The Pension Beaurepas

第2章

Mrs。Churchgavemeasmilewhichwasequivalenttoaconfession。"I

wishtoretainaLITTLE——justalittle。Surely,wehavedonesomuch,wemightrestawhile;wemightpause。Thatisallmyfeeling——

justtostopalittle,towait!Ihaveseensomanychanges。Iwishtodrawin,todrawin——toholdback,toholdback。"

"Youshouldn’tholdyourdaughterback!"Ianswered,laughingandgettingup。Igotup,notbywayofterminatingourinterview,forI

perceivedMrs。Church’sexpositionofherviewstobebynomeanscomplete,butinordertoofferachairtoMissAurora,whoatthismomentdrewnear。Shethankedmeandremainedstanding,butwithoutatfirst,asInoticed,meetinghermother’seye。

"Youhavebeenengagedwithyournewacquaintance,mydear?"thisladyinquired。

"Yes,mamma,dear,"saidtheyounggirl,gently。

"Doyoufindherveryedifying?"

Aurorawassilentamoment;thenshelookedathermother。"Idon’tknow,mamma;sheisveryfresh。"

Iventuredtoindulgeinarespectfullaugh。"Yourmotherhasanotherwordforthat。ButImustnot,"Iadded,"becrude。"

"Ah,vousm’envoulez?"inquiredMrs。Church。"AndyetIcan’tpretendIsaiditinjest。Ifeelittoomuch。Wehavebeenhavingalittlesocialdiscussion,"shesaidtoherdaughter。"Thereisstillsomuchtobesaid。""AndIwish,"shecontinued,turningtome,"thatIcouldgiveyouourpointofview。Don’tyouwish,Aurora,thatwecouldgivehimourpointofview?"

"Yes,mamma,"saidAurora。

"Weconsiderourselvesveryfortunateinourpointofview,don’twe,dearest?"mammademanded。

"Veryfortunate,indeed,mamma。"

"YouseewehaveacquiredaninsightintoEuropeanlife,"theelderladypursued。"WehaveourplaceatmanyaEuropeanfireside。Wefindsomuchtoesteem——somuchtoenjoy。Dowenot,mydaughter?"

"Soverymuch,mamma,"theyounggirlwenton,withasortofinscrutablesubmissiveness。Iwonderedatit;itofferedsostrangeacontrasttothemockingfreedomofhertonethenightbefore;butwhileIwonderedIwascarefulnottoletmyperplexitytakeprecedenceofmygoodmanners。

"Idon’tknowwhatyouladiesmayhavefoundatEuropeanfiresides,"

Isaid,"buttherecanbeverylittledoubtwhatyouhaveleftthere。"

Mrs。Churchgotup,toacknowledgemycompliment。"Wehavespentsomecharminghours。Andthatremindsmethatwehavejustnowsuchanoccasioninprospect。WearetocalluponsomeGenevesefriends——

thefamilyofthePasteurGalopin。TheyaretogowithustotheoldlibraryattheHoteldeVille,wheretherearesomeveryinterestingdocumentsoftheperiodoftheReformation;wearepromisedaglimpseofsomemanuscriptsofpoorServetus,theantagonistandvictim,youknow,ofCalvin。Here,ofcourse,onecanonlyspeakofCalvinunderone’sbreath,butsomeday,whenwearemoreprivate,"andMrs。

Churchlookedroundtheroom,"Iwillgiveyoumyviewofhim。I

thinkithasatouchoforiginality。Auroraisfamiliarwith,areyounot,mydaughter,familiarwithmyviewofCalvin?"

"Yes,mamma,"saidAurora,withdocility,whilethetwoladieswenttopreparefortheirvisittothePasteurGalopin。

CHAPTERVI。

"Shehasdemandedanewlamp;Itoldyoushewould!"ThiscommunicationwasmademebyMadameBeaurepasacoupleofdayslater。

"Andshehasaskedforanewtapisdelit,andshehasrequestedmetoprovideCelestinewithapairoflightshoes。Itoldherthat,asageneralthing,cooksarenotshodwithsatin。ThatpoorCelestine!"

"Mrs。Churchmaybeexacting,"Isaid,"butsheisacleverlittlewoman。"

"Aladywhopaysbutfivefrancsandahalfshouldn’tbetooclever。

C’estdeplace。Idon’tlikethetype。"

"WhattypedoyoucallMrs。Church’s?"

"MonDieu,"saidMadameBeaurepas,"c’estunedecesmamanscommevousenavez,quipromenentleurfille。"

"Sheistryingtomarryherdaughter?Idon’tthinkshe’softhatsort。"

ButMadameBeaurepasshrewdlyheldtoheridea。"Sheistryingitinherownway;shedoesitveryquietly。Shedoesn’twantanAmerican;

shewantsaforeigner。Andshewantsamariserieux。ButsheistravellingoverEuropeinsearchofone。Shewouldlikeamagistrate。"

"Amagistrate?"

"Agrosbonnetofsomekind;aprofessororadeputy。"

"Iamverysorryforthepoorgirl,"Isaid,laughing。

"Youneedn’tpityhertoomuch;she’saslything。"

"Ah,forthat,no!"Iexclaimed。"She’sacharminggirl。"

MadameBeaurepasgaveanelderlygrin。"Shehashookedyou,eh?Butthemotherwon’thaveyou。"

Idevelopedmyidea,withoutheedingthisinsinuation。"She’sacharminggirl,butsheisalittleodd。It’sanecessityofherposition。Sheislesssubmissivetohermotherthanshehastopretendtobe。That’sinself-defence;it’stomakeherlifepossible。"

"Shewishestogetawayfromhermother,"continuedMadameBeaurepas。

"Shewishestocourirleschamps。"

"ShewishestogotoAmerica,hernativecountry。"

"Precisely。Andshewillcertainlygo。"

"Ihopeso!"Irejoined。

"Somefinemorning——orevening——shewillgooffwithayoungman;

probablywithayoungAmerican。"

"Allonsdonc!"saidI,withdisgust。

"ThatwillbequiteAmericaenough,"pursuedmycynicalhostess。"I

havekeptaboarding-houseforfortyyears。Ihaveseenthattype。"

"Havesuchthingsasthathappenedchezvous?"Iasked。

"Everythinghashappenedchezmoi。Butnothinghashappenedmorethanonce。Thereforethiswon’thappenhere。Itwillbeatthenextplacetheygoto,orthenext。Besides,herethereisnoyoungAmericanpourlapartie——noneexceptyou,Monsieur。Youaresusceptible,butyouaretooreasonable。"

"It’sluckyforyouIamreasonable,"Ianswered。"It’sthankstothatfactthatyouescapeascolding!"

Onemorning,aboutthistime,insteadofcomingbacktobreakfastatthepension,aftermylecturesattheAcademy,Iwenttopartakeofthismealwithafellow-student,atanancienteating-houseinthecollegiatequarter。Onseparatingfrommyfriend,ItookmywayalongthatcharmingpublicwalkknowninGenevaastheTreille,ashadyterrace,ofimmenseelevation,overhangingaportionofthelowertown。Therearespreadingtreesandwell-wornbenches,andoverthetilesandchimneysofthevillebassethereisaviewofthesnow-crestedAlps。Ontheotherside,asyouturnyourbacktotheview,thepromenadeisoverlookedbyarowoftall,sober-facedhotels,thedwellingsofthelocalaristocracy。Iwasveryfondoftheplace,andoftenresortedtoittostimulatemysenseofthepicturesque。Presently,asIlingeredthereonthisoccasion,I

becameawarethatagentlemanwasseatednotfarfromwhereIstood,withhisbacktotheAlpinechain,whichthismorningwasbrilliantanddistinct,andanewspaper,unfolded,inhislap。Hewasnotreading,however;hewasstaringbeforehimingloomycontemplation。

Idon’tknowwhetherIrecognisedfirstthenewspaperoritsproprietor;one,ineithercase,wouldhavehelpedmetoidentifytheother。OnewastheNewYorkHerald;theother,ofcourse,wasMr。

Ruck。AsIdrewnearer,hetransferredhiseyesfromthestony,high-featuredmasksofthegrayoldhousesontheothersideoftheterrace,andIknewbytheexpressionofhisfacejusthowhehadbeenfeelingaboutthesedistinguishedabodes。Hehadmadeuphismindthattheirproprietorswereadusky,narrow-minded,unsociablecompany;plungingtheirrootsintoasuperfluouspast。I

endeavoured,therefore,asIsatdownbesidehim,tosuggestsomethingmoreimpersonal。

"That’sabeautifulviewoftheAlps,"Iobserved。

"Yes,"saidMr。Ruck,withoutmoving,"I’veexaminedit。Finething,initsway——finething。Beautiesofnature——thatsortofthing。Wecameuponpurposetolookatit。"

"Yourladies,then,havebeenwithyou?"

"Yes;theyarejustwalkinground。They’reawfullyrestless。TheykeepsayingI’mrestless,butI’masquietasasleepingchildtothem。Ittakes,"headdedinamoment,drily,"theformofshopping。"

"Aretheyshoppingnow?"

"Well,iftheyain’t,they’retryingto。Theytoldmetosithereawhile,andthey’djustwalkround。Igenerallyknowwhatthatmeans。

Butthat’stheprincipalinterestforladies,"headded,retractinghisirony。"Wethoughtwe’dcomeuphereandseethecathedral;Mrs。

Churchseemedtothinkitadeadlossthatweshouldn’tseethecathedral,especiallyaswehadn’tseenmanyyet。AndIhadtocomeuptothebanker’sanyway。Well,wecertainlysawthecathedral。I

don’tknowasweareanythebetterforit,andIdon’tknowasI

shouldknowitagain。Butwesawit,anyway。Idon’tknowasI

shouldwanttogothereregularly;butIsupposeitwillgiveus,inconversation,akindofholdonMrs。Church,eh?Iguesswewantsomethingofthatkind。Well,"Mr。Ruckcontinued,"Isteppedinatthebanker’stoseeiftherewasn’tsomething,andtheyhandedmeoutaHerald。"

"IhopetheHeraldisfullofgoodnews,"Isaid。

"Can’tsayitis。D-dbadnews。"

"Political,"Iinquired,"orcommercial?"

"Oh,hangpolitics!It’sbusiness,sir。Thereain’tanybusiness。

It’sallgoneto,"——andMr。Ruckbecameprofane。"Ninefailuresinoneday。Whatdoyousay-tothat?"

"Ihopetheyhaven’tinjuredyou,"Isaid。

"Well,theyhaven’thelpedmemuch。Somanyhousesonfire,that’sall。Iftheyhappentotakeplaceinyourownstreet,theydon’tincreasethevalueofyourproperty。Whenminecatches,Isupposethey’llwriteandtellme——oneofthesedays,whenthey’vegotnothingelsetodo。Ididn’tgetablessedletterthismorning;I

supposetheythinkI’mhavingsuchagoodtimeoverhereit’sapitytodisturbme。IfIcouldattendtobusinessforabouthalfanhour,I’dfindoutsomething。ButIcan’t,andit’snousetalking。Thestateofmyhealthwasneversounsatisfactoryasitwasaboutfiveo’clockthismorning。"

"Iamverysorrytohearthat,"Isaid,"andIrecommendyoustronglynottothinkofbusiness。"

"Idon’t,"Mr。Ruckreplied。"I’mthinkingofcathedrals;I’mthinkingofthebeautiesofnature。Come,"hewenton,turningroundonthebenchandleaninghiselbowontheparapet,"I’llthinkofthosemountainsoverthere;theyAREpretty,certainly。Can’tyougetoverthere?"

"Overwhere?"

"Overtothosehills。Don’ttheyrunatrainrightup?"

"YoucangotoChamouni,"Isaid。"YoucangotoGrindelwaldandZermattandfiftyotherplaces。Youcan’tgobyrail,butyoucandrive。"

"Allright,we’lldrive——andnotinaone-horseconcern,either。

Yes,Chamouniisoneoftheplacesweputdown。IhopethereareafewniceshopsinChamouni。"Mr。Ruckspokewithacertainquickenedemphasis,andinatonemoreexplicitlyhumorousthanhecommonlyemployed。Ithoughthewasexcited,andyethehadnottheappearanceofexcitement。Helookedlikeamanwhohassimplytaken,inthefaceofdisaster,asudden,somewhatimaginative,resolutionnotto"worry。"Hepresentlytwistedhimselfaboutonhisbenchagainandbegantowatchforhiscompanions。"Well,theyAREwalkinground,"heresumed;"Iguessthey’vehitonsomething,somewhere。

Andthey’vegotacarriagewaitingoutsideofthatarchwaytoo。Theyseemtodoabigbusinessinarchwayshere,don’tthey。Theyliketohaveacarriagetocarryhomethethings——thoseladiesofmine。Thenthey’resurethey’vegotthem。"Theladies,afterthis,todothemjustice,werenotverylonginappearing。Theycametowardus,fromunderthearchwaytowhichMr。Ruckhadsomewhatinvidiouslyalluded,slowlyandwitharatherexhaustedstepandexpression。Mycompanionlookedatthemamoment,astheyadvanced。"They’retired,"hesaidsoftly。"Whenthey’retired,likethat,it’sveryexpensive。"

"Well,"saidMrs。Ruck,"I’mgladyou’vehadsomecompany。"Herhusbandlookedather,insilence,throughnarrowedeyelids,andI

suspectedthatthisgraciousobservationonthelady’spartwaspromptedbyarestlessconscience。

MissSophyglancedatmewithherlittlestraightforwardairofdefiance。"ItwouldhavebeenmoreproperifWEhadhadthecompany。

Whydidn’tyoucomeafterus,insteadofsittingthere?"sheaskedofMr。Ruck’scompanion。

"Iwastoldbyyourfather,"Iexplained,"thatyouwereengagedinsacredrites。"MissRuckwasnotgracious,thoughIdoubtwhetheritwasbecauseherconsciencewasbetterthanhermother’s。

"Well,foragentlemanthereisnothingsosacredasladies’

society,"repliedMissRuck,inthemannerofapersonaccustomedtogivingneatretorts。

"IsupposeyourefertotheCathedral,"saidhermother。"Well,I

mustsay,wedidn’tgobackthere。Idon’tknowwhatitmaybeofaSunday,butitgavemeachill。"

"Wediscoveredtheloveliestlittlelace-shop,"observedtheyounggirl,withaserenitythatwassuperiortobravado。

Herfatherlookedatherawhile;thenturnedaboutagain,leaningontheparapet,andgazedawayatthe"hills。"

"Well,itwascertainlycheap,"saidMrs。Ruck,alsocontemplatingtheAlps。

"WearegoingtoChamouni,"saidherhusband。"Youhaven’tanyoccasionforlaceatChamouni。"

"Well,I’mgladtohearyouhavedecidedtogosomewhere,"rejoinedhiswife。"Idon’twanttobeafixtureataboarding-house。"

"Youcanwearlaceanywhere,"saidMissRuck,"ifyoupatitonright。That’sthegreatthing,withlace。Idon’tthinktheyknowhowtowearlaceinEurope。IknowhowImeantowearmine;butI

meantokeepittillIgethome。"

Herfathertransferredhismelancholygazetoherelaborately-

appointedlittleperson;therewasagreatdealofverynew-lookingdetailinMissRuck’sappearance。Then,inatoneofvoicequiteoutofconsonancewithhisfacialdespondency,"Haveyoupurchasedagreatdeal?"heinquired。

"Ihavepurchasedenoughforyoutomakeafussabout。"

"Hecan’tmakeafussaboutthat,"saidMrs。Ruck。

"Well,you’llsee!"declaredtheyounggirlwithalittlesharplaugh。

Butherfatherwenton,inthesametone:"Haveyougotitinyourpocket?Whydon’tyouputiton——whydon’tyouhangitroundyou?"

"I’llhangitroundYOU,ifyoudon’tlookout!"criedMissSophy。

"Don’tyouwanttoshowittothisgentleman?"Mr。Ruckcontinued。

"Mercy,howyoudotalkaboutthatlace!"saidhiswife。

"Well,Iwanttobelively。There’severyreasonforit;we’regoingtoChamouni。"

"You’rerestless;that’swhat’sthematterwithyou。"AndMrs。Ruckgotup。

"No,Iain’t,"saidherhusband。"Ineverfeltsoquiet;Ifeelaspeacefulasalittlechild。"

Mrs。Ruck,whohadnosensewhateverofhumour,lookedatherdaughterandatme。"Well,Ihopeyou’llimprove,"shesaid。

"Sendinthebills,"Mr。Ruckwenton,risingtohisfeet。"Don’thesitate,Sophy。Idon’tcarewhatyoudonow。Inforapenny,inforapound。"

MissRuckjoinedhermother,withalittletossofherhead,andwefollowedtheladiestothecarriage。"Inyourplace,"saidMissSophytoherfather,"Iwouldn’ttalksomuchaboutpenniesandpoundsbeforestrangers。"

PoorMr。Ruckappearedtofeeltheforceofthisobservation,which,intheconsciousnessofamanwhohadneverbeen"mean,"couldhardlyfailtostrikearesponsivechord。Hecolouredalittle,andhewassilent;hiscompanionsgotintotheirvehicle,thefrontseatofwhichwasadornedwithalargeparcel。Mr。Ruckgavetheparcelalittlepokewithhisumbrella,andthen,turningtomewitharathergrimlypenitentialsmile,"Afterall,"hesaid,"fortheladiesthat’stheprincipalinterest。"

CHAPTERVII。

OldM。Pigeonneauhadmorethanonceproposedtometotakeawalk,butIhadhithertobeenunabletorespondtosoalluringaninvitation。Itbefell,however,oneafternoon,thatIperceivedhimgoingforthuponadesultorystroll,withacertainlonesomenessofdemeanourthatattractedmysympathy。Ihastilyovertookhim,andpassedmyhandintohisvenerablearm,aproceedingwhichproducedinthegoodoldmansojovialasenseofcomradeshipthatheardentlyproposedweshouldbendourstepstotheEnglishGarden;nolocalitylessfestivewasworthyoftheoccasion。TotheEnglishGarden,accordingly,wewent;itlaybeyondthebridge,besidethelake。Itwasveryprettyandveryanimated;therewasabandplayinginthemiddle,andaconsiderablenumberofpersonssittingunderthesmalltrees,onbenchesandlittlechairs,orstrollingbesidethebluewater。Wejoinedthestrollers,weobservedourcompanions,andconversedonobvioustopics。Someoftheselast,ofcourse,weretheprettywomenwhoembellishedthescene,andwho,inthelightofM。

Pigeonneau’scomprehensivecriticism,appearedsurprisinglynumerous。

Heseemedbentuponourmakingupourmindsastowhichwastheprettiest,andasthiswasaninnocentgameIconsentedtoplayatit。

SuddenlyM。Pigeonneaustopped,pressingmyarmwiththeliveliestemotion。"Lavoila,lavoila,theprettiest!"hequicklymurmured,"comingtowardus,inabluedress,withtheother。"ItwasattheotherIwaslooking,fortheother,tomysurprise,wasourinterestingfellow-pensioner,thedaughterofavigilantmother。M。

Pigeonneau,meanwhile,hadredoubledhisexclamations;hehadrecognisedMissSophyRuck。"Oh,labellerencontre,nosaimablesconvives;theprettiestgirlintheworld,ineffect!"

Weimmediatelygreetedandjoinedtheyoungladies,who,likeourselves,werewalkingarminarmandenjoyingthescene。

"IwascitingyouwithadmirationtomyfriendevenbeforeIhadrecognisedyou,"saidM。PigeonneautoMissRuck。

"Idon’tbelieveinFrenchcompliments,"remarkedthisyounglady,presentingherbacktothesmilingoldman。

"AreyouandMissRuckwalkingalone?"Iaskedofhercompanion。

"YouhadbetteracceptofM。Pigeonneau’sgallantprotection,andofmine。"

AuroraChurchhadtakenherhandoutofMissRuck’sarm;shelookedatme,smiling,withherheadalittleinclined,while,uponhershoulder,shemadeheropenparasolrevolve。"Whichismostimproper——towalkaloneortowalkwithgentlemen?Iwishtodowhatismostimproper。"

"Whatmysteriouslogicgovernsyourconduct?"Iinquired。

"Hethinksyoucan’tunderstandhimwhenhetalkslikethat,"saidMissRuck。"ButIdounderstandyou,always!"

"SoIhavealwaysventuredtohope,mydearMissRuck。"

"Well,ifIdidn’t,itwouldn’tbemuchloss,"rejoinedthisyounglady。

"Allons,enmarche!"criedM。Pigeonneau,smilingstill,andundiscouragedbyherinhumanity。"Letasmaketogetherthetourofthegarden。"AndheimposedhissocietyuponMissRuckwitharespectful,elderlygracewhichwasevidentlyunabletoseeanythinginherreluctancebutmodesty,andwassublimelyconsciousofamissiontoplacemodestyatitsease。Thisill-assortedcouplewalkedinfront,whileAuroraChurchandIstrolledalongtogether。

"Iamsurethisismoreimproper,"saidmycompanion;"thisisdelightfullyimproper。Idon’tsaythatasacomplimenttoyou,"sheadded。"Iwouldsayittoanyman,nomatterhowstupid。"

"Oh,Iamverystupid,"Ianswered,"butthisdoesn’tseemtomewrong。"

"Notforyou,no;onlyforme。Thereisnothingthatamancandothatiswrong,isthere?Enmorale,youknow,Imean。Ah,yes,hecansteal;butIthinkthereisnothingelse,isthere?"

"Idon’tknow。Onedoesn’tknowthosethingsuntilafteronehasdonethem。Thenoneisenlightened。"

"Andyoumeanthatyouhaveneverbeenenlightened?Youmakeyourselfoutverygood。"

"Thatisbetterthanmakingone’sselfoutbad,asyoudo。"

Theyounggirlglancedatmeamoment,andthen,withhercharmingsmile,"That’soneoftheconsequencesofafalseposition。"

"Isyourpositionfalse?"Iinquired,smilingtooatthislargeformula。

"Distinctlyso。"

"Inwhatway?"

"Oh,ineveryway。Forinstance,Ihavetopretendtobeajeunefille。Iamnotajeunefille;noAmericangirlisajeunefille;anAmericangirlisanintelligent,responsiblecreature。Ihavetopretendtobeveryinnocent,butIamnotveryinnocent。"

"Youdon’tpretendtobeveryinnocent;youpretendtobe——whatshallIcallit?——verywise。"

"That’snopretence。Iamwise。"

"YouarenotanAmericangirl,"Iventuredtoobserve。

Mycompanionalmoststopped,lookingatme;therewasalittleflushinhercheek。"Voila!"shesaid。"There’smyfalseposition。I

wanttobeanAmericangirl,andI’mnot。"

"Doyouwantmetotellyou?"Iwenton。"AnAmericangirlwouldn’ttalkasyouaretalkingnow。"

"Pleasetellme,"saidAuroraChurch,withexpressiveeagerness。

"Howwouldshetalk?"

"Ican’ttellyouallthethingsanAmericangirlwouldsay,butI

thinkIcantellyouthethingsshewouldn’tsay。Shewouldn’treasonoutherconduct,asyouseemtometodo。"

Auroragavemethemostflatteringattention。"Isee。Shewouldbesimpler。Todoverysimplethingsthatarenotatallsimple——thatistheAmericangirl!"

Ipermittedmyselfasmallexplosionofhilarity。"Idon’tknowwhetheryouareaFrenchgirl,orwhatyouare,"Isaid,"butyouareverywitty。"

"Ah,youmeanthatIstrikefalsenotes!"criedAuroraChurch,sadly。

"That’sjustwhatIwanttoavoid。Iwishyouwouldalwaystellme。"

TheconversationalunionbetweenMissRuckandherneighbour,infrontofus,hadevidentlynotbecomeacloseone。Theyoungladysuddenlyturnedroundtouswithaquestion:"Don’tyouwantsomeice-cream?"

"SHEdoesn’tstrikefalsenotes,"Imurmured。

Therewasakindofpavilionorkiosk,whichservedasacafe,andatwhichthedelicaciesprocurableatsuchanestablishmentweredispensed。MissRuckpointedtothelittlegreentablesandchairswhichweresetoutonthegravel;M。Pigeonneau,flutteringwithasenseofdissipation,secondedtheproposal,andwepresentlysatdownandgaveourordertoanimbleattendant。ImanagedagaintoplacemyselfnexttoAuroraChurch;ourcompanionswereontheothersideofthetable。

Myneighbourwasdelightedwithoursituation。"Thisisbestofall,"shesaid。"IneverbelievedIshouldcometoacafewithtwostrangemen!Now,youcan’tpersuademethisisn’twrong。"

"Tomakeitwrongweoughttoseeyourmothercomingdownthatpath。"

"Ah,mymothermakeseverythingwrong,"saidtheyounggirl,attackingwithalittlespoonintheshapeofaspadetheapexofapinkice。Andthenshereturnedtoherideaofamomentbefore:

"Youmustpromisetotellme——towarnmeinsomeway——wheneverI

strikeafalsenote。Youmustgivealittlecough,likethat——ahem!"

"Youwillkeepmeverybusy,andpeoplewillthinkIaminaconsumption。"

"Voyons,"shecontinued,"whyhaveyounevertalkedtomemore?Isthatafalsenote?Whyhaven’tyoubeen’attentive?’That’swhatAmericangirlscallit;that’swhatMissRuckcallsit。"

Iassuredmyselfthatourcompanionswereoutofearshot,andthatMissRuckwasmuchoccupiedwithalargevanillacream。"Becauseyouarealwaysentwinedwiththatyounglady。Thereisnogettingnearyou。"

Auroralookedatherfriendwhilethelatterdevotedherselftoherice。"YouwonderwhyIlikehersomuch,Isuppose。Sodoesmamma;

elles’yperd。Idon’tlikeherparticularly;jen’ensuispasfolle。Butshegivesmeinformation;shetellsmeaboutAmerica。

Mammahasalwaystriedtopreventmyknowinganythingaboutit,andI

amallthemorecurious。AndthenMissRuckisveryfresh。"

"ImaynotbesofreshasMissRuck,"Isaid,"butinfuture,whenyouwantinformation,Irecommendyoutocometomeforit。"

"OurfriendofferstotakemetoAmerica;sheinvitesmetogobackwithher,tostaywithher。Youcouldn’tdothat,couldyou?"Andtheyounggirllookedatmeamoment。"Bon,afalsenoteIcanseeitbyyourface;youremindmeofamaitredepiano。"

"Youoverdothecharacter——thepoorAmericangirl,"Isaid。"Areyougoingtostaywiththatdelightfulfamily?"

"Iwillgoandstaywithanyonethatwilltakemeoraskme。It’sarealnostalgie。ShesaysthatinNewYork——inThirty-SeventhStreet——

Ishouldhavethemostlovelytime。"

"Ihavenodoubtyouwouldenjoyit。"

"Absolutelibertytobeginwith。"

"Itseemstomeyouhaveacertainlibertyhere,"Irejoined。

"Ah,THIS?Oh,Ishallpayforthis。Ishallbepunishedbymamma,andIshallbelecturedbyMadameGalopin。"

"Thewifeofthepasteur?"

"Hisdigneepouse。MadameGalopin,formamma,istheincarnationofEuropeanopinion。That’swhatvexesmewithmamma,herthinkingsomuchofpeoplelikeMadameGalopin。GoingtoseeMadameGalopin——

mammacallsthatbeinginEuropeansociety。Europeansociety!I’msosickofthatexpression;IhavehearditsinceIwassixyearsold。WhoisMadameGalopin——whothinksanythingofherhere?Sheisnobody;sheisperfectlythird-rate。IfIlikeAmericabetterthanmamma,IalsoknowEuropebetter。"

"Butyourmother,certainly,"Iobjected,atrifletimidly,formyyoungladywasexcited,andhadacharminglittlepassioninhereye——

"yourmotherhasagreatmanysocialrelationsallovertheContinent。"

"Shethinksso,buthalfthepeopledon’tcareforus。Theyarenotsogoodaswe,andtheyknowit——I’lldothemthatjustice——andtheywonderwhyweshouldcareforthem。Whenwearepolitetothem,theythinkthelessofus;thereareplentyofpeoplelikethat。Mammathinkssomuchofthemsimplybecausetheyareforeigners。IfI

couldtellyouallthedull,stupid,second-ratepeopleIhavehadtotalkto,fornobetterreasonthanthattheyweredeleurpays!——

Germans,French,Italians,Turks,everything。WhenIcomplain,mammaalwayssaysthatatanyrateit’spracticeinthelanguage。AndshemakessomuchoftheEnglish,too;Idon’tknowwhatthat’spracticein。"

BeforeIhadtimetosuggestanhypothesis,asregardsthislatterpoint,Isawsomethingthatmademerise,withacertainsolemnity,frommychair。ThiswasnothinglessthantheneatlittlefigureofMrs。Church——aperfectmodelofthefemmecommeilfaut——approachingourtablewithanimpatientstep,andfollowedmostunexpectedlyinheradvancebythepre-eminentformofMr。Ruck。Shehadevidentlycomeinquestofherdaughter,andifshehadcommandedthisgentleman’sattendance,ithadbeenonnosoftergroundthanthatofhisunenviedpaternitytoherguiltychild’saccomplice。Mymovementhadgiventhealarm,andAuroraChurchandM。Pigeonneaugotup;MissRuckalonedidnot,inthelocalphrase,derangeherself。Mrs。

Church,beneathhermodestlittlebonnet,lookedveryserious,butnotatallfluttered;shecamestraighttoherdaughter,whoreceivedherwithasmile,andthenshelookedallroundattherestofus,veryfixedlyandtranquilly,withoutbowing。Imustdoboththeseladiesthejusticetomentionthatneitherofthemmadetheleastlittle"scene。"

"Ihavecomeforyou,dearest,"saidthemother。

"Yes,dearmamma。"

"Comeforyou——comeforyou,"Mrs。Churchrepeated,lookingdownattherelicsofourlittlefeast。"IwasobligedtoaskMr。Ruck’sassistance。Iwaspuzzled;Ithoughtalongtime。"

"Well,Mrs。Church,Iwasgladtoseeyoupuzzledonceinyourlife!"

saidMr。Ruck,withfriendlyjocosity。"Butyoucameprettystraightforallthat。Ihadhardworktokeepupwithyou。"

"Wewilltakeacab,Aurora,"Mrs。Churchwenton,withoutheedingthispleasantry——"aclosedone。Come,mydaughter。"

"Yes,dearmamma。"Theyounggirlwasblushing,yetshewasstillsmiling;shelookedroundatusall,and,ashereyesmetmine,I

thoughtshewasbeautiful。"Good-bye,"shesaidtous。"IhavehadaLOVELYTIME。"

"Wemustnotlinger,"saidhermother;"itisfiveo’clock。Wearetodine,youknow,withMadameGalopin。"

"Ihadquiteforgotten,"Auroradeclared。"Thatwillbecharming。"

"Doyouwantmetoassistyoutocarryherback,maam?"askedMr。

Ruck。

Mrs。Churchhesitatedamoment,withherserenelittlegaze。"Doyouprefer,then,toleaveyourdaughtertofinishtheeveningwiththesegentlemen?"

Mr。Ruckpushedbackhishatandscratchedthetopofhishead。

"Well,Idon’tknow。Howwouldyoulikethat,Sophy?"

"Well,Inever!"exclaimedSophy,asMrs。Churchmarchedoffwithherdaughter。

CHAPTERVIII。

IhadhalfexpectedthatMrs。ChurchwouldmakemefeeltheweightofherdisapprovalofmyownshareinthatlittleactofrevelryintheEnglishGarden。Butshemaintainedherclaimtobeingahighlyreasonablewoman——Icouldnotbutadmirethejusticeofthispretension——byrecognisingmyirresponsibility。IhadtakenherdaughterasIfoundher,whichwas,accordingtoMrs。Church’sview,inaveryequivocalposition。Thenaturalinstinctofayoungman,insuchasituation,isnottoprotestbuttoprofit;anditwascleartoMrs。ChurchthatIhadhadnothingtodowithMissAurora’sappearinginpublicundertheinsufficientchaperonageofMissRuck。

Besides,shelikedtoconverse,andsheapparentlydidmethehonourtobelievethatofallthemembersofthePensionBeaurepasIhadthemostcultivatedunderstanding。IfoundherinthesalonacoupleofeveningsaftertheincidentIhavejustnarrated,andIapproachedherwithaviewofmakingmypeacewithher,ifthisshouldprovenecessary。ButMrs。ChurchwasasgraciousasIcouldhavedesired;

sheputhermarkerintoherbook,andfoldedherplumplittlehandsonthecover。ShemadenospecificallusiontotheEnglishGarden;

sheembarked,rather,uponthosegeneralconsiderationsinwhichherrefinedintellectwassomuchathome。

"Alwaysatyourstudies,Mrs。Church,"Iventuredtoobserve。

"Quevoulez-vous?Tosaystudiesistosaytoomuch;onedoesn’tstudyintheparlourofaboarding-house。ButIdowhatIcan;I

havealwaysdonewhatIcan。ThatisallIhaveeverclaimed。"

"Noonecandomore,andyouseemtohavedoneagreatdeal。"

"Doyouknowmysecret?"sheasked,withanairofbrighteningconfidence。Andshepausedamomentbeforesheimpartedhersecret——

"TocareonlyfortheBEST!Todothebest,toknowthebest——tohave,todesire,torecognise,onlythebest。That’swhatIhavealwaysdone,inmyquietlittleway。IhavegonethroughEuropeonmydevotedlittleerrand,seeking,seeing,heeding,onlythebest。

Andithasnotbeenformyselfalone;ithasbeenformydaughter。

Mydaughterhashadthebest。Wearenotrich,butIcansaythat。"

"Shehashadyou,madam,"Irejoinedfinely。

"Certainly,suchasIam,Ihavebeendevoted。Wehavegotsomethingeverywhere;alittlehere,alittlethere。That’stherealsecret——

togetsomethingeverywhere;youalwayscanifyouaredevoted。

Sometimesithasbeenalittlemusic,sometimesalittledeeperinsightintothehistoryofart;everylittlecountsyouknow。

Sometimesithasbeenjustaglimpse,aview,alovelylandscape,animpression。Wehavealwaysbeenonthelook-out。Sometimesithasbeenavaluedfriendship,adelightfulsocialtie。"

"Herecomesthe’Europeansociety,’thepoordaughter’sbugbear,"I

saidtomyself。"Certainly,"Iremarkedaloud——Iadmit,ratherperversely——"ifyouhavelivedagreatdealinpensions,youmusthavegotacquaintedwithlotsofpeople。"

Mrs。Churchdroppedhereyesamoment;andthen,withconsiderablegravity,"IthinktheEuropeanpensionsysteminmanyrespectsremarkable,andinsomesatisfactory。Butofthefriendshipsthatwehaveformed,fewhavebeencontractedinestablishmentsofthiskind。"

"Iamsorrytohearthat!"Isaid,laughing。

"Idon’tsayitforyou,thoughImightsayitforsomeothers。WehavebeeninterestedinEuropeanhomes。"

"Oh,Isee!"

"WehavetheentreeoftheoldGenevesesocietyIlikeitstone。I

preferittothatofMr。Ruck,"addedMrs。Church,calmly;"tothatofMrs。RuckandMissRuck——ofMissRuckespecially。"

"Ah,thepoorRuckshaven’tanytoneatall,"Isaid"Don’ttakethemmoreseriouslythantheytakethemselves。"

"Tellmethis,"mycompanionrejoined,"aretheyfairexamples?"

"Examplesofwhat?"

"OfourAmericantendencies。"

"’Tendencies’isabigword,dearlady;tendenciesaredifficulttocalculate。Andyoushouldn’tabusethosegoodRucks,whohavebeenverykindtoyourdaughter。TheyhaveinvitedhertogoandstaywiththeminThirty-SeventhStreet。"

"Aurorahastoldme。Itmightbeveryserious。"

"Itmightbeverydroll,"Isaid。

"Tome,"declaredMrs。Church,"itissimplyterrible。IthinkweshallhavetoleavethePensionBeaurepas。IshallgobacktoMadameChamousset。"

"OnaccountoftheRucks?"Iasked。

"Pray,whydon’ttheygothemselves?Ihavegiventhemsomeexcellentaddresses——writtendowntheveryhoursofthetrains。TheyweregoingtoAppenzell;Ithoughtitwasarranged。"

"TheytalkofChamouninow,"Isaid;"buttheyareveryhelplessandundecided。"

"IwillgivethemsomeChamouniaddresses。Mrs。Ruckwillsendachaiseaporteurs;Iwillgiveherthenameofamanwholetsthemlowerthanyougetthematthehotels。AfterthattheyMUSTgo。"

"Well,Idoubt,"Iobserved,"whetherMr。RuckwilleverreallybeseenontheMerdeGlace——inahighhat。He’snotlikeyou;hedoesn’tvaluehisEuropeanprivileges。Hetakesnointerest。HeregretsWallStreet,acutely。Ashiswifesays,heisveryrestless,buthehasnocuriosityaboutChamouni。Soyoumustnotdependtoomuchontheeffectofyouraddresses。"

"Isitafrequenttype?"askedMrs。Church,withanairofself-

control。

"Iamafraidso。Mr。Ruckisabroken-downmanofbusiness。Heisbrokendowninhealth,andIsuspectheisbrokendowninfortune。

Hehasspenthiswholelifeinbuyingandselling;heknowshowtodonothingelse。Hiswifeanddaughterhavespenttheirlives,notinselling,butinbuying;andthey,ontheirside,knowhowtodonothingelse。Togetsomethinginashopthattheycanputontheirbacks——thatistheironeidea;theyhaven’tanotherintheirheads。

Ofcoursetheyspendnoendofmoney,andtheydoitwithanimplacablepersistence,withamixtureofaudacityandofcunning。

Theydoitinhisteethandtheydoitbehindhisback;themotherprotectsthedaughter,andthedaughtereggsonthemother。Betweenthemtheyarebleedinghimtodeath。"

"Ah,whatapicture!"murmuredMrs。Church。"Iamafraidtheyarevery-uncultivated。"

"Ishareyourfears。Theyareperfectlyignorant;theyhavenoresources。Thevisionoffineclothesoccupiestheirwholeimagination。Theyhavenotanidea——evenaworseone——tocompetewithit。PoorMr。Ruck,whoisextremelygood-naturedandsoft,seemstomeareallytragicfigure。Heisgettingbadnewseverydayfromhome;hisbusinessisgoingtothedogs。Heisunabletostopit;hehastostandandwatchhisfortunesebb。Hehasbeenusedtodoingthingsinabigway,andhefeelsmean,ifhemakesafussaboutbills。Sotheladieskeepsendingthemin。"

"Buthaven’ttheycommonsense?Don’ttheyknowtheyareruiningthemselves?"

"Theydon’tbelieveit。ThedutyofanAmericanhusbandandfatheristokeepthemgoing。Ifheasksthemhow,that’shisownaffair。

So,bywayofnotbeingmean,ofbeingagoodAmericanhusbandandfather,poorRuckstandsstaringatbankruptcy。"

Mrs。Churchlookedatmeamoment,inquickenedmeditation。"Why,ifAuroraweretogotostaywiththem,shemightnotevenbeproperlyfed!"

"Idon’t,onthewhole,recommend,"Isaid,laughing,"thatyourdaughtershouldpayavisittoThirty-SeventhStreet。"

"WhyshouldIbesubjectedtosuchtrials——sosadlyeprouvee?Whyshouldadaughterofminelikethatdreadfulgirl?"

"DOESshelikeher?"

"Pray,doyoumean,"askedmycompanion,softly,"thatAuroraisahypocrite?"

Ihesitatedamoment。"Alittle,sinceyouaskme。Ithinkyouhaveforcedhertobe。"

Mrs。Churchansweredthispossiblypresumptuouschargewithatranquil,candidexultation。"Ineverforcemydaughter!"

"Sheisneverthelessinafalseposition,"Irejoined。"Shehungersandthirststogobacktoherowncountry;shewants’tocome’outinNewYork,whichiscertainly,sociallyspeaking,theElDoradoofyoungladies。Shelikesanyone,forthemoment,whowilltalktoherofthat,andserveasaconnecting-linkwithhernativeshores。

MissRuckperformsthisagreeableoffice。"

"Yourideais,then,thatifsheweretogowithMissRucktoAmericashewoulddropherafterwards。"

IcomplimentedMrs。Churchuponherlogicalmind,butIrepudiatedthiscynicalsupposition。"Ican’timagineher——whenitshouldcometothepoint——embarkingwiththefamilleRuck。ButIwishshemightgo,nevertheless。"

Mrs。Churchshookherheadserenely,andsmiledatmyinappropriatezeal。"Itrustmypoorchildmayneverbeguiltyofsofatalamistake。Sheiscompletelyinerror;sheiswhollyunadaptedtothepeculiarconditionsofAmericanlife。Itwouldnotpleaseher。Shewouldnotsympathise。Mydaughter’sidealisnottheidealoftheclassofyoungwomentowhichMissRuckbelongs。Ifeartheyareverynumerous;theygivethetone——theygivethetone。"

"Itisyouthataremistaken,"Isaid;"gohomeforsixmonthsandsee。"

"Ihavenot,unfortunately,themeanstomakecostlyexperiments。Mydaughterhashadgreatadvantages——rareadvantages——andIshouldbeverysorrytobelievethataufondshedoesnotappreciatethem。Onethingiscertain:Imustremoveherfromthisperniciousinfluence。

Wemustpartcompanywiththisdeplorablefamily。IfMr。RuckandhisladiescannotbeinducedtogotoChamouni——ajourneythatnotravellerwiththesmallestself-respectwouldomit——mydaughterandIshallbeobligedtoretire。WeshallgotoDresden。"

"ToDresden?"

"ThecapitalofSaxony。Ihadarrangedtogotherefortheautumn,butitwillbesimplertogoimmediately。Thereareseveralworksinthegallerywithwhichmydaughterhasnot,Ithink,sufficientlyfamiliarisedherself;itisespeciallystrongintheseventeenthcenturyschools。"

AsmycompanionofferedmethisinformationIperceivedMr。Ruckcomeloungingin,withhishandsinhispockets,andhiselbowsmakingacuteangles。Hehadhisusualanomalousappearanceofbothseekingandavoidingsociety,andhewanderedobliquelytowardMrs。Church,whoselastwordshehadoverheard。"Theseventeenthcenturyschools,"hesaid,slowly,asifhewereweighingsomeverysmallobjectinaverylarge-pairofscales。"Now,doyousupposetheyHAD

schoolsatthatperiod?"

Mrs。Churchrosewithagooddealofprecision,makingnoanswertothisincongruousjest。Sheclaspedherlargevolumetoherneatlittlebosom,andshefixedagentle,seriouseyeuponMr。Ruck。

"IhadaletterthismorningfromChamouni,"shesaid。

"Well,"repliedMr。Ruck,"Isupposeyou’vegotfriendsallover。"

"IhavefriendsatChamouni,buttheyareleaving。Totheirgreatregret。"Ihadgotup,too;Ilistenedtothisstatement,andI

wondered。Iamalmostashamedtomentionthesubjectofmyagitation。Iaskedmyselfwhetherthiswasasuddenimprovisation,consecratedbymaternaldevotion;butthispointhasneverbeenelucidated。"Theyaregivingupsomecharmingrooms;perhapsyouwouldlikethem。Iwouldsuggestyourtelegraphing。Theweatherisglorious,"continuedMrs。Church,"andthehighestpeaksarenowperceivedwithextraordinarydistinctness。"

Mr。Rucklistened,ashealwayslistened,respectfully。"Well,"hesaid,"Idon’tknowasIwanttogoupMountBlank。That’stheprincipalattraction,isn’tit?"

"Therearemanyothers。IthoughtIwouldofferyouan——anexceptionalopportunity。"

"Well,"saidMr。Ruck,"you’rerightdownfriendly。ButIseemtohavemoreopportunitiesthanIknowwhattodowith。Idon’tseemabletotakehold。"

"Itonlyneedsalittledecision,"remarkedMrs。Church,withanairwhichwasanadmirableexampleofthisvirtue。"Iwishyougood-

night,sir。"Andshemovednoiselesslyaway。

Mr。Ruck,withhislonglegsapart,stoodstaringafterher;thenhetransferredhisperfectlyquieteyestome。"Doessheownahoteloverthere?"heasked。"HasshegotanystockinMountBlank?"

CHAPTERIX。

ThenextdayMadameBeaurepashandedme,withherownelderlyfingers,amissive,whichprovedtobeatelegram。Afterglancingatit,Iinformedherthatitwasapparentlyasignalformydeparture;

mybrotherhadarrivedinEngland,andproposedtometomeethimthere;hehadcomeonbusiness,andwastospendbutthreeweeksinEurope。"Butmyhouseemptiesitself!"criedtheoldwoman。"ThefamilleRucktalksofleavingme,andMadameChurchnousfaitlareverence。"

"Mrs。Churchisgoingaway?"

"Sheispackinghertrunk;sheisaveryextraordinaryperson。Doyouknowwhatsheaskedmethismorning?ToinventsomecombinationbywhichthefamilleRuckshouldmoveaway。IinformedherthatI

wasnotaninventor。ThatpoorfamilleRuck!’Obligemebygettingridofthem,’saidMadameChurch,asshewouldhaveaskedCelestinetoremoveadishofcabbage。ShespeaksasiftheworldweremadeforMadameChurch。Iintimatedtoherthatifsheobjectedtothecompanytherewasaverysimpleremedy;andatpresentellefaitsespaquets。"

"ShereallyaskedyoutogettheRucksoutofthehouse?"

"Sheaskedmetotellthemthattheirroomshadbeenlet,threemonthsago,toanotherfamily。ShehasanAPLOMB!"

Mrs。Church’saplombcausedmeconsiderablediversion;Iamnotsurethatitwasnot,insomedegree,tolaughoveritatmyleisurethatIwentoutintothegardenthateveningtosmokeacigar。Thenightwasdarkandnotparticularlybalmy,andmostofmyfellow-

pensioners,afterdinner,hadremainedin-doors。AlongstraightwalkconductedfromthedoorofthehousetotheancientgrillethatIhavedescribed,andIstoodhereforsometime,lookingthroughtheironbarsatthesilentemptystreet。Theprospectwasnotentertaining,andIpresentlyturnedaway。AtthismomentIsaw,inthedistance,thedoorofthehouseopenandthrowashaftoflamplightintothedarkness。Intothelamplighttheresteppedthefigureofafemale,whopresentlyclosedthedoorbehindher。Shedisappearedintheduskofthegarden,andIhadseenherbutforaninstant,butIremainedundertheimpressionthatAuroraChurch,ontheeveofherdeparture,hadcomeoutforameditativestroll。

Ilingerednearthegate,keepingtheredtipofmycigarturnedtowardthehouse,andbeforelongayoungladyemergedfromamongtheshadowsofthetreesandencounteredthelightofalampthatstoodjustoutsidethegate。ItwasinfactAuroraChurch,butsheseemedmorebentuponconversationthanuponmeditation。Shestoodamomentlookingatme,andthenshesaid,-

"OughtItoretire——toreturntothehouse?"

"Ifyouought,Ishouldbeverysorrytotellyouso,"Ianswered。

"Butweareallalone;thereisnooneelseinthegarden。"

"ItisnotthefirsttimethatIhavebeenalonewithayounglady。

Iamnotatallterrified。"

"Ah,butI?"saidtheyounggirl。"Ihaveneverbeenalone——"then,quickly,sheinterruptedherself。"Good,there’sanotherfalsenote!"

"Yes,Iamobligedtoadmitthatoneisveryfalse。"

Shestoodlookingatme。"Iamgoingawayto-morrow;afterthattherewillbenoonetotellme。"

CHAPTERX。

"Thatwillmatterlittle,"Ipresentlyreplied。"Tellingyouwilldonogood。"

"Ah,whydoyousaythat?"murmuredAuroraChurch。

Isaiditpartlybecauseitwastrue;butIsaiditforotherreasonsaswell,whichitwashardtodefine。Standingtherebare-headed,inthenightair,inthevaguelight,thisyoungladylookedextremelyinteresting;andtheinterestofherappearancewasnotdiminishedbyasuspiciononmyownpartthatshehadcomeintothegardenknowingmetobethere。Ithoughtheracharminggirl,andIfeltverysorryforher;but,asIlookedather,thetermsinwhichMadameBeaurepashadventuredtocharacteriseherrecurredtomewithacertainforce。

Ihadprofessedacontemptforthematthetime,butitnowcameintomyheadthatperhapsthisunfortunatelysituated,thisinsidiouslymutinousyoungcreature,waslookingoutforapreserver。Shewascertainlynotagirltothrowherselfataman’shead,butitwaspossiblethatinherintense——heralmostmorbid-desiretoputintoeffectanidealwhichwasperhapsafterallchargedwithasmanyfallaciesashermotheraffirmed,shemightdosomethingrecklessandirregular——somethinginwhichasympatheticcompatriot,asyetunknown,wouldfindhisprofit。Theimage,unshapedthoughitwas,ofthissympatheticcompatriot,filledmewithasortofenvy。ForsomemomentsIwassilent,consciousofthesethings,andthenI

answeredherquestion。"Becausesomethings——somedifferencesarefelt,notlearned。Toyoulibertyisnotnatural;youarelikeapersonwhohasboughtarepeater,and,inhissatisfaction,isconstantlymakingitsound。ToarealAmericangirlherlibertyisaveryvulgarly-tickingoldclock。"

"Ah,youmean,then,"saidthepoorgirl,"thatmymotherhasruinedme?"

"Ruinedyou?"

"Shehassopervertedmymind,thatwhenItrytobenaturalIamnecessarilyimmodest。"

"Thatagainisafalsenote,"Isaid,laughing。

Sheturnedaway。"Ithinkyouarecruel。"

"Bynomeans,"Ideclared;"because,formyowntaste,Ipreferyouas——as——"

Ihesitated,andsheturnedback。"Aswhat?"

"Asyouare。"

Shelookedatmeawhileagain,andthenshesaid,inalittlereasoningvoicethatremindedmeofhermother’s,onlythatitwasconsciousandstudied,"IwasnotawarethatIamunderanyparticularobligationtopleaseyou!"Andthenshegaveaclearlaugh,quiteatvariancewithhervoice。

"Oh,thereisnoobligation,"Isaid,"butonehaspreferences。Iamverysorryyouaregoingaway。"

"Whatdoesitmattertoyou?Youaregoingyourself。"

"AsIamgoinginadifferentdirectionthatmakesallthegreaterseparation。"

Sheanswerednothing;shestoodlookingthroughthebarsofthetallgateattheempty,duskystreet。"Thisgrilleislikeacage,"shesaid,atlast。

"Fortunately,itisacagethatwillopen。"AndIlaidmyhandonthelock。

"Don’topenit,"andshepressedthegateback。"IfyoushouldopenitIwouldgoout——andneverreturn。"

"Whereshouldyougo?"

"ToAmerica。"

"Straightaway?"

"Somehoworother。IwouldgototheAmericanconsul。Iwouldbeghimtogivememoney——tohelpme。"

Ireceivedthisassertionwithoutasmile;Iwasnotinasmilinghumour。Onthecontrary,Ifeltsingularlyexcited,andIkeptmyhandonthelockofthegate。Ibelieved(orIthoughtIbelieved)

whatmycompanionsaid,andIhad——absurdasitmayappear——anirritatedvisionofherthrowingherselfuponconsularsympathy。Itseemedtome,foramoment,thattopassoutofthatgatewiththisyearning,straining,youngcreature,wouldbetopassintosomemysteriousfelicity。IfIwereonlyaheroofromance,Iwouldoffer,myself,totakehertoAmerica。

Inamomentmore,perhaps,IshouldhavepersuadedmyselfthatIwasone,butatthisjunctureIheardasoundthatwasnotromantic。ItprovedtobetheveryrealistictreadofCelestine,thecook,whostoodgrinningatusasweturnedaboutfromourcolloquy。

"Iaskbienpardon,"saidCelestine。"ThemotherofMademoiselledesiresthatMademoiselleshouldcomeinimmediately。M。lePasteurGalopinhascometomakehisadieuxtocesdames。"

Auroragavemeonlyoneglance,butitwasatouchingone。ThensheslowlydepartedwithCelestine。

Thenextmorning,oncomingintothegarden,IfoundthatMrs。Churchandherdaughterhaddeparted。IwasinformedofthisfactbyoldM。

Pigeonneau,whosatthereunderatree,havinghiscoffeeatalittlegreentable。

"Ihavenothingtoenvyyou,"hesaid;"IhadthelastglimpseofthatcharmingMissAurora。"

"Ihadaverylateglimpse,"Ianswered,"anditwasallIcouldpossiblydesire。"

"Ihavealwaysnoticed,"rejoinedM。Pigeonneau,"Thatyourdesiresaremoremoderatethanmine。Quevoulez-vous?Iamoftheoldschool。Jecroisquelaraceseperd。Iregretthedepartureofthatyounggirl:shehadanenchantingsmile。Ceseraunefemmed’esprit。Forthemother,Icanconsolemyself。IamnotsurethatSHEwasafemmed’esprit,thoughshewishedtopassforone。Round,rosy,potelee,sheyethadnotthetemperamentofherappearance;shewasafemmeaustere。IhaveoftennoticedthatcontradictioninAmericanladies。Youseeaplumplittlewoman,withaspeakingeye,andthecontourandcomplexionofaripepeach,andifyouventuretoconductyourselfinthesmallestdegreeinaccordancewiththeseindices,youdiscoveraspeciesofMethodist——ofwhatdoyoucallit?——ofQuakeress。Ontheotherhand,youencounteratall,lean,angularperson,withoutcolour,withoutgrace,allelbowsandknees,andyoufindit’sanatureofthetropics!Thewomenofdutylooklikecoquettes,andtheotherslooklikealpenstocks!However,wehavestillthehandsomeMadameRuck——arealfemmedeRubens,celle-

la。ItisverytruethattotalktoheronemustknowtheFlemishtongue!"

Ihaddetermined,inaccordancewithmybrother’stelegram,togoawayintheafternoon;sothat,havingvariousdutiestoperform,I

leftM。Pigeonneautohisinternationalcomparisons。Amongotherthings,Iwentinthecourseofthemorningtothebanker’s,todrawmoneyformyjourney,andthereIfoundMr。Ruck,withapileofcrumpledlettersinhislap,hischairtippedback,andhiseyesgloomilyfixedonthefringeofthegreenplushtable-cloth。I

timidlyexpressedthehopethathehadgotbetternewsfromhome;

whereuponhegavemealookinwhich,consideringhisprovocation,theabsenceofirritationwasconspicuous。

Hetookuphislettersinhislargehand,andcrushingthemtogether,helditouttome。"Thatepistolarymatter,"hesaid,"isworthaboutfivecents。ButIguess,"headded,rising,"Ihavetakenitinbythistime。"WhenIhaddrawnmymoneyIaskedhimtocomeandbreakfastwithmeatthelittlebrasserie,muchfavouredbystudents,towhichIusedtoresortintheoldtown。"Icouldn’teat,sir,"hesaid,"I——couldn’teat。Badnewstakesawaytheappetite。ButI

guessI’llgowithyou,sothatIneedn’tgototabledownthereatthepension。Theoldwomandownthereisalwaysaccusingmeofturningupmynoseatherfood。Well,IguessIshan’tturnupmynoseatanythingnow。"

Wewenttothelittlebrasserie,wherepoorMr。Ruckmadethelightestpossiblebreakfast。Butifheateverylittle,hetalkedagreatdeal;hetalkedaboutbusiness,goingintoahundreddetailsinwhichIwasquiteunabletofollowhim。Histalkwasnotangrynorbitter;itwasalong,meditative,melancholymonologue;ifithadbeenatriflelessincoherentIshouldalmosthavecalleditphilosophic。Iwasverysorryforhim;Iwantedtodosomethingforhim,buttheonlythingIcoulddowas,whenwehadbreakfasted,toseehimsafelybacktothePensionBeaurepas。WewentacrosstheTreilleanddowntheCorraterie,outofwhichweturnedintotheRueduRhone。Inthislatterstreet,asalltheworldknows,aremanyofthosebrilliantjewellers’shopsforwhichGenevaisfamous。I

alwaysadmiredtheirglitteringwindows,andneverpassedthemwithoutalingeringglance。Evenonthisoccasion,pre-occupiedasI

waswithmyimpendingdeparture,andwithmycompanion’stroubles,I

sufferedmyeyestowanderalongtheprecioustiersthatflashedandtwinkledbehindthehugeclearplatesofglass。Thankstothisinveteratehabit,Imadeadiscovery。InthelargestandmostbrilliantoftheseestablishmentsIperceivedtwoladies,seatedbeforethecounterwithanairofabsorption,whichsufficientlyproclaimedtheiridentity。Ihopedmycompanionwouldnotseethem,butaswecameabreastofthedoor,alittlebeyond,wefounditopentothewarmsummerair。Mr。Ruckhappenedtoglancein,andheimmediatelyrecognisedhiswifeanddaughter。Heslowlystopped,lookingatthem;Iwonderedwhathewoulddo。Thesalesmanwasholdingupabraceletbeforethem,onitsvelvetcushion,andflashingitaboutinanirresistiblemanner。

Mr。Rucksaidnothing,buthepresentlywentin,andIdidthesame。

"Itwillbeanopportunity,"Iremarked,ascheerfullyaspossible,"formetobidgood-byetotheladies。"

TheyturnedroundwhenMr。Ruckcamein,andlookedathimwithoutconfusion。"Well,youhadbettergohometobreakfast,"remarkedhiswife。MissSophymadenoremark,butshetookthebraceletfromtheattendantandgazedatitveryfixedly。Mr。Ruckseatedhimselfonanemptystoolandlookedroundtheshop。

"Well,youhavebeenherebefore,"saidhiswife;"youwereherethefirstdaywecame。"

MissRuckextendedthepreciousobjectinherhandstowardsme。

"Don’tyouthinkthatsweet?"sheinquired。

Ilookedatitamoment。"No,Ithinkit’sugly。"

Sheglancedatmeamoment,incredulous。"Well,Idon’tbelieveyouhaveanytaste。"

"Why,sir,it’sjustlovely,"saidMrs。Ruck。

"You’llseeitsomedayonme,anyway,"herdaughterdeclared。

"No,hewon’t,"saidMr。Ruck,quietly。

"Itwillbehisownfault,then,"MissSophyobserved。

"Well,ifwearegoingtoChamouniwewanttogetsomethinghere,"

saidMrs。Ruck。"Wemaynothaveanotherchance。"

Mr。Ruckwasstilllookingroundtheshop,whistlinginaverylowtone。"Weain’tgoingtoChamouni。WearegoingtoNewYorkcity,straight。"

"Well,I’mgladtohearthat,"saidMrs。Ruck。"Don’tyousupposewewanttotakesomethinghome?"

"IfwearegoingstraightbackImusthavethatbracelet,"herdaughterdeclared,"OnlyIdon’twantavelvetcase;Iwantasatincase。"

"Imustbidyougood-bye,"Isaidtotheladies。"IamleavingGenevainanhourortwo。"

"Takeagoodlookatthatbracelet,soyou’llknowitwhenyouseeit,"saidMissSophy。

"She’sboundtohavesomething,"remarkedhermother,almostproudly。

Mr。Ruckwasstillvaguelyinspectingtheshop;hewasstillwhistlingalittle。"Iamafraidheisnotatallwell,"Isaid,softly,tohiswife。

Shetwistedherheadalittle,andglancedathim。

"Well,Iwishhe’dimprove!"sheexclaimed。

"Asatincase,andaniceone!"saidMissRucktotheshopman。

IbadeMr。Ruckgood-bye。"Don’twaitforme,"hesaid,sittingthereonhisstool,andnotmeetingmyeye。"I’vegottoseethisthingthrough。"

IwentbacktothePensionBeaurepas,andwhen,anhourlater,Ileftitwithmyluggage,thefamilyhadnotreturned。

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