Just David

第4章

Inspiteofallthis,however,Davidsoevidentlydidhisbesttocarryoutthe"dos"andavoidthe"don’ts,"thatatfouro’clockthatfirstMondayhewonfromthesternbutwould-be-justFarmerHollyhisfreedomfortherestoftheday;andverygaylyhesetoffforawalk。Hewentwithouthisviolin,astherewasthesmellofrainintheair;buthisfaceandhisstepandtheveryswingofhisarmsweresinging(toDavid)thejoyoussongofthemorningbefore。Evenyet,inspiteofthevicissitudesoftheday’swork,thewholeworld,toDavid’shomesick,lonelylittleheart,wasstillcarolingthatblessed"You’rewanted,you’rewanted,you’rewanted!"

Andthenhesawthecrow。

Davidknewcrows。Inhishomeonthemountainhehadhadseveralofthemforfriends。Hehadlearnedtoknowandanswertheircalls。Hehadlearnedtoadmiretheirwisdomandtorespecttheirmoodsandtempers。Helovedtowatchthem。Especiallyhelovedtoseethegreatbirdscutthroughtheairwithawidesweepofwings,soalive,sogloriouslyfree!

Butthiscrow——

Thiscrowwasnotcuttingthroughtheairwithawidesweepofwing。Itwasinthemiddleofacornfield,anditwasrisingandfallingandfloppingaboutinamostextraordinaryfashion。VerysoonDavid,runningtowardit,sawwhy。Byalongleatherstripitwasfastenedsecurelytoastakeintheground。

"Oh,oh,oh!"exclaimedDavid,insympatheticconsternation。

"Here,youjustwaitaminute。I’llfixit。"

WithconfidentcelerityDavidwhippedouthisjackknifetocutthethong;buthefoundthenthatto"fixit"andtosayhewould"fixit"weretwodifferentmatters。

ThecrowdidnotseemtorecognizeinDavidafriend。Hesawinhim,apparently,butanotherofthestone-throwing,gun-shooting,torturinghumanswhowereresponsibleforhispresenthatefulcaptivity。Withbeakandclawandwing,therefore,hefoughtthisnewevilthathadcomepresumedlytotorment;andnotuntilDavidhadhitupontheexpedientoftakingoffhisblouse,andthrowingitovertheangrybird,couldtheboygetnearenoughtoaccomplishhispurpose。EventhenDavidhadtoleaveupontheslenderlegatwistofleather。

Amomentlater,withawhirofwingsandafrightenedsquawkthatquicklyturnedintoasurprisedcawoftriumphantrejoicing,thecrowsoaredintotheairandmadestraightforadistanttree-top。David,afteraminute’sgladsurveyingofhiswork,donnedhisblouseagainandresumedhiswalk。

Itwasalmostsixo’clockwhenDavidgotbacktotheHollyfarmhouse。InthebarndoorwaysatPerryLarson。

"Well,sonny,"themangreetedhimcheerily,"didyegetyerweedin’done?"

"Y——yes,"hesitatedDavid。"Igotitdone;butIdidn’tlikeit。"

"’Tiskinderhotwork。"

"Oh,Ididn’tmindthatpart,"returnedDavid。"WhatIdidn’tlikewaspullingupallthoseprettylittleplantsandlettingthemdie。"

"Weeds——’prettylittleplants’!"ejaculatedtheman。"Well,I’llbejiggered!"

"ButtheyWEREpretty,"defendedDavid,readingarightthescorninPerryLarson’svoice。"Theveryprettiestandbiggesttherewere,always。Mr。Hollyshowedme,youknow,——andIhadtopullthemup。"

"Well,I’llbejiggered!"mutteredPerryLarsonagain。

"ButI’vebeentowalksince。Ifeelbetternow。"

"Oh,yedo!"

"Oh,yes。Ihadasplendidwalk。Iwent’wayupinthewoodsonthehillthere。Iwassingingallthetime——inside,youknow。I

wassogladMrs。Holly——wantedme。Youknowwhatitis,whenyousinginside。"

PerryLarsonscratchedhishead。

"Well,no,sonny,Ican’treallysayIdo,"heretorted。"Iain’tmuchonsingin’。"

"Oh,butIdon’tmeanaloud。Imeaninside。Whenyou’rehappy,youknow。"

"WhenI’m——oh!"Themanstoppedandstared,hismouthfallingopen。Suddenlyhisfacechanged,andhegrinnedappreciatively。

"Well,ifyouain’tthebeat’em,boy!’Tiskinderlikesingin’——thewayyefeelinside,whenyer’speciallyhappy,ain’tit?ButIneverthoughtofitbefore。"

"Oh,yes。Why,that’swhereIgetmysongs——insideofme,youknow——thatIplayonmyviolin。AndImadeacrowsing,too。OnlyHEsangoutside。"

"SING——ACROW!"scoffedtheman。"Shucks!It’lltakemore’nyoutermakemethinkacrowcansing,mylad。"

"Buttheydo,whenthey’rehappy,"maintainedtheboy。"Anyhow,itdoesn’tsoundthesameasitdoeswhenthey’recross,orplaguedoversomething。Yououghttohaveheardthisoneto-day。

Hesang。Hewassogladtogetaway。Ilethimloose,yousee。"

"Youmean,youCAUGHTacrowupthereinthemwoods?"Theman’svoicewasskeptical。

"Oh,no,Ididn’tcatchit。Butsomebodyhad,andtiedhimup。

Andhewassounhappy!"

"Acrowtiedupinthewoods!"

"Oh,Ididn’tfindTHATinthewoods。ItwasbeforeIwentupthehillatall。"

"Acrowtiedup——Looka-here,boy,whatareyoutalkin’about?

Wherewasthatcrow?"PerryLarson’swholeselfhadbecomesuddenlyalert。

"Inthefield’Wayoverthere。Andsomebody——"

"Thecornfield!Jingo!Boy,youdon’tmeanyoutouchedTHAT

crow?"

"Well,hewouldn’tletmeTOUCHhim,"half-apologizedDavid。"Hewassoafraid,yousee。Why,Ihadtoputmyblouseoverhisheadbeforehe’dletmecuthimlooseatall。"

"Cuthimloose!"PerryLarsonsprangtohisfeet。"Youdidn’t——youDIDn’tletthatcrowgo!"

Davidshrankback。

"Why,yes;heWANTEDtogo。He——"Butthemanbeforehimhadfallenbackdespairinglytohisoldposition。

"Well,sir,you’vedoneitnow。Whattheboss’llsay,Idon’tknow;butIknowwhatI’dliketersaytoye。Iwasawholeweek,offan’on,gettin’holdofthatcrow,an’Iwouldn’thavegothimatallifIhadn’thidhalfthenightan’allthemornin’inthatclumpo’bushes,watchin’achanceterwinghim,jestenoughan’nottoomuch。An’eventhenthejobwa’n’tdone。Letmetellyer,’twa’n’tnosmallthingtergethimhitched。I’mwearin’

themarksoftherascal’sbeakyet。An’nowyou’vegonean’lethimgo——justlikethat,"hefinished,snappinghisfingersangrily。

InDavid’sfacetherewasnocontrition。Therewasonlyincreduloushorror。

"Youmean,YOUtiedhimthere,onpurpose?"

"SureIdid!"

"Buthedidn’tlikeit。Couldn’tyouseehedidn’tlikeit?"

criedDavid。

"Likeit!Whatifhedidn’t?Ididn’tliketerhavemycornpulledup,either。Seehere,sonny,younoneedterlookatmeinthattoneo’voice。Ididn’thurtthevarmintnoneterspeakof——yeseehecouldfly,didn’tye?——an’hewa’n’tstarvin’。I

sawtoitthathehadenoughtereatan’adisho’waterhandy。

An’ifhedidn’tflopan’pullan’trytergetawayheneedn’t’a’hurthisselfnever。Iain’tterblameforwhatpullin’hedone。"

"Butwouldn’tyoupullifyouhadtwobigwingsthatcouldcarryyoutothetopofthatbigtreethere,andawayup,upinthesky,whereyoucouldtalktothestars?——wouldn’tyoupullifsomebodyahundredtimesbigger’nyoucamealongandtiedyourlegtothatpostthere?"

Theman,Perry,flushedanangryred。

"Seehere,sonny,Iwa’n’taskin’youterdonopreachin’。WhatI

didain’tnomore’nanyman’roundheredoes——ifhe’ssmartenoughtercatchone。Rigged-upbroomsticksain’tinitwithalivebirdwhenitcomesterdrivin’awaythempesky,thievin’

crows。Thereain’tafarmer’roundherethathain’tbeengreenwithenvy,eversinceIcaughtthecritter。An’nowterhaveyoucomealongan’withoneflipo’yerknifespileitall,I——Well,itjestmakesmemad,cleanthrough!That’sall。"

"Youmean,youtiedhimtheretofrightenawaytheothercrows?"

"Sure!Thereain’tnothin’likeit。"

"Oh,I’msosorry!"

"Well,you’dbetterbe。Butthatwon’tbringbackmycrow!"

David’sfacebrightened。

"No,that’sso,isn’tit?I’mgladofthat。Iwasthinkingofthecrows,yousee。I’msosorryforthem!Onlythinkhowwe’dhatetobetiedlikethat——"ButPerryLarson,withastareandanindignantsnort,hadgottohisfeet,andwasrapidlywalkingtowardthehouse。

Veryplainly,thatevening,Davidwasindisgrace,andittookallofMrs。Holly’stactandpatience,andsomeprivatepleading,tokeepageneralexplosionfromwreckingallchancesofhisstayinglongeratthefarmhouse。Evenasitwas,Davidwassorrowfullyawarethathewasprovingtobeagreatdisappointmentsosoon,andhisviolinplayingthateveningcarriedamoaningplaintivenessthatwouldhavebeenverysignificanttoonewhoknewDavidwell。

Veryfaithfully,thenextday,theboytriedtocarryoutallthe"dos,"andthoughhedidnotalwayssucceed,yethiseffortsweresoobvious,thateventheindignantowneroftheliberatedcrowwassomewhatmollified;andagainSimeonHollyreleasedDavidfromworkatfouro’clock。

Alas,forDavid’speaceofmind,however;foronhiswalkto-day,thoughhefoundnocaptivecrowtodemandhissympathy,hefoundsomethingelsequiteasheartrending,andasincomprehensible。

Itwasontheedgeofthewoodsthathecameupontwoboys,eachcarryingarifle,adeadsquirrel,andadeadrabbit。Thethreatenedrainofthedaybeforehadnotmaterialized,andDavidhadhisviolin。Hehadbeenplayingsoftlywhenhecameupontheboyswherethepathenteredthewoods。

"Oh!"AtsightoftheboysandtheirburdenDavidgaveaninvoluntarycry,andstoppedplaying。

Theboys,scarcelylesssurprisedatsightofDavidandhisviolin,pausedandstaredfrankly。

"It’sthetrampkidwithhisfiddle,"whisperedonetotheotherhuskily。

David,hisgrievedeyesonthemotionlesslittlebodiesintheboys’hands,shuddered。

"Arethey——dead,too?"

Thebiggerboynoddedself-importantly。

"Sure。Wejustshot’em——thesquirrels。Benheretrappedtherabbits。"Hepaused,manifestlywaitingfortheproperawedadmirationtocomeintoDavid’sface。

ButinDavid’sstartledeyestherewasnoawedadmiration,therewasonlydisbelievinghorror。

"Youmean,youSENTthemtothefarcountry?"

"We——what?"

"Sentthem。Madethemgoyourselves——tothefarcountry?"

Theyoungerboystillstared。Theolderonegrinneddisagreeably。

"Sure,"heansweredwithlaconicindifference。"Wesent’emtothefarcountry,allright。"

"But——howdidyouknowtheyWANTEDtogo?"

"Wanted——Eh?"explodedthebigboy。Thenhegrinnedagain,stillmoredisagreeably。"Well,yousee,mydear,wedidn’task’em,"

hegibed。

RealdistresscameintoDavid’sface。

"Thenyoudon’tknowatall。AndmaybetheyDIDn’twanttogo。

Andiftheydidn’t,howCOULDtheygosinging,asfathersaid?

Fatherwasn’tsent。HeWENT。Andhewentsinging。Hesaidhedid。Butthese——HowwouldYOUliketohavesomebodycomealongandsendYOUtothefarcountry,withoutevenknowingifyouwantedtogo?"

Therewasnoanswer。Theboys,withagrowingfearintheireyes,asatsightofsomethinginexplicableanduncanny,weresidlingaway;andinamomenttheywerehurryingdownthehill,not,however,withoutabackwardglanceortwo,ofsomethingveryliketerror。

David,leftalone,wentonhiswaywithtroubledeyesandathoughtfulfrown。

Davidoftenwore,duringthosefirstfewdaysattheHollyfarmhouse,athoughtfulfaceandatroubledfrown。Thereweresomany,manythingsthatweredifferentfromhismountainhome。

Overandover,asthosefirstlongdayspassed,hereadhisletteruntilheknewitbyheart——andhehadneedto。Washenotalreadysurroundedbythingsandpeoplethatwerestrangetohim?

Andtheyweresoverystrange——thesepeople!Thereweretheboysandmenwhoroseatdawn——yetneverpausedtowatchthesunfloodtheworldwithlight;whostayedinthefieldsallday——yetneverraisedtheireyestothebigfleecycloudsoverhead;whoknewbirdsonlyasthievesafterfruitandgrain,andsquirrelsandrabbitsonlyascreaturestobetrappedorshot。Thewomen——theywereevenmoreincomprehensible。Theyspentthelonghoursbehindscreeneddoorsandwindows,washingthesamedishesandsweepingthesamefloorsdayafterday。They,too,neverraisedtheireyestotheblueskyoutside,noreventothecrimsonrosesthatpeepedinatthewindow。Theyseemedrathertobelookingalwaysfordirt,yetnotpleasedwhentheyfoundit——especiallyifithadbeentrackedinontheheelofasmallboy’sshoe!

MoreextraordinarythanallthistoDavid,however,wasthefactthatthesepeopleregardedHIM,notthemselves,asbeingstrange。

Asifitwerenotthemostnaturalthingintheworldtolivewithone’sfatherinone’shomeonthemountain-top,andspendone’sdaystrailingthroughtheforestpaths,orlyingwithabookbesidesomebabblinglittlestream!Asifitwerenotequallynaturaltotakeone’sviolinwithoneattimes,andlearntocatchuponthequiveringstringsthewhisperofthewindsthroughthetrees!Eveninwinter,whenthecloudsthemselvescamedownfromtheskyandcoveredtheearthwiththeirsoftwhiteness,——eventhentheforestwasbeautiful;andthesongofthebrookunderitsicycoatcarriedacharmandmysterythatwerequitewantinginthechatteringfreedomofsummer。Surelytherewasnothingstrangeinallthis,andyetthesepeopleseemedtothinktherewas!

CHAPTERIX

JOE

Daybyday,however,astimepassed,Daviddiligentlytriedtoperformthe"dos"andavoidthe"don’ts";anddaybydayhecametorealizehowimportantweedsandwoodboxeswere,ifheweretoconformtowhatwasevidentlyFarmerHolly’sideaof"playingin,tune"inthisstrangenewOrchestraofLifeinwhichhefoundhimself。

But,tryashewould,therewasyetanunrealityaboutitall,apersistentfeelingofuselessnessandwaste,thatwouldnotbesetaside。Sothat,afterall,theonlypartofthisstrangenewlifeofhisthatseemedrealtohimwasthetimethatcameafterfouro’clockeachday,whenhewasreleasedfromwork。

Andhowfullhefilledthosehours!Therewassomuchtosee,somuchtodo。Forsunnydaystherewerefieldandstreamandpasturelandandthewholewidetowntoexplore。Forrainydays,ifhedidnotcaretogotowalk,therewashisroomwiththebooksinthechimneycupboard。SomeofthemDavidhadreadbefore,butmanyofthemhehadnot。Oneortwowereoldfriends;

butnotso"DareDevilDick,"and"ThePiratesofPigeonCove"

(whichhefoundhiddeninanobscurecornerbehindalooseboard)。Sidebysidestood"TheLadyoftheLake,""TreasureIsland,"and"DavidCopperfield";andcoverlessanddogearedlay"RobinsonCrusoe,""TheArabianNights,"and"Grimm’sFairyTales。"Thereweremore,manymore,andDaviddevouredthemallwitheagereyes。Thegoodinthemheabsorbedasheabsorbedthesunshine;theevilhecastasideunconsciously——itrolledoff,indeed,liketheproverbialwaterfromtheduck’sback。

Davidhardlyknewsometimeswhichhelikedthebetter,hisimaginativeadventuresbetweenthecoversofhisbooksorhisrealadventuresinhisdailystrolls。True,itwasnothismountainhome——thisplaceinwhichhefoundhimself;neitherwasthereanywherehisSilverLakewithitsfar,far-reachingskyabove。Moredeplorableyet,nowherewastherethedearfatherhelovedsowell。Butthesunstillsetinroseandgold,andthesky,thoughsmall,stillcarriedthesnowysailsofitscloud-boats;whileastohisfather——hisfatherhadtoldhimnottogrieve,andDavidwastryingveryhardtoobey。

WithhisviolinforcompanyDavidstartedouteachday,unlessheelectedtostayindoorswithhisbooks。Sometimesitwastowardthevillagethatheturnedhissteps;sometimesitwastowardthehillsbackofthetown。Whicheverwayitwas,therewasalwayssuretobesomethingwaitingattheendforhimandhisviolintodiscover,ifitwasnothingmorethanabigwhiteroseinbloom,orasquirrelsittingbytheroadside。

Verysoon,however,Daviddiscoveredthattherewassomethingtobefoundinhiswanderingsbesidessquirrelsandroses;andthatwas——people。Inspiteofthestrangenessofthesepeople,theywerewonderfullyinteresting,Davidthought。Andafterthatheturnedhisstepsmoreandmorefrequentlytowardthevillagewhenfouro’clockreleasedhimfromtheday’swork。

AtfirstDaviddidnottalkmuchtothesepeople。Heshranksensitivelyfromtheirboldstaresandunpleasantlyaudiblecomments。Hewatchedthemwithroundeyesofwonderandinterest,however,——whenhedidnotthinktheywerewatchinghim。Andintimehecametoknownotalittleaboutthemandaboutthestrangewaysinwhichtheypassedtheirtime。

Therewasthegreenhouseman。Itwouldbepleasanttospendone’sdaygrowingplantsandflowers——butnotunderthathot,stiflingglassroof,decidedDavid。Besides,hewouldnotwantalwaystopickandsendawaytheveryprettiestonestothecityeverymorning,asthegreenhousemandid。

Therewasthedoctorwhorodealldaylongbehindthegraymare,makingsickfolkswell。Davidlikedhim,andmentallyvowedthathehimselfwouldbeadoctorsometime。Still,therewasthestage-driver——Davidwasnotsurebuthewouldprefertofollowthisman’sprofessionforalife-work;forinhis,onecouldstillhavethefreedomoflongdaysintheopen,andyetnotbesaddenedbythesightofthesickbeforetheyhadbeenmadewell——whichwaswherethestage-driverhadthebetterofthedoctor,inDavid’sopinion。Thereweretheblacksmithandthestorekeepers,too,buttotheseDavidgavelittlethoughtorattention。

Thoughhemightnotknowwhathedidwanttodo,heknewverywellwhathedidnot。AllofwhichmerelygoestoprovethatDavidwasstillonthelookoutforthatgreatworkwhichhisfatherhadsaidwaswaitingforhimoutintheworld。

MeanwhileDavidplayedhisviolin。Ifhefoundacrimsonramblerinbloominadoor-yard,heputitintoalittlemelodyofpuredelight——thatawomaninthehousebehindtheramblerheardthemusicandwascheeredathertask,Daviddidnotknow。Ifhefoundakittenatplayinthesunshine,heputitintoariotousabandonmentoftumblingturnsandtrills——thatafretfulbabyheardandstoppeditswailing,Davidalsodidnotknow。Andonce,justbecausetheskywasblueandtheairwassweet,anditwassogoodtobealive,Davidliftedhisbowandputitallintoarapturouspaeanofringingexultation——thatasickmaninadarkenedchamberabovethestreetliftedhishead,drewinhisbreath,andtooksuddenlyanewleaseoflife,Davidstillagaindidnotknow。AllofwhichmerelygoestoprovethatDavidhadperhapsfoundhisworkandwasdoingit——althoughyetstillagainDaviddidnotknow。

ItwasinthecemeteryoneafternoonthatDavidcameupontheLadyinBlack。Shewasonherkneesputtingflowersonalittlemoundbeforeher。ShelookedupasDavidapproached。Foramomentshegazedwistfullyathim;thenasifimpelledbyahiddenforce,shespoke。

"Littleboy,whoareyou?"

"I’mDavid。"

"David!Davidwho?Doyoulivehere?I’veseenyouherebefore。"

"Oh,yes,I’vebeenherequitealotoftimes。"Purposelytheboyevadedthequestions。Davidwasgettingtiredofquestions——especiallythesequestions。

"Andhaveyou——lostonedeartoyou,littleboy?"

"Lostsomeone?"

"Imean——isyourfatherormother——here?"

"Here?Oh,no,theyaren’there。Mymotherisanangel-mother,andmyfatherhasgonetothefarcountry。Heiswaitingformethere,youknow。"

"But,that’sthesame——thatis——"Shestoppedhelplessly,bewilderedeyesonDavid’ssereneface。Thensuddenlyagreatlightcametoherown。"Oh,littleboy,IwishIcouldunderstandthat——justthat,"shebreathed。"Itwouldmakeitsomucheasier——ifIcouldjustrememberthattheyaren’there——thatthey’reWAITING——overthere!"

ButDavidapparentlydidnothear。Hehadturnedandwasplayingsoftlyashewalkedaway。SilentlytheLadyinBlackknelt,listening,lookingafterhim。Whensherosesometimelaterandleftthecemetery,thelightonherfacewasstillthere,deeper,moreglorified。

Towardboysandgirls——especiallyboys——ofhisownage,Davidfrequentlyturnedwistfuleyes。Davidwantedafriend,afriendwhowouldknowandunderstand;afriendwhowouldseethingsashesawthem,whowouldunderstandwhathewassayingwhenheplayed。ItseemedtoDavidthatinsomeboyofhisownageheoughttofindsuchafriend。Hehadseenmanyboys——buthehadnotyetfoundthefriend。Davidhadbeguntothink,indeed,thatofallthesestrangebeingsinthisnewlifeofhis,boyswerethestrangest。

Theystaredandnudgedeachotherunpleasantlywhentheycameuponhimplaying。Theyjeeredwhenhetriedtotellthemwhathehadbeenplaying。TheyhadneverheardofthegreatOrchestraofLife,andtheyfellintomostdisconcertingfitsoflaughter,orelsebackedawayasifafraid,whenhetoldthemthattheythemselveswereinstrumentsinit,andthatiftheydidnotkeepthemselvesintune,therewassuretobeadiscordsomewhere。

Thenthereweretheirgamesandfrolics。Suchaswereplayedwithballs,bats,andbagsofbeans,Davidthoughthewouldlikeverymuch。Buttheboysonlyscoffedwhenheaskedthemtoteachhimhowtoplay。Theylaughedwhenadogchasedacat,andtheythoughtitvery,veryfunnywhenTony,theoldblackman,trippedonthestringtheydrewacrosshispath。Theylikedtothrowstonesandshootguns,andthemorecreeping,crawling,orflyingcreaturesthattheycouldsendtothefarcountry,thehappiertheywere,apparently。Nordidtheylikeitatallwhenheaskedthemiftheyweresureallthesecreeping,crawling,flyingcreatureswantedtoleavethisbeautifulworldandtobemadedead。Theysneeredandcalledhimasissy。Daviddidnotknowwhatasissywas;butfromthewaytheysaidit,hejudgeditmustbeevenworsetobeasissythantobeathief。

AndthenhediscoveredJoe。

Davidhadfoundhimselfinaverystrange,veryunlovelyneighborhoodthatafternoon。Thestreetwasfullofpapersandtincans,thehouseswereunspeakablyforlornwithsaggingblindsandlackofpaint。Untidywomenandblear-eyedmenleanedoverthedilapidatedfences,orlolledonmud-trackeddoorsteps。

David,hisshrinkingeyesturningfromonesidetotheother,passedslowlythroughthestreet,hisviolinunderhisarm。

NowherecouldDavidfindherethetiniestspotofbeautyto"play。"Hehadreachedquitethemostforlornlittleshantyonthestreetwhenthepromiseinhisfather’sletteroccurredtohim。Withasuddenlyilluminedface,heraisedhisviolintopositionandplungedintoaveritablewhirloftrillsandrunsandtrippingmelodies。

"IfIdidn’tjustentirelyforgetthatIdidn’tNEEDtoSEE

anythingbeautifultoplay,"laughedDavidsoftlytohimself。

"Why,it’salreadyrighthereinmyviolin!"

Davidhadpassedthetumble-downshanty,andwashesitatingwheretwostreetscrossed,whenhefeltalighttouchonhisarm。Heturnedtoconfrontasmallgirlinapatchedandfadedcalicodress,obviouslyoutgrown。Hereyeswerewideandfrightened。Inthemiddleofheroutstretcheddirtylittlepalmwasacoppercent。

"Ifyouplease,Joesentthis——toyou,"shefaltered。

"Tome?Whatfor?"Davidstoppedplayingandloweredhisviolin。

Thelittlegirlbackedawayperceptibly,thoughshestillheldoutthecoin。

"Hewantedyoutostayandplaysomemore。Hesaidtotellyouhe’d’a’sentmoremoneyifhecould。Buthedidn’thaveit。Hejusthadthiscent。"

David’seyesflewwideopen。

"YoumeanheWANTSmetoplay?Helikesit?"heaskedjoyfully。

"Yes。Hesaidheknew’twa’n’tmuch——thecent。Buthethoughtmaybeyou’dplayaLITTLEforit。"

"Play?OfcourseI’llplay"criedDavid。"Oh,no,Idon’twantthemoney,"headded,wavingtheagain-profferedcoinaside。"I

don’tneedmoneywhereI’mlivingnow。Whereishe——theonethatwantedmetoplay?"hefinishedeagerly。

"Intherebythewindow。It’sJoe。He’smybrother。"Thelittlegirl,inspiteofherevidentsatisfactionattheaccomplishmentofherpurpose,yetkeptquitealooffromtheboy。Nordidthefactthatherefusedthemoneyappeartobringheranythingbutuneasysurprise。

InthewindowDavidsawaboyapparentlyabouthisownage,aboywithsandyhair,palecheeks,andwide-open,curiouslyintentblueeyes。

"Ishecoming?Didyougethim?Willheplay?"calledtheboyatthewindoweagerly。

"Yes,I’mrighthere。I’mtheone。Can’tyouseetheviolin?

ShallIplayhereorcomein?"answeredDavid,notonewhitlesseagerly。

Thesmallgirlopenedherlipsasiftoexplainsomething;buttheboyinthewindowdidnotwait。

"Oh,comein。WILLyoucomein?"hecriedunbelievingly。"Andwillyoujustletmetouchit——thefiddle?Come!YouWILLcome?

See,thereisn’tanybodyhome,onlyjustBettyandme。"

"OfcourseIwill!"Davidfairlystumbledupthebrokenstepsinhisimpatiencetoreachthewide-opendoor。"Didyoulikeit——whatIplayed?AnddidyouknowwhatIwasplaying?Didyouunderstand?Couldyouseethecloud-boatsupinthesky,andmySilverLakedowninthevalley?Andcouldyouhearthebirds,andthewindsinthetrees,andthelittlebrooks?Couldyou?Oh,didyouunderstand?I’vesowantedtofindsomeonethatcould!ButI

wouldn’tthinkthatYOU——HERE——"Withagesture,andanexpressiononhisfacethatwereunmistakable,Davidcametoahelplesspause。

"There,Joe,what’dItellyou,"criedthelittlegirl,inahuskywhisper,dartingtoherbrother’sside。"Oh,whydidyoumakemegethimhere?Everybodysayshe’scrazyasaloon,and——"

Buttheboyreachedoutaquicklysilencinghand。Hisfacewascuriouslyalight,asiffromaninwardglow。Hiseyes,stillwidelyintent,werestaringstraightahead。

"Stop,Betty,wait,"hehushedher。"Maybe——IthinkIDO

understand。Boy,youmean——INSIDEofyou,youseethosethings,andthenyoutrytomakeyourfiddletellwhatyouareseeing。Isthatit?"

"Yes,yes,"criedDavid。"Oh,youDOunderstand。AndIneverthoughtyoucould。Ineverthoughtthatanybodycouldthatdidn’thaveanythingtolookatbuthim——butthesethings。"

"’Anythingbutthesetolookat’!"echoedtheboy,withasuddenanguishinhisvoice。"Anythingbutthese!IguessifIcouldseeANYTHING,Iwouldn’tmindWHATIsee!An’youwouldn’t,neither,ifyouwas——blind,likeme。"

"Blind!"Davidfellback。Faceandvoicewerefullofhorror。

"Youmeanyoucan’tsee——anything,withyoureyes?"

"Nothin’。"

"Oh!Ineversawanyoneblindbefore。Therewasoneinabook——butfathertookitaway。Sincethen,inbooksdownhere,I’vefoundothers——but——"

"Yes,yes。Well,nevermindthat,"cutintheblindboy,growingrestiveunderthepityintheother’svoice。"Play。Won’tyou?"

"ButhowareyouEVERgoingtoknowwhatabeautifulworlditis?"shudderedDavid。"Howcanyouknow?Andhowcanyoueverplayintune?You’reoneoftheinstruments。Fathersaideverybodywas。AndhesaideverybodywasplayingSOMETHINGallthetime;andifyoudidn’tplayintune——"

"Joe,Joe,please,"beggedthelittlegirl"Won’tyoulethimgo?

I’mafraid。Itoldyou——"

"Shucks,Betty!Hewon’thurtye,"laughedJoe,alittleirritably。ThentoDavidheturnedagainwithsomesharpness。

"Play,won’tye?YouSAIDyou’dplay!"

"Yes,oh,yes,I’llplay,"falteredDavid,bringinghisviolinhastilytoposition,andtestingthestringswithfingersthatshookalittle。

"There!"breathedJoe,settlingbackinhischairwithacontentedsigh。"Now,playitagain——whatyoudidbefore。"

ButDaviddidnotplaywhathedidbefore——atfirst。Therewerenoairycloud-boats,nofar-reachingsky,nobirds,ormurmuringforestbrooksinhismusicthistime。Therewereonlythepoverty-strickenroom,thedirtystreet,theboyaloneatthewindow,withhissightlesseyes——theboywhonever,neverwouldknowwhatabeautifulworldhelivedin。

ThensuddenlytoDavidcameanewthought。Thisboy,Joe,hadsaidbeforethatheunderstood。Hehadseemedtoknowthathewasbeingtoldofthesunnyskiesandtheforestwinds,thesingingbirdsandthebabblingbrooks。Perhapsagainnowhewouldunderstand。

Whatif,forthosesightlesseyes,onecouldcreateaworld?

PossiblyneverbeforehadDavidplayedasheplayedthen。Itwasasifuponthosefourquiveringstrings,hewaslayingthepurpleandgoldofathousandsunsets,theroseandamberofathousandsunrises,thegreenofaboundlessearth,theblueofaskythatreachedtoheavenitself——tomakeJoeunderstand。

"Gee!"breathedJoe,whenthemusiccametoanendwithacrashingchord。"Say,wa’n’tthatjustgreat?Won’tyouletme,please,justtouchthatfiddle?"AndDavid,lookingintotheblindboy’sexaltedface,knewthatJoehadindeed——understood。

CHAPTERX

THELADYOFTHEROSES

Itwasanewworld,indeed,thatDavidcreatedforJoeafterthat——aworldthathadtodowithentrancingmusicwhereoncewassilence;delightfulcompanionshipwhereoncewasloneliness;andtoothsomecookiesanddoughnutswhereoncewashunger。

TheWidowGlaspell,Joe’smother,workedoutbytheday,scrubbingandwashing;andJoe,perforce,waslefttothesomewhaterraticanddecidedlyunskillfulministrationsofBetty。

Bettywasnoworse,andnobetter,thananyotheruntaught,irresponsibletwelve-year-oldgirl,anditwasnottobeexpected,perhaps,thatshewouldcaretospendallthebrightsunnyhoursshutupwithhersorelyafflictedandsomewhatfretfulbrother。True,atnoonsheneverfailedtoappearandpreparesomethingthatpassedforadinnerforherselfandJoe。

ButtheGlaspelllarderwasfrequentlyalmostasemptyaswerethehungrystomachsthatlookedtoitforrefreshment;anditwouldhavetakenafarmoreskillfulcookthanwasthefly-awayBettytoevolveanythingfromitthatwaseitherpalatableorsatisfying。

WiththecomingofDavidintoJoe’slifeallthiswaschanged。

First,therewerethemusicandthecompanionship。Joe’sfatherhad"playedintheband"inhisyouth,and(accordingtotheWidowGlaspell)hadbeena"powerfulhandformusic。"Itwasfromhim,presumably,thatJoehadinheritedhispassionformelodyandharmony;anditwasnowonderthatDavidrecognizedsosoonintheblindboythespiritthatmadethemkin。AtthefirststrokeofDavid’sbow,indeed,thedingywallsaboutthemwouldcrumbleintonothingness,andtogetherthetwoboyswereoffinafairyworldoflovelinessandjoy。

NorwaslisteningalwaysJoe’spart。From"justtouching"theviolin——hisfirstlongingplea——hecametodrawingatimidbowacrossthestrings。Inanincrediblyshorttime,then,hewaspickingoutbitsofmelody;andbytheendofafortnightDavidhadbroughthisfather’sviolinforJoetopracticeon。

"Ican’tGIVEittoyou——notforkeeps,"Davidhadexplained,abittremulously,"becauseitwasdaddy’s,youknow;andwhenI

seeit,itseemsalmostasifIwasseeinghim。Butyoumaytakeit。Thenyoucanhaveitheretoplayonwheneveryoulike。"

Afterthat,inJoe’sownhandslaythepowertotransporthimselfintoanotherworld,forwiththeviolinforcompanyheknewnoloneliness。

NorwastheviolinallthatDavidbroughttothehouse。Therewerethedoughnutsandthecookies。VeryearlyinhisvisitsDavidhaddiscovered,muchtohissurprise,thatJoeandBettywereoftenhungry。

"Butwhydon’tyougodowntothestoreandbuysomething?"hehadqueriedatonce。

Uponbeingtoldthattherewasnomoneytobuywith,David’sfirstimpulsehadbeentobringseveralofthegold-piecesthenexttimehecame;butuponsecondthoughtsDaviddecidedthathedidnotdare。Hewasnotwishingtobecalledathiefasecondtime。Itwouldbebetter,heconcluded,tobringsomefoodfromthehouseinstead。

Inhismountainhomeeverythingthehouseaffordedinthewayoffoodhadalwaysbeenfreelygiventothefewstrangersthatfoundtheirwaytothecabindoor。SonowDavidhadnohesitationingoingtoMrs。Holly’spantryforsupplies,upontheoccasionofhisnextvisittoJoeGlaspell’s。

Mrs。Holly,comingintothekitchen,foundhimmergingfromthepantrywithbothhandsfullofcookiesanddoughnuts。

"Why,David,whatintheworlddoesthismean?"shedemanded。

"They’reforJoeandBetty,"smiledDavidhappily。

"ForJoeand——Butthosedoughnutsandcookiesdon’tbelongtoyou。They’remine!"

"Yes,Iknowtheyare。Itoldthemyouhadplenty,"noddedDavid。

"Plenty!WhatifIhave?"remonstratedMrs。Holly,ingrowingindignation。"Thatdoesn’tmeanthatyoucantake——"SomethinginDavid’sfacestoppedthewordshalf-spoken。

"Youdon’tmeanthatICAN’TtakethemtoJoeandBetty,doyou?

Why,Mrs。Holly,they’rehungry!JoeandBettyare。Theydon’thavehalfenoughtoeat。Bettysaidso。Andwe’vegotmorethanwewant。There’sfoodleftonthetableeveryday。Why,ifYOU

werehungry,wouldn’tyouwantsomebodytobring——"

ButMrs。Hollystoppedhimwithadespairinggesture。

"There,there,nevermind。Runalong。Ofcourseyoucantakethem。I’m——I’mGLADtohaveyou,"shefinished,inadesperateattempttodrivefromDavid’sfacethatlookofshockedincredulitywithwhichhewasstillregardingher。

NeveragaindidMrs。HollyattempttothwartDavid’sgenerositytotheGlaspells;butshedidtrytoregulateit。Shesawtoitthatthereafter,uponhisvisitstothehouse,hetookonlycertainthingsandacertainamount,andinvariablythingsofherownchoosing。

ButnotalwaystowardtheGlaspellshantydidDavidturnhissteps。Veryfrequentlyitwasinquiteanotherdirection。HehadbeenattheHollyfarmhousethreeweekswhenhefoundhisLadyoftheRoses。

Hehadpassedquitethroughthevillagethatday,andhadcometoaroadthatwasnewtohim。Itwasabeautifulroad,smooth,white,andfirm。Twohugegranitepoststoppedwithflamingnasturtiumsmarkedthepointwhereitturnedofffromthemainhighway。Beyondthese,asDavidsoonfound,itranbetweenwide-spreadinglawnsandfloweringshrubs,leadingupthegentleslopeofahill。Whereitledto,Daviddidnotknow,butheproceededunhesitatinglytotrytofindout。Forsometimeheclimbedtheslopeinsilence,hisviolin,mute,underhisarm;

butthewhiteroadstilllayintantalizingmysterybeforehimwhenaby-pathofferedthegreatertemptation,andluredhimtoexploreitscoolshadowydepthsinstead。

HadDavidbutknownit,hewasatSunny-crest,Hinsdale’sone"showplace,"thecountryhomeofitsonereallyrichresident,MissBarbaraHolbrook。Hadhealsobutknownit,MissHolbrookwasnotcelebratedforhergraciousnesstoanyvisitors,certainlynottothosewhoventuredtoapproachherotherwisethanbyaconventionalringatherfrontdoorbell。ButDaviddidnotknowallthis;andhethereforeveryhappilyfollowedtheshadypathuntilhecametotheWonderattheendofit。

TheWonder,inHinsdaleparlance,wasonlyMissHolbrook’sgarden,butinDavid’seyesitwasfairylandcometrue。Foronewholeminutehecouldonlystandlikeaveryordinarylittleboyandstare。Attheendoftheminutehebecamehimselfoncemore;

andbeinghimself,heexpressedhisdelightatonceintheonlywayheknewhowtodo——byraisinghisviolinandbeginningtoplay。

Hehadmeanttotellofthelimpidpoolandofthearchofthebridgeitreflected;oftheterracedlawnsandmarblesteps,andofthegleamingwhiteofthesculpturednymphsandfauns;ofthesplashesofgloriouscrimson,yellow,blush-pink,andsnowywhiteagainstthegreen,wheretherosesriotedinluxuriousbloom。Hehadmeant,also,totelloftheQueenRoseofthemall——thebeauteousladywithhairlikethegoldofsunrise,andagownliketheshimmerofthemoononwater——ofallthishehadmeanttotell;buthehadscarcelybeguntotellitatallwhentheBeauteousLadyoftheRosessprangtoherfeetandbecamesoverymuchlikeanangryyoungwomanwhoisseriouslydispleasedthatDavidcouldonlylowerhisviolinindismay。

"Why,boy,whatdoesthismean?"shedemanded。

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