmanfrombeneathherloadofwretchedness,\'whydidwethinkofundergoingthis?\'

AslightgleamofhumourcrossedPaula\'snotparticularlybloomingface,assheanswered,\'Ah,whyindeed?\'

\'Whatistherealreason,mydear?ForGod\'ssaketellme!\'

\'ItbeginswithS。\'

\'Well,Iwoulddoanythingforthatyoungmanshortofpersonalmartyrdom;butreallywhenitcomestothat——\'

\'Don\'tcriticizeme,auntie,andIwon\'tcriticizeyou。\'

\'Well,Iamopentocriticismjustnow,Iamsure,\'saidheraunt,withagreensmile;andspeechwasagaindiscontinued。

Themorningwasbrightandbeautiful,anditcouldagainbeseeninPaula\'slooksthatshewasgladshehadcome,though,intakingtheirrestatCherbourg,fateconsignedthemtoanhotelbreathinganatmospherethatseemedspeciallycompoundedfordepressingthespiritsofayoungwoman;indeednothinghadparticularlyencouragedherthusfarinhersomewhatpeculiarschemeofsearchingoutandexpressingsorrowtoagentlemanforhavingbelievedthosewhotraducedhim;andthiscoupd\'audacetowhichshehadcommittedherselfbegantolooksomewhatformidable。WheninEnglandtheplanoffollowinghimtoNormandyhadsuggesteditselfasthequickest,sweetest,andmosthonestwayofmakingamends;buthavingarrivedtheresheseemedfurtherofffromhissphereofexistencethanwhenshehadbeenatStancyCastle。Virtuallyshewas,forifhethoughtofheratall,heprobablythoughtofherthere;ifhesoughtherhewouldseekherthere。

However,ashewouldprobablyneverdothelatter,itwasnecessarytogoon。Ithadbeenhersuddendreambeforestarting,tolightaccidentallyuponhiminsomeromanticoldtownofthisromanticoldprovince,butshehadbecomeawarethattherecordedfortuneofloversinthatrespectwasnottobetrustedtooimplicitly。

Somerset\'ssearchforherinthesouthwasnowinverselyimitated。BydiligentinquiryinCherbourgduringthegloomofevening,inthedisguiseofahoodedcloak,shelearntouttheplaceofhisstaywhilethere,andthathehadgonethencetoLisieux。WhatsheknewofthearchitecturalcharacterofLisieuxhalfguaranteedthetruthoftheinformation。WithouttellingherauntofthisdiscoverysheannouncedtothatladythatitwashergreatwishtogoonandseethebeautiesofLisieux。

Butthoughherauntwassimple,therewereboundstohersimplicity。\'Paula,\'shesaid,withanundeceivableair,\'I

don\'tthinkyoushouldrunafterayoungmanlikethis。

Supposeheshouldn\'tcareforyoubythistime。\'

Itwasnooccasionforfurtheraffectation。\'IamSUREhewill,\'answeredhernieceflatly。\'Ihavenottheleastfearaboutit——norwouldyou,ifyouknewhowheis。Hewillforgivemeanything。\'

\'Well,praydon\'tshowyourselfforward。Somepeopleareapttoflyintoextremes。\'

Paulablushedatrifle,andreflected,andmadenoanswer。

However,herpurposeseemednottobepermanentlyaffected,forthenextmorningshewasupbetimesandpreparingtodepart;andtheyproceededalmostwithoutstoppingtothearchitecturalcuriosity-townwhichhadsoquicklyinterestedher。Neverthelessherardentmannerofyesterdayunderwentaconsiderablechange,asifshehadafearthat,asherauntsuggested,inherendeavourtomakeamendsforcruelinjustice,shewasallowingherselftobecarriedtoofar。

Onnearingtheplaceshesaid,\'Aunt,Ithinkyouhadbettercalluponhim;andyouneednottellhimwehavecomeonpurpose。Lethimthink,ifhewill,thatweheardhewashere,andwouldnotleavewithoutseeinghim。YoucanalsotellhimthatIamanxioustoclearupamisunderstanding,andaskhimtocallatourhotel。\'

Butasshelookedoverthedrearysuburbanerectionswhichlinedtheroadfromtherailwaytotheoldquarterofthetown,itoccurredtoherthatSomersetwouldatthattimeofdaybeengagedinoneorotherofthemediaevalbuildingsthereabout,andthatitwouldbeamuchneaterthingtomeethimasifbychanceinoneoftheseedificesthantocalluponhimanywhere。Insteadofputtingupatanyhotel,theyleftthemaidsandbaggageatthestation;andhiringacarriage,Paulatoldthecoachmantodrivethemtosuchlikelyplacesasshecouldthinkof。

\'He\'llneverforgiveyou,\'saidheraunt,astheyrumbledintothetown。

\'Won\'the?\'saidPaula,withsoftfaith。\'I\'llseeaboutthat。\'

\'Whatareyougoingtodowhenyoufindhim?Tellhimpoint-

blankthatyouareinlovewithhim?\'

\'Actinsuchamannerthathemaytellmeheisinlovewithme。\'

Theyfirstvisitedalargechurchattheupperendofasquarethatslopeditsgravelledsurfacetothewesternshine,andwasprickedoutwithlittleavenuesofyoungpollardlimes。

ThechurchwithinwasonetomakeanyGothicarchitecttakelodgingsinitsvicinityforafortnight,thoughitwasjustnowcrowdedwithaforestofscaffoldingforrepairsinprogress。Mrs。Goodmansatdownoutside,andPaula,entering,tookawalkintheformofahorse-shoe;thatis,upthesouthaisle,roundtheapse,anddownthenorthside;butnofigureofamelancholyyoungmansketchingmethereyeanywhere。Thesunthatblazedinatthewestdoorwaysmoteherfaceassheemergedfrombeneathitandrevealedrealsadnessthere。

\'Thisisnotalltheoldarchitectureofthetownbyfar,\'shesaidtoherauntwithanairofconfidence。\'Coachman,drivetoSt。Jacques\'。\'

HewasnotatSt。Jacques\'。Lookingfromthewestendofthatbuildingthegirlobservedtheendofasteepnarrowstreetofantiquecharacter,whichseemedalikelyhaunt。BeckoningtoheraunttofollowintheflyPaulawalkeddownthestreet。

ShewastransportedtotheMiddleAges。Itcontainedtheshopsoftinkers,braziers,bellows-menders,hollow-turners,andotherquaintesttrades,theirfrontsopentothestreetbeneathstoriesoftimberoverhangingsofaroneachsidethataslitofskywasleftatthetopforthelighttodescend,andnomore。Abluemistyobscuritypervadedtheatmosphere,intowhichthesunthrustobliquestavesoflight。Itwasastreetforamediaevalisttorevelin,tossuphishatandshouthurrahin,sendforhisluggage,comeandlivein,dieandbeburiedin。Shehadneversupposedsuchastreettoexistoutsidetheimaginationsofantiquarians。Smellsdirectfromthesixteenthcenturyhungintheairinalltheiroriginalintegrityandwithoutamoderntaint。ThefacesofthepeopleinthedoorwaysseemedthoseofindividualswhohabituallygazedonthegreatFrancis,andspokeofHenrytheEighthasthekingacrossthesea。

SheinquiredofacoppersmithifanEnglishartisthadbeenseenherelately。Withasuddennessthatalmostdiscomfitedherheannouncedthatsuchamanhadbeenseen,sketchingahousejustbelow——the\'VieuxManoirdeFrancoispremier。\'

Justturningtoseethatherauntwasfollowinginthefly,Paulaadvancedtothehouse。Thewoodframeworkofthelowerstorywasblackandvarnished;theupperstorywasbrownandnotvarnished;carvedfiguresofdragons,griffins,satyrs,andmermaidsswarmedoverthefront;anapestealingappleswasthesubjectofthiscantilever,amanundressingofthat。

Thesefigureswerecloakedwithlittlecobwebswhichwavedinthebreeze,sothateachfigureseemedalive。

Sheexaminedthewoodworkclosely;hereandthereshediscernedpencil-markswhichhadnodoubtbeenjottedthereonbySomersetaspointsofadmeasurement,inthewayshehadseenhimmarkthematthecastle。Somefragmentsofpaperlaybelow:therewerepencilledlinesonthem,andtheyboreastrongresemblancetoaspoiltleafofSomerset\'ssketch-book。

Paulaglancedup,andfromawindowaboveprotrudedanoldwoman\'shead,which,withtheexceptionofthewhitehandkerchieftiedroundit,wassonearlyofthecolourofthecarvingsthatshemighteasilyhavepassedasofapiecewiththem。Theagedwomancontinuedmotionless,theremainsofhereyesbeingbentuponPaula,whoaskedherinEnglishwoman\'sFrenchwherethesketcherhadgone。Withoutreplying,thecroneproducedahandandextendedfingerfromherside,andpointedtowardsthelowerendofthestreet。

Paulawenton,thecarriagefollowingwithdifficulty,onaccountoftheobstructionsinthethoroughfare。Atbottom,thestreetabuttedonawideonewithcustomarymodernlifeflowingthroughit;andasshelooked,Somersetcrossedherfrontalongthisstreet,hurryingasifforawager。

BythetimethatPaulahadreachedthebottomSomersetwasalongwaytotheleft,andsherecognizedtoherdismaythatthebusytransversestreetwasonewhichledtotherailway。

Shequickenedherpacetoarun;hedidnotseeher;heevenwalkedfaster。Shelookedbehindforthecarriage。Thedriverinemergingfromthesixteenth-centurystreettothenineteenthhadapparentlyturnedtotheright,insteadoftotheleftasshehaddone,sothatheraunthadlostsightofher。However,shedarenotmindit,ifSomersetwouldbutlookback!Hepartlyturned,butnotfarenough,anditwasonlytohailapassingomnibusuponwhichshediscernedhisluggage。Somersetjumpedin,theomnibusdroveon,anddiminishedupthelongroad。Paulastoodhopelesslystill,andinafewminutespuffsofsteamshowedherthatthetrainhadgone。

Sheturnedandwaited,thetwoorthreechildrenwhohadgatheredroundherlookingupsympathizinglyinherface。Heraunt,havingnowdiscoveredthedirectionofherflight,droveupandbeckonedtoher。

\'What\'sthematter?\'askedMrs。Goodmaninalarm。

\'Why?\'

\'Thatyoushouldrunlikethat,andlooksowoebegone。\'

\'Nothing:onlyIhavedecidednottostayinthistown。\'

\'What!heisgone,Isuppose?\'

\'Yes!\'exclaimedPaula,withtearsofvexationinhereyes。

\'Itisn\'teverymanwhogetsawomanofmypositiontorunafterhimonfoot,andalone,andheoughttohavelookedround!Drivetothestation;Iwanttomakeaninquiry。\'

Onreachingthestationsheaskedthebooking-clerksomequestions,andreturnedtoherauntwithacheerfulcountenance。\'Mr。SomersethasonlygonetoCaen,\'shesaid。

\'HeistheonlyEnglishmanwhowentbythistrain,sothereisnomistake。Thereisnoothertrainfortwohours。Wewillgoonthen——shallwe?\'

\'Iamindifferent,\'saidMrs。Goodman。\'But,Paula,doyouthinkthisquiteright?Perhapsheisnotsoanxiousforyourforgivenessasyouthink。Perhapshesawyou,andwouldn\'tstay。\'

Amomentarydismaycrossedherface,butitpassed,andsheanswered,\'Aunt,that\'snonsense。Iknowhimwellenough,andcanassureyouthatifhehadonlyknownIwasrunningafterhim,hewouldhavelookedroundsharplyenough,andwouldhavegivenhislittlefingerratherthanhavemissedme!Idon\'tmakemyselfsosillyastorunafteragentlemanwithoutgoodgrounds,forIknowwellthatitisanundignifiedthingtodo。Indeed,Icouldneverhavethoughtofdoingit,ifIhadnotbeensomiserablyinthewrong!\'

II。

ThateveningwhenthesunwasdroppingoutofsighttheystartedforthecityofSomerset\'spilgrimage。Paulaseatedherselfwithherfacetowardthewesternsky,watchingfromherwindowthebroadredhorizon,acrosswhichmovedthinpoplarsloppedtohumanshapes,likethewalkingformsinNebuchadnezzar\'sfurnace。ItwasdarkwhenthetravellersdroveintoCaen。

ShestillpersistedinherwishtocasuallyencounterSomersetinsomeaisle,lady-chapel,orcrypttowhichhemighthavebetakenhimselftocopyandlearnthesecretofthegreatartistswhohaderectedthosenooks。Mrs。Goodmanwasfordiscoveringhisinn,andcallinguponhiminastraightforwardway;butPaulaseemedafraidofit,andtheywentoutinthemorningonfoot。FirsttheysearchedthechurchofSt。

Sauveur;hewasnotthere;nextthechurchofSt。Jean;thenthechurchofSt。Pierre;buthedidnotrevealhimself,norhadanyvergerseenorheardofsuchaman。Outsidethelatterchurchwasapublicflower-garden,andshesatdowntoconsiderbesidearoundpoolinwhichwater-liliesgrewandgold-fishswam,nearbedsoffierygeraniums,dahlias,andverbenasjustpasttheirbloom。Herenterprisehadnotbeenjustifiedbyitsresultssofar;butmeditationstillurgedhertolistentothelittlevoicewithinandpushon。Sheaccordinglyrejoinedheraunt,andtheydroveupthehilltotheAbbayeauxDames,thedaybythistimehavinggrownhotandoppressive。

Thechurchseemedabsolutelyempty,thevoidbeingemphasizedbyitsgratefulcoolness。Butongoingtowardstheeastendtheyperceivedabaldgentlemanclosetothescreen,lookingtotherightandtotheleftasifmuchperplexed。Paulamerelyglancedoverhim,hisbackbeingtowardher,andturningtoherauntsaidsoftly,\'Iwonderhowwegetintothechoir?\'

\'That\'sjustwhatIamwondering,\'saidtheoldgentleman,abruptlyfacinground,andPauladiscoveredthatthecountenancewasnotunfamiliartohereye。SinceknowingSomersetshehadaddedtohergalleryofcelebritiesaphotographofhisfather,theAcademician,andheitwasnowwhoconfrontedher。

Forthemomentembarrassment,duetocomplicatedfeelings,broughtaslightblushtohercheek,butbeingwellawarethathedidnotknowher,sheanswered,coollyenough,\'Isupposewemustasksomeone。\'

\'Andwecertainlywouldiftherewereanyonetoask,\'hesaid,stilllookingeastward,andnotmuchather。\'Ihavebeenherealongtime,butnobodycomes。NotthatIwanttogetinonmyownaccount;forthoughitisthirtyyearssinceIlastsetfootinthisplace,Irememberitasifitwerebutyesterday。\'

\'Indeed。Ihaveneverbeenherebefore,\'saidPaula。

\'Naturally。ButIamlookingforayoungmanwhoismakingsketchesinsomeofthesebuildings,anditisaslikelyasnotthatheisinthecryptunderthischoir,foritisjustsuchout-of-the-waynooksthatheprefers。Itisveryprovokingthatheshouldnothavetoldmemoredistinctlyinhisletterwheretofindhim。\'

Mrs。Goodman,whohadgonetomakeinquiries,nowcameback,andinformedthemthatshehadlearntthatitwasnecessarytopassthroughtheHotel-Dieutothechoir,todowhichtheymustgooutside。Thereupontheywalkedontogether,andMr。

Somerset,quiteignoringhistroubles,maderemarksuponthebeautyofthearchitecture;andinabsenceofmind,byreasoneitherofthesubject,orofhislistener,retainedhishatinhishandafteremergingfromthechurch,whiletheywalkedallthewayacrossthePlaceandintotheHospitalgardens。

\'Averycivilman,\'saidMrs。GoodmantoPaulaprivately。

\'Yes,\'saidPaula,whohadnottoldherauntthatsherecognizedhim。

OneoftheSistersnowprecededthemtowardsthechoirandcrypt,Mr。SomersetaskingherifayoungEnglishmanwasorhadbeensketchingthere。Onreceivingareplyinthenegative,Paulanearlybetrayedherselfbyturning,asifherbusinessthere,too,endedwiththeinformation。However,shewentonagain,andmadeapretenceoflookinground,Mr。

Somersetalsostayinginaspiritoffriendlyattentiontohiscountrywomen。Theydidnotpartfromhimtilltheyhadcomeoutfromthecrypt,andagainreachedthewestfront,ontheirwaytowhichheadditionallyexplainedthatitwashissonhewaslookingfor,whohadarrangedtomeethimhere,buthadmentionednoinnatwhichhemightbeexpected。

Whenhehadleftthem,Paulainformedherauntwhosecompanytheyhadbeensharing。HerauntbeganexpostulatingwithPaulafornottellingMr。Somersetwhattheyhadseenofhisson\'smovements。\'Itwouldhaveeasedhismindatleast,\'shesaid。

\'IwasnotboundtoeasehismindattheexpenseofshowingwhatIwouldratherconceal。Iamcontinuallyhamperedinsuchgenerosityasthatbythecircumstanceofbeingawoman!\'

\'Well,itisgettingtoolatetosearchfurthertonight。\'

Itwasindeedalmosteveningtwilightinthestreets,thoughthegracefulfreestonespirestoadepthofabouttwentyfeetfromtheirsummitswerestilldyedwiththeorangetintsofavanishingsun。Thetworelativesdinedprivatelyasusual,afterwhichPaulalookedoutofthewindowofherroom,andreflectedupontheeventsoftheday。Atowerrisingintotheskyquitenearathandshowedherthatsomechurchorotherstoodwithinafewstepsofthehotelarchway,andsayingnothingtoMrs。Goodman,shequietlycloakedherself,andwentouttowardsit,apparentlywiththeviewofdisposingofaportionofadulldispiritingevening。Thechurchwasopen,andonenteringshefoundthatitwasonlylightedbysevencandlesburningbeforethealtarofachapelonthesouthside,themassofthebuildingbeingindeepshade。

Motionlessoutlines,whichresolvedthemselvesintotheformsofkneelingwomen,weredarklyvisibleamongthechairs,andinthetriforiumabovethearcadestherewasonehithertounnoticedradiance,dimasthatofaglow-worminthegrass。

Itwasseeminglytheeffectofasolitarytallow-candlebehindthemasonry。

Apriestcamein,unlockedthedoorofaconfessionalwithaclickwhichsoundedinthesilence,andenteredit;awomanfollowed,disappearedwithinthecurtainofthesame,emergingagaininaboutfiveminutes,followedbythepriest,wholockeduphisdoorwithanotherloudclick,likeatradesmanfullofbusiness,andcamedowntheaisletogoout。Inthelobbyhespoketoanotherwoman,whoreplied,\'Ah,oui,Monsieurl\'Abbe!\'

Twowomenhavingspokentohim,therecouldbenoharminathirddoinglikewise。\'Monsieurl\'Abbe,\'saidPaulainFrench,\'couldyouindicatetomethestairsofthetriforium?\'andshesignifiedherreasonforwishingtoknowbypointingtotheglimmeringlightabove。

\'Ah,heisafriendofyours,theEnglishman?\'pleasantlysaidthepriest,recognizinghernationality;andtakinghertoalittledoorheconductedherupastonestaircase,atthetopofwhichheshowedherthelongblindstoryovertheaislearcheswhichledroundtowherethelightwas。Cautioninghernottostumbleovertheunevenfloor,heleftheranddescended。HiswordshadsignifiedthatSomersetwashere。

Itwasagloomyplaceenoughthatshefoundherselfin,butthesevencandlesbelowontheoppositealtar,andafaintskylightfromtheclerestory,lentenoughraystoguideher。

Paulawalkedontothebendoftheapse:herewereafewchairs,andtheoriginofthelight。

Thiswasacandlestuckattheendofasharpenedstick,thelatterenteringajointinthestones。Ayoungmanwassketchingbytheglimmer。Buttherewasnoneedfortheblushwhichhadprepareditselfbeforehand;theyoungmanwasMr。

Cockton,Somerset\'syoungestdraughtsman。

Paulacouldhavecriedaloudwithdisappointment。CocktonrecognizedMissPower,andappearingmuchsurprised,rosefromhisseatwithabow,andsaidhastily,\'Mr。Somersetleftto-

day。\'

\'Ididnotaskforhim,\'saidPaula。

\'No,MissPower:butIthought——\'

\'Yes,yes——youknow,ofcourse,thathehasbeenmyarchitect。

Well,ithappensthatIshouldliketoseehim,ifhecancallonme。Whichwaydidhego?\'

\'He\'sgonetoEtretat。\'

\'Whatfor?TherearenoabbeystosketchatEtretat。\'

Cocktonlookedatthepointofhispencil,andwithahesitatingmotionofhislipanswered,\'Mr。Somersetsaidhewastired。\'

\'Ofwhat?\'

\'Hesaidhewassickandtiredofholyplaces,andwouldgotosomewickedspotorother,togetthatconsolationwhichholinesscouldnotgive。ButheonlysaiditcasuallytoKnowles,andperhapshedidnotmeanit。\'

\'Knowlesisheretoo?\'

\'Yes,MissPower,andBowles。Mr。SomersethasbeenkindenoughtogiveusachanceofenlargingourknowledgeofFrenchEarly-pointed,andpayshalftheexpenses。\'

Paulasaidafewotherthingstotheyoungman,walkedslowlyroundthetriforiumasifshehadcometoexamineit,andreturneddownthestaircase。Ongettingbacktothehotelshetoldheraunt,whohadjustbeenhavinganap,thatnextdaytheywouldgotoEtretatforachange。

\'Why?TherearenooldchurchesatEtretat。\'

\'No。ButIamsickandtiredofholyplaces,andwanttogotosomewickedspotorothertofindthatconsolationwhichholinesscannotgive。\'

\'Forshame,Paula!NowIknowwhatitis;youhaveheardthathe\'sgonethere!Youneedn\'ttrytoblindme。\'

\'Idon\'tcarewherehe\'sgone!\'criedPaulapetulantly。Inamoment,however,shesmiledatherself,andadded,\'Youmusttakethatforwhatitisworth。Ihavemadeupmymindtolethimknowfrommyownlipshowthemisunderstandingarose。

Thatdone,Ishallleavehim,andprobablyneverseehimagain。Myconsciencewillbeclear。\'

ThenextdaytheytookthesteamboatdowntheOrne,intendingtoreachEtretatbywayofHavre。Justastheyweremovingoffanelderlygentlemanunderalargewhitesunshade,andcarryinghishatinhishand,wasseenleisurelywalkingdownthewharfatsomedistance,butobviouslymakingfortheboat。

\'Agentleman!\'saidthemate。

\'Whoishe?\'saidthecaptain。

\'AnEnglish,\'saidClementine。

Nobodyknewmore,butasleisurewastheorderofthedaytheengineswerestopped,onthechanceofhisbeingapassenger,andalleyeswerebentuponhiminconjecture。Hedisappearedandreappearedfrombehindapileofmerchandiseandapproachedtheboatataneasypace,whereuponthegangwaywasreplaced,andhecameonboard,removinghishattoPaula,quietlythankingthecaptainforstopping,andsayingtoMrs。

Goodman,\'Iamnicelyintime。\'

ItwasMr。Somersettheelder,whobydegreesinformedourtravellers,assittingontheircamp-stoolstheyadvancedbetweenthegreenbanksborderedbyelms,thathewasgoingtoEtretat;thattheyoungmanhehadspokenofyesterdayhadgonetothatromanticwatering-placeinsteadofstudyingartatCaen,andthathewasgoingtojoinhimthere。

Paulapreservedanentiresilenceastoherownintentions,partlyfromnaturalreticence,andpartly,asitappeared,fromthedifficultyofexplainingacomplicationwhichwasnotverycleartoherself。AtHavretheypartedfromMr。

Somerset,anddidnotseehimagaintilltheyweredrivingoverthehillstowardsEtretatinacarriageandfour,whenthewhiteumbrellabecamevisiblefaraheadamongtheoutsidepassengersofthecoachtothesameplace。Inashorttimetheyhadpassedandcutinbeforethisvehicle,butsoonbecameawarethattheircarriage,likethecoach,wasoneofastragglingprocessionofconveyances,somemileandahalfinlength,allboundforthevillagebetweenthecliffs。

Indescendingthelonghillshadedbylime-treeswhichshelteredtheirplaceofdestination,thisprocessionclosedup,andtheyperceivedthatallthevisitorsandnativepopulationhadturnedouttowelcomethem,thedailyarrivalofnewsojournersatthishourbeingthechiefexcitementofEtretat。Thecoachwhichhadprecededthemalltheway,atmoreorlessremoteness,wasnowquiteclose,andinpassingalongthevillagestreettheysawMr。Somersetwavehishandtosomebodyinthecrowdbelow。Afelthatwaswavedintheairinresponse,thecoachsweptintotheinn-yard,followedbytheidlers,andalldisappeared。Paula\'sfacewascrimsonastheirowncarriagesweptroundintheoppositedirectiontotherivalinn。

Onceinherroomshebreathedlikeapersonwhohadfinishedalongchase。Theydidnotgodownbeforedinner,butwhenitwasalmostdarkPaulabeggedheraunttowrapherselfupandcomewithhertotheshorehardby。Thebeachwasdeserted,everybodybeingattheCasino;thegatestoodinvitinglyopen,andtheywentin。Herethebrilliantlylitterracewascrowdedwithpromenaders,andoutsidetheyellowpalings,surmountedbyitsrowoflamps,rosethevoiceoftheinvisiblesea。Groupsofpeopleweresittingundertheverandah,thewomenmostlyinwraps,fortheairwasgrowingchilly。Throughthewindowsattheirbackananimatedscenediscloseditselfintheshapeofaroom-fullofwaltzers,thestrainsofthebandstrivingintheearformasteryoverthesoundsofthesea。Thedancerscameroundacoupleatatime,andwereindividuallyvisibletothosepeoplewithoutwhochosetolookthatway,whichwaswhatPauladid。

\'Comeaway,comeaway!\'shesuddenlysaid。\'Itisnotrightforustobehere。\'

Herexclamationhaditsorigininwhatshehadatthatmomentseenwithin,thespectacleofMr。GeorgeSomersetwhirlingroundtheroomwithayoungladyofuncertainnationalitybutpleasingfigure。Paulawasnotaccustomedtoshowthewhitefeathertooclearly,butshesoonhadpassedoutthroughthoseyellowgatesandretreated,tillthemixedmusicofseaandbandhadresolvedintothatoftheseaalone。

\'Well!\'saidheraunt,halfinsoliloquy,\'doyouknowwhoI

sawdancingthere,Paula?OurMr。Somerset,ifIdon\'tmakeagreatmistake!\'

\'Itwaslikelyenoughthatyoudid,\'sedatelyrepliedherniece。\'HeleftCaenwiththeintentionofseekingdistractionsofalighterkindthanthosefurnishedbyart,andhehasmerelysucceededinfindingthem。Buthehasmademydutyratheradifficultone。Still,itwasmyduty,forI

verygreatlywrongedhim。Perhaps,however,Ihavedoneenoughforhonour\'ssake。IwouldhavehumiliatedmyselfbyanapologyifIhadfoundhiminanyothersituation;but,ofcourse,onecan\'theexpectedtotakeMUCHtroublewhenheisseengoingonlikethat!\'

Thecoolnesswithwhichshebeganherremarkshaddevelopedintosomethinglikewarmthassheconcluded。

\'Heisonlydancingwithaladyheprobablyknowsverywell。\'

\'Hedoesn\'tknowher!Theideaofhisdancingwithawomanofthatdescription!Wewillgoawaytomorrow。Thisplacehasbeengreatlyover-praised。\'

\'Theplaceiswellenough,asfarasIcansee。\'

\'Heiscarryingouthisprogrammetotheletter。Heplungesintoexcitementinthemostrecklessmanner,andItremblefortheconsequences!Icandonomore:Ihavehumiliatedmyselfintofollowinghim,believingthatingivingtooreadycredencetoappearancesIhadbeennarrowandinhuman,andhadcausedhimmuchmisery。Buthedoesnotmind,andhehasnomisery;heseemsjustaswellasever。Howmuchthisfindinghimhascostme!Afterall,Ididnotdeceivehim。Hemusthaveacquiredanaturalaversionforme。Ihaveallowedmyselftobeinterestedinamanofverycommonqualities,andamnowbitterlyalivetotheshameofhavingsoughthimout。

Iheartilydetesthim!Iwillgoback——aunt,youareright——I

hadnobusinesstocome……Hislightconducthasrenderedhimuninterestingtome!\'

III。

Whensherosethenextmorningthebellwasclangingforthesecondbreakfast,andpeoplewerepouringinfromthebeachineveryvarietyofattire。Paula,whomarestlessnighthadleftwithaheadache,which,however,shesaidnothingabout,wasreluctanttoemergefromtheseclusionofherchamber,tillheraunt,discoveringwhatwasthematterwithher,suggestedthatafewminutesintheopenairwouldrefreshher;andtheywentdownstairsintothehotelgardens。

Theclatterofthebigbreakfastwithinwasaudiblefromthisspot,andthenoiseseemedsuddenlytoinspiritPaula,whoproposedtoenter。Herauntassented。Intheverandahunderwhichtheypassedwasarustichat-standintheformofatree,uponwhichhatsandotherbody-gearhunglikebunchesoffruit。Paula\'seyefelluponafelthattowhichasmallblock-bookwasattachedbyastring。Sheknewthathatandblock-bookwell,andturningtoMrs。Goodmansaid,\'Afterall,Idon\'twantthebreakfasttheyarehaving:letusorderoneofourownasusual。Andwe\'llhaveithere。\'

Sheledontowheresomelittletableswereplacedunderthetallshrubs,followedbyheraunt,whowasinturnfollowedbytheproprietressofthehotel,thatladyhavingdiscoveredfromtheFrenchmaidthattherewasgoodreasonforpayingtheseladiesamplepersonalattention。

\'Isthegentlemantowhomthatsketch-bookbelongsstayinghere?\'Paulacarelesslyinquired,assheindicatedtheobjectonthehat-stand。

\'Ah,no!\'deploredtheproprietress。\'TheHotelwasfullwhenMr。Somersetcame。HestaysatacottagebeyondtheRueAnicetBourgeois:heonlyhashismealshere。\'

Paulahadtakenherseatunderthefuchsia-treesinsuchamannerthatshecouldobservealltheexitsfromthesalleamanger;butforthepresentnoneofthebreakfastersemerged,theonlymovingobjectsonthescenebeingthewaitresseswhoranhitherandthitheracrossthecourt,thecook\'sassistantswithbasketsoflongbread,andthelaundresseswithbasketsofsun-bleachedlinen。Furtherbacktowardstheinn-yard,stablemenwereputtinginthehorsesforstartingtheflysandcoachestoLesIfs,thenearestrailway-station。

\'SupposetheSomersetsshouldbegoingoffbyoneoftheseconveyances,\'saidMrs。Goodmanasshesippedhertea。

\'Well,aunt,thentheymust,\'repliedtheyoungerladywithcomposure。

Neverthelessshelookedwithsomemisgivingattheneareststablemanasheledoutfourwhitehorses,harnessedthem,andleisurelybroughtabrushwithwhichhebeganblackingtheiryellowhoofs。Allthevehicleswerereadyatthedoorbythetimebreakfastwasover,andtheinmatessoonturnedout,sometomounttheomnibusesandcarriages,sometorambleontheadjacentbeach,sometoclimbtheverdantslopes,andsometomakeforthecliffsthatshutinthevale。Thefuchsia-treeswhichshelteredPaula\'sbreakfast-tablefromtheblazeofthesun,alsoscreeneditfromtheeyesoftheoutpouringcompany,andshesatonwithherauntinperfectcomfort,tillamongthelastofthestreamcameSomersetandhisfather。Paulareddenedatbeingsoneartheformeratlast。Itwaswithsensiblereliefthatsheobservedthemturntowardsthecliffsandnottothecarriages,andthussignifythattheywerenotgoingoffthatday。

Neitherofthetwosawtheladies,andwhenthelatterhadfinishedtheirteaandcoffeetheyfollowedtotheshore,wheretheysatfornearlyanhour,readingandwatchingthebathers。Atlengthfootstepscrunchedamongthepebblesintheirvicinity,andlookingoutfromhersunshadePaulasawthetwoSomersetscloseathand。

Theelderrecognizedher,andtheyounger,observinghisfather\'sactionofcourtesy,turnedhishead。ItwasarevelationtoPaula,forshewasshockedtoseethatheappearedwornandill。Theexpressionofhisfacechangedatsightofher,increasingitsshadeofpaleness;butheimmediatelywithdrewhiseyesandpassedby。

Somersetwasasmuchsurprisedatencounteringherthusasshehadbeendistressedtoseehim。Assoonastheywereoutofhearing,heaskedhisfatherquietly,\'Whatstrangethingisthis,thatLadyDeStancyshouldbehereandherhusbandnotwithher?Didshebowtome,ortoyou?\'

\'LadyDeStancy——thatyounglady?\'askedthepuzzledpainter。

Heproceededtoexplainallheknew;thatshewasayoungladyhehadmetonhisjourneyattwoorthreedifferenttimes;

moreover,thatifshewerehisson\'sclient——thewomanwhowastohavebecomeLadyDeStancy——shewasMissPowerstill;forhehadseeninsomenewspapertwodaysbeforeleavingEnglandthattheweddinghadbeenpostponedonaccountofherillness。

Somersetwassogreatlymovedthathecouldhardlyspeakconnectedlytohisfatherastheypacedontogether。\'Butsheisnotill,asfarasIcansee,\'hesaid。\'Theweddingpostponed?——Youaresurethewordwaspostponed?——Wasitbrokenoff?\'

\'No,itwaspostponed。Imeanttohavetoldyoubefore,knowingyouwouldbeinterestedasthecastlearchitect;butitslippedmymemoryinthebustleofarriving。\'

\'Iamnotthecastlearchitect。\'

\'Thedevilyouarenot——whatareyouthen?\'

\'Well,Iamnotthat。\'

Somersettheelder,thoughnotofpenetratingnature,begantoseethatherelayanemotionalcomplicationofsomesort,andreservedfurtherinquirytillamoreconvenientoccasion。

Theyhadreachedtheendofthelevelbeachwherethecliffbegantorise,andasthisimpedimentnaturallystoppedtheirwalktheyretracedtheirsteps。OnagainnearingthespotwherePaulaandherauntweresitting,thepainterwouldhavedeviatedtothehotel;butashissonpersistedingoingstraighton,induecoursetheywereoppositetheladiesagain。BythistimeMissPower,whohadappearedanxiousduringtheirabsence,regainedherself-control。Goingtowardsheroldlovershesaid,withasmile,\'Ihavebeenlookingforyou!\'

\'Whyhaveyoubeendoingthat?\'saidSomerset,inavoicewhichhefailedtokeepassteadyashecouldwish。

\'Because——Iwantsomearchitecttocontinuetherestoration。

Doyouwithdrawyourresignation?\'

Somersetappearedunabletodecideforafewinstants。\'Yes,\'

hethenanswered。

ForthemomenttheyhadignoredthepresenceofthepainterandMrs。Goodman,butSomersetnowmadethemknowntooneanother,andtherewasfriendlyintercourseallround。

\'Whenwillyoubeabletoresumeoperationsatthecastle?\'

sheasked,assoonasshecouldagainspeakdirectlytoSomerset。

\'AssoonasIcangetback。OfcourseIonlyresumeitatyourspecialrequest。\'

\'Ofcourse。\'Toonewhohadknownallthecircumstancesitwouldhaveseemedathousandpitiesthat,afteragaingettingfacetofacewithhim,shedidnotexplain,withoutdelay,thewholemischiefthathadseparatedthem。Butshedidnotdoit——perhapsfromtheinherentawkwardnessofsuchatopicatthisidletime。Sheconfinedherselfsimplytotheabove-

mentionedbusiness-likerequest,andwhenthepartyhadwalkedafewstepstogethertheyseparated,withmutualpromisestomeetagain。

\'Ihopeyouhaveexplainedyourmistaketohim,andhowitarose,andeverything?\'saidherauntwhentheywerealone。

\'No,Ididnot。\'

\'What,notexplainafterall?\'saidheramazedrelative。

\'Idecidedtoputitoff。\'

\'ThenIthinkyoudecidedverywrongly。Pooryoungman,helookedsoill!\'

\'Didyou,too,thinkhelookedill?Buthedancedlastnight。

Whydidhedance?\'SheturnedandgazedregretfullyatthecornerroundwhichtheSomersetshaddisappeared。

\'Idon\'tknowwhyhedanced;butifIhadknownyouweregoingtobesosilent,Iwouldhaveexplainedthemistakemyself。\'

\'Iwishyouhad。Butno;IhavesaidIwould;andImust。\'

Paula\'savoidanceoftablesd\'hotedidnotextendtothepresentone。Itwasquitewithalacritythatshewentdown;

andwithherentrytheantecedenthotelbeautywhohadreignedforthelastfivedaysatthatmeal,wasunceremoniouslydeposedbytheguests。Mr。Somersettheeldercamein,butnobodywithhim。HisseatwasonPaula\'slefthand,Mrs。

GoodmanbeingonPaula\'sright,sothatalltheconversationwasbetweentheAcademicianandtheyoungerlady。Whenthelatterhadagainretiredupstairswithheraunt,Mrs。GoodmanexpressedregretthatyoungMr。Somersetwasabsentfromthetable。\'Whyhashekeptaway?\'sheasked。

\'Idon\'tknow——Ididn\'task,\'saidPaulasadly。\'Perhapshedoesn\'tcaretomeetusagain。\'

\'That\'sbecauseyoudidn\'texplain。\'

\'Well——whydidn\'ttheoldmangivemeanopportunity?\'

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